OLD ROSE AND SILVER BY MYRTLE REED Author's Note The music which appears in the following pages is from an unpublishedpiano arrangement, by Grant Weber, of Wilson G. Smith's"Entreaty, " published by G. Schirmer, New York. CONTENTS I A FALLING STAR II WELCOME HOME III THE VOICE OF THE VIOLIN IV THE CROSBY TWINS V AN AFTERNOON CALL VI THE LIGHT ON THE ALTAR VII FATHER AND SON VIII "THE YEAR'S AT THE SPRING" IX A KNIGHT-ERRANT X "SWEET-AND-TWENTY" XI KEEPING THE FAITH XII AN ENCHANTED HOUR XIII WHITE GLOVES XIV THE THIRTIETH OF JUNE XV "HOW SHE WILL COME TO ME" XVI HOW ISABEL CAME XVII PENANCE XVIII "LESS THAN THE DUST" XIX OVER THE BAR XX RISEN FROM THE DEAD XXI SAVED--AND LOST XXII A BIRTHDAY PARTY XXIII "TEARS, IDLE TEARS" XXIV THE HOUSE WHERE LOVE LIVED I A FALLING STAR [Illustration: Musical Notation] The last hushed chord died into silence, but the woman lingered, dreaming over the keys. Firelight from the end of the room brought red-gold gleams into the dusky softness of her hair and shadowed her profileupon the opposite wall. No answering flash of jewels met the questioninglight--there was only a mellow glow from the necklace of tourmalines, quaintly set, that lay upon the white lace of her gown. She turned her face toward the fire as a flower seeks the sun, but herdeep eyes looked beyond it, into the fires of Life itself. A hauntingsense of unfulfilment stirred her to vague resentment, and she sighed asshe rose and moved restlessly about the room. She lighted the tallcandles that stood upon the mantel-shelf, straightened a rug, moved achair, and gathered up a handful of fallen rose-petals on her way to thewindow. She was about to draw down the shade, but, instead, her handdropped slowly to her side, her fingers unclasped, and the crushedcrimson petals fluttered to the floor. Outside, the purple dusk of Winter twilight lay soft upon the snow. Through an opening in the evergreens the far horizon, grey as mother-of-pearl, bent down to touch the plain in a misty line that was definiteyet not clear. At the left were the mountains, cold and calm, veiled bydistances dim with frost. There was a step upon the stair, but the strong, straight figure inwhite lace did not turn away from the window, even when the door opened. The stillness was broken only by the cheerful crackle of the fire untila sweet voice asked: "Are you dreaming, Rose?" Rose turned away from the window then, with a laugh. "Why, I must havebeen. Will you have this chair, Aunt Francesca?" She turned a high-backed rocker toward the fire and Madame Bernardleaned back luxuriously, stretching her tiny feet to the blaze. She woregrey satin slippers with high French heels and silver buckles. A bit ofgrey silk stocking was visible between the buckle and the hem of hergrey gown. Rose smiled at her in affectionate appreciation. The little old ladyseemed like a bit of Dresden china; she was so dainty and so frail. Herhair was lustreless, snowy white, and beautifully, though simply, dressed in a bygone fashion. Her blue eyes were so deep in colour as toseem almost purple in certain lights, and the years had been kind toher, leaving few lines. Her hands, resting on the arms of her chair, hadnot lost their youthful contour, but around her eyes and the corners ofher mouth were the faint prints of many smiles. "Rose, " said Madame Bernard, suddenly, "you are very lovely to-night. " "I was thinking the same of you, " responded the younger woman, flushing. "Shall we organise ourselves into a mutual admiration society?" "We might as well, I think. There seems to be nobody else. " A shadow crossed Rose's face and her beauty took on an appealingwistfulness. She had been sheltered always and she hungered for Life asthe sheltered often do. Madame Bernard, for the thousandth time, lookedat her curiously. From the shapely foot that tapped restlessly on therug beneath her white lace gown, to the crown of dusky hair with red-gold lights in it, Rose was made for love--and Madame wondered how shehad happened to miss it. "Aunt Francesca, " said Rose, with a whimsical sadness, "do you realisethat I'm forty to-day?" "That's nothing, " returned the other, serenely. "Everybody has beenforty, or will be, if they live. " "I haven't lived yet, " Rose objected. "I've only been alive. " "'While there's life there's hope, '" quoted Madame lightly. "What do youwant, dear child? Battle, murder, and sudden death?" "I don't know what I want. " "Let's take an inventory and see if we can find out. You have onepriceless blessing--good health. You have considerably more than yourshare of good looks. Likewise a suitable wardrobe; not many clothes, butfew, and those few, good. Clothes are supposed to please and satisfywomen. You have musical talent, a love of books and flowers, a fineappreciation of beauty, a host of friends, and that one supreme gift ofthe gods--a sense of humour. In addition to all this, you have acomfortable home and an income of your own that enables you to dopractically as you please. Could you ask for more?" "Not while I have you, Aunt Francesca. I suppose I'm horrid. " "You couldn't be, my dear. I've left marriage out of the question, since, if you'd had any deep longing for it, you'd have chosen some onefrom the horde that has infested my house for fifteen years and more. You've surely been loved. " Rose smiled and bit her lip. "I think that's it, " she murmured. "I'venever cared for anybody--like that. At least, I don't think I have. " "'When in doubt, don't, '" resumed the other, taking refuge in aplatitude. "Is there any one of that faithful procession whom youparticularly regret?" "No, " answered Rose, truthfully. "Love is like a vaccination, " continued the little lady in grey, withseeming irrelevance. "When it takes, you don't have to be told. " Her tone was light, almost flippant, and Rose, in her turn, wondered atthe woman and her marvellous self-control. At twenty-five, MadameBernard married a young French soldier, who had chosen to serve hisadopted country in the War of the Rebellion. In less than three months, her gallant Captain was brought home to her--dead. For a long time, she hovered uncertainly between life and death. Then, one day, she sat up and asked for a mirror. The ghost of her former selflooked back at her, for her colour was gone, her hair was quicklyturning grey, and the light had vanished from her eyes. Yet the valiantspirit was not broken, and that day, with high resolve, she sent hersoul forward upon the new way. "He was a soldier, " she said, "and I, his wife, will be a soldier too. He faced Death bravely and I shall meet Life with as much courage as Godwill give me. But do not, oh, do not even speak his name to me, or Ishall forget I am a soldier and become a woman again. " So, gradually, it became understood that the young soldier's name wasnot to be mentioned to his widow. She took up her burden and went on, devoting herself to the army service until the war was over. Then sheceased to labour with lint and bandages and betook herself to newsurroundings. Her husband's brother offered her a home, but she wasunable to accept, for the two men looked so much alike that she couldnot have borne it. Sometimes, even now, she turned away in pain fromRose, who resembled her father. "'Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief, '" Madame Bernard was saying. "Iseem to run to conversational antiques tonight. 'Doctor, lawyer, merchant, chief--' which will you have, Rose? If I remember rightly, you've had all but the thief already. Shall I get you a nice embezzler, or will a plain burglar do?" "Neither, " laughed Rose. "I'm safe from embezzlers, I think, but I livein nightly fear of being burgled, as you well know. " "None the less, we've got to take the risk. Isabel will not be contentedwith you and me. She'll want other hats on the rack besides theprehistoric relic we keep there as a warning to burglars. " "I'd forgotten Isabel, " answered Rose, with a start. "What is shedoing?" "Dressing for dinner. My dear, that child brought three trunks with herand I understand another is coming. She has enough clothes to set up amodest shop, should she desire to 'go into trade' as the English say. " "I'd forgotten Isabel, " said Rose, again. "We must find some callowyouths to amuse her. A girl of twenty can't appreciate a real man. " "Sometimes a girl of forty can't, either, " laughed Madame, with a slyglance at Rose. "Cheer up, my dear--I'm nearing seventy, and I assureyou that forty is really very young. " "It's scarcely infantile, but I'll admit that I'm young--comparatively. " "All things are comparative in this world, and perhaps you and Isabel, with your attendant swains, may enable me to forget that I'm no longeryoung, even comparatively. " The guest came in, somewhat shyly. She was a cousin of Rose's, on themother's side, and had arrived only that afternoon on a visit. "Bless us, " said Madame Bernard; "how pretty we are! Isabel, you're acredit to the establishment. " Isabel smiled--a little, cool smile. She was almost as tall as Rose andtowered far above the little lady in grey who offered her a welcominghand and invited her to sit by the fire. Isabel's gown was turquoiseblue and very becoming, as her hair and eyes were dark and her skin wasfair. Her eyes were almost black and very brilliant; they literallysparkled when she allowed herself to become interested in anything. "I'm not late, am I?" she asked. "No, " answered Rose, glancing at the clock. "It's ten minutes to seven. " "I couldn't find my things. It was like dressing in a dream, when, assoon as you find something you want, you immediately lose everythingelse. " "I know, " laughed Rose. "I had occasion to pack a suit-case myself lastnight, during my troubled slumbers. " A large yellow cat appeared mysteriously out of the shadows and came, yawning, toward the fire. He sat down on the edge of Madame's grey gown, and blinked. Isabel drew her skirts away. "I don't like cats, " she said. "There are cats and cats, " remarked Madame Bernard in a tone of gentlerebuke. "Mr. Boffin is not an ordinary cat. He is a gentleman and ascholar and he never forgets his manners. " "I've wondered, sometimes, " said Rose, "whether he really knowseverything, or only pretends that he does. He looks very wise. " "Silence and reserve will give anyone a reputation for wisdom, " Madameresponded. She bent down to stroke the yellow head, but, though Mr. Boffin gratefully accepted the caress, he did not condescend to purr. Presently he stalked away into the shadows, waving his yellow tail. "What a lovely room this is, " observed Isabel, after a pause. "It's comfortable, " replied Madame. "I couldn't live in an ugly place. " Everything in the room spoke eloquently of good taste, from the deep-toned Eastern rug at the hearth to the pictures upon the grey-greenwalls. There was not a false note anywhere in the subtle harmony ofline, colour, and fabric. It was the sort of room that one comes backto, after long absence, with renewed appreciation. "I love old mahogany, " continued Isabel. "I suppose you've had this along, long time. " "No, it's new. To me--I mean. I have some beautiful old French mahogany, but I don't use it. " Her voice was very low at the end of the sentence. She compressed herlips tightly and, leaning forward, vigorously poked the fire. A streamof sparks went up the chimney and quick flames leaped to follow. "Don't set the house on fire, Aunt Francesca, " cautioned Rose. "There'sthe dinner gong. " The three went out, Madame Bernard a little ahead and the two youngerwomen together. Rose sat opposite the head of the table and Isabel wasplaced at Madame's right. In a single glance, the guest noted that thetable was perfectly appointed. "Are you making company of me?" sheasked. "Not at all, " smiled Madame. "None the less, there is a cleardistinction between eating and dining and we endeavour to dine. " "If Aunt Francesca were on a desert island, " said Rose, "I believe shewould make a grand affair of her solitary dinner, and have her coffee inthe morning before she rolled out of the sand. " The little old lady dimpled with pleasure. "I'd try to, " she laughed. "Ithink I'd--" She was interrupted by a little exclamation of pleasure from Rose, whohad just discovered a small white parcel at her plate. She was untyingit with eager fingers, while her colour came and went. A card flutteredout, face upward. "To my dear Rose, with love from Aunt Francesca, " waswritten in a small, quaint hand. It was a single magnificent ruby set in a ring which exactly fitted. Rose seldom wore rings and wondered, vaguely, how Aunt Francesca knew. "I filled a finger of one of your gloves, " said Madame, as though shehad read the thought, "and had it fitted. Simple, wasn't it?" "Oh, " breathed Rose, "it's beautiful beyond words! How shall I everthank you!" "Wear it, dear. I'm so glad you're pleased!" "It's lovely, " said Isabel, but the tone was cold and she seemed tospeak with an effort. With a swift little stab at the heart, Rose sawthat the girl envied her the gift. "It reconciles me to my years, " Rose went on, quickly. "I'm willing tobe forty, if I can have a ring like this. " "Why, Cousin Rose!" cried Isabel, in astonishment. "Are you forty?" "Yes, dear. Don't be conventional and tell me I don't look it, for Ifeel it--every year. " "I should never have thought it, " Isabel murmured. Rose turned the ring slowly upon her finger and the ruby yielded thedeep crimson glow of its heart to the candlelight that softly filled theroom. "I've never had a ruby, " she said, "and yet I feel, someway, asthough I'd always had this. It seems as if it belonged to me. " "That's because it suits you, " nodded Madame Bernard. "I hope thatsometime our civilisation may reach such a point of advancement thatevery woman will wear the clothes and jewels that suit her personality, and make her home a proper setting for herself. See how women breaktheir hearts for diamonds--and not one woman in a hundred can wearthem. " "Could I wear diamonds?" asked Isabel. She was interested now and hereyes sparkled. Madame Bernard studied her for a moment before replying. "Yes, " sheadmitted, "you could wear them beautifully, but they do not belong toRose, or to me. " "What else could I wear?" "Turquoises, if they were set in silver. " "I have one, " Isabel announced with satisfaction. "A lovely bigturquoise matrix set in dull silver. But I have no diamonds. " "They'll come, " Rose assured her, "if you want them. I think peopleusually get things if they want them badly enough. " Isabel turned to Madame Bernard. "What stones do you wear?" sheinquired, politely. "Only amethysts, " she laughed. "I have a pearl necklace, but it doesn'tquite 'belong, ' so I don't wear it. I won't wear anything that doesn't'belong. '" "How can you tell?" "By instinct. " "I can walk into a shop, look around for a moment, andsay: 'please bring me my hat. ' The one I ask for is always the rightone. It is invariably becoming and suitable, and it's the same witheverything else. " "It's a wonderful experience to go shopping with Aunt Francesca, " put inRose. "She knows what she wants and goes straight to it, without loss oftime. Utterly regardless of fashion, for its own sake, she alwayscontrives to be in the mode, though I believe that if hoop skirts weresuited to her, she'd have the courage of her crinoline, and wear one. " "Let us be thankful they're not, " remarked Madame. "It's almostimpossible to believe it, but they must have looked well upon somewomen. Every personality makes its own demand for harmony and it isfascinating to me to observe strange people and plan for them theirhouses and clothes and belongings. You can pick out, from a crowd, thewoman who would have a crayon portrait of herself upon an easel in herparlour, and quite properly, too, since her nature demands it. After youare experienced, you can identify the man who eats sugar and vinegar onlettuce, and group those who keep parrots--or are capable of it. " The seventy years sat lightly upon Madame Francesca now. Her deep eyesshone with inward amusement, and little smiles hovered unexpectedlyabout the corners of her mouth. A faint pink tint, like a faded rose, bloomed upon her cheeks. Rose watched her with adoring eyes, andwondered whether any man in the world, after fifteen years of closeassociation, could be half so delightful. Coffee was brought into the living-room, when they went back, precededby Mr. Boffin, emanating the dignified satisfaction of a cat who hassupped daintily upon chicken and cream. He sat down before the fire andmethodically washed his face. "I believe I envy Mr. Boffin his perfect digestion, " remarked Madame, asshe sipped her coffee from a Royal Canton cup. She and Rose stood forhalf an hour after dinner, always. Isabel finished her coffee and set the cup upon the table. She slippedthe Sheffield tray from under the embroidered doily and took it to thelight, where she leaned over it, studying the design. Rose thought thatthe light from the tray was reflected upon the girl's face, she becameat once so brilliant, so sparkling. "Speaking of harmony--" said Madame Bernard, in a low tone, glancing atRose and inclining her head toward Isabel. "Yes, " replied Isabel, returning the tray to its place; "it is a lovelyone, isn't it?" Madame turned toward the window to hide a smile. Rose followed, and drewthe little grey lady into the circle of her strong arm. "Dear Aunt Francesca!" she said softly. "I thank you so much!" The older woman patted the hand that wore the ruby, then turned toIsabel. "Come, " she said, "and be glad you're indoors. " The three women stood at the wide window, looking out across the snow, lighted only by the stars and a ghostly crescent of moon. The evergreenswere huddled closely together as though they kept each other warm. Beyond, the mountains brooded in their eternal sleep, which rivinglightnings and vast, reverberating thunders were powerless to change. Suddenly, across the purple darkness between the pale stars, flamed ameteor--an uncharted voyager through infinite seas of space. It left atrail of fire across the heavens, fading at last into luminous mist, thecolour of the stars. When the light had quite died out, Madame Bernardspoke. "A passing soul, " she sighed. "A kiss, " breathed Rose, dreamily. "Star-dust!" laughed Isabel. II WELCOME HOME "Great news, my dears, great news!" cried Madame Bernard, gaily waving anopen letter as she came into the room where Rose was sewing and Isabelexperimenting with a new coiffure. "I'll give you three guesses!" "Somebody coming for a visit?" asked Isabel. "Wrong!" "Somebody coming, but not for a visit?" queried Rose. "You're getting warmer. " "How can anybody come, if not for a visit?" inquired Isabel, mildlyperplexed. "That is, unless it's a messenger?" "The old Kent house is to be opened, " said Madame, "and we're to openit. At last we shall have neighbours!" "How exciting, " Rose answered. She did not wholly share the old lady'spleasure, and wondered with a guilty consciousness of the long hours shespent at her music, whether Aunt Francesca had been lonely. "Listen, girls!" Madame's cheeks were pink with excitement as she satdown with the letter, which had been written in Paris. "MY DEAR MADAME FRANCESCA: "'At last we are coming home--Allison and I. The boy has a fancy to seeSpring come again on his native heath, so we shall sail earlier than wehad otherwise planned. "'I wonder, my dear friend, if I dare ask you to open the house for us?I am so tired of hotels that I want to go straight back. You have thekeys and if you will engage the proper number of servants and see thatthe place is made habitable, I shall be more than ever your debtor. Iwill cable you when we start. "'Trusting that all is well with you and yours and with many thanks, believe me, my dear Madame, "'Most faithfully yours, "'RICHARD KENT. '" "How like a man, " smiled Rose. "That house has been closed for over tenyears, and he thinks there is nothing to be done but to unlock the frontdoor and engage two or three servants who may or may not betrustworthy. " "What an imposition!" Isabel said. "Aunt Francesca, didn't I meetAllison Kent when I was here before?" "I've forgotten. " "Don't you remember? Mother brought me here once when I was a littletot. We stayed about a week and the roses were all in bloom. I can seethe garden now. Allison used to come over sometimes and tell me fairystories. He told me that the long, slender gold-trimmed bottles filledwith attar of roses came from the roots of the rose bushes--don't youremember? And I pulled up rose bushes all over the garden to find out. " "Dear me, yes, " smiled Aunt Francesca. "How time does fly!" "You were very cross with Allison--that is, as cross as you ever couldbe. It seemed so queer for you to be angry at him and not at me, for Ipulled up the bushes. " "You were sufficiently punished, Isabel. I believe the thorns hurt yourlittle hands, didn't they?" "They certainly did, " responded the girl, with a little shudder at therecollection. "I have a scar still. That was--let me see--why, it wasfifteen years ago!" "Just before I came to live with Aunt Francesca, " said Rose. "You andyour mother went away the same day. " "Yes, we went in the morning, " Isabel continued, "and you were to comein the afternoon. I remember pleading with my mother to let me stay longenough to see 'Cousin Wose. '" "Fifteen years!" Madame repeated. "Allison went abroad, then, to studythe violin, and the house has been open only once since. Richard cameback for a Summer, to attend to some business, then returned to Europe. How the time goes by!" The letter fell to the floor and Francesca sat dreaming over theinterlude of years. Colonel Kent had been her husband's best friend, andafter the pitiless sword had cleaved her life asunder, had become hers. At forty the Colonel had married a young and beautiful girl. A yearlater Francesca had gone to him with streaming eyes, carrying his new-born son in her arms, to tell him that his wife was dead. Drawn together by sorrow, the two had been as dear to each other asfriends may be but seldom are. Though childless herself, Francesca hadsome of the gifts of motherhood, and, at every step, she had aided andcounselled the Colonel in regard to his son, who had his mother's eyesand bore his mother's name. Discerning the boy's talent, long before hisfather suspected it, she had chosen the violin for him rather than thepiano, and had herself urged the Colonel to take him abroad for studythough the thought of separation caused her many a pang. When the two sailed away, Francesca had found her heart strangely empty;her busy hands strangely idle. But Life had taught her one great lesson, and when one door of her heart was closed, she opened another, asquickly as possible. So she sent for Rose, who was alone in the world, and, for fifteen years, the two women had lived happily together. As she sat there, thinking, some of her gay courage failed her. For themoment her mask was off, and in the merciless sunlight, she looked oldand worn. Rose, looking at her with tender pity, marvelled at theignorance of man, in asking a frail little old lady to open and makehabitable, in less than a fortnight, a house of fifteen large rooms. "Aunt Francesca, " she said, "let me open the house. Tell me what youwant done, and Isabel and I will see to it. " "Certainly, " agreed Isabel without enthusiasm. "We'll do it. " "No, " Madame replied stubbornly. "He asked me to do it. " "He only meant for you to direct, " said Rose. "You surely don't think hemeant you to do the scrubbing?" Madame smiled at that, and yielded gracefully. "There must be infinitescrubbing, after all these years. I believe I'll superintend operationsfrom here. Then, when it's all done, I'll go over and welcome themhome. " "That is as it should be. Isabel and I will go over this afternoon, andwhen we come back, we can tell you all about it. " "You'd better drive--I'm sure the paths aren't broken. " So, after luncheon, the two started out with the keys, Madame wavingthem a cheery good-bye from the window. "Everything about this place seems queer to me, " said Isabel. "It's thesame, and yet not the same. " "I know, " Rose answered. "Things are much smaller, aren't they?" "Yes. The rooms used to be vast and the ceilings very far away. Now, they're merely large rooms with the ceilings comfortably high. Thegarden used to seem like a huge park, but now it's only a large garden. There used to be a great many steps in the stairway, and high ones atthat. Now it's nothing compared with other flights. Only Aunt Francescaremains the same. She hasn't changed at all. " "She's a saint, " said Rose with deep conviction, as the carriage turnedinto the driveway. The house, set far back from the street, was of the true Colonial type, with stately white pillars at the dignified entrance. The garden was atangled mass of undergrowth--in spite of the snow one could see that--but the house, being substantially built, had changed scarcely at all. "A new coat of paint will freshen it up amazingly, " said Rose, as theywent up the steps. She was thrilled with a mysterious sense of adventurewhich the younger woman did not share. "I feel like a burglar, " shecontinued, putting the key into the rusty lock. "I feel cold, " remarked Isabel, shivering in her furs. At last the wide door swung on its creaking hinges and they went intothe loneliness and misery of an empty house. The dust of ages hadsettled upon everything and penetrated every nook and cranny. The floorsgroaned dismally, and the scurrying feet of mice echoed through thewalls. Cobwebs draped the windows, where the secret spinners had heldhigh carnival, undisturbed. An indescribable musty odour almost stifledthem and the chill dampness carried with it a sense of gloom andforeboding. "My goodness!" Isabel exclaimed. "Nobody can ever live here again. " "Don't be discouraged, " laughed Rose. "Soap, water, sunshine, and firecan accomplish miracles. " At the end of the hall a black, empty fireplace yawned cavernously. There was another in the living-room and still another in the libraryback of it. Isabel opened the door on the left. "Why, there's anotherfireplace in the dining-room, " she said. "Do you suppose they have onein the kitchen, too?" "Go in and see, if you like. " "I'm afraid to go alone. You come, too. " There was no fireplace in the kitchen, but the rusty range was sadly inneed of repair. "I'm going down cellar, " Rose said. "Are you coming?" "I should say not. Hurry back, won't you?" Rose went cautiously down the dark, narrow stairway. The light was dimin the basement but she could see that there was no coal. She went backand forth several times from bin to window, making notes in a smallmemorandum book. She was quite determined that Aunt Francesca should beable to find no fault with her housekeeping. When she went back, there were no signs of Isabel. She went from room toroom, calling, then concluded that she had gone back to the carriage, which was waiting outside. Rose took measurements for new curtains in all the rooms on the lowerfloor, then climbed the creaking stairway. She came upon Isabel in thesitting-room, upstairs, standing absorbed before an open desk. In herhand she held something which gleamed brightly, even in the gatheringshadow. "Isabel!" she cried, in astonishment. The girl turned and came forward. Her eyes were sparkling. "Look!There's a secret drawer in the desk and I found this in it. I lovesecret drawers, don't you?" "I never have looked for them in other people's houses, " Rose answered, coldly. "I never have either, " retorted Isabel, "except when I've been invitedto clean other people's houses. " There was something so incongruous in the idea of Isabel cleaning ahouse that Rose laughed and the awkward moment quickly passed. "Look, " said Isabel, again. Rose took it from her hand--a lovely miniature framed in brilliants. Asweet, old-fashioned face was pictured upon the ivory in delicatecolours--that of a girl in her early twenties, with her smooth, darkhair drawn back over her ears. A scarf of real lace was exquisitelypainted upon the dark background of her gown. The longing eyes held Rosetransfixed for an instant before she noted the wistful, childish droopof the mouth. The girl who had posed for the miniature, if she had beentruthfully portrayed, had not had all that she asked from life. "Look at this, " Isabel continued. She offered Rose a bit of knitting work, from which the dust of yearsfell lightly. It had once been white, and the needles were still there, grey and spotted with rust. Rose guessed that the bit had been intendedfor a baby's shoe, but never finished. The little shoe had waited, allthose years, for hands that never came back from the agony in which theywrung themselves to death in the room beyond. The infinite pity of it stirred Rose to quick tears, but Isabel wasunmoved. "Here's something else, " she said. She shook the dust from an old-fashioned daguerreotype case, then openedit. On the left side was a young soldier in uniform, full length--adashing, handsome figure with one hand upon a drawn sword. Printed infaded gilt upon the dusty red satin that made up the other half of thecase, the words were still distinct: "To Colonel Richard Kent, from hisfriend, Jean Bernard. " "Jean Bernard!" Isabel repeated, curiously. "Who was he?" "Aunt Francesca's husband, " answered Rose, with a little catch in hervoice, "and my uncle. He died in the War. " "Oh, " said Isabel, unmoved. "He was nice looking, wasn't he? Shall wetake this to Aunt Francesca?" "You forget that it isn't ours to take, " Rose reminded her. "And, by theway, Isabel, you must never speak to Aunt Francesca of her husband. Shecannot bear it. " "All right, " assented the girl. "What is this?" From the back of the drawer she took out a bronze medal, with a fadedribbon of red, white, and blue attached to it. She took it to the light, rubbed it with her handkerchief, and slowly made out the words: "Awardedto Colonel Richard Kent, for conspicuous bravery in action atGettysburg. " "Put the things back, " Rose suggested, gently. This tiny, secret drawer, Colonel Kent's holy of holies, symbolised and epitomised the best of aman's life. The medal for military service, the miniature of his wife, the picture of his friend, and the bit of knitting work thatcomprehended a world of love and anguish and bereavement--these were thehidden chambers of his heart. Isabel took up the miniature again before she closed the drawer. "Do yousuppose those are diamonds?" "No; only brilliants. " "I thought so. If they'd been diamonds, he would never have left themhere. " "On the contrary, " answered Rose, "I'm very sure he would. " She had metColonel Kent only a few times, years ago, during the Summer he had spentat home while Allison was still abroad, but she knew him now, nevertheless. They went on through the house, making notes of what was needed, whiletheir footsteps echoed and re-echoed through the empty rooms. "I'm gladthere are no carpets, except on the stairs, " said Rose, "for rugs aremuch easier to clean. It resolves itself simply into three C's--coal, curtains, and cleaning. It won't take long, if we can get enough peopleto work at it. " It was almost dusk when they went downstairs, but the cold slantingsunbeams of a Winter afternoon came through the grimy windows andillumined the gloomy depths of the open fireplace in the hall. Motesdanced in the beam, and the house somehow seemed less despairing, lessalone. A portrait of Colonel Kent, in uniform, hung above the greatmantel. Rose smiled at it with comprehension, but the painted lips didnot answer, nor the unseeing eyes swerve from their steady searching ofBeyond. "How was it?" asked Madame, when they reached home. "Dirty and bad?" "Rather soiled, " admitted Rose. "And colder than Greenland, " Isabel continued, warming her hands at theopen fire. "We'll soon change all that, " Madame said. "I've ordered coal andengaged people to do the cleaning since you've been gone, and I have myeye upon two permanent retainers, provided their references aresatisfactory. " "I've measured for all the curtains, " Rose went on. "Shall we make themor buy them?" "We'll make them. If we have help enough we can get them done in time. " The following day a small army, with Rose at the head of it, tookpossession of the house. Every night she came home exhausted, not fromactual toil, but from the effort to instill the pride of good serviceinto unwilling workers who seemed to rejoice in ignorance. "I'm tired, " Rose remarked, one night. "I've cerebrated all day forseven bodies besides my own and I find it wearing. " "I don't wonder, " answered Madame. "I'll go over to-morrow and let yourest. " "Indeed you won't, " declared Rose, with emphasis. "I've begun it and I'mgoing to finish it unless the Seven Weary Workers fail me absolutely. " At last the task was completed, and even Rose could find no speck ofdust in the entire establishment. The house was fresh with the smell ofsoap-suds and floor wax and so warm that several windows had to be keptopen. The cablegram had come while the curtains were being made, buteverything was ready two days before the wayfarers could possibly reachhome. On the appointed day, Rose and Isabel were almost as excited as MadameBernard herself. She had chosen to go over alone to greet the Coloneland his son. They were expected to arrive about four in the afternoon. At three, Madame set forth in her carriage. She wore her best gown, oflavender crepe, trimmed with real lace, and a bunch of heliotrope at herbelt. Rose had twined a few sprays of heliotrope into her snowy hair anda large amethyst cross hung from her neck by a slender silver chain. Shewore no other jewels except her wedding ring. Fires blazed cheerily in every fireplace on the lower floor, and therewas another in the sitting-room upstairs. She had filled the house withthe flowers of Spring--violets, daffodils, and lilies of the valley. Asilver tea-kettle with a lamp under it waited on the library table. When she heard the wheels creaking in the snowy road, Madame lighted thelamp under the kettle with her own hands, then opened the door wide. Followed by their baggage, the two men came up the walk--father and son. The Colonel was a little older, possibly, but still straight and tall--almost as tall as the son who walked beside him, carrying a violin caseunder his arm. He wore the familiar slouch hat, the same loose overcoat, and the same silvery goatee, trimmed most carefully. His blue eyeslighted up warmly at the sight of the figure in the doorway. "Welcome home!" cried Madame Francesca, stretching a hand toward each. "Welcome home!" Allison only smiled, taking the little hand in his strong young clasp, but his father bent, hat in hand, to kiss the one she offered him. "Oh, " cried Madame, "I'm so glad to see you both. Come in!" They entered their own hospitable house, where fires blazed and thekettle sang. "Say, " said Allison, "isn't this great! Why did we everleave it? Isn't it fine, Father?" But "father" still had his eyes upon the dainty little lady who hadbrought forth the miracle of home from a wilderness of dust and ashes. He bent again over the small, white hand. "A woman, a fire, and a singing kettle, " he said. "All the dear, familiar spirits of the house to welcome us home. " III THE VOICE OF THE VIOLIN Madame Bernard and Isabel had not yet come down when Rose entered theliving-room, half an hour before dinner. The candles were lighted, andin the soft glow of the reading lamp was a vase of pink roses, sent byColonel Kent to his old friend. The delicate sweetness filled the roomand mingled with the faint scent of attar of roses and dried rose petalswhich, as always, hung about the woman who stood by the table, idlyrearranging the flowers. The ruby ring caught the light and sent tiny crimson gleams dancing intothe far shadows. Her crepe gown was almost the colour of the ruby; warmand blood-red. It was cut low at the throat, and an old Orientalnecklace of wonderfully wrought gold was the only ornament she wore, aside from the ring. The low light gave the colour of the gown back toher face, beautiful as always, and in her dusky hair she had a singlecrimson rose. Aunt Francesca had said that the Colonel was very much pleased with thehouse and glad to be at home again. She had sent over her own cook toprepare their first dinner, which, however, she had declined to share, contenting herself with ordering a feast suited to the Colonel's taste. To-night, they were to dine with her and meet the other members of herhousehold. Madame came in gowned in lustreless white, with heliotrope at her beltand in her hair. She wore a quaintly wrought necklace of amethysts setin silver, and silver buckles, set with amethysts, on her white shoes. More than once Rose had laughingly accused her of being vain of herfeet. "Why shouldn't I be vain?" she had retorted, in self-defence. "Aren'tthey pretty?" "Of course they are, " smiled Rose, bending down to kiss her. "They'rethe prettiest little feet in all the world. " Madame's fancy ran seriously to shoes and stockings, of which she had amarvellous collection. Silk stockings in grey and white, and in allshades of lavender and purple, embroidered and plain, with shoes tomatch in satin and suede, occupied a goodly space in her wardrobe. AtChristmas-time and on her birthday, Rose always gave her more, for itwas the one gift which could never fail to please. "How lovely the house is, " said Madame, looking around appreciatively. "I hope the dinner will be good. " "I've never known it to be otherwise, " Rose assured her. "Am I all right? Is my skirt even?" "You are absolutely perfect, Aunt Francesca. " "Then play to me, my dear. If my outward semblance is in keeping, pleaseput my mind into a holiday mood. " Rose ran her fingers lightly over the keys. "What shall I play?" "Anything with a tune to it, and not too loud. " Smiling, Rose began one of the simple melodies that Aunt Francescaloved: [Illustration: musical notation] Suddenly, she turned away from the piano. Her elbow, falling upon thekeys, made a harsh dissonance. "Isabel, my dear!" she cried. "Aren't youalmost too gorgeous?" The girl stood in the open door, framed like a portrait, against thedull red background of the hall. Her gown was white net, shot andspangled with silver, over lustrous white silk. A comb, of filagreesilver, strikingly lovely in her dark hair, was her only ornament excepta large turquoise, set in dull silver, at her throat. "I'm not overdressed, am I?" she asked, with an eager look at Madame. "Not if it suits you. Come here, dear. " Isabel obeyed, turning around slowly for inspection. Almost instantly itwas evident that Madame approved. So did Rose, after she saw how thegown made Isabel's eyes sparkle and brought out the delicate fairness ofher skin. "You do suit yourself; there's no question about that, but you'regorgeous, nevertheless. " Thus Rose made atonement for her firstimpulsive speech. Mr. Boffin came in, with a blue ribbon around his neck, and helpedhimself to Aunt Francesca's chair. Isabel rocked him and he got down, without undue haste. He marched over to a straight-backed chair with acushion in it; glared at Isabel for a moment with his inscrutable topazeyes, then began to purr. The clock chimed seven silvery notes. Madame Bernard waved her whitelace fan impatiently. "It's the psychological moment, " Rose observed. "Why don't they come?" "It's Allison's fault, if they're late, " Madame assured her. "I couldalways set my watch by the Colonel. He--there, what did I tell you?" sheconcluded triumphantly, as footsteps sounded outside. When the guests were ushered in, Madame advanced to meet them. Thefirelight had brought a rosy glow to her lovely face, and her deep eyessmiled. Allison put his violin case in a corner before he spoke to her. "Did you really?" asked Madame. "How kind you are!" "I brought it, " laughed the young man, "just because you didn't ask meto. " "Do you always, " queried Rose, after he had been duly presented to her, "do the things you're not asked to do?" "Invariably, " he replied. "Allison, " said Madame, "I want you to meet my niece once removed--MissRoss. " The Colonel had already bowed to Isabel and was renewing his oldacquaintance with Rose. "Not Isabel, " said Allison, in astonishment. "Yes, " answered the girl, her eyes sparkling with excitement, "it'sIsabel. " "Why, little playmate, how did you ever dare to grow up?" "I had nothing else to do. " "But I didn't want you to grow up, " heobjected. "You've grown up some yourself, " she retorted. "I suppose I have, " he sighed. "What a pity that the clock won't standstill!" Yet, to Madame, he did not seem to have changed much. He was taller, andmore mature in every way, of course. She noted with satisfaction that hehad gained control of his hands and feet, but he had the same boyishface, the same square, well-moulded chin, and the same nice brown eyes. Only his slender, nervous hands betrayed the violinist. "Well, are you pleased with me?" he asked of Madame, his eyes twinkling. "Yes, " she answered with a faint flush. "If you had worn long hair and avelvet collar, I should never have forgiven you. " Colonel Kent laughed outright. "I should never have dared to bring himback to you, Francesca, if he had fallen so low. We're Americans, andplease God, we'll stay Americans, won't we, lad?" "You bet, " answered Allison, boyishly, going over to salute Mr. Boffin. "'But in spite of all temptations to belong to other nations, I'm an Am-er-i-can, '" he sang, under his breath. Through the mysterious workingsof some sixth sense, Mr. Boffin perceived approaching trouble and made ahurried escape. "Will you look at that?" asked Allison, with a hearty laugh. "I hadn'teven touched him and he became suspicious of me. " "As I remember, " Madame said, "my cats never got on very well with you. " "I don't like them either, " put in Isabel. "I like 'em, " Allison said. "I like 'em a whole lot, but it isn'tmutual, and I never could understand why. " At dinner, it seemed as though they all talked at once. Madame and theColonel had a separate conversation of their own, while Allison"reminisced" with Isabel, as he said, and asked numerous questions ofRose in regard to the neighbours. "Please tell me, " he said, "what has become of the Crosby twins?" "They're flourishing, " Rose answered. "You don't mean it! What little devils they were!" "Are, " corrected Rose. "Who are the Crosby twins?" inquired Isabel. "They'll probably call on you, " Rose replied, "so I won't spoil it byendeavouring to describe them. The language fails to do them justice. " "What were their names?" mused Allison. "Let me see. Oh, yes, Romeo andJuliet. " "'Romie' and 'Jule' by affectionate abbreviation, to each other, " Roseadded. Did you know that an uncle died in Australia and left them asmall fortune ?" "No, I didn't. What are they doing with it?" "Do you remember, when you were a child, how you used to plan what you'ddo with unlimited wealth?" Allison nodded. "Well, " Rose resumed, "that's just what they're doing with it. They haveonly the income now, but this Fall, when they're twenty-one, they'llcome into possession of the principal. I prophesy bankruptcy in fiveyears. " "Even so, " he smiled, "they'll doubtless have pleasant memories. " "What satisfaction do you think there will be in that?" queried Isabel. "I can't answer just now, " Allison replied, "but the minute I'mbankrupt, I'll come and tell you. It's likely to happen to me at anytime. " Meanwhile Colonel Kent was expressing the pleasure he had found in hiswell-appointed household. "Was it very much trouble, Francesca?" "None at all--to me. " "You always were wonderful. " "You see, " she smiled, "I didn't do it. Rose did everything. I merelywent over at the last to arrange the flowers, make the tea, and receivethe credit. " "And to welcome us home, " he added. "They say a fireplace is the heartof a house, but I think a woman is the soul of it. " "Then the soul of it was there, waiting, wasn't it?" "But only for a little while, " he sighed. "I am very lonely sometimes, in spite of the boy. " Francesca's blue eyes became misty. "When a door in your heart isclosed, " she said, "turn the key and go away. Opening it only bringspain. " "I know, " he answered, clearing his throat. "You've told me that beforeand I've often thought of it. Yet sometimes it seems as though all oflife was behind that door. " "Ah, but it isn't. Your son and at least one true friend are outside. Listen!" "No, " Allison was saying, "I got well acquainted with surprisingly fewpeople over there. You see, I always chummed with Dad. " "Bless him, " said Francesca, impulsively. "Have I done well?" asked the Colonel, anxiously. "It was hard work, alone. " "Indeed you have done well. I hear that he is a great artist. " "He's more than that--he's a man. He's clean and a good shot, and heisn't afraid of anything. Someway, to me, a man who played the fiddlealways seemed, well--lady-like, you know. But Allison isn't. " "No, " answered Francesca, demurely, "he isn't. Do I infer that it is adisgrace to be ladylike?" "Not for a woman, " laughed the Colonel. "Why do you pretend tomisunderstand me? You always know what I mean. " After dinner, when the coffee had been served, Allison took out hisviolin, of his own accord. "You haven't asked me to play, but I'm goingto. Who is going to play my accompaniment? Don't all speak at once. " Rose went to the piano and looked over his music. "I'll try. FortunatelyI'm familiar with some of this. " His first notes came with a clearness and authority for which she waswholly unprepared. She followed the accompaniment almost perfectly, butmechanically, lost as she was in the wonder and delight of his playing. The exquisite harmony seemed to be the inmost soul of the violin, speaking at last, through forgotten ages, of things made with the world--Love and Death and Parting. Above it and through it hovered a spirit oflonging, infinite and untranslatable, yet clear as some high call. Subtly, Rose answered to it. In some mysterious way, she seemed set freefrom bondage. Unsuspected fetters loosened; she had a sense oflargeness, of freedom which she had never known before. She wasquivering in an ecstasy of emotion when the last chord came. For an instant there was silence, then Isabel spoke. "How well youplay!" she said politely. "I ought to, " Allison replied, modestly. "I've worked hard enough. " "How long have you been studying?" "Thirty years, " he answered. "That is, I feel as if I had been at workall my life. " "How funny!" exclaimed Isabel. "Are you thirty?" "Just, " he said. "Then Cousin Rose and I are like steps, with you half way between us. I'm twenty and she's forty, " smiled Isabel, with childlike frankness. Rose bit her lips, then the colour flamed into her face. "Yes, " shesaid, to break an awkward pause, "I'm forty. Old Rose, " she added, witha forced smile. "Nonsense, " said Allison quickly. "How can a rose be old?" "Or, " continued the Colonel, with an air of old-world gallantry, "howcan earth itself be any older, having borne so fair a rose upon itsbreast for forty years?" "Thank you both, " responded Rose, her high colour receding. "Shall weplay again?" While they were turning over the music Madame grappled with a temptationto rebuke Isabel then and there. "Not fit for a parlour yet, " shethought. "Ought to be in the nursery on a bread and milk diet and put tobed at six. " For her part, Isabel dimly discerned that she had said somethingawkward, and felt vaguely uncomfortable. She was sorry if she had made asocial mistake and determined to apologise afterward, though shedisliked apologies. Allison was playing again, differently, yet in the same way. Through theviolin sounded the same high call to Rose. Life assumed a new breadthand value, as from a newly discovered dimension. She had been in it, yetnot of it, until now. She was merged insensibly with something vast anduniversal, finite yet infinite, unknown and undreamed-of an hour ago. She was quite pale when they finished. "You're tired, " he said. "I'msorry. " "I'm not, " she denied, vigorously. "But you are, " he insisted. "Don't you suppose I can see?" His eyes methers for the moment, clearly, and, once more, she answered an unspokensummons in some silent way. The room turned slowly before her; theirfaces became white spots in a mist. "You play well, " Allison was saying. "I wish you'd let me work withyou. " "I'll be glad to, " Rose answered, with lips that scarcely moved. "Will you help me work up my programs for next season?" "Indeed I will. Don't stop now, please--really, I'm not tired. " While she was still protesting, he led her away from the piano to aneasy chair. "Sit there, " he said, "and I'll do the work. Thoseaccompaniments are heavy. " He went back to his violin, tightened a string, and began to play, alone. The melody was as delicate in structure as the instrument itself, yet strangely full of longing. Slowly the violin gave back the music ofwhich it was made; the wind in the forest, the sound of many waters, moonlight shimmering through green aisles of forest, the mating calls ofSpring. And again, through it all, surged some great question to whichRose thrilled in unspoken answer; a great prayer, which, in some secretway, she shared. It came to an end at last when she felt that she could bear no more. "What is it?" she forced herself to ask. "I haven't named it, " he replied, putting down his violin. "Is--is it--yours?" "Of course. Why not?" Isabel came to the piano and took up the violin. "May I look at it?" "Certainly. " She stroked the brown breasts curiously and twanged the strings asthough it were a banjo. "What make is it?" "Cremona. Dad gave it to me for Christmas, a long time ago. It belongedto an old man who died of a broken heart. " "What broke his heart?" queried Isabel, carelessly. "One of his hands was hurt in some way, and he could play no more. " "Not much to die of, " Isabel suggested, practically. "Ah, but you don't know, " he answered, shaking his head. Francesca had leaned forward and was speaking to Colonel Kent in a lowtone. "I think that somewhere, in the House not Made with Hands, thereis a young and lovely mother who is very proud of her boy to-night. " The Colonel's fine face took on an unwonted tenderness. "I hope so. Sheleft me a sacred trust. " Francesca crossed the room, drew the young man's tall head down, andkissed him. "Well done, dear foster-child. Your adopted mother, onceremoved, is fully satisfied with you, and very much pleased withherself, being, vicariously, the parent of a great artist. " "I hope you don't consider me 'raised, '" replied Allison. "You're notgoing to stop 'mothering' me, are you?" "I couldn't, " was her smiling assurance. "I've got the habit. " He seemed very young as he looked down at her. Woman-like she loved him, through the man that he was, for the child that he had been. "Come, lad, " the Colonel suggested, "it's getting late and we want to beinvited again. " Allison closed his violin case with a snap, said good-night to AuntFrancesca, then went over to Rose. "I don't feel like calling you 'MissBernard, " he said. "Mayn't I say 'Cousin Rose, ' as we rejoice in thepossession of the same Aunt?" "Surely, " she answered, colouring faintly. "Then good-night, Cousin Rose. I'll see you soon again, and we'll beginwork. Your days of leisure are over now. " Isabel offered him a small, cool hand. Her eyes were brilliant, broughtout by the sparkling silver of her gown. She glittered even in the lowlight of the room. "Good-night, Silver Girl, " he said. "You haven'treally grown up after all. " When the door closed, Rose gathered up the music he had forgotten, andput it away. Isabel came to her contritely. "Cousin Rose, I'm so sorry Isaid that! I didn't think!" "Don't bother about it, " Rose replied, kindly. "It was nothing at all, and, besides, it's true. " "'Tell the truth and shame the--family, '" misquoted Madame Bernard. "Ageand false hair are not things to be flaunted, Isabel, remember that. " Isabel flushed at the rebuke, and her cheeks were still burning when shewent to her room. "I don't care, " she said to herself, with a swift change of mood. "I'mglad I told him. They'd never have done it, and it's just as well forhim to know. " Madame Bernard and Rose soon followed her example, but Rose could notsleep. Through the night the voice of the violin sounded through herconsciousness, calling, calling, calling--heedless of the answer thatthrilled her to the depths of her soul. IV THE CROSBY TWINS The Crosby twins were making a formal call upon Isabel. They had beenskating and still carried their skates, but Juliet wore white gloves andhad pinned her unruly hair into some semblance of order while theywaited at the door. She wore a red tam-o'-shanter on her brown curls anda white sweater under her dark green skating costume, which was shortenough to show the heavy little boots, just now filling the room withthe unpleasant odour of damp leather. "Won't you take off your coat?" asked Isabel. "You'll catch cold whenyou go out, if you don't take it off. " "Thanks, " responded Juliet, somewhat stiffly. Then she stretched outboth hands to her hostess, laughing as she did so. "Look!" The sweatersleeves had crept up to her elbows, displaying several inches of bare, red arm between the sleeves and the short white gloves. "That's just like us, " remarked Romeo. "If we try to be elegant, something always happens. " The twins looked very much alike. They were quite tall and stillretained the dear awkwardness of youth, in spite of the near approach oftheir twenty-first birthday. They had light brown curly hair, frank blueeyes that met the world with interest and delight, well-shaped mouths, not too small, and stubborn little chins. A high colour bloomed on theircheeks and they fairly radiated the joy of living. "Can you skate?" inquired Romeo. "No, " smiled Isabel. "Juliet can. She can skate as far as I can, and almost as fast. " "Romie taught me, " observed Juliet, with becoming modesty. "Do you play hockey? No, of course you don't, if you don't skate, " hewent on, answering his own question. "Can you swim?" "No, " responded Isabel, sweetly. "Jule's a fine swimmer. She saved a man's life once, two Summers ago. " "Romie taught me, " said Juliet, beaming at her brother. "Can you row?" he asked, politely. "No, " replied Isabel, shortly. "I'm afraid of the water. " "Juliet can row. She won the women's canoe race in the regatta lastSummer. The prize was twenty-five dollars in gold. " "Romie taught me, " put in Juliet. "We'll teach you this Summer, " said Romeo, with a frank, boyish smilethat showed his white teeth. "Thank you, " responded Isabel, inwardly vowing that they wouldn't. "Juliet can do most everything I can, " went on Romeo, with the teacher'spardonable pride in his pupil. "She can climb a tree in her knickers, and fish and skate and row and swim and fence, and play golf and tennis, and shoot, and dive from a spring board, and she can ride anything thathas four legs. " "Romeo taught me, " chanted Juliet, in a voice surprisingly like his own. There was an awkward pause, then Romeo turned to his hostess. "What canyou do?" he asked, meaning to be deferential. Isabel thought shedetected a faint trace of sarcasm, so her answer was rather tart. "I don't do many of the things that men do, " she said, "but I speakFrench and German, I can sing and play a little, sew and embroider, andtrim hats if I want to, and paint on china, and do two fancy dances. Andwhen I go back home, I'm going to learn to run an automobile. " The twins looked at each other. "We never thought of it, " said Juliet, much crestfallen. "Wonder how much they cost, " remarked Romeo, thoughtfully. "Where can you buy 'em?" Juliet inquired. "Anywhere in town?" "I suppose so, " Isabel assented. "Why?" "Why?" they repeated together. "We're going to buy one and learn to runit!" "You must have lots of money, " said Isabel, enviously. "Loads, " replied Romeo, with the air of a plutocrat. "More than we canspend. " "We get our income the first day of every month, " explained Juliet, "andput it into the bank, but when the next check comes, there's always someleft. " They seemed to consider it a mild personal disgrace. "Why don't you save it?" queried Isabel. "What for?" Romeo demanded, curiously. "Why, so you'll have it if you ever need it. " "It keeps right on coming, " Juliet explained, pulling down her sweater. "Uncle died in Australia and left it to us. He died on the thirtieth ofJune, and we always celebrate. " "Why don't you celebrate his birthday?" suggested Isabel, "instead ofthe day he died?" "His birthday was no good to us, " replied Romeo, "but his death-daywas. " "But if he hadn't been born, he couldn't have died, " Isabel objected, more or less logically. "And if he hadn't died, his being born wouldn't have helped us any, "replied Juliet, with a dazzling smile. There was another pause. "Will you have some tea?" asked Isabel. "With rum in it?" queried Juliet. "I don't think so, " said Isabel, doubtfully. "Aunt Francesca neverdoes. " "We don't, either, " Romeo explained, "except when it's very cold, andthen only a teaspoonful. " "The doctor said we didn't need stimulants. What was it he said weneeded, Romie?" "Sedatives. " "Yes, that was it--sedatives. I looked it up in the dictionary. It meansto calm, or to moderate. I think he got the word wrong himself, for wedon't need to be calmed, or moderated, do we, Romie?" "I should say not!" The twins sipped their tea in silence and nibbled daintily at wafersfrom the cracker jar. Then, feeling that their visit was over, they rosewith one accord. "We've had a dandy time, " said Juliet, crushing Isabel's hand in hers. "Bully, " supplemented Romeo. "Come and see us. " "I will, " Isabel responded, weakly. "How do you get there?" "Just walk up the main road and turn to the left. It's about threemiles. " "Three miles!" gasped Isabel. "I'll drive out. " "Just so you come, " Romeo said, graciously. "It's an awful old place. You'll know it by the chimney being blown over and some of the brickslying on the roof. Good-bye. " Juliet turned to wave her hand at Isabel as they banged the gate, andRomeo awkwardly doffed his cap. Their hostess went up-stairs with a sighof relief. She had the sensation of having quickly closed a window upona brisk March wind. The twins set their faces toward home. The three-mile walk was nothingto them, even after a day of skating. The frosty air nipped Juliet'scheeks to crimson and she sniffed at it with keen delight. "It's nice to be out, " she said, "after being in that hot house. What doyou think of her, Romie?" "Oh, I don't know, " he replied carelessly. "Say, how did she have herhair done up?" "She had rats in it, and it was curled on a hot iron. " "Rats? What in thunder is--or are--that, or they?" "Little wads of false hair made into cushiony rolls. " "Did she tell you?" "No, " laughed Juliet. "Don't you suppose I can see a rat?" "I thought rats had to be smelled. " "Not this kind. " "She smelled of something kind of sweet and sticky. What was it?' "Sachet powder, I guess, or some kind of perfume. " "I liked the smell. Can we get some?" "I guess so--we've got the price. " "Next time you see her, ask her what it is, will you?" "All right, " answered Juliet, unperturbed by the request. The rest of the way was enlivened by a discussion of automobiles. Romeohad a hockey match on for the following day, which was Saturday, so theywere compelled to postpone their investigations until Monday. It seemedvery long to wait. "It's no good now, anyhow, " said Romeo. "We can't run it until the roadsmelt and dry up. " "That's so, " agreed his twin, despondently. "Why did she tell us now?Why couldn't she wait until we had some chance?" "I guess we can learn something about it before we try to run it, " heobserved, cheerfully. "If we can get it into the barn, we can take itall apart and see how it's put together. " "Oh, Romie!" cried Juliet, with a little skip. "How perfectlyfascinating! And we'll read all the automobile literature we can gethold of. I do so love to be posted!" Upon the death of their father, several years ago, the twins hadpromptly ceased to go to school. The kindly old minister who had beenappointed executor of their father's small estate and guardian of thetumultuous twins had been unable to present any arguments in favour ofsystematic education which appealed to them even slightly. "What good is Latin?" asked Romeo, apparently athirst for information. "Why--er--mental discipline, mostly, " the harassed guardian hadanswered. "Isn't there anything we'd like that would discipline our minds?"queried Juliet. "I fear not, " replied the old man, who lacked the diplomacy necessary todeal with the twins. Shortly after that he had died with so littlewarning that he had only time to make out a check in their favour forthe balance entrusted to him. The twins had held high carnival until themoney was almost gone. The bequest from the Australian uncle had reachedthem just in time, so, with thankful hearts, they celebrated and haddone so annually ever since. Untrammelled by convention and restraint, they thrived like weeds intheir ancestral domicile, which was now sadly in need of repair. Occasionally some daring prank set the neighbourhood by the ears, but, for the most part, the twins behaved very well and attended strictly totheir own affairs. They ate when they were hungry, slept when they weresleepy, and, if they desired to sit up until four in the morning, reading, they did so. A woman who had a key to the back door came inevery morning, at an uncertain hour, to wash the dishes, sweep, dust, and to make the beds if they chanced to be unoccupied. As Romeo had said, the chimney had blown down and several loose brickslay upon the roof. They had a small vegetable garden, fenced in, and anitinerant gardener looked after it, in Summer, but they had no flowers, because they maintained a large herd of stray dogs, mostly mongrels, that would have had no home had it not been for the hospitable twins. Romeo bought the choicest cuts of beef for them and fed them himself. Occasionally they added another to their collection and, at the lastcensus, had nineteen. Their house would have delighted Madame Bernard--it was so eminentlyharmonious and suitable. The ragged carpets showed the floor in manyplaces, and there were no curtains at any of the windows. Romeocherished a masculine distaste for curtains and Juliet did not troubleherself to oppose him. The furniture was old and most of it was broken. The large easy chair in the sitting room was almost disembowelled, andsprings showed through the sofa, except in the middle, where there was acavernous depression. Several really fine paintings adorned the walls, and the dingy mantel was glorified by exquisite bits of Cloisonne andiridescent glass, for which Juliet had a pronounced fancy. "Set the table, will you, Romie?" called Juliet, tying a large bluegingham apron over her sweater. "I'm almost starved. " "So'm I, but I've got to feed the dogs first. " "Let 'em wait, " pleaded Juliet. "Please do!" "Don't be so selfish! They're worse off than we are, for they haven'teven had tea. " While the pack fought, outside, for rib bones and raw steak, Julietopened a can of salmon, fried some potatoes, put a clean spoon into ajar of jam, and cut a loaf of bread into thick slices. When Romeo camein, he set the table, made coffee, and opened a can of condensed milk. They disdained to wash dishes, but cleared off the table, after supper, lighted the lamp, and talked automobile until almost midnight. In less than an hour, Romeo had completed the plans for remodelling thebarn. They had no horse, but as a few bits of harness remained from thelast equine incumbent, they usually alluded to the barn as "the bridlechamber. " "We'll have to name the barn again, " mused Juliet, "and we can name theautomobile, too. " "Wait until we get it. What colour shall we have?" "They're usually red or black, aren't they?" she asked, doubtfully. "I guess so. We want ours different, don't we?" "Sure. We want something that nobody ever had before--something brightand cheerful. Oh, Romie, " she continued, jumping up and down inexcitement, "let's have it bright yellow and call it 'The YellowPeril'!" Her twin offered her a friendly hand. "Jule, " he said solemnly, "you'rea genius!" "We'll have brown leather inside, and get brown clothes to match. Brownhats with yellow bands on 'em--won't it be perfectly scrumptious?" "Scrumptious is no word for it. Shall we have two seats or four?" "Four, of course. A two-seated automobile looks terribly selfish. " "Stingy, too, " murmured Romeo, "and we can afford the best. " "Do you know, " Juliet suggested, after deep thought, "I think it wouldbe nice of us if we waited to take our first ride until we celebrate forUncle?" "It would, " admitted Romeo, gloomily, "but it's such a long time towait. " "We can learn to run it here in the yard--there's plenty of room. And onthe thirtieth of June, we'll take our first real ride in it. Be a sport, Romie, " she urged, as he maintained an unhappy silence. "All right--I will, " he said, grudgingly. "But I hope Uncle appreciateswhat we're doing for him. " "That's settled, then, " she responded, cheerfully. "Then, on our secondride, we'll take somebody with us. Who shall we invite?" "Oughtn't she to go with us the first time?" "She? Who's 'she'?" "Miss Ross--Isabel. She suggested it, you know. We might not havethought of it for years. " Juliet pondered. "I don't believe she ought to go the first time, because the day that Uncle died doesn't mean anything to her, and it'severything to us. But we'll take her on the second trip. Shall I writeto her now and invite her?" "I don't believe, " Romeo responded, dryly, "that I'd stop to write aninvitation to somebody to go out four months from now in an automobilethat isn't bought yet. " "But it's as good as bought, " objected Juliet, "because our minds aremade up. We may forget to ask her. " "Put it on the slate, " suggested Romeo. In the hall, near the door, was a large slate suspended by a wire. Thepencil was tied to it. Here they put down vagrant memoranda and thingsthey planned to acquire in the near future. Juliet observed that there was only one entry on the slate: "Militaryhair brushes for R. " Underneath she wrote: "Yellow automobile, four-seated. Name it 'The Yellow Peril. ' Brown leather inside. Get brownclothes to match and trim with yellow. First ride, June thirtieth, forUncle. Second ride, July first, for ourselves. Invite Isabel Ross. " "Anything else?" she asked, after reading it aloud. "Dog biscuit, " yawned Romeo. "They're eating too much meat. " It was very late when they went up-stairs. Their rooms were across thehall from each other and they slept with the doors open. The attic hadbeen made into a gymnasium, where they exercised and hardened theirmuscles when the weather kept them indoors. A trapeze had been recentlyput up, and Juliet was learning to swing by her feet. She lifted her face up to his and received a brotherly peck on the lips. "Good-night, Jule. " "Good-night, Romie. Pleasant dreams. " It was really morning, but there was no clock to tell them so, for thetimepieces in the Crosby mansion were seldom wound. "Say, " called Romeo. "What?" "What do you think of her?" "Who?" "Miss--you know. Isabel. " "Oh, I don't know, " responded Juliet, sleepily. "I guess she's kind of asissy-girl. " V AN AFTERNOON CALL "Aunt Francesca, " asked Isabel, "is Colonel Kent rich?" "Very, " responded Madame. She had a fine damask napkin stretched uponembroidery hoops and was darning it with the most exquisite of stitches. "Then why don't they live in a better house and have more servants? Thatplace is old and musty. " "Perhaps they like to live there, and, again, perhaps they haven'tenough money to change. Besides, that has been Colonel Kent's home eversince he was married. Allison was born there. " Isabel fidgeted in her chair. "If they're very rich, I should thinkthey'd have enough money to enable them to move into a better house. " "Oh, " replied Madame, carefully cutting her thread on the underside, "Iwasn't thinking of money when I spoke. I don't know anything about theirprivate affairs. But Colonel Kent has courage, sincerity, an old-fashioned standard of honour, many friends, and a son who is a greatartist. " The girl was silent, for intangible riches did not appeal to herstrongly. "Allison is like him in many ways, " Madame was saying. "He is like hismother, too. " "When is he going away?" "In September or October, I suppose--the beginning of the season. " "Is he going to play everywhere?" "Everywhere of any importance. " "Perhaps, " mused Isabel, "he will make a great deal of money himself. " "Perhaps, " Madame responded, absently. "I do hope he will besuccessful. " She had almost maternal pride in her foster son. "Is Cousin Rose going, too?" "Going where? What do you mean, dear?" "Why, nothing. Only I heard him ask her if she would go with him on hisconcert tour and play his accompaniments, providing you or the Colonelwent along for chaperone, and Cousin Rose laughed and said she didn'tneed a chaperone--that she was old enough to make it quite respectable. " "And---" suggested Madame. "Allison laughed, too, and said: 'Nonsense!'" "If they are going, " said Madame, half to herself, "and decide to takeme along, I hope they'll give me sufficient time to pack thingsdecently. " "Would the Colonel go, if you went?" "I hardly think so. It wouldn't be quite so proper. " "I don't understand, " remarked Isabel, wrinkling her pretty brows. "I don't either, " Madame replied, confidentially. "However, I've livedlong enough to learn that the conventions of society are all in theinterests of morality. If you're conventional, you'll be good, in anegative sense, of course. " "How do you mean, Aunt Francesca?" "Perfect manners are diametrically opposed to crime. For instance, it isvery bad form for a man to shoot a lady, or even to write another man'sname on a check and cash it. It saves trouble to be conventional, foryou're not always explaining things. Most of the startling items we readin the newspapers are serious lapses from conventionality and goodmanners. " "The Crosbys aren't very conventional, " Isabel suggested. "No, " smiled Madame, "they're not, but their manners proceed from themost kindly and friendly instincts, consequently they're seldom inerror, essentially. " "They have lots of money, haven't they?" "I have sometimes thought that the Crosbys had more than their age andsocial training fitted them to use wisely, but I've never known them togo far astray. They've done foolish things, but I've never known eitherto do a wrong or selfish thing. Money is a terrible test of character, but I think the twins will survive it. " "I suppose they've done lots of funny things with it. " Madame's eyes danced and little smiles wrinkled the corners of hermouth. "On the Fourth of July, last year, they presented every orphan inthe Orphans' Home with two dollars' worth of fireworks, carefullychosen. Of course the inevitable happened and the orphans managed to setfire to the home, but, after two hours of hard work, the place wassaved. Some of the children were slightly injured during thecelebration, but that didn't matter, because as Juliet said, they'd hada good time, anyway, and it would give them something to talk about inyears to come. " "It would have been better to spend the money on shoes, wouldn't it?" "I don't know, my dear. The finest gift in the world is pleasure. Sometimes I think it's better to feed the soul and let the body fast. There is a time in life when one brief sky-rocket can produce more joythan ten pairs of shoes. " Isabel smiled and glanced at Madame Bernard's lavender satin slipper. The old lady laughed and the soft colour came into her pretty face. "I frankly admit that I've passed it, " she said. "Better one pair ofshoes than ten sky-rockets, if the shoes are the sort I like. " "Do they come often?" queried Isabel, reverting to the subject of thetwins. "Not as often as I'd like to have them, but it doesn't do to urge them. I can only keep my windows open and let the wind from the clover fieldblow in as it will. " "Do they live near a clover field?" inquired Isabel, perplexed. "No, but they remind me of it--they're so breezy and wholesome, so freeand untrammelled, and, at heart, so sweet. " "I hope they'll come again soon. " "So do I, for I don't want you to be lonely, Isabel. It was good of yourmother to let you come. " "Mamma doesn't care what I do, " observed Isabel, placidly. "She's alwaysbusy. " Madame Bernard checked the sharp retort that rose to her lips. WhatIsabel had said was quite true. Mrs. Ross was so interested in what shecalled "The New Thought" and "The Higher World Service" that she hadneither time nor inclination for the old thought and simple service thatmake--and keep--a home. From the time she could dress herself and put up her own hair, Isabelhad been left much to herself. Her mother supplied her liberally withmoney for clothes and considered that her duty to her daughter endedthere. They lived in an apartment hotel and had their coffee served intheir rooms in the morning. After that, Isabel was left to her owndevices, for committees and directors' meetings without number claimedher mother. More often than not, Isabel dined alone in the big dining-roomdownstairs, and spent a lonely evening with a novel and a box ofchocolates. On pleasant days, she amused herself by going through theshops and to the matinee. She did not make friends easily and thesplendid isolation common to hotels and desert islands left herstranded, socially. She had been very glad to accept Aunt Francesca'sinvitation, and the mother, looking back through her years of "worldservice" to the quiet old house and dream-haunted garden, had thought itwould be a good place for Isabel for a time, and had hoped she might notfind it too dull to endure. Madame Bernard had no patience with Mrs. Ross. When she had come for abrief holiday, fifteen years before, bringing her child with her, shehad just begun to be influenced by the modern feminine unrest. Later shehad definitely allied herself with those whose mission it is toemancipate Woman--with a capital W--from her chains, forgetting thatthese are of her own forging, and anchor her to the eternal verities ofearth and heaven. A single swift stroke had freed Mrs. Ross from her own "bondage. "Isabel's father had died, while her mother was out upon a lecturingtour--in a hotel, which is the most miserable place in the world to diein. The housekeeper and chambermaids had befriended Isabel until thetour came to its triumphant conclusion. Mrs. Ross had seemed to considerthe whole affair a kindly and appropriate recognition of her abilities, on the part of Providence. She attempted to fit Isabel for the duties ofa private secretary, but failed miserably, and, greatly to Isabel'srelief, gave up the idea. Madame Bernard had looked forward to Isabel's visit with a certainapprehension, remembering Mrs. Ross's unbecoming gowns and carelesscoiffures. But the girl's passion for clothes, amounting almost to acomplete "reversion to type, " had at once relieved and alarmed her. "IfI can strike a balance for her, " she had said to herself in a certainmidnight musing, "I shall do very well. " As yet, however, Isabel had failed to "balance. " She dressed for morningand luncheon and afternoon, and again for dinner, changing to streetgowns when necessary and doing her hair in a different way for eachgown. Still, as Rose had said, she "suited herself, " for she was alwaysimmaculate, beautifully clad, and a joy to behold. Madame Bernard greatly approved of the lovely white wool house gownIsabel was wearing. She had no fault to find with the girl's taste, butshe wished to subordinate, as it were, the thing to the spirit; thetemple to the purpose for which it was made. Isabel smiled at her sweetly as she folded up her work--a littleuncomprehending smile. "Are you going away now for your 'forty winks, 'Aunt Francesca?" "Yes, my dear. Can you amuse yourself for an hour or so without playingupon the piano?" "Certainly. I didn't know that you and Cousin Rose were asleepyesterday, or I wouldn't have played. " "Of course not. " Madame leaned over her and stroked the dark hair, wavedand coiled in quite the latest fashion. "There are plenty of books andmagazines in the library. " Madame went upstairs, followed at a respectful distance by Mr. Boffin, waving his plumed tail. He, too, took his afternoon nap, curled upcosily upon the silken quilt at the foot of his mistress's couch. In theroom adjoining, Rose rested for an hour also, though she usually spentthe time with a book. Left to herself, Isabel walked back and forth idly, greatly allured bythe forbidden piano. She looked over, carelessly, the pile of violinmusic Allison had left there. Some of the sheets were torn and had beenpasted together, all were marked in pencil with hieroglyphics, and mostof them were stamped, in purple, "Allison Kent, " with a Berlin or Parisaddress written in below. Isabel had met very few men, in the course of her twenty years. For thisreason, possibly, she remembered every detail of the two weeks she hadspent at Aunt Francesca's and the hours with Allison, on the veranda, when he chose to amuse himself with the pretty, credulous child. Itseemed odd to have him coming to the house again, though, unless he cameto dinner, he usually spent the time playing, to Rose's accompaniment. She had not seen him alone. She surveyed herself in the long, gilt-framed mirror, and was wellpleased with the image of youth and beauty the mirror gave back. Thebell rang and she pinned up a stray lock carefully. It was probablysomeone to see Aunt Francesca, but there was a pleasing doubt. It mightbe the twins, though she had not returned their call. Presently Allison came in, his cheeks glowing from his long walk in thecold. "Silver Girl, " he smiled, "where are the spangles, and are youalone?" "The spangles are upstairs waiting for candlelight, " answered Isabel, ashe took her small, cool hand, "and I'm very much alone--or was. " "Where are the others?" "Taking naps. " "I hope I haven't tired Rose out, " said Allison, offering Isabel achair. He had unconsciously dropped the prefix of "Cousin. " "We've beenworking hard lately. " "Is she going with you on your tour?" "I don't know. I wish she could go, but I haven't the heart to dragfather or Aunt Francesca along with us, and otherwise, it would be--well, unconventional, you know. The conventions make me dead tired, " headded, with evident sincerity. "And yet, " said Isabel, looking into the fire, "they are all in theinterests of morality. If you're conventional, you'll be good, negatively. It isn't good manners for a man to shoot a lady or to sign acheck with another man's name and get it cashed. If you're conventional, you're not always explaining things. " "Very true, " laughed Allison, "but sometimes 'the greatest good for thegreatest number' bears heavily upon the few. " "Of course, " Isabel agreed, after a moment's pause. "Your friends, theCrosby twins, have called, " she continued. "Really?" Allison asked, with interest. "How do you like them?" "I wish they'd come often, " she smiled. "They remind me of a field ofred clover, they're so breezy and so wholesome. " "I must hunt 'em up, " he returned, absently. "They used to be regularlittle devils. It's a shame for them to have all that money. " "Why?" "Because they'll waste it. They don't know how to use it. " "Perhaps they do, in a way. One Fourth of July they gave every orphan inthe Orphans' Home two dollars' worth of fireworks. Anybody else wouldhave wasted the money on shoes, or hats. " "I see you haven't grown up. Would you rather have fireworks thanclothes?" "There is a time in life when one sky-rocket can give more pleasure thana pair of shoes, and the gift of pleasure is the finest gift in theworld. " Allison was agreeably surprised, for hitherto Isabel's conversation hadconsisted mainly of monosyllables and platitudes, or the hesitating echoof someone's else opinion. Now he perceived that it was shyness; thatIsabel had a mind of her own, and an unusual mind, at that. He looked ather quickly and the colour bloomed upon her pale, cold face. "Tell me, little playmate, what have the years done for you since youwent out and pulled up the rose bushes to find the scent bottles?" "Nothing, " she answered, not knowing what else to say. "Still looking for the unattainable?" "Yes, if you like to put it that way. " "Where's your mother?" "Out lecturing. " "What about?" "The Bloodless Revolution, or the Gradual Emancipation of Woman, " sherepeated, parrot-like. "Her work must keep her away from home a great deal, " he ventured, aftera pause. "Yes. I seldom see her. " "You must be lonely. " She turned her dark eyes to his. "I live in a hotel, " she said. In the simple answer, Allison saw an unmeasured loneliness, coupled witha certain loyalty to her mother. He changed the subject. "You like it here, don't you?" "Yes, indeed. Aunt Francesca is lovely and so is Cousin Rose. I wish, "she went on, with a little sigh as she glanced about the comfortableroom, "that I could always stay here. " The child-like appeal in her toneset Allison's heart to beating a little faster. "I wish you could, " he said. Remorsefully, he remembered the long hourshe had spent with Rose at the piano, happily oblivious of Isabel. "Are you fond of music?" he asked. "Yes, indeed! I always sit outside and listen when you and Cousin Roseplay. " "Come in whenever you want to, " he responded, warmly. "Won't I be in the way? Won't I be a bother?" "I should say not. How could you be?" "Then, " Isabel smiled, "I'll come sometimes, if I may. It's the onlypleasure I have. " "That's too bad. Sometime we'll go into town to the theatre, just youand I. Would you like to go?" "I'd love to, " she answered, eagerly. The clock ticked industriously, the fire crackled merrily upon thehearth, and the wind howled outside. In the quiet room, Allison sat andstudied Isabel, with the firelight shining upon her face and her whitegown. She seemed much younger than her years. "You're only a child, " he said, aloud; "a little, helpless child. " "How long do you think it will be before I'm grown up?" "I don't want you to grow up. I can remember now just how you looked theday I told you about the scent bottles. You had on a pink dress, with asash to match, pink stockings, little white shoes with black buttons, and the most fetching white sunbonnet. Your hair was falling in curlsall round your face and it was such a warm day that the curls clung toyour neck and annoyed you. You toddled over to me and said: 'Allison, please fix my's turls. ' Don't you remember?" She smiled and said she had forgotten. "But, " she added, truthfully, "I've often wondered how I looked when I was dressed up. " "Then, " he continued, "I told you how the scent bottles grew on theroots of the rose bushes, and, after I went home, you went and pulled upas many as you could. Aunt Francesca was very angry with me. " "Yes, I remember that. I felt as though you were being punished for mysins. It was years afterward that I saw I'd been sufficiently punishedmyself. Look!" She leaned toward him and showed him a narrow white line on the softflesh between her forefinger and her thumb, extending back over herhand. "A thorn, " she said. "I shall carry the scar to my dying day. " With a little catch in his throat, Allison caught the little hand andpressed it to his lips. "Forgive me!" he said. VI THE LIGHT ON THE ALTAR Colonel Kent had gone away on a short business trip and Allison wasspending his evenings, which otherwise would have been lonely, at MadameBernard's. After talking for a time with Aunt Francesca and Isabel, itseemed natural for him to take up his violin and suggest, if only by ahalf-humorous glance, that Rose should go to the piano. Sometimes they played for their own pleasure and sometimes worked fortheir own benefit. Neither Madame nor Isabel minded hearing the samething a dozen times or more in the course of an evening, for, as Madamesaid, with a twinkle in her blue eyes, it made "a pleasant noise, " andIsabel did not trouble herself to listen. Both Rose and Allison were among the fortunate ones who find joy inwork. Rose was so keenly interested in her music that she took no countof the hours spent at the piano, and Allison fully appreciated her. Ithad been a most pleasant surprise for him to find a good accompanist sonear home. The discouraging emptiness of life had mysteriously vanished for Rose. Her restlessness disappeared as though by magic and her indefinitehunger had been, in some way, appeased. She had unconsciously emergedfrom one state into another, as the tiny dwellers of the sea cast offtheir shells. She had a sense of freedom and a large vision, as ofdissonances resolved into harmony. Clothes, also, which, as Madame had said, are "supposed to please andsatisfy women, " had taken to themselves a new significance. Rose hadmade herself take heed of her clothes, but she had never had much realinterest. Now she was glad of the time she had spent in planning hergowns, merely with a view to pleasing Aunt Francesca. To-night, she wore a clinging gown of deep green velvet, with a spray ofgreen leaves in her hair. Her only ornament was a pin of jade, in anOriental setting. Allison looked at her admiringly. "There's something about you, " he said, "that I don't know just how toexpress. I have no words for it, but, in some way, you seem to live upto your name. " "How so?" Rose asked, demurely. "Well, I've never seen you wear anything that a rose might not wear. I've seen you in red and green and yellow and pink and white, but neverin blue or purple, or any of those soft-coloured things that AuntFrancesca wears. " "That only means, " answered Rose, flushing, "that blue and grey and tanand lavender aren't becoming to me. " "That isn't it, " Allison insisted, "for you'd be lovely in anything. You're living up to your name. " "Go on, " Rose suggested mischievously. "This is getting interesting. ""You needn't laugh. I assure you that men know more about those thingsthan they're usually given credit for. Your jewels fit in with the wholeidea, too. That jade pin, for instance, and your tourmaline necklace, and your ruby ring, and the topazes you wear with yellow, and the faintscent of roses that always hangs about you. " "What else?" she smiled. "Well, I had a note from you the other day. It was fragrant with rosepetals and the conventionalised rose, in gold and white, that wasstamped in place of a monogram, didn't escape me. Besides, here's this. " He took from his pocket a handkerchief of sheerest linen, delicatelyhemstitched. In one corner was embroidered a rose, in palest shades ofpink and green. The delicate, elusive scent filled the room as he shookit out. "There, " he continued, with a laugh. "I found it in my violin case theother day. I don't know how it came there, but it was much the same asfinding a rose twined about the strings. " Aunt Francesca was on the other side of the room, by the fire. Her face, in the firelight, was as delicate as a bit of carved ivory. Her thoughtswere far away--one could see that. Isabel sat near her, apparentlyabsorbed in a book, but, in reality, listening to every word. "I wish, " Allison was saying, "that people knew how to live up tothemselves. That's an awkward phrase, but I don't know of anythingbetter. Even their names don't fit 'em, and they get nicknames. " "'Father calls me William, '" murmured Rose. "'And Mother calls me Will, '" Allison went on. "That's it, exactly. Seehow the 'Margarets' are adjusted to themselves by their friends. Someare 'Margie' and more of 'em are 'Peggy. ' 'Margaret' who is allowed towear her full name is very rare. " "I'm glad my name can't be changed, easily, " she said, thoughtfully. "It could be 'Rosie, ' with an 'ie, ' and if you were that sort, it wouldbe. Take Aunt Francesca, for instance. She might be 'Frances' or 'Fanny'or even 'Fran, ' but her name suits her, so she gets the full benefit ofit, every time. " Madame turned away from the fire, with the air of one who has been awayupon a long journey. "Did I hear my name? Did someone speak to me?" "Only of you, " Allison explained. "We were talking of names andnicknames and saying that yours suited you. " "If it didn't, " observed Madame Bernard, "I'd change it. When we getcivilised, I believe children will go by number until they get oldenough to choose their own names. Fancy a squirming little imp with aterrible temper being saddled with the name of 'William, ' by authorityof Church and State. Except to his doting parents, he'll never beanything but 'Bill. '" "Does my name fit me?" queried Isabel, much interested. "It would, " said Allison, "if you weren't quite so tall. Does my namefit me?" He spoke to Madame Bernard but he looked at Rose. It was the older womanwho answered him. "Yes, of course it does. How dare you ask me that whenI named you myself?" "I'd forgotten, " Allison laughed. "I can't remember quite that farback. " They began to play once more and Isabel, pleading a headache, said good-night. She made her farewells very prettily and there was a moment'ssilence after the door closed. "I'm afraid, " said Madame, "that our little girl is lonely. Allison, can't you bestir yourself and find some young men to call upon her? Ican't think of anybody but the Crosby twins. " "What's the matter with me?" inquired Allison, lightly. "Am I notcalling? And behold, I give her a headache and she goes to bed. " "You're not exactly in her phase of youth, " Madame objected. "She's myguest and she has to be entertained. " "I'm willing to do my share. I'll take her into town to the theatre somenight, and to supper afterward, in the most brilliantly lighted place Ican find. " "That's very nice of you, " responded Rose, with a look of friendlyappreciation. "I know she would enjoy the bright lights. " "We all do, in certain moods, " he said. "Are you ready now?" The voice of the violin rose to heights of ecstasy, sustained by fullchords in the accompaniment. Mingled with the joy of it, like a breathof sadness and longing, was a theme in minor, full of question andheartbreak; of appeal that was almost prayer. And over it all, asalways, hovering like some far light, was the call to which Roseanswered. Dumbly, she knew that she must always answer it, though shewere dead and the violin itself mingled with her dust. Madame Bernard, still seated by the fire, stirred uneasily. Somethinghad come into her house that vaguely troubled her, because she had nopart in it. The air throbbed with something vital, keen, alive; the roomtrembled as from invisible wings imprisoned. Old dreams and memories came back with a rush, and the little old ladysitting in the half light looked strangely broken and frail. The soundof marching and the steady beat of a drum vibrated through herconsciousness and the singing violin was faint and far. She saw againthe dusty street, where the blue column went forward with her Captain atthe head, his face stern and cold, grimly set to some high Purpose thatmeant only anguish for her. The picture above the mantel, seen dimlythrough a mist, typified, to her, the ways of men and women since theworld began--the young knight riding forward in his quest for the Grail, already forgetting what lay behind, while the woman knelt, waiting, waiting, waiting, as women always have and always must. At last the music reached its end in a low chord that was at once aquestion and a call. Madame rose, about to say good-night, and go up-stairs where she might be alone. On the instant she paused. Her heartwaited almost imperceptibly, then resumed its beat. Still holding the violin, Allison was looking at Rose. Subconsciously, Madame noted his tall straight figure, his broad well-set shoulders, hisboyish face, and his big brown eyes. But Rose had illumined as from someinward light; her lovely face was transfigured into a beauty beyond allwords. Francesca slipped out without speaking and went, unheard, to her ownroom. She felt guilty because she had discerned something of which Roseherself was as yet entirely unconscious. With the instinctive sex-loyalty that distinguishes fine women from the other sort, Madame hopedthat Allison did not know. "And so, " she said to herself, "Love has come back to my house, aftermany years of absence. I wonder if he cares? He must, oh, he must!"Francesca had no selfish thought of her own loneliness, if her Roseshould go away. Though her own heart was forever in the keeping of adistant grave, she could still be glad of another's joy. Rose turned away from the piano and Allison put his violin into thecase. "It's late, " he said, regretfully, "and you must be tired. " "Perhaps I am, but I don't know it. " "You respond so fully to the music that it is a great pleasure to playwith you. I wish I could always have you as my accompanist. " "I do, too, " murmured Rose, turning her face away. The deep colourmounted to the roots of her hair and he studied her impersonally, as hewould have studied any other lovely thing. "Why?" he began, then laughed. "Why what?" asked Rose, quickly. "I was about to ask you a very foolish question. " "Don't hesitate, " she said. "Most questions are foolish. " "This is worse--it's idiotic. I was going to ask you why you hadn'tmarried. " With a sharp stab at the heart, Rose noted the past tense. "Why haven'tyou?" she queried, forcing a smile. "There is only one answer to that question, and yet people keep onasking it. They might as well ask why you don't buy an automobile. " "Well?" continued Rose, inquiringly. "Because 'the not impossible she, ' or 'he, ' hasn't come, that's all. " "Perhaps only one knows, " she suggested. "No, " replied Allison, "in any true mating, they both know--they must. " There was a long pause. A smouldering log, in the fireplace, broke andfell into the embers. The dying flame took new life and the warm glowfilled the room. "Is that why people don't buy automobiles?" queried Rose, chieflybecause she did not know what else to say. "The answer to that is that they do. " "Sounds as if you might have taken it from Alice in Wonderland, " shecommented. "Maybe they've had to give each other up, " she concluded, enigmatically. "People who will give each other up should be obliged to do it, " hereturned. "May I leave my violin here? I'll be coming again so soon. " "Surely. I hope you will. " "Good-night. " He took her hand for a moment, in his warm, steady clasp, and subtly, Rose answered to the man--not the violin. She was deathlywhite when the door closed, and she trembled all the way up-stairs. When she saw herself in the mirror, she was startled, for, in herghostly pallor, her deep eyes burned like stars. She knew, now. Thewoman who had so hungered for Life had suddenly come face to face withits utmost wonder; its highest gift of joy--or pain. The heart of a man is divided into many compartments, mostly isolated. Sometimes there is a door between two of them, or even three may bejoined, but usually, each one is complete in itself. Within thedifferent chambers his soul sojourns as it will, since immeasurablybeyond woman, he possesses the power of detachment, of intermittence. Once in a lifetime, possibly, under the influence of some sweepingpassion, all the doors are flung wide and the one beloved woman mayenter in. Yet she is wise, with the wisdom of the Sphinx, if she refusesto go. Let her say to him: "Close all these doors, except that whichbears my name. In that chamber and in that alone, we shall dwelltogether. " For, with these words, the memories housed in the otherchambers crumble to dust and ashes, blown only by vagrant winds of Fate. In the heart of a woman there are few chambers and still fewer doors. Instead of business-like compartments, neatly labelled, there are long, labyrinthine passages, all opening into one another and inextricablybound together. To shut out one, or even part of one, requires thebuilding of a wall, but it takes a long time and the barrier is neverfirm. At a single strain of music, the scent of a flower, or even one glimpseof a path of moonlight lying fair upon a Summer sea, the barrierscrumble and fall. Through the long corridors the ghosts of the past walkunforbidden, hindered only by broken promises, dead hopes, and dream-dust. Even while the petals of long-dead roses rustle through the windingpassages, where the windows are hung with cobwebs, greyed at last fromiridescence to despairing shadows, a barrier may fall at the sound of atalismanic name, for the hands of women are small and slow to build andthe hearts of women are tender beyond all words. Hidden in the centre of the labyrinth is one small secret chamber, andthe door may open only at the touch of one other hand. The woman herselfmay go into it for peace and sanctuary, when the world goes wrong, butalways alone, until the great day comes when two may enter it together. As Theseus carried the thread of Ariadne through the labyrinth of Crete, there are many who attempt to find the secret chamber, but vainly, forthe thread will always break in the wrong heart. When the door is opened, at last, by the one who has made his waythrough the devious passages, there is so little to be seen thatsometimes even the man himself laughs the woman to scorn and despoilsher of her few treasures. The secret chamber is only a bare, white room, where is erected the highaltar of her soul, served through life, by her own faith. Upon the altarburns steadfastly the one light, waiting for him who at last has comeand consecrated in his name. The door of the sanctuary is rock-ribbedand heavy, and he who has not the key may beat and call in vain, whilewithin, unheeding, the woman guards her light. Pitifully often the man does not care. Sometimes he does not evensuspect that he has been admitted into the inmost sanctuary of herheart, for there are men who may never know what sanctuary means, norwhat the opening of the door has cost. But the man who is worthy willkneel at the altar for a moment, with the woman beside him, andthereafter, when the outside world has been cruel to him, he may go insometimes, with her, to warm his hands at those divine fires and kindlehis failing courage anew. When the sanctuary is not profaned by him who has come hither, itsblessedness is increased ten-fold; it takes on a certain divinity bybeing shared, and thereafter, they serve the light together. And yet, through woman's eager trustfulness, the man who opens the dooris not always the one divinely appointed to open it. Sometimes the lightfails and the woman, weeping in the darkness, is left alone in herprofaned temple, never to open its door again, or, after many years, toset another light high upon the altar, and, in the deepening shadows, pray. So, because the door had never been opened, and because she knew the manhad come at last who might enter the sanctuary with her, Rose lifted herever-burning light that night to the high altar of her soul, and setherself to wait until he should find his way there. VII FATHER AND SON The house seemed very quiet, though steadily, from a distant upper room, came the sound of a violin. For more than an hour, Allison had workedcontinuously at one difficult phrase. Colonel Kent smiled whimsically ashe sat in the library, thinking that, by this time, he could almost playit himself. Looking back over the thirty years, he could see where he had mademistakes in moulding the human clay entrusted to his care, yet, in theend, the mistakes had not mattered. Back in the beginning, he hadformulated certain cherished ideals for his son, and had worked steadilytoward them, unmindful of occasional difficulties and even failures. Against his own judgment, he had yielded to Francesca in the choice ofthe boy's career. "Look at his hands, " she had said. "You couldn't puthands like his at work in an office. If he isn't meant for music, we'llfind it out soon enough. " But Allison had gone on, happily, along the chosen path, with never aquestion or doubt of his ultimate success. Just now, the Colonel wasdeeply grateful to Francesca, for the years abroad had been pleasantones, and would have been wholly impossible had Allison been working inan office. With a sigh, he began to pace back and forth through the hall, his handsin his pockets, and his grey head bowed. Before him was his ownportrait, in uniform, his hand upon his sword. The sword itself, hangingin a corner of the hall, was dull and lifeless now. He had a curioussense that his work was done. The tiny stream, rising from some cool pool among the mountains, is notunlike man's own beginning, for, at first, it gives no hint of itsboundless possibilities. Grown to a river, taking to itself the waterfrom a thousand secret channels, it leaps down the mountain, heedless ofrocky barriers, with all the joy of lusty youth. The river itself portrays humanity precisely, with its tortuouswindings, its accumulation of driftwood, its unsuspected depths, and itscrystalline shallows, singing in the Summer sun. Barriers may be builtacross its path, but they bring only power, as the conquering of anobstacle is always sure to do. Sometimes when the rocks and stone-cladhills loom large ahead, and eternity itself would be needed to carve apassage, there is an easy way around. The discovery of it makes theriver sing with gladness and turns the murmurous deeps to living water, bright with ripples and foam. Ultimately, too, in spite of rocks and driftwood, of endless seeking fora path, of tempestuous nights and days of ice and snow, man and theriver reach the eternal sea, to be merged forever with the Everlasting. Upstairs the music ceased. A door opened, then closed, and presentlyAllison came down, rubbing his hands. "It's a little cool up there, " hesaid, "and yet, by the calendar, it's Spring. I wish this climate couldbe averaged up. " "Even then, we wouldn't be satisfied, " the Colonel returned. "Who wantsall his days to be alike?" "Nobody. Still, it's a bit trying to freeze your nose one day and beobliged to keep all the windows open the next. " There was a long pause. The Colonel tapped his fingers restlessly uponthe library table. Allison went over to the open fire and stood with hisback to it, clasping his hands behind him. "What have you been doing allthe morning, Dad?" "Nothing. Just sitting here, thinking. " "Pretty hopeless occupation unless you have something in particular tothink about. " "It's better to have nothing to think about than to be obliged to thinkof something unpleasant, isn't it?" "I don't know, " Allison responded, smothering a yawn. "Almost anythingis better than being bored. " "You're not bored, are you?" asked the Colonel, quickly. "Far from it, but I have my work. I was thinking of you. " "I can work, too, " the Colonel replied. "I think as soon as the groundthaws out, I'll make a garden. A floral catalogue came yesterday and thepictures are very inspiring. " "Does it give any directions for distinguishing between the flowers andweeds?" "No, " laughed the Colonel, "but I've thought of trying the ingeniousplan of the man who pulled up the plants and carefully watered theweeds, expecting the usual contrary results. " Luncheon was announced and they went out together, shivering at thechange in temperature between the library and the dining-room, wherethere would be no cheerful open fire until the dinner hour. "What are you going to do this afternoon?" queried the Colonel. "Why, work, I suppose--at least until I get too tired to work any more. " "You seem to believe in an eight-hour day. " Something in the tone gave Allison an inkling of the fact that hisfather was lonely and restless in the big house. When they were abroad, he had managed to occupy himself pleasantly while Allison was busy, and, for the first time, the young man wondered whether it had been wise tocome back. The loneliness of the great rooms was evident, if one looked for it, andthe silence was literally to be felt, everywhere. It is difficult fortwo people to be happy in a large house; they need the cosinessestablished by walls not too far apart, ceilings not too high, and thenecessary furniture not too widely separated. A single row of books, within easy reach, may hint of companionship not possible to the greatbookcase across a large room. "I think, " said Allison, "that perhaps this house is too large for us. Why should we need fifteen rooms?" "We don't, but what's the use of moving again just now, when we're allsettled. " "It's no trouble to move, " returned the young man. "It might be, if we did it ourselves. I fancy that Miss Rose could giveus a few pointers on the subject of opening an old house. " "There may be something in that, " admitted Allison. "What charmingneighbours they are!" he added, in a burst of enthusiasm. "Madame Bernard, " replied the Colonel, with emphasis, "is one of thefinest women I have ever had the good fortune to meet. Miss Rose is likeher, but I have known only one other of the same sort. " "And the other was--" "Your mother. " The Colonel pushed back his plate and went to the window. Beyond themountains, somewhere in "God's acre, " was the little sunken grave stillenfolding a handful of sacred dust. With a sudden throb of pain, Allisonrealised, for the first time in his life, that his father was an oldman. The fine, strong face, outlined clearly by the pitiless afternoonsun, was deeply lined: the broad shoulders were stooped a little, andthe serene eyes dimmed as though by mist. In the moment he seemed tohave crossed the dividing line between maturity and age. Allison was about to suggest that they take a walk after luncheon, having Madame Bernard's household in mind as the ultimate object, but, before he could speak, the Colonel had turned away from the window. "Some day you'll marry, lad, " he said, in a strange tone. Allison smiled and shrugged his shoulders doubtfully. "And then, " the Colonel continued, with a little catch in his voice, "the house will be none too large for two--for you two. " Very rarely, and for a moment only, Allison looked like his mother. Foran instant she lived again in her son's eyes, then vanished. "Dad, " he said, gently, "I'm sure you wouldn't desert me even if I didmarry. You've stood by me too long. " The stooped shoulders straightened and the Colonel smiled. "Do you meanthat--if you married, you'd still--want me?" "Most assuredly. " "She wouldn't. " "If she didn't, " returned Allison, lightly, "she wouldn't get me. Notthat I'm any prize to be wrangled over by the fair sex, individually orcollectively, but you and I stand together, Dad, and don't you forgetit. " The Colonel cleared his throat, tried to speak, then stopped abruptly. "I have been thinking, " he continued, with a swift change of mood andsubject, "that we might manage a dinner party. We're much indebted toMadame Bernard. " "Good idea! I don't know what sort of party it would prove to be, but, if we did our best, it would be all right with them. Anyhow, AuntFrancesca would give an air to it. " "So would the others, Miss Rose especially. " "I wonder why Aunt Francesca didn't marry again, " mused Allison. "Because her heart is deep enough to hold a grave. " "You knew her husband, didn't you?" "He was my best friend, " answered the Colonel, a little sadly. "How theyears separate and destroy, and blot out the things that count for themost!" "I wonder how she happened to be named 'Francesca. ' It isn't an Americanname. " "She wasn't. Her name was 'Mary Frances, ' and he changed it to 'MarieFrancesca. ' So she has been 'Marie Francesca' ever since, though shenever uses the 'Marie. ' That was his name for her. " "The change suits her someway. Queer idea she has about names fittingpeople, and yet it isn't so queer, either, when you come to think of it. Rose might have been named Abigail or Jerusha, yet I believe peoplewould have found out she was like a rose and called her by her propername. " Colonel Kent flashed a quick glance at him, but the expression of hisface had not changed. "And Isabel?" he queried, lightly. "Isabel's only a kid and it doesn't matter so much whether things fither or not. I've promised to take her to the theatre, " he continued, irrelevantly, "because Aunt Francesca wants her guest to be amused. I'malso commissioned to find some youths about twenty and trot 'em roundfor Isabel's inspection. Do you know of anybody?" "I've seen only one who might do. There's a lanky boy with unruly hairand an expansive smile whom I've seen at the post-office a time or two. He usually has a girl with him, but she may be his sister. They lookastonishingly alike. " "Bet it's the Crosby twins. I'd like to see the little devils, ifthey've grown up. " "They're grown up, whoever they are. The boy is almost as tall as I amand his sister doesn't lack much of it. " "I must hunt 'em up. They've already called on Isabel, and perhaps, whenshe returns the call, she'll take me along. " "Who brought them up?" asked the Colonel idly. "They've brought themselves up, for the last five or six years, and I'mof the opinion that they've always done it. " "Let's invite them to the dinner party. " Allison's eyes danced at the suggestion. "All right, but we'll have tosee 'em first. They may not want to come. " "I've often wondered, " mused the Colonel, "why it is so much morepleasant to entertain than it is to be entertained. I'd rather have aguest any day than to be one. " "And yet, " returned Allison, "if you are a guest, you can get away anytime you want to, within reasonable limits. If you're entertaining, you've got to keep it going until they all want to go. " "In that case, it might be better for us if we went to Crosbys'. " "We can do that, too. I think it would be fun, though, to have 'em here. We need another man in one sense, though not in another. " "I have frequently had occasion to observe, " remarked the Colonel, "thatmany promising dinners are wholly spoiled by the idea that there must bean equal number of men and women. One uncongenial guest can ruin adinner more easily than a poor salad--and that is saying a great deal. " "Your salad days aren't over yet, evidently. " "I hope not. " The hour of talk had done the Colonel a great deal of good, and he wasquite himself again. Some new magazines had come in the afternoon mailand lay on the library table. He fingered the paper knife absently as hetore off the outer wrappings and threw them into the fire. "I believe I'll go up and work for a couple of hours, " said Allison, "and then we'll go out for a walk. " "All right, lad. I'll be ready. " Even after the strains of the violin sounded faintly from upstairs, accompanied by a rhythmic tread as Allison walked to and fro, ColonelKent did not begin to cut the leaves. Instead, he sat gazing into the fire, thinking. Quite unconsciously, foryears, he had been carrying a heavy burden--the fear that Allison wouldmarry and that his marriage would bring separation. Now he was greatlyreassured. "And yet, " he thought, "there's no telling what a woman maydo. " The sense that his work was done still haunted him, and, resolutely, hetried to push it aside. "While there's life, there's work, " he said tohimself. He knew, however, as he had not known before, that Allison waspast the need of his father, except for companionship. The old house seemed familiar, yet as though it belonged to anotherlife. He remembered the building of it, when, with a girl's golden headupon his shoulder, they had studied plans together far into the night. As though it were yesterday, their delight at the real beginning cameback. There was another radiant hour, when the rough flooring for thefirst story was laid, and, with bare scantlings reared, skeleton-like, all around them, they actually went into their own house. One by one, through the vanished years, he sought out the links thatbound him to the past. The day the bride came home from the honeymoon, and knelt, with him, upon the hearth-stone, to light their first firetogether; the day she came to him, smiling, to whisper to him the secretthat lay beneath her heart; the long waiting, half fearful and halfsweet, then the hours of terror that made an eternity of a night, thenthe dawn, that brought the ultimate, unbroken peace which only God canchange. Over there, in front of the fireplace in the library, the little motherhad lain in her last sleep. The heavy scent of tuberoses, the rumble ofwheels, the slow sound of many feet, and the tiny, wailing cry thatfollowed them when he and she went out of their house together for thelast time--it all came back, but, mercifully, without pain. Were it not for this divine forgetting, few of us could bear life. Onecan recall only the fact of suffering, never the suffering itself. Whena sorrow is once healed, it leaves only a tender memory, to come back, perhaps, in many a twilight hour, with tears from which the bitternesshas been distilled. Slowly, too, by the wonderful magic of the years, unknown joys revealthemselves and stand before us, as though risen from the dead. At suchand such a time, we were happy, but we did not know it. In the midst ofsorrow, the joy comes back, not reproachfully, but to beckon us on, withclearer sight, to those which lie on the path beyond. He remembered, too, that after the first sharp agony of bereavement wasover; when he had learned that even Death does not deny Love, he hadseemed to enter some mysterious fellowship. Gradually, he became awareof the hidden griefs of others, and from many unsuspected sources cameconsolation. Even those whom he had thought hard and cold cherished someholy of holies--some sacred altar where a bruised heart had been healedand the bitterness taken away. He had come to see that the world was full of kindness; that through thecountless masks of varying personalities, all hearts beat in perfectunison, and that joy, in reality, is immortal, while pain dies in a day. "And yet, " he thought, "how strange it is that life must be nearly over, before one fully learns to live. " The fire crackled cheerily on the hearth, the sunbeams danced gailythrough the old house, spending gold-dust generously in corners thatwere usually dark, and the uncut magazine slipped to the floor. Above, the violin sang high and clear. The Colonel leaned back in his chair andclosed his eyes. When Allison came down, he was asleep, with the peace of Heaven upon hisface, and so quiet that the young man leaned over him, a littlefrightened, to wait for the next deep breath. Reassured, he did not wakehim, but went for his walk alone. VIII "THE YEAR'S AT THE SPRING" Outside, in the grey darkness, the earth was soft with snow. Upon theillimitable horizon beyond the mountain peaks were straying gleams ofdawn, colourless, but none the less surely a promise of daybreak. Rose had been awake for some time, listening to the ice-clad branchesthat clattered with every passing breeze. A maple bough, tapping on herwindow as ghostly fingers might, had first aroused her from a medley ofdreams. She went to the window, shivering a little, and, while she stood there, watching the faint glow in the East, the wind changed in quality, thoughit was still cool. Hints of warmth and fragrance were indefinablyblended with the cold, and Rose laughed as she crept back to bed, forshe had chanced upon the mysterious hour when the Weaver of the Seasonschanged the pattern upon the loom. Having raised another window shade, she could see the dawn from whereshe lay. Tints of gold and amethyst came slowly upon the grey and madethe horizon delicately iridescent, like mother-of-pearl. Warm and softfrom the Southland, the first wind of Spring danced merrily into MadameFrancesca's sleeping garden, thrilling all the life beneath the sod. With the first beam of sun, the ice began to drip from the imprisonedtrees and every fibre of shrub and tree to quiver with aspiration, asthough a clod should suddenly find a soul. In the watcher's heart, too, had come another Spring, for once in timeand tune with the outer world. The heart's seasons seldom coincide withthe calendar. Who among us has not been made desolate beyond all wordsupon some golden day when the little creatures of the air and meadowwere life incarnate, from sheer joy of living? Who among us has not comehome, singing, when the streets were almost impassable with snow, or meta friend with a happy, smiling face, in the midst of a pouring rain? The soul, too, has its own hours of Winter and Spring. Gethsemane andCalvary may come to us in the time of roses and Easter rise upon us in aDecember night. How shall we know, in our own agony, of another'sgladness, or, on that blessed to-morrow when the struggle is over, helpsomeone else to bear our own forgotten pain? True sympathy is possible only when the season of one soul accords withthat of another, or else when memory, divinely tender, brings back avivid, scarlet hour out of grey, forgotten days, to enable us to share, with another, his own full measure of sorrow or of joy. Ah, but the world was awake at last! Javelin-like, across a field ofmelting snow, went a flash of blue wings, and in Madame Francesca's owngarden a robin piped his cheery strain upon the topmost bough of adripping tree. The woman, too, was awake, in every fibre of body and soul. Even herfinger-tips seemed sentient and alive; her heart was strangely lifted, as though by imprisoned wings. She had no doubt of the ultimate hour, when he would know also, yet, half-afraid, she shrank from it, as shewould not have shrunk from pain. Madame had once remarked that civilisation must have begun not earlierthan nine in the morning, or later than noon. She had a horror of theearly breakfast, when the family, cold, but clean, gathers itself aroundthe board which only last night was festive and strives valiantly to bepleasant. It was almost an axiom with her that human, friendlyconversation was not possible before nine in the morning. So, as there was no one else to be pleased, the three women breakfastedwhen and where they chose. If Rose preferred to robe herselfimmaculately in white linen and have her coffee in the dining-room atseven, she was at liberty to do so. If she wanted it in her own room, atten, that also was easily managed, but this was the only "movable feast"Madame would permit. Luncheon and dinner went precisely by tae clock, year in and year out. Too happy to sleep and yearning to be outdoors, Rose dressed quietly andtiptoed down-stairs. She smiled whimsically as the heavy front doorslammed behind her, wondering if it would wake the others and if they, too, would know that it was Spring. Tips of green showed now and then where the bulbs were planted, and, down in the wild garden, when she brushed aside the snow, Rose found ablushing hepatica in full bloom. "How indiscreet, " she thought, thenadded, to herself, "but what sublime courage it must take to blossomnow!" The plump robin, whose winter had evidently been pleasant, hopped aboutthe garden after her, occasionally seeking shelter on the lower bough ofa tree if she turned, or came too near. "Don't be afraid, " she called, aloud, then laughed, as with a farewell chirp and a flutter of wings, the robin took himself beyond the reach of further conversationalliberties. Her pulses leaped with abundant life; the wet road lured her eager feet. She went out, leaving the gate open, and turned toward the woods, wherea flock of wild geese, breasting the chill winds far above the river, was steadily cleaving a passage to the friendly North. When she reached the woods, where the white birches stood like shydryads among the oaks, she heard once more the robin's flutelike call. It was answered by another, exactly upon the same notes, yet whollydifferent as to quality. Presently, among the trees, she caught aglimpse of a tall man, and she paused for an instant, frightened. Thenher heart leaped and her cheeks burned, as she saw who it was. "Boy!" she called, clearly. "Oh, Boy!" Allison turned, startled, then came to her, smiling, hat in hand. "Uponmy word, " he said. "I didn't think there was anyone else mad enough tocome out at this hour. " "Why it's Spring! Didn't you know?" "Yes. It came this morning just before sunrise. " "Were you awake?" "Yes, were you?" "Of course, " she answered. "I couldn't stay in. " "Nor could I. " "The year's at the spring, And day's at the morn; Morning's at seven; The hill-side's dew-pearled, " Rose quoted. "You know the rest, don't you?" "The rest doesn't matter. 'Morning waits at the end of the world--Gypsy, come away!'" "I'll go, " she breathed, her eyes fixed on his, "anywhere!" "To the river, then. The last time I saw it, ice and snow had hidden itcompletely. " The path was narrow until they got out of the woods, so Rose went ahead. "I don't believe I fooled that robin by whistling to him, " Allisoncontinued. "He pretended I did, but I believe he was only trying to bepolite. " "He wasn't, if it was the same robin I saw in our garden this morning. Ispoke to him most pleasantly and told him not to be afraid of me, but hedisappeared with a very brief, chirpy good-bye. " "Don't hurry so, " he said, as he came up beside her and assisted herover a fallen tree. "We've got the whole day, haven't we?" "We have all the time there is, " laughed Rose. "Everybody has, for thatmatter. " "Have you had your breakfast?" "No, have you?" "Far from it. Everybody was asleep when I came out. " "Then you'll have breakfast with me, " she said, quickly. "Thank you, " he smiled, "for taking the hint. " "But won't your father miss you?" she queried, with mock seriousness. "He pays no attention whatever to my irregular habits, and I thinkthat's one reason why we get on so well together. It's a wise father whoknows his own child. " "Especially if it is a wise child, " she replied. Her eyes were dancingwith mirth, a scarlet signal burned on either cheek, and her parted lipswere crimson. She seemed lovelier to him than ever before. "Honestly, Rose, you seem to get prettier every day. " "Then, " she smiled, "if I were younger, I might eventually becomedangerous. " "Rose--" "Old Rose, " she interrupted. The high colour faded from her face as shespoke and left her pale. Allison put his hand on her arm and stopped. "Rose, please don't. You'renot a day older than I am. " "Ten years, " she insisted stubbornly, for women are wont to lean uponthe knife that stabs them and she was in a reckless mood. "When you'reforty, I'll be fifty. " A shadow crossed his face. "It hurts me, someway, to have you talk so. Idon't know how--nor why. " In a single swift surge her colour came back. "All right, " she answered, quietly, "hereafter I'm thirty, also. Thanking you for giving me tenmore years of life, for I love it so!" The sun was well up in the heavens when they came to the river, and thedark, rippling surface gave back the light in a thousand little dancinggleams. The ice was broken, the snow was gone, and fragments ofshattered crystal went gently toward the open sea, lured by the song ofthe river underneath. "It doesn't look deep, " remarked Rose. "But it is, nevertheless. I nearly drowned myself here when I was a kid, trying to dive to the bottom. " "I'm glad you didn't succeed. What a heavy blow it would have been toyour father!" "Dear old Dad, " said Allison, gently. "I'm all he has. " "And all he wants. " "It's after eight, " Allison complained, looking at his watch, "and I'mstarving. " "So am I. Likewise my skirts are wet, so we'd better go. " When they reached Madame Bernard's, Rose ordered breakfast in thedining-room, for two, then excused herself to put on dry clothing. Allison waited before the open fire until she came down, fresh andtailor-made, in another gown and a white linen collar. "I thought women always wore soft, fluffy things in the morning, " heobserved, as they sat down. "Some do--the fluffy ones, always. " "Who, for instance, are the fluffy ones?" "Aunt Francesca for one and Isabel for another. " "How long is the kid going to stay?" "Until she gets ready to go home, I suppose. " "I thought she had no home. " "She hasn't. Poor Isabel is a martyr to the Cause of Woman. " "How so?" "Her mother is Emancipated, with a large E, and has no time for trifleslike a daughter. She devotes herself to what she calls the Higher WorldService. " "So Isabel is stranded, on a desert island. " "Yes, except for us. " "How good you are!" he exclaimed, with honest admiration. "It was Aunt Francesca, " returned Rose, flushing slightly. "I hadnothing to do with it. She took me from a desert island, too. " "Is Isabel emancipated?" "Not in the sense that her mother is. " "I don't see but what she is free. " "She is. She can do exactly as she pleases and there is no one to sayher nay. " "I thought all women did as they please. " "They do, in the sense that we all do as we please. If you make asacrifice, you do it because you can get more pleasure out of making itthan you would otherwise. " "You've been reading Spencer. " "I plead guilty, " she laughed. "If it's true, " he went on, after a moment's pause, "a genuine NewEngland conscience must be an unholy joy to its proud possessor. " "It's unholy at all events. One lump, or two?" she asked, as the coffeewas brought in. "Two, please. " It seemed very pleasant to Allison to sit there in the warm, sunny room, with Rose opposite him, pouring his coffee. There was an air of cosinessand domestic peace about it hitherto outside his experience. For thefirst time he was conscious of the peculiar graciousness and sense ofhome that only a home-loving woman may give to a house. "I like this, " he said, as he took the steaming cup. "I'd like to do itoften. " "We'd like to have you, " she returned, hospitably. "I thought you all had breakfast together at some fixed hour, and earlyat that. " "How little you know Aunt Francesca! You can have breakfast in thishouse in any room you choose, at any hour before noon, all the yearround. Sometimes we're all together, sometimes only two. Usually, however I'm alone, as I seem to get up a little earlier than theothers. " "I think I'll drop in occasionally, then. It looks as if there'd alwaysbe somebody to bear me company. Perhaps I'll bring Dad, too. He'd liketo have you pour his coffee. " There was no mistaking the admiration in Allison's eyes and Rose turnedhers away. He sat with his back to the dining-room door and she, acrossfrom him, faced it squarely. For the merest fraction of a second Isabel, in a pink silk negligee, stood in the doorway, then vanished, asnoiselessly as she had come. Her eyes were full of mysterious meaningthat Rose was powerless to translate. "I'd enjoy it, " Rose said quickly. "I love to pour the coffee and AuntFrancesca always lets me on the rare occasions when we breakfasttogether. " If her colour was a little brighter, if her voice was in a higher key, if her eyes had changed their expression, Allison did not notice it. Yet, in the instant, she had attained a certain dual consciousness--there seemed to be two of her. One was the woman of the world, well-schooled in self-control, tactful, watchful, ready to smooth anyawkwardness, and, at every point, to guard her guest. The other wasPrimitive Woman; questioning, curious, and watchful in the sense ofrivalry. She put it resolutely aside to think about later, and was veryglad that Allison did not know. She was greatly relieved when he went home, promising to return laterfor a few hours of work upon a difficult concerto. "We'll do it again, "he said, laughing, as he went down the steps. "Ask Aunt Francesca togive me a meal ticket, to be used solely for breakfasts, will you?" Rose only smiled in answer, but waved her hand to him as he went out ofthe gate. She stood pensively in the hall for a moment or two after shehad closed the door, and would have gone up to her own room had she notheard a step at the head of the stairs. Isabel was coming down, also fresh and tailor-made, with a white linencollar and a dashing crimson tie. Rose strolled into the library, tookup a magazine, sat down, and pretended to read. "I'm so sorry to be late to breakfast, " remarked Isabel, following her. "But perhaps it's just as well, as I wasn't invited. " "Nobody was invited, " returned Rose, coolly. "I went out for an earlywalk, chanced to meet Mr. Kent, and he invited himself here tobreakfast. " "I didn't know you were in the habit of taking early walks. " "I'm trying to acquire the habit, " answered Rose, with icy sweetness. "It won't be hard, " Isabel said, maliciously, "if they're all equallypleasant. " She slammed the door as she went out, shutting Rose in thelibrary. For an instant Rose was angry, then her sense of humour triumphed andshe laughed quietly until the tears came. There was no need now tomeditate upon that mysterious look in the girl's eyes, for she hadtranslated it herself. "The idea, " said Rose to herself. "That foolish little child!" She triedto recall the conversation at the breakfast table, and remembered, withregret, that they had discussed Isabel quite freely. The thought thatIsabel might have been listening before she made her presence known cameforward persistently, though Rose hated herself for it. Then, with swift resolution, she put all annoying thoughts aside todwell, happily, upon the perfect hour that nothing could ever change orspoil. She went into the hall by another door opening out of thelibrary, thus avoiding Isabel, and sought her own room, singing toherself: "The year's at the spring, And day's at the morn, The morning's at seven, The hillside's dew-pearled, The lark's on the wing, The snail's on the thorn; God's in His heaven-- All's right with the world!" IX A KNIGHT-ERRANT Another mongrel had been added to the Crosby collection, so the canineherd now numbered twenty, all in the best of health and spirits. Someunpleasantness had been caused at the breakfast table by a gentle hintfrom Juliet to the effect that the dog supply seemed somewhat in excessof the demand. She had added insult to injury by threatening tochloroform the next dog her brother brought home. "Huh!" Romeo sneered, "they're as much yours as mine. You brought homethe spotted one yourself. " "That was only because the boys were teasing him. I didn't want him. " "I've never brought home any without good reasons, and you know it. Besides, we've got room here for forty dogs, and they're all fenced in. They don't bother anybody. " "Except by barking, " complained Juliet. "They don't bark much unless somebody goes by, and there aren't anyneighbours near enough to hear 'em, even then. " "They do bark, " Juliet put in fretfully. "They bark all the time atsomething. They bark when they're hungry and when they've eaten toomuch, and they bark at the sun and moon and stars, and when they're notbarking, some or all of 'em are fighting. They drive me crazy. " "Jule, " said Romeo, sternly, "I don't see what's the matter with youlately. You act like a sissy girl. Go up into the attic and work on thetrapeze for an hour or two, and you'll feel better. It wouldn't surpriseme now if you got so sissy that you were afraid of mice and snakes. " Juliet's anger rose to the point of tears. "I'm not afraid of mice, " shesobbed, "and you know it. And I'll hold a little green snake by the tailjust as long as you will, so there!" Man-like, Romeo hated tears. "Shut up, Jule, " he said, not unkindly, "and we'll arbitrate. " When her sobs ceased and she had washed her face in cold water, theycalmly argued the question at issue. Romeo candidly admitted that twentydogs might well be sufficient for people of simple tastes and Juliet didnot deny that only a "sissy girl" would be annoyed by barking. Eventually, Romeo promised not to bring home any more dogs unless thepresent supply should be depleted by disappearance or accident, andJuliet promised not to chloroform any without his consent. With oneaccord, they decided to fit out the dogs with brown leather collarstrimmed with yellow and to train the herd to follow the automobile. "They ought to be trained by the thirtieth of June, " observed Romeo. "Itwould make more of a celebration for Uncle if we took 'em along. " "Did you order the monogram put on the automobile?" "Sure. I told 'em to put 'The Yellow Peril' on each door and on theback, and the initials, 'C. T. ' above it everywhere. " The twins hadadopted a common monogram, signifying "Crosby Twins. " It adorned theirstationery and their seal, but, as they seldom wrote letters, it had notbeen of much use. "We might have the initials put on the dogs' collars, too, " Julietsuggested. "Sure, " assented Romeo, cordially. "Then, if we lose any of 'em on theroad, we can identify 'em when they're found, and get 'em back. " Juliet saw that she had made a mistake and hoped Romeo would forgetabout it, but vainly, for he lounged over and made a memorandum on theslate that hung in the hall. "I wonder, " continued Romeo, thoughtfully, "if the yard is big enough totrain 'em in. We ought not to go out on the road until the thirtieth. " "That's easy enough, " Juliet answered, with a superior air. "How'd you go about it?" he demanded. "If they were my dogs and I wanted 'em to follow me in an automobile, I'd let 'em fast for a day or two and fill the back seat of the machinewith raw meat. They'd follow quick enough and be good and lively aboutit, too. They wouldn't need to be trained. " "Jule, " said Romeo, solemnly, "will you please forgive me for callingyou a 'sissy girl'?" "Sure!" Juliet had learned long before she was twenty, that "forgiveme, " from a man's lips, indicates the uttermost depths of abasement anddevotion. "The fasting won't hurt 'em, " Romeo continued, eager to change thesubject. "They're all in good condition now. " "Except the last one. You can see some of his ribs yet. " "You can't by June. " "No, I guess not. Say, Romie, oughtn't she to be coming to see us bynow?" "Who?" "Isabel--what's-her-name. You know, up at Bernard's. " Happy-hearted comrade though she was, Juliet had a secret longing forfeminine association, at rare intervals. It would be pleasant shethought, to go skating sometimes with a girl or two instead of the usualcrowd of boys. She hated herself fiercely for disloyalty, but the idearecurred persistently. "I'm not up on etiquette, " Romeo replied, casually, "but I should think, if she wanted to come, she could do it by now. We made a polite call asfar as I know. " "We didn't leave any cards. " "Cards? What kind of cards?" "Why, little cards with our names on 'em. People always leave 'em, inthe books, when they make calls. " Romeo went over to the slate again and made another memorandum. "I'llget 'em. What'll we have on 'em?" "We always go together, " Juliet suggested, "so I think one will do. Justput on it 'The Crosby Twins, ' with our address. " "No need of the address. Everybody who knows us knows where we live. " "Perhaps, " Juliet went on, meditatively, "she doesn't like me. " "If she doesn't, " Romeo retorted, "I'll know the reason why. Do youremember what I did to the red-headed boy from the Ridge who said hewouldn't skate with the crowd if there was a girl in it?" Juliet nodded with satisfaction. "But you know, Romie, you can't hit agirl. " "That's so, " he admitted disconsolately. "That fresh kid had to wearbeefsteak over one eye for almost a week. " Juliet laughed at the idea of Isabel with beefsteak bandaged over oneeye. "We won't worry about things we can't help, " she said, philosophically. "We've done the proper thing and now it's up to her. Ifshe doesn't come before we get the automobile, she doesn't get invitedto go out in it. " "You bet she doesn't. " The talk quickly turned to the unfailing subject of automobiles. "TheYellow Peril" had been ordered and half paid for, but there was delay indelivery. The brown clothes trimmed with tan leather had also beenordered, as well as the brown felt hats, exactly alike, with yellowribbon bands. They had the goggles and enjoyed glaring fiercely at eachother through them, especially at meals. Juliet had thought of making aveil of yellow chiffon, but Romeo had objected violently. He thoughtthey should look as much alike as possible, so she had yielded. They had decided to make a wide track through the yard and around thebarn to practise on. Suitable space for the, automobile had already beenset aside in the barn and safely fenced in beyond the reach of canineinterference. Romeo had not seen the necessity of the fence until Juliethad pointed out that some of the dogs would want to sleep on the leathercushions. "It would make it smell so doggy, " she had said, "that we'dhave to call it 'The Yellow Dog' instead of 'The Yellow Peril. '" Romeo, with true masculine detachment, could talk automobile withunfailing enthusiasm, and yet think continually about something else. The thought that Isabel might not like Juliet had not occurred to him. It seemed impossible that anybody should not like Juliet, for, in thefond eyes of her twin, she was the most sane and sensible girl in theworld. "Anyhow, " thought Romeo as he went to sleep that night, "if Jule wantsher to come here, she's got to do it, that's all. " He meditated upon the problem for several days without reaching anysatisfactory conclusion. At last he determined to go up to see Isabelhimself, and, as he phrased it in his own mind, "see how the land lays. "It would be difficult to elude Juliet, but, in Romeo's experience, thethings one determined to do could nearly always be done. It was an easy matter to make an errand to the City, "to poke 'em up abit about the machine, " and to get the visiting cards, which hadpromptly been ordered by mail. Juliet rather insisted upon going along, but was easily dissuaded by the fact that "there might be a row, andanyway, it's a man's job. " He came home about dusk with several packages, one of which he carefullyconcealed under a pile of leaves in the fence corner just inside theyard. He could easily reach through the palings and lift it over thefence as he passed. Juliet admired the cards, was delighted with a box of chocolates and twonew novels, and condescended to approve of Romeo's new red tie. He hadgloves in his pocket, but feared to show them to her, gloves being herpet object of scorn. After they had cleared off the table, Romeo strolled over to the window. Five of the dogs were gathered about some small object and the yard waslittered with bits of white. Under his breath Romeo said something thatsounded like profanity, and Juliet pricked up her ears. "What's the matter?" she demanded. "I brought home some flowers, " explained Romeo, carefully, for it waswritten in the covenant that the twins should never, under anycircumstances, lie to each other, "and I must have dropped 'em. The dogshave torn 'em to pieces, box and all. " Juliet clapped her hands gleefully. "I'm glad of it!" "Why?" he asked quickly, with an uneasy sense that she was a mind-reader. "Because we've got so many dogs. " Romeo chose to take offence at the innocent remark and relapsed intogloomy silence. Disdaining to speak, Juliet curled up on the decrepitsofa with a book and the chocolates, and presently went to sleep. "Fortune favours the brave, " he quoted to himself, as he tiptoed intothe kitchen, cautiously closing the door. A subtle perfume filled theroom and he sniffed appreciatively. An open bottle of vanilla extractstood on the kitchen table, where a pan of fudges was cooling, markedoff into neat squares. He wrapped the pan in a newspaper, anointed hishandkerchief liberally with the fragrant extract, and softly stole outinto the night. The dogs followed him to the back fence, but did not bark. Only a fewsoft whines followed him as he sped down the road, thrilled with a senseof adventure and romance. If Juliet should happen to wake, she wouldthink he had gone away because he was angry, and never need know thatlike some misunderstood knight of old, he was merely upon an errand ofchivalry for her. The fudges would do as well as the calla lilies, probably, though he felt instinctively that they were not quite aselegant. It was a long way to Madame Bernard's, and Juliet's knight-errant wasweary, after an exhausting day in town. He paused outside the gate longenough to clean the dust from his shoes with the most soiled of his twohandkerchiefs, then went boldly up the steps and rang the bell. He was embarrassed to find Colonel Kent and Allison there, though theyounger man's tact speedily set him at ease again, and enabled him tooffer Isabel the pan of fudges with unwonted grace of manner. Then hewent over to Madame Bernard. "Juliet couldn't come to-night, " he said, "but here's our card. " Madame could not repress a smile as she read "The Crosby Twins" engravedin the fashionable script of the moment. "How very original, " she said, kindly. "Nobody but you and Juliet would have thought of it. " "Jule thought of it, " he replied, with evident pride. "She's more up onetiquette than I am. " "If it's proper for husband and wife to have their names engraved on thesame card, " Madame went on, "it must be all right for twins. " "It's more proper, " Romeo returned, "because nobody is so much relatedas twins are. Husband and wife are only relatives by marriage. " Colonel Kent laughed appreciatively. "Good! May I have some of MissIsabel's candy?" Isabel, convulsed with secret mirth, informally passed the pan, and onlyRomeo refused. "I can have 'em any time, " he said, generously. "Doesn'tJule make dandy fudges, though?" Everybody agreed that she did. Madame Francesca expressed something morethan conventional regret that Juliet had not been able to come. "She wasasleep, " Romeo explained, with studied indifference. "After she wakes, " suggested Colonel Kent, "we'd like very much to haveyou both come to our house to dinner. " "Thank you, " replied Romeo, somewhat stiffly. "We'd be very muchpleased. " Then to himself, he added: "That was a lie, but it wasn't toJule, so it doesn't matter. " Rose made friendly inquiries about the dogs and told Allison that Romeowas said to have the finest collection of fishing tackle in the State. Much gratified, Romeo invited Allison to go fishing with him as soon asthe season opened, and, as an afterthought, politely included theColonel. "I've never been fishing, " remarked Isabel, as she could think ofnothing else to say. "Girls are an awful bother in a boat, " Romeo returned, with youthfulcandour. "That is, except Juliet. " Isabel flushed faintly and bit her lips. To relieve an awkward pause, Madame Francesca asked Allison to play something. "Yes, " said Romeo, "go on and play. " He meant to be particularlycourteous, but his tone merely indicated that he would not be seriouslyannoyed by music. As the first strains came from the piano and violin, Romeo establishedhimself upon the couch beside Isabel, and, in a low, guarded tone, beganto talk automobile. Isabel was so much interested that she wholly forgotAunt Francesca's old-fashioned ideas about interrupting a player, andthe conversation became animated. Both Rose and Allison had too much good sense to be annoyed, butoccasionally, until the last chord, they exchanged glances of amusement. When they stopped, Isabel was saying: "Your suits must be just lovely. " Romeo turned with a lordly wave of the hand. "You don't need to stop. Goon!" "How can you expect us to play properly?" inquired Rose, tactfully, "when you're talking about automobiles? We'd much rather listen to you. " "Begin over again, won't you?" asked Allison. He added, with a trace ofsarcasm wholly lost upon Romeo: "We've missed a good deal of it. " Thus encouraged, Romeo began again, thoughtfully allowing Isabel thecredit of the original suggestion. He dwelt at length upon the finepoints involved in the construction of "The Yellow Peril, " described thebrown leather and the specially designed costumes, and was almostcarried away by enthusiasm when he pictured the triumphant progress ofthe yellow car, followed by twenty dogs in appropriate collars. "Can you, " he inquired of Allison, "think of anything more like acelebration that we could do for Uncle?" "No, " replied Allison, choking back a laugh, "unless you went out atnight, too, and had fireworks. " Romeo's expressive face indicated displeasure. "Uncle was such a goodman, " he said, in a tone of quiet rebuke, "that I don't believe it wouldbe appropriate. " Allison coughed and Colonel Kent hastily went to the window. Madame hidher face for an instant behind her fan and Isabel laughed openly. "I'msure he was, " said Rose, quickly. "Can you remember him at all?" "No, " Romeo responded, "we've never seen him, but he was a brick all thesame. " "Are you going to run the car yourself?" queried Rose. "Of course. Some day I'll take you out, " he suggested, kindly, thenturned to Isabel and played his highest trump. "Juliet said somethingabout asking you to go with us the second time we went out. Of courseit's her place to do it. " "I'd love to go, " murmured Isabel. "She'll ask you when you come out to return her call, " Romeo continued. "I've been meaning to come, but I've been waiting for good roads. " "When you come, " he answered, "don't say anything about my having beenhere. It might make her feel bad to think I went out calling and lefther asleep. " "All right--I won't. " As soon as it was possible, without obvious effort, Romeo made hisescape, after shaking hands with everyone and promising to come againvery soon. "I'll bring Jule next time. Good-night!" Once outside, he ran toward home like a hunted wild animal, hoping withall his heart that Juliet was still asleep. It was probable, for morethan once she had slept on the sofa all night. But the kindly fate that had hitherto guided him suddenly failed himnow. When he reached home, panting and breathless, having discoveredthat it was almost midnight, a drooping little figure in a torn kimonaopened the door and fell, weeping into his arms. "Oh, Romie! Romie!" cried Juliet, hysterically. "Where have you been?" "There, " he said, patting her shoulder awkwardly. "Don't take on so, Jule. You were asleep, so I went out for a walk. I met Colonel Kent andAllison and I've been with them all the evening. I'm sorry I stayed solong. " "I haven't lied, " he continued, to himself, exultantly. "Every word isthe literal truth. " "Oh, Romie, " sobbed Juliet, with a fresh burst of tears, "I don't carewhere you've been as long as I've got you back! We're twins and we'vegot to stand by each other!" Romeo gently extricated himself from her clinging arms, then stooped tokiss her wet cheek. "You bet!" he whispered. X SWEET-AND-TWENTY Contrary to the usual custom of woman, Isabel was ready fully an hourbefore the appointed time. She stood before the fire, buttoning a newglove with the sense of abundant leisure that new gloves demand. Thedancing flames picked out flashes of light from the silver spangles ofher gown and sent them into the farthest corners of the room. A longwhite plume nestled against her dark hair and shaded her face from thelight, but, even in the shadow, she was brilliant, for her eyes sparkledand the high colour bloomed upon her cheeks. Madame Bernard and Rose sat near by, openly admiring her. She was almostchildish in her delight at the immediate prospect and could scarcelywait for Allison to call for her. She went to the window and peeredeagerly into the darkness, waiting. "Isabel, my dear, " said Madame, kindly, "never wait at the window for anunmarried man. Nor, " she added as an afterthought, "for a married man, unless he happens to be your own husband. " Isabel turned back into the room, smiling, her colour a little brighterthan before. "Why not?" "Men keep best, " returned Madame, somewhat enigmatically, "in a cool, dry atmosphere. If you'll remember that fact, it may save you trouble inthe years to come. " "Such worldly wisdom, " laughed Rose, "from such an unworldly woman!" "I do love the theatre, " Isabel sighed, "and I haven't seen a play for along time. " "I'm afraid we haven't done as much as we might to make it pleasant foryou, " Madame continued, regretfully, "but we'll try to do better anddoubtless can, now that the weather is improving. " "It's been lots nicer than staying alone in a hotel, " the girl answered. "I used to go to the matinee a good deal, but I didn't know very manypeople and it's no fun to go alone. Don't you and Rose ever go, AuntFrancesca?" "I go sometimes, " said Rose, "but I can't even get her started. " The little grey lady laughed and tapped the arm of her chair with herfolded fan. "I fully agree with the clever man who said that 'life wouldbe very endurable were it not for its pleasures. ' Far back, somewhere, there must be a strain of Scotch ancestry in me, for I 'take my pleasuresadly. '" "Which means, " commented Rose, "that the things other people findamusing do not necessarily amuse you. " "Possibly, " Madame assented, with a shrug of her delicate shoulders, "but unless I'm obliged to, I won't sit in an uncomfortable chair, in acrowd, surrounded by many perfumes unhappily mixed, be played to by abad orchestra, walked on at will by rude men, and, in the meantime, watch the exaggerated antics of people who cannot make themselves heard, even in a room with only three sides to it. " "I took her to a 'musical comedy' once, in a frivolous moment, "explained Rose, "and she's never forgiven me. " "Why remind me of it?" questioned Madame. "I've been endeavouring foryears to forget it. " Isabel's eyes wandered anxiously to the clock. She had a strong impulseto go to the window again, but remembered that Madame would not approve. Presently there was the sound of wheels outside, and Allison, veryhandsome in his evening clothes, came in with an apology for histardiness. After greeting Madame Bernard and Rose, he bowed to Isabel, with a mock deference which, none the less, contained subtle flattery. "Silver Girl, " he said, "you do me too much honour. I'm not at all surethat one escort is sufficient for so much loveliness. " Isabel smiled, then dimpled irresistibly. She had a secret sense oftriumph which she did not stop to analyse. "Come, " he said. "In the words of the poet, 'the carriage waits. '" They said good-night to the others, and went out. There was silence inthe room until the sound of wheels had quite died away, then Rosesighed. With a swift pang, she envied Isabel's glorious youth, then theblood retreated from her heart in shame. Madame sighed too, but for a different reason. "I suppose I shouldn'tsay it, " she remarked, "but it's a relief to have that dear child out ofthe house for a little while. " "It's kind of Allison to take her, " Rose answered, trying not to wishthat she might change places with Isabel. "Very kind. The Kents are singularly decent about everything. I supposeit was Allison who managed to have Romeo Crosby call upon her the otherevening. " "I hardly think so. You remember that Allison hadn't seen him since hegrew up. " "Shot up, you mean. How rapidly weeds grow!" "Are the twins weeds?" "I think so. Still, they're a wholesome and stimulating sort, eventhough they have done just as they pleased. " The fire died down into embers. The stillness would have been unbearablehad it not been for the steady ticking of the clock. Madame leaned backin her chair and closed her eyes. Rose tried to read, but could notconcentrate her mind upon the page. Her thoughts were far away, with the two who had so recently left thehouse. In fancy she saw the brilliantly lighted streets, the throng ofpleasure seekers and pretty women in gay attire. She heard the sound ofwheels, the persistent "honk-honk" of motor cars, and, in the playhouse, the crash of cymbals and drums. Somewhere in the happy crowd wereAllison and Isabel, while she sat in silence at home. Madame Francesca stirred in her chair. "I've been asleep, I think. " "You're not going to wait until they come home, are you?" "Why should I? Isabel has a key. " Rose remembered how Aunt Francesca had invariably waited for her, whensome gallant cavalier had escorted her to opera or play, and wasfoolishly glad, for no discoverable reason. "I was dreaming, " Madame went on, drowsily, "of the little house whereLove lived. " "Where was it?" asked Rose gently. "You know. I've told you of the little house in the woods where I wentas a bride, when I was no older than Isabel. When we turned the key andwent away, we must have left some of our love there. I've never beenback, but I like to think that some of the old-time sweetness is stillin the house, shut away like a jewel of great price, safe from meddlinghands. " Only once before, in the fifteen years they had lived together, hadMadame Bernard spoken of her brief marriage, yet Rose knew, by athousand little betrayals, that the past was not dead, but vitallyalive. "I can bear it, " said Madame, half to herself, "because I have been hiswife. If he had been taken away before we were married, I should havegone, too. But now I have only to wait until God brings us togetheragain. " Outwardly, Rose was calm and unperturbed; inwardly, tense and unstrung. She wondered if, at last, the sorrow had been healed enough for speech. Upstairs there was a room that was always locked. No one but AuntFrancesca ever entered it, and she but rarely. Once or twice, Rose hadchanced to see her coming through the open door, transfigured by somespiritual exaltation too great for words. For days afterward there wasabout her a certain uplift of soul, fading gradually into her usualserenity. Mr. Boffin stalked in, jumped into Madame's lap, and began to purrindustriously. She laughed as she stroked his tawny head and the purrincreased rapidly in speed and volume. "Don't let him burst himself, " cautioned Rose, welcoming the change ofmood. "I never knew a cat to purr so--well, so thoroughly, did you?" "He's lost his hold of the brake, " Madame answered. "Are you going towait until Isabel comes home?" "Of course not. " "Then let's go up and read for a little while. " Rose waited until Madame was half way up the long flight before sheturned down the lights and followed her. It made a pretty picture--thelittle white-haired lady in grey on the long stairway, with the yellowcat upon her shoulder, looking back with the inscrutable calmness of theSphinx. Rose felt that, for herself, sleep would be impossible until Isabelreturned. She hoped that Aunt Francesca would not want her to readaloud, but, as it chanced, she did. However, the chosen book was of thesort which banishes insomnia, and, in less than an hour, Madame wassound asleep, with Mr. Boffin purring in his luxurious silk-lined basketat the foot of her bed. Alone in her own room, Rose waited, frankly jealous of her young cousinand fiercely despising herself for it. She recalled the happy hours sheand Allison had spent with their music and berated herself bitterly forher selfishness, but to no avail. As the hours dragged by, every momentseemed an eternity. Worn by her unaccustomed struggle with self, shefinally slept. Meanwhile, Isabel was the gayest of the gay. The glittering lights ofthe playhouse formed a fitting background for her, and Allison watchedher beautiful, changing face with an ever-increasing sense of delight. The play itself was an old story to him, but the girl was a newsensation, and while she watched the mimic world beyond the footlights, he watched her. The curtain of the first act descended upon a woman, waiting at thewindow for a man who did not come, and, most happily, Isabel rememberedthe conversation at home in the earlier part of the evening. "Foolish woman, " she said, "to wait at the window. " "Why?" asked Allison, secretly amused. "I wouldn't wait at the window for an unmarried man, nor for a marriedman, either, unless he was my own husband. " "Why?" he asked, again. "Because men keep best in a cool dry atmosphere. Didn't you know that?" "How did you happen to discover it, Sweet-and-Twenty?" Isabel answered with a smile, which meant much or little, as one chose. Presently she remembered something else that happened to be useful. "Look, " she said, indicating a man in the front seat who had fallenasleep. "He's taking his pleasure sadly. " "Perhaps he's happier to be asleep. He may not care for the play. " "Somebody once said, " she went on hastily, seeing that she was making agood impression, "that life would be very endurable were it not for itspleasures. " Allison laughed. He had the sense of discovering a bright star that hadbeen temporarily overshadowed by surrounding planets. "I didn't know you could talk so well, " he observed, with evidentadmiration. Isabel flushed with pleasure--not guilt. She had no thought of sailingunder false colours, but reflected the life about her as innocently as amirror might, if conveniently placed. Repeated curtain calls for the leading woman, at the end of the thirdact, delayed the final curtain by the few minutes that would haveenabled them to catch the earlier of the two theatre trains. Allison wasnot wholly displeased, though he feared that Aunt Francesca and Rosemight be unduly anxious about Isabel. As they had more than an hour anda half to wait, before the last train, he suggested going to a popularrestaurant. Thrilled with pleasure and excitement, she eagerly consented. Fortunately, she did not have to talk much, for the chatter of the gaycrowd, and the hard-working orchestra made conversation difficult, ifnot impossible. "I've never been in a place like this before, " she ventured. "So late, Imean. " "But you enjoy it, don't you?" "Oh, yes! So much!" The dark eyes that turned to his were full of happyeagerness, like a child's. Allison's pulses quickened, with man's insatiable love of Youth. "We'lldo it again, " he said, "if you'll come with me. " "I will, if Aunt Francesca will let me. " "She's willing to trust you with me, I think. She's known me ever sinceI was born and she helped father bring me up. Aunt Francesca has beenlike a mother to me. " "She says she doesn't care for the theatre, " resumed Isabel, who did notcare to talk about Aunt Francesca, "but I love it. I believe I could goevery night. " "Don't make the mistake of going too often to see what pleases you, foryou might tire of it. Perhaps plays 'keep best in a cool, dryatmosphere, ' as you say men do. " "You're laughing at me, " she said, reproachfully. "Indeed I'm not. I knew a man once who fell desperately in love with awoman, and, as soon as he found that she cared for him, he started forthe uttermost ends of the earth. " "What for?" "That they might not risk losing their love for each other, throughsatiety. You know it's said to die more often of indigestion thanstarvation. " "I don't know anything about it, " she murmured with downcast eyes. "You will, though, before long. Some awkward, half-baked young man abouttwenty will come to you, bearing the divine fire. " "I don't know any, " she answered. "How about the pleasing child who called upon you the other night, withthe imported bonbons?" Allison's tone was not wholly kind, for he hadjust discovered that he did not like Romeo Crosby. Isabel became fairly radiant with smiles. "Wasn't he too funny?" "He's all right, " returned Allison, generously, "I'm afraid, however, that he'll be taking you out so much that I won't have a chance. " "Oh, no!" said Isabel, softly. Then she added with frankness utterlyfree from coquetry, "I like you much better. " "Really? Why, please?" "Oh, I don't know. You're so much more, well, grown-up, you know, andmore refined. " "Thank you, I'm glad the slight foreign polish distinguishes mesomewhat" "Cousin Rose said you were very distinguished. " She watched him narrowlyas she spoke. "So is Cousin Rose. In fact, no one could be more so, " he answered, withevident approval. "Is she going to play your accompaniments for you, when you begin theseason?" A shadow crossed his face. "I'm afraid not. I wish she could. " "Why can't she?" "On account of Madame Grundy. It wouldn't be proper. " "I don't see why, " objected Isabel, daringly. "She's ten years olderthan you are. " Allison bit his lips and the expression of his face subtly changed. "You're ten years younger, " he replied, coldly, "and I couldn't takeyou. That doesn't make any difference. " Seeing that she had made a mistake, Isabel sat quietly in her chair andwatched the people around her until it was time to go. Greatly to herdelight, they went to the station in an automobile. "Isn't this glorious!" she cried. "I'm so glad the Crosbys are going tohave one. I hope they'll take me often. " With the sure instinct of Primitive Woman, she had said the one thingcalculated to make Allison forget his momentary change of mood. "I'm sorry I have none, " he said. "'Romeo Romeo, wherefore art thouRomeo?' How times have changed! The modern Lochinvar has a touring-car, and some day you'll be eloping in the most up-to-date fashion. " "What makes you talk to me about him?" queried Isabel, with upliftedeyes. "You know I don't like him. " "All right, " he answered, good-naturedly. "I won't. I hope AuntFrancesca won't be worried about you because we're so late in gettingback. " "I don't see why she should mind. Mamma never cares what I do. She'soften been away for weeks, lecturing, and I've been in the hotel alone. " He repressed the uncharitable comment that was upon his lips andreverted to the subject of the play. "I'm glad you've enjoyed it. Iwanted you to have a good time. " "I've had the best time I ever had in my life, " she responded, withevident sincerity. "Isn't it wonderful what they can do with a room thathas only three sides?" "It surely is. I've had a good time, too, Silver Girl. Thank you forcoming. " "You're welcome, " she returned sweetly. The carriage was waiting at the station, and Isabel was very quiet allthe way home. Thinking that she must be tired, Allison said little untilthey reached Madame Bernard's, and he had seen her safely into thehouse. He insisted upon taking off her gloves and coat and would haveextended his friendly services to her hat, had she not laughinglyforbade him to touch it. "Good-night, " he said. "We'll go again soon. " "All right. Good-night, and thank you ever so much. " The sound of the key in the lock had wakened Rose from her uneasy sleep. She heard their laughter, though she could not distinguish what theysaid, and recognised a new tone in Allison's voice. She heard the doorclose, the carriage roll away, and, after a little, Isabel's hushedfootsteps on the stairs. Then another door closed softly and a lightglimmered afar into the garden until the shade was drawn. Wide-eyed and fearful, she slept no more, for the brimming Cup of Joy, that had seemed within her reach, was surely beyond it now. Oppressedwith loss and pain, her heart beat slowly, as though it were weary ofliving. Until daybreak she wondered if he, too, was keeping the nightwatch, from a wholly different point of view. But, man-like, Allison had long ago gone to sleep, in the big Colonialhouse beyond the turn in the road, idly humming to himself: Come and kiss me, Sweet-and-Twenty; Youth's a stuff will not endure! XI KEEPING THE FAITH Colonel Kent and Allison critically surveyed the table, where coverswere laid for seven. "Someway it lacks the 'grand air' of MadameBernard's, " commented the Colonel, "yet I can't see anything wrong, canyou?" "Not a thing, " Allison returned. "The 'grand air' you allude to comes, Ithink, from Aunt Francesca herself. When she takes her place oppositeyou, I'm sure we shall compare very favourably with our neighbours. " The Crosby twins arrived first, having chartered the station hack forthe evening. As the minds of both were above such minor details asclothes, their attire was of the nondescript variety, but theirexuberant youth and high spirits gallantly concealed all defects and thetact of their hosts quickly set them both at their ease. Romeo somewhat ostentatiously left their card upon the mantel, so placedthat all who came near might read in fashionable script: "The CrosbyTwins. " Having made this concession to the conventionalities, he lapsedat once into an agreeable informality that amused the Colonel very much. Soon the Colonel was describing some of the great battles in which hehad taken part, and Romeo listened with an eager interest which was allthe more flattering because it was so evidently sincere. In the library, meanwhile, Allison was renewing his old acquaintance with Juliet. "You used to be a perfect little devil, " he smiled. "I am yet, " Juliet admitted, with a frank laugh. "At least people sayso. Romie and I aren't popular with our neighbours. " "That doesn't speak well for the neighbours. Were they never youngthemselves?" "I don't believe so. I've thought, sometimes, that lots of people wereborn grown-up. " "They say abroad, that there are no children in America--that they aremerely little people treated like grown-ups. " "The modern American child is a horror, " said Juliet, unconsciouslyquoting from an article in a recent magazine. "They're ill bred and theydon't mind, and there's nobody who wants to make 'em mind except peoplewho have no authority to do it. " "Why is it?" inquired Allison, secretly amused. "Because spanking has gone out of fashion, " she answered, in allseriousness. "It takes so much longer for moral suasion to work. Romieand I never had any 'moral suasion, '--we were brought up right. " Juliet's tone indicated a deep filial respect for her departed parentsand there was a faraway look in her blue eyes which filled Allison withtender pity. "You must be lonely sometimes, " he said, kindly. "Lonely?" repeated Juliet in astonishment; "why, how could I ever belonely with Romie?" "Of course you couldn't be lonely when he was there, but you must misshim when he's away from you. " "He's never away, " she answered, with a toss of her curly head. "We'remost always together, unless he goes to town--or up to your house, " sheadded, as an afterthought. Allison was about to say that Romeo had never been there before, butwisely kept silent. "Twins are the most related of anybody, " Juliet went on. "An olderbrother or sister may get ahead of you and be so different that younever catch up, but twins have to trot right along together. It's justthe difference between tandem and double harness. " "Suppose Romeo should marry?" queried Allison, carelessly. "I'd die, " replied Juliet, firmly, her cheeks burning as with flame. "Or suppose you married?" "Then Romie would die, " she answered, with conviction. "We've bothpromised not to get married and we always keep our promises to eachother. " "And to other people, too?" "Not always. Sometimes it's necessary to break a promise, or to lie, butnever to each other. If Romie asks me anything I don't want to tell him, I just say 'King's X, ' and if I ask him anything, he says 'it's none ofyour business, ' and it's all right. Twins have to be square with eachother. " "Don't you ever quarrel?" "We may differ, and of course we have fought sometimes, but it doesn'tlast long. We can always arbitrate. Say, do you know Isabel Ross?" "I have that pleasure. She's coming to dinner to-night, with AuntFrancesca and Miss Rose. " "Oh, " said Juliet, in astonishment. "If I'd known that, I'd have dressedup more. I thought it was just us. " "It is 'just us, '" he assured her, kindly; "a very small and selectparty composed of our most charming neighbours, and believe me, my dearMiss Juliet, that nobody could possibly be 'dressed up more. '" Juliet bloomed with pleasure and her eyes sparkled. "Isabel came out tosee us, " she continued, "and I don't think she had a good time. Weshowed her all our fishing rods, and let her help us make fudges, and wedid stunts for her on the trapeze in the attic, and Romie told her shecould have any one of our dogs, but she said she didn't want it, and shewouldn't stay to supper. I guess she thought I couldn't cook justbecause she can't. Romie said if I'd make another chocolate cake likethe one I made the day after she was there, he'd take it up to her andshow her whether I could cook or not. " "I believe he would, " returned Allison, with a trace of sarcasm whichJuliet entirely missed. Then he laughed at the vision of Romeo bearingthe proof of his twin's culinary skill into Madame Bernard's livingroom. "You come out and see us, " urged Juliet, hospitably. "I will, indeed. May I have a dog?" "They're Romie's and I can't give 'em away, but I guess he could spareyou one. Would you rather have a puppy or a full-grown dog?" "I'd have to see 'em first, " he replied, tactfully steering away fromthe danger of a choice. He had not felt the need of a dog and was merelytrying to be pleasant. "There's plenty to see, " she went on, with a winning smile. "I like dogsmyself but we fought once because I thought we had too many. We've named'em all out of an old book we found in the attic. There's Achilles, andHector, and Persephone, and Minerva, and Circe and Juno, and Priam, andEurydice, and goodness knows how many more. Romie knows all their names, but I don't. " Hearing the sound of wheels outside, Colonel Kent, with a certain old-fashioned hospitality to which our generation might happily return, wentto open the door himself for his expected guests. Juliet went hastily tothe mirror to make sure that her turbulent curls were in order, andRomeo intercepted Allison on his way to the door. "I heard what she said, " Romeo remarked, in a low tone, "about my havingbeen up here, but I didn't tell her I was here. I don't lie to Jule, butI'm responsible only for what I say, not for what she thinks. " Allison smiled with full understanding of the situation. "We men have tobe careful what we say to women, " he replied, with an air of caution andcomradeship that made his young guest feel like a full-fledged man ofthe world. "Sure, " assented Romeo, with a broad grin and a movement of one eyelidwhich was almost--but not quite--a wink. Presently the three other guests came in, followed by the Colonel. Madame Francesca was in white silk over which violets had been scatteredwith a lavish hand, then woven into the shining fabric. She wore violetsin her hair and at her belt, and a single amethyst at her throat. Isabelwas in white, with flounces of spangled lace, and Rose was unusuallylovely in a gown of old gold satin and a necklace of palest topaz. Inher dark hair was a single yellow rose. Juliet was for the moment aghast at so much magnificence and painfullyconscious of her own white muslin gown. Madame Francesca, reading herthought, drew the girl's tall head down and kissed her. "What a cloverblossom you are, " she said, "all in freshest white, with pink cheeks andsunshiny curls!" Thus fortified, Juliet did not mind Isabel's instinctive carefulappraisement of her gown, and she missed, happily, the evidentadmiration with which Romeo's eyes followed Isabel's every movement. "Why didn't you tell me?" Allison was asking Rose, "so I could haveransacked the town for golden roses?" "I've repeatedly done it myself, " laughed Rose, "without success. Iusually save my yellow gowns for June when all the yellow rose bushes inthe garden may lavish their wealth upon me. " "Happy rose, " Allison returned, lightly, "to die in so glorious acause. " The twins were almost at the point of starvation when dinner wasannounced, though they had partaken liberally of bread and butter andjam just before leaving home. Romeo had complained a little but had notbeen sufficiently Spartan to refuse the offered refreshment. "I don't see why you want to feed me now and spoil my dinner, " hegrumbled, as he reached out for a second slice. "I don't want to spoil your dinner, " Juliet had answered, with her mouthfull. "Can't you see I'm eating, too? We don't want to be impolite whenwe're invited out, and eat too much. " "You've been reading the etiquette book, " remarked Romeo, with unusualinsight, "and there's more foolish things in that book than in any otherwe've got. When we're invited out to eat, why shouldn't we eat? They mayhave been cooking for days just to get ready for us and they won't likeit if we only pick at things. " "Maybe they want some left, " Juliet replied, brushing aside the crumbs. "I remember how mad Mamma was once when the minister ate two pieces ofpie and she had to make another the next day or divide one piece betweenyou and me. " "I'll bet she made another. She always fed us, and I remember that thekids around the corner couldn't even have bread and molasses betweenmeals. " On the way to the dining-room, Juliet drew her brother aside andwhispered to him: "watch the others, then you'll be sure of getting theright fork. " "Huh!" he returned, resentfully, having been accustomed to only one forksince he and Juliet began to keep house for themselves. When he saw the array of silver at his plate, however, he blessed herfor the hint. As the dinner progressed by small portions of oysters, soup, and fish, he gratefully remembered the bread and jam. The twinsnoted that the others always left a little on their plates, but proudlydisdained the subterfuge for themselves. Madame Francesca sat opposite the Colonel and Rose was at his right. Romeo sat next to her and across from them was Allison, between Isabeland Juliet. Somewhat subdued by the unfamiliar situation, the twins said very littleduring dinner. Juliet took careful note of the appointments of the tableand dining-room, and of the gowns the other women wore. When Romeo wasnot occupied with his dinner and the various forks, he watched Isabelwith frank admiration, and wondered what made the difference between herand Juliet. Everybody tried to produce general conversation, but could extract onlypolite monosyllables from the twins. Questions addressed directly tothem were briefly answered by "yes" or "no, " or "I don't know, " or, moreoften, by a winning smile which included them all. Had it not been for Madame Francesca, gallantly assisted by the Colonel, the abnormal silence of the younger guests might have reactedunfavourably upon the entertainment, for Isabel was as quiet as sheusually was, in the presence of her aunt and cousin, Allison becameunable to think of topics of general interest, and Rose's efforts totalk pleasantly while her heart was aching were no more successful thansuch efforts usually are. But Madame Francesca, putting aside the burden of her seventy years, laughed and talked and told stories with all the zest of a girl. Inspired by her shining example, the Colonel dragged forth a few mustyold anecdotes and offered them for inspection. They were new to theyounger generation, and Madame affected to find them new also. Rose wondered at her, as often, envying her the gift of detachment. Thefear that had come upon Rose at midnight was with her still, hauntingher, waking or sleeping, like some evil thing. Proudly she said toherself that she would seek no man, though her heart should break forlove of him; that though her soul writhed in anguish, neither he nor thewoman who took him from her should ever even suspect she cared. She forced herself to meet Allison's eyes with a smile, to answer hisquestions, and to put in a word, now and then, when Madame or theColonel paused. Yet, with every sense at its keenest, she noted Isabel'sdowncast eyes, the self-conscious air with which Allison spoke to her, and the exaggerated consideration of Juliet which he instinctivelyadopted as a shield. She saw, too, that Isabel was secretly annoyedwhenever Allison spoke to Juliet, and easily translated the encouragingair with which Isabel met Romeo's admiring glances. Once, when hehappened to turn quickly enough to see, a shadow crossed Allison's face, and he bit his lips. "How civilised the world has become, " Madame was saying, lightly. "Themere breaking of bread together precludes all open hostility. Bitterenemies may meet calmly at the dinner table of a mutual friend, and Iunderstand that, in the higher circles in which we do not care to move, a man may escort his divorced wife out to dinner, and, withoutbitterness, congratulate her upon her approaching marriage. " "I've often thought, " returned the Colonel, more seriously, "that themodern marriage service should be changed to read 'until death ordivorce do us part. ' It's highly inconsistent as it stands. " "'Consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds, '" she quoted. "Inconsistency goes as far toward making life attractive as itspleasures do toward spoiling it. " "What do you call pleasure?" queried Allison. "The unsought joy. If you go out to hunt for it, you don't often get it. When you do, you've earned it and are entitled to it. True pleasure is afree gift of the gods, like a sense of humour. " By some oblique and unsuspected way, the words brought a certain comfortto Rose. Without bitterness, she remembered that Allison had once said:"In any true mating, they both know. " Over and over again she said toherself, stubbornly: "I will have nothing that is not true--nothing thatis not true. " It was a wise hostess who discovered the fact that changing rooms maychange moods; that many a successful dinner has an aftermath in thedrawing-room as cold and dismal as a party call. Madame Francesca hadonce characterised the hour after dinner as "the stick of a sky-rocket, which never fails to return and bring disillusion with it. " Hence shepostponed it as long as she could, but the Colonel himself gave thesignal by moving back his chair. An awkward pause followed, which lasted until Rose went to the piano ofher own accord and began to play. At length she drifted into the runningchords of a familiar accompaniment and Allison took his violin andjoined in. As he stood by Rose, the mere fact of his nearness broughther a strange peace. Had she looked up, she would have seen that thoughhe stood so near her, he had eyes only for Isabel and was playing to heralone. Isabel did not seem to care. She sat with her hands folded idly in herlap, occasionally glancing at the twins who sat together on a sofaacross the room. Madame Bernard and the Colonel had gone out on thebalcony that opened off of the library. The night was cool, yet had in it the softness of May. Every wanderingwind brought a subtle, exquisite fragrance from orchards blooming afar. High in the heavens swung the pale gold moon of Spring. "What a night, " said Madame, almost in a whisper. "It seems almost as ifthere never had been another Spring. " "And as if there never would be another. " "That may be true, for one or both of us, " she replied, with unwontedsadness. "My work is done, " sighed the Colonel. "I have only to wait now. " "Sometimes I think that all of Life is waiting, " she went on, with alittle catch in her voice, "and yet we never know what we were waitingfor, unless--when all is done--" A warm, friendly hand closed over hers. "Do not question too much, dearfriend, for the God who ordained the beginning can safely be trustedwith the end, as well as with all that lies between. Do you know, " hecontinued, in a different tone, "a night like this always makes me thinkof those wonderful lines: "'The blessed damozel leaned out From the gold bar of Heaven; Her eyes were deeper than the depth Of waters stilled at even; She had three lilies in her hand And the stars in her hair were seven. '" Francesca's eyes filled and the stars swam before her, for sheremembered the three white lilies the Colonel had put into the stillhands of his boy's mother, just before the casket was closed. "Iwonder, " she breathed, "if--they--know. " "I wonder, too, " he said. The strains of the violin floated out upon the scented night, vibrantwith love and longing, with passion and pain. Something had come intothe music that was never there before, but only Rose knew it. "Richard, " said Francesca, suddenly, "if you should go first, and itshould be as we hope and pray it may be--if people know each otherthere, and can speak and be understood, will you tell him that I amkeeping the faith; that I have only been waiting since we parted?" "Yes. And if it should be the other way, will you tell her that I, too, am waiting and keeping the faith, and that I have done well with ourboy?" "I will, " she promised. The last chord of violin and piano died into silence. Colonel Kent bentdown and lifted Madame's hand to his lips, then they went in together. XII AN ENCHANTED HOUR The days dragged on so wearily that, to Rose, the hours seemed unending. Allison came to the house frequently, but seldom spoke of his music; formore than a week, he did not ask her to play at all. On the rareoccasions when he brought his violin with him, the old harmony seemedentirely gone. The pianist's fingers often stumbled over the keys eventhough Allison played with new authority and that magical power thatgoes by the name of "inspiration, " for want of a better word. Once she made a mistake, changing a full chord into a dissonance soharsh and nerve-racking that Allison shuddered, then frowned. When theyhad finished, he turned to her, saying, kindly: "You're tired, Rose. I've been a selfish brute and let you work too hard. " Quick denial was on her lips, but she stopped in time and followed hislead gracefully. "Yes, and my head aches, too. If all of you will excuseme, I'll go up and rest for a little while. " Evening after evening, she made the same excuse, longing for her ownroom, with a locked and bolted door between her and the outer world. Lonely and miserable though she was, she had at least the sense ofshelter. Pride, too, sustained her, for, looking back to the night theymet, months ago, she could remember no word nor act, or even a look ofhers that had been out of keeping. Over and over again she insisted to herself, stubbornly: "I will havenothing that is not true, --nothing that is not true. " In the midnightsilences, when she lay wide awake, though all the rest of the worldslept, the words chimed in with her heart-beats: "Nothing that is nottrue--nothing--that is--not true. " Madame Francesca, loving Rose dearly, became sorely troubled andperplexed. She could not fail to see and understand, and, at times, feared that Allison and Isabel must see and understand also. She watchedRose faithfully and shielded her at every possible point. When Isabelinquired why Rose was always tired in the evening, Madame explained thatshe had been working too hard and that she had made her promise to rest. Rose spent more time than usual at the piano but she neglected her ownwork in favour of Allison's accompaniments. When she was alone, shecould play them creditably, even without the notes, but if, by anychance, he stood beside her, waiting until the prelude was finished, shefaltered at the first sound of the violin. At last she gave it up and kept more and more to her own room. Madamemeditated upon the advisability of sending Isabel away, providing itcould be done gracefully, or even taking her on some brief journey, thusleaving Rose in full possession of the house. Yet, in her heart, she knew that it would be only a subterfuge; that itwas better to meet the issues of Life squarely than to attempt to hidefrom them, since inevitably all must be met. She could not bear to seeRose hurt, nor could she endure easily the spectacle of her belovedfoster son upon the verge of a lifelong mistake. Several times shethought of talking to Colonel Kent, and, more rarely, of speaking toAllison himself, but she had learned to apply to speech the old maximreferring to letter-writing: "When in doubt, don't. " It happened that Allison came late one afternoon, when Isabel had goneto town in search of new finery and Rose was in her own room. Madame hadjust risen from her afternoon nap, and, after he had waited a fewmoments, she came down. "Where's Isabel?" he asked, as he greeted her. "Shopping, " smiled Madame. "I know, but I thought she'd be at home by this time. She told me shewas coming out on the earlier train. " "She may have met someone and gone to the matinee. It's Wednesday. " "She didn't need to do that. I'll take her whenever she wants to go andshe knows it. " "I didn't say she had gone--I only said she might have gone. She may bewaiting for the trimming of a hat to be changed, or for an appointmentwith tailor or dressmaker or manicure, or any one of a thousand otherthings. When you see her, she can doubtless give a clear account ofherself. " "Did Rose go with her?" he asked, after a brief pause. "No, she's asleep, " sighed Madame. "Allison, I'm worried about Rose andhave been for some time. She isn't well. " "I thought something was wrong, " he replied, without interest. "Shecan't seem to play even the simplest accompaniment any more, and sheused to do wonders, even with heavy work. " "I think, " ventured Madame, cautiously, "that she needs to get out more. If someone would take her for a walk or a drive every day, it would doher good. " "Probably, " assented Allison, with a faraway look in his eyes. "If youwant to borrow our horses at any time, Aunt Francesca, when yours arenot available, I hope you'll feel free to telephone for them. They'realmost eating their heads off and the exercise would do them good. " "Thank you, " she answered, shortly. Allison noted the veiled sharpnessof her tone and wondered why anyone should take even slight offence atthe friendly offer of a coach and pair. "It must be nearly time for the next train, " he resumed. "Is thereanyone at the station to meet Isabel?" "Nobody but the coachman and the carriage, " returned Madame, dryly. "I'mnot in the habit of being asked whether or not I have made properprovision for my guests. " "I beg your pardon, Aunt Francesca. I would have known, of course, if Ihad stopped to think. " "How is your father?" she put in, abruptly. "All right, I guess. He's making a garden and the whole front yard istorn up as though sewer pipes were about to be put in. " Madame's heart softened with pity, for she knew that only lonelinesswould have set the Colonel to gardening. "I must go over and see it, "she said, in a different tone. "My valuable advice hasn't been asked, but I think I could help a little. " "Undoubtedly. Your own garden is one of the loveliest I have ever seen. Isn't that the train?" "I think so. If Isabel comes, I believe I'll leave you to entertain herwhile I drive over to inspect the new garden. " She was oppressed, as never before, by the necessity of speech, and, ofall those around her, Colonel Kent was the only one to whom it would bepossible for her to say a word. She did not stop to consider what shecould accomplish by it, for in her heart, she knew that she washelpless--also that a great deal of the trouble in the world has notbeen caused by silence. Allison drummed on the arm of his chair until he heard the rumble ofwheels, then went to the window. "It's Isabel, " he announced, joyously. "I'll go down and help her out--she may have parcels. " Presently they came in together, laughing. Isabel's face was flushed andAllison was heavily laden with packages, both small and large. "I feellike Santa Claus, " he cried, gaily, to Madame, as she passed them on theway out. She smiled, but did not take the trouble to speak. "Colonel Kent's, " shecalled to the driver, as she closed the carriage door with a resoundingbang, "and please hurry. " The Colonel was on the veranda when she arrived, superintending thegardening operations from there. He greeted her with surprise, for itwas not her way to drive over there alone. "I am deeply honoured, " hesaid, as he assisted her up the steps. "May I order tea?" "No, thank you, " she answered, somewhat primly. It was evident that shewas ill at ease. "I understood from Allison that you were doing all thisyourself. Instead, I find you sitting on the veranda like a landedproprietor, in command of an army of slaves. " "Two Irishmen don't make an army, " he laughed, "though I'll admit that, if angry, they would make a formidable force. I helped to dig for awhile this morning, but it didn't seem to agree with me, so I quit. Mywork seems to be done, " he continued, with a sigh. "No, it isn't, " she returned, sharply. "There's work to be done, butwhether you or I or both together can do it, is extremely doubtful. " "What do you mean, Francesca?" Madame leaned toward him confidentially. "Richard, " she said, in a lowtone, "has it ever occurred to you that Allison might marry?" A shadow crossed his face, then vanished in a smile. "Yes. Why?" "Have you ever seen a woman you would be willing for him to marry?" "Only one. " "And she--?" "Rose, " said the Colonel, softly. "Your Rose. " "I've felt that way, too, " whispered Madame. There was silence for thespace of a heart-beat, then she cried out sharply: "But it isn't Rose--it's Isabel!" "What?" he cried, startled for once out of his usual calm. "That child?" "'That child' is past twenty, and he is only ten years older. There wasfifteen years' difference between you and--" Madame forebore to speakthe name of the dead and beloved wife. Colonel Kent turned his dim blue eyes toward the hills. Behind them thesun was setting, and he could guess that the gold of the Springafternoon was scattered like star dust over the little sunken grave. Heleft Madame and went to the end of the veranda, where he stood for a fewmoments, facing the West. Then he came back. "Francesca, " he said, slowly, "you and I are on the Western slope andhave been for a long time. The Valley of the Shadow lies at the foot ofthe hill and the descent is almost made. But the boy is young, and mostof the journey lies before him. You chose for yourself, and so did I. Shall we not grant him the same right?" "Yes, but Rose--" "Rose, " interrupted the Colonel, "is too good for any man--even my ownson, though, as I said before, she is the only woman I would willinglysee him marry. You stand almost in his mother's place to him, butneither you nor I can shield him now. We must try to remember that hislife is his--to make or mar. " "I know, " she sighed, "I've thought it all out. " "Besides, " he went on, "what could we do? Separation wouldn't last long, if he wants her, and talking would only alienate him from us. Perhapsyou could bear it, but I--I couldn't. " "Nor I, " she returned, quickly. "When we come to the sundown road, weneed all the love we have managed to take with us from the summit of thehill. I hadn't meant to say anything to anyone, " she went on, in achanged tone, "but my heart was full, and you are--" "Your best friend, Francesca, as you are mine. It seems to take alifetime for us to learn that wisdom consists largely in a gracefulacceptance of things that do not immediately concern us. " "How like you, " she responded, with a touch of her old manner. "I askfor comfort and you give me an epigram. " "Many people find satisfaction in epigrams, " he reminded her. "Sometimesa snap-shot is better than an oil painting. " "Or a geometrical design, or even a map, " she continued, catching hismood. The talk drifted to happier themes and Madame was quite herselfagain at dusk, when she rose to go. On the way back, she passed Allison, returning home to dinner by a well-worn path, but he was thinking of something else and did not see her atall. The lilac-scented midnight was starred here and there with white bloomswhen May went out and June came in. Drifts of "bridal wreath" werebanked against the side of the house and a sweet syringa breathed out afaint perfume toward the hedge of lilacs beyond. Blown petals of pinkand white died on the young grass beneath Madame's wild crab-apple tree, transplanted from a distant woodland long ago to glorify her garden. The hour was one of enchantment, yet to Rose, leaning out into themoonless night, the beauty of it brought only pain. She wondered, dully, if she should ever find surcease; if somewhere, on the thorny pathahead, there might not be some place where she could lay the burden ofher heartache down. Her pride, that had so long sustained her, wasbeginning to fail her now. It no longer seemed more vital than lifeitself that Allison should not know. She had the hurt woman's longing for escape, but could think of noexcuse for flight. She knew Aunt Francesca would manage it, in some way, should she ask, and that she would be annoyed by no troublesomequestions, yet loyalty held her fast, for she knew how lonely the littleold lady would be without her. Day by day, the tension increased almost to the breaking point. Junefilled the garden with rosebuds, but their pale namesake in the bigwhite house took no heed of them. She no longer concerned herself abouther gowns, but wore white almost constantly, that her pallor might notshow. The roses broke from their green sheaths, then bloomed, opening theirgolden hearts to every wandering bee. The house was full of roses. AuntFrancesca wore them even on her morning gowns and Isabel made wreaths ofred roses to twine in her dark hair. Every breeze brought fragrance tothe open windows and scattered it through the house. Madame's heart ached for Rose, but still she said no word, though itseemed to her that the blindness of the others could not last muchlonger. She could not take Rose away unless she took Isabel also, and, should she do that, things would soon be just as they were now. As Rose faded, Isabel blossomed into the full flower of her youth. Herhigh, bird-like laugh echoed constantly through the house and garden, whether anyone was with her or not. With sinking heart, Rose envied hereven a tithe of her abundant joy. As the moon approached its full, the roses had begun to drop theirpetals. Under every bush was a scattered bit of fragrance that meantboth death and resurrection. Far down in the garden, where the sunkenlily-pool mirrored the stars, the petals of golden roses drifted idlyacross the shining surface. Rose had worn white at dinner, as she always did, now, the night theJune moon came to its full. Isabel, too, was in white, but with adifference, for as surely as the older woman's white was mourning, hersilver spangles were donned for joy. At the table, Madame had done mostof the talking, for Isabel's conversational gifts were limited, at best, and Rose was weary beyond all words. After dinner she went to the piano and struck a few aimless chords. Isabel, with a murmured excuse, went up to her own room. "Nothing thatis not true, " said Rose to herself, steadily; "nothing that is nottrue. " Presently a definite thought took shape in her mind. To-morrow she wouldtell Aunt Francesca, and see if it could not be arranged for her to goaway somewhere, anywhere, alone. Or, if not to-morrow, at least the dayafter, as soon as she had seen him again. She wanted one last look totake with her into the prison-house, where she must wrestle with hersoul alone. [Illustration: musical notation. ] Her stiff fingers shaped the melody that Aunt Francesca loved, and intoit went all her own longing, her love, and her pain. The notes thrilledwith an ecstasy of renunciation, and the vibrant chords trembled far outinto the night. [Illustration: musical notation. ] A man entered the gate very quietly, paused, then turned into thegarden, to soothe his wildly beating heart for a few moments with thebalm of scent and sound. Upstairs, behind the shelter of the swayingcurtain, a shining figure drew back into the shadow. Smiling, and withan agreeable sense of adventure, Isabel tiptoed down the back stairs, and entered the garden, unheard, by a side door. With assumed carelessness, yet furtively watching, she made the circuitof the lily-pool, humming to herself. A quick leap and a light foot onthe grass startled her for an instant, then she laughed, for it was onlyMr. Boffin, playing with his own dancing shadow. [Illustration: musical notation. ] The sound of the piano had become very faint, though the windows wereopen and the wind was in the right direction. Isabel stopped at anotherbush, picked a few full-blown white roses, and sat down on a gardenbench to remove the thorns. "I wonder where he can be, " she said to herself. "Surely he can't havegone home again. " She listened, but there was no sound save the distantpiano, and the abrupt, playful purr of Mr. Boffin, as he pounced upon afallen white rose. Isabel put the flowers in her hair, consciously missing the mirror inwhich she was wont to observe the effect. "He must have gone in while Iwas coming down, " she thought, "but I don't see why he shouldn't havegone straight in when he first came. " She decided to wait until he came to look for her, then as swiftlychanged her mind. Rose was still playing. [Illustration: musical notation. ] Isabel hummed the melody to herself, not noting that she was off thekey, and started slowly toward the house, by another path. Allison was standing in the shadow of a maple, listening to the musicand drawing in deep breaths of the rose-scented air. The moon floodedthe garden with enchantment, and a shaft of silver light, striking thesundial, made a shadow that was hours wrong. He smiled as he saw it, amiably crediting the moon with an accidental error, rather than apurposeful lie. [Illustration: musical notation. ] Deeper and more vibrant, the woman within sent the cry of her heart intothe night, where the only one who could answer it stood watching theshadow of the moon on the sun-dial and the spangled cobwebs on thegrass. He picked a rose, put it into his button-hole, and turned towardthe house. A hushed sound, as of rustling silk, made him pause, then, at the headof the path, where another joined it, Isabel appeared, with white rosesin her hair and the moon shining full upon her face. The spangles on hergown caught the light and broke it into a thousand tiny rainbows, surrounding her with faint iridescence. The old, immortal hunger surged into his veins, the world-old joy madehis senses reel. He steadied himself for a moment, then went to her, with his arms outstretched in pleading. "Oh, Silver Girl, " he whispered, huskily. "My Silver Girl! Tell meyou'll shine for me always!" [Illustration: musical notation. ] The last chord ceased, full of yearning that was almost prayer. ThenIsabel, cold as marble and passionless as snow, lifted her face for hisbetrothal kiss. XIII WHITE GLOVES With shyness that did not wholly conceal her youthful pride, Isabel toldMadame, a few days later. The little old lady managed to smile and tokiss Isabel's soft cheek, murmuring the conventional hope for herhappiness. Inwardly, she was far from calm, though deeply thankful thatRose did not happen to be in the room. "You must make him very happy, dear, " she said. "I guess we'll have a good time, " returned Isabel, smothering a yawn. "It will be lots of fun to go all over the country and see all the bigcities. " "I hope he will be successful, " Madame continued. "He must be, " sheadded, fervently. "I suppose we shall be entertained a great deal, " remarked Isabel. "Hehas written to Mamma, but she hasn't had time to answer yet. " "I can vouch for my foster son, " Madame replied. "It isn't necessary, " the girl went on, "and I told him so. Mamma nevercares what I do, and she'll be glad to get me off her hands. Would youmind if I were married here?" Madame's heart throbbed with tender pity. "Indeed, " she answered, warmly, "you shall have the prettiest wedding I can give you. Yourmother will come, won't she?" "Not if it would interfere with her lecture engagements. She's going tolecture all next season on 'The Slavery of Marriage. ' She says thewedding ring is a sign of bondage, dating back to the old days when awoman was her husband's property. " Madame Francesca's blue eyes filled with a sudden mist. Slowly sheturned on her finger the worn band of gold that her gallant Captain hadplaced there ere he went to war. It carried still a deep remembrance tooholy for speech. "Property, " repeated the old lady, in a whisper. "Ah, but how dear it is to be owned!" "I don't mind wearing it, " said Isabel, with a patronising air, "but Iwant it as narrow as possible, so it won't interfere with my otherrings, and, of course, I can take it off when I like. " "Of course, but I would be glad to have you so happily married, my dear, that you wouldn't want to take it off--ever. " "I'll have to ask Mamma to send me some money for clothes, " the girlwent on, half to herself. "Don't bother her with it, " suggested the other, kindly. "Let me do it. Rose and I will enjoy making pretty things for a bride. " "I'm afraid Cousin Rose wouldn't enjoy it, " Isabel replied, with anunpleasant laugh. "Do you know, " she added, confidentially, "I've alwaysthought Cousin Rose liked Allison--well, a good deal. " "She does, " returned Madame, meeting the girl's eyes clearly, "and so doI. When you're older, Isabel, you'll learn to distinguish between a merefriendly interest and the grand passion. " "She's too old, I know, " Isabel continued, with the brutality ofconfident youth, "but sometimes older women do fall in love with youngmen. " "Why shouldn't they?" queried Madame, lightly, "as long as older menchoose to fall in love with young women? As far as that goes, it wouldbe no worse for Allison to marry Rose than it is for him to marry you. " "But, " objected Isabel, "when he is sixty, she will be seventy, and hewouldn't care for her. " "And, " returned Madame, rather sharply, "when he is forty, you will beonly thirty and you may not care for him. There are always two sides toeverything, " she added, after a pause, "and when we get so civilisedthat all women may be self-supporting if they choose, we may see alittle advice to husbands on the way of keeping a wife's love, insteadof the flood of nonsense that disfigures the periodicals now. " "They all say that woman makes the home, " Isabel suggested, idly. "But not alone. No woman can make a home alone. It takes two pairs ofhands to make a home--one strong and the other tender, and two truehearts. " "I hope it won't take too long to make my clothes, " answered Isabel, irrelevantly. "He says I must be ready by September. " "Then we must begin immediately. Write out everything you think of, andafterward we'll go over the list together. Come into the library andbegin now. There's no time like the present. " "Do you think, " Isabel inquired as she seated herself at the librarytable, "that I will have many presents?" "Probably, " answered Madame, briefly. "I'll come back when you'vefinished your list. " She went up-stairs and knocked gently at the door of Rose's room, feeling very much as she did the day she went to Colonel Kent to tellhim that the little mother of his new-born son was dead. Rose herselfopened the door, somewhat surprised. Madame went in, closed the door, then stood there for a moment, at aloss for words. "Has it come?" asked Rose, in a low voice. "Yes. Oh, Rose, my dear Rose!" She put her arm around the younger woman and led her to the couch. Everyhint of colour faded from Rose's face; her eyes were wide and staring, her lips scarcely pink. "I must go away, " she murmured. "Where, dearest?" "Anywhere--oh, anywhere!" "I know, dear, believe me, I know, but it never does any good to run awayfrom things that must be faced sooner or later. We women have ourbattles to fight as well as the men who go to war, and the same truthapplies to both--that only a coward will retreat under fire. " Rose sighed and clenched her hands together tightly. "Once there was a ship, " said Madame, softly, "sinking in mid-ocean, surrounded by fog. It had drifted far out of its course, and collidedwith a derelict. The captain ordered the band to play, the officers puton their dress uniforms and their white gloves. Another ship, that wasdrifting, too, signalled in answer to the music, and all were saved. " "That was possible--but there can be no signal for me. " "Perhaps not, but let's put on our white gloves and order out the band. " The unconscious plural struck Rose with deep significance. "Did you--know, Aunt Francesca?" "Yes, dear. " "For how long?" "Always, I think. " "Did it seem--absurd, in any way?" "Not at all. I was hoping for it, until the wind changed. And, " sheadded, with her face turned away, "Colonel Kent was, too. " Some of the colour ebbed slowly back into the white, stricken face. "That makes me feel, " Rose breathed, "as if I hadn't been quite sofoolish as I've been thinking I was. " "Then keep the high heart, dear, for they mustn't suspect. " "No, " cried Rose sharply, "oh, no! Anything but that!" "It's hard to wear gloves when you don't want to, " replied Madame, withseeming irrelevance, "but it's easier when there are others. The Colonelwill need them, too--this is going to be hard on him. " "Does-he--know?" whispered Rose, fearfully. "No, " answered Madame, laughing outright, "indeed he doesn't. Did youever know of a man discovering anything that wasn't right under hisnose?" "And I am safe with-with--" "With everybody but Isabel. She may be foolish, but she's a woman, andeven a woman can see around a corner. " "Thank you for telling me, " said Rose, after a little; "for giving metime. It was like you. " "I'm glad I could, but remember, I haven't told you, officially. Let hertell you herself. " Rose nodded. "Then I'll come down just as soon as I can. " "With white gloves on, dear, and flags flying. Make your old aunt proudof you now, won't you?" "I'll try, " she answered, humbly, then quickly closed the door. Meanwhile Colonel Kent, most correctly attired, was making a formal callupon his prospective daughter-in-law, and the list had scarcely beenbegun. Isabel sat in the living room, trying not to show that she wasbored. The Colonel had come in, ready to receive her into his house andhis heart, but Isabel had shaken hands with him coolly, and acceptedshrinkingly the fatherly kiss he stooped to bestow upon her forehead. He had tried several preliminary topics of conversation, which had beenmet with chilling monosyllables, so he plunged into the heart of thesubject, with inward trepidation. "I told Allison this morning that I owed him my thanks for bringing me adaughter. " "Yes, " said Isabel, placidly. "The old house needs young voices and the sound of young feet, " theColonel went on. Isabel began to speak, then hesitated and relapsed into silence. Mr. Boffin came in, purring loudly, and rubbed familiarly against theColonel, leaving a thin coating of yellow hair. "It seems to be the moulting season for cats, " laughed the Colonel, observing the damage ruefully. Isabel moved restlessly in her chair, but said nothing. The pause hadbecome awkward when the Colonel rose to take his leave. "I hope you may be happy, " he said, gravely, "and make our old househappier for your coming. " "Oh, " returned Isabel, quickly, "I hadn't thought of that. I hadn'tthought of--of living there. " "The house is large, " he ventured, puzzled. "Mamma has always said, " remarked Isabel, primly, "that no house waslarge enough for two families. " Colonel Kent managed to force a laugh. "You may be right, " he answered. "At least, everything shall be arranged to your liking. " He had said good-bye and was on his way out, when Francesca came downfrom Rose's room. Seeing her, he waited for a moment. Isabel had goneinto the library and closed the door. "Whence this haste?" queried Madame, with a lightness which was justthen difficult to assume. "Were you going without seeing me?" "I had feared I would be obliged to, " he returned, gallantly. "I wascalling upon my future daughter-in-law, " he added, in a low tone, asthey went out on the veranda. Madame sighed and sank gratefully into the chair he offered her. In thebroad light of day, she looked old and worn. "Well, " continued the Colonel, with an effort to speak cheerfully, "theblow has fallen. " "So I hear, " she rejoined, almost in a whisper. "What tremendousreadjustments the heedless young may cause!" "Yes, but we mustn't deny them the right. The eternal sacrifice of youthto age is one of the most pitiful things in nature--human nature, thatis. The animals know better. " "Would you remove all opportunity for the development of character?" sheinquired, with a tinge of sarcasm. "No, but I wouldn't deliberately furnish it. The world supplies itgenerously enough, I think. Allison didn't ask to be born, " he went on, with a change of tone, "and those who brought him into the world areinfinitely more responsible to him than he is to them. " "One-sided, " returned Madame, abruptly. "And, if so, it's the only thingthat is. What of the gift of life?" "Nothing to speak of, " he responded with a cynicism wholly new to her. "I wouldn't go back and live it over, would you?" "No, " she sighed, "I wouldn't. I don't believe anyone would, even thehappiest. " "Too much character development?" "Yes, " she admitted, with a shamefaced flush. "You'll have a chance tosee, now. It will be right under your nose. " "No, " he said, with a certain sad emphasis which did not escape her; "itwon't. I shall be at a respectful distance. " "Why, Richard!" she cried, half rising from her chair; "what do youmean? Aren't you going to live with them in the old home?" The Colonel shook his head. "Why?" she demanded. The Colonel raised his hand to his forehead in a mock salute. "Orders, "he said, briefly. "From headquarters. " "Has Allison--" she began, in astonishment, but he interrupted her. "No. " He inclined his head suggestively toward the house, and sheunderstood. "The little brute, " murmured Francesca. "Richard, believe me, I amashamed. " "Don't bother, " he answered, kindly. "The boy mustn't know. You alwaysplan everything for me--where shall I live now?" She leaned forward, her blue eyes shining. "Oh, Richard, " she breathed, "if you only would--if you could--come to Rose and me! We'd be so glad!" There was no mistaking her sincerity, and the Colonel's fine old faceillumined with pleasure. Merely to be wanted, anywhere, brings a certainsatisfaction. "I'll come, " he returned, promptly. "How good you are! How good you'vealways been! I often wonder what I should ever have done without you. " He turned away and, lightly as a passing cloud, a shadow crossed hisface. Madame saw how hard it would be to part from his son, and, only inlesser degree, his old home. "Richard, " she said, "a ship was sinking once in a fog, miles out of itscourse. The captain ordered the band to play and all the officers put ontheir dress uniforms. Another ship, also drifting, signalled in answerto the music and all were saved. " The Colonel rose and offered his hand in farewell. "Thank you, Francesca, " he answered, deeply moved. "I put on my white gloves the dayyou came to tell me. I thank you now for the signal--and for saving me. " She watched him as he went down the road, tall, erect, and soldierly, inspite of his three-score and ten. "Three of us, " she said to herself, "all in white gloves. " The metaphor appealed to her strongly. She did not go in until Isabel appeared in the doorway, list in hand, and prettily perplexed over the problem of clothes. Madame slipped itinto the chatelaine bag that hung from her belt. "We'll go over it withRose, " she said. "She knows more about clothes than I do. " "Have you told Cousin Rose?" "No, " answered Madame, avoiding the girl's eyes. "It's your place totell her--not mine. " When Rose came down to dinner that night, she was gorgeously attired inher gown of old-gold satin, adorned with gold lace. The last yellowroses of the garden were twined in her dark hair, and the rouge-stick, that faithful friend of unhappy woman, had given a little needed colourto her cheeks and lips, for the first time in her life. "Cousin Rose, " began Isabel, a little abashed by the older woman'smagnificence, "I'm engaged--to Allison. " "Really?" cried Rose, with well-assumed astonishment. "Come here and letme kiss the bride-to-be. You must make him very happy, " she said, thenadded, softly: "I pray that you may. " "Everybody seems to think of him and not of me, " Isabel returned, alittle fretfully. "That's what Aunt Francesca said, and Allison's father seemed to thinkmore about my making Allison happy than he did about my being happymyself. " "That's because the only way to win happiness is to give it, " put inMadame. "The more we give, the more we have. " Conversation lagged at dinner, and became, as often, a monologue byMadame. While they were finishing their coffee, they heard Allison'swell-known step outside. "I wonder why he had to come so early, " complained Isabel. "I wanted tochange my dress. I didn't have time before dinner. " "He'll never know it, " Madame assured her. "We'll excuse you dear, ifyou're through. Don't keep him waiting. " When the dining-room door closed, Rose turned to Madame. "Did I--" "Most wonderfully. " "But the hardest part is still to come, " she breathed, sadly. "'I was ever a fighter, so one fight more. The best and the last';" Madame quoted, encouragingly. Rose smiled--a little wan smile--as she pushed back her chair. "Perhaps, " she said, "the 'peace out of pain' may follow me. " She went, with faltering step, toward the other room, inwardly afraid. Another hand met hers, with a reassuring clasp. "One step more, Rose. Now then, forward, march, all flags unfurled. " When she went in, Allison came to meet her with outstretched hands. Hehad changed subtly, since she saw him last. Had light been poured overhim, it would have changed him in much the same way. "Golden Rose, " he said, taking both her hands in his, "tell me you areglad--say that you wish me joy. " Her eyes met his clearly. "I do, " she smiled. "There is no one in theworld for whom I wish joy more than I do for you. " "And I say the same, " chimed in Madame, who had closely followed Rose. "Dear little foster mother, " said Allison, tenderly, putting a strongarm around her. He had not yet released Rose's hand, nor did he notethat it was growing cold. "I owe you everything, " he went on; "evenIsabel. " He kissed her, then, laughing, turned to Rose. "May I?" he asked. Without waiting for an answer, he turned her face to his, and kissed heron the lips. Cold as ice and shaken to the depths of her soul, Rose stumbled out ofthe room, murmuring brokenly of a forgotten letter which must beimmediately written. Madame lingered for the space of half an hour, talking brightly of everything under the sun, then followed Rose, turning in the doorway as she went out, to say: "Can't you even thank mefor leaving you alone?" "Bless her, " said Allison, fondly. "What sweet women they are!" "Yes, " answered Isabel, spitefully, "especially Rose. " He laughed heartily. "What a little goose you are, sweetheart. Kiss me, dear--dearest. " "I won't, " she flashed back, stubbornly, nor would she, until at last, by superior strength, he took his lover's privilege from lips thatrefused to yield. That night he dreamed that, for a single exquisite instant, Isabel hadanswered him, giving him love for love. Then, strangely enough, Isabelbecame Rose, in a gown of gold, with golden roses twined in her hair. XIV THE THIRTIETH OF JUNE Dinner that night had been rather a silent affair at Kent's, as well asat Madame Bernard's. Being absorbed in his own thoughts, Allison did notrealise how unsociable he was, nor that the old man across the tablefrom him perceived that they had reached the beginning of the end. When Allison spoke, it was always of Isabel. Idealised in her lover'ssight, she stood before him as the one "perfect woman, nobly planned, "predestined, through countless ages, to be his mate. Colonel Kent merelyagreed with him in monosyllables until Allison became conscious that hisfather did not wholly share his enthusiasm. "I wish you knew her, Dad, " he said, regretfully. "You'll love her whenyou do. " "I'm willing to, " answered the Colonel, shortly. "I called on her thisafternoon, " he added, after a brief pause. Allison's face illumined. "Was she there? Did you see her?" "Yes. " "Isn't she the loveliest thing that was ever made?" "I'm not prepared to go as far as that, " smiled the Colonel, "but she iscertainly a very pretty girl. " "She's beautiful, " returned Allison, with deep conviction. The Colonel forebore to remind him that love brings beauty with it, orthat the beauty which endures comes from the soul within. "Just think, Dad, " Allison was saying, "how lovely she'll be at that endof the table, with me across from her and you at her right. " The Colonel shook his head, then cleared his throat. "Not always, lad, "he said, kindly, "but perhaps, sometimes--as a guest. " Allison's fork dropped with a sharp clatter on his plate. "Dad! What doyou mean?" "No house is large enough for two families, " repeated the Colonel, withan unconscious, parrot-like accent. "Why, Dad! We've always stood together--surely you won't desert me now?" The old man's eyes softened with mist. He could not trust himself tomeet the clear, questioning gaze of his son. "I can't understand, " Allison went on, doubtfully. "Is it possible--could she-did-Isabel--?" "No" said the Colonel, firmly, still avoiding the questioning eyes. "Shedidn't!" "Of course she didn't, " returned Allison, fully satisfied. "Shecouldn't--she's not that kind. What a brute I was even to think it! Butwhy, Dad? Please tell me why!" "Francesca asked me this afternoon if I would come to her and Rose, after the--afterwards, you know, and I promised. " "If you promised, I suppose that settles it, " remarked Allison, gloomily, "but I wish you hadn't. I can understand that they would wantyou, too, for of course they'll be desperately lonely after Isabel goesaway. " A certain peace crept into the old man's sore heart. Surely there wassomething to live for still. "I hope you didn't tell Aunt Francesca you'd stay there always, " Allisonwas saying, anxiously. "No, " answered the Colonel, with a smile; "there was no limitspecified. " "Then we'll consider it only a visit and a short one at that--just untilthey get a little used to Isabel's being away. This is your rightfulplace, Dad, and Isabel and I both want you--don't ever forget that!" When Allison had gone in search of his beloved, the Colonel sat on theveranda alone, accustomed, now, to evenings spent thus. His gardenpromised well, he thought, having produced two or three sickly roses inthe very first season. The shrubs and trees that had survived ten yearsof neglect had been pruned and tied and would doubtless do well nextyear, if Isabel-- "I hope he'll never find out, " the Colonel said to himself. Then heremembered that, for the first time in his life, he had lied to his son, and took occasion to observe the highly spectacular effect of an untruthfrom an habitually truthful person. "He never doubted me, not for an instant, " mused the Colonel, "but it'sjust as well that I'm going. She could probably manage it, if we livedin the same house, so that I'd have to tell at least one lie a day, andI'm not an expert. Perfection might come with practice--I've known itto--but I'm too old to begin. " He was deeply grateful to Francesca for her solution of the problem thatconfronted him. It had appeared and been duly solved in the space ofhalf an hour. She had been his good angel for more than thirty years. Itmight be very pleasant to live there, after he became accustomed to thechange, and with Allison so near--why, he couldn't be half as lonely ashe was now. So his thoughts drifted into a happier channel and he wasactually humming an old song to himself when he heard Allison's step, almost at midnight, on the road just beyond the gate. He went in quietly, closed the door, and was in his own room whenAllison's latch-key rattled in the lock. The Colonel took pains not tobe heard moving about, but it was unnecessary, for Allison's heart wasbeating in time with its own music, and surging with the namelessrapture that comes but once. Down in the moon-lit, dream-haunted garden, Allison waited for Isabel, as the First Man might have waited for the First Woman, in anothergarden, countless ages ago. Stars were mirrored in the lily-pool; thewaning moon swung low. The roses had gone, except a few of the late-blooming sort, but the memory of their fragrance lingered still in thevelvet dusk. No music came from the quiet house, for Rose had not touched the pianosince That Night. It stood out in his remembrance in capitals, as it didin hers, for widely different reasons. Only Isabel, cherishing nofoolish sentiment as to dates and places, could have forgotten ThatNight. With a lover's fond fancy, Allison had written a note to Isabel, askingher to meet him in the garden by the lily-pool, at nine, and to wear thesilver-spangled gown. It was already past the hour and he had begun tobe impatient, though he was sure she had received the note. A cobweb in the grass at his feet shone faintly afar--like Isabel'sspangles, he thought. A soft-winged wayfarer of the night brushedlightly against his cheek in passing, and he laughed aloud, to thinkthat a grey moth should bring the memory of a kiss. Then, with a swiftsinking of the heart, he remembered Isabel's unvarying coldness. Neverfor an instant had she answered him as Rose-- "Nonsense, " he muttered to himself, angrily. "What an unspeakable cad Iam!" There was a light step on the path and Isabel appeared out of theshadows. She was holding up her skirts and seemed annoyed. In the firstglance Allison noted that she was not wearing the spangled gown. She submitted to his eager embrace and endured his kiss; even theblindest lover could not have said more. Yet her coldness only thrilledhim to the depths with love of her, as has been the way of men since theworld began. "I don't understand this foolishness, " she said, fretfully, as shereleased herself from his encircling arm. "It's damp and chilly outhere, and I'll get wet and take cold. " "It isn't damp, darling, and you can't take cold. Why didn't you wearthe spangles?" "Do you suppose I want to spoil my best gown dragging it through the wetgrass?" "The grass isn't wet, and, anyhow, you haven't been on it--only on thepath. Come over here to the bench and sit down. " "I don't want to. I want to go in. " "All right, but not just yet. I'll carry you, if you're afraid ofdampness. " Before she could protest, he had picked her up and laughinglyseated her on the bench at the edge of the lily-pool. Isabel smoothed her rumpled hair. "You've mussed me all up, " shecomplained. "Why can't we go in? Aunt Francesca and Rose are upstairs. " "Listen, sweetheart. Please be patient with me just a minute, won't you?I've brought you your engagement ring. " "Oh, " cried Isabel, delightedly. "Let me see it!" "I want to tell you about it first. You remember, don't you, that thefirst night I came here, you were wearing a big silver pin--a turquoisematrix, set in dull silver?" "I've forgotten. " "Well, I haven't. Someway, it seemed to suit you as jewels seldom suitanybody, and you had it on the other night when you promised to marryme. Both times you were wearing the spangled gown, and that's why Iasked for it to-night, and why I've had your engagement ring made of aturquoise. " Isabel murmured inarticulately, but he went on, heedlessly: "It's madeof silver because you're my Silver Girl, the design is all roses becauseit was in the time of roses, and it's a turquoise for reasons I've toldyou. Our initials and the date are inside. " Allison slipped it on her finger and struck a match that she might seeit plainly. Isabel turned it on her finger listlessly. "Very pretty, " she said, in a small, thin voice, after an awkward pause. "Why, dearest, " he cried, "don't you like it?" "It's well enough, " she answered, slowly, "but not for an engagementring. Everybody else has diamonds. I thought you cared enough for me togive me a diamond, " she said, reproachfully. "I do, " he assured her, "and you shall have diamonds--as many as I cangive you. Why, sweet, this is only the beginning. There's a long lifeahead of us, isn't there? Do you think I'm never going to give my wifeany jewels?" "Aunt Francesca and Rose put you up to this, " said Isabel, bitterly. "They never want me to have anything. " "They know nothing whatever about it, " he replied, rather coldly, takingit from her finger as he spoke. "Listen, Isabel. Would you rather have adiamond in your engagement ring?" "Of course. I'd be ashamed to have anybody know that this was myengagement ring. " "All right, " said Allison, with defiant cheerfulness. "You shall havejust exactly what you want, and, to make sure, I'll take you with mewhen I go to get it. I'm sorry I made such a mistake. " There was a flash of blue and silver in the faint light, and a softsplash in the lily-pool. "There, " he went on, "it's out of your waynow. " "You didn't need to throw it away, " she said, icily. "I didn't say Ididn't want it, nor that I wouldn't wear it. I only said I wanted adiamond. " "It could be found, I suppose, " he replied, thoughtfully, ashamed of hismomentary impulse. "If the pool were drained--" "That would cost more than the ring is worth, " Isabel interrupted. "Come, let's go in. " He was about to explain that a very good-sized pool could be drained forthe price of the ring, but fortunately thought better of it, and wasbitterly glad, now, that he had thrown it away. In the house they talked of other things, but the thrust still lingeredin his consciousness, unforgotten. "How's your father?" inquired Isabel, in a conversational pause, as shecould think of nothing else to say. "All right, I guess. Why?" "I haven't seen him lately. He hasn't been over since the day he calledon me. " "Guess I haven't thought to ask him to come along. Dad is possessed justat present by a very foolish idea. They've told you, haven't they?" "No. Told me what?" "Why, that after we're carried, he's to come over here to live with AuntFrancesca and Rose, and give us the house to ourselves. " "I hadn't heard, " she replied, indifferently. "I don't know when I've felt so badly about anything, " Allison resumed. "We've always been together and we've been more like two chums thanfather and son. It's like taking my best friend away from me, but I knowhe'll come back to us, if you ask him to. " "Probably, " she assented, coldly. "I suppose we'll be in town for theWinters, won't we, and only live here in the Summer?" "I don't know, dear; we'll see. I've got to go to see my manager verysoon, and Dad asked me to find out what you wanted for a weddingpresent. I'm to help him select it. " "Can I have anything I choose?" she queried, keenly interested now. "Anything within reason, " he smiled. "I'm sorry we're not millionaires. " "Could I have an automobile?" "Perhaps. What kind?" "A big red touring car, with room for four or five people in it?" "I'll tell him. It would be rather nice to have one, wouldn't it?" "Indeed it would, " she cried, clapping her hands. "Oh, Allison, dopersuade him to get it, won't you?" "I won't have to, if he can. I've never had to persuade my father intoanything he could do for me. " When he went home, Isabel kissed him, of her own accord, for the firsttime. It was a cold little kiss, accompanied with a whispered plea forthe red automobile, but it set his heart to thumping wildly, and madehim forget the disdained turquoise, that lay at the bottom of the lily-pool. Within a few days, Isabel was the happy possessor of an engagement ringwith a diamond in it--a larger, brighter stone than she had ever dreamedof having. Colonel Kent had also readily promised the automobile, thoughhe did not tell Allison that he should be obliged to sell some propertyin order to acquire a really fine car. It took until the end of themonth to make the necessary arrangements, but on the afternoon of thethirtieth, a trumpeting red monster, bright with brass, drew up beforethe Kent's door, having come out from town on its own power. As the two men had taken a brief tour over the wonderful roads ofFrance, with Allison at the wheel, he felt no hesitation in trying anunfamiliar car. The old throb of exultation came back when the monsterresponded to his touch and chugged out of the driveway on its lowestspeed. He turned back to wave his hand at his father, who stood smiling on theveranda, with the chauffeur beside him. "I'll get Isabel, " he called, "then come back for you. " He reached Madame Bernard's without accident and Isabel, almost wildwith joy, ran out of the gate to meet him and climbed in. Only Rose, from the shelter of her curtains, saw them as they went away. "Where shall we go?" Isabel asked. She was hatless and the sun dweltlovingly upon her shining black hair. "Back for Dad. He's waiting for us. Do you like it, dear?" "Indeed I do. Oh, so much! It was lovely of him, wasn't it? He wouldn'tcare, would he, if we took a little ride just by ourselves before wewent back for him?" "Of course not, but we can't go far and we'll have to go fast. " "I love to go fast. I've never been fast enough yet. I wonder if theCrosbys have got their automobile?" "I heard so, but I haven't seen it. I understand that Romeo is learningto drive it in the narrow boundaries of the yard. " "What day of the month is it?" "The thirtieth. There's less than three months to wait now, darling--then you'll be mine, all mine. " "Then this is the day the Crosbys were going to celebrate--it's theanniversary of their uncle's death. I'm glad we've got our automobile. Can't we go by there? It's only three miles, and I'd love to have themsee us go by, at full speed. " Obediently, Allison turned into the winding road which led to Crosbys'sand, to please Isabel, drove at the third speed. Once under way, theroad spun dustily backward under the purring car, and the wind in theirfaces felt like the current of a stream. "Oh, " cried Isabel, rapturously; "isn't it lovely!" "I'm almost afraid to go so fast, dear. If there should be another caron this road, we might collide at some of these sharp turns. " "But there isn't. There's not another automobile in this sleepy littletown, except the Crosbys'. It isn't likely that they're out in theirsnow, on this road. " But, as it happened, they were. After some difficulties at the start, Romeo had engineered "The Yellow Peril" out through a large break in thefence. The twins wore their brown suits with tan leather trimmings, and, as planned long ago, the back seat of the machine was partially filledwith raw meat of the sort most liked by Romeo's canine dependents. Two yellow flags fluttered from the back of the driver's seat. One hadthe initials "C. T. " in black, on the other, in red, was "The YellowPeril. " The name of the machine and the monogram were strikingly inevidence on the doors and at the back, where a choice cut of roast beef, uncooked, dangled temptingly by a strong cord. Just before they started, Juliet unfastened the barn door and freednineteen starving dogs, all in collars suited to the general colourscheme of the automobile, and bearing the initials: "C. T. " When theysniffed the grateful odour borne on the warm June wind, they plungedafter the machine with howls and yelps of delight. Only Minerva remainedbehind, having five new puppies to care for. "Oh, Romie, Romie!" shouted Juliet, in ecstasy. "They're coming! See!" Romeo looked back for the fraction of an instant, saw that they were, indeed, "coming, " and then discovered that he had lost control of themachine. "Sit tight, " he said, to Juliet, between clenched teeth. "I am, " she screamed, gleefully. "Oh, Romie, if uncle could only see usnow!" "Uncle's likely to see us very soon, " retorted Romeo grimly, "unless Ican keep her on the road. " But Juliet was absorbed in the joy of the moment and did not hear. Acloud of dust, through which gleamed brass and red, appeared on the roadahead of them, having rounded the curve at high speed. At the sameinstant, Allison saw just beyond him, the screaming fantasy of colourand sound. "Jump!" he cried to Isabel. "Jump for your life!" She immediately obeyed him, falling in a little white heap at theroadside. He rose, headed the machine toward the ditch at the right, andjumped to the left, falling face down in the road with his handsoutstretched, Before he could stir, the other machine roared heavilyover him, grazing his left hand and crushing it into the deep dust. There was almost an instant of unbelievable agony, then, mercifully, darkness and oblivion. XV "HOW SHE WILL COME TO ME" The darkness swayed but did not lift. There was a strange rhythm in itsmovement, as though it were the sea, but there was no sound. Blackshadows crept upon him, then slowly ebbed away. At times he was part ofthe darkness, at others, separate from it, yet lying upon it and whollysustained by it. At intervals, the swaying movement changed. His feet sank slowly indistinct pulsations until he stood almost upright, then his head beganto sink and his feet to rise. When his head was far down and his feetalmost directly above him, the motion changed again and he came backgradually to the horizontal, sinking back with one heart-beat and risingwith the next--always a little higher. How still it was! The silence of eternity was in that all compassingdark, which reached to the uttermost boundaries of space. It was hollowand empty, save for him, rising and falling, rising and falling, in aseries of regular movements corresponding almost exactly to the tickingof a watch. A faint, sickening odour crept through the darkness, followed by a blackoverwhelming shadow which threatened to engulf him in its depths. Stillswaying, he waited for it calmly. All at once it was upon him, butswiftly receded. He seemed to sway backward out of it, and as he lookedback upon it, gathering its forces for another attack, he saw that itwas different from the darkness upon which he lay--that, instead ofblack, it was a deep purple. The odour persisted and almost nauseated him. It was vaguely familiar, though he had never before come into intimate contact with it. Was itthe purple shadow, that ebbed and flowed so strangely upon his darkhorizon, growing to a brighter purple with each movement? The purple grew very bright, then deepened to blue--almost black. Dancing tongues of flame shot through the darkness, as he swung throughit, up and down, like a ship moved by a heavy ground swell. The flamestook colour and increased in number. Violet, orange, blue, green, andyellow flickered for an instant, then disappeared. The darkness was not quite so heavy, but it still swayed. The javelinsof flame shot through it continually, making a web of iridescence. Thenthe purple shadow approached majestically and put them out. When itretreated, they came again, but the colour was fainter. The yellow flames darted toward him from every conceivable direction, stabbing him like needles. In this light, the purple shadow changed toblue and began to grow brighter. The sickening odour was so strong nowthat he could scarcely breathe. The blue shadow warred with the yellowflames, but could not put them out. He saw now that the shadow was hisfriend and the flames were a host of enemies. All the little stabbing lights suddenly merged into one. He wassurrounded by fire that burned him as he swayed back and forth, and thecool shadows were gone. The light grew intense and terrible, but hecould not lift his hand to shade his eyes. Slowly the orange deepened toscarlet in which he spun around giddily among myriads of blood-reddisks. The scarlet grew brighter and brighter until it became a white, streaming light. All at once the swaying stopped. The intensity of the white light was agreeably tempered by a grey mist. Through the vapour, he saw the outlines of his own chiffonier, acrossthe room. A woman in spotless white moved noiselessly about. Even thoughshe did not look at him, he felt a certain friendliness toward her. Sheseemed to have been with him while he swayed through the shadow and itwas pleasant to know that he had not been alone. On the table near the window, his violin lay as he had left it. The casewas standing in a corner and his music stand had toppled over. The tornsheets of music rustled idly on the floor, and he wondered, fretfully, why the woman in white did not pick them up. As if in answer to his thought, she stooped, and gathered them together, quietly sorting the pages and putting them into the open drawer thatheld his music. She closed the drawer and folded up his music standwithout making a sound. She seemed far removed from him, like someonefrom another world. Cloud surrounded her, but he caught glimpses of her through itoccasionally. She took up his violin, very carefully, put it into itscase, and carried it out of the room. He did not care very much, but itseemed rather an impolite thing to do. He knew that he would not havestolen a violin when the owner was in the same room. Soon she came back and he was reassured. She had not stolen it afterall. She might have broken it, for she seemed to feel very sorry aboutsomething. She was wiping her eyes with a bit of white, as women alwaysdid when they cried. It was not necessary for her to cry, on account of one broken violin, for he had thousands of them--Stradivarius, Amati, Cremona; everything. Some of them were highly coloured and very rare on that account. He hadonly to go to his storehouse, present a ticket, and choose whatever heliked--red, green, yellow, or even striped. Everybody who played the violin needed a great many of them, for thedifferent moods of music. It was obvious that the dark brown violin withwhich he played slow, sad music could not be used for the HungarianDances. He had a special violin for those, striped with barbaric colour. The woman who had broken one of his violins stood at the window with herback toward him. Her shoulders shook and from time to time she liftedthe bit of white to her eyes. It was annoying, he thought; even worsethan the shadows and the fire. He was about to call to her and suggest, ironically, that she had cried enough and that the flowers would bespoiled if they got too wet, when someone called, from the next room:"Miss Rose!" She turned quickly, wiped her eyes once more, and, without making asound, went out on the white cloud that surrounded her half way to herwaist. He tried to change his position a little and felt his own bed under him. His body was stiff and sore, but he had the use of it, except his leftarm. Try as he might, he could not move it, for it was weighted down andit hurt terribly. "Miss Rose, Miss Rose, Miss Rose, Miss Rose. " The words beat hard in hisears like a clock ticking loudly. The accent was on the "Miss"--the lastword was much fainter. "Rose Miss" was wrong, so the other must beright, except for the misplaced accent. Did the accent always come onthe first beat of a measure? He had forgotten, but he would ask the manat the storehouse when he went to get the striped violin for theHungarian Dances. His left hand throbbed with unbearable agony. The room began to spinslowly on its axis. There was no mist now, or even a shadow, and everysense was abnormally acute. The objects in the whirling room werephenomenally clear; even a scratch on the front of his chiffonier stoodout distinctly. He could hear a clock ticking, though there was no clock in his room. Afar was the sound of women sobbing--two of them. Above it a strangevoice said, distinctly: "There is not one chance in a thousand of savinghis hand. If I had nurses, I would amputate now, before he recoversconsciousness. " The words struck him with the force of a blow, though he did not fullyrealise what they meant. The pain in his left arm and the sickeningodour nauseated him. The cool black shadow drowned the objects in theroom and crept upon him stealthily. Presently he was swaying again, upand down, up and down, in the all-encompassing, all-hiding dark. So it happened that he did not hear Colonel Kent's ringing answer: "Youshall not amputate until every great surgeon in the United States hassaid that it is absolutely necessary. I leave on the next train, andshall send them and keep on sending until there are no more to send. Until a man comes who thinks there is a chance of saving it, you are incharge--after that, it is his case. " Day by day, a continuous procession came to the big Colonial house. Allison became accustomed to the weary round of darkness, pain, sickening odours, strange faces, darkness, and so on, endlessly, withoutpity or pause. The woman in white had mysteriously vanished. In her place were two, inblue and white, with queer, unbecoming caps. They were there one at atime, always; never for more than a few minutes were they together. Whenthe fierce, hot agony became unendurable for even a moment longer, oneof them would lean over him with a bit of shining silver in her hand, and stab him sharply for an instant. Then, with incredible quickness, came peace. Once, when two strange men had come together, and had gone into theadjoining room, he caught disconnected fragments of conversation. "Hypersensitive-impossible--not much longer--interesting case. " Hewondered, as he began to sway in the darkness again, what"hypersensitive" meant. Surely, he used to know. Still, it did not matter--nothing mattered now. In the brief intervalsof consciousness, he began to wonder what he had been doing just beforethis happened, whatever it was. It took him days to piece out thedisconnected memories past the whirling room, the woman in white and thecreeping shadows, to the red touring car and Isabel. His heart throbbed painfully, held though it was by some iron hand, icycold, in a pitiless clutch. Weakly, he summoned the blue and white womanwho sat in a low chair across his room. She came quickly, and put herear very close to his lips that she might hear what he said. "Was--she--hurt?" "No, " said the blue and white woman, very kindly. "Only slightlybruised. " The next day he summoned her again. As before, she bent very low tocatch the gasping words: "Where is-my--father?" "He had to go to town on business. He will come back just as soon as hecan. " "He-is--dead, " said Allison, with difficulty. "Nothing else--could take-him-away--now. " "No, " she assured him, "you must believe me. He's all right. Everybodyelse is all right and we hope you soon will be. " "No use--talking of--it, " he breathed, hoarsely. "I know. " Singly, by twos and even threes, the strange men continued to come fromthe City. Allison submitted wearily to the painful examinations thatseemed so unnecessary. Some of the men seemed kind, even sympathetic. Others were cold and impassive, like so many machines. Still others, andthese were in the majority, were almost brutal. It was one of the latter sort who one day drew a chair up to the side ofthe bed with a scraping noise that made the recumbent figure quiver fromhead to foot. The man's face was almost colourless, his bulging blueeyes were cold and fish-like, distorted even more by the strong lensesof his spectacles. "Better have it over with, " he suggested. "I can do it now. " "Do what?" asked Allison, with difficulty. "Amputate your hand. There's no chance. " The blue and white young woman then on duty came forward. "I beg yourpardon, Doctor, but Colonel Kent left strict orders not to operatewithout his consent. " The strange man disdained to answer the nurse, but turned to Allisonagain. "Do you know where your father can be reached by wire?" "My father--is dead, " Allison insisted. He closed his eyes and wouldanswer no more questions. In the next room, he heard the nurse and thedoctor talking in low tones that did not carry. Only one word rose abovethe murmur: "delusion. " Allison repeated it to himself as he sank into the darkness again, wondering what it meant and of whom they were speaking. Slowly he recovered from the profound shock, but his hand did notimprove. He had an idea that the ceaseless bandaging and unbandagingwere dangerous as well as painful, but said nothing. He knew that hiscareer had come to its end before it had really begun, but it did notseem to affect him in any way. He considered it unemotionally andimpersonally, when he thought of it at all. Two more men came together. One was brutal, the other merely cold. Theyshook their heads and went away. A few days later, a man of the raresort came; a gentle, kindly, sympathetic soul, who seemed human andreal. After the examination was finished, Allison asked, briefly: "Anychance?" The kindly man hesitated for an instant, then told the truth. "I'mafraid not. " The nurse happened to be out of the room, none the less, Allisonmotioned to him to come closer. Almost in a whisper he said: "Can yougive me anything that will make me strong enough to write half a dozenlines?" "Could no one else write it for you?" "No one. " "Couldn't I take the message?" "Could anyone take a message for me to the girl I was going to marry--now?" "I understand, " said the other, gently. "We'll see. You must make itvery brief. " When the nurse came back, they gave him a pencil, propped a book upbefore him, and fastened a sheet of paper to it by a rubber band. Afterthe powerful stimulant the doctor administered had begun to take effect, Allison managed to write, in a very shaky, almost illegible hand: "MY DEAREST: "My left hand will have to come off. As I can't ask you to marry acripple, the only honourable thing for me to do is to release you fromour engagement. Don't think I blame you. Good-bye, darling, and may Godbless you. "A. K. " The effort exhausted him greatly, but the thing was done. The nursefolded it, put it into an envelope, sealed it, and took the pencil fromhim. "You'll let me address it, won't you?" she asked. "Yes. Miss Isabel Ross. Anyone in the house can tell you where--anyonewill take it to her. Thank you, " he added, speaking to the doctor. That night, for the first time, the situation began to affect himpersonally. In the hours after midnight, as the forces of the physicalbody ebbed toward the lowest point, those of the mind seemed toincrease. Staring at the low night light, that by its feeble flickerexorcised the thousand phantoms that beset him, he could think clearly. In a rocking chair, across the room, the night nurse dozed, with a whiteshawl wrapped around her. He could hear her deep, regular breathing asshe slept. His father was dead--he knew that for an absolute fact, and wondered whythe two kind women and the endless, varying procession of men should sopersistently lie to him about this when they were willing to tell himthe truth about everything else. He also knew that, sooner or later, his left hand would be amputated andthat his career would come to an inglorious end--indeed, the end hadalready come. The ordeal painfully shadowed upon his horizon was onlythe final seal. Fortunately there was money enough for everything--hewould want pitifully little for the rest of his life. His life stretched out before him in a waste of empty years. He wasthirty, now, and his father had lived until well past seventy; mighthave lived many years more had he not died when his heart broke over themisfortunes of his idolised son. He could remember the rumble of thecarriage wheels the night of the funeral. The nurse had dozed in herchair just as she was dozing now, while downstairs they carried hisfather out of the house in a black casket and buried him. It was all asclear as though it had happened yesterday, instead of ages ago. A clock, somewhere near by, chimed three quick, silvery strokes. Withthe last stroke, the clock in the kitchen struck three, also, in adifferent tone and with an annoying briskness of manner. As the echodied away, the old grandfather's clock on the landing boomed out threeportentously solemn chimes. It was followed almost immediately by acheery, impertinent little clock, insisting that it was four and almosttime for sunrise. The nurse stirred in her chair, yawned, and came over to the bed. Shestraightened the blankets with a practised hand, changed his hot pillowfor a fresh one, brought him a drink of cool water, and went back to herchair without having said a word. The gentle ministry comforted himinsensibly. What magic there was in the touch of a woman's hand! But, inthe long grey years ahead, there would be no woman, unless--Isabel-- Sometime that afternoon, or early in the evening, she had received hisnote. It was not strange that they had not allowed her to come to seehim, because no one had seen him but the doctors and nurses. Even AuntFrancesca, whom he had known all his life, had not darkened his opendoor. But now, Isabel would come--she could not help but come. With thepassing of the fateful hour, strength began to return slowly. She wouldcome to-morrow, and every tick of the clock brought to-morrow a secondnearer. A steadily increasing warmth came into his veins and thawed the icearound his heart. The cold hand that had held it so long mercifullyloosened its fingers. He turned his face toward the Eastern window, thathe might watch for the first faint glow. A single long, deepening shadow struck across the far horizon like theturning out of a light. Almost immediately, the distant East brightened. Day was coming--the sun, and Isabel. With the first hint of colour, hope dawned in his soul, changing tocertainty as the light increased. It was not in the way of things thathe, who had always had everything, should at one fell stroke be leftdesolate. Out of the wreckage there was one thing he might keep--Isabel. He laughed at the thought that she would accept her release. What wouldhe have done he asked himself, were it she instead of him? Couldmutilation, or even death, change his love for her? He was equally surethat hers could not be changed. It was fortunate that she was saved--that it was he instead of Isabel. She had pretty hands--such dear hands as men have loved and kissedsince, back in the garden, the First Woman gave hers to the First Man, that he might lead her wheresoever he would. In the midst of the wreckage, he perceived a divine compensation, forIsabel would not fail him--she could not fail him now. Transfigured bytenderness, her coldness changed to the utmost yielding, to-morrow wouldbring him his goddess, a deeply-loving woman at last. "How she will come to me, " he said to himself, feeling, in fancy, hersoft arms around him, and her warm lips on his, while the life-currentflowed steadily from her to him and made him a man again, not aweakling. His heart beat with a joy that was almost pain, for he couldfeel her intoxicating nearness even now. Perhaps her sweet eyes wouldoverflow with the greatness of her love and her tears would fall uponhis face when she knelt beside him, to lay her head upon his breast. "How she will come to me!" he breathed, in ecstasy. "Ah, how she willcome!" And so, smiling, he slept, as the first shaft of sun that brought hisdear To-Morrow fell full upon his face. XVI HOW ISABEL CAME Madame Bernard and Rose were so deeply affected by Allison's misfortunethat they scarcely took note of Isabel's few bruises, greatly to thatyoung woman's disgust. She chose to consider herself in the light of amartyr and had calmly received the announcement that Allison's left handwould probably have to be amputated. None of them had seen him, though the two older women were ready to goat any hour of the day or night they might be needed or asked for. Isabel affected a sprained ankle and limped badly when anyone waslooking. Once or twice she had been seen to walk almost as usual, thoughshe did not know it. The upper hall, and, occasionally, the other parts of the house, smelledof the various liniments and lotions with which she anointed herself. She scorned the suggestion that she should stay in bed, for she wasquite comfortable upon a couch, in her most becoming negligee, with anovel and a box of chocolates to bear her company. At first, she had taken her meals in her own room, but, finding that itwas more pleasant to be downstairs with the others for luncheon anddinner, managed to go up and down the long flight of stairs twice eachday. Placid as she was, the table was not a cheerful place, for the faces ofthe other two were haggard and drawn, and neither made more than apretence of eating. Daily bulletins came from the other house as toAllison's condition, and Madame was in constant communication bytelegraph with Colonel Kent. She kept him reassured as much as possible, and did not tell him of Allison's ineradicable delusion that his fatherwas dead. Allison's note was given to Isabel at luncheon the day after it waswritten, having been delayed in delivery the night before until aftershe was asleep. With it was a letter from her mother, which had come inthe noon mail. She opened Allison's note first, read it, and put it back into theenvelope. Her mother's letter was almost equally brief. That, too, shereturned to its envelope without comment. "How is your mother, Isabel?" inquired Madame, having caught a glimpseof the bold, dashing superscription which was familiar, thoughinfrequent. "She's all right, " Isabel answered, breaking open a hot muffin. "It'sfunny that it should come at the same time as the other. " "Why?" asked Rose, merely for the sake of making conversation. "Because just as Mamma writes to tell me that marriage is slavery, butthat if he can take care of me and Aunt Francesca approves of him, itwill be all right, Allison writes and releases me from the engagement. " "Poor boy!" sighed Madame. "I don't know why you should say 'poor boy, '" Isabel observed, ratherfretfully. "He's not very ill if he can write letters. I'm sure I don'tfeel like writing any. " "I wasn't thinking of that, " said Madame, half to herself. "And as for his releasing me, " Isabel went on, coolly, "I'm glad he wasdecent enough to do it and save me the trouble of releasing myself. " Rose got to her feet somehow, her face deathly white. "Do you mean, " shecried, "that you would think for a minute of accepting release?" "Why, certainly, " the girl replied, in astonishment. "Why not? He sayshimself that he can't ask me to marry a cripple. " Rose winced visibly. "Isabel!" she breathed. "Oh, Isabel!" "My dear, " said Madame, with such kindness as she could muster, "haveyou forgotten that he saved you from death, or worse?" "He didn't do anything for me but to tell me to jump. I did more for himthan that. Nobody seems to think it was anything for me to get up out ofthe dust, with my best white dress all ruined and my face scratched andmy ankle sprained and one arm bleeding, and help the Crosbys carry aheavy man to their machine and lay him on the back seat. " "I thought the Crosbys carried him, " put in Madame. "They're strongenough to do it, I should think. " "Well, I helped. I had to take all that nasty raw meat out of the backseat and throw it out in the ditch to the dogs, and stand up all the wayhome, bruised as I was, to keep him from falling off the seat. We werein a perfect bedlam there for a while, but it doesn't seem to make anydifference to anybody. Nobody cares what happens to me. " "Besides, " she went on, with her voice raised to a high pitch byexcitement, "I don't see why I should be expected to marry a man withonly one hand. He can't play any more, and if he can't play, how can hemake any money to take care of me, even if I should tie myself to himfor life? Do you expect me to take in washing and take care of him?" "Isabel, " said Madame, coldly, "please stop talking so loudly and pleaselisten for a moment. Nobody expects you to marry a man whom, for anyreason on earth, you do not love well enough to marry. Kindly considerthat as something to be settled in accordance with your own wishes anddesires. " "Certainly, "' interrupted the girl. "I'd like to see anybody force me tomarry him!" Madame compressed her lips into a thin, tight line, and her face becamestern, even hard. She clenched her small hands tightly and her breathcame quickly. A red spot burned on either cheek. Never having seen Madame angry before, Rose was almost frightened. Sheherself was not angry, but hurt--for him. At the moment she heard of theaccident, her love for him had transcended the bounds of self and mergedinto prayer for him and for his good, whatever that might prove to be. "Isabel, " said Rose, very softly, "will you do one thing for me?" "What?" Isabel demanded, suspiciously. "Listen, dear. For me, if not for him, will you go to him, and--well, simply be kind? Don't let him think that this terrible thing hasseparated him from you or changed your love. Wait until he is strong andwell again before you tell him. Will you, please?" Isabel's flushed face took on the expression of outraged virtue. "Idon't know why I should be expected to lie, " she remarked evasively, with a subtle change of manner. Madame Bernard cleared her throat. "Your love was a lie, " she said, in atone that neither of them had ever heard her use before. "One more won'tmatter. " Isabel fidgeted in her chair and nervously tapped the edge of her platewith her fork. "I haven't heard anybody say, " she began, with the air ofone scoring a fine point, "that his father doesn't love him, and yet hehasn't gone near him--hasn't even seen him since we were hurt. IfColonel Kent can stay away from him, I don't know why I can't. " The argument seemed unanswerable, for neither Madame nor Rose spoke. They sat with averted eyes until the silence became oppressive, andIsabel, with ostentatious difficulty, pushed back her chair and limpedpainfully out of the room. When she had locked her own door, she was more at ease, and began tosurvey her unpleasant situation. Nobody seemed to consider her at all--it was only Allison, and everything and everybody, apparently, must besacrificed for him. Just because she had promised to marry him, when hehad both hands, they wanted her to go on with it, in spite of the factthat he saw it was impossible. Isabel sighed heavily. Nobody knew how keenly disappointed she was. Shehad written to her few friends, told them about her engagement ring, theplans made for her trousseau, the promised touring car, and thebrilliant social career that lay before her as the wife of a famousviolinist. She pictured a triumphal tour from city to city, with the leaders offashion everywhere vying with each other in entertaining them--or, atleast, her. It would, of course, be necessary for Allison to playoccasionally in the evening and they would miss a great deal on thataccount, but her days would be free, and she could cancel all her ownsocial obligations by complimentary tickets and suppers after theconcerts. She had planned it all as she took lazy stitches in her dainty lingerie. Aunt Francesca and Rose had been helping her, but the whole thing hadstopped suddenly. It seemed rather selfish of them not to go on with it, for lingerie was always useful, and even though she should not marryAllison, it was not at all improbable that she would marry someone else. If she could find anybody who had plenty of money and would be good toher, she knew that she would encounter no parental opposition, in spiteof Mrs. Ross's pronounced views upon the slavery of matrimony. Allison had been very decent in releasing her from her awkwardpredicament. He had even arranged it so that no answer was necessary andshe need not even see him again. She had the natural shrinking of thehealthy young animal from its own stricken kind. It would be much nicernot to see him again. But, if he could write letters now, it would not be long before he wouldbe able to come over, though his hand had not yet been taken off. It wastoo bad, for everything had been very pleasant until the accident. Shehad missed Allison's daily visits and had probably lost the touring car, though as she had taken pains to find out, it had fallen into the ditchand had been injured very little. Aunt Francesca and Rose had been queer ever since it happened. AfterColonel Kent and the servants and the twins had lifted Allison out of"The Yellow Peril" and carried him up to his own room on an improvisedstretcher, while someone else was telephoning for every doctor in theneighbourhood, the twins had taken her home. She had insisted upon theirhelping her up the steps, and as soon as Aunt Francesca and Rose heardthe news, they had paid no attention to her at all, but, with one voice, had demanded that the twins should take them to Kent's immediately. They had gone without even stopping for their hats, and left her whollyto the servants. Even when they had come home, late at night, in theirown carriage, it was over half an hour before Aunt Francesca came to herroom, so overburdened with selfish grief that she did not even listen tothe recital of Isabel's numerous bruises. Perhaps it would be best to go away, though the city was terrible inSummer, and she had only money enough to take her to the hotel where hermother retained a suite of three rooms. If Aunt Francesca and Rose wouldleave her alone in the house long enough, and she could pack a suit-caseand get the carriage just in time to take her to the train, she couldwrite a formal note and ask to have the rest of her things sent byexpress. If there were a late train, or one very early in the morning, she could probably manage it, even without the carriage, but, onconsulting the time-table, she found that trains did not run at hourssuitable for escape. However, it was just as well to pack while she had time. She could keepthe suit-case hidden until the auspicious moment arrived. It would onlytake a moment to open it and sweep her toilet articles into it from thetop of her dresser. She had just taken a fresh shirtwaist out of the drawer when there was alight, determined rap at the door. When she opened it, she was muchastonished to see Aunt Francesca come in, dressed for a drive. "Are you almost ready, Isabel?" she asked, politely. "Ready, " gasped the girl. "For what?" It seemed for the moment as though she had been anticipated in herdeparture and was about to be put out of the house. "To drive over to Kent's, " answered Madame, imperturbably. From hermanner one would have thought the drive had been long planned. Isabel sat down on her bed. "I'm not going, " she said. "Oh, yes, you are, " returned Madame, in a small, thin voice. "You may goin your tea gown and slippers if you prefer, but I will wait until youdress, if you are quick about it. " "I won't, " Isabel announced, flatly. "I'm sick. You know I'm all bruisedup and I can't walk. " "You can walk down-stairs and it's only a few steps farther to thecarriage. I telephoned over to ask if he would see you, and the nursesaid that he would be very glad to see you--that he had been asking allday why you did not come. The carriage is waiting at the door, so pleasehurry. " Isabel was head and shoulders taller than the determined little lady whostood there, waiting, but there was something in her manner thatdemanded immediate obedience. Sullenly, Isabel began to dress. If AuntFrancesca went with her, it would not be necessary to say much. Shecaught at the thought as though she were drowning and the proverbialstraw had floated into reach. She took her time about dressing, but Madame said nothing. She simplystood there, waiting, in the open door, until the last knot was tied, the last pin adjusted, and the last stray lock brushed into place. Isabel limped ostentatiously all the way down-stairs and had to beassisted into the carriage. During the brief drive neither spoke. Thesilence was unbroken until they reached the door of Allison's room, thenMadame said, in a low tone: "The carriage will call for you in an hour. Remember he loves you, and be kind. " Up to that moment, Isabel had not suspected that she would be obliged tosee him alone. She was furious with Aunt Francesca for thus betrayingher, but no retreat was possible. The nurse smilingly ushered her in, passed her almost on the threshold, and went out, quietly closing thedoor. Allison, as eager as a boy of twenty, had half risen in bed. The injuredhand was hidden by the sheet, but the other was outstretched in welcome. "Isabel, " he breathed. "My Isabel!" Isabel did not move. "How do you do?" she said primly. "I'm sorry I can't get you a chair, dear. Come close, won't you?" Isabel limped painfully to the chair that was farthest from him, draggedit over to the bed, and sat down--just out of his reach. Below, therumble of wheels announced that Madame had gone back home. Unless shewalked, Isabel was stranded at Kent's for a full hour. "My note, " Allison was saying. "You got it, didn't you?" "Yes. It came while I was at luncheon to-day. " It flashed upon him for an instant that the reality was disappointing, that this was not all as he had dreamed it would be, but pride bade himconceal his disappointment as best he could. "You were hurt, " he said, tenderly. "I'm so sorry. " "Yes. I was hurt quite a good deal. " "But you're all right now, and I'm so glad!" "Thank you, " she answered, listlessly. Her eyes roved about the room, observing every detail of furniture andornament. It was old-fashioned, and in a way queer, she thought. She wasglad that she would never have to live there. Allison watched her eagerly. Like a wayfarer in the desert thirsting forwater, he longed for her tenderness; for one unsought kiss, even infarewell. His pride sustained him no longer. "Dear, " he pleaded, likethe veriest beggar; "won't you kiss me just once?" Isabel hesitated. "It isn't proper, " she murmured, "now that we are nolonger engaged. I'm sorry you got hurt, " she added, as an afterthought. Allison's face paled suddenly. So, she accepted her release! Then eagerjustification of her made him wonder if by any chance she could havemisunderstood. "Dearest, " he said, with cold lips, "did you think for a single instantthat I wanted to release you? I did it because it was the only thing anhonourable man could do and I wouldn't let pity for me hold you to apromise made in love. It wasn't that I didn't want you. I've wanted youevery day and every hour. Only God knows how I've wanted you and shallwant you all the rest of my life, unless--" He paused, hoping, for the space of a heartbeat, that the dream mightcome true. But Isabel did not move from her chair. She surveyed the opposite wallfor a few moments before she spoke. "It was honourable, " she said, in amore friendly tone. "Of course it was the only thing you could do. " "Of course, " he echoed, bitterly. Isabel rose, went to the foot of the bed, and leaned upon it, facinghim. "I'm afraid I've stayed too long, " she said. "I think I'd bettergo. I can wait downstairs for the carriage. " Allison did not answer. His eyes burned strangely in his white face, making her vaguely uncomfortable and afraid. She turned the diamond ringupon her finger and slowly slipped it off. "I suppose I must give this back, " she said, reluctantly. "I mustn'twear it now. " "Why not?" he asked huskily. "Because it doesn't mean anything--now. " "It never did. Keep it, Isabel. " "Thank you, " she said, calmly, putting it back, but on the middlefinger. "I must go now. I hope you'll get along all right. " "Wait just a minute, please. " He rang a bell that was on a table withinhis reach, and the nurse came in. "Please bring me my violin. " Isabel turned to the door but was held back by a peremptory command. "Wait!" "Here, " he cried shrilly, offering Isabel the violin. "Take this, too!" "What for?" she asked, curiously. "I can't play. " "Nevertheless, it belongs to you. Keep it, as a souvenir!" Holding the violin awkwardly, Isabel backed out of the room, the nursefollowing her and closing the door. The nurse was a young woman who hadnot sacrificed her normal human sympathy to her chosen work, but hadmanaged, happily, to combine the two. She watched Isabel disdainfully asshe went down-stairs, very briskly for one with a sprained ankle. "God!" said Allison, aloud. "Oh, God in Heaven!" Then the nurse turned away in pity, for behind the closed door she hearda grown man sobbing like a hurt child. XVII PENANCE The Crosby twins had gone home very quietly, after doing all they couldto help Colonel Kent and Madame Bernard. "The Yellow Peril" chuggedalong at the lowest speed with all its gaudy banners torn down. Neitherspoke until they passed the spot where the red touring car lay on itsside in the ditch, and four or five dogs, still hungry and hopeful, wrangled over a few bare bones. Juliet was sniffing audibly, and, as soon as she saw the wreck, burstinto tears. "Oh, Romie, " she sobbed, "if he's dead, we've killed him!" Romeo swallowed a lump in his throat, winked hard, and roughly advisedJuliet to "shut up. " When the machine was safely in the barn, and all the scattered dogscollected and imprisoned, Romeo came in, ready to talk it over. "We'vegot to do something, " he said, "but I don't know what it is. " "Oh, Romie, " cried Juliet with a fresh burst of tears, "do you thinkthey'll hang us? We're murderers!" Romeo considered for a moment before he answered. "We aren't murderers, because we didn't go to do it. They won't hang us--but they ought to, "he added, remorsefully. "What can we do?" mourned Juliet. "Oh, what can we do?" "Well, we can pay all the bills for one thing--that's a good start. To-morrow, I'll see about getting that car out of the ditch and taking careof it. " "Somebody may steal it, " she suggested. "Not if we guard it. One or both of us ought to sit by it until we canget it into the barn. " Juliet wiped her eyes. "That's right. We'll guard it all night to-nightand while we're guarding it, we'll talk it all over and decide what todo. " The dinner of unwholesome delicacies which they had planned as the lastfeature of the day's celebration was hesitatingly renounced. "We don'tdeserve to have anything at all to eat, " said Juliet. "What is it thatthey feed prisoners on?" "Bread and water--black bread?" "Where could we get black bread?" "I don't know. I never saw any. " After discussing a penitential menu for some time, they finally decidedto live upon mush and milk for the present, and, if Allison should die, forever. "We can warm it in the winter, " said Romeo, "and it won't be sobad. " When their frugal repast was finished, they instinctively changed theirfestal garments for the sober attire of every day. Romeo brought in twolanterns and Juliet pasted red tissue paper around them, so that theymight serve as warning signals of the wreck. At sunset, they set forth, each with a blanket and a lantern to do sentry duty by the capsized car. "Oughtn't we to have a dog or two?" queried Romeo, as they trudged downthe road. "Watchmen always have dogs. " "We oughtn't to have anything that would make it any easier for us towatch, and besides, the dogs weren't to blame. They don't need to sit upwith us--let 'em have their sleep. " "All right, " Romeo grunted. "Shall we divide the night into watches andone of us sit on the car while the other walks?" "No, we'll watch together, and we won't sit on the car--we'll sit on thecold, damp ground. If we take cold and die it will only serve us right. " "We can't take cold in June, " objected Romeo, "with two blankets. " "Unless it rains. " "It won't rain tonight, " he said, gloomily; "look at the stars!" The sky was clear, and pale stars shone faintly in the afterglow. Therewas not even a light breeze--the world was as still and calm as thoughpain and death were unknown. When they reached the scene of the accident, Romeo set the two redlanterns at the point where the back of the car touched the road. Theyspread one blanket on the grass at the other side of the road and satdown to begin their long vigil. Romeo planned to go home to breakfast atsunrise and bring Juliet some of the mush and milk left from supper. Then, while she continued to watch the machine, he would go into townand make arrangements for its removal. "Is there room in our barn for both cars?" she asked. "No. Ours will have to come out. " Juliet shuddered. "I never want to see it again. " "Neither do I. " "Can we sell it?" "We ought not to sell it unless we gave him the money. We shouldn't haveit ourselves. " "Then, " suggested Juliet, "why don't we give it away and give him justas much as it cost, including our suits and the dogs' collars andeverything?" "We have no right to give away a man-killer. 'The Yellow Peril' iscursed. " "Let's sacrifice it, " she cried. "Let's make a funeral pyre in the yardand burn it, and our suits and the dogs' collars and everything. Let'sburn everything we've got that we care for!" "All right, " agreed Romeo, uplifted by the zeal of the true martyr. "And, " he added, regretfully, "I'll shoot all the dogs and bury 'em inone long trench. I don't want to see anything again that was in it. " "I don't either, " returned Juliet. She wondered whether she shouldpermit the wholesale execution of the herd, since it was a thing she hadsecretly desired for a long time. "You mustn't shoot Minerva and thepuppies, " she continued, as her strict sense of justice asserted itself, "because she wasn't in it. She was at home taking care of her childrenand they'd die if she should be shot now. " So it was settled that Minerva, who had taken no part in the fatalcelebration, should be spared, with her innocent babes. "And in a few years more, " said Romeo, hopefully, "we'll have lots moredogs, though probably not as many as we've got now. " Juliet sighed heavily but was in honour bound to make no objections, forlong ago, when they arbitrated the dog question, it was written in thecovenant that no dogs should be imported or none killed, except bymutual consent. And Minerva had five puppies, and if each of the fiveshould follow the maternal example, and if each of those should dolikewise--Juliet fairly lost her head in a maze of mental arithmetic. "We ought to go into deep mourning, " Romeo was saying. "I've been thinking of that. We should repent in sackcloth and ashes, only I don't know what sackcloth is. " "I guess it's that rough brown stuff they make potato bags of. " "Burlap?" "Yes. But we haven't many ashes at this time of year and we'll havestill less if we live on mush and milk. " "Maybe we could get ashes somewhere, " she said, thoughtfully. "We'd have to, because it would take us over a year to get enough torepent in. " "There'll be ashes left from the automobile and the suits, and if youcan get enough potato bags, I'll fix 'em so we can wear 'em at thesacrifice and afterwards we can buy deep mourning. " "All right, but you mustn't make pretty suits. " "I couldn't, out of potato bags. They'll have to be plain--very plain. " "The first thing is to get this car into our barn, and write and tellColonel Kent where it is. Then we'll get our black clothes, and thenwe'll shoot the dogs and bury 'em, and then we'll have the sacrifice, and then--" "And then, " repeated Juliet. "Then we'll have to go and tell 'em all what we've done, and offer topay all the bills, and give 'em the price of the car besides fordamages. " "Oh, Romie, " cried Juliet, with a shudder, "we don't have to go and tell'em, do we? We don't have to take strangers into our consciences, dowe?" "Certainly, " replied Romeo, sternly. "Just because we don't want to doit is why we've got to. We've got to do hard things when we make asacrifice. Lots of people think they're charitable if they give awaytheir old clothes and things they don't want. It isn't charity to giveaway things you want to get rid of and it isn't a sacrifice to do thingsyou don't mind doing. The harder it is and the more we don't want to doit, the better sacrifice. " His logic was convincing, but Juliet drooped visibly. The bent littlefigure on the blanket was pathetic, but the twins were not given toself-pity. As time went on, the conversation lagged. They had both had ahard day, from more than one standpoint, and it was not surprising thatby midnight, the self-appointed sentries were sound asleep upon oneblanket, with Romeo's coat for a pillow and the other blanket tuckedaround them. The red lanterns burned faithfully until almost dawn, then smoked andwent out, leaving an unpleasant odour that lasted until sunrise. Therumble of a distant cart woke them, and they sat up, shamefacedlyrubbing their eyes. "Oh, " cried Juliet, conscience-stricken, "we went to sleep! We went tosleep on duty! How could we?" "Dunno, " returned Romeo, with a frank yawn. "Guess we were tired. Anyhow, the machine is all right. " When the milkman came in sight, they hailed him and purchased a quart ofmilk. He was scarcely surprised to see them, for the Crosbys were widelyknown to be eccentric, and presently he drove on. His query about thewrecked car had passed unnoticed. "If you'll stay here, Jule, " said Romeo, wiping his mouth, "I'll go andget a team and some rope and we'll get the car in. " "Can't I go too?" "No, you stay here. It's bad enough to sleep at your post withoutdeserting it. " "You slept, too, " retorted Juliet, quickly on the defensive, "and I'm agirl. " "Huh!" he sneered. The claim of feminine privilege invariably disgustedhim beyond words. "Suppose people come by--" Juliet faltered; "and--ask--questions. " "Answer 'em, " advised Romeo, briefly. "Tell 'em we've killed a man andare going to suffer for it. We deserve to have everybody know it. " But, fortunately for Juliet's quicker sensibilities, no one passed by inthe hour Romeo was gone. He came from the nearest farm with an adequatenumber of assistants and such primitive machinery as was at hand. Thecar was not badly damaged and was finally towed into the Crosbys' barn. Then they went into the house and composed a letter to Colonel Kent, butput off copying and sending it until they should be able to get blackbordered stationery. Two weeks later, clad in deepest mourning, the twins trudged into town. At Colonel Kent's there was no one in authority to receive them andtheir errand was of too much importance to be communicated to eitherphysician or nurse. Their own unopened letter lay on the library table, with many others. Subdued and chastened in demeanour, they went to Madame Bernard's andwaited in funereal silence until Madame came down. "How do you--" she began, then stopped. "Why, what is the matter?" "We ran over him, " explained Romeo, suggestively inclining his head inthe general direction of Kent's. "Don't you remember?" "And if he dies, we've killed him, " put in Juliet, sadly. "We'll be murderers if he dies, " Romeo continued, "and we ought to behung. " In spite of her own depression and deep anxiety, Madame saw how keenlythe tragedy had affected the twins. "Why, my dears!" she cried. "Do youthink for a minute that anybody in the world blames you?" "We ought to be blamed, " Romeo returned, "because we did it. " "But not on purpose--you couldn't help it. " "We could have helped it, " said Juliet, "by not celebrating. We had nobusiness to buy an automobile, or, even if we had, we shouldn't havegone out in it until we learned to run it. " "That's like staying away from the water until you have learned toswim, " answered Madame, comfortingly, "and Allison isn't going to die. " "Really? Do you mean it? Are you sure? How do you know?" The words cameall at once, in a jumble of eager questions. "Because he isn't. The worst that could possibly happen to him would bethe loss of his left hand, and his father is looking all over thecountry for some surgeon who can save it. " "I'd rather die than to have my hand cut off, " said Juliet, in a small, thin voice. "So would I, " added Romeo. "We're all hoping for the best, " Madame went on, "and you must hope, too. Nobody has thought of blaming you, so you mustn't feel so badlyabout it. Even Allison himself wouldn't want you to feel badly. " "But we do, " Romeo answered, "in spite of all the sacrifices andeverything. " "Sacrifices, " repeated Madame, wonderingly, "why, what do you mean?" "We did sentry duty all night by his car, " Romeo explained, "and we'retaking care of it in our barn. " "And we've lived on mush and milk ever since, " Juliet added. "I shot all the dogs but the one with the puppies, " said Romeo. "She wasn't in it, you know, " Juliet continued. "I helped dig the trenchand we buried the whole nineteen end to end by the fence, with their newcollars on. " "Then we burned the automobile, " resumed Romeo. "We soaked it inkerosene, and put our suits into the back seat--our caps and goggles andeverything. We took out all the pieces of iron and steel and gave 'em tothe junk man, and then we repented in sackcloth and ashes. " "How so?" queried Madame, with a faint glimmer of amusement in her sadeyes. "Juliet made suits out of potato sacks--very plain suits--and we put 'emon to repent in. " "We went and stood in the ashes, " put in Juliet, "while they were so hotthat they hurt our feet, and Romie raised his right hand and said 'Irepent' and then I did the same. " "And after the ashes got cold, we sat down in 'em and rubbed 'em intothe sackcloth and our hair and all over our faces and hands. " "All the time saying 'I repent! I repent!'" continued Juliet, soberly. "And then we went into mourning, " concluded Romeo. Madame's heart throbbed with tender pity for the stricken twins, but shewisely said nothing. "Can you think of anything more we could do, or any more sacrifices wecould make?" inquired Juliet, ready to atone in full measure. "Indeed I can't, " Madame replied, truthfully. "I think you've doneeverything that could be expected of you. " "We wrote to the Colonel, " said Romeo, "but he hasn't got it yet. We sawit on the library table. We want to pay all the bills. " "And give Allison as much money as we spent on the automobile and forthe suits and everything, and pay for fixing up his car, " interruptedJuliet. "We want to do everything, " Romeo said, with marked emphasis. "Everything, " echoed Juliet. "That's very nice of you, " answered Madame, kindly, "and we allappreciate it. " The stem young faces of the twins relaxed ever so little. It was a greatrelief to discover that they were not objects of scorn and loathing, forthey had brooded over the accident until they had become morbid. "Did you say that you had been living upon mush and milk ever since?"asked Madame. "Ever since, " they answered, together. "I'm sure that's long enough, " she said. "I wouldn't do it any longer. Won't you stay to dinner with us?" With one accord the twins rose, impelled by a single impulse towarddeparture. "We couldn't, " said Romeo. "We mustn't, " explained Juliet. Then, with belated courtesy, she added:"Thank you, just the same. " They made their adieux awkwardly and went home, greatly eased in mind. As they trudged along the dusty road, they occasionally sighed inrelief, but said little until they reached their ancestral abode, dogless now save for the pups gambolling about the doorstep and Minervawatching them with maternal pride. "She said we'd lived on mush and milk long enough, " said Romeo, pensively. "We might fry the mush, " Juliet suggested. "And have butter and maple syrup on it?" "Maybe. " "And drink the milk, and have bread, too?" "I guess so. " "And jam?" "Not while we're in mourning, " said Juliet, firmly. "We can have syrupon our bread. " "That's just as good. " "If you think so, you ought not to have it. " "We've got to feed ourselves, or we'll die, " he objected vigorously, "and if we're dead, we won't be any good to him or to anybody else, andwe can't ever repent any more. " "I'm not so sure about that. " said Juliet, with sinister emphasis. "Nothing will happen to us that we don't deserve, " Romeo assured her, "so come on and let's have jam. If it makes us sick, it's wrong, and ifit doesn't, it's all right. " The following day, they voluntarily returned to their mush and milk, forthey had eaten too much jam, and, having been very ill in the night, considered it sufficient evidence that their penance was not yet over. XVIII "LESS THAN THE DUST" The heat of August shimmered over the land, and still, to every inquiryat the door or telephone, the quiet young woman in blue and white said:"No change. " Allison was listless and apathetic, yet comparatively freefrom pain. Life, for him, had ebbed back to the point where the tide must eithercease or turn. He knew neither hunger nor thirst nor weariness; only thegreat pause of soul and body, the sense of the ultimate goal. One by one, he meditated upon the things he used to care for. Isabelcame first, but her youth and beauty had ceased to trouble or to beckon. His father had gone on ahead. The delusion still persisted, but he spokeof it no more. Even the violin did not matter now. He remembered theendless hours he had spent at work, almost every day of his life foryears, and to what end? In an instant, it had been rendered empty, purposeless, and vain--like life itself. Occasionally a new man came to look at his hand; not from the city now, but from towns farther inland. The examinations were painful, of course, but he made no objections. After the man had gone, he could count theslow, distinct pulsations that marked the ebbing of the pain, but nevertroubled himself to ask either the doctor or the nurse what the new manhad said about it. He no longer cared. Aunt Francesca had not come--nor Rose. Perhaps they were dead, also. Heasked the nurse one sultry afternoon if they were dead. "No, " she assured him; "nobody is dead. " He wondered, fretfully, why she should take the trouble to lie to him sopersistently upon this one point. Then a cunning scheme came into hismind. It presented itself mechanically to him as a trap for the nurse. If they were dead, she could not produce them instantly alive, as aconjurer takes animals from an apparently empty box. If he demanded thatshe should bring them to him, or even one, it would prove his point andlet her see that he knew how she was trying to deceive him. "Have they gone away?" he inquired. "No, they're still there. " "Then, " said Allison, with the air of one scoring a fine point, "willyou ask-well--ask Miss Bernard to come over and see me?" Remembering the other woman who had come in response to his request, andthe disastrous effect the visit had had upon her patient she hesitated. "I'm afraid you're not strong enough, " she said kindly. "Can't you waita little longer?" "There, " he cried. "I knew they were dead!" As she happened to be both wise and kind, the young woman hesitated nolonger. "If I brought you a note from her you would believe me, wouldn'tyou?" "No, " he replied, stubbornly. "Isn't there any way you would know, without seeing her?" He considered for a few moments. "I'd know if I heard her play, " he saidat length. "There's no one who could play just the way she does. " "Suppose I ask her to come over sometimes and play the piano downstairsfor a few minutes at a time, very softly. Would you like that?" "Yes--that is, I don't mind. " He was sure, now, that his trap was inworking order, for no one could deceive him at the piano--he wouldrecognise Rose at the first chord. "Excuse me just a minute, please. " She returned presently with the newsthat Rose would come as soon as she could. "Can't you go to sleep now?"she suggested. Allison smiled ironically. How transparent she was! She wanted him to go to sleep and when he awoke, she would tell him thatRose had been there, and had played, and had just gone. "No, " he answered, "I don't want to go to sleep. I want to hear Roseplay. " So he waited, persistently wide awake. Sharpened by illness and pain, his hearing was phenomenally acute; so much so that even a whisper inthe next room was distinctly audible. He heard the distant rumble ofwheels, approaching steadily, and wondered why the house did not tremblewhen the carriage stopped. He heard the lower door open softly, thenclose, a quick, light step in the living room, the old-fashioned pianostool whirling on its rusty axis, then a few slow, deep chords prefacinga familiar bit of Chopin. He turned to the nurse, who sat in her low rocking-chair at the window. "I beg your pardon. I thought you were not telling me the truth. " The young woman only smiled in answer. "Listen!" From downstairs the music came softly. Rose was playing with theexquisite taste and feeling that characterised everything she did. Shepurposely avoided the extremes of despair and joy, keeping to the safemiddle-ground. Living waters murmured through the melody, the sea surgedand crooned, flying clouds went through blue, sunny spaces, and birdssang, ever with an unfailing uplift, as of many wings. Allison's calmness insensibly changed, not in degree, but in quality, asthe piano magically brought before him green distances lying fairbeneath the warm sun, clover-scented meadows and blossoming boughs. "Life, " he said to himself; "life more abundant. " She drifted from one thing to another, playing snatches of old songs, woven together by modulations of her own making. At last she paused tothink of something else, but her fingers remembered, and began, almostof their own accord: [Illustration: musical notation. ] Allison stirred restlessly, as he recalled how he had heard it before. He saw the drifted petals of fallen roses, the moon-shadow on the dial, hours wrong, the spangled cobwebs in the grass and the other spangles, changed to faint iridescence in the enchanted light as Isabel cametoward him and into his open arms. Could marble respond to a lover'spassion, could dead lips answer with love for love, then Isabel mighthave yielded to him at least a tolerant tenderness. He saw her now, alien and apart, like some pale star that shone upon a barren waste, butnever for him. Another phrase, full of love and longing, floated up the stairway andentered his room, a guest unbidden. [Illustration: musical notation. ] He turned to the nurse. "Ask Miss Bernard to come up for a few minutes, will you?" "Do you think it's wise?" she temporised. "Please ask her to come up, " he said, imperatively. "Must I call hermyself?" So Rose came up, after receiving the customary caution not to stay toolong and avoid everything that might be unpleasant or exciting. She stood for a moment in the doorway, hesitating. Her face was almostas white as her linen gown, but her eyes were shining with strangefires. "White Rose, " he said, wearily, "I have been through hell. " "I know, " she answered, softly, drawing up a chair beside him. "AuntFrancesca and I have wished that we might divide it with you and helpyou bear it. " He stretched a trembling hand toward her and she took it in both herown. They were soft and cool, and soothing. "Thank you for wanting to share it, " he said. "Thank you for coming, forplaying--for everything. " "Either of us would have come whenever you wanted us, night or day. " "Suppose it was night, and I'd wanted you to come and play to me. Wouldyou have come?" "Why, yes. Of course I would!" "I didn't know, " he stammered, "that there was so much kindness in theworld. I have been very lonely since--" Her eyes filled and she held his hand more closely. "You won't be lonelyany more. I'll come whenever you want me, night or day, to play, toread--or anything. Only speak, and I'll come. " "How good you are!" he murmured, gratefully. "No, please don't let go ofmy hand. " In some inexplicable fashion strength seemed to flow to himfrom her. "I think you'll be glad to know, " she said, "how sympathetic everybodyhas been. Strangers stop us on the street to ask for you, and peopletelephone every day. Down in the library, there's a pile of letters thatwould take days to read, and many of them have foreign stamps. It makesone feel warm around the heart, for it brings the ideal of humanbrotherhood so near. " He sighed and his face looked haggard. The brotherhood of man was amongthe things that did not concern him now. The weariness of the ages wasin every line of his body. "I have been thinking, " he went on, after a little, "what a differenceone little hour can make, a minute, even. Once I had everything--youth, health, strength, a happy home, love, a dear father, and every promiseof success in my chosen career. Now I'm old and broken; health, strength, and love have been taken away in an instant, my father isgone, and my career is only an empty memory. I have no violin, and, if Ihad, what use would it be to me without--why Rose, I haven't evenfingers to make the notes nor hands to hold it. " Rose could bear no more. She sprang to her feet with arms outstretched, all her love and longing swelling into infinite appeal. "Oh Boy!" shecried, "take mine! Take my hands, for always!" For a tense instant they faced each other. Her breast rose and fell withevery quick breath; her eyes met his, then faltered, and the crimson ofshame mantled her white face. "Oh, " she breathed, painfully, and turned away from him. When she washalf way to the door, he called to her. "Rose! Dear Rose!" She hesitated, her hand upon the knob. "Close the door and come back, "he pleaded. "Please--oh, please!" Trembling from head to foot, she obeyed him, but her face was pitiful. She could not force herself to look at him. "Forgive, " she murmured, "and forget. " The hand he took in his was cold, but her nearness gave him comfort, asnever before. His heart was unspeakably tender toward her. "Rose, " he went on, softly, "I've been too near the other world not tohave the truth now. Tell me what you mean! Make me understand!" She did not answer, nor even lift her eyes. She breathed hard, as thoughshe were in pain. "Rose, " he said again, tightening his clasp upon the hand she tried todraw away, "did you mean that you would be my--" "In name, " she interrupted, throwing up her head proudly. "Just to helpyou--that was all. " He drew her hand to his hot lips and kissed it twice. "Oh, how divinelykind you are, " he whispered, "even to think of stooping to such as I!" "Have pity, " she said brokenly, "and let me go. " "Pity?" he repeated. "In all the world there is none like yours. Tothink of your being willing to sacrifice yourself, through pity of me!" The blood came back into her heart by leaps and bounds. She had notutterly betrayed herself, then, since he translated it thus. "Listen, " he was saying. "I cared--terribly, but it's gone, and my heartis empty. It's like an open grave, waiting for something that does notcome. Did you ever care?" "Yes, " she answered, with eyes downcast. "Did you care for someone who did not care for you?" "Yes, " she replied, again. "And he never knew?" "No. " The word was almost a whisper. "He must have been a brute, not to have cared. Was it long ago?" "Not very. " "Have I ever met him?" The suggestion of an ironical smile hovered for a moment around her palelips, then vanished. "No. " "I have no right to--to ask his name. " "No. What difference does a name make?" "None. Could you never bring yourself to care for anyone else?" "No, " she breathed. "Oh, no!" "And yet, with your heart as empty as mine you still have pity enoughto--" "To serve you, " she answered. Her eyes met his clearly now. "To helpyou--as your best friend might. " "Rose, dear Rose! You give me new courage, but how can I let yousacrifice yourself for me?" "Believe me, " she said diffidently, "thereis no question of sacrifice. Have you never thought of what you mightdo, that would be even better than the career you had planned?" "Why, no. What could I do, without--" "Write, " she said, with her eyes shining. "Let others play what youwrite. Immortality comes by way of the printed page. " "I couldn't, " he returned, doubtfully. "I never composed anything except two or three little things that Inever dared to play, even for encores. " "Never say you can't. Say 'I must, ' and 'I will. '" "You're saying them for me. You almost make me believe in myself. " "That's the very best of beginnings, isn't it?" She was quite calm now, outwardly, and she drew her hand away. Allisonremembered the long, happy hours they had spent together before Isabelcame into his life. Now that she was gone, the old comradeship hadreturned, the sweeter because of long absence. Rose had never frettednor annoyed him; she seemed always to understand. "You don't know how glad I'd be, " he sighed, "to feel that I wasn'tquite out of it--that there was something in life for me still. I didn'twant to be a bit of driftwood on the current of things. " "You're not going to be--I won't let you. Haven't you learned thatsometimes we have to wait; that we can't always be going on? Just mooryour soul at the landing place, and when the hour comes, you'll swingout into the current again. Much of the driftwood is only craft thatbroke away from the landing. " He smiled, for her fancy pleased him. An abiding sense of companionshipcrept into his loneliness; his isolation seemed to be shared. "Andyou'll stay at the landing with me, " he whispered, "until the time comesto set sail again?" "Yes. " "And--after the worst that can come--is over, we'll make it right withthe world and go abroad together?" "Yes. " Her voice was very low now. "And we'll be the best of friends, for always?" "Yes--the best of friends in all the world. " "And you'll promise me that, if you're ever sorry, you'll come straightand tell me--that you'll ask me to set you free?" "I promise. " "Then everything is all right between you and me?" "Yes, but I'm ashamed--bitterly ashamed. " "You mustn't be, for I'm very glad. We'll try to forget the wreckagetogether. I couldn't have asked, unless I had known about--the otherman, and you wouldn't have told me, I know. It wouldn't have been likeyou to tell me. " There was a knock, the door opened, and the nurse came in, watch inhand. "I'm sorry, Miss Bernard, but you can come to-morrow if he's wellenough. " "I'll be well enough, " said Allison, smiling. "Of course, " Rose assured him, shaking hands in friendly fashion. "Don'tforget that it's a secret. " "I won't. Good-bye, Rose. " When she had gone, the nurse studied him furtively, from across theroom. He had changed in some subtle way--he seemed stronger than before. Unless it was excitement, to be followed by a reaction, Miss Bernard haddone him good. The night would prove it definitely, one way or theother. Allison slept soundly until daybreak, for the first time--not stupor, but natural sleep. The nurse began to wonder if it was possible that ahand so badly crushed and broken could be healed. Hitherto her servicehad been mechanically kind; she had taken no interest because she saw nohope. How wonderful it would be if that long procession of learnedcounsellors should be mistaken after all! Rose walked home, disdaining the waiting carriage. She had forgotten herhat and the sunset lent radiance to a face that needed no more. By raretact and kindness, Allison had removed the sting from her shame and theburden she had borne so long was lifted from her heavy heart. She was happier now than she had ever been before in her life, but shemust hide her joy from the others as she had previously hidden her pain--or tried to. She knew that Isabel would not see, but Aunt Francesca'seyes were keen and she could not tell even her just now. How strange it would be to wake in the night, without that dull, deadpain! How strange it was to feel herself needed, and oh, the joy ofserving him! She thrilled with the ecstasy of sacrifice; with that maternalcompassion which is a vital element in woman's love for man. Sublimatedbeyond passion and self-seeking, and asking only the right to give, shepoured out the treasure of her soul at his feet, though her pridedemanded that he must never know. When she went into the house, light seemed to enter the shaded room withher. No one was there, but the open piano waited, ready to receive aconfidence. With a laugh that was half a sob of joy, she sat down, herfingers readily finding the one thing that suited her mood. The wild, half-savage music rang through the house in full, deep chords, but only Rose knew the words, which, in her mind, fitted themselves tothe melody as though she dared to sing them: "Less than the dust, beneath thy Chariot wheel, Less than the rust, that never stained thy Sword, Less than the trust thou hast in me, O Lord, Even less then these. "Less than the weed that grows beside thy door, Less than the speed of hours spent far from thee, Less than the need thou hast in life of me; Even less am I. " Upstairs, Isabel yawned lazily, and wondered why Rose should play soloud, but Aunt Francesca smiled to herself, for she knew that Allisonwas better and that Rose was glad. XIX OVER THE BAR As a flower may bloom in a night, joy returned to Madame Bernard's houseafter long absence. There was no outward sign, for Rose was still quietand self-controlled, but her face was a shade less pale and there was atremulous music in her voice. Isabel had ceased to limp, but still dwelt upon the shock and itslingering effects. She amused herself in her own way, reading paper-covered novels, feasting upon chocolates, teasing Mr. Boffin, andplaying solitaire. Madame remarked to Rose that Isabel seemed to have acosmic sense of time. The guest never came down-stairs till luncheon was announced, and didnot trouble herself to make an elaborate, or even appropriate toilet. Madame began to wonder how long Isabel intended to remain and to see thewisdom of the modern fashion of appointing the hour of departure in theinvitation. Yet, as she said to herself rather grimly, she would have invited Isabelto remain through the Summer, and perhaps, in the early Autumn she mightreturn to town of her own accord. Moreover, there appeared to be nograceful way of requesting an invited guest to leave. Though Madame was annoyed by the mere fact of Isabel's presence, she hadceased to distress Rose, who dwelt now in a world apart from the others. She spent her afternoons at the other house, playing softly downstairs, reading to Allison, or talking to him of the brilliant future that sheinsisted was to be his. Neither of them spoke of the hour in which Rose had unwittingly revealedherself, nor did they seem to avoid the subject. Allison had taken herfor granted, on a high plane of pure friendliness, and not for aninstant did he translate her overpowering impulse as anything butwomanly pity. She practised for an hour or two every morning that she might playbetter in the afternoon, she ransacked the library for interesting andcheerful things to read to him, and she even found a game or two that heseemed to enjoy. From Madame Francesca's spotless kitchen came many adainty dish to tempt his capricious appetite, and all the flowers fromboth gardens, daily, made a bower of his room. Constantly, too, Rose brought the message of hopefulness and good cheer. From her abounding life and superb vitality he drew unconsciousstrength; the hidden forces that defy analysis once more exertedthemselves in his behalf. So far as man is of the earth, earthy, by theearth and its fruits may he be healed, but the heavenly part of him maybe ministered unto only by the angels of God. His old fear of the darkness had gone and the night light had been takenout into the hall. In the faint glow, he could see the objects in hisroom distinctly, during the brief intervals of wakefulness. A flowerdropped from its vase, a book lying half open, a crumpled handkerchiefupon his chiffonier, the pervading scent of attar of roses and driedpetals--all these brought him a strange sense of nearness to Rose, as aperfume may be distilled from a memory. Day by day, Isabel became more remote. He thought of her without emotionwhen he thought of her at all, for only women may know the agony of loveenduring after the foundation upon which it was built has been sweptaway. The strange men from distant places came less frequently. Days wouldpass, and bring no word. The country doctor who had first been calledstopped occasionally when time permitted, and his faithful old horseneeded a little rest, but he only shook his head. He admitted to thenurse that he was greatly surprised because the inevitable operation hadnot yet become imperative. Colonel Kent seemed to have been lost for almost a week. During thattime no word had been received from him and Madame's daily bulletin: "Nochange for the worse, " had been returned, marked "not found. " She wasvaguely troubled and uneasy, fearing that something might have happenedto him, but forebore to speak of her fears. One morning, while Allison was still asleep, the nurse wakened himgently. "A new man, Mr. Allison; can you see him now?" "I don't care, " he replied. "Bring him in. " The newcomer was a young man--one would have guessed that the ink wasscarcely dry on his diploma. He had a determined mouth, a square chin, kind eyes, and the buoyant youthful courage that, by itself, carries onefar upon any chosen path. He smiled at Allison and Allison smiled back at him, in friendlyfashion. "Now, " said the young man, "let's see. " His big fingers were astonishingly gentle, they worked with marvellousdexterity, and, for the first time, the dreaded examination was almostpainless. He asked innumerable questions both of Allison and the nurse, and wanted to know who had been there previously. The nurse had kept no record, but she knew some of the men, andmentioned their names--names to conjure with in the professional world. Even the two great Germans had said it was of no use. The young man wrinkled his brows in deep thought. "What have you beenusing?" he inquired, of the nurse. "Everything. Come here. " She led him into the next room, where a formidable array of bottles andboxes almost covered a large table. He looked them all over, carefully, scrutinising the names on the druggist's labels, sniffing here andthere, occasionally holding some one bottle to the light, and finally, out of sheer youthful curiosity, counting them. Then he laughed--a cheery, hearty laugh that woke long-sleeping echoesin the old house and made Allison smile, in the next room. "It seems, "he commented, "that a doctor has to leave a prescription as other menleave cards--just as a polite reminder of the call. " "What shall I do with them?" "Dump 'em all out--I don't care. Or, wait a minute; there's no rush. " He went back to Allison. "I see you've got quite a drug store here. Areyou particularly attached to any special concoction?" "Indeed I'm not. Most of 'em have hurt--sinfully. " "I don't know that anything has to be painful or disagreeable in orderto be healing, " remarked the young man, thoughtfully. "Would you like tothrow 'em all out of the window?" "I certainly would. " "All right--that'll be good business. " He swung Allison's bed around sothat his right arm rested easily on the window sill, requested the nurseto wheel the drug store within easy reach, and rapidly uncorked bottleafter bottle with his own hands. "Now then, get busy. " He sat by, smiling, while Allison poured the varying contents of thedrug store on the ground below and listened for the sound of breakingglass when the bottle swiftly followed the last gurgling drop. When allhad been disposed of, the nurse took out the table, and the young mansmiled expansively at Allison. "Feel better?" "I--think so. " "Good. Now, look here. How much does your hand mean to you?" "How much does it mean?" repeated Allison, pitifully. "It means life, career--everything. " "Enough to make a fight for it then, I take it. " Dull colour surged by waves into Allison's white face. "What do youmean?" he asked, in a broken voice. "Tell me what you mean!" But the young man was removing his coat. "Hot day, " he was saying, "andthe young lady won't mind my negligee as long as the braces don't show. Strange--how women hate nice new braces. Say, " he said to the nurse asshe returned, "get somebody to go up to the station and bring down mytrunk, will you?" "Trunk?" echoed Allison. "Sure, " smiled the young man. "My instructions were to stay if I saw anyhope, so I brought along my trunk. I'm always looking for a chance tohope, and I've discovered that it's one of the very best ways to findit. " The nurse had hastened away upon her errand. The new element in theatmosphere of the sick room had subtly affected her, also. "Don't fence, " Allison was saying, huskily. "I've asked so much thatI've quit asking. " The young man nodded complete understanding. "I know. The moss-backs sitaround and look wise, and expect to work miracles on a patient whodoesn't know what they're doing and finally gets the impression that heisn't considered fit to know. Far be it from me to disparage thepioneers of our noble profession, but I'm modest enough to admit that Ineed help, and the best help, every time, comes from the patienthimself. " He drew up his chair beside the bed and sat down. Allison's eager eyesdid not swerve from his face. "Mind you, " he went on, "I don't promise anything--I can't, conscientiously. In getting a carriage out of the mud, more depends uponthe horse than on the driver. Nature will have to do the work--I can't. All I can do is to guide her gently. If she's pushed, she gets balky. Maybe there's something ahead of her that I don't see, and there's nouse spurring her ahead when she's got to stop and get her breath beforeshe can go up hill. "That hand can't heal itself without good blood to draw upon, and goodmaterial to make bone and nerve of, so we'll begin to stoke up, gradually, and meanwhile, I'll camp right here and see what's doing. Andif you can bring yourself to sort of--well, sing at your work, you know, it's going to make the job a lot easier. " Allison drew a long breath of relief. "You give me hope, " he said. "Sure, " returned the young man, with an infectious laugh. "A youngsurgeon never has much else when he starts, nor for some time to come. Want to sit up?" "Why, " Allison breathed, in astonishment, "I can't. " "Who said so?" "Everybody. They all said I must lie perfectly still. " "Of course, " mused the young man, aloud, "blood may move around allright of itself, and then again, it may not. Wouldn't do any harm tostir it up a bit and remind the red corpuscles not to loaf on the job. " The nurse came back, to say that the trunk would be up immediately. "Good. Can I have a bunk in the next room?" Without waiting for heranswer, he requested raw eggs and milk, beaten up with a little creamand sherry. While Allison was drinking it, he moved a big easy chair up near thewindow, opened every shutter wide, and let the hot sun stream into theroom. He expeditiously made a sling for the injured hand, slipped itpainlessly into place, put a strong arm under Allison's shoulders, andlifted him to a sitting posture on the edge of the bed. "Now then, forward, march! Just lean on me. " Muscles long unused trembled under the strain but finally he made theharbour of the easy chair, gasping for breath. "Good, " said the youngman. "At this rate, we'll soon have clothes on us and be outdoors. " "Really?" asked Allison, scarcely daring to believe his ears. "Sure, " replied the marvellous young man, confidently. "What's the useof keeping a whole body in the house on account of one hand? I'm goingto tell you just one thing more, then we'll quit talking shop andproceed to politics or anything else you like. "I knew a man once who was a trapeze performer in a circus and he wastraining his son in the same lofty profession. The boy insisted that hecouldn't do it, and finally the man said to him: 'Look here, kid, ifyou'll put your heart over the bar, your body will follow all right, 'and sure enough it did. Now you get your heart over the bar, and trustyour hand to follow. Get the idea?" The sound of the piano below chimed in with the answer. A rippling, laughing melody danced up the stairs and into the room. The young manlistened a moment, then asked, "Who?" "A friend of mine--my very dearest friend. " "More good business. I think I'll go down and talk to her. What's hername?" "Rose. " "What's the rest of it? I can't start in that way, you know. Bad form. " "Bernard--Rose Bernard. " As quickly and silently as he did everything else, the young man wentdown-stairs, and the piano stopped, but only for a moment, as herequested her, with an airy wave of the hand, not to mind him. When shefinished the old song she was playing, he called her by name, introducedhimself, and invited her out into the garden, because, as he said, "walls not only have ears, but telephones. " "Say, " he began, by way of graceful preliminary, "you look to me asthough you had sense. " "Thank you, " she replied, demurely. "Sense, " he resumed, "is lamentably scarce, especially the varietymisnamed common--or even horse. I'm no mental healer, nor anything ofthat sort, you know, but it's reasonable to suppose that if the mind cancontrol the body, after a fashion, when the body is well, it's entitledto some show when the body isn't well, don't you think so?" Rose assented, though she did not quite grasp what he said. His allpervading breeziness affected her much as it had Allison. "Now, " he continued, "I'm not unprofessional enough to knock anybody, but I gather that there's been a procession of undertakers down heremaking that poor chap upstairs think there's no chance. I'm not sayingthat there is, but there's no reason why we shouldn't trot along untilwe have to stop. It isn't necessary to amputate just yet, and until itis necessary, there's nothing to hinder us from working like the devilto save him from it, is there?" "Surely not. " "All right. Are you in on it?" "I'm 'in, '" replied Rose, slowly, "on anything and everything that humanpower can do, day or night, until we come to the last ditch. " "Good for you. I'll appoint you first lieutenant. I guess that nurse isall right, though she doesn't seem to be unduly optimistic. " "She's had nothing to make her so. Everything has been discouraging sofar. " "Plenty of discouragement in the world, " he observed, "handed out freeof charge, without paying people to bring it into the house when you'repeevish. " "Very true, " she answered, then her eyes filled. "Oh, " she breathed, with white lips, "if you can--if you only can--" "We'll have a try for it, " he said, then continued, kindly: "no saltwater upstairs, you know. " "I know, " she sighed, wiping her eyes. "Then 'on with the dance--let joy be unconfined. '" Rose obediently went back to the piano. The arrival of the trunk and thecomposition of a hopeful telegram to Colonel Kent occupied theresourceful visitor for ten or fifteen minutes. Then he went back to hispatient, who had already begun to miss him. "You forgot to tell me your name, " Allison suggested. "Sure enough. Call me Jack, or Doctor Jack, when I'm not here and haveto be called. " "But, as you said yourself a few minutes ago, I can't begin that way. What's the rest of it?" "If you'll listen, " responded the young man, solemnly, "I will unfoldbefore your eyes the one blot upon the 'scutcheon of my promisingcareer. My full name is Jonathan Ebenezer Middlekauffer. " "What--how--I mean--excuse me, " stammered Allison. The young man laughed joyously. "You can search me, " he answered, with ashrug. "The gods must have been in a sardonic mood about the time Iarrived to gladden this sorrowful sphere. I've never used more of itthan I could help, and everybody called me 'Jem' until I went tocollege, the initials making a shorter and more agreeable name. Butbefore I'd been there a week, I was 'Jemima' or 'Aunt Jemima' to thewhole class. So I changed it myself, though it took a thrashing to maketwo or three of 'em remember that my name was Jack. " "How did you happen to come here?" queried Allison, without muchinterest. "The man who was down here on the fifth sent me. He told me about youand suggested that my existence might be less wearing if I had somethingto do. He just passed along his instructions and faded gracefully out ofsight, saying: 'You'd better go, Middlekauffer, as your business seemsto be the impossible, ' so I packed up and took the first train. " "What did he mean by saying that your business was impossible?" "Not impossible, but THE impossible. Good Heavens, man, don't things getmixed like that! All he meant was that such small reputation as I havebeen able to acquire was earned by doing jobs that the other fellowsshirked. I'm ambidextrous, " he added, modestly, "and I guess that helpssome. Let's play piquet. " When Rose came up, an hour or so later, they were absorbed in theirgame, and did not see her until she spoke. She was overjoyed to seeAllison sitting up, but, observing that she was not especially needed, invented a plausible errand and said good-bye, promising to come thenext day. "Nice girl, " remarked Doctor Jack, shuffling the cards for Allison. "Mighty nice girl. " "My future wife, " answered Allison, proudly, forgetting his promise. "More good business. You'd be a brute if you didn't save that hand forher. She's entitled to the best that you can give her. " "And she shall have it, " returned Allison. Doctor Jack's quick ears noted a new determination in the voice, thatonly a few hours before had been weak and wavering, and he nodded hissatisfaction across the card table. That night, while Allison slept soundly, and the nurse also, having beentold that she was off duty until called, the young man recklessly burnedgas in the next room, with pencil and paper before him. First, hecarefully considered the man with whom he had to deal, then mapped out aline of treatment, complete to the last detail. "There, " he said to himself, "by that we stand or fall. " The clocks struck three, but the young man still sat there, oblivious tohis surroundings, or to the fact that even strong and healthy peopleoccasionally need a little sleep. At last a smile lighted up his face. "What fun it would be, " he thought, "for him to give a special concert, and invite every blessed moss-back who said 'impossible!' It wouldn'tplease me or anything, would it, to stand at the door and see 'em comein? Oh, no!" There was a stir in the next room, and Allison called him, softly. "Yes?" It was only a word, but the tone, as always, was vibrant withgood cheer. "I just wanted to tell you, " Allison said, "that my heart is over thebar. " In the dark, the two men's hands met. "More good business, " commentedDoctor Jack. "Just remember what somebody said of Columbus: 'One day, with life and hope and heart, is time enough to find a world. ' Go tosleep now. I'll see you in the morning. " "All right, " Allison returned, but he did not sleep, even after certainlow sounds usually associated with comfortable slumber came from thedoctor's room. He lay there, waiting happily, while from far, mysterioussources, life streamed into him, as the sap rises into the trees at thecall of Spring. Across the despairing darkness, a signal had beenflashed to him, and he was answering it, in every fibre of body andsoul. XX RISEN FROM THE DEAD COLONEL KENT, in a distant structure which, by courtesy, was called "thehotel, " had pushed away his breakfast untasted, save for a small portionof the nondescript fluid the frowsy waitress called "coffee. " He hadbeen delayed, missed his train at the junction point, and, fretting withimpatience, had been obliged to pass the night there. He had wired to Madame Francesca the night before, but, as yet, hadreceived no answer. He had personally consulted every surgeon ofprominence in the surrounding country, and all who would not say flatly, without further information than he could give them, that there was nochance, had been asked to go and see for themselves. One by one, their reports came back to him, unanimously hopeless. Heartsick and discouraged, he rallied from each disappointment, only toface defeat again. He had spent weeks in fruitless journeying, followingup every clue that presented itself, waited days at hospitals for chiefsof staff, and made the dreary round of newspaper offices, whereknowledge of every conceivable subject is supposedly upon file for theasking. One enterprising editor, too modern to be swayed by ordinary humaninstincts, had turned the Colonel over to the star reporter--a young manwith eyes like Allison's. By well-timed questions and sympathetic offersof assistance, he dragged the whole story of his wanderings from theunsuspecting old soldier. It made a double page in the Sunday edition, including theillustrations--a "human interest" story of unquestionable value, introduced by a screaming headline in red: "Old Soldier on the March toSave Son. Violinist about to Lose Hand. " When the Colonel saw it, his eyes filled so that he could not see thewords that danced through the mist, and the paper trembled from hishands to the floor. He was too nearly heartbroken to be angry, and toodeeply hurt to take heed of the last stab. No word reached him until late at night, when he arrived at themetropolitan hotel that he had made his headquarters. When heregistered, two telegrams were handed to him, and he tore them openeagerly. The first was from Madame Francesca: "Slight change for the better. New man gives hope. Better return atonce. " The second one was wholly characteristic: "Willing to take chance. Am camping on job. Come home. " It was signed:"J. E. Middlekauffer. " When he got to his room, the Colonel sat down to think. He knew no oneof that name--had never even heard it before. Perhaps Francesca--itwould have been like her, to work with him and say nothing until she hadsomething hopeful to say. His heart warmed toward her, then he forgot her entirely in a suddenrealisation of the vast meaning of the two bits of yellow paper. Why, itwas hope; it was a fighting chance presenting itself where hitherto hadbeen only despair! He could scarcely believe it. He took the twotelegrams closer to the light, and read the blessed words over and overagain, then, trembling with weakness and something more, tottered backto his chair. Until then, he had not known how weary he was, nor how the long weeks ofanxiety and fruitless effort had racked him to the soul. As one may beara burden bravely, yet faint the moment it is lifted, his strength failedhim in the very hour that he had no need of it. He sat there for a longtime before he was able to shut off the light and creep into bed, withhis tear-wet cheek pillowed upon one telegram, and a wrinkled handclosely clasping the other, as though holding fast to the message meantthe keeping of the hope it brought. Utterly exhausted, he slept until noon. When he woke, it was with thefeeling that something vitally important had happened. He could notremember what it was until he heard the rustling of paper and saw thetwo telegrams. He read them once more, in the clear light of day, fearing to find the message but a fantasy of the night. To his unboundedrelief, it was still there--no dream of water to the man dying ofthirst, but a living reality that sunlight did not change. "Thank God, " he cried aloud, sobbing for very joy, "Thank God!" Meanwhile, the Resourceful One had shown the nurse how to cut a sleeveout of one of Allison's old coats, and open the under-arm seam. Havingdone this, she was requested to treat a negligee shirt in the same way. Then the village barber was sent for, and instructed to do his utmost. "Funny, " remarked Doctor Jack, pensively, "that nobody has thought ofdoing that before. If I hadn't come just as I did, you'd soon havelooked like a chimpanzee, and, eventually, you'd have been beyond thereach of anything but a lawn-mower. They didn't even think to braid yourhair and tie it with a blue ribbon. " The nurse laughed; so did Allison, but the pensive expression of theyoung man's face did not change. "I've had occasion lately, " he continued, "to observe the powerful toniceffect of clothes. A woman patient told me once that the moral support, afforded by a well-fitting corset was inconceivable to the mind of amere man. She said that a corset is to a woman what a hat is to a man--it prepares for any emergency, enables one to meet life on equal terms, and even to face a rebellious cook or janitor with 'that repose whichmarks the caste of Vere de Vere. '" "I've often wondered, " returned Allison, "why I felt so much--well, somuch more adequate with my hat on. " "Clear case of inherited instincts. The wild dog used to make himself asmooth bed in the rushes of long grass by turning around several timesupon the selected spot. Consequently, the modern dog has to do the samestunt before he can go to sleep. The hat is a modification of thehelmet, which always had to be worn outside the house, in the days whenhold-ups and murders were even more frequent than now, and the desirefor a walking-stick comes from the old fashion of carrying a spear or asword. If a man took off his helmet, it was equivalent to saying: 'Inthe presence of my friend, I am safe. ' When he takes off his hat to alady now, he merely means: 'You're not a voter. ' You'll notice that inany gathering of men, helmets are still worn. " So he chattered, with apparent unconcern, but, none the less, he waskeenly watching his patient. With tact that would have done credit to adiplomat, he kept the conversation in agreeable channels. By noon, Allison had his clothes on, the coat being pinned under the left armwith two safety pins that did not show, and was out upon an upperveranda. Doctor Jack encouraged him to walk whenever he felt that he could, eventhough it was only to the other end of the veranda and back to hischair. Somewhat to his astonishment, Allison began to feel better. "I believe you're a miracle-worker, " he said. "Two days ago, I was inbed, with neither strength, ambition, nor hope. Now I've got all three. " "No miracle, " replied the other modestly. "Merely sense. " That afternoon the Crosby twins telephoned to know whether they mightcall, and the nurse brought the query upstairs. "If they're amusing, "said the doctor, "let 'em come. " Allison replied that the twins had been highly amusing--until they ran"The Yellow Peril" over his left hand. "Poor little devils, " he mused;"they've got something on their minds. " "Mighty lucky for you that it wasn't a macadamised boulevard instead ofa sandy country road, " observed the doctor. "The softness underneath hasgiven us a doubt to work on. " "How so?" "It's easier, to crush anything on a hard surface than it is on apillow, isn't it?" "Of course--I hadn't thought of that. If there had been more sand--" "I look to you to furnish that, " returned the other with a quick twistof meaning. "You've got plenty of sand, if you have half a chance toshow it. " "How long--when do you think you'll know?" Allison asked, half afraid ofthe answer. "If I knew, I'd be glad to tell you, but I don't. I've found out thatit's easier to say 'I don't know' straight out in plain English than itis to side-track. It used to be bad form, professionally, to admitignorance, but it isn't now. People soon find it out and you might aswell tell 'em at the start. You just go on and keep the fuel bins wellsupplied and the red corpuscles busy and pretty soon we'll see what'sdoing. " The twins were late in coming, because they had had a long discussion asto the propriety of wearing their sable garments. Romeo, disliking thetrouble of changing, argued that Allison ought to see that their griefwas sincere. Juliet insisted that the sight would prove depressing. At the end of a lively hour, they compromised upon white, which was wornby people in mourning and was not depressing. Juliet donned a muslingown and Romeo put on his tennis flannels, which happened to be clean. As they took pains to walk upon the grass and avoid the dusty places, they were comparatively fresh when they arrived, though very warm fromthe long walk. Both had inexpressibly dreaded seeing Allison, yet the reality lackedthe anticipated terror, as often happens. They liked Doctor Jackimmensely from the start and were greatly relieved to see Allison up andoutdoors, instead of lying in a darkened room. Almost before they knew it, they were describing their sacrificial ritesand their repentance, with a wealth of detail that left nothing to bedesired. Doctor Jack was suddenly afflicted with a very bad cough, buthe kept his back to them and used his handkerchief a great deal. EvenAllison was amused by their austere young faces and the earnest devotionwith which they had performed their penance. "We've had your car fixed, " said Romeo. "It's all right now. " "We've paid the bill, " added Juliet. "We want to pay everything, " Romeo continued. "Everything, " she echoed. "I don't know that I want the car, " Allison answered, kindly. "If I hadbeen a good driver, I could have backed into the turn before you gotthere and let you whiz by. I'm sorry yours is burned. Won't you takemine?" "No, " answered Romeo, with finality. "We don't deserve even to ride in one, " Juliet remarked. "We ought tohave to walk all the rest of our lives. " "You people make me tired, " interrupted Doctor Jack. "Just becauseyou've been mixed up in an accident, you're about to get yourselveslocoed, as they say out West, on the subject of automobiles. By carefulcultivation, you could learn to shy at a baby carriage and throw a fitat the sight of a wheelbarrow. The time to nip that is right at thestart. " "How would you do it?" queried Allison. His heart was heavy with dreadof all automobiles, past, present, and to come. " "Same way they break a colt. Get him used to the harness, then toshafts, and so on. Now, I can run any car that ever was built--make itstand on its hind wheels if I want to and roll through a crowd withoutmaking anybody even wink faster. I think I'll go out and get that oneand take the whole bunch of you out for a cure. " Juliet was listening attentively, with her blue eyes wide open and herscarlet lips parted. Doctor Jack was subtly conscious of a newsensation. "I see, " she said. "Romie made me hold snakes by their tails until Iwasn't afraid of 'em, and made me kill mice and even rats. Only sissygirls are afraid of snakes and rats. And just because we were bothafraid to go by the graveyard at night, we made ourselves do it. We canwalk through it now, even if there isn't any moon, and never dodge asingle tombstone. " "Was it hard to learn to do it?" asked the doctor. If he was amused, hedid not show it now. "No, " Juliet answered, "because just before we did it, we read aboutit's being called 'God's Acre. ' So I told Romie that God must be thereas much or more than He was anywhere else, so how could we be afraid?" "After you once get it into your head that God is everywhere, " addedRomeo, "you can't be afraid because there's nothing to be afraid of. " The simple, child-like faith appealed to both men strongly. Allison wasmuch surprised, for he had not imagined that there was a serious side tothe twins. "Will you forgive us?" asked Juliet, humbly. "Please, " added Romeo. "With all my heart, " Allison responded, readily. "I've never thoughtthere was anything to forgive. " "Then our sacrifice is over, " cried Juliet, joyously. "Yes, " her brother agreed, with a wistful expression on his face, "andto-night we can have something to eat. " The twins never lingered long after the object of a visit wasaccomplished, so they rose almost immediately to take their departure. "Cards, Romie, " Juliet suggested, in an audible whisper. Romeo took a black bordered envelope from an inner pocket and gravelyextended a card to each. Then they bowed themselves out, resisting withdifficulty the temptation to slide down the banister instead of goingdownstairs two steps at a time. Doctor Jack's mobile face had assumed an entirely new expression. He putaway the card inscribed The Crosby Twins as though it were an article ofgreat value, then leaned out over the veranda railing to catch a glimpseof the two flying figures in white. "Upon my word!" he exclaimed. Allison laughed aloud. "You're not disappointed in the twins, are you?" "If I were going to be run over, " remarked the Doctor, ignoring thequestion, "I believe I'd choose them to do it. Think of the littlepagans burning their car and repenting in sackcloth and ashes, not tomention shooting the dogs and living upon penitential fare. " "Poor kids, " Allison said, with a sigh. "Tell me about 'em, " pleaded Doctor Jack "Tell me everything you knowabout 'em, especially Juliet. " "I don't know much, " replied the other, "for I came back here only a fewmonths ago, and when I went abroad, they were merely enfants terriblesimperfectly controlled by a pair of doting parents. " However, he gladly told what he knew of the varied exploits of thetwins, and his eager listener absorbed every word. At length whenAllison could think of no more, and the afternoon shadows grew long, they went in. Consigning his patient to the care of the nurse, the Doctor went downinto the garden, to walk back and forth upon the long paths, gaze, open-mouthed, down the road, and moon, like the veriest schoolboy, overJuliet's blue eyes. Her pagan simplicity, her frank boyishness, and her absoluteunconsciousness of self, appealed to him irresistibly. "The dear kid, "he said to himself, fondly; "the blessed little kid! Wonder how old sheis!" Then he remembered that Allison had told him the twins were almosttwenty-one, but Juliet seemed absurdly young for her years. "The worldwill take her, " he sighed to himself, "and change her in a little whileso even her own brother won't know her. She'll lace, and wear high heelsand follow the latest fashion whether it suits her or not, and touch upher pretty cheeks with rouge, twist her hair into impossible coiffures, and learn all the wicked ways of the world. " The wavy masses of tawny hair, the innocent blue eyes, as wide andappealing as a child's, the clear, rosy skin, and the parted scarletlips--all these would soon be spoiled by the thousand deceits offashion. "And I can't help it, " he thought, sadly. Then his face brightened. "ByGeorge, " he said aloud, "I'm only twenty-eight--wonder if the kid couldlearn to stand me around the house. " He laughed, from sheer joy. "I'llhave a try for her, " he continued to himself. "Me for Juliet, and, ifthe gods are kind, Juliet for me!" His reflections were interrupted by the arrival of the station hack. Heinstantly surmised that the man who hurried toward the house was ColonelKent, and, on the veranda, intercepted him. "Colonel Kent?" "Yes. Doctor--? "Middlekauffer, for purposes of introduction. For purposes ofconversation, 'Doctor Jack, ' or just plain 'Jack. ' Never cared much forhandles to names. You got my wire?" "Yes. Who sent you here?" "Forbes. Down here on the fifth. Met him out in the next State, at anoperation. He told me to come, as my business was the impossible. Toldme you'd stand for it, don't you know, and all that sort of thing?" "I'm very glad. How is he?" "Doing very nicely, all things considered. " "Is there a chance?" the Colonel cried, eagerly; "a real chance?" "My dear man, until amputation is the only thing to be done, there'salways a chance. Personally, I'm very hopeful, though I've been called adreamer more than once. But we've got him chirked up a lot, and he'sgetting his nerve back, and this morning I thought I detected a slightimprovement, though I was afraid to tell him so. We've all got to workfor him and work like the devil at that. " "If work will do it--" "Nothing worth while is ever done without work. Go up and see him. " At the sound of a familiar step upon the stair, Allison turned deathlywhite. He waited, scarcely daring to breathe, until the half-closed dooropened, and his father stood before him, smiling in welcome. Allisonsprang forward, unbelieving, until his hand touched his father's, notcold, as though he had risen from the grave, but warmly human and alive. "Lad, dear lad! I've come back at last!" Allison's answering cry of joyfairly rang through the house. "Dad! Oh, Dad! I thought you were dead!" XXI SAVED--AND LOST Alternately possessed by hope and doubt, the young surgeon worked duringthe weeks that followed as he had never worked before. He kept his doubtto himself, however, and passed on his hope to the others when he coulddo so conscientiously. Allison had ceased to ask questions, but eagerlywatched the doctor's face. He knew, without being told, just when theoutlook was dubious and when it was encouraging. The doctor did not permit either Rose or Colonel Kent to hope too much. Both were with Allison constantly, and Madame drove over three or fourtimes a week. Gradually a normal atmosphere was established, and, without apparent effort, they kept Allison occupied and amused. It seemed only natural and right that Rose should be there, and bothAllison and his father had come to depend upon her, in a way, as thoughshe were the head of the household. The servants came to her for orders, people who came to inquire for Allison asked for her, and she saved theColonel from many a lonely evening after Allison had said good-night andthe Doctor had gone out for a long walk as he said, "to clear thecobwebs from his brain. " Because of Isabel, whom he felt that he could not meet, the Colonel didnot go over to Bernard's. Allison had not alluded to her in any way, butMadame had told the Colonel at the first opportunity. He had said, quietly: "A small gain for so great a loss, " and made no furthercomment, yet it was evident that he was relieved. Rose and Allison were back upon their old friendly footing, to allintents and purposes. Never by word or look did Rose betray herself;never by the faintest hint did Allison suggest that their relation toeach other had in any way been changed. He was frankly glad to have herwith him, urged her to come earlier and to stay later, and gratefullyaccepted every kindness she offered. Perhaps he had forgotten--Rose rather thought he had, but her self-revelation stood before her always like a vivid, scarlet hour in aprocession of grey days. Yet the sting and shame of it were curiouslyabsent, for nothing could exceed the gentle courtesy and deference thatAllison instinctively accorded her. He saw her always as a thing apart;a goddess who, through divine pity, had stooped for an instant to be awoman--and had swiftly returned to her pedestal. Sustained by the joy of service, Rose asked no more. Only to plan littlesurprises for him, to anticipate every unspoken wish, to keep him cheeryand hopeful, to read or play to him without being asked--these thingswere as the life-blood to her heart. She had blossomed, too, into a new beauty. The forty years had put linesof silver into her hair, but had been powerless to do more. Her lovelyface, where the colour came and went, the fleeting dimple at the cornerof her mouth and the crimson curve of her lips were eloquent with thefiner, more subtle charm of maturity. Her shining eyes literallytransfigured her. In their dark depths was a mysterious exaltation, asfrom some secret, holy rapture too great for words. Allison saw and felt it, yet did not know what it was. Once at sunset, when they were talking idly of other things, he tried to express it. "I don't know what it is, Rose, but there's something about you latelythat makes me feel--well, as though I were in a church at an Easterservice. The sun through the stained glass window, the blended fragranceof incense and lilies, and the harp and organ playing the Intermezzofrom Cavalleria--all that sort of thing, don't you know?" "Why shouldn't your best friend be glad, " she had answered gently, "whenyou have come to your own Easter--your rising from the dead?" The dull colour surged into his face, then retreated in waves. "If youcan be as glad as that, " he returned, clearing his throat, "I'd be abrute ever to let myself be discouraged again. " That night, during a wakeful hour, his thoughts went back to Isabel. Forthe first time, he saw the affair in its true light--a brief, madinfatuation. He had responded to Isabel's youth and beauty and an oldmoonlit garden full of roses much as his violin answered to his touchupon the strings. "Had answered, " he corrected himself, trying not toflinch at the thought. Even if his hand should heal, it was scarcely possible that he wouldever play again, and he knew, as well as anyone, what brilliant promisethe future had held for him. He remembered how wisely he had beentrained from the very beginning; how Aunt Francesca had insisted uponmathematics, Latin, and chemistry, as well as literature, history, andmodern languages. He had protested to her only once. She had replied kindly, but firmly, that while broad culture and liberal education might not, in itself, create an artist, yet it could not possibly injure one. Since then, hehad seen precocious children, developed in one line at the expense ofall others, fail ignominiously in maturity because there was nofoundation. The Child Wonder who had thrilled all Europe at nine, by hisunnatural mastery of the violin, was playing in an orchestra in a Pariscafe, where one of the numerous boy sopranos was the head waiter. How disappointed Aunt Francesca must be, even though she had too muchself-control to show it! And his father! Allison swallowed a lump in histhroat. After a lifetime of self-sacrificing devotion, the Colonel hadseen all his efforts fail, but he had taken the blow standing, like thesoldier that he was. In vain, many a time, Allison had wished that someof his father's fine courage might have been transmitted to him. And Rose--dear Rose! How persistently she held the new way open beforehim; how steadily she insisted that the creative impulse was higher thaninterpretative skill! How often she had reminded him of Carlyle'sstirring call: "Produce, produce! Though it be but the merest fractionof a fragment, produce it, in God's name!" He had noticed that thematerials for composition were always close at hand, though she neverurged him to work. He had come gradually to depend upon Rose--a great deal more than herealised. Quite often he perceived the truth of the saying that "a blue-ribbon friendship is better than an honourable mention love. " It wasevident that Isabel had never loved him, though she had been pleased andflattered by his love for her. Even at the time that Aunt Francesca and Rose had congratulated him, andhe had kissed them both in friendly fashion, he had taken passing noteof the difference between Isabel and Rose. Of course it was only thatIsabel was made of ice and Rose of flesh and blood, but still, it waspleasant to remember that-- His thoughts began to stray into other fields. Rose was his promisedwife, as far as name went, yet she treated him with the frank goodcomradeship that a liberal social code makes possible between men andwomen. As far as Rose was concerned, there was no sentiment in theworld. When she read to him, it was invariably a story of adventure or ofhumorous complications, or a well-chosen exposition of some recentadvance in science or art. Their conversation was equally impersonal, even at the rare times they chanced to be alone. Rose made Colonel Kent, Aunt Francesca, Doctor Jack, and even the nurse equally welcome toAllison's society. He went freely from room to room on the upper floor, but had not yetbeen downstairs, as a possible slip on the steps might do irreparableinjury. Doctor Jack wanted to get him downstairs and outdoors, believingthat actual contact with the earth is almost as good for people as it isfor plants, but saw no way to manage it without a stretcher, which heknew Allison would violently resent. The twins came occasionally, by special invitation, though nobodynoticed that it was always Doctor Jack who suggested it. Once theybrought a pan of Juliet's famous fudges, which were politely appreciatedby the others and extravagantly praised by the Doctor. The following dayhe was rewarded by a private pan of especially rich fudges--but Romeobrought it, on his way to the post-office. There was a daily card-party upon the upper veranda, and sometimes mealswere served there. The piano had been moved upstairs into a back room. The whole-hearted devotion of the household was beautiful to behold, yetunderneath it all, like an unseen current, was the tense strain ofwaiting. It was difficult not to annoy Doctor Jack with questions. Rose and theColonel continually reminded themselves and each other that he would beonly too glad to bring encouragement at the moment he found it, and thatby quiet and patience they could help him most. Juliet had pleaded earnestly with Doctor Jack to save Allison's hand. "If you don't, " she said, with uplifted eyes, "I'll be miserable all therest of my life. " "Bless your little heart, " the Doctor had answered, kindly; "I'd do'most anything to keep you from being miserable, even the impossible, which happens to be my specialty. " She did not quite understand, but sent a burnt offering to the Doctor, in the shape of a chocolate cake. He had returned the compliment bysending her the biggest box of candy she had ever seen, and, as itarrived about noon, she and Romeo had feasted upon it until they couldeat no more, and had been uncomfortably ill for two days. Romeo hadattributed their misfortune to the candy itself, but Juliet believedthat their constitutions had been weakened by their penitential fare, and, as soon as she was able, proved her point by finishing the lastsweet morsel without painful results. The Summer waned and tints of palest gold appeared here and there uponthe maples. The warm wind had the indefinable freshness of the Autumnsea, blown far inland at dawn. Allison became impatient and restless, the Colonel went off alone for long, moody walks; even Doctor Jack beganto show the effects of the long strain. Only Rose was serene. Fortunately, no one guessed the tumult that laybeneath her outward calm. Her manner toward Allison was, if anything, more impersonal than ever, though she failed in no thoughtful kindness, no possible consideration. He accepted it all as a matter of course, butbegan to wish, vaguely, for something more. He forebore to remind her of their strange relation, and could notallude to the night he had kissed her, while his fiancee stood near by. Yet, late one afternoon, when she had excused herself a little earlierthan usual, he called her back. "Rose?" "Yes?" She returned quickly and stood before him, just out of his reach. "What is it? What can I do for you?" The tone was kind but impersonal, as always. "Nothing, " he sighed, turning his face away. That night she pondered long. What could Allison want that she had notgiven? The blood surged into her heart for an instant, then retreated. "Nonsense, " she said to herself in tremulous anger. "It's impossible!" Afterward it seemed continually to happen that she was alone withAllison when the time came to say good-night and drive home, or walk, escorted by Colonel Kent or the Doctor. By common consent, they seemedto make excuses to leave the room as the hour of departure approached, and she always found it easier when someone was there. Again, when she had made her adieux and had reached the door leadinginto the hall, Allison called her back. "Yes?" "Couldn't you--just once, you know--for good-night?" he asked, with difficulty. His face made his meaning clear. Rose bent, kissed him tenderly upon theforehead, and quickly left the room. Her heart was beating so hard thatshe did not know she stumbled upon the threshold, nor did she hear hislow: "Thank you--dear. " That night she could not sleep. "I can't, " she said to herself, miserably; "I can't possibly go on, if--Oh, why should he make it sohard for me!" If the future was to be possible on the lines already laid down, he, too, must keep the impersonal attitude. Yet, none the less, she wasconscious of an uplifting joy that would not be put aside, butinsistently demanded its right of expression. She did not dare trust herself to see Allison again, and yet she must. She could not fail him now, when he needed her so much, nor could sheask the others to see that they were not left alone. One day might begained for respite by the plea of a headache, which is woman's friend asoften as it is her enemy. And, after that one day, what then? What other excuse could she makethat would not seem heartless and cold? It was an old saying of Aunt Francesca's that "when you can't seestraight ahead, it's because you're about to turn a corner. " Shetormented herself throughout the night with futile speculations that ledto nothing except the headache which she had planned to offer as anexcuse. A brief note gave her the day to herself, and also brought flowers fromAllison, with a friendly note in his own hand. Doctor Jack was themessenger and took occasion to offer his services in the conquest of theheadache, but Rose declined with thanks, sending down word that shepreferred to sleep it off. Though breakfast might be a movable feast at Madame's, it was alwaysconsistently late. It was nearly nine o'clock in the morning when thetelephone wakened Madame from a dreamless sleep. She listened until itbecame annoying, but no one answered it. Finally she got up, ratherimpatiently, and went to it herself, anticipating Rose by only a minute. Tremulous with suspense, Rose waited, scarcely daring to breathe untilMadame turned with a cry of joy, the receiver falling from her nervelesshand. "Rose! Rose! he's saved! Our boy is saved! He's saved, do youunderstand?" "Truly? Is it sure?" "Blessedly sure! Oh, Rose, he's saved!" The little old lady was sobbing in an ecstasy of relief. Rose led her to a couch and waited quietly until she was almost calm, then went back to her own room. Once more her world was changed, as longago she had seen how it must be with her should the one thing happen. She, with the others, had hoped and prayed for it; her dearest dream hadcome true at last, and left her desolate. She was unselfishly glad for Allison, for the Colonel, Aunt Francesca, Doctor Jack, the sorrowing twins, and, in a way, for herself. It hadbeen given her to serve him, and she had not hoped for more. It madethings easier now, though she had not thought the corner would be turnedin just this way. Having made up her mind and completed her plans, she went to Madame assoon as she was dressed. She had hidden her paleness with so littlerouge that even Madame's keen eyes could not suspect it. "Aunt Francesca, " she began, without preliminary, "I've got to go away. " "Why, dear, and where? For how long?" "Because I'm so tired. Things have been hard for me--over there, lately--and I don't care where I go. " "I see, " returned Madame, tenderly. "You want to go away for a rest. You've needed it for a long time. " "Yes, " Rose nodded, swinging easily into the lie that did not deceiveeither. "Oh, Aunt Francesca, can I go to-day?" "Surely--at any hour you choose. " "And you'll--make it right?" "Indeed I will. I'll just say that you've been obliged to go away onbusiness--to look after some investments for both of us, and I hopeyou'll stay away long enough to get the rest and change you've neededfor almost a year. " "Oh, Aunt Francesca, how good you are! But where? Where shall I go?" Madame had been thinking of that. She knew the one place where Rosecould go, and attain her balance in solitude, untroubled by needlessquestions or explanations. With the feeling of the mother who gives herdead baby's dainty garments to a living child sorely in need, she spoke. "To my house up in the woods--the little house where love lived, so longago. " Rose's pale lips quivered for an instant. "What have I to do with love?" "Go to the house where he lived once, and perhaps you may find out. " "I will--I'll be glad to go. If I could make the next train, could youarrange to have a trunk follow me?" "Of course. Go on, dear. I know how it happens sometimes, that one can'tstay in one place any longer. I suffered from wanderlust until I wasalmost seventy, and it's a long time since you've been away. " "And you'll promise not to tell anybody?" "I promise. " While Rose was packing a suit-case, Madame brought her a rusty, old-fashioned key, and a card on which she had written directions for thejourney. "I've ordered the carriage, " she said, "and I'll drive downwith you to see you safely off. " After the packing was completed and while there was still nearly an hourto wait before the carriage would come, Rose locked her door, and, aftermany failures, achieved her note: "MY DEAR ALLISON: "You don't know how glad I am for you and how glad I shall be all therest of my life. I've hoped and dreamed and prayed from the verybeginning that it might be so, and I believe that, in time, you'll haveback everything you have lost. "Now that you no longer need me, I am going away to attend to somenecessary business for Aunt Francesca and myself, and perhaps to rest alittle while in some new place before I go back to my work. "Of course our make-believe engagement expires automatically now, and Ihope you'll soon find the one woman meant to make you happy. I am gladto think that I've helped you a little when you came to a hard place, for the most that any one of us may do for another is to smooth theroad. "Remember me to the others, say good-bye for me, and believe me, withall good wishes, "Your friend always, "ROSE. " When she sealed and addressed it, she had a queer sense of closing thedoor, with her own hands, upon all the joy Life might have in store forher in years to come. Yet the past few weeks were secure, beyond thepower of change or loss, and her pride was saved. No one could keep her from loving him, and the thought brought a certaincomfort to her sore heart. Wherever he might be and whatever mighthappen to him, she could still love him from afar, and have, for hervery own, the woman's joy of utmost giving. When the carriage came, she went down, and, without a word put her noteinto Aunt Francesca's faithful hands. Isabel had not appeared, fortunately, and it was not necessary to leave any message--AuntFrancesca would make it right, as she always had with everybody. When the little old lady lifted her face, saying: "Good-bye, dear, comeback to me soon, " Rose's heart misgave her. "I'll stay, " she said, brokenly; "I won't leave you. " But Madame only smiled, and nodded toward the waiting train. She stoodon the platform, waving her little lace-bordered handkerchief, until thelast car rounded the curve and the fluttering bit of white that waswaved in answer had vanished. Then Madame sighed, wiped her eyes, and drove home. XXII A BIRTHDAY PARTY Allison received the note from Rose at the time he was expecting Roseherself, and was keenly disappointed. "She might at least have stoppedlong enough to say good-bye, " he said to his father. "Don't be selfish, lad, " laughed the Colonel. "We owe her now a debtthat we can never hope to pay. " The young man's face softened. "What a brick she has been!" Then, tohimself, he added: "if she had loved me, she couldn't have done more. " Life seemed very good to them both that crisp September morning. Justafter breakfast Doctor Jack had announced, definitely, that the crushedhand was saved, unless there should be some unlooked-for complication"But mind you, " he insisted, "I don't promise any violin-playing, andthere'll be scars, but we'll make it look as well as we can. Anyhow, you'll not be helpless. " Allison smiled happily. "Why can't I play, if it heals up all right?" "There may be a nerve or two that won't work just right, or a twistedmuscle, or something. However we'll keep hoping. " The heavy weight that had lain so long upon Allison's heart was slow inlifting. At first he could not believe the good news, greatly to DoctorJack's disgust. "You don't seem to care much, " he remarked. "I supposed you'd turn atleast one somersault. The Colonel is more pleased than you are. " "Dear old dad, " said Allison, gratefully. "I owe him everything. " "Everything?" repeated the Doctor, with lifted brows. "And where doesJonathan Ebenezer Middlekauffer come in, to say nothing of the futureMrs. Kent?" Allison's face clouded for an instant. "I'll never forget what you'vedone for me, but there isn't any future Mrs. Kent. " "No? Why I thought--" "So did I, but she's thrown me over and gone away. This morning she sentme a note of congratulation and farewell. " "Upon my word! What have you done to her?" "Nothing. She says I don't need her any more now, so she's going away. " Doctor Jack paced back and forth on the veranda with his hands in hispockets. "The darkly mysterious ways of the ever-feminine are wonderfulbeyond the power of words to portray. Apparently you've had to choosebetween your hand and hers. " "I'm not sure, " returned Allison, thoughtfully, "that I wouldn't ratherhave hers than mine. " "Brace up, old man. Get well and go after her. The world isn't bigenough to keep a man away from the woman he wants. " "But, " answered Allison, dejectedly, "she doesn't care for me. It wasonly womanly pity, and now that I don't need that, I've lost her. " "She doesn't care for you!" repeated the Doctor. "Why, man, how can yousit there and tell a lie like that? Of course she cares!" Allison turned to look at him in astonishment. "It isn't possible!" "Isn't it? Then I don't know anything about human nature, though I mustconfess I'm not up much on the feminine part of it. How long--" "Just since the accident. The girl I was going to marry let me releaseher. She didn't want a cripple, you know. " "And Miss Bernard did, and you've disappointed her?" "Something like that. " "You seem to have had fierce luck with girls. One gives you up becauseyou've only got one hand, and the other because you've got two. There'sno pleasing women. Hello--here comes another note. Maybe she's changedher mind. " For a breathless instant Allison thought so, too, but Doctor Jack wasopening it. "Mine, " he said. "It's an invitation to Crosby's. It seemsthat they come of age day after to-morrow, and I'm invited out to supperto help celebrate. I won't go, or anything, will I? Oh, no, of coursenot! I haven't seen 'em for a week. Are presents expected?" "Your presence seems to be expected, " remarked Allison. "I'm glad you've got that out of your system, " the Doctor retorted, witha scornful smile. "You ought to improve right along now. " "Is it a party?" "They don't say so. I hope it isn't. " However, when Doctor Jack strolled up the dusty road, a carriage thatmust have come from Crosby's passed him. He stopped short, wildlyconsidering an impulse of flight. Then he went on bravely, smiling atthe thought that any entertainment given by the twins could be by anypossibility, a formal affair. The other guest was Isabel, whom Doctor Jack had not met and of whom heknew nothing. She observed him narrowly when opportunity offered, forshe knew who he was, and wondered what he had heard of her. Soon shebecame certain that her name carried no meaning to him, for he talkedfreely of Allison and the Colonel and frankly shared the joy of thetwins at the welcome news. "Oh, " cried Juliet, clapping her hands in glee. "It's the very bestbirthday present we could have, isn't it, Romie?" "I should say, " replied that young man, with an expansive smile. "Say, "he added to Doctor Jack, "you must be a brick. " "I've only done my best, " he responded, modestly. Isabel could say nothing for some little time. She was furiously angrywith Aunt Francesca because she had not told her. The day that Rose wentaway, everyone in the house had been very glad about something, even tothe servants, but she had asked no questions and received noinformation, except that Rose had been obliged to go away very suddenlyupon business of immediate importance. "You must be awful glad, " said Juliet, to Isabel. "Of course, " answered Isabel, coldly, clearing her throat. "He must feel pretty good, " Romeo observed. "Yes, " returned Doctor Jack, "except that he's lost his girl. " Isabel flushed and nervously turned on her finger the diamond ring thatshe still wore. "He's had fierce luck with girls, " resumed the Doctor, unthinkingly. "One passed him up because he was hurt, and the other because he wasgoing to get well. " The tense silence that ensued indicated that he had made a mistake ofsome sort. It had not occurred to him that the twins did not know ofAllison's engagement to Rose, nor did he suspect Isabel's identity. Juliet was staring at Isabel in pained surprise. "Did you?" she asked, slowly, "throw him over because he got hurt?" "He offered to release me, " said Isabel, in a small, cold voice, "and Iaccepted. I did not know until just now that Cousin Rose had taken myleavings. " The older woman's mysterious departure presented itself toher now in a new light. "Suffering Cyrus, " said Doctor Jack, aloud, "but I have put my foot intoit. Look here, kind friends, I never was meant for a parlour, and Ialways make mistakes when I stray into one. My place is in a hospitalward or at the bedside of those who have been given up to die. Thecomplex social arena is not where I shine to my best advantage. Thereare too many rings to keep track of at once, and my mind gets cross-eyed. " "Come on up to the attic, " suggested Juliet, with a swift change ofsubject, "and we'll do stunts on the trapeze. " Isabel and Doctor Jack sat side by side on a battered old trunk in stonysilence while the twins were donning their gymnasium costumes. Fortunately, it did not take long and the sight of Juliet hanging by herfeet furnished the needed topic of conversation. The lithe little bodyseemed to be made of steel fibres. She swayed back and forth, catchingRomeo as he made a flying leap from the other trapeze, as easily asanother girl would have wielded a tennis racquet. At length Doctor Jack interposed a friendly word of warning. "Look here, kid, " he said, "you're made of flesh and blood, you know, just like therest of us. Better cut out that trapeze business. " "I don't know why, " returned Juliet, resentfully, as she slippedgracefully to the floor, right side up. "I'm as strong as Romie is, oralmost as strong. " "Girls do it in the circus, " Romeo observed, wiping his flushed face. "Ever heard of any of 'em living to celebrate their hundredth birthday?"queried Doctor Jack, significantly. The twins admitted that they had not. "I don't care, " cried Juliet, "I'drather live ten years and keep going, than live to be a hundred and haveto sit still all the time. " "No danger of your sitting still too long, " returned Doctor Jack, good-humouredly. "It's hot up here, isn't it?" "Rather warm, " Romeo agreed. "You folks can go downstairs until we geton our other clothes, if you like. " They had reached the head of the stairs when Isabel changed her mind. "Ibelieve I'll wait for Juliet, " she said, turning back. So the Doctor went down alone, inwardly reviling himself for his unluckyspeech, and glad of an opportunity to contemplate the characteristicresidence of the twins. The whole house was, frankly, a place where people did as they chose, and the furniture bore marks of having been used not wisely, but toowell. Everything was clean, though not aggressively so. He ascribed theabsence of lace curtains to Romeo and the Cloisonne vase to Juliet. Thefishing rods in one corner were probably due to both. When the others came down, Juliet tied a big blue gingham apron over herwhite muslin gown and excused herself. She had been cooking for thebetter part of two days and took a housewifely pride in doing everythingherself. They had chosen the things they liked the most, so the dinnerwas unusual, as dinners go. Isabel, eating daintily, made no effort to conceal her disdain, butDoctor Jack ate heartily, praised everything, and brought the blush ofpleasure to Juliet's rosy cheeks. Romeo, at the head of the table, radiated the hospitality of the truehost, yet a close observer would have noted how often he cast admiringglances at Isabel. She was so dainty, so beautifully gowned andelaborately coiffured, that Romeo compared her with his sister greatlyto the disadvantage of the latter. Juliet's hair was unruly and broke into curls all around her face;Isabel's was in perfect order, with every wave mathematically exact. Juliet's face was tanned and rosy; Isabel's pale and cool. Juliet'shands were rough and her finger-tips square; Isabel's were white andtapering, with perfectly manicured nails. And their gowns--there was nopossible comparison there. Both were in white, but Romeo discovered thatthere might be a vast difference in white gowns. Afterward, the guests were taken out into the yard, and led to thecomprehensive grave of the nineteen dogs. Minerva kept at a safedistance, but the five puppies gambolled and frolicked, even to theverge of the sepulchre. Romeo desired to send a dog to Allison, andgenerously offered Isabel her choice, but she refused. "I'll take the pup, " said the Doctor. "It might amuse him, and anyhow, he'd like to know that you thought of him. " Isabel had strolled down toward the barn. Juliet hesitated, duty biddingher follow Isabel and inclination holding her back. Presently Isabelreturned, and her face was surprisingly animated. "Is that our car in the barn?" she asked. Her manner betrayed greatexcitement. "Why, it's Allison Kent's car, isn't it?" inquired Romeo. "I thought it was mine. Colonel Kent gave it to me for a weddingpresent. " "I thought you couldn't keep the wedding presents unless the weddingcame off, " Juliet observed, practically. "I've still got my ring, " said Isabel. "Allison said he wanted me tokeep it, and he gave me his violin, too. I should think they'd want meto keep the car. " "Better make sure, " suggested Doctor Jack, politely. "People don't scatter automobiles around carelessly among their friends, as a general rule, " observed Juliet. "I wish I could get it up to Kent's, " Romeo said, thoughtfully. "Italways reminds me--here. " "I'd just as soon drive it back, " the Doctor answered. "It's more of atrot out here than I supposed it was. " "Why, yes, " cried Juliet. "You can drive it back to-night and takeIsabel home!" "Charmed, " lied the Doctor, with an awkward bow. So it happened that Isabel once more climbed into the red car and wentback over the fateful road. The machine ran well, but it seemed torequire the driver's entire attention, for his conversation consisted ofbrief remarks to which answers even more brief were vouchsafed. When he turned, on the wide road in front of Madame Bernard's, afterleaving Isabel at the gate, she lingered in the shadow, watching, untilhe was out of sight. The throb of the engine became fainter and fainter, then died away altogether. Isabel sighed and went in, wondering ifAllison, after giving her the ring and the violin, would not also wanther to have the car. Or, if that seemed too much, and she should sendback the violin--she pondered over it until almost dawn, then went tosleep. The following afternoon, while Madame Bernard slept, Isabel sat idly inthe living-room, looking out of the window, though, as she told herselffretfully, there was not much use of looking out of the window whennobody ever went by. But no sooner had she phrased the thought than sheheard the faint chug-chug of an approaching motor. She moved back, into the shelter of the curtain, and presently saw thebig red automobile whizz by. Doctor Jack, hatless and laughing, was atthe wheel. Beside him was Colonel Kent. Had they gone out and left Allison alone? Surely, since there was no oneelse. Fortune favoured her if she wished to see him. But did she dare? Isabel was nothing if not courageous. Arming herself with an excuse inthe shape of the violin, she sallied forth and made her way to Kent's, meeting no one upon the well-worn path. As it happened, Allison was on the lower veranda, walking back andforth, persistently accompanied by the Crosby pup. Assisted by theColonel and Doctor Jack, he had come down without accident, and hadpromised to go out in the car with them a little later. When he saw Isabel coming up the walk, he stopped in astonishment. Hedid not go to meet her, but offered her a chair and said, with formalpoliteness: "How do you do? This is an unexpected pleasure. " "I brought this, " began Isabel, offering him the violin. He took it with a smile. "Thank you. I don't know that I shall ever useit again, but I am glad to have it. " There was a pause and Isabel moved restlessly in her chair. Then sheslipped the ring from her finger. "Do you want this now?" she asked. Herface was a shade paler. Allison laughed. "Indeed I don't. Whom could I give it to?" "Rose, " suggested Isabel, maliciously. Allison sighed and turned his face away. "She wouldn't take it, " hesaid, sadly. Isabel slipped it back on her finger, evidently relieved. "I'm gladyou're better, " she went on, clearing her throat. "Thank you. So am I. " "I saw your father, out in the car. The Doctor was with him. " "Yes. They're coming back for me in a little while. " "It's a lovely car. The Doctor brought me home in it last night, fromCrosby's. " "So he told me. " Allison did not see fit to say just how much DoctorJack had told him. He smiled a little at the recollection of the youngman's remorseful confession. "I told them, " continued Isabel, "that I thought it was mine--that yourfather had given it to me, but it seems I was mistaken. " "It seems so, " Allison agreed. "Dad gave it to the Doctor this morning. " Isabel repressed a bitter cry of astonishment. "For keeps?" "Yes, for keeps. It's little enough to give him after all he's done forme. We both wanted him to have it. " "You could get another, couldn't you?" "I suppose so, if I wanted it. People can usually get things they want, if they are intangible. " "I wanted to tell you, " resumed Isabel, "that I was sorry I acted theway I did the last time I was here. " "Don't think of it, " replied Allison, kindly. "It was very natural. " "It was all a great shock to me, and I was lame, and--and--I wisheverything could be as it was before, " she concluded, with a faint flushcreeping into her face. "That is the great tragedy of life, Isabel--that things can never be asthey were before. Sometimes they're worse, sometimes better, but theworld is never the same. " "Of course, " she answered, without grasping his meaning, "but you'regoing to be all right again now, and--that's the same. " Allison shrugged his shoulders and bit his lips to conceal a smile. "Itmay be the same for me, but it couldn't be for you. I couldn't give youany guarantee that it wouldn't happen again, you know. I might be runover by a railroad train or a trolley car, or any one of a thousandthings might happen to me. There's always a risk. " Tears filled Isabel's eyes. "I don't believe you ever cared very muchfor me, " she said, her lips quivering. "I did, Isabel, " he answered, kindly, "but it's gone now. Even at that, it lasted longer than you cared for me. Come, let's be friends. " He offered his hand. She put hers into it for a moment, then quicklytook it away. He noted that it was very cold. "I must be going, " she said, keeping her self-control with difficulty, "Aunt Francesca will miss me. " "Thank you for coming--and for bringing the violin. " "You're welcome. Good-bye. " "Good-bye, Silver Girl. I hope you'll be happy. " Isabel did not answer, nor turn back. She went out of the gate and outof his life, pride keeping her head high until she had turned thecorner. Then, very sorry for herself, she sat down and wept. XXIII "TEARS, IDLE TEARS" "Say, Jule, " inquired Romeo, casually, "why is it that you don't looklike a lady?" "What do you mean?" demanded Juliet, bristling. "I don't know just what I mean, but you seem so different from everybodyelse. " "I'm clean, ain't I?" "Yes, " he admitted, grudgingly. "And my hair is combed?" "Sometimes. " "And my white dress is clean, isn't it?" "Yes, but it doesn't look like--like hers, you know. " "Her? Who's 'her'?" "You know--Isabel. " Juliet sighed and bit her lips. Her eyes filled with tears and shewinked very hard to keep them back. An ominous pain clutched at herloyal little heart. "What do you want me to do, Romie?" she asked, gently. "Why, I don't know. Men never know about such things. Just make yourselflike her--that's all. " "Huh!" Juliet was scornful now. "I don't know whether I want to looklike her or not, " she remarked, coldly. "Why not?" he flashed back. "And I don't want to be like her, either. She can't do anything. Shecan't cook, or swing on the trapeze, or skate, or fish, or row, or swim, or climb a tree, or ride horseback, or walk, or anything. " "I couldteach her, " mused Romeo, half to himself. "I taught you. " "Yes, " cried Juliet, swallowing the persistent lump in her throat, "andnow you've done it, you're ashamed of me!" "I didn't say so, " he temporised. "You didn't have to. Don't you suppose I can see?" "Don't get so mad about it. She was laughing at you last night and sowas the Doctor. They didn't think it was nice for you to put on yourknickers and swing on the trapeze. Ladies don't do that. " "You taught me, " she reminded him, quickly. "Yes, but I didn't ask you to do it before everybody. You started ityourself. Isabel wouldn't look at you, and you remember what the Doctorsaid, don't you? He told you to cut it out. " "That was because he thought it was dangerous. " "'Tisn't dangerous, and he knows it. He knew it wasn't refined and lady-like for you to do that before men. " "It was only a doctor, " Juliet replied, in a small, thin voice. "They'redifferent from other people. I wouldn't let the Kents see me in myknickers, and you know it. " "You would, too, if you wanted to. You're a perfect tomboy. You wouldn'tsee Isabel doing that. " "Probably not, " answered Juliet, dryly. "She's no more likely to do thatthan I would be to go back on the man I'd promised to marry, justbecause his hand was hurt. " "You'll never have a chance to go back on anybody, so you don't knowwhat you'd do. " "Why won't I?" "Because, " answered Romeo, choosing his words carefully, "when a mangets married, he wants to marry a lady, not a tomboy. " For some unknownreason, he resented any slur cast at Isabel. "And, " replied Juliet, cuttingly, "when a lady gets married, she wantsto marry a gentleman. " The accent carried insult with it, and Romeo leftthe house, slamming the door and whistling, defiantly until he was outof hearing. There was no longer any need for Juliet to keep back the tears. Stretched at full length upon the disembowelled sofa, she buried herface in the pillow and wept until she could weep no more. Then shebathed her face, and pinned up her tangled hair, and went to the onelong mirror the Crosby mansion boasted of, to take an inventory ofherself. She could see that Romeo was right--she didn't look like a lady. Herskirt was too, short and didn't hang evenly, and her belt was wrongbecause she had no corsets. Juliet made a wry face at the thought of acorset. None of her clothes fitted like Isabel's, her face was tanned, her hands rough and red, and her nails impossible. "I look just like a boy, " Juliet admitted to herself, "dressed up ingirl's clothes. If Romie's hair was long, and he had on this dress, he'dlook just like me. " Pride forbade her to go to Isabel and inquire into the mysteries of herall-pervading femininity. Anyhow, Isabel would laugh at her. Anybodywould laugh at her--unless Miss Bernard--but she had gone away. She wasa lady, even more than Isabel, and so was the little old lady everybodycalled "Aunt Francesca. " If she could see "Aunt Francesca, " she wouldn't be ashamed to tell herwhat Romeo had said. If she only knew what to do, she could do it, forshe had plenty of money. Juliet dimly discerned that money was verynecessary if one would be the same sort of "lady" that the others were. "If Mamma hadn't died, " said Juliet, to herself, "I guess I'd have beenas much of a lady as anybody, and nobody would have dared call me atomboy. " Her heart ached for the gentle little mother who had died manyyears ago. "She would have known, " sighed Juliet. "Mamma was a lady ifanybody ever was, and she didn't have the money we've got either. " The life of the Crosbys had been bare of luxuries and sometimes even ofcomforts, until the considerate uncle died and left his money to thetwins. As fortunes go, it was not much, but it seemed inexhaustible tothem because they did not know how to spend it. "I'll go this very day, " thought Juliet, "and see Aunt Francesca. I'llask her. If Isabel is there, I'll have to wait, but if I don't ask forIsabel, maybe I won't see her. " Having decided upon a plan of action, the way seemed easier, so Julietwent about her daily duties with a lighter heart, and even sang after afashion, as she awkwardly pressed the wrinkles from her white muslingown. Though it was September, it was still warm enough to wear it. Romeo, having only the day before attained his maturity, had taken untohimself the masculine privilege of getting angry at someone else forwhat he himself had done. He was furious with Juliet, though he did nottrouble himself to ask why. "The idea, " he muttered, "of her criticisingIsabel!" His wounded sensibilities impelled him to walk past the Bernard house, very slowly, two or three times, but there was no one in sight. He wentto the post-office as a mere matter of habit; there was seldom any mailfor the Crosbys except on the first of the month, when the lawyer'sformal note, "enclosing remittance, " came duly to hand. Nobody seemed tobe around--there was nothing to do. It would have been natural to goback home, but he was too angry for that, and inwardly vowed to stayaway long enough to bring Juliet to her senses. He recalled the night he had called upon Isabel and had not reached homeuntil late. He remembered the torrent of tears and Juliet's cry: "Oh, Romie! Romie! I don't care where you've been as long as I've got youback!" It pleased his masculine sense of superiority to know that he hadpower over a woman's tears--to make them come or go, as he chose. He sauntered slowly toward Kent's, thinking that he might while away anhour or two there. It was a long time until midnight, and there seemedto be nothing to do but to sit and wait. He could ask about the car andwhether it was all right now. If Doctor Jack could run it, maybe theycould go out together for a little spin. It would be nice to go by hisown house and never even turn his head. And, if they could get Isabel togo, too, it would teach Juliet a much-needed lesson. He had nearly reached his destination when he came upon the picture ofBeauty in Distress. Isabel sat at the roadside, leaning against a tree, sobbing. Romeo gave a long, low whistle of astonishment. "Say, " hecalled, cheerfully, "what's wrong?" Isabel looked up, wiped her eyes, and began to weep more earnestly. Though Juliet's tears had moved him to anger and disdain, Isabel's griefroused all his chivalry. He sat down beside her and tried to take herhandkerchief away from her eyes. "Don't, " he said, softly. "What's the matter?" "Oh, " sobbed Isabel, "I'm the most miserable girl in the whole world. Nobody wants me!" "What makes you say that?" demanded Romeo. "Look here, if you'll tell mewho's been making you cry, I'll--" He did not finish the sentence, but his tone indicated that diremisfortune would be visited upon the luckless individual directlyresponsible for Isabel's tears. "You know, " began Isabel, after her sobs had quieted somewhat, "I wasengaged to Allison Kent until you ran over us. At first I couldn't goover--I was so bruised and lame and before I was well enough to go, Igot a note from him, releasing me from the engagement. " "Yes?" queried Romeo, encouragingly. "Go on. " "Well, I didn't think I ought to go over, under the circumstances, butAunt Francesca made me go--she's been mean to me, too. So I went and hewas horrid to me--perfectly horrid. I offered him his ring and he almostthrew his violin at me, and told me to keep that, too. I was afraid ofhim. "Well, since that, everything has been awful. I wrote to Mamma and toldher about it and that I couldn't stay here any longer, and she didn'tanswer for a long time. Then she said I would have to stay where I wasuntil she could make new arrangements for me and that she was glad Iwasn't going to marry a cripple. She said something about 'the survivalof the unfit, ' but I didn't understand it. "And then, last night, when I heard that Allison wasn't going to losehis hand after all, I thought I ought to take his violin back to him andtry to well, --to make up, you know. So I've just been there. He took theviolin all right, but he didn't seem to want me. He said nothing couldever be as it was before. I was ready to get married and go away--I'd doalmost anything for a change--but he actually seemed to be glad to getrid of me and they've given my automobile, that Colonel Kent himselfgave to me for a wedding present, to that doctor who was out to yourhouse last night. Oh, " sobbed Isabel, "I wish I was dead. If you onlyhadn't run over us, everything would have been all right!" Romeo's young face was set in stern and unaccustomed lines. He, then, was directly responsible for Isabel's tears. He had run over them andhurt Isabel and made everything wrong for her, and, because she was alady, she wasn't blaming him in the least. She had merely pointed out tohim, as gently as she could, what he had done to her. A bright idea flashed into his mind, as he remembered that he wastwenty-one now and could do as he pleased without consulting anybody. Hereached into his pocket, drew out a handful of greenbacks and silver, even a gold piece or two. It would serve Juliet just right and make upto Isabel for what he had done. "I say, Isabel, " he began awkwardly. "Would you be willing to marry me?" Isabel quickly dried her tears. "Why, I don't know, " she answered, muchastonished. Then the practical side of her nature asserted itself. "Haveyou got money enough?" Romeo tendered the handful of currency. "All this, and plenty more inthe bank. " "I know, but it was the bank I was talking about. Have you got enoughfor us to live at a nice hotel and go to the theatre every night?" "More than that, " Romeo asserted, confidently. "I've got loads. " "I--don't know, " said Isabel, half to herself. "It would serve them allright. Allison used to be jealous of you, " she added, with a sidelongglance that set his youthful heart to fluttering. "Juliet is jealous of you, " Romeo responded disloyally. "We had an awfulscrap this morning because I asked her why she didn't try to be a lady, like you. " "Of course, " replied Isabel, smoothing her gown with a dainty hand, "I've always liked Juliet, but I liked you better. " "Really, Isabel? Did you always like me?" "Always. " "Then come on. Let's skip out now, the way they do in the books. Let'stake the next train. " "Why not get married here?" objected Isabel, practically, "and take thefour-thirty into town? There's a minister here, and while you're seeingabout it, I can go home and get my coat. " "All right, but don't stop for anything else. We've got to hustle. Don'ttell anybody. " "Not even Aunt Francesca?" "No, she'd make a fuss. And besides, she doesn't deserve it, if she'sbeen mean to you. " Romeo leaned over and bestowed a meaningless peckupon the fair cheek of his betrothed. "I'll never be mean to you, " he said. "I know you won't, " Isabel returned, trustfully. Then she laughed as sherose to her feet. "It will be a good joke on Allison, " she said, gleefully. "It'll be a good joke on everybody, " Romeo agreed, happily. "Listen, " said Isabel. A faint chug-chug was heard in the distance, gradually coming nearer. "It's my car. I wish you hadn't been so quickto get rid of it last night. We could have gone away in it now. " "Never mind, I'll buy you another. " They hoped to reach the turn in the road before the car got there, butfailed. Doctor Jack came to a dead stop. "Want a lift?" he asked. "No, thank you, " said Romeo. "No, thank you, " repeated Isabel, primly. Colonel Kent had greeted herwith the most chilling politeness, and she burned to get away. "Say, " resumed Romeo, "will you do something for me?" "Sure, " replied the Doctor, cordially. "Anything. " "Will you take a note out to my sister for me? I shan't get back for--some time. " "You bet. Where is it?" "I haven't written it yet. Just wait a minute. " Romeo tore a leaf from an old memorandum book which he carried, andwrote rapidly: "DEAR JULE: "Isabel and I have gone away to get married. You can have half ofeverything. I'll let you know where to send my clothes. "R. C. " He was tempted to add an apology for what he had said earlier in theday, but his newly acquired importance made him refrain from anything socompromising. He folded the note into a little cocked hat and addressed it. "Muchobliged, " he said, laconically. "So long. " "So long, " returned Doctor Jack, starting the engine. "Good-bye, " said the Colonel, lifting his hat. Romeo left Isabel at Madame Bernard's gate. "Hurry up, " he said, in alow tone. "I'll meet you under the big elm down the road. " "All right, " she whispered. Madame Bernard was asleep, so Isabel hastily crammed a few things into asuit-case and slipped out of the house, unseen and unheard. As the half-starved minister of the country parish was sorely in need of thegenerous fee Romeo pressed upon him in advance, the arrangements werepitifully easy. He was at the trysting place fully ten minutes beforeshe came in sight, staggering under the unaccustomed burden of a heavysuit-case. It might not have occurred to him to relieve Juliet of a cumbrous pieceof baggage, but he instinctively took it from Isabel. "Come on, " hesaid. "We've got to hurry if we don't want to miss the four-thirty. " "How long does it take to get married?" queried Isabel. "Not long, I guess. See how people fool around over it, and we'regetting through with it in one afternoon. We're making a record, Iguess. " It seemed that they were, for when they came to the shabby little brownhouse, near the big white church, the minister, his wife, and a next-door neighbour were waiting. In a very short time, the ceremony was overand Mr. And Mrs. Romeo Crosby were on the train, speeding toward theirhoneymoon and the lively years that undoubtedly lay ahead of them. Allison had changed his mind about going out that afternoon, butpromised to go next time. Colonel Kent remained at home, and Doctor Jacksped away alone upon his errand. When he reached Crosby's, Juliet clad in her best, was just leaving thehouse. She was outwardly cheerful, but her face still bore traces oftears. "Where were you going?" asked the Doctor, as Juliet greeted him. Therewas a new shyness in her manner, as of some unwonted restraint. "I was going into town. I wanted to see Aunt Francesca. " She slippedeasily into the habit of the others, seldom hearing the name "MadameBernard. " "I'll take you. Here's a note from your brother. " Juliet opened it, read the fateful message, and turned white as death. "What is it?" asked the Doctor, much alarmed. In answer, she offered him the note, her hand shaking pitifully. TheDoctor read it twice before he grasped the full meaning of it. "Well, I'll be--" he said, half to himself. Unable to stand, Juliet sat down upon the well-worn door-step and he satdown beside her. "It's all my fault, " she said, solemnly. "Romie told methis morning that I wasn't a lady, and he wanted me to be like her. Hesaid I was a tomboy, and I told him that if I was, he'd done it himself, and he got mad and went away, and now--" Juliet burst into tears, but she had no handkerchief, so Doctor Jackgave her his. "'Tears, idle tears, '" he quoted lightly. "I say, kid, don't take it sohard. " "I--I'm not a lady, " she sobbed. "You are, " he assured her. "You're the finest little lady I know. " "Don't--don't, " she sobbed. "Don't make fun of me. Romie said that youwere--laughing at me--yesterday-because I was--a--a tomboy!" "Kid, " he said, softly, almost unmanned by a sudden tenderness quiteforeign to his experience. "Oh, my dear little girl, won't you look atme?" The tone was wholly new to Juliet--she did not know that any man couldbe so tender, so beautifully kind. "It's because he's a doctor, " shethought. "He's used to seeing people when they don't feel right. " "I'm so sorry, " he was saying. "Your brother didn't mean anything by it, little girl. He was just teasing. " "He wasn't, " returned Juliet, wiping her eyes. "Don't you think I knowwhen he's teasing and when he isn't? I'm not a lady; I'm only a tomboy, and now he's gone away with her and left me all alone. " "You'll never be alone if I can help it, " he assured her, fervently. "Look here, do you suppose you could ever learn to like me?" "Why, I like you now--I've always liked you. " "I know, but I don't mean that. Do you think you could ever like me awhole lot? Enough to marry me, I mean?" "Why, I don't know--I never thought--" Juliet's voice trailed off intoan inarticulate murmur of astonishment. "Won't you try?" he pleaded. "Oh, Juliet, I've loved you ever since Ifirst saw you!" The high colour surged into her face. He was not joking--he meant everyword. Even Juliet could see that. "Won't you try, dear? That's all I'll ask for, now. " "Why, yes, " she said, her wide blue eyes fixed upon his. "I'd try almostanything--for you, but I'm only a tomboy. " Doctor Jack caught her cold little hands in his. "Kiss me, " he said, huskily. Juliet's face burned, but she lifted her lips to his, obediently andsimply as a child. The man hesitated for an instant, then pushed heraway from him; not unkindly, but firmly. "No, I won't take it, Princess, " he said, in a strange tone. "I'll waituntil you wake up. " "I'm--not asleep, " she stammered. "You are in some ways. " Then he added, irrelevantly, "Thank God!" "I don't know, " remarked Juliet, at the end of an uncomfortable pause, "what to do with myself. I don't want to stay here alone and I wouldn'tgo anywhere near them--not for the world. " "Where did you say you were going, when I came?" "To Aunt Francesca's--Madame Bernard, you know. " "Good business, " he answered, nodding vigorous approval. "Come on. Sheseems to be the unfailing refuge of the shipwrecked mariner in thisdistrict. If I'm not much mistaken, she'll take you into her big houseand her bigger heart. " "Oh, " said Juliet, wistfully, "do you think she would take me--and makeme into a lady?" "I think she'll take you, " he responded, after a brief struggle withhimself, "but I don't want you made over. I want you to stay justexactly as you are. Oh, you dear little kid, " he muttered, "you'll tryto care, won't you?" "I'll try, " she promised, sweetly, as she climbed into the big redmachine. "I didn't think I'd ever be in this car. " "You can come whenever you like. It's mine, now. " Juliet did not seem to hear. The car hummed along the dusty road, makinga soothing, purring noise. Pensively she looked across the distantfields, whence came the hum and whir of reaping. There was a far-awaylook in her face that the man beside her was powerless to understand. She was making swift readjustments as best she might, and, wisely, heleft her to herself. As they approached Madame Bernard's, Juliet turned to him. "I was justthinking, " she sighed, "how quickly you grow up after you get to betwenty-one. " He made no answer. He swallowed hard and turned the car into thedriveway. Aunt Francesca came out on the veranda, followed by Mr. Boffin, as Juliet jumped out of the car. She had the crumpled note inher cold little hand. Without a word, she offered it to Madame Bernard and waited. Thebeautiful face instantly became soft with pity. "My dear child, " shebreathed. "My dear little motherless child!" Juliet went into her open arms as straight as a homing pigeon to itsnest. "Oh, Aunt Francesca, " she sobbed, "will you take me and make alady out of me?" "You're already a lady, " laughed the older woman amid her tears. "Comein, Juliet dear--come home!" XXIV THE HOUSE WHERE LOVE LIVED It was past the middle of October, and Allison's injured hand was notonly free of its bandages, but he had partially regained the use of it. Doctor Jack still lingered, eagerly seizing every excuse that presenteditself. "I suppose I ought to be back looking for another job, " he regretfullyobserved to Allison, "but I like it here, and besides, I want to hearyou play on your fiddle before I go. " Allison laughed and hospitably urged him to stay as long as he chose. Colonel Kent added, heartily, after an old Southern fashion: "My houseis yours. " Crimson and golden leaves rained from the maples, and the purple windsof Autumn swept them into drifts at the roadside. Amethystine hazeshimmered in the valleys and lay, cloud-like, upon the distant hills. Through the long aisles of trees a fairy patter of tiny furred feetrustled back and forth upon the fallen leaves. Only a dropping nut or abusy squirrel broke the exquisite peace of the forest, where the myriadlife of the woods waited, in hushed expectancy, for the tide of the yearto turn. Like a scarlet shuttle plying through the web of Autumn, the big redtouring car hummed and whirred, with a happy young man at the wheel anda laughing girl beside him. Juliet's momentary self-consciousness wasgone, and she was her sunny self again, though she still occasionallywept in secret, longing for her brother. "Aunt Francesca, " she said, one day, when the two were sewing on daintygarments destined to adorn Juliet, "do you think Romie will ever comeback to me?" "Not in the sense you mean, dear, " replied Madame, gently. "We live in aworld of change and things are never the same, even from day to day. " "She made him think I was a tomboy, and now she'll teach him not to loveme. Why does she want everything?" "Some women do, when they marry. Many are not content to be sweetheartand wife, but must take the place of mother and sisters too. Butremember, Juliet, when a woman closes a man's heart against those of hisown blood, the one door she has left open will some day be slammed inher own face. " "And then--?" "Then the other doors will swing ajar, turning slowly on rusty hinges, but the women for whom they are opened will never cross the thresholdagain. " "Why?" "Because they have ceased to care. There is nothing so dead as a woman'sdead love. When the fire goes out and no single ember is left, the ashesare past the power of flame to rekindle. " "Do you think that, after a while, I won't care for Romie any more?" "Not as you used to--that is impossible even now. " Juliet sighed and hastily wiped away a tear. With a quick, sure stroke, her life seemed to have been divided. "Don't, dear. Remember what you have had. I often think a woman hascrossed the line between youth and maturity, when she begins to putaway, in the lavender of memory, the lovely things she has had--and isnever to have again. The after years are made up, so many times, ofthings one has had--rounded off and put away forever. " "I know, " returned Juliet, with a far-away look in her eyes. "I rememberthe day I grew up--almost the hour. It was the day I came here. " Madame stooped to kiss the girl's rosy cheek, then swiftly turned thetalk to linen and lace. Always quick to observe, Juliet had acquiredlittle graces of tone and manner, softened her abruptness, and, guidedby loving tact, had begun to bloom like a primrose in a sunny window. "When--when Miss Bernard comes back again, " asked Juliet, wistfully, "shall I have to go?" "No, dear--indeed no! This is your home until the right man comes a-wooing, and takes you to a little house of your own. " Scarlet signals flamed in Juliet's cheeks as she earnestly devotedherself to her sewing, and Madame smiled. Already, in quiet moments, shehad planned a pretty wedding gown for Juliet, and a still prettierwedding. Allison came frequently, sometimes alone and sometimes with his fatheror Doctor Jack. He had remarked once that when he desired to consult hisphysician, he always knew where to find him. Madame affected not tonotice that a strange young man had become a veritable part of herfamily, for she liked Doctor Jack and made him very welcome, morning, noon, and night. On Wednesdays, the men of the other household dined with her. Saturdays, she and Juliet were honoured guests at the Colonel's, though hedeprecated his own hospitality. "A house needs a woman at the head ofit, " he said. "It was different when Miss Rose was here. " "Indeed it was, " thought Allison, though he did not put it into words. At the end of the month, when it was cool enough to make an open fireseem the most cheerful of companions, Madame had them all at her owntable. Juliet was surpassingly lovely in her first long gown, of ivory-tinted chiffon, ornamented only by hand embroidery and a bit of deep-toned lace. Her wavy hair was gathered into a loose knot, from whichtiny tendrils escaped to cling about her face. Madame had put a pinkrose into her hair, slipped another into her belt, and had been wellpleased with the work of her own hands. After dinner, while Juliet played piquet with the Colonel, and DoctorJack sat quietly in the shadow, where he could watch every play of lightand shade upon the girl's lovely changing face, Allison drew Madame intothe library and quietly closed the door. "Aunt Francesca, " he said, without preliminary, "I've been more kinds ofa fool in a few months than most men can manage to be in a lifetime. " "Yes, " Madame agreed, with a cool little smile. "Where is Rose?" he demanded. "Rose, " replied Madame, lightly, "has gone away. " "I know that, " he flashed back. "I realise it every day and every hourof my life. I asked where she was. " "And I, " answered Madame, imperturbably, "have told you. She is simply'away. '" "Is she well?" "Yes. " "Is she happy?' "Of course. Why not? Beauty, health, talent, sufficient income, love--what more can a woman desire?" "Aunt Francesca! Tell me, please. Where is Rose?" "When I was married, " answered Madame, idly fingering an ivory paperknife, "I went to live in a little house in the woods. " "Yes? Where is Rose?" "It was only a tiny place, but a brook sang in front of it, night andday. " "Must have been pretty. Where did Rose go?" "It was very quiet there. It would have been a good place to work, ifeither of us had been musical, or anything of that sort. " "Charming, " replied Allison, absently. "It wasn't far from town, either. We could take a train at two o'clock, and reach Holly Springs a little after three. It was half a mile up themain road from the station, and, as we had no horse, we always walked. " "Nice walk, " said Allison, dejectedly. "I have never been back since--since I was left alone. Sometimes I havethought my little house ought to have someone to look after it. A housegets lonely, too, with no one to care for it. " "I suppose so. Is Rose coming back?" "I have often thought of the little Summer cottages, huddled togetherlike frightened children, when the life and laughter had gone and Winterwas swiftly approaching. How cold their walls must be and how empty theheart of a little house, when there is no fire there! So like a woman, when love has gone out of her life. " Allison sighed and began to sharpen his pencil. Madame observed that hishands were trembling. "I see, " he said. "I don't deserve to know where she is, and Rosedoesn't want me chasing after her. Never mind--I had it coming to me, Iguess. What a hopeless idiot I've been!" "Yes, " agreed Madame, cordially. "Carlyle says that 'there is no otherentirely fatal person. '" Something in her tone gave him courage for another question. "Once forall, Aunt Francesca, will you tell me where Rose is?" "George Washington was a great man, " Madame observed. "He never told alie. If he had promised not to tell anything, he never told it. " Thenshe added, with swift irrelevance, "this used to be a very pleasant timeof the year at Holly Springs. " A great light broke in upon Allison. "Aunt Francesca!" he cried. He puthis arms around her, lifted her from her chair, and nearly smothered herin a bear-like embrace. "God bless you!" "He has, " murmured Madame, disengaging herself. "My foster son has beena dunce, but his reason is now restored. " The two o'clock train to Holly Springs did not leave town until three, so Allison waited for an hour in the station, fuming with impatience. Both Colonel Kent and the Doctor had offered to accompany him, individually or together, but he had brusquely put them aside. "Don't worry, " he said. "My name and address are in my pocket and alsoinside my hat. I'll check my grip and be tenderly considerate of my lefthand. Good-bye. " When he had gone Colonel Kent anxiously turned to the doctor. "Where doyou suppose--and why--" "Cherchez la femme, " returned the Doctor. "What makes you think so? It's not--" "It's about the only errand a man can go on, and not be willing to takeanother chap along. And I'll bet anything I've got, except my girl andmy buzz-cart, that it isn't the fair, false one we met at the hour ofher elopement. " "Must be Rose, then, " said the Colonel, half to himself, "but I thoughtnobody knew where she was. " "Love will find a way, " hummed Doctor Jack. "I suppose you don't care togo for a ride this afternoon?" "Not I, " laughed the Colonel. "Why don't you take Juliet?" "All right, since you ask me to. I wonder, " he continued to himself, ashe went toward Madame Bernard's at the highest rate of speed, "just howa fellow would go to work to find a woman who had left no address? Sixthsense, I suppose, or perhaps seventh or eighth. " Yet Allison was doing very well, with only the five senses of the normalhuman being to aid him in his search. He left the train at the sleepylittle place known as "Holly Springs, " and walked up the main road asthough he knew the way. "Half a mile, " he said to himself, "and a little brown house in thewoods with a brook singing in front of it. Ought to get to it prettysoon. " The prattling brook was half asleep in its narrow channel, but thegentle murmur was audible to one who stopped in the road to listen. Itdid not cross the road, but turned away, frightened, from the dustyhighway of a modest civilisation, and went back into the woods, where itmet another brook and travelled to the river in company. The house, just back of the singing stream, was a little place, asMadame Bernard had said, but, though he rapped repeatedly, no oneanswered. So he lifted the latch and cautiously stepped in. A grand piano, unblushingly new, and evidently of recent importationfrom the city, occupied most of the tiny living-room. The embers of awood fire lay on the hearth and the room was faintly scented with thesweet smoke of hard pine. A well-known and well-worn sonata was on themusic rack; a volume of Chopin had fallen to the floor. Allison pickedit up, and put it in its place. On the piano was some of his own music, stamped with his Berlin address. A familiar hat, trimmed with crushed roses, lay on the window seat. Thefaint, indefinable scent of attar of roses was dimly to be discerned asa sort of background for the fragrant smoke. An open book lay facedownward on the table; a bit of dainty needlework was thrown carelesslyacross the chair. An envelope addressed to "Madame Francesca Bernard"was on the old-fashioned writing desk, and a single page of rose-stampedpaper lay near it, bearing, in a familiar hand: "My Dearest. " The two words filled Allison with panic. Not knowing how Rose was wontto address the little old lady they both loved, he conjured up theforbidding spectre of The Other Man, that had haunted him for weekspast. Sighing, he sat down at the piano, and began to drum idly, with onehand. "Wonder if I could use the other, " he thought. "Pretty stiff, Iguess. " He began to play, from memory: [Illustration: musical notation] and outside a woman paused, almost at the threshold, with her hands uponher heart. In a sudden throb of pain, the old days came back. She sawherself at the piano, aching with love and longing, while just beyond, in an old moonlit garden, Allison made love to Isabel. [Illustration: musical notation] Was it a ghost, or was it--? No, she was only foolish. Aunt Francescahad promised not to tell, and she never broke her word. Besides, whyshould he seek her? [Illustration: musical notation] "It's only someone who has stopped in passing, " Rose thought, "to askthe way to the next town, or to get a glass of water, or--I won't befoolish! I'll go in!" So she crossed the threshold, into the house where Love lived. At the sound of her step, the man turned quickly, the music ending in abroken chord. "You!" she gasped. "Oh, how could you come!" "By train, " answered Allison, gently, "and then by walking. I'vefrightened you, Rose. " "No, " she stammered sinking into a chair. "I'm--I'm surprised, ofcourse. I'm glad you're well enough to be about again. Did--is anythingwrong with Aunt Francesca?" she asked, anxiously. "Indeed there isn't. She was blooming like a lilac bush in May, when Isaw her last night. " "Did-did--she tell you?" "She did not, " he returned, concisely. "Then how--how--?" "I just came. What made you think you could get away from me?" "I wasn't--getting away, " she returned with difficulty. "I was justtired--and I came here to--to rest--and to work, " she concluded, lamely. "You didn't need me. " "Not need you, " he cried, stretching his trembling hands toward her. "Oh, Rose, I need you always!" Slowly the colour ebbed from her face, leaving her white to the lips. "Don't, " she said, pitifully. "Oh, I know, " he flashed back, bitterly. "I've lost any shadow of rightI might ever have had, because I was a blind fool, and I never had anychance anyway. All I can do is to go on loving you, needing you, wantingyou; seeing your face before me every hour of the day and night, thirsting for you with every fibre of me. All I have to keep is an emptyhusk of memory--those few weeks you were kind to me. At least I had youwith me, though your heart belonged to someone else. " "Someone else?" she repeated, curiously. The colour was coming backslowly now. "Yes. Have you forgotten you told me? That day, don't you remember, yousaid you had loved another man who did not care for you?" Rose nodded. Her face was like a crimson flower swaying on a slenderstem. "I said, " she began, "that I had loved a man who did not care forme, and that I always would. Wasn't that it?" "Something like that. I wish to God I could change places with him. " "Did I, " hesitated Rose, "are you sure--that I said--another man, or wasit just--a man?" "Rose! What do you mean?" Covered with lovely confusion, she stumbled over to the window, whereshe might hide her burning face from him. "Don't you think, " she asked, unsteadily, "that it is beautiful here? This is Aunt Francesca's littlehouse, where she came when she was first married. She always calls it'the little house where Love lived. '" "And I came here, " she went on, courageously, "because, in a house whereLove--had lived, I thought there might be some--for--" Her voice trailed off into an indistinct murmur. "Rose, " cried Allison, "couldn't you give me just what I had before? Couldn't we go back, andnever mind the other man?" "There's never any going back, " she answered, in a whisper. Her heartwas beating wildly because he was so near. "And did I say--are you sureI said--another man?" "Rose! Rose! Look at me! Tell me, for God's sake, who he was--or is. Ican't bear it!" She turned toward him. "Look, " she said, softly. "Look in my face andsee. " For a tense instant he hesitated. Then, with a little cry of joy, heclasped her close forever, having seen his own face mirrored in herhappy eyes. THE END