THE WORKS OF HENRY FIELDING EDITED BYGEORGE SAINTSBURY IN TWELVE VOLUMES AMELIA VOL. I. AMELIABYHENRY FIELDING ESQ. [Illustration] VOL. I. EDITED BY GEORGESAINTSBURY WITHILLUSTRATIONS BYHERBERT RAILTON& E. J. WHEELER. MDCCCXCIII [Illustration] CONTENTS OF VOL. I. INTRODUCTION DEDICATION TO RALPH ALLEN, ESQ BOOK I. CHAPTER I. Containing the exordium, &c. CHAPTER II. The history sets out. Observations on the excellency of the Englishconstitution and curious examinations before a justice of peace CHAPTER III. Containing the inside of a prison CHAPTER IV. Disclosing further secrets of the prison-house CHAPTER V. Containing certain adventures which befel Mr. Booth in theprison CHAPTER VI. Containing the extraordinary behaviour of Miss Matthews on hermeeting with Booth, and some endeavours to prove, by reason andauthority, that it is possible for a woman to appear to be what shereally is not CHAPTER VII. In which Miss Matthews begins her history CHAPTER VIII. The history of Miss Matthews continued CHAPTER IX. In which Miss Matthews concludes her relation CHAPTER X. Table-talk, consisting of a facetious discourse that passed inthe prison BOOK II. CHAPTER I. In which Captain Booth begins to relate his history CHAPTER II. Mr. Booth continues his story. In this chapter there are somepassages that may serve as a kind of touchstone by which a young ladymay examine the heart of her lover. I would advise, therefore, thatevery lover be obliged to read it over in the presence of hismistress, and that she carefully watch his emotions while he isreading CHAPTER III. The narrative continued. More of the touchstone CHAPTER IV. The story of Mr. Booth continued. In this chapter the reader willperceive a glimpse of the character of a very good divine, with somematters of a very tender kind CHAPTER V. Containing strange revolutions of fortune CHAPTER VI. Containing many surprising adventures CHAPTER VII. The story of Booth continued--More surprising adventures CHAPTER VIII. In which our readers will probably be divided in their opinion ofMr. Booth's conduct CHAPTER IX. Containing a scene of a different kind from any of the preceding BOOK III. CHAPTER I. In which Mr. Booth resumes his story CHAPTER II. Containing a scene of the tender kind CHAPTER III. In which Mr. Booth sets forward on his journey CHAPTER IVA sea piece CHAPTER V. The arrival of Booth at Gibraltar, with what there befel him CHAPTER VI. Containing matters which will please some readers CHAPTER VII. The captain, continuing his story, recounts some particulars which, we doubt not, to many good people, will appear unnatural CHAPTER VIII. The story of Booth continued CHAPTER IX. Containing very extraordinary matters CHAPTER X. Containing a letter of a very curious kind CHAPTER XI. In which Mr. Booth relates his return to England CHAPTER XII. In which Mr. Booth concludes his story BOOK IV. CHAPTER I. Containing very mysterious matter CHAPTER II. The latter part of which we expect will please our reader betterthan the former CHAPTER III. Containing wise observations of the author, and other matters CHAPTER IV. In which Amelia appears in no unamiable light CHAPTER V. Containing an eulogium upon innocence, and other grave matters CHAPTER VI. In which may appear that violence is sometimes done to the name oflove CHAPTER VII. Containing a very extraordinary and pleasant incident CHAPTER VIII. Containing various matters CHAPTER IX. In which Amelia, with her friend, goes to the oratorio BOOK V. CHAPTER I. In which the reader will meet with an old acquaintance CHAPTER I. Containing a brace of doctors and much physical matter CHAPTER II. In which Booth pays a visit to the noble lord CHAPTER III. Relating principally to the affairs of serjeant Atkinson CHAPTER IV. Containing matters that require no preface CHAPTER V. Containing much heroic matter CHAPTER VI. In which the reader will find matter worthy his consideration CHAPTER VII. Containing various matters CHAPTER VIII. The heroic behaviour of Colonel Bath CHAPTER IX. Being the last chapter of the fifth book BOOK VI. CHAPTER I. Panegyrics on beauty, with other grave matters CHAPTER II. Which will not appear, we presume, unnatural to all married readers CHAPTER III. In which the history looks a little backwards CHAPTER IV. Containing a very extraordinary incident CHAPTER V. Containing some matters not very unnatural CHAPTER VI. A scene in which some ladies will possibly think Amelia's conductexceptionable CHAPTER VII. A chapter in which there is much learning CHAPTER VIII. Containing some unaccountable behaviour in Mrs. . Ellison CHAPTER IX. Containing a very strange incident BOOK VII. CHAPTER I. A very short chapter, and consequently requiring no preface CHAPTER II. The beginning of Mrs. Bennet's history CHAPTER III. Continuation of Mrs. Bennet's story CHAPTER IV. Farther continuation CHAPTER V. The story of Mrs. Bennet continued CHAPTER VI. Farther continued CHAPTER VII. The story farther continued CHAPTER VIII. Farther continuation CHAPTER IX. The conclusion of Mrs. Bennet's history CHAPTER X. Being the last chapter of the seventh book BOOK VIII. CHAPTER I. Being the first chapter of the eighth book CHAPTER II. Containing an account of Mr. Booth's fellow-sufferers CHAPTER III. Containing some extraordinary behaviour in Mrs. Ellison CHAPTER IV. Containing, among many matters, the exemplary behaviour of ColonelJames CHAPTER V. Comments upon authors CHAPTER VI. Which inclines rather to satire than panegyric CHAPTER VII. Worthy a very serious perusal CHAPTER VIII. Consisting of grave matters CHAPTER IX. A curious chapter, from which a curious reader may draw sundryobservations CHAPTER X. In which are many profound secrets of philosophy BOOK IX. CHAPTER IIn which the history looks backwards CHAPTER II. In which the history goes forward CHAPTER III. A conversation between Dr Harrison and others CHAPTER IV. A dialogue between Booth and Amelia CHAPTER V. A conversation between Amelia and Dr Harrison, with the result CHAPTER VI. Containing as surprising an accident as is perhaps recorded in history CHAPTER VII. In which the author appears to be master of that profound learningcalled the knowledge of the town CHAPTER VIII. In which two strangers make their appearance CHAPTER IX. A scene of modern wit and humour CHAPTER X. A curious conversation between the doctor, the young clergyman, andthe young clergyman's father BOOK X. CHAPTER I. To which we will prefix no preface CHAPTER II. What happened at the masquerade CHAPTER III. Consequences of the masqtierade, not uncommon nor surprizing CHAPTER IV. Consequences of the masquerade CHAPTER V. In which Colonel Bath appears in great glory CHAPTER VI. Read, gamester, and observe CHAPTER VII. In which Booth receives a visit from Captain Trent CHAPTER VIII. Contains a letter and other matters CHAPTER IX. Containing some things worthy observation BOOK XI CHAPTER I. Containing a very polite scene CHAPTER II. Matters political CHAPTER III. The history of Mr. Trent CHAPTER IV. Containing some distress CHAPTER V. Containing more wormwood and other ingredients CHAPTER VI. A scene of the tragic kind CHAPTER VII. In which Mr. Booth meets with more than one adventure CHAPTER VIII. In which Amelia appears in a light more amiable than gay CHAPTER IX. A very tragic scene BOOK XII. CHAPTER I. The book begins with polite history CHAPTER II. In which Amelia visits her husband CHAPTER III. Containing matter pertinent to the history CHAPTER IV. In which Dr Harrison visits Colonel James CHAPTER V. What passed at the bailiff's house CHAPTER VI. What passed between the doctor and the sick man CHAPTER VII. In which the history draws towards a conclusion CHAPTER VIII. Thus this history draws nearer to a conclusion CHAPTER IX. In which the history is concluded LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. FIELDING'S BIRTHPLACE, SHARPHAM PARK SHE THEN GAVE A LOOSE TO HER PASSION THEY OPENED THE HAMPER HE SEIZED HIM BY THE COLLAR AMELIA AND HER CHILDREN COLONEL BATH LAWYER MURPHY LEANING BOTH HIS ELBOWS ON THE TABLE, FIXED HIS EYES ON HER BOOTH BETWEEN A BLUE DOMINO AND A SHEPHERDESS DR HARRISON INTRODUCTION. Fielding's third great novel has been the subject of much morediscordant judgments than either of its forerunners. If we take theperiod since its appearance as covering four generations, we find thegreatest authority in the earliest, Johnson, speaking of it withsomething more nearly approaching to enthusiasm than he allowedhimself in reference to any other work of an author, to whom he was onthe whole so unjust. The greatest man of letters of the nextgeneration, Scott (whose attitude to Fielding was rather undecided, and seems to speak a mixture of intellectual admiration and moraldislike, or at least failure in sympathy), pronounces it "on the wholeunpleasing, " and regards it chiefly as a sequel to _Tom Jones_, showing what is to be expected of a libertine and thoughtless husband. But he too is enthusiastic over the heroine. Thackeray (whom in thisspecial connection at any rate it is scarcely too much to call thegreatest man of the third generation) overflows with predilection forit, but chiefly, as it would seem, because of his affection for Ameliaherself, in which he practically agrees with Scott and Johnson. Itwould be invidious, and is noways needful, to single out any critic ofour own time to place beside these great men. But it cannot be deniedthat the book, now as always, has incurred a considerable amount ofhinted fault and hesitated dislike. Even Mr. Dobson notes some thingsin it as "unsatisfactory;" Mr. Gosse, with evident consciousness oftemerity, ventures to ask whether it is not "a little dull. " The veryabsence of episodes (on the ground that Miss Matthews's story is tooclosely connected with the main action to be fairly called an episode)and of introductory dissertations has been brought against it, as thepresence of these things was brought against its forerunners. I have sometimes wondered whether _Amelia_ pays the penalty of anaudacity which, _a priori_, its most unfavourable critics wouldindignantly deny to be a fault. It begins instead of ending with themarriage-bells; and though critic after critic of novels has exhaustedhis indignation and his satire over the folly of insisting on these asa finale, I doubt whether the demand is not too deeply rooted in theEnglish, nay, in the human mind, to be safely neglected. The essenceof all romance is a quest; the quest most perennially and universallyinteresting to man is the quest of a wife or a mistress; and thechapters dealing with what comes later have an inevitable flavour oftameness, and of the day after the feast. It is not common now-a-daysto meet anybody who thinks Tommy Moore a great poet; one has toencounter either a suspicion of Philistinism or a suspicion of paradoxif one tries to vindicate for him even his due place in the poeticalhierarchy. Yet I suspect that no poet ever put into words a moreuniversal criticism of life than he did when he wrote "I saw from thebeach, " with its moral of-- "Give me back, give me back, the wild freshness of morning--Her smilesand her tears are worth evening's best light. " If we discard this fallacy boldly, and ask ourselves whether _Amelia_is or is not as good as _Joseph Andrews_ or _Tom Jones_, we shall Ithink be inclined to answer rather in the affirmative than in thenegative. It is perhaps a little more easy to find fault with itscharacters than with theirs; or rather, though no one of thesecharacters has the defects of Blifil or of Allworthy, it is easy tosay that no one of them has the charm of the best personages of theearlier books. The idolaters of Amelia would of course exclaim at thissentence as it regards that amiable lady; and I am myself by no meansdisposed to rank amiability low in the scale of things excellent inwoman. But though she is by no means what her namesake and spiritualgrand-daughter. Miss Sedley, must, I fear, be pronounced to be, anamiable fool, there is really too much of the milk of human kindness, unrefreshed and unrelieved of its mawkishness by the rum or whisky ofhuman frailty, in her. One could have better pardoned her forgivenessof her husband if she had in the first place been a little moreconscious of what there was to forgive; and in the second, a littlemore romantic in her attachment to him. As it is, he was _son homme_;he was handsome; he had broad shoulders; he had a sweet temper; he wasthe father of her children, and that was enough. At least we areallowed to see in Mr. Booth no qualities other than these, and in herno imagination even of any other qualities. To put what I mean out ofreach of cavil, compare Imogen and Amelia, and the difference will befelt. But Fielding was a prose writer, writing in London in the eighteenthcentury, while Shakespeare was a poet writing in all time and allspace, so that the comparison is luminous in more ways than one. I donot think that in the special scheme which the novelist set himselfhere he can be accused of any failure. The life is as vivid as ever;the minor sketches may be even called a little more vivid. Dr Harrisonis not perfect. I do not mean that he has ethical faults, for that isa merit, not a defect; but he is not quite perfect in art. Hisalternate persecution and patronage of Booth, though useful to thestory, repeat the earlier fault of Allworthy, and are something of ablot. But he is individually much more natural than Allworthy, andindeed is something like what Dr Johnson would have been if he hadbeen rather better bred, less crotchety, and blessed with more health. Miss Matthews in her earlier scenes has touches of greatness which athousand French novelists lavishing "candour" and reckless ofexaggeration have not equalled; and I believe that Fielding kept herat a distance during the later scenes of the story, because he couldnot trust himself not to make her more interesting than Amelia. Of thepeers, more wicked and less wicked, there is indeed not much good tobe said. The peer of the eighteenth-century writers (even when, as inFielding's case, there was no reason why they should "mention him with_Kor_, " as Policeman X. Has it) is almost always a faint type ofgoodness or wickedness dressed out with stars and ribbons and coaches-and-six. Only Swift, by combination of experience and genius, hasgiven us live lords in Lord Sparkish and Lord Smart. But Mrs. Ellisonand Mrs. Atkinson are very women, and the serjeant, though the touchof "sensibility" is on him, is excellent; and Dr Harrison's countryfriend and his prig of a son are capital; and Bondum, and "theauthor, " and Robinson, and all the minor characters, are as good asthey can be. It is, however, usual to detect a lack of vivacity in the book, anevidence of declining health and years. It may be so; it is at leastcertain that Fielding, during the composition of _Amelia, _ had muchless time to bestow upon elaborating his work than he had previouslyhad, and that his health was breaking. But are we perfectly sure thatif the chronological order had been different we should havepronounced the same verdict? Had _Amelia_ come between _Joseph_ and_Tom, _ how many of us might have committed ourselves to some suchsentence as this: "In _Amelia_ we see the youthful exuberances of_Joseph Andrews_ corrected by a higher art; the adjustment of plot andcharacter arranged with a fuller craftsmanship; the genius which wasto find its fullest exemplification in _Tom Jones_ already displayingmaturity"? And do we not too often forget that a very short time--infact, barely three years--passed between the appearance of _Tom Jones_and the appearance of _Amelia?_ that although we do not know how longthe earlier work had been in preparation, it is extremely improbablethat a man of Fielding's temperament, of his wants, of his knownhabits and history, would have kept it when once finished long in hisdesk? and that consequently between some scenes of _Tom Jones_ andsome scenes of _Amelia_ it is not improbable that there was no morethan a few months' interval? I do not urge these things in mitigationof any unfavourable judgment against the later novel. I only ask--Howmuch of that unfavourable judgment ought in justice to be set down tothe fallacies connected with an imperfect appreciation of facts? To me it is not so much a question of deciding whether I like _Amelia_less, and if so, how much less, than the others, as a question whatpart of the general conception of this great writer it supplies? I donot think that we could fully understand Fielding without it; I do notthink that we could derive the full quantity of pleasure from himwithout it. The exuberant romantic faculty of Joseph Andrews and itspleasant satire; the mighty craftsmanship and the vast science of lifeof _Tom Jones;_ the ineffable irony and logical grasp of _JonathanWild_, might have left us with a slight sense of hardness, a vaguedesire for unction, if it had not been for this completion of thepicture. We should not have known (for in the other books, with thepossible exception of Mrs. Fitzpatrick, the characters are a littletoo determinately goats and sheep) how Fielding could draw _nuances_, how he could project a mixed personage on the screen, if we had nothad Miss Matthews and Mrs. Atkinson--the last especially a figure fullof the finest strokes, and, as a rule, insufficiently done justice toby critics. And I have purposely left to the last a group of personages about whomindeed there has been little question, but who are among the triumphsof Fielding's art--the two Colonels and their connecting-link, thewife of the one and the sister of the other. Colonel Bath hasnecessarily united all suffrages. He is of course a very littlestagey; he reminds us that his author had had a long theatricalapprenticeship: he is something too much _d'une piece_. But as a studyof the brave man who is almost more braggart than brave, of thegenerous man who will sacrifice not only generosity but bare justiceto "a hogo of honour, " he is admirable, and up to his time almostunique. Ordinary writers and ordinary readers have never been quitecontent to admit that bravery and braggadocio can go together, thatthe man of honour may be a selfish pedant. People have been unwillingto tell and to hear the whole truth even about Wolfe and Nelson, whowere both favourable specimens of the type; but Fielding theinfallible saw that type in its quiddity, and knew it, and registeredit for ever. Less amusing but more delicately faithful and true are Colonel Jamesand his wife. They are both very good sort of people in a way, wholive in a lax and frivolous age, who have plenty of money, noparticular principle, no strong affection for each other, and littleindividual character. They might have been--Mrs. James to some extentis--quite estimable and harmless; but even as it is, they are not tobe wholly ill spoken of. Being what they are, Fielding has taken them, and, with a relentlessness which Swift could hardly have exceeded, anda good-nature which Swift rarely or never attained, has held them upto us as dissected preparations of half-innocent meanness, scoundrelism, and vanity, such as are hardly anywhere else to befound. I have used the word "preparations, " and it in part indicatesFielding's virtue, a virtue shown, I think, in this book as much asanywhere. But it does not fully indicate it; for the preparation, wetor dry, is a dead thing, and a museum is but a mortuary. Fielding'smen and women, once more let it be said, are all alive. The palace ofhis work is the hall, not of Eblis, but of a quite beneficentenchanter, who puts burning hearts into his subjects, not to torturethem, but only that they may light up for us their whole organisationand being. They are not in the least the worse for it, and we areinfinitely the better. [Illustration. ] [Illustration. ] DEDICATION. To RALPH ALLEN, ESQ. SIR, --The following book is sincerely designed to promote the cause ofvirtue, and to expose some of the most glaring evils, as well publicas private, which at present infest the country; though there isscarce, as I remember, a single stroke of satire aimed at any oneperson throughout the whole. The best man is the properest patron of such an attempt. This, Ibelieve, will be readily granted; nor will the public voice, I think, be more divided to whom they shall give that appellation. Should aletter, indeed, be thus inscribed, DETUR OPTIMO, there are few personswho would think it wanted any other direction. I will not trouble you with a preface concerning the work, norendeavour to obviate any criticisms which can be made on it. The good-natured reader, if his heart should be here affected, will be inclinedto pardon many faults for the pleasure he will receive from a tendersensation: and for readers of a different stamp, the more faults theycan discover, the more, I am convinced, they will be pleased. Nor will I assume the fulsome stile of common dedicators. I have nottheir usual design in this epistle, nor will I borrow their language. Long, very long may it be before a most dreadful circumstance shallmake it possible for any pen to draw a just and true character ofyourself without incurring a suspicion of flattery in the bosoms ofthe malignant. This task, therefore, I shall defer till that day (if Ishould be so unfortunate as ever to see it) when every good man shallpay a tear for the satisfaction of his curiosity; a day which, atpresent, I believe, there is but one good man in the world who canthink of it with unconcern. Accept then, sir, this small token of that love, that gratitude, andthat respect, with which I shall always esteem it my GREATEST HONOURto be, Sir, Your most obliged, and most obedient humble servant, HENRY FIELDING. _Bow Street, Dec. 2, 1751. _ [Illustration. ] AMELIA. VOL. I BOOK I. Chapter i. _Containing the exordium, &c. _ The various accidents which befel a very worthy couple after theiruniting in the state of matrimony will be the subject of the followinghistory. The distresses which they waded through were some of them soexquisite, and the incidents which produced these so extraordinary, that they seemed to require not only the utmost malice, but the utmostinvention, which superstition hath ever attributed to Fortune: thoughwhether any such being interfered in the case, or, indeed, whetherthere be any such being in the universe, is a matter which I by nomeans presume to determine in the affirmative. To speak a bold truth, I am, after much mature deliberation, inclined to suspect that thepublic voice hath, in all ages, done much injustice to Fortune, andhath convicted her of many facts in which she had not the leastconcern. I question much whether we may not, by natural means, accountfor the success of knaves, the calamities of fools, with all themiseries in which men of sense sometimes involve themselves, byquitting the directions of Prudence, and following the blind guidanceof a predominant passion; in short, for all the ordinary phenomenawhich are imputed to Fortune; whom, perhaps, men accuse with no lessabsurdity in life, than a bad player complains of ill luck at the gameof chess. But if men are sometimes guilty of laying improper blame on thisimaginary being, they are altogether as apt to make her amends byascribing to her honours which she as little deserves. To retrieve theill consequences of a foolish conduct, and by struggling manfully withdistress to subdue it, is one of the noblest efforts of wisdom andvirtue. Whoever, therefore, calls such a man fortunate, is guilty ofno less impropriety in speech than he would be who should call thestatuary or the poet fortunate who carved a Venus or who writ anIliad. Life may as properly be called an art as any other; and the greatincidents in it are no more to be considered as mere accidents thanthe several members of a fine statue or a noble poem. The critics inall these are not content with seeing anything to be great withoutknowing why and how it came to be so. By examining carefully theseveral gradations which conduce to bring every model to perfection, we learn truly to know that science in which the model is formed: ashistories of this kind, therefore, may properly be called models of_human life_, so, by observing minutely the several incidents whichtend to the catastrophe or completion of the whole, and the minutecauses whence those incidents are produced, we shall best beinstructed in this most useful of all arts, which I call the _art_ of _life_. Chapter ii _The history sets out. Observations on the excellency of the Englishconstitution and curious examinations before a justice of peace. _ On the first of April, in the year ----, the watchmen of a certainparish (I know not particularly which) within the liberty ofWestminster brought several persons whom they had apprehended thepreceding night before Jonathan Thrasher, Esq. , one of the justices ofthe peace for that liberty. But here, reader, before we proceed to the trials of these offenders, we shall, after our usual manner, premise some things which it may benecessary for thee to know. It hath been observed, I think, by many, as well as the celebratedwriter of three letters, that no human institution is capable ofconsummate perfection. An observation which, perhaps, that writer atleast gathered from discovering some defects in the polity even ofthis well-regulated nation. And, indeed, if there should be any suchdefect in a constitution which my Lord Coke long ago told us "thewisdom of all the wise men in the world, if they had all met togetherat one time, could not have equalled, " which some of our wisest menwho were met together long before said was too good to be altered inany particular, and which, nevertheless, hath been mending ever since, by a very great number of the said wise men: if, I say, thisconstitution should be imperfect, we may be allowed, I think, to doubtwhether any such faultless model can be found among the institutionsof men. It will probably be objected, that the small imperfections which I amabout to produce do not lie in the laws themselves, but in the illexecution of them; but, with submission, this appears to me to be noless an absurdity than to say of any machine that it is excellentlymade, though incapable of performing its functions. Good laws shouldexecute themselves in a well-regulated state; at least, if the samelegislature which provides the laws doth not provide for the executionof them, they act as Graham would do, if he should form all the partsof a clock in the most exquisite manner, yet put them so together thatthe clock could not go. In this case, surely, we might say that therewas a small defect in the constitution of the clock. To say the truth, Graham would soon see the fault, and would easilyremedy it. The fault, indeed, could be no other than that the partswere improperly disposed. Perhaps, reader, I have another illustration which will set myintention in still a clearer light before you. Figure to yourself thena family, the master of which should dispose of the several economicaloffices in the following manner; viz. Should put his butler in thecoach-box, his steward behind his coach, his coachman in the butlery, and his footman in the stewardship, and in the same ridiculous mannershould misemploy the talents of every other servant; it is easy to seewhat a figure such a family must make in the world. As ridiculous as this may seem, I have often considered some of thelower officers in our civil government to be disposed in this verymanner. To begin, I think, as low as I well can, with the watchmen inour metropolis, who, being to guard our streets by night from thievesand robbers, an office which at least requires strength of body, arechosen out of those poor old decrepit people who are, from their wantof bodily strength, rendered incapable of getting a livelihood bywork. These men, armed only with a pole, which some of them are scarceable to lift, are to secure the persons and houses of his majesty'ssubjects from the attacks of gangs of young, bold, stout, desperate, and well-armed villains. Quae non viribus istis Munera conveniunt. If the poor old fellows should run away from such enemies, no one Ithink can wonder, unless it be that they were able to make theirescape. The higher we proceed among our public officers and magistrates, theless defects of this kind will, perhaps, be observable. Mr. Thrasher, however, the justice before whom the prisoners above mentioned werenow brought, had some few imperfections in his magistratical capacity. I own, I have been sometimes inclined to think that this office of ajustice of peace requires some knowledge of the law: for this simplereason; because, in every case which comes before him, he is to judgeand act according to law. Again, as these laws are contained in agreat variety of books, the statutes which relate to the office of ajustice of peace making of themselves at least two large volumes infolio; and that part of his jurisdiction which is founded on thecommon law being dispersed in above a hundred volumes, I cannotconceive how this knowledge should by acquired without reading; andyet certain it is, Mr. Thrasher never read one syllable of the matter. This, perhaps, was a defect; but this was not all: for where mereignorance is to decide a point between two litigants, it will alwaysbe an even chance whether it decides right or wrong: but sorry am I tosay, right was often in a much worse situation than this, and wronghath often had five hundred to one on his side before that magistrate;who, if he was ignorant of the law of England, was yet well versed inthe laws of nature. He perfectly well understood that fundamentalprinciple so strongly laid down in the institutes of the learnedRochefoucault, by which the duty of self-love is so strongly enforced, and every man is taught to consider himself as the centre of gravity, and to attract all things thither. To speak the truth plainly, thejustice was never indifferent in a cause but when he could get nothingon either side. Such was the justice to whose tremendous bar Mr. Gotobed theconstable, on the day above mentioned, brought several delinquents, who, as we have said, had been apprehended by the watch for diverseoutrages. The first who came upon his trial was as bloody a spectre as ever theimagination of a murderer or a tragic poet conceived. This poor wretchwas charged with a battery by a much stouter man than himself; indeedthe accused person bore about him some evidence that he had been in anaffray, his cloaths being very bloody, but certain open sluices on hisown head sufficiently shewed whence all the scarlet stream had issued:whereas the accuser had not the least mark or appearance of any wound. The justice asked the defendant, What he meant by breaking the king'speace?----To which he answered----"Upon my shoul I do love the kingvery well, and I have not been after breaking anything of his that Ido know; but upon my shoul this man hath brake my head, and my headdid brake his stick; that is all, gra. " He then offered to produceseveral witnesses against this improbable accusation; but the justicepresently interrupted him, saying, "Sirrah, your tongue betrays yourguilt. You are an Irishman, and that is always sufficient evidencewith me. " The second criminal was a poor woman, who was taken up by the watch asa street-walker. It was alleged against her that she was found walkingthe streets after twelve o'clock, and the watchman declared hebelieved her to be a common strumpet. She pleaded in her defence (aswas really the truth) that she was a servant, and was sent by hermistress, who was a little shopkeeper and upon the point of delivery, to fetch a midwife; which she offered to prove by several of theneighbours, if she was allowed to send for them. The justice asked herwhy she had not done it before? to which she answered, she had nomoney, and could get no messenger. The justice then called her severalscurrilous names, and, declaring she was guilty within the statute ofstreet-walking, ordered her to Bridewell for a month. A genteel young man and woman were then set forward, and a very grave-looking person swore he caught them in a situation which we cannot asparticularly describe here as he did before the magistrate; who, having received a wink from his clerk, declared with much warmth thatthe fact was incredible and impossible. He presently discharged theaccused parties, and was going, without any evidence, to commit theaccuser for perjury; but this the clerk dissuaded him from, saying hedoubted whether a justice of peace had any such power. The justice atfirst differed in opinion, and said, "He had seen a man stand in thepillory about perjury; nay, he had known a man in gaol for it too; andhow came he there if he was not committed thither?" "Why, that istrue, sir, " answered the clerk; "and yet I have been told by a verygreat lawyer that a man cannot be committed for perjury before he isindicted; and the reason is, I believe, because it is not against thepeace before the indictment makes it so. " "Why, that may be, " criesthe justice, "and indeed perjury is but scandalous words, and I know aman cannot have no warrant for those, unless you put for rioting[Footnote: _Opus est interprete. _ By the laws of England abusive wordsare not punishable by the magistrate; some commissioners of the peace, therefore, when one scold hath applied to them for a warrant againstanother, from a too eager desire of doing justice, have construed alittle harmless scolding into a riot, which is in law an outrageousbreach of the peace committed by several persons, by three at theleast, nor can a less number be convicted of it. Under this wordrioting, or riotting (for I have seen it spelt both ways), manythousands of old women have been arrested and put to expense, sometimes in prison, for a little intemperate use of their tongues. This practice began to decrease in the year 1749. ] them into thewarrant. " The witness was now about to be discharged, when the lady whom he hadaccused declared she would swear the peace against him, for that hehad called her a whore several times. "Oho! you will swear the peace, madam, will you?" cries the justice: "Give her the peace, presently;and pray, Mr. Constable, secure the prisoner, now we have him, while awarrant is made to take him up. " All which was immediately performed, and the poor witness, for want of securities, was sent to prison. A young fellow, whose name was Booth, was now charged with beating thewatchman in the execution of his office and breaking his lanthorn. This was deposed by two witnesses; and the shattered remains of abroken lanthorn, which had been long preserved for the sake of itstestimony, were produced to corroborate the evidence. The justice, perceiving the criminal to be but shabbily drest, was going to commithim without asking any further questions. At length, however, at theearnest request of the accused, the worthy magistrate submitted tohear his defence. The young man then alledged, as was in reality thecase, "That as he was walking home to his lodging he saw two men inthe street cruelly beating a third, upon which he had stopt andendeavoured to assist the person who was so unequally attacked; thatthe watch came up during the affray, and took them all four intocustody; that they were immediately carried to the round-house, wherethe two original assailants, who appeared to be men of fortune, foundmeans to make up the matter, and were discharged by the constable, afavour which he himself, having no money in his pocket, was unable toobtain. He utterly denied having assaulted any of the watchmen, andsolemnly declared that he was offered his liberty at the price of halfa crown. " Though the bare word of an offender can never be taken against theoath of his accuser, yet the matter of this defence was so pertinent, and delivered with such an air of truth and sincerity, that, had themagistrate been endued with much sagacity, or had he been verymoderately gifted with another quality very necessary to all who areto administer justice, he would have employed some labour in cross-examining the watchmen; at least he would have given the defendant thetime he desired to send for the other persons who were present at theaffray; neither of which he did. In short, the magistrate had toogreat an honour for truth to suspect that she ever appeared in sordidapparel; nor did he ever sully his sublime notions of that virtue byuniting them with the mean ideas of poverty and distress. There remained now only one prisoner, and that was the poor manhimself in whose defence the last-mentioned culprit was engaged. Histrial took but a very short time. A cause of battery and brokenlanthorn was instituted against him, and proved in the same manner;nor would the justice hear one word in defence; but, though hispatience was exhausted, his breath was not; for against this lastwretch he poured forth a great many volleys of menaces and abuse. The delinquents were then all dispatched to prison under a guard ofwatchmen, and the justice and the constable adjourned to aneighbouring alehouse to take their morning repast. Chapter iii. _Containing the inside of a prison. _ Mr. Booth (for we shall not trouble you with the rest) was no soonerarrived in the prison than a number of persons gathered round him, alldemanding garnish; to which Mr. Booth not making a ready answer, asindeed he did not understand the word, some were going to lay hold ofhim, when a person of apparent dignity came up and insisted that noone should affront the gentleman. This person then, who was no lessthan the master or keeper of the prison, turning towards Mr. Booth, acquainted him that it was the custom of the place for every prisonerupon his first arrival there to give something to the former prisonersto make them drink. This, he said, was what they call garnish, andconcluded with advising his new customer to draw his purse upon thepresent occasion. Mr. Booth answered that he would very readily complywith this laudable custom, was it in his power; but that in reality hehad not a shilling in his pocket, and, what was worse, he had not ashilling in the world. --"Oho! if that be the case, " cries the keeper, "it is another matter, and I have nothing to say. " Upon which heimmediately departed, and left poor Booth to the mercy of hiscompanions, who without loss of time applied themselves to uncasing, as they termed it, and with such dexterity, that his coat was not onlystript off, but out of sight in a minute. Mr. Booth was too weak to resist and too wise to complain of thisusage. As soon, therefore, as he was at liberty, and declared free ofthe place, he summoned his philosophy, of which he had noinconsiderable share, to his assistance, and resolved to make himselfas easy as possible under his present circumstances. Could his own thoughts indeed have suffered him a moment to forgetwhere he was, the dispositions of the other prisoners might haveinduced him to believe that he had been in a happier place: for muchthe greater part of his fellow-sufferers, instead of wailing andrepining at their condition, were laughing, singing, and divertingthemselves with various kinds of sports and gambols. The first person v/ho accosted him was called Blear-eyed Moll, a womanof no very comely appearance. Her eye (for she had but one), whenceshe derived her nickname, was such as that nickname bespoke; besideswhich, it had two remarkable qualities; for first, as if Nature hadbeen careful to provide for her own defect, it constantly lookedtowards her blind side; and secondly, the ball consisted almostentirely of white, or rather yellow, with a little grey spot in thecorner, so small that it was scarce discernible. Nose she had none;for Venus, envious perhaps at her former charms, had carried off thegristly part; and some earthly damsel, perhaps, from the same envy, had levelled the bone with the rest of her face: indeed it was farbeneath the bones of her cheeks, which rose proportionally higher thanis usual. About half a dozen ebony teeth fortified that large and longcanal which nature had cut from ear to ear, at the bottom of which wasa chin preposterously short, nature having turned up the bottom, instead of suffering it to grow to its due length. Her body was well adapted to her face; she measured full as much roundthe middle as from head to foot; for, besides the extreme breadth ofher back, her vast breasts had long since forsaken their native home, and had settled themselves a little below the girdle. I wish certain actresses on the stage, when they are to performcharacters of no amiable cast, would study to dress themselves withthe propriety with which Blear-eyed Moll was now arrayed. For the sakeof our squeamish reader, we shall not descend to particulars; let itsuffice to say, nothing more ragged or more dirty was ever emptied outof the round-house at St Giles's. We have taken the more pains to describe this person, for tworemarkable reasons; the one is, that this unlovely creature was takenin the fact with a very pretty young fellow; the other, which is moreproductive of moral lesson, is, that however wretched her fortune mayappear to the reader, she was one of the merriest persons in the wholeprison. Blear-eyed Moll then came up to Mr. Booth with a smile, or rathergrin, on her countenance, and asked him for a dram of gin; and whenBooth assured her that he had not a penny of money, she replied--"D--nyour eyes, I thought by your look you had been a clever fellow, andupon the snaffling lay [Footnote: A cant term for robbery on thehighway] at least; but, d--n your body and eyes, I find you are somesneaking budge [Footnote: Another cant term for pilfering] rascal. " Shethen launched forth a volley of dreadful oaths, interlarded with somelanguage not proper to be repeated here, and was going to lay hold onpoor Booth, when a tall prisoner, who had been very earnestly eyingBooth for some time, came up, and, taking her by the shoulder, flungher off at some distance, cursing her for a b--h, and bidding her letthe gentleman alone. This person was not himself of the most inviting aspect. He was long-visaged, and pale, with a red beard of above a fortnight's growth. Hewas attired in a brownish-black coat, which would have shewed moreholes than it did, had not the linen, which appeared through it, beenentirely of the same colour with the cloth. This gentleman, whose name was Robinson, addressed himself verycivilly to Mr. Booth, and told him he was sorry to see one of hisappearance in that place: "For as to your being without your coat, sir, " says he, "I can easily account for that; and, indeed, dress isthe least part which distinguishes a gentleman. " At which words hecast a significant look on his own coat, as if he desired they shouldbe applied to himself. He then proceeded in the following manner: "I perceive, sir, you are but just arrived in this dismal place, whichis, indeed, rendered more detestable by the wretches who inhabit itthan by any other circumstance; but even these a wise man will soonbring himself to bear with indifference; for what is, is; and whatmust be, must be. The knowledge of this, which, simple as it appears, is in truth the heighth of all philosophy, renders a wise man superiorto every evil which can befall him. I hope, sir, no very dreadfulaccident is the cause of your coming hither; but, whatever it was, youmay be assured it could not be otherwise; for all things happen by aninevitable fatality; and a man can no more resist the impulse of fatethan a wheelbarrow can the force of its driver. " Besides the obligation which Mr. Robinson had conferred on Mr. Boothin delivering him from the insults of Blear-eyed Moll, there wassomething in the manner of Robinson which, notwithstanding themeanness of his dress, seemed to distinguish him from the crowd ofwretches who swarmed in those regions; and, above all, the sentimentswhich he had just declared very nearly coincided with those of Mr. Booth: this gentleman was what they call a freethinker; that is tosay, a deist, or, perhaps, an atheist; for, though he did notabsolutely deny the existence of a God, yet he entirely denied hisprovidence. A doctrine which, if it is not downright atheism, hath adirect tendency towards it; and, as Dr Clarke observes, may soon bedriven into it. And as to Mr. Booth, though he was in his heart anextreme well-wisher to religion (for he was an honest man), yet hisnotions of it were very slight and uncertain. To say truth, he was inthe wavering condition so finely described by Claudian: labefacta cadelat Religio, causaeque--viam non sponte sequebar Alterius; vacua quae currere semina motu Affirmat; magnumque novas fer inane figures Fortuna, non arte, regi; quae numina sensu Ambiguo, vel nulla futat, vel nescia nostri. This way of thinking, or rather of doubting, he had contracted fromthe same reasons which Claudian assigns, and which had induced Brutusin his latter days to doubt the existence of that virtue which he hadall his life cultivated. In short, poor Booth imagined that a largershare of misfortunes had fallen to his lot than he had merited; andthis led him, who (though a good classical scholar) was not deeplylearned in religious matters, into a disadvantageous opinion ofProvidence. A dangerous way of reasoning, in which our conclusions arenot only too hasty, from an imperfect view of things, but we arelikewise liable to much error from partiality to ourselves; viewingour virtues and vices as through a perspective, in which we turn theglass always to our own advantage, so as to diminish the one, and asgreatly to magnify the other. From the above reasons, it can be no wonder that Mr. Booth did notdecline the acquaintance of this person, in a place which could notpromise to afford him any better. He answered him, therefore, withgreat courtesy, as indeed he was of a very good and gentledisposition, and, after expressing a civil surprize at meeting himthere, declared himself to be of the same opinion with regard to thenecessity of human actions; adding, however, that he did not believemen were under any blind impulse or direction of fate, but that everyman acted merely from the force of that passion which was uppermost inhis mind, and could do no otherwise. A discourse now ensued between the two gentlemen on the necessityarising from the impulse of fate, and the necessity arising from theimpulse of passion, which, as it will make a pretty pamphlet ofitself, we shall reserve for some future opportunity. When this wasended they set forward to survey the gaol and the prisoners, with theseveral cases of whom Mr. Robinson, who had been some time underconfinement, undertook to make Mr. Booth acquainted. Chapter iv. _Disclosing further secrets of the prison-house. _ The first persons whom they passed by were three men in fetters, whowere enjoying themselves very merrily over a bottle of wine and a pipeof tobacco. These, Mr. Robinson informed his friend, were threestreet-robbers, and were all certain of being hanged the ensuingsessions. So inconsiderable an object, said he, is misery to lightminds, when it is at any distance. A little farther they beheld a man prostrate on the ground, whoseheavy groans and frantic actions plainly indicated the highestdisorder of mind. This person was, it seems, committed for a smallfelony; and his wife, who then lay-in, upon hearing the news, hadthrown herself from a window two pair of stairs high, by which meanshe had, in all probability, lost both her and his child. A very pretty girl then advanced towards them, whose beauty Mr. Boothcould not help admiring the moment he saw her; declaring, at the sametime, he thought she had great innocence in her countenance. Robinsonsaid she was committed thither as an idle and disorderly person, and acommon street-walker. As she past by Mr. Booth, she damned his eyes, and discharged a volley of words, every one of which was too indecentto be repeated. They now beheld a little creature sitting by herself in a corner, andcrying bitterly. This girl, Mr. Robinson said, was committed becauseher father-in-law, who was in the grenadier guards, had sworn that hewas afraid of his life, or of some bodily harm which she would do him, and she could get no sureties for keeping the peace; for which reasonjustice Thrasher had committed her to prison. A great noise now arose, occasioned by the prisoners all flocking tosee a fellow whipt for petty larceny, to which he was condemned by thecourt of quarter-sessions; but this soon ended in the disappointmentof the spectators; for the fellow, after being stript, having advancedanother sixpence, was discharged untouched. This was immediately followed by another bustle; Blear-eyed Moll, andseveral of her companions, having got possession of a man who wascommitted for certain odious unmanlike practices, not fit to be named, were giving him various kinds of discipline, and would probably haveput an end to him, had he not been rescued out of their hands byauthority. When this bustle was a little allayed, Mr. Booth took notice of ayoung woman in rags sitting on the ground, and supporting the head ofan old man in her lap, who appeared to be giving up the ghost. These, Mr. Robinson informed him, were father and daughter; that the latterwas committed for stealing a loaf, in order to support the former, andthe former for receiving it, knowing it to be stolen. A well-drest man then walked surlily by them, whom Mr. Robinsonreported to have been committed on an indictment found against him fora most horrid perjury; but, says he, we expect him to be bailed today. "Good Heaven!" cries Booth, "can such villains find bail, and is noperson charitable enough to bail that poor father and daughter?" "Oh!sir, " answered Robinson, "the offence of the daughter, being felony, is held not to be bailable in law; whereas perjury is a misdemeanoronly; and therefore persons who are even indicted for it are, nevertheless, capable of being bailed. Nay, of all perjuries, that ofwhich this man is indicted is the worst; for it was with an intentionof taking away the life of an innocent person by form of law. As toperjuries in civil matters, they are not so very criminal. " "They arenot, " said Booth; "and yet even these are a most flagitious offence, and worthy the highest punishment. " "Surely they ought to bedistinguished, " answered Robinson, "from the others: for what istaking away a little property from a man, compared to taking away hislife and his reputation, and ruining his family into the bargain?--Ihope there can be no comparison in the crimes, and I think there oughtto be none in the punishment. However, at present, the punishment ofall perjury is only pillory and transportation for seven years; and, as it is a traversable and bailable offence, methods are found toescape any punishment at all. "[Footnote: By removing the indictment by_certiorari_ into the King's Bench, the trial is so long postponed, and the costs are so highly encreased, that prosecutors are oftentired out, and some incapacitated from pursuing. _Verbum sapienti. _] Booth exprest great astonishment at this, when his attention wassuddenly diverted by the most miserable object that he had yet seen. This was a wretch almost naked, and who bore in his countenance, joined to an appearance of honesty, the marks of poverty, hunger, anddisease. He had, moreover, a wooden leg, and two or three scars on hisforehead. "The case of this poor man is, indeed, unhappy enough, " saidRobinson. "He hath served his country, lost his limb, and receivedseveral wounds at the siege of Gibraltar. When he was discharged fromthe hospital abroad he came over to get into that of Chelsea, butcould not immediately, as none of his officers were then in England. In the mean time, he was one day apprehended and committed hither onsuspicion of stealing three herrings from a fishmonger. He was triedseveral months ago for this offence, and acquitted; indeed, hisinnocence manifestly appeared at the trial; but he was brought backagain for his fees, and here he hath lain ever since. " Booth exprest great horror at this account, and declared, if he hadonly so much money in his pocket, he would pay his fees for him; butadded that he was not possessed of a single farthing in the world. Robinson hesitated a moment, and then said, with a smile, "I am goingto make you, sir, a very odd proposal after your last declaration; butwhat say you to a game at cards? it will serve to pass a tedious hour, and may divert your thoughts from more unpleasant speculations. " I do not imagine Booth would have agreed to this; for, though somelove of gaming had been formerly amongst his faults, yet he was not soegregiously addicted to that vice as to be tempted by the shabbyplight of Robinson, who had, if I may so express myself, no charms fora gamester. If he had, however, any such inclinations, he had noopportunity to follow them, for, before he could make any answer toRobinson's proposal, a strapping wench came up to Booth, and, takinghold of his arm, asked him to walk aside with her; saying, "What apox, are you such a fresh cull that you do not know this fellow? why, he is a gambler, and committed for cheating at play. There is not sucha pickpocket in the whole quad. "[Footnote: A cant word for a prison. ] A scene of altercation now ensued between Robinson and the lady, whichended in a bout at fisticuffs, in which the lady was greatly superiorto the philosopher. While the two combatants were engaged, a grave-looking man, ratherbetter drest than the majority of the company, came up to Mr. Booth, and, taking him aside, said, "I am sorry, sir, to see a gentleman, asyou appear to be, in such intimacy with that rascal, who makes noscruple of disowning all revealed religion. As for crimes, they arehuman errors, and signify but little; nay, perhaps the worse a man isby nature, the more room there is for grace. The spirit is active, andloves best to inhabit those minds where it may meet with the mostwork. Whatever your crime be, therefore I would not have you despair, but rather rejoice at it; for perhaps it may be the means of yourbeing called. " He ran on for a considerable time with this cant, without waiting for an answer, and ended in declaring himself amethodist. Just as the methodist had finished his discourse, a beautiful youngwoman was ushered into the gaol. She was genteel and well drest, anddid not in the least resemble those females whom Mr. Booth hadhitherto seen. The constable had no sooner delivered her at the gatethan she asked with a commanding voice for the keeper; and, when hearrived, she said to him, "Well, sir, whither am I to be conducted? Ihope I am not to take up my lodging with these creatures. " The keeperanswered, with a kind of surly respect, "Madam, we have rooms forthose who can afford to pay for them. " At these words she pulled ahandsome purse from her pocket, in which many guineas chinked, saying, with an air of indignation, "That she was not come thither on accountof poverty. " The keeper no sooner viewed the purse than his featuresbecame all softened in an instant; and, with all the courtesy of whichhe was master, he desired the lady to walk with him, assuring her thatshe should have the best apartment in his house. Mr. Booth was now left alone; for the methodist had forsaken him, having, as the phrase of the sect is, searched him to the bottom. Infact, he had thoroughly examined every one of Mr. Booth's pockets;from which he had conveyed away a penknife and an iron snuff-box, these being all the moveables which were to be found. Booth was standing near the gate of the prison when the young ladyabove mentioned was introduced into the yard. He viewed her featuresvery attentively, and was persuaded that he knew her. She was indeedso remarkably handsome, that it was hardly possible for any who hadever seen her to forget her. He enquired of one of the underkeepers ifthe name of the prisoner lately arrived was not Matthews; to which hewas answered that her name was not Matthews but Vincent, and that shewas committed for murder. The latter part of this information made Mr. Booth suspect his memorymore than the former; for it was very possible that she might havechanged her name; but he hardly thought she could so far have changedher nature as to be guilty of a crime so very incongruous with herformer gentle manners: for Miss Matthews had both the birth andeducation of a gentlewoman. He concluded, therefore, that he wascertainly mistaken, and rested satisfied without any further enquiry. Chapter v. _Containing certain adventures which befel Mr. Booth in the prison. _ The remainder of the day Mr. Booth spent in melancholy contemplationon his present condition. He was destitute of the common necessariesof life, and consequently unable to subsist where he was; nor wasthere a single person in town to whom he could, with any reasonablehope, apply for his delivery. Grief for some time banished thethoughts of food from his mind; but in the morning nature began togrow uneasy for want of her usual nourishment: for he had not eat amorsel during the last forty hours. A penny loaf, which is, it seems, the ordinary allowance to the prisoners in Bridewell, was nowdelivered him; and while he was eating this a man brought him a littlepacket sealed up, informing him that it came by a messenger, who saidit required no answer. Mr. Booth now opened his packet, and, after unfolding several piecesof blank paper successively, at last discovered a guinea, wrapt withgreat care in the inmost paper. He was vastly surprized at this sight, as he had few if any friends from whom he could expect such a favour, slight as it was; and not one of his friends, as he was apprized, knewof his confinement. As there was no direction to the packet, nor aword of writing contained in it, he began to suspect that it wasdelivered to the wrong person; and being one of the most untaintedhonesty, he found out the man who gave it him, and again examined himconcerning the person who brought it, and the message delivered withit. The man assured Booth that he had made no mistake; saying, "Ifyour name is Booth, sir, I am positive you are the gentleman to whomthe parcel I gave you belongs. " The most scrupulous honesty would, perhaps, in such a situation, havebeen well enough satisfied in finding no owner for the guinea;especially when proclamation had been made in the prison that Mr. Booth had received a packet without any direction, to which, if anyperson had any claim, and would discover the contents, he was ready todeliver it to such claimant. No such claimant being found (I mean nonewho knew the contents; for many swore that they expected just such apacket, and believed it to be their property), Mr. Booth very calmlyresolved to apply the money to his own use. The first thing after redemption of the coat, which Mr. Booth, hungryas he was, thought of, was to supply himself with snuff, which he hadlong, to his great sorrow, been without. On this occasion he presentlymissed that iron box which the methodist had so dexterously conveyedout of his pocket, as we mentioned in the last chapter. He no sooner missed this box than he immediately suspected that thegambler was the person who had stolen it; nay, so well was he assuredof this man's guilt, that it may, perhaps, be improper to say hebarely suspected it. Though Mr. Booth was, as we have hinted, a man ofa very sweet disposition, yet was he rather overwarm. Having, therefore, no doubt concerning the person of the thief, he eagerlysought him out, and very bluntly charged him with the fact. The gambler, whom I think we should now call the philosopher, receivedthis charge without the least visible emotion either of mind ormuscle. After a short pause of a few moments, he answered, with greatsolemnity, as follows: "Young man, I am entirely unconcerned at yourgroundless suspicion. He that censures a stranger, as I am to you, without any cause, makes a worse compliment to himself than to thestranger. You know yourself, friend; you know not me. It is true, indeed, you heard me accused of being a cheat and a gamester; but whois my accuser? Look at my apparel, friend; do thieves and gamesterswear such cloaths as these? play is my folly, not my vice; it is myimpulse, and I have been a martyr to it. Would a gamester have askedanother to play when he could have lost eighteen-pence and wonnothing? However, if you are not satisfied, you may search my pockets;the outside of all but one will serve your turn, and in that one thereis the eighteen-pence I told you of. " He then turned up his cloaths;and his pockets entirely resembled the pitchers of the Belides. Booth was a little staggered at this defence. He said the real valueof the iron box was too inconsiderable to mention; but that he had acapricious value for it, for the sake of the person who gave it him;"for, though it is not, " said he, "worth sixpence, I would willinglygive a crown to any one who would bring it me again. " Robinson answered, "If that be the case, you have nothing more to dobut to signify your intention in the prison, and I am well convincedyou will not be long without regaining the possession of your snuff-box. " This advice was immediately followed, and with success, the methodistpresently producing the box, which, he said, he had found, and shouldhave returned it before, had he known the person to whom it belonged;adding, with uplifted eyes, that the spirit would not suffer himknowingly to detain the goods of another, however inconsiderable thevalue was. "Why so, friend?" said Robinson. "Have I not heard youoften say, the wickeder any man was the better, provided he was whatyou call a believer?" "You mistake me, " cries Cooper (for that was thename of the methodist): "no man can be wicked after he is possessed bythe spirit. There is a wide difference between the days of sin and thedays of grace. I have been a sinner myself. " "I believe thee, " criesRobinson, with a sneer. "I care not, " answered the other, "what anatheist believes. I suppose you would insinuate that I stole thesnuff-box; but I value not your malice; the Lord knows my innocence. "He then walked off with the reward; and Booth, turning to Robinson, very earnestly asked pardon for his groundless suspicion; which theother, without any hesitation, accorded him, saying, "You neveraccused me, sir; you suspected some gambler, with whose character Ihave no concern. I should be angry with a friend or acquaintance whoshould give a hasty credit to any allegation against me; but I have noreason to be offended with you for believing what the woman, and therascal who is just gone, and who is committed here for a pickpocket, which you did not perhaps know, told you to my disadvantage. And ifyou thought me to be a gambler you had just reason to suspect any illof me; for I myself am confined here by the perjury of one of thosevillains, who, having cheated me of my money at play, and hearing thatI intended to apply to a magistrate against him, himself began theattack, and obtained a warrant against me of Justice Thrasher, who, without hearing one speech in my defence, committed me to this place. " Booth testified great compassion at this account; and, he havinginvited Robinson to dinner, they spent that day together. In theafternoon Booth indulged his friend with a game at cards; at first forhalfpence and afterwards for shillings, when fortune so favouredRobinson that he did not leave the other a single shilling in hispocket. A surprizing run of luck in a gamester is often mistaken for somewhatelse by persons who are not over-zealous believers in the divinity offortune. I have known a stranger at Bath, who hath happenedfortunately (I might almost say unfortunately) to have four by honoursin his hand almost every time he dealt for a whole evening, shunneduniversally by the whole company the next day. And certain it is, thatMr. Booth, though of a temper very little inclined to suspicion, beganto waver in his opinion whether the character given by Mr. Robinson ofhimself, or that which the others gave of him, was the truer. In the morning hunger paid him a second visit, and found him again inthe same situation as before. After some deliberation, therefore, heresolved to ask Robinson to lend him a shilling or two of that moneywhich was lately his own. And this experiments he thought, wouldconfirm him either in a good or evil opinion of that gentleman. To this demand Robinson answered, with great alacrity, that he shouldvery gladly have complied, had not fortune played one of her jadetricks with him: "for since my winning of you, " said he, "I have beenstript not only of your money but my own. " He was going to haranguefarther; but Booth, with great indignation, turned from him. This poor gentleman had very little time to reflect on his own misery, or the rascality, as it appeared to him, of the other, when the sameperson who had the day before delivered him the guinea from theunknown hand, again accosted him, and told him a lady in the house (sohe expressed himself) desired the favour of his company. Mr. Booth immediately obeyed the message, and was conducted into aroom in the prison, where he was presently convinced that Mrs. Vincentwas no other than his old acquaintance Miss Matthews. Chapter vi _Containing the extraordinary behaviour of Miss Matthews on hermeeting with Booth, and some endeavours to prove, by reason andauthority, that it is possible for a woman to appear to be what shereally is not. _ Eight or nine years had past since any interview between Mr. Booth andMiss Matthews; and their meeting now in so extraordinary a placeaffected both of them with an equal surprize. After some immaterial ceremonies, the lady acquainted Mr. Booth that, having heard there was a person in the prison who knew her by the nameof Matthews, she had great curiosity to inquire who he was, whereuponhe had been shewn to her from the window of the house; that sheimmediately recollected him, and, being informed of his distressfulsituation, for which she expressed great concern, she had sent himthat guinea which he had received the day before; and then proceededto excuse herself for not having desired to see him at that time, whenshe was under the greatest disorder and hurry of spirits. Booth made many handsome acknowledgments of her favour; and added thathe very little wondered at the disorder of her spirits, concludingthat he was heartily concerned at seeing her there; "but I hope, madam, " said he-- Here he hesitated; upon which, bursting into an agony of tears, shecried out, "O captain! captain! many extraordinary things have passedsince last I saw you. O gracious heaven! did I ever expect that thiswould be the next place of our meeting?" She then flung herself into her chair, where she gave a loose to herpassion, whilst he, in the most affectionate and tender manner, endeavoured to soothe and comfort her; but passion itself did probablymore for its own relief than all his friendly consolations. Havingvented this in a large flood of tears, she became pretty wellcomposed; but Booth unhappily mentioning her father, she againrelapsed into an agony, and cried out, "Why? why will you repeat thename of that dear man? I have disgraced him, Mr. Booth, I am unworthythe name of his daughter. "--Here passion again stopped her words, anddischarged itself in tears. After this second vent of sorrow or shame, or, if the reader pleases, of rage, she once more recovered from her agonies. To say the truth, these are, I believe, as critical discharges of nature as any of thosewhich are so called by the physicians, and do more effectually relievethe mind than any remedies with which the whole materia medica ofphilosophy can supply it. When Mrs. Vincent had recovered her faculties, she perceived Boothstanding silent, with a mixture of concern and astonishment in hiscountenance; then addressing herself to him with an air of mostbewitching softness, of which she was a perfect mistress, she said, "Ido not wonder at your amazement, Captain Booth, nor indeed at theconcern which you so plainly discover for me; for I well know thegoodness of your nature: but, O, Mr. Booth! believe me, when you knowwhat hath happened since our last meeting, your concern will beraised, however your astonishment may cease. O, sir! you are astranger to the cause of my sorrows. " "I hope I am, madam, " answered he; "for I cannot believe what I haveheard in the prison--surely murder"--at which words she started fromher chair, repeating, "Murder! oh! it is music in my ears!--You haveheard then the cause of my commitment, my glory, my delight, myreparation! Yes, my old friend, this is the hand, this is the arm thatdrove the penknife to his heart. Unkind fortune, that not one drop ofhis blood reached my hand. --Indeed, sir, I would never have washed itfrom it. --But, though I have not the happiness to see it on my hand, Ihave the glorious satisfaction of remembering I saw it run in riverson the floor; I saw it forsake his cheeks, I saw him fall a martyr tomy revenge. And is the killing a villain to be called murder? perhapsthe law calls it so. --Let it call it what it will, or punish me as itpleases. ---Punish me!--no, no---that is not in the power of man--notof that monster man, Mr. Booth. I am undone, am revenged, and have nowno more business for life; let them take it from me when they will. " Our poor gentleman turned pale with horror at this speech, and theejaculation of "Good heavens! what do I hear?" burst spontaneouslyfrom his lips; nor can we wonder at this, though he was the bravest ofmen; for her voice, her looks, her gestures, were properly adapted tothe sentiments she exprest. Such indeed was her image, that neithercould Shakspear describe, nor Hogarth paint, nor Clive act, a fury inhigher perfection. [Illustration: She then gave a loose to her passions] "What do you hear?" reiterated she. "You hear the resentment of themost injured of women. You have heard, you say, of the murder; but doyou know the cause, Mr. Booth? Have you since your return to Englandvisited that country where we formerly knew one another? tell me, doyou know my wretched story? tell me that, my friend. " Booth hesitated for an answer; indeed, he had heard some imperfectstories, not much to her advantage. She waited not till he had formeda speech; but cried, "Whatever you may have heard, you cannot beacquainted with all the strange accidents which have occasioned yourseeing me in a place which at our last parting was so unlikely that Ishould ever have been found in; nor can you know the cause of all thatI have uttered, and which, I am convinced, you never expected to haveheard from my mouth. If these circumstances raise your curiosity, Iwill satisfy it. " He answered, that curiosity was too mean a word to express his ardentdesire of knowing her story. Upon which, with very little previousceremony, she began to relate what is written in the followingchapter. But before we put an end to this it may be necessary to whisper a wordor two to the critics, who have, perhaps, begun to express no lessastonishment than Mr. Booth, that a lady in whom we had remarked amost extraordinary power of displaying softness should, the very nextmoment after the words were out of her mouth, express sentimentsbecoming the lips of a Dalila, Jezebel, Medea, Semiramis, Parysatis, Tanaquil, Livilla, Messalina, Agrippina, Brunichilde, Elfrida, LadyMacbeth, Joan of Naples, Christina of Sweden, Katharine Hays, SarahMalcolm, Con Philips, [Footnote: Though last not least. ] or any otherheroine of the tender sex, which history, sacred or profane, ancientor modern, false or true, hath recorded. We desire such critics to remember that it is the same Englishclimate, in which, on the lovely 10th of June, under a serene sky, theamorous Jacobite, kissing the odoriferous zephyr's breath, gathers anosegay of white roses to deck the whiter breast of Celia; and inwhich, on the 11th of June, the very next day, the boisterous Boreas, roused by the hollow thunder, rushes horrible through the air, and, driving the wet tempest before him, levels the hope of the husbandmanwith the earth, dreadful remembrance of the consequences of theRevolution. Again, let it be remembered that this is the selfsame Celia, alltender, soft, and delicate, who with a voice, the sweetness of whichthe Syrens might envy, warbles the harmonious song in praise of theyoung adventurer; and again, the next day, or, perhaps the next hour, with fiery eyes, wrinkled brows, and foaming lips, roars forth treasonand nonsense in a political argument with some fair one of a differentprinciple. Or, if the critic be a Whig, and consequently dislikes such kind ofsimiles, as being too favourable to Jacobitism, let him be contentedwith the following story: I happened in my youth to sit behind two ladies in a side-box at aplay, where, in the balcony on the opposite side, was placed theinimitable B---y C---s, in company with a young fellow of no veryformal, or indeed sober, appearance. One of the ladies, I remember, said to the other--"Did you ever see anything look so modest and soinnocent as that girl over the way? what pity it is such a creatureshould be in the way of ruin, as I am afraid she is, by her beingalone with that young fellow!" Now this lady was no bad physiognomist, for it was impossible to conceive a greater appearance of modesty, innocence, and simplicity, than what nature had displayed in thecountenance of that girl; and yet, all appearances notwithstanding, Imyself (remember, critic, it was in my youth) had a few morningsbefore seen that very identical picture of all those engagingqualities in bed with a rake at a bagnio, smoaking tobacco, drinkingpunch, talking obscenity, and swearing and cursing with all theimpudence and impiety of the lowest and most abandoned trull of asoldier. Chapter vii. _In which Miss Matthews begins her history. _ Miss Matthews, having barred the door on the inside as securely as itwas before barred on the outside, proceeded as follows: "You may imagine I am going to begin my history at the time when youleft the country; but I cannot help reminding you of something whichhappened before. You will soon recollect the incident; but I believeyou little know the consequence either at that time or since. Alas! Icould keep a secret then! now I have no secrets; the world knows all;and it is not worth my while to conceal anything. Well!--You will notwonder, I believe. --I protest I can hardly tell it you, even now. ---But I am convinced you have too good an opinion of yourself to besurprized at any conquest you may have made. ---Few men want that goodopinion--and perhaps very few had ever more reason for it. Indeed, Will, you was a charming fellow in those days; nay, you are not muchaltered for the worse now, at least in the opinion of some women; foryour complexion and features are grown much more masculine than theywere. " Here Booth made her a low bow, most probably with a compliment;and after a little hesitation she again proceeded. ---"Do you remembera contest which happened at an assembly, betwixt myself and MissJohnson, about standing uppermost? you was then my partner; and youngWilliams danced with the other lady. The particulars are not now worthmentioning, though I suppose you have long since forgot them. Let itsuffice that you supported my claim, and Williams very sneakingly gaveup that of his partner, who was, with much difficulty, afterwardsprevailed to dance with him. You said--I am sure I repeat the wordsexactly--that you would not for the world affront any lady there; butthat you thought you might, without any such danger declare, thatthere was no assembly in which that lady, meaning your humble servant, was not worthy of the uppermost place; 'nor will I, ' said you, 'suffer, the first duke in England, when she is at the uppermost endof the room, and hath called her dance, to lead his partner aboveher. ' "What made this the more pleasing to me was, that I secretly hatedMiss Johnson. Will you have the reason? why, then, I will tell youhonestly, she was my rival. That word perhaps astonishes you, as younever, I believe, heard of any one who made his addresses to me; andindeed my heart was, till that night, entirely indifferent to allmankind: I mean, then, that she was my rival for praise, for beauty, for dress, for fortune, and consequently for admiration. My triumph onthis conquest is not to be expressed any more than my delight in theperson to whom I chiefly owed it. The former, I fancy, was visible tothe whole company; and I desired it should be so; but the latter wasso well concealed, that no one, I am confident, took any notice of it. And yet you appeared to me that night to be an angel. You looked, youdanced, you spoke-everything charmed me. " "Good Heavens!" cries Booth, "is it possible you should do me so muchunmerited honour, and I should be dunce enough not to perceive theleast symptom?" "I assure you, " answered she, "I did all I could to prevent you; andyet I almost hated you for not seeing through what I strove to hide. Why, Mr. Booth, was you not more quick-sighted?--I will answer foryou--your affections were more happily disposed of to a much betterwoman than myself, whom you married soon afterwards. I should ask youfor her, Mr. Booth; I should have asked you for her before; but I amunworthy of asking for her, or of calling her my acquaintance. " Booth stopt her short, as she was running into another fit of passion, and begged her to omit all former matters, and acquaint him with thatpart of her history to which he was an entire stranger. She then renewed her discourse as follows: "You know, Mr. Booth, Isoon afterwards left that town, upon the death of my grandmother, andreturned home to my father's house; where I had not been long arrivedbefore some troops of dragoons came to quarter in our neighbourhood. Among the officers there was a cornet whose detested name was Hebbers, a name I could scarce repeat, had I not at the same time the pleasureto reflect that he is now no more. My father, you know, who is ahearty well-wisher to the present government, used always to invitethe officers to his house; so did he these. Nor was it long beforethis cornet in so particular a manner recommended himself to the poorold gentleman (I cannot think of him without tears), that our housebecame his principal habitation, and he was rarely at his quarters, unless when his superior officers obliged him to be there. I shall saynothing of his person, nor could that be any recommendation to a man;it was such, however, as no woman could have made an objection to. Nature had certainly wrapt up her odious work in a most beautifulcovering. To say the truth, he was the handsomest man, except oneonly, that I ever saw--I assure you, I have seen a handsomer---but--well. --He had, besides, all the qualifications of a gentleman; wasgenteel and extremely polite; spoke French well, and danced to amiracle; but what chiefly recommended him to my father was his skillin music, of which you know that dear man was the most violent lover. I wish he was not too susceptible of flattery on that head; for I haveheard Hebbers often greatly commend my father's performance, and haveobserved that the good man was wonderfully pleased with suchcommendations. To say the truth, it is the only way I can account forthe extraordinary friendship which my father conceived for thisperson; such a friendship, that he at last became a part of ourfamily. "This very circumstance, which, as I am convinced, stronglyrecommended him to my father, had the very contrary effect with me: Ihad never any delight in music, and it was not without much difficultyI was prevailed on to learn to play on the harpsichord, in which I hadmade a very slender progress. As this man, therefore, was frequentlythe occasion of my being importuned to play against my will, I beganto entertain some dislike for him on that account; and as to hisperson, I assure you, I long continued to look on it with greatindifference. "How strange will the art of this man appear to you presently, who hadsufficient address to convert that very circumstance which had atfirst occasioned my dislike into the first seeds of affection for him! "You have often, I believe, heard my sister Betty play on theharpsichord; she was, indeed, reputed the best performer in the wholecountry. "I was the farthest in the world from regarding this perfection ofhers with envy. In reality, perhaps, I despised all perfection of thiskind: at least, as I had neither skill nor ambition to excel this way, I looked upon it as a matter of mere indifference. "Hebbers first put this emulation in my head. He took great pains topersuade me that I had much greater abilities of the musical kind thanmy sister, and that I might with the greatest ease, if I pleased, excel her; offering me, at the same time, his assistance if I wouldresolve to undertake it. "When he had sufficiently inflamed my ambition, in which, perhaps, hefound too little difficulty, the continual praises of my sister, whichbefore I had disregarded, became more and more nauseous in my ears;and the rather, as, music being the favourite passion of my father, Ibecame apprehensive (not without frequent hints from Hebbers of thatnature) that she might gain too great a preference in his favour. "To my harpsichord then I applied myself night and day, with suchindustry and attention, that I soon began to perform in a tolerablemanner. I do not absolutely say I excelled my sister, for many were ofa different opinion; but, indeed, there might be some partiality inall that. "Hebbers, at least, declared himself on my side, and nobody coulddoubt his judgment. He asserted openly that I played in the bettermanner of the two; and one day, when I was playing to him alone, heaffected to burst into a rapture of admiration, and, squeezing megently by the hand, said, There, madam, I now declare you excel yoursister as much in music as, added he in a whispering sigh, you do her, and all the world, in every other charm. "No woman can bear any superiority in whatever thing she desires toexcel in. I now began to hate all the admirers of my sister, to beuneasy at every commendation bestowed on her skill in music, andconsequently to love Hebbers for the preference which he gave to mine. "It was now that I began to survey the handsome person of Hebbers withpleasure. And here, Mr. Booth, I will betray to you the grand secretof our sex. ---Many women, I believe, do, with great innocence, andeven with great indifference, converse with men of the finest persons;but this I am confident may be affirmed with truth, that, when once awoman comes to ask this question of herself, Is the man whom I likefor some other reason, handsome? her fate and his too, very stronglydepend on her answering in the affirmative. "Hebbers no sooner perceived that he had made an impression on myheart, of which I am satisfied I gave him too undeniable tokens, thanhe affected on a sudden to shun me in the most apparent manner. Hewore the most melancholy air in my presence, and, by his dejectedlooks and sighs, firmly persuaded me that there was some secret sorrowlabouring in his bosom; nor will it be difficult for you to imagine towhat cause I imputed it. "Whilst I was wishing for his declaration of a passion in which Ithought I could not be mistaken, and at the same time tremblingwhenever we met with the apprehension of this very declaration, thewidow Carey came from London to make us a visit, intending to stay thewhole summer at our house. "Those who know Mrs. Carey will scarce think I do her an injury insaying she is far from being handsome; and yet she is as finished acoquette as if she had the highest beauty to support that character. But perhaps you have seen her; and if you have I am convinced you willreadily subscribe to my opinion. " Booth answered he had not; and then she proceeded as in the followingchapter. Chapter VIII _The history of Miss Matthews continued_. "This young lady had not been three days with us before Hebbers grewso particular with her, that it was generally observed; and my poorfather, who, I believe, loved the cornet as if he had been his son, began to jest on the occasion, as one who would not be displeased atthrowing a good jointure into the arms of his friend. "You will easily guess, sir, the disposition of my mind on thisoccasion; but I was not permitted to suffer long under it; for oneday, when Hebbers was alone with me, he took an opportunity ofexpressing his abhorrence at the thoughts of marrying for interest, contrary to his inclinations. I was warm on the subject, and, Ibelieve, went so far as to say that none but fools and villains didso. He replied, with a sigh, Yes, madam, but what would you think of aman whose heart is all the while bleeding for another woman, to whomhe would willingly sacrifice the world; but, because he must sacrificeher interest as well as his own, never durst even give her a hint ofthat passion which was preying on his very vitals? 'Do you believe, Miss Fanny, there is such a wretch on earth?' I answered, with anassumed coldness, I did not believe there was. He then took me gentlyby the hand, and, with a look so tender that I cannot describe it, vowed he was himself that wretch. Then starting, as if conscious of anerror committed, he cried with a faltering voice, 'What am I saying?Pardon me, Miss Fanny; since I beg only your pity, I never will askfor more. --' At these words, hearing my father coming up, I betrayedmyself entirely, if, indeed, I had not done it before. I hastilywithdrew my hand, crying, Hush! for heaven's sake, my father is justcoming in; my blushes, my look, and my accent, telling him, I suppose, all which he wished to know. "A few days now brought matters to an eclaircissement between us; thebeing undeceived in what had given me so much uneasiness gave me apleasure too sweet to be resisted. To triumph over the widow, for whomI had in a very short time contracted a most inveterate hatred, was apride not to be described. Hebbers appeared to me to be the cause ofall this happiness. I doubted not but that he had the mostdisinterested passion for me, and thought him every way worthy of itsreturn. I did return it, and accepted him as my lover. "He declared the greatest apprehensions of my father's suspicion, though I am convinced these were causeless had his designs beenhonourable. To blind these, I consented that he should carry on shamaddresses to the widow, who was now a constant jest between us; and hepretended from time to time to acquaint me faithfully with everythingthat past at his interviews with her; nor was this faithless womanwanting in her part of the deceit. She carried herself to me all thewhile with a shew of affection, and pretended to have the utmostfriendship for me But such are the friendships of women!" At this remark, Booth, though enough affected at some parts of thestory, had great difficulty to refrain from laughter; but, by goodluck, he escaped being perceived; and the lady went on withoutinterruption. "I am come now to a part of my narrative in which it is impossible tobe particular without being tedious; for, as to the commerce betweenlovers, it is, I believe, much the same in all cases; and there is, perhaps, scarce a single phrase that hath not been repeated tenmillions of times. "One thing, however, as I strongly remarked it then, so I will repeatit to you now. In all our conversations, in moments when he fell intothe warmest raptures, and exprest the greatest uneasiness at the delayof his joys, he seldom mentioned the word marriage; and never oncesolicited a day for that purpose. Indeed, women cannot be cautionedtoo much against such lovers; for though I have heard, and perhapstruly, of some of our sex, of a virtue so exalted, that it is proofagainst every temptation; yet the generality, I am afraid, are toomuch in the power of a man to whom they have owned an affection. Whatis called being upon a good footing is, perhaps, being upon a verydangerous one; and a woman who hath given her consent to marry canhardly be said to be safe till she is married. "And now, sir, I hasten to the period of my ruin. We had a wedding inour family; my musical sister was married to a young fellow as musicalas herself. Such a match, you may be sure, amongst other festivities, must have a ball. Oh! Mr. Booth, shall modesty forbid me to remark toyou what past on that occasion? But why do I mention modesty, who haveno pretensions to it? Everything was said and practised on thatoccasion, as if the purpose had been to inflame the mind of everywoman present. That effect, I freely own to you, it had with me. Music, dancing, wine, and the most luscious conversation, in which mypoor dear father innocently joined, raised ideas in me of which Ishall for ever repent; and I wished (why should I deny it?) that ithad been my wedding instead of my sister's. "The villain Hebbers danced with me that night, and he lost noopportunity of improving the occasion. In short, the dreadful eveningcame. My father, though it was a very unusual thing with him, grewintoxicated with liquor; most of the men were in the same condition;nay, I myself drank more than I was accustomed to, enough to inflame, though not to disorder. I lost my former bed-fellow, my sister, and--you may, I think, guess the rest--the villain found means to steal tomy chamber, and I was undone. "Two months I passed in this detested commerce, buying, even then, myguilty, half-tasted pleasures at too dear a rate, with continualhorror and apprehension; but what have I paid since--what do I paynow, Mr. Booth? O may my fate be a warning to every woman to keep herinnocence, to resist every temptation, since she is certain to repentof the foolish bargain. May it be a warning to her to deal withmankind with care and caution; to shun the least approaches ofdishonour, and never to confide too much in the honesty of a man, norin her own strength, where she has so much at stake; let her remembershe walks on a precipice, and the bottomless pit is to receive her ifshe slips; nay, if she makes but one false step. "I ask your pardon, Mr. Booth; I might have spared these exhortations, since no woman hears me; but you will not wonder at seeing me affectedon this occasion. " Booth declared he was much more surprised at her being able so well topreserve her temper in recounting her story. "O sir, " answered she, "I am at length reconciled to my fate; and Ican now die with pleasure, since I die revenged. I am not one of thosemean wretches who can sit down and lament their misfortunes. If I evershed tears, they are the tears of indignation. --But I will proceed. "It was my fate now to solicit marriage; and I failed not to do it inthe most earnest manner. He answered me at first withprocrastinations, declaring, from time to time, he would mention it tomy father; and still excusing himself for not doing it. At last hethought on an expedient to obtain a longer reprieve. This was bypretending that he should, in a very few weeks, be preferred to thecommand of a troop; and then, he said, he could with some confidencepropose the match. "In this delay I was persuaded to acquiesce, and was indeed prettyeasy, for I had not yet the least mistrust of his honour; but whatwords can paint my sensations, when one morning he came into my room, with all the marks of dejection in his countenance, and, throwing anopen letter on the table, said, 'There is news, madam, in that letterwhich I am unable to tell you; nor can it give you more concern thanit hath given me. ' "This letter was from his captain, to acquaint him that the rout, asthey call it, was arrived, and that they were to march within twodays. And this, I am since convinced, was what he expected, instead ofthe preferment which had been made the pretence of delaying ourmarriage. "The shock which I felt at reading this was inexpressible, occasionedindeed principally by the departure of a villain whom I loved. However, I soon acquired sufficient presence of mind to remember themain point; and I now insisted peremptorily on his making meimmediately his wife, whatever might be the consequence. "He seemed thunderstruck at this proposal, being, I suppose, destituteof any excuse: but I was too impatient to wait for an answer, andcried out with much eagerness, Sure you cannot hesitate a moment uponthis matter--'Hesitate! madam!' replied he--'what you ask isimpossible. Is this a time for me to mention a thing of this kind toyour father?'--My eyes were now opened all at once--I fell into a ragelittle short of madness. Tell not me, I cried, of impossibilities, nortimes, nor of my father---my honour, my reputation, my all are atstake. --I will have no excuse, no delay--make me your wife thisinstant, or I will proclaim you over the face of the whole earth forthe greatest of villains. He answered, with a kind of sneer, 'Whatwill you proclaim, madam?--whose honour will you injure?' My tonguefaltered when I offered to reply, and I fell into a violent agony, which ended in a fit; nor do I remember anything more that past till Ifound myself in the arms of my poor affrighted father. "O, Mr. Booth, what was then my situation! I tremble even now from thereflection. --I must stop a moment. I can go no farther. " Boothattempted all in his power to soothe her; and she soon recovered herpowers, and proceeded in her story. Chapter ix _In which Miss Matthews concludes her relation_. Before I had recovered my senses I had sufficiently betrayed myself tothe best of men, who, instead of upbraiding me, or exerting any anger, endeavoured to comfort me all he could with assurances that all shouldyet be well. This goodness of his affected me with inexpressiblesensations; I prostrated myself before him, embraced and kissed hisknees, and almost dissolved in tears, and a degree of tendernesshardly to be conceived---But I am running into too minutedescriptions. "Hebbers, seeing me in a fit, had left me, and sent one of theservants to take care of me. He then ran away like a thief from thehouse, without taking his leave of my father, or once thanking him forall his civilities. He did not stop at his quarters, but made directlyto London, apprehensive, I believe, either of my father or brother'sresentment; for I am convinced he is a coward. Indeed his fear of mybrother was utterly groundless; for I believe he would rather havethanked any man who had destroyed me; and I am sure I am not in theleast behindhand with him in good wishes. "All his inveteracy to me had, however, no effect on my father, atleast at that time; for, though the good man took sufficient occasionsto reprimand me for my past offence, he could not be brought toabandon me. A treaty of marriage was now set on foot, in which myfather himself offered me to Hebbers, with a fortune superior to thatwhich had been given with my sister; nor could all my brother'sremonstrances against it, as an act of the highest injustice, avail. "Hebbers entered into the treaty, though not with much warmth. He hadeven the assurance to make additional demands on my father, whichbeing complied with, everything was concluded, and the villain oncemore received into the house. He soon found means to obtain myforgiveness of his former behaviour; indeed, he convinced me, sofoolishly blind is female love, that he had never been to blame. "When everything was ready for our nuptials, and the day of theceremony was to be appointed, in the midst of my happiness I receiveda letter from an unknown hand, acquainting me (guess, Mr. Booth, how Iwas shocked at receiving it) that Mr. Hebbers was already married to awoman in a distant part of the kingdom. "I will not tire you with all that past at our next interview. Icommunicated the letter to Hebbers, who, after some little hesitation, owned the fact, and not only owned it, but had the address to improveit to his own advantage, to make it the means of satisfying meconcerning all his former delays; which, to say the truth, I was notso much displeased at imputing to any degree of villany, as I shouldhave been to impute it to the want of a sufficient warmth ofaffection, and though the disappointment of all my hopes, at the veryinstant of their expected fruition, threw me into the most violentdisorders; yet, when I came a little to myself, he had no greatdifficulty to persuade me that in every instance, with regard to me, Hebbers had acted from no other motive than from the most ardent andungovernable love. And there is, I believe, no crime which a womanwill not forgive, when she can derive it from that fountain. In short, I forgave him all, and am willing to persuade myself I am not weakerthan the rest of my sex. Indeed, Mr. Booth, he hath a bewitchingtongue, and is master of an address that no woman could resist. I doassure you the charms of his person are his least perfection, at leastin my eye. " Here Booth smiled, but happily without her perceiving it. "A fresh difficulty (continued she) now arose. This was to excuse thedelay of the ceremony to my father, who every day very earnestly urgedit. This made me so very uneasy, that I at last listened to aproposal, which, if any one in the days of my innocence, or even a fewdays before, had assured me I could have submitted to have thought of, I should have treated the supposition with the highest contempt andindignation; nay, I scarce reflect on it now with more horror thanastonishment. In short, I agreed to run away with him--to leave myfather, my reputation, everything which was or ought to have been dearto me, and to live with this villain as a mistress, since I could notbe his wife. "Was not this an obligation of the highest and tenderest kind, and hadI not reason to expect every return in the man's power on whom I hadconferred it? "I will make short of the remainder of my story, forwhat is there of a woman worth relating, after what I have told you? "Above a year I lived with this man in an obscure court in London, during which time I had a child by him, whom Heaven, I thank it, hathbeen pleased to take to itself. "During many months he behaved to me with all the apparent tendernessand even fondness imaginable; but, alas! how poor was my enjoyment ofthis compared to what it would have been in another situation? When hewas present, life was barely tolerable: but, when he was absent, nothing could equal the misery I endured. I past my hours almostentirely alone; for no company but what I despised, would consort withme. Abroad I scarce ever went, lest I should meet any of my formeracquaintance; for their sight would have plunged a thousand daggers inmy soul. My only diversion was going very seldom to a play, where Ihid myself in the gallery, with a daughter of the woman of the house. A girl, indeed, of good sense and many good qualities; but how muchbeneath me was it to be the companion of a creature so low! O heavens!when I have seen my equals glittering in a side-box, how have thethoughts of my lost honour torn my soul!" "Pardon me, dear madam, " cries Booth, "for interrupting you; but I amunder the utmost anxiety to know what became of your poor father, forwhom I have so great a respect, and who, I am convinced, must sobitterly feel your loss. " "O Mr. Booth, " answered she, "he was scarce ever out of my thoughts. His dear image still obtruded itself in my mind, and I believe wouldhave broken my heart, had I not taken a very preposterous way to easemyself. I am, indeed, almost ashamed to tell you; but necessity put itin my head. --You will think the matter too trifling to have beenremembered, and so it surely was; nor should I have remembered it onany other occasion. You must know then, sir, that my brother wasalways my inveterate enemy and altogether as fond of my sister. --Heonce prevailed with my father to let him take my sister with him inthe chariot, and by that means I was disappointed of going to a ballwhich I had set my heart on. The disappointment, I assure you, wasgreat at the time; but I had long since forgotten it. I must have beena very bad woman if I had not, for it was the only thing in which Ican remember that my father ever disobliged me. However, I now revivedthis in my mind, which I artificially worked up into so high aninjury, that I assure you it afforded me no little comfort. When anytender idea intruded into my bosom, I immediately raised this fantomof an injury in my imagination, and it considerably lessened the furyof that sorrow which I should have otherwise felt for the loss of sogood a father, who died within a few months of my departure from him. "And now, sir, to draw to a conclusion. One night, as I was in thegallery at Drury-lane playhouse, I saw below me in a side-box (she wasonce below me in every place), that widow whom I mentioned to youbefore. I had scarce cast my eyes on this woman before I was soshocked with the sight that it almost deprived me of my senses; forthe villain Hebbers came presently in and seated himself behind her. "He had been almost a month from me, and I believed him to be at hisquarters in Yorkshire. Guess what were my sensations when I beheld himsitting by that base woman, and talking to her with the utmostfamiliarity. I could not long endure this sight, and having acquaintedmy companion that I was taken suddenly ill, I forced her to go homewith me at the end of the second act. "After a restless and sleepless night, when I rose the next morning Ihad the comfort to receive a visit from the woman of the house, who, after a very short introduction, asked me when I had heard from thecaptain, and when I expected to see him? I had not strength or spiritsto make her any answer, and she proceeded thus:--'Indeed I did notthink the captain would have used me so. My husband was an officer ofthe army as well as himself; and if a body is a little low in theworld, I am sure that is no reason for folks to trample on a body. Idefy the world to say as I ever was guilty of an ill thing. ' Forheaven's sake, madam, says I, what do you mean? 'Mean?' cries she; 'Iam sure, if I had not thought you had been Captain Hebbers' lady, hislawful lady too, you should never have set footing in my house. Iwould have Captain Hebbers know, that though I am reduced to letlodgings, I never have entertained any but persons of character. '--Inthis manner, sir, she ran on, saying many shocking things not worthrepeating, till my anger at last got the better of my patience as wellas my sorrow, and I pushed her out of the room. "She had not been long gone before her daughter came to me, and, aftermany expressions of tenderness and pity, acquainted me that her motherhad just found out, by means of the captain's servant, that thecaptain was married to another lady; 'which, if you did not knowbefore, madam, ' said she, 'I am sorry to be the messenger of such illnews. ' "Think, Mr. Booth, what I must have endured to see myself humbledbefore such a creature as this, the daughter of a woman who letslodgings! However, having recollected myself a little, I thought itwould be in vain to deny anything; so, knowing this to be one of thebest-natured and most sensible girls in the world, I resolved to tellher my whole story, and for the future to make her my confidante. Ianswered her, therefore, with a good deal of assurance, that she neednot regret telling me this piece of ill news, for I had known itbefore I came to her house. "'Pardon me, madam, ' replied the girl, 'you cannot possibly have knownit so long, for he hath not been married above a week; last night wasthe first time of his appearing in public with his wife at the play. Indeed, I knew very well the cause of your uneasiness there; but wouldnot mention---' "His wife at the play? answered I eagerly. What wife? whom do youmean? "'I mean the widow Carey, madam, ' replied she, 'to whom the captainwas married a few days since. His servant was here last night to payfor your lodging, and he told it my mother. ' "I know not what answer I made, or whether I made any. I presentlyfell dead on the floor, and it was with great difficulty I was broughtback to life by the poor girl, for neither the mother nor the maid ofthe house would lend me any assistance, both seeming to regard merather as a monster than a woman. "Scarce had I recovered the use of my senses when I received a letterfrom the villain, declaring he had not assurance to see my face, andvery kindly advising me to endeavour to reconcile myself to my family, concluding with an offer, in case I did not succeed, to allow metwenty pounds a-year to support me in some remote part of the kingdom. "I need not mention my indignation at these proposals. In the highestagony of rage, I went in a chair to the detested house, where I easilygot access to the wretch I had devoted to destruction, whom I nosooner found within my reach than I plunged a drawn penknife, which Ihad prepared in my pocket for the purpose, into his accursed heart. For this fact I was immediately seized and soon after committedhither; and for this fact I am ready to die, and shall with pleasurereceive the sentence of the law. "Thus, sir, " said she, "I have related to you my unhappy story, and ifI have tired your patience, by dwelling too long on those parts whichaffected me the most, I ask your pardon. " Booth made a proper speech on this occasion, and, having exprest muchconcern at her present situation, concluded that he hoped her sentencewould be milder than she seemed to expect. Her reply to this was full of so much bitterness and indignation, thatwe do not think proper to record the speech at length, in which havingvented her passion, she all at once put on a serene countenance, andwith an air of great complacency said, "Well, Mr. Booth, I think Ihave now a right to satisfy my curiosity at the expense of yourbreath. I may say it is not altogether a vain curiosity, for perhaps Ihave had inclination enough to interest myself in whatever concernsyou; but no matter for that: those days (added she with a sigh) arenow over. " Booth, who was extremely good-natured and well-bred, told her that sheshould not command him twice whatever was in his power; and then, after the usual apology, was going to begin his history, when thekeeper arrived, and acquainted the lady that dinner was ready, at thesame time saying, "I suppose, madam, as the gentleman is anacquaintance of yours, he must dine with us too. " Miss Matthews told the keeper that she had only one word to mention inprivate to the gentleman, and that then they would both attend him. She then pulled her purse from her pocket, in which were upwards oftwenty guineas, being the remainder of the money for which she hadsold a gold repeating watch, her father's present, with some othertrinkets, and desired Mr. Booth to take what he should have occasionfor, saying, "You know, I believe, dear Will, I never valued money;and now I am sure I shall have very little use for it. " Booth, withmuch difficulty, accepted of two guineas, and then they both togetherattended the keeper. Chapter x _Table-talk, consisting of a facetious discourse that passed in theprison_. There were assembled at the table the governor of these (notimproperly called infernal) regions; the lieutenant-governor, vulgarlynamed the first turnkey; Miss Matthews, Mr. Booth, Mr. Robinson thegambler, several other prisoners of both sexes, and one Murphy, anattorney. The governor took the first opportunity to bring the affair of MissMatthews upon the carpet, and then, turning to Murphy, he said, "It isvery lucky this gentleman happens to be present; I do assure you, madam, your cause cannot be in abler hands. He is, I believe, the bestman in England at a defence; I have known him often succeed againstthe most positive evidence. " "Fy, sir, " answered Murphy; "you know I hate all this; but, if thelady will trust me with her cause, I will do the best in my power. Come, madam, do not be discouraged; a bit of manslaughter and coldiron, I hope, will be the worst: or perhaps we may come off betterwith a slice of chance-medley, or _se defendendo_" "I am very ignorant of the law, sir, " cries the lady. "Yes, madam, " answered Murphy; "it can't be expected you shouldunderstand it. There are very few of us who profess it that understandthe whole, nor is it necessary we should. There is a great deal ofrubbish of little use, about indictments, and abatements, and bars, and ejectments, and trovers, and such stuff, with which people cramtheir heads to little purpose. The chapter of evidence is the mainbusiness; that is the sheet-anchor; that is the rudder, which bringsthe vessel safe _in portum_. Evidence is, indeed, the whole, the_summa totidis_, for _de non apparentibus et non insistentibus eandemest ratio_. " "If you address yourself to me, sir, " said the lady, "you are much toolearned, I assure you, for my understanding. " "_Tace_, madam, " answered Murphy, "is Latin for a candle: I commendyour prudence. I shall know the particulars of your case when we arealone. " "I hope the lady, " said Robinson, "hath no suspicion of any personhere. I hope we are all persons of honour at this table. " "D--n my eyes!" answered a well-dressed woman, "I can answer formyself and the other ladies; though I never saw the lady in my life, she need not be shy of us, d--n my eyes! I scorn to rap [Footnote: Acant word, meaning to swear, or rather to perjure yourself] againstany lady. " "D--n me, madam!" cried another female, "I honour what you have done. I once put a knife into a cull myself--so my service to you, madam, and I wish you may come off with _se diffidendo_ with all my heart. " "I beg, good woman, " said Miss Matthews, "you would talk on some othersubject, and give yourself no concern about my affairs. " "You see, ladies, " cried Murphy, "the gentle-woman doth not care totalk on this matter before company; so pray do not press her. " "Nay, I value the lady's acquaintance no more than she values mine, "cries the first woman who spoke. "I have kept as good company as thelady, I believe, every day in the week. Good woman! I don't use to beso treated. If the lady says such another word to me, d--n me, I willdarken her daylights. Marry, come up! Good woman!--the lady's a whoreas well as myself! and, though I am sent hither to mill doll, d--n myeyes, I have money enough to buy it off as well as the lady herself. " Action might perhaps soon have ensued this speech, had not the keeperinterposed his authority, and put an end to any further dispute. Soonafter which, the company broke up, and none but himself, Mr. Murphy, Captain Booth, and Miss Matthews, remained together. Miss Matthews then, at the entreaty of the keeper, began to open hercase to Mr. Murphy, whom she admitted to be her solicitor, though shestill declared she was indifferent as to the event of the trial. Mr. Murphy, having heard all the particulars with which the reader isalready acquainted (as far as related to the murder), shook his headand said, "There is but one circumstance, madam, which I wish was outof the case; and that we must put out of it; I mean the carrying thepenknife drawn into the room with you; for that seems to imply maliceprepensive, as we call it in the law: this circumstance, therefore, must not appear against you; and, if the servant who was in the roomobserved this, he must be bought off at all hazards. All here you sayare friends; therefore I tell you openly, you must furnish me withmoney sufficient for this purpose. Malice is all we have to guardagainst. " "I would not presume, sir, " cries Booth, "to inform you in the law;but I have heard, in case of stabbing, a man may be indicted upon thestatute; and it is capital, though no malice appears. " "You say true, sir, " answered Murphy; "a man may be indicted _contraformam statutis;_ and that method, I allow you, requires no malice. Ipresume you are a lawyer, sir?" "No, indeed, sir, " answered Booth, "I know nothing of the law. " "Then, sir, I will tell you--If a man be indicted _contra formamtatutis_, as we say, no malice is necessary, because the form of thestatute makes malice; and then what we have to guard against is havingstruck the first blow. Pox on't, it is unlucky this was done in aroom: if it had been in the street we could have had five or sixwitnesses to have proved the first blow, cheaper than, I am afraid, weshall get this one; for when a man knows, from the unhappycircumstances of the case, that you can procure no other witness buthimself, he is always dear. It is so in all other ways of business. Iam very implicit, you see; but we are all among friends. The safestway is to furnish me with money enough to offer him a good round sumat once; and I think (it is for your good I speak) fifty pounds is theleast than can be offered him. I do assure you I would offer him noless was it my own case. " "And do you think, sir, " said she, "that I would save my life at theexpense of hiring another to perjure himself?" "Ay, surely do I, " cries Murphy; "for where is the fault, admittingthere is some fault in perjury, as you call it? and, to be sure, it issuch a matter as every man would rather wish to avoid than not: andyet, as it may be managed, there is not so much as some people are aptto imagine in it; for he need not kiss the book, and then pray where'sthe perjury? but if the crier is sharper than ordinary, what is it hekisses? is it anything but a bit of calf's-skin? I am sure a man mustbe a very bad Christian himself who would not do so much as that tosave the life of any Christian whatever, much more of so pretty alady. Indeed, madam, if we can make out but a tolerable case, so muchbeauty will go a great way with the judge and the jury too. " The latter part of this speech, notwithstanding the mouth it camefrom, caused Miss Matthews to suppress much of the indignation whichbegan to arise at the former; and she answered with a smile, "Sir, youare a great casuist in these matters; but we need argue no longerconcerning them; for, if fifty pounds would save my life, I assure youI could not command that sum. The little money I have in my pocket isall I can call my own; and I apprehend, in the situation I am in, Ishall have very little of that to spare. " "Come, come, madam, " cries Murphy, "life is sweet, let me tell you, and never sweeter than when we are near losing it. I have known many aman very brave and undaunted at his first commitment, who, whenbusiness began to thicken a little upon him, hath changed his note. Itis no time to be saving in your condition. " The keeper, who, after the liberality of Miss Matthews, and on seeinga purse of guineas in her hand, had conceived a great opinion of herwealth, no sooner heard that the sum which he had in intentionintirely confiscated for his own use was attempted to be broke inupon, thought it high time to be upon his guard. "To be sure, " crieshe, "Mr. Murphy, life is sweet, as you say, that must be acknowledged;to be sure, life is sweet; but, sweet as it is, no persons can advancemore than they are worth to save it. And indeed, if the lady cancommand no more money than that little she mentions, she is to becommended for her unwillingness to part with any of it; for, to besure, as she says, she will want every farthing of that to live like agentlewoman till she comes to her trial. And, to be sure, as sweet aslife is, people ought to take care to be able to live sweetly whilethey do live; besides, I cannot help saying the lady shews herself tobe what she is, by her abhorrence of perjury, which is certainly avery dreadful crime. And, though the not kissing the book doth, as yousay, make a great deal of difference; and, if a man had a great whileto live and repent, perhaps he might swallow it well enough; yet, whenpeople comes to be near their end (as who can venture to foretel whatwill be the lady's case?) they ought to take care not to overburthentheir conscience. I hope the lady's case will not be found murder; forI am sure I always wish well to all my prisoners who shew themselvesto be gentlemen or gentlewomen; yet one should always fear the worst" "Indeed, sir, you speak like an oracle, " answered the lady; "and onesubornation of perjury would sit heavier on my conscience than twentysuch murders as I am guilty of. " "Nay, to be sure, madam, " answered the keeper, "nobody can pretend totell what provocation you must have had; and certainly it can never beimagined that a lady who behaves herself so handsomely as you havedone ever since you have been under my keys should be guilty ofkilling a man without being very highly provoked to do it. " Mr. Murphy was, I believe, going to answer when he was called out ofthe room; after which nothing passed between the remaining personsworth relating, till Booth and the lady retired back again into thelady's apartment. Here they fell immediately to commenting on the foregoing discourse;but, as their comments were, I believe, the same with what mostreaders have made on the same occasion, we shall omit them. At last, Miss Matthews reminding her companion of his promise of relating toher what had befallen him since the interruption of their formeracquaintance, he began as is written in the next book of this history. BOOK II. Chapter i. _In which Captain Booth begins to relate his history. _ The tea-table being removed, and Mr. Booth and the lady left alone, heproceeded as follows: "Since you desire, madam, to know the particulars of my courtship tothat best and dearest of women whom I afterwards married, I willendeavour to recollect them as well as I can, at least all thoseincidents which are most worth relating to you. "If the vulgar opinion of the fatality in marriage had ever anyfoundation, it surely appeared in my marriage with my Amelia. I knewher in the first dawn of her beauty; and, I believe, madam, she had asmuch as ever fell to the share of a woman; but, though I alwaysadmired her, it was long without any spark of love. Perhaps thegeneral admiration which at that time pursued her, the respect paidher by persons of the highest rank, and the numberless addresses whichwere made her by men of great fortune, prevented my aspiring at thepossession of those charms which seemed so absolutely out of my reach. However it was, I assure you the accident which deprived her of theadmiration of others made the first great impression on my heart inher favour. The injury done to her beauty by the overturning of achaise, by which, as you may well remember, her lovely nose was beatall to pieces, gave me an assurance that the woman who had been somuch adored for the charms of her person deserved a much higheradoration to be paid to her mind; for that she was in the latterrespect infinitely more superior to the rest of her sex than she hadever been in the former. " "I admire your taste extremely, " cried the lady; "I remember perfectlywell the great heroism with which your Amelia bore that misfortune. " "Good heavens! madam, " answered he; "what a magnanimity of mind didher behaviour demonstrate! If the world have extolled the firmness ofsoul in a man who can support the loss of fortune; of a general whocan be composed after the loss of a victory; or of a king who can becontented with the loss of a crown; with what astonishment ought we tobehold, with what praises to honour, a young lady, who can withpatience and resignation submit to the loss of exquisite beauty, inother words to the loss of fortune, power, glory, everything whichhuman nature is apt to court and rejoice in! what must be the mindwhich can bear to be deprived of all these in a moment, and by anunfortunate trifling accident; which could support all this, togetherwith the most exquisite torments of body, and with dignity, withresignation, without complaining, almost without a tear, undergo themost painful and dreadful operations of surgery in such a situation!"Here he stopt, and a torrent of tears gushed from his eyes; such tearsare apt to flow from a truly noble heart at the hearing of anythingsurprisingly great and glorious. As soon as he was able he againproceeded thus: "Would you think, Miss Matthews, that the misfortune of my Amelia wascapable of any aggravation? I assure you, she hath often told me itwas aggravated with a circumstance which outweighed all the otheringredients. This was the cruel insults she received from some of hermost intimate acquaintance, several of whom, after many distortionsand grimaces, have turned their heads aside, unable to support theirsecret triumph, and burst into a loud laugh in her hearing. " "Good heavens!" cried Miss Matthews; "what detestable actions willthis contemptible passion of envy prevail on our sex to commit!" "An occasion of this kind, as she hath since told me, made the firstimpression on her gentle heart in my favour. I was one day in companywith several young ladies, or rather young devils, where poor Amelia'saccident was the subject of much mirth and pleasantry. One of thesesaid she hoped miss would not hold her head so high for the future. Another answered, 'I do not know, madam, what she may do with herhead, but I am convinced she will never more turn up her nose at herbetters. ' Another cried, 'What a very proper match might now be madebetween Amelia and a certain captain, ' who had unfortunately receivedan injury in the same part, though from no shameful cause. Many othersarcasms were thrown out, very unworthy to be repeated. I was hurtwith perceiving so much malice in human shape, and cried out verybluntly, Indeed, ladies, you need not express such satisfaction atpoor Miss Emily's accident; for she will still be the handsomest womanin England. This speech of mine was afterwards variously repeated, bysome to my honour, and by others represented in a contrary light;indeed, it was often reported to be much ruder than it was. However, it at length reached Amelia's ears. She said she was very much obligedto me, since I could have so much compassion for her as to be rude toa lady on her account. "About a month after the accident, when Amelia began to see company ina mask, I had the honour to drink tea with her. We were alonetogether, and I begged her to indulge my curiosity by showing me herface. She answered in a most obliging manner, 'Perhaps, Mr. Booth, youwill as little know me when my mask is off as when it is on;' and atthe same instant unmasked. --The surgeon's skill was the least Iconsidered. A thousand tender ideas rushed all at once on my mind. Iwas unable to contain myself, and, eagerly kissing her hand, I cried--Upon my soul, madam, you never appeared to me so lovely as at thisinstant. Nothing more remarkable passed at this visit; but I sincerelybelieve we were neither of us hereafter indifferent to each other. "Many months, however, passed after this, before I ever thoughtseriously of making her my wife. Not that I wanted sufficient love forAmelia. Indeed it arose from the vast affection I bore her. Iconsidered my own as a desperate fortune, hers as entirely dependenton her mother, who was a woman, you know, of violent passions, andvery unlikely to consent to a match so highly contrary to the interestof her daughter. The more I loved Amelia, the more firmly I resolvedwithin myself never to propose love to her seriously. Such a dupe wasmy understanding to my heart, and so foolishly did I imagine I couldbe master of a flame to which I was every day adding fuel. "O, Miss Matthews! we have heard of men entirely masters of theirpassions, and of hearts which can carry this fire in them, and concealit at their pleasure. Perhaps there may be such: but, if there are, those hearts may be compared, I believe, to damps, in which it is moredifficult to keep fire alive than to prevent its blazing: in mine itwas placed in the midst of combustible matter. "After several visits, in which looks and sighs had been interchangedon both sides, but without the least mention of passion in private, one day the discourse between us when alone happened to turn on love;I say happened, for I protest it was not designed on my side, and I amas firmly convinced not on hers. I was now no longer master of myself;I declared myself the most wretched of all martyrs to this tenderpassion; that I had long concealed it from its object. At length, after mentioning many particulars, suppressing, however, those whichmust have necessarily brought it home to Amelia, I concluded withbegging her to be the confidante of my amour, and to give me heradvice on that occasion. "Amelia (O, I shall never forget the dear perturbation!) appeared allconfusion at this instant. She trembled, turned pale, and discoveredhow well she understood me, by a thousand more symptoms than I couldtake notice of, in a state of mind so very little different from herown. At last, with faltering accents, she said I had made a very illchoice of a counsellor in a matter in which she was so ignorant. --Adding, at last, 'I believe, Mr. Booth, you gentlemen want very littleadvice in these affairs, which you all understand better than we do. ' "I will relate no more of our conversation at present; indeed I amafraid I tire you with too many particulars. " "O, no!" answered she; "I should be glad to hear every step of anamour which had so tender a beginning. Tell me everything you said ordid, if you can remember it. " He then proceeded, and so will we in the next chapter. Chapter ii. _Mr. Booth continues his story. In this chapter there are somepassages that may serve as a kind of touchstone by which a young ladymay examine the heart of her lover. I would advise, therefore, thatevery lover be obliged to read it over in the presence of hismistress, and that she carefully watch his emotions while he isreading. _ "I was under the utmost concern, " cries Booth, "when I retired from myvisit, and had reflected coolly on what I had said. I now saw plainlythat I had made downright love to Amelia; and I feared, such was myvanity, that I had already gone too far, and been too successful. Feared! do I say? could I fear what I hoped? how shall I describe theanxiety of my mind?" "You need give yourself no great pain, " cried Miss Matthews, "todescribe what I can so easily guess. To be honest with you, Mr. Booth, I do not agree with your lady's opinion that the men have a superiorunderstanding in the matters of love. Men are often blind to thepassions of women: but every woman is as quick-sighted as a hawk onthese occasions; nor is there one article in the whole science whichis not understood by all our sex. " "However, madam, " said Mr. Booth, "I now undertook to deceive Amelia. I abstained three days from seeing her; to say the truth, Iendeavoured to work myself up to a resolution of leaving her for ever:but when I could not so far subdue my passion---But why do I talknonsense of subduing passion?--I should say, when no other passioncould surmount my love, I returned to visit her; and now I attemptedthe strangest project which ever entered into the silly head of alover. This was to persuade Amelia that I was really in love inanother place, and had literally expressed my meaning when I asked heradvice and desired her to be my confidante. "I therefore forged a meeting to have been between me and my imaginarymistress since I had last seen Amelia, and related the particulars, aswell as I could invent them, which had passed at our conversation. "Poor Amelia presently swallowed this bait; and, as she hath told mesince, absolutely believed me to be in earnest. Poor dear love! howshould the sincerest of hearts have any idea of deceit? for, with allher simplicity, I assure you she is the most sensible woman in theworld. " "It is highly generous and good in you, " said Miss Matthews, with asly sneer, "to impute to honesty what others would, perhaps, callcredulity. " "I protest, madam, " answered he, "I do her no more than justice. Agood heart will at all times betray the best head in the world. ---Well, madam, my angel was now, if possible, more confused than before. She looked so silly, you can hardly believe it. " "Yes, yes, I can, " answered the lady, with a laugh, "I can believeit. --Well, well, go on. "--"After some hesitation, " cried he, "myAmelia said faintly to me, 'Mr. Booth, you use me very ill; you desireme to be your confidante, and conceal from me the name of yourmistress. ' "Is it possible then, madam, " answered I, "that you cannot guess her, when I tell you she is one of your acquaintance, and lives in thistown?" "'My acquaintance!' said she: 'La! Mr. Booth--In this town! I--I--Ithought I could have guessed for once; but I have an ill talent thatway--I will never attempt to guess anything again. ' Indeed I do her aninjury when I pretend to represent her manner. Her manner, look, voice, everything was inimitable; such sweetness, softness, innocence, modesty!--Upon my soul, if ever man could boast of his resolution, Ithink I might now, that I abstained from falling prostrate at herfeet, and adoring her. However, I triumphed; pride, I believe, triumphed, or perhaps love got the better of love. We once moreparted, and I promised, the next time I saw her, to reveal the name ofmy mistress. "I now had, I thought, gained a complete victory over myself; and nosmall compliments did I pay to my own resolution. In short, Itriumphed as cowards and niggards do when they flatter themselves withhaving given some supposed instance of courage or generosity; and mytriumph lasted as long; that is to say, till my ascendant passion hada proper opportunity of displaying itself in its true and naturalcolours. "Having hitherto succeeded so well in my own opinion, and obtainedthis mighty self-conquest, I now entertained a design of exerting themost romantic generosity, and of curing that unhappy passion which Iperceived I had raised in Amelia. "Among the ladies who had expressed the greatest satisfaction at myAmelia's misfortune, Miss Osborne had distinguished herself in a veryeminent degree; she was, indeed, the next in beauty to my angel, nay, she had disputed the preference, and had some among her admirers whowere blind enough to give it in her favour. " "Well, " cries the lady, "I will allow you to call them blind; but MissOsborne was a charming girl. " "She certainly was handsome, " answered he, "and a very considerablefortune; so I thought my Amelia would have little difficulty inbelieving me when I fixed on her as my mistress. And I concluded thatmy thus placing my affections on her known enemy would be the surestmethod of eradicating every tender idea with which I had been everhonoured by Amelia. "Well, then, to Amelia I went; she received me with more than usualcoldness and reserve; in which, to confess the truth, there appearedto me more of anger than indifference, and more of dejection than ofeither. After some short introduction, I revived the discourse of myamour, and presently mentioned Miss Osborne as the lady whose name Ihad concealed; adding, that the true reason why I did not mention herbefore was, that I apprehended there was some little distance betweenthem, which I hoped to have the happiness of accommodating. "Amelia answered with much gravity, 'If you know, sir, that there isany distance between us, I suppose you know the reason of thatdistance; and then, I think, I could not have expected to be affrontedby her name. I would not have you think, Mr. Booth, that I hate MissOsborne. No! Heaven is my witness, I despise her too much. --Indeed, when I reflect how much I loved the woman who hath treated me socruelly, I own it gives me pain--when I lay, as I then imagined, andas all about me believed, on my deathbed, in all the agonies of painand misery, to become the object of laughter to my dearest friend. --O, Mr. Booth, it is a cruel reflection! and could I after this haveexpected from you--but why not from you, to whom I am a personentirely indifferent, if such a friend could treat me so barbarously?' "During the greatest part of this speech the tears streamed from herbright eyes. I could endure it no longer. I caught up the wordindifferent, and repeated it, saying, Do you think then, madam, thatMiss Emily is indifferent to me? "'Yes, surely, I do, ' answered she: 'I know I am; indeed, why should Inot be indifferent to you?' "Have my eyes, " said I, "then declared nothing?" "'O! there is no need of your eyes' answered she; 'your tongue hathdeclared that you have singled out of all womankind my greatest, Iwill say, my basest enemy. I own I once thought that character wouldhave been no recommendation to you;--but why did I think so? I wasborn to deceive myself. ' "I then fell on my knees before her; and, forcing her hand, cried out, O, my Amelia! I can bear no longer. You are the only mistress of myaffections; you are the deity I adore. In this stile I ran on forabove two or three minutes, what it is impossible to repeat, till atorrent of contending passions, together with the surprize, overpowered her gentle spirits, and she fainted away in my arms. "To describe my sensation till she returned to herself is not in mypower. "--"You need not, " cried Miss Matthews. --"Oh, happy Amelia! whyhad I not been blest with such a passion?"--"I am convinced, madam, "continued he, "you cannot expect all the particulars of the tenderscene which ensued. I was not enough in my senses to remember it all. Let it suffice to say, that that behaviour with which Amelia, whileignorant of its motive, had been so much displeased, when she becamesensible of that motive, proved the strongest recommendation to herfavour, and she was pleased to call it generous. " "Generous!" repeated the lady, "and so it was, almost beyond the reachof humanity. I question whether you ever had an equal. " Perhaps the critical reader may have the same doubt with MissMatthews; and lest he should, we will here make a gap in our history, to give him an opportunity of accurately considering whether thisconduct of Mr. Booth was natural or no; and consequently, whether wehave, in this place, maintained or deviated from that strict adherenceto universal truth which we profess above all other historians. Chapter iii. _The narrative continued. More of the touchstone. _ Booth made a proper acknowledgment of Miss Matthew's civility, andthen renewed his story. "We were upon the footing of lovers; andAmelia threw off her reserve more and more, till at length I found allthat return of my affection which the tenderest lover can require. "My situation would now have been a paradise, had not my happinessbeen interrupted with the same reflections I have already mentioned;had I not, in short, concluded, that I must derive all my joys fromthe almost certain ruin of that dear creature to whom I should owethem. "This thought haunted me night and day, till I at last grew unable tosupport it: I therefore resolved in the strongest manner, to lay itbefore Amelia. "One evening then, after the highest professions of the mostdisinterested love, in which Heaven knows my sincerity, I took anoccasion to speak to Amelia in the following manner:-- "Too true it is, I am afraid, my dearest creature, that the highesthuman happiness is imperfect. How rich would be my cup, was it not forone poisonous drop which embitters the whole! O, Amelia! what must bethe consequence of my ever having the honour to call you mine!--Youknow my situation in life, and you know your own: I have nothing morethan the poor provision of an ensign's commission to depend on; yoursole dependence is on your mother; should any act of disobediencedefeat your expectations, how wretched must your lot be with me! O, Amelia! how ghastly an object to my mind is the apprehension of yourdistress! Can I bear to reflect a moment on the certainty of yourforegoing all the conveniences of life? on the possibility of yoursuffering all its most dreadful inconveniencies? what must be mymisery, then, to see you in such a situation, and to upbraid myselfwith being the accursed cause of bringing you to it? Suppose too insuch a season I should be summoned from you. Could I submit to see youencounter all the hazards, the fatigues of war, with me? you could notyourself, however willing, support them a single campaign. What then;must I leave you to starve alone, deprived of the tenderness of ahusband, deprived too of the tenderness of the best of mothers, through my means? a woman most dear to me, for being the parent, thenurse, and the friend of my Amelia. ---But oh! my sweet creature, carryyour thoughts a little further. Think of the tenderest consequences, the dearest pledges of our love. Can I bear to think of entailingbeggary on the posterity of my Amelia? on our---Oh, Heavens!--on ourchildren!--On the other side, is it possible even to mention the word--I will not, must not, cannot, cannot part with you. ---What must wedo, Amelia? It is now I sincerely ask your advice. " "'What advice can I give you, ' said she, 'in such an alternative?Would to Heaven we had never met!' "These words were accompanied with a sigh, and a look inexpressiblytender, the tears at the same time overflowing all her lovely cheeks. I was endeavouring to reply when I was interrupted by what soon put anend to the scene. "Our amour had already been buzzed all over the town; and it came atlast to the ears of Mrs. Harris: I had, indeed, observed of late agreat alteration in that lady's behaviour towards me whenever Ivisited at the house; nor could I, for a long time before thisevening, ever obtain a private interview with Amelia; and now, itseems, I owed it to her mother's intention of overhearing all thatpassed between us. "At the period then above mentioned, Mrs. Harris burst from the closetwhere she had hid herself, and surprised her daughter, reclining on mybosom in all that tender sorrow I have just described. I will notattempt to paint the rage of the mother, or the daughter's confusion, or my own. 'Here are very fine doings, indeed, ' cries Mrs. Harris:'you have made a noble use, Amelia, of my indulgence, and the trust Ireposed in you. --As for you, Mr. Booth, I will not accuse you; youhave used my child as I ought to have expected; I may thank myself forwhat hath happened;' with much more of the same kind, before she wouldsuffer me to speak; but at last I obtained a hearing, and offered toexcuse my poor Amelia, who was ready to sink into the earth under theoppression of grief, by taking as much blame as I could on myself. Mrs. Harris answered, 'No, sir, I must say you are innocent incomparison of her; nay, I can say I have heard you use dissuasivearguments; and I promise you they are of weight. I have, I thankHeaven, one dutiful child, and I shall henceforth think her my onlyone. '--She then forced the poor, trembling, fainting Amelia out of theroom; which when she had done, she began very coolly to reason with meon the folly, as well as iniquity, which I had been guilty of; andrepeated to me almost every word I had before urged to her daughter. In fine, she at last obtained of me a promise that I would soon go tomy regiment, and submit to any misery rather than that of being theruin of Amelia. "I now, for many days, endured the greatest torments which the humanmind is, I believe, capable of feeling; and I can honestly say I triedall the means, and applied every argument which I could raise, to cureme of my love. And to make these the more effectual, I spent everynight in walking backwards and forwards in the sight of Mrs. Harris'shouse, where I never failed to find some object or other which raisedsome tender idea of my lovely Amelia, and almost drove me todistraction. " "And don't you think, sir, " said Miss Matthews, "you took a mostpreposterous method to cure yourself?" "Alas, madam, " answered he, "you cannot see it in a more absurd lightthan I do; but those know little of real love or grief who do not knowhow much we deceive ourselves when we pretend to aim at the cure ofeither. It is with these, as it is with some distempers of the body, nothing is in the least agreeable to us but what serves to heightenthe disease. "At the end of a fortnight, when I was driven almost to the highestdegree of despair, and could contrive no method of conveying a letterto Amelia, how was I surprised when Mrs. Harris's servant brought me acard, with an invitation from the mother herself to drink tea thatevening at her house! "You will easily believe, madam, that I did not fail so agreeable anappointment: on my arrival I was introduced into a large company ofmen and women, Mrs. Harris and my Amelia being part of the company. "Amelia seemed in my eyes to look more beautiful than ever, andbehaved with all the gaiety imaginable. The old lady treated me withmuch civility, but the young lady took little notice of me, andaddressed most of her discourse to another gentleman present. Indeed, she now and then gave me a look of no discouraging kind, and Iobserved her colour change more than once when her eyes met mine;circumstances, which, perhaps, ought to have afforded me sufficientcomfort, but they could not allay the thousand doubts and fears withwhich I was alarmed, for my anxious thoughts suggested no less to methan that Amelia had made her peace with her mother at the price ofabandoning me forever, and of giving her ear to some other lover. Allmy prudence now vanished at once; and I would that instant have gladlyrun away with Amelia, and have married her without the leastconsideration of any consequences. "With such thoughts I had tormented myself for near two hours, tillmost of the company had taken their leave. This I was myself incapableof doing, nor do I know when I should have put an end to my visit, hadnot Dr Harrison taken me away almost by force, telling me in a whisperthat he had something to say to me of great consequence. --You know thedoctor, madam--" "Very well, sir, " answered Miss Matthews, "and one of the best men inthe world he is, and an honour to the sacred order to which hebelongs. " "You will judge, " replied Booth, "by the sequel, whether I have reasonto think him so. "--He then proceeded as in the next chapter. Chapter iv _The story of Mr. Booth continued. In this chapter the reader willperceive a glimpse of the character of a very good divine, with somematters of a very tender kind. _ "The doctor conducted me into his study, and I then, desiring me tosit down, began, as near as I can remember, in these words, or atleast to this purpose: "'You cannot imagine, young gentleman, that your love for Miss Emilyis any secret in this place; I have known it some time, and have been, I assure you, very much your enemy in this affair. ' "I answered, that I was very much obliged to him. "'Why, so you are, ' replied he; 'and so, perhaps, you will thinkyourself when you know all. --I went about a fortnight ago to Mrs. Harris, to acquaint her with my apprehensions on her daughter'saccount; for, though the matter was much talked of, I thought it mightpossibly not have reached her ears. I will be very plain with you. Iadvised her to take all possible care of the young lady, and even tosend her to some place, where she might be effectually kept out ofyour reach while you remained in the town. ' "And do you think, sir, said I, that this was acting a kind part byme? or do you expect that I should thank you on this occasion? "'Young man, ' answered he, 'I did not intend you any kindness, nor doI desire any of your thanks. My intention was to preserve a worthylady from a young fellow of whom I had heard no good character, andwhom I imagined to have a design of stealing a human creature for thesake of her fortune. ' "It was very kind of you, indeed, answered I, to entertain such anopinion of me. "'Why, sir, ' replied the doctor, 'it is the opinion which, I believe, most of you young gentlemen of the order of the rag deserve. I haveknown some instances, and have heard of more, where such young fellowshave committed robbery under the name of marriage. ' "I was going to interrupt him with some anger when he desired me tohave a little patience, and then informed me that he had visited Mrs. Harris with the above-mentioned design the evening after the discoveryI have related; that Mrs. Harris, without waiting for his information, had recounted to him all which had happened the evening before; and, indeed, she must have an excellent memory, for I think she repeatedevery word I said, and added, that she had confined her daughter toher chamber, where she kept her a close prisoner, and had not seen hersince. "I cannot express, nor would modesty suffer me if I could, all thatnow past. The doctor took me by the hand and burst forth into thewarmest commendations of the sense and generosity which he was pleasedto say discovered themselves in my speech. You know, madam, his strongand singular way of expressing himself on all occasions, especiallywhen he is affected with anything. 'Sir, ' said he, 'if I knew half adozen such instances in the army, the painter should put red liveriesupon all the saints in my closet. ' "From this instant, the doctor told me, he had become my friend andzealous advocate with Mrs. Harris, on whom he had at last prevailed, though not without the greatest difficulty, to consent to my marryingAmelia, upon condition that I settled every penny which the mothershould lay down, and that she would retain a certain sum in her handswhich she would at any time deposit for my advancement in the army. "You will, I hope, madam, conceive that I made no hesitation at theseconditions, nor need I mention the joy which I felt on this occasion, or the acknowledgment I paid the doctor, who is, indeed, as you say, one of the best of men. "The next morning I had permission to visit Amelia, who received me insuch a manner, that I now concluded my happiness to be complete. "Everything was now agreed on all sides, and lawyers employed toprepare the writings, when an unexpected cloud arose suddenly in ourserene sky, and all our joys were obscured in a moment. "When matters were, as I apprehended, drawing near a conclusion, Ireceived an express, that a sister whom I tenderly loved was seizedwith a violent fever, and earnestly desired me to come to her. Iimmediately obeyed the summons, and, as it was then about two in themorning, without staying even to take leave of Amelia, for whom I lefta short billet, acquainting her with the reason of my absence. "The gentleman's house where my sister then was stood at fifty miles'distance, and, though I used the utmost expedition, the unmercifuldistemper had, before my arrival, entirely deprived the poor girl ofher senses, as it soon after did of her life. "Not all the love I bore Amelia, nor the tumultuous delight with whichthe approaching hour of possessing her filled my heart, could, for awhile, allay my grief at the loss of my beloved Nancy. Upon my soul, Icannot yet mention her name without tears. Never brother and sisterhad, I believe, a higher friendship for each other. Poor dear girl!whilst I sat by her in her light-head fits, she repeated scarce anyother name but mine; and it plainly appeared that, when her dearreason was ravished away from her, it had left my image on her fancy, and that the last use she made of it was to think on me. 'Send for mydear Billy immediately, ' she cried; 'I know he will come to me in amoment. Will nobody fetch him to me? pray don't kill me before I seehim once more. You durst not use me so if he was here. '--Every accentstill rings in my ears. Oh, heavens! to hear this, and at the sametime to see the poor delirious creature deriving the greatest horrorsfrom my sight, and mistaking me for a highwayman who had a littlebefore robbed her. But I ask your pardon; the sensations I felt are tobe known only from experience, and to you must appear dull andinsipid. At last, she seemed for a moment to know me, and cried, 'Oheavens! my dearest brother!' upon which she fell into immediateconvulsions, and died away in my arms. " Here Mr. Booth stopped a moment, and wiped his eyes; and MissMatthews, perhaps out of complaisance, wiped hers. Chapter v. _Containing strange revolutions of fortune_ Booth proceeded thus: "This loss, perhaps, madam, you will think had made me miserableenough; but Fortune did not think so; for, on the day when my Nancywas to be buried, a courier arrived from Dr Harrison, with a letter, in which the doctor acquainted me that he was just come from Mrs. Harris when he despatched the express, and earnestly desired me toreturn the very instant I received his letter, as I valued my Amelia. 'Though if the daughter, ' added he, 'should take after her mother (asmost of them do) it will be, perhaps, wiser in you to stay away. ' "I presently sent for the messenger into my room, and with muchdifficulty extorted from him that a great squire in his coach and sixwas come to Mrs. Harris's, and that the whole town said he was shortlyto be married to Amelia. "I now soon perceived how much superior my love for Amelia was toevery other passion; poor Nancy's idea disappeared in a moment; Iquitted the dear lifeless corpse, over which I had shed a thousandtears, left the care of her funeral to others, and posted, I mayalmost say flew, back to Amelia, and alighted at the doctor's house, as he had desired me in his letter. "The good man presently acquainted me with what had happened in myabsence. Mr. Winckworth had, it seems, arrived the very day of mydeparture, with a grand equipage, and, without delay, had made formalproposals to Mrs. Harris, offering to settle any part of his vastestate, in whatever manner she pleased, on Amelia. These proposals theold lady had, without any deliberation, accepted, and had insisted, inthe most violent manner, on her daughter's compliance, which Ameliahad as peremptorily refused to give; insisting, on her part, on theconsent which her mother had before given to our marriage, in whichshe was heartily seconded by the doctor, who declared to her, as henow did to me, 'that we ought as much to be esteemed man and wife asif the ceremony had already past between us. ' "These remonstrances, the doctor told me, had worked no effect on Mrs. Harris, who still persisted in her avowed resolution of marrying herdaughter to Winckworth, whom the doctor had likewise attacked, tellinghim that he was paying his addresses to another man's wife; but all tono purpose; the young gentleman was too much in love to hearken to anydissuasives. "We now entered into a consultation what means to employ. The doctorearnestly protested against any violence to be offered to the personof Winckworth, which, I believe, I had rashly threatened; declaringthat, if I made any attempt of that kind, he would for ever abandon mycause. I made him a solemn promise of forbearance. At last hedetermined to pay another visit to Mrs. Harris, and, if he found herobdurate, he said he thought himself at liberty to join us togetherwithout any further consent of the mother, which every parent, hesaid, had a right to refuse, but not retract when given, unless theparty himself, by some conduct of his, gave a reason. "The doctor having made his visit with no better success than before, the matter now debated was, how to get possession of Amelia bystratagem, for she was now a closer prisoner than ever; was hermother's bedfellow by night, and never out of her sight by day. "While we were deliberating on this point a wine-merchant of the towncame to visit the doctor, to inform him that he had just bottled off ahogshead of excellent old port, of which he offered to spare him ahamper, saying that he was that day to send in twelve dozen to Mrs. Harris. "The doctor now smiled at a conceit which came into his head; and, taking me aside, asked me if I had love enough for the young lady toventure into the house in a hamper. I joyfully leapt at the proposal, to which the merchant, at the doctor's intercession, consented; for Ibelieve, madam, you know the great authority which that worthy marthad over the whole town. The doctor, moreover, promised to procure alicense, and to perform the office for us at his house, if I couldfind any means of conveying Amelia thither. "In this hamper, then, I was carried to the house, and deposited inthe entry, where I had not lain long before I was again removed andpacked up in a cart in order to be sent five miles into the country;for I heard the orders given as I lay in the entry; and there Ilikewise heard that Amelia and her mother were to follow me the nextmorning. "I was unloaded from my cart, and set down with the rest of the lumberin a great hall. Here I remained above three hours, impatientlywaiting for the evening, when I determined to quit a posture which wasbecome very uneasy, and break my prison; but Fortune contrived torelease me sooner, by the following means: The house where I now washad been left in the care of one maid-servant. This faithful creaturecame into the hall with the footman who had driven the cart. A sceneof the highest fondness having past between them, the fellow proposed, and the maid consented, to open the hamper and drink a bottletogether, which, they agreed, their mistress would hardly miss in sucha quantity. They presently began to execute their purpose. They openedthe hamper, and, to their great surprise, discovered the contents. "I took an immediate advantage of the consternation which appeared inthe countenances of both the servants, and had sufficient presence ofmind to improve the knowledge of those secrets to which I was privy. Itold them that it entirely depended on their behaviour to me whethertheir mistress should ever be acquainted, either with what they haddone or with what they had intended to do; for that if they would keepmy secret I would reciprocally keep theirs. I then acquainted themwith my purpose of lying concealed in the house, in order to watch anopportunity of obtaining a private interview with Amelia. [Illustration: They opened The Hamper] "In the situation in which these two delinquents stood, you may beassured it was not difficult for me to seal up their lips. In short, they agreed to whatever I proposed. I lay that evening in my dearAmelia's bedchamber, and was in the morning conveyed into an oldlumber-garret, where I was to wait till Amelia (whom the maidpromised, on her arrival, to inform of my place of concealment) couldfind some opportunity of seeing me. " "I ask pardon for interrupting you, " cries Miss Matthews, "but youbring to my remembrance a foolish story which I heard at that time, though at a great distance from you: That an officer had, inconfederacy with Miss Harris, broke open her mother's cellar and stoleaway a great quantity of her wine. I mention it only to shew you whatsort of foundations most stories have. " Booth told her he had heard some such thing himself, and thencontinued his story as in the next chapter. Chapter vi. _Containing many surprising adventures. _ "There, " continued he, "I remained the whole day in hopes of ahappiness, the expected approach of which gave me such a delight thatI would not have exchanged my poor lodgings for the finest palace inthe universe. "A little after it was dark Mrs. Harris arrived, together with Ameliaand her sister. I cannot express how much my heart now began toflutter; for, as my hopes every moment encreased, strange fears, whichI had not felt before, began now to intermingle with them. "When I had continued full two hours in these circumstances, I heard awoman's step tripping upstairs, which I fondly hoped was my Amelia;but all on a sudden the door flew open, and Mrs. Harris herselfappeared at it, with a countenance pale as death, her whole bodytrembling, I suppose with anger; she fell upon me in the most bitterlanguage. It is not necessary to repeat what she said, nor indeed canI, I was so shocked and confounded on this occasion. In a word, thescene ended with my departure without seeing Amelia. " "And pray, " cries Miss Matthews, "how happened this unfortunatediscovery?" Booth answered, That the lady at supper ordered a bottle of wine, "which neither myself, " says he, "nor the servants had presence ofmind to provide. Being told there was none in the house, though shehad been before informed that the things came all safe, she had sentfor the maid, who, being unable to devise any excuse, had fallen onher knees, and, after confessing her design of opening a bottle, whichshe imputed to the fellow, betrayed poor me to her mistress. "Well, madam, after a lecture of about a quarter of an hour's durationfrom Mrs. Harris, I suffered her to conduct me to the outward gate ofher court-yard, whence I set forward in a disconsolate condition ofmind towards my lodgings. I had five miles to walkin a dark and rainynight: but how can I mention these trifling circumstances as anyaggravation of my disappointment!" "How was it possible, " cried Miss Matthews, "that you could be got outof the house without seeing Miss Harris?" "I assure you, madam, " answered Booth, "I have often wondered at itmyself; but my spirits were so much sunk at the sight of her mother, that no man was ever a greater coward than I was at that instant. Indeed, I believe my tender concern for the terrors of Amelia were theprincipal cause of my submission. However it was, I left the house, and walked about a hundred yards, when, at the corner of the garden-wall, a female voice, in a whisper, cried out, 'Mr. Booth. ' The personwas extremely near me, but it was so dark I could scarce see her; nordid I, in the confusion I was in, immediately recognize the voice. Ianswered in a line of Congreve's, which burst from my lipsspontaneously; for I am sure I had no intention to quote plays at thattime. "'Who calls the wretched thing that was Alphonso?' "Upon which a woman leapt into my arms, crying out--'O! it is indeedmy Alphonso, my only Alphonso!'--O Miss Matthews! guess what I feltwhen I found I had my Amelia in my arms. I embraced her with anecstasy not to be described, at the same instant pouring a thousandtendernesses into her ears; at least, if I could express so many toher in a minute, for in that time the alarm began at the house; Mrs. Harris had mist her daughter, and the court was presently full oflights and noises of all kinds. "I now lifted Amelia over a gate, and, jumping after, we crept alongtogether by the side of a hedge, a different way from what led to thetown, as I imagined that would be the road through which they wouldpursue us. In this opinion I was right; for we heard them pass alongthat road, and the voice of Mrs. Harris herself, who ran with therest, notwithstanding the darkness and the rain. By these means weluckily made our escape, and clambring over hedge and ditch, my Ameliaperforming the part of a heroine all the way, we at length arrived ata little green lane, where stood a vast spreading oak, under which wesheltered ourselves from a violent storm. "When this was over and the moon began to appear, Amelia declared sheknew very well where she was; and, a little farther striking intoanother lane to the right, she said that would lead us to a housewhere we should be both safe and unsuspected. I followed herdirections, and we at length came to a little cottage about threemiles distant from Mrs. Harris's house. "As it now rained very violently, we entered this cottage, in which weespied a light, without any ceremony. Here we found an elderly womansitting by herself at a little fire, who had no sooner viewed us thanshe instantly sprung from her seat, and starting back gave thestrongest tokens of amazement; upon which Amelia said, 'Be notsurprised, nurse, though you see me in a strange pickle, I own. ' Theold woman, after having several times blessed herself, and expressedthe most tender concern for the lady who stood dripping before her, began to bestir herself in making up the fire; at the same timeentreating Amelia that she might be permitted to furnish her with somecloaths, which, she said, though not fine, were clean and wholesomeand much dryer than her own. I seconded this motion so vehemently, that Amelia, though she declared herself under no apprehension ofcatching cold (she hath indeed the best constitution in the world), atlast consented, and I retired without doors under a shed, to give myangel an opportunity of dressing herself in the only room which thecottage afforded belowstairs. "At my return into the room, Amelia insisted on my exchanging my coatfor one which belonged to the old woman's son. " "I am very glad, "cried Miss Matthews, "to find she did not forget you. I own I thoughtit somewhat cruel to turn you out into the rain. "--"O, Miss Matthews!"continued he, taking no notice of her observation, "I had now anopportunity of contemplating the vast power of exquisite beauty, whichnothing almost can add to or diminish. Amelia, in the poor rags of herold nurse, looked scarce less beautiful than I have seen her appear ata ball or an assembly. " "Well, well, " cries Miss Matthews, "to be sureshe did; but pray go on with your story. " "The old woman, " continued he, "after having equipped us as well asshe could, and placed our wet cloaths before the fire, began to growinquisitive; and, after some ejaculations, she cried--'O, my dearyoung madam! my mind misgives me hugeously; and pray who is this fineyoung gentleman? Oh! Miss Emmy, Miss Emmy, I am afraid madam knowsnothing of all this matter. ' 'Suppose he should be my husband, nurse, 'answered Amelia. 'Oh! good! and if he be, ' replies the nurse, 'I hopehe is some great gentleman or other, with a vast estate and a coachand six: for to be sure, if an he was the greatest lord in the land, you would deserve it all. ' But why do I attempt to mimic the honestcreature? In short, she discovered the greatest affection for myAmelia; with which I was much more delighted than I was offended atthe suspicions she shewed of me, or the many bitter curses which shedenounced against me, if I ever proved a bad husband to so sweet ayoung lady. "I so well improved the hint given me by Amelia, that the old womanhad no doubt of our being really married; and, comforting herselfthat, if it was not as well as it might have been, yet madam hadenough for us both, and that happiness did not always depend on greatriches, she began to rail at the old lady for having turned us out ofdoors, which I scarce told an untruth in asserting. And when Ameliasaid, 'She hoped her nurse would not betray her, ' the good womananswered with much warmth--'Betray you, my dear young madam! no, thatI would not, if the king would give me all that he is worth: no, notif madam herself would give me the great house, and the whole farmbelonging to it. ' "The good woman then went out and fetched a chicken from the roost, which she killed, and began to pick, without asking any questions. Then, summoning her son, who was in bed, to her assistance, she beganto prepare this chicken for our supper. This she afterwards set beforeus in so neat, I may almost say elegant, a manner, that whoever wouldhave disdained it either doth not know the sensation of hunger, ordoth not deserve to have it gratified. Our food was attended with someale, which our kind hostess said she intended not to have tapped tillChristmas; 'but, ' added she, 'I little thought ever to have the honourof seeing my dear honoured lady in this poor place. ' "For my own part, no human being was then an object of envy to me, andeven Amelia seemed to be in pretty good spirits; she softly whisperedto me that she perceived there might be happiness in a cottage. " "A cottage!" cries Miss Matthews, sighing, "a cottage, with the manone loves, is a palace. " "When supper was ended, " continued Booth, "the good woman began tothink of our further wants, and very earnestly recommended her bed tous, saying, it was a very neat, though homely one, and that she couldfurnish us with a pair of clean sheets. She added some persuasiveswhich painted my angel all over with vermilion. As for myself, Ibehaved so awkwardly and foolishly, and so readily agreed to Amelia'sresolution of sitting up all night, that, if it did not give the nurseany suspicion of our marriage, it ought to have inspired her with theutmost contempt for me. "We both endeavoured to prevail with nurse to retire to her own bed, but found it utterly impossible to succeed; she thanked Heaven sheunderstood breeding better than that. And so well bred was the goodwoman, that we could scarce get her out of the room the whole night. Luckily for us, we both understood French, by means of which weconsulted together, even in her presence, upon the measures we were totake in our present exigency. At length it was resolved that I shouldsend a letter by this young lad, whom I have just before mentioned, toour worthy friend the doctor, desiring his company at our hut, sincewe thought it utterly unsafe to venture to the town, which we knewwould be in an uproar on our account before the morning. " Here Booth made a full stop, smiled, and then said he was going tomention so ridiculous a distress, that he could scarce think of itwithout laughing. What this was the reader shall know in the nextchapter. Chapter vii. _The story of Booth continued. --More surprising adventures. _ From what trifles, dear Miss Matthews, " cried Booth, "may some of ourgreatest distresses arise! Do you not perceive I am going to tell youwe had neither pen, ink, nor paper, in our present exigency? "A verbal message was now our only resource; however, we contrived todeliver it in such terms, that neither nurse nor her son couldpossibly conceive any suspicion from it of the present situation ofour affairs. Indeed, Amelia whispered me, I might safely place anydegree of confidence in the lad; for he had been her foster-brother, and she had a great opinion of his integrity. He was in truth a boy ofvery good natural parts; and Dr Harrison, who had received him intohis family, at Amelia's recommendation, had bred him up to write andread very well, and had taken some pains to infuse into him theprinciples of honesty and religion. He was not, indeed, even nowdischarged from the doctor's service, but had been at home with hismother for some time, on account of the small-pox, from which he waslately recovered. "I have said so much, " continued Booth, "of the boy's character, thatyou may not be surprised at some stories which I shall tell you of himhereafter. "I am going now, madam, to relate to you one of those strangeaccidents which are produced by such a train of circumstances, thatmere chance hath been thought incapable of bringing them together; andwhich have therefore given birth, in superstitious minds, to Fortune, and to several other imaginary beings. "We were now impatiently expecting the arrival of the doctor; ourmessenger had been gone much more than a sufficient time, which to us, you may be assured, appeared not at all shorter than it was, whennurse, who had gone out of doors on some errand, came running hastilyto us, crying out, 'O my dear young madam, her ladyship's coach isjust at the door!' Amelia turned pale as death at these words; indeed, I feared she would have fainted, if I could be said to fear, who hadscarce any of my senses left, and was in a condition little betterthan my angel's. "While we were both in this dreadful situation, Amelia fallen back inher chair with the countenance in which ghosts are painted, myself ather feet, with a complexion of no very different colour, and nursescreaming out and throwing water in Amelia's face, Mrs. Harris enteredthe room. At the sight of this scene she threw herself likewise into achair, and called immediately for a glass of water, which Miss Bettyher daughter supplied her with; for, as to nurse, nothing was capableof making any impression on her whilst she apprehended her youngmistress to be in danger. "The doctor had now entered the room, and, coming immediately up toAmelia, after some expressions of surprize, he took her by the hand, called her his little sugar-plum, and assured her there were none butfriends present. He then led her tottering across the room to Mrs. Harris. Amelia then fell upon her knees before her mother; but thedoctor caught her up, saying, 'Use that posture, child, only to theAlmighty!' but I need not mention this singularity of his to you whoknow him so well, and must have heard him often dispute againstaddressing ourselves to man in the humblest posture which we usetowards the Supreme Being. "I will tire you with no more particulars: we were soon satisfied thatthe doctor had reconciled us and our affairs to Mrs. Harris; and wenow proceeded directly to church, the doctor having before provided alicence for us. " "But where is the strange accident?" cries Miss Matthews; "sure youhave raised more curiosity than you have satisfied. " "Indeed, madam, " answered he, "your reproof is just; I had like tohave forgotten it; but you cannot wonder at me when you reflect onthat interesting part of my story which I am now relating. --But beforeI mention this accident I must tell you what happened after Amelia'sescape from her mother's house. Mrs. Harris at first ran out into thelane among her servants, and pursued us (so she imagined) along theroad leading to the town; but that being very dirty, and a violentstorm of rain coming, she took shelter in an alehouse about half amile from her own house, whither she sent for her coach; she thendrove, together with her daughter, to town, where, soon after herarrival, she sent for the doctor, her usual privy counsellor in allher affairs. They sat up all night together, the doctor endeavouring, by arguments and persuasions, to bring Mrs. Harris to reason; but allto no purpose, though, as he hath informed me, Miss Betty seconded himwith the warmest entreaties. " Here Miss Matthews laughed; of which Booth begged to know the reason:she, at last, after many apologies, said, "It was the first good thingshe ever heard of Miss Betty; nay, " said she, "and asking your pardonfor my opinion of your sister, since you will have it, I alwaysconceived her to be the deepest of hypocrites. " Booth fetched a sigh, and said he was afraid she had not always actedso kindly;--and then, after a little hesitation, proceeded: "You will be pleased, madam, to remember the lad was sent with averbal message to the doctor: which message was no more than toacquaint him where we were, and to desire the favour of his company, or that he would send a coach to bring us to whatever place he wouldplease to meet us at. This message was to be delivered to the doctorhimself, and the messenger was ordered, if he found him not at home, to go to him wherever he was. He fulfilled his orders and told it tothe doctor in the presence of Mrs. Harris. " "Oh, the idiot!" cries Miss Matthews. "Not at all, " answered Booth:"he is a very sensible fellow, as you will, perhaps, say hereafter. Hehad not the least reason to suspect that any secrecy was necessary;for we took the utmost care he should not suspect it. --Well, madam, this accident, which appeared so unfortunate, turned in the highestdegree to our advantage. Mrs. Harris no sooner heard the messagedelivered than she fell into the most violent passion imaginable, andaccused the doctor of being in the plot, and of having confederatedwith me in the design of carrying off her daughter. "The doctor, who had hitherto used only soothing methods, now talkedin a different strain. He confessed the accusation and justified hisconduct. He said he was no meddler in the family affairs of others, nor should he have concerned himself with hers, but at her ownrequest; but that, since Mrs. Harris herself had made him an agent inthis matter, he would take care to acquit himself with honour, andabove all things to preserve a young lady for whom he had the highestesteem; 'for she is, ' cries he, and, by heavens, he said true, 'themost worthy, generous, and noble of all human beings. You haveyourself, madam, ' said he, 'consented to the match. I have, at yourrequest, made the match;' and then he added some particulars relatingto his opinion of me, which my modesty forbids me to repeat. "--"Nay, but, " cries Miss Matthews, "I insist on your conquest of that modestyfor once. We women do not love to hear one another's praises, and Iwill be made amends by hearing the praises of a man, and of a manwhom, perhaps, " added she with a leer, "I shall not think much thebetter of upon that account. "--"In obedience to your commands, then, madam, " continued he, "the doctor was so kind to say he had enquiredinto my character and found that I had been a dutiful son and anaffectionate brother. Relations, said he, in which whoever dischargeshis duty well, gives us a well-grounded hope that he will behave asproperly in all the rest. He concluded with saying that Amelia'shappiness, her heart, nay, her very reputation, were all concerned inthis matter, to which, as he had been made instrumental, he wasresolved to carry her through it; and then, taking the licence fromhis pocket, declared to Mrs. Harris that he would go that instant andmarry her daughter wherever he found her. This speech, the doctor'svoice, his look, and his behaviour, all which are sufficientlycalculated to inspire awe, and even terror, when he pleases, frightened poor Mrs. Harris, and wrought a more sensible effect thanit was in his power to produce by all his arguments and entreaties;and I have already related what followed. "Thus the strange accident of our wanting pen, ink, and paper, and ournot trusting the boy with our secret, occasioned the discovery to Mrs. Harris; that discovery put the doctor upon his metal, and producedthat blessed event which I have recounted to you, and which, as mymother hath since confessed, nothing but the spirit which he hadexerted after the discovery could have brought about. "Well, madam, you now see me married to Amelia; in which situation youwill, perhaps, think my happiness incapable of addition. Perhaps itwas so; and yet I can with truth say that the love which I then boreAmelia was not comparable to what I bear her now. " "Happy Amelia!"cried Miss Matthews. "If all men were like you, all women would beblessed; nay, the whole world would be so in a great measure; for, upon my soul, I believe that from the damned inconstancy of your sexto ours proceeds half the miseries of mankind. " That we may give the reader leisure to consider well the foregoingsentiment, we will here put an end to this chapter. Chapter viii. _In which our readers will probably be divided in their opinion ofMr. Booth's conduct. _ Booth proceeded as follows:-- "The first months of our marriage produced nothing remarkable enoughto mention. I am sure I need not tell Miss Matthews that I found in myAmelia every perfection of human nature. Mrs. Harris at first gave ussome little uneasiness. She had rather yielded to the doctor thangiven a willing consent to the match; however, by degrees, she becamemore and more satisfied, and at last seemed perfectly reconciled. Thiswe ascribed a good deal to the kind offices of Miss Betty, who hadalways appeared to be my friend. She had been greatly assisting toAmelia in making her escape, which I had no opportunity of mentioningto you before, and in all things behaved so well, outwardly at least, to myself as well as her sister, that we regarded her as our sincerestfriend. "About half a year after our marriage two additional companies wereadded to our regiment, in one of which I was preferred to the commandof a lieutenant. Upon this occasion Miss Betty gave the firstintimation of a disposition which we have since too severelyexperienced. " "Your servant, sir, " says Miss Matthews; "then I find I was notmistaken in my opinion of the lady. --No, no, shew me any goodness in acensorious prude, and--" As Miss Matthews hesitated for a simile or an execration, Boothproceeded: "You will please to remember, madam, there was formerly anagreement between myself and Mrs. Harris that I should settle all myAmelia's fortune on her, except a certain sum, which was to be laidout in my advancement in the army; but, as our marriage was carried onin the manner you have heard, no such agreement was ever executed. Andsince I was become Amelia's husband not a word of this matter was evermentioned by the old lady; and as for myself, I declare I had not yetawakened from that delicious dream of bliss in which the possession ofAmelia had lulled me. " Here Miss Matthews sighed, and cast the tenderest of looks on Booth, who thus continued his story:-- "Soon after my promotion Mrs. Harris one morning took an occasion tospeak to me on this affair. She said, that, as I had been promotedgratis to a lieutenancy, she would assist me with money to carry meyet a step higher; and, if more was required than was formerlymentioned, it should not be wanting, since she was so perfectlysatisfied with my behaviour to her daughter. Adding that she hoped Ihad still the same inclination to settle on my wife the remainder ofher fortune. "I answered with very warm acknowledgments of my mother's goodness, and declared, if I had the world, I was ready to lay it at my Amelia'sfeet. --And so, Heaven knows, I would ten thousand worlds. "Mrs. Harris seemed pleased with the warmth of my sentiments, and saidshe would immediately send to her lawyer and give him the necessaryorders; and thus ended our conversation on this subject. "From this time there was a very visible alteration in Miss Betty'sbehaviour. She grew reserved to her sister as well as to me. She wasfretful and captious on the slightest occasion; nay, she affected muchto talk on the ill consequences of an imprudent marriage, especiallybefore her mother; and if ever any little tenderness or endearmentsescaped me in public towards Amelia, she never failed to make somemalicious remark on the short duration of violent passions; and, whenI have expressed a fond sentiment for my wife, her sister would kindlywish she might hear as much seven years hence. "All these matters have been since suggested to us by reflection; for, while they actually past, both Amelia and myself had our thoughts toohappily engaged to take notice of what discovered itself in the mindof any other person. "Unfortunately for us, Mrs. Harris's lawyer happened at this time tobe at London, where business detained him upwards of a month, and, asMrs. Harris would on no occasion employ any other, our affair wasunder an entire suspension till his return. "Amelia, who was now big with child, had often expressed the deepestconcern at her apprehensions of my being some time commanded abroad; acircumstance, which she declared if it should ever happen to her, eventhough she should not then be in the same situation as at present, would infallibly break her heart. These remonstrances were made withsuch tenderness, and so much affected me, that, to avoid anyprobability of such an event, I endeavoured to get an exchange intothe horse-guards, a body of troops which very rarely goes abroad, unless where the king himself commands in person. I soon found anofficer for my purpose, the terms were agreed on, and Mrs. Harris hadordered the money which I was to pay to be ready, notwithstanding theopposition made by Miss Betty, who openly dissuaded her mother fromit; alledging that the exchange was highly to my disadvantage; that Icould never hope to rise in the army after it; not forgetting, at thesame time, some insinuations very prejudicial to my reputation as asoldier. "When everything was agreed on, and the two commissions were actuallymade out, but not signed by the king, one day, at my return fromhunting, Amelia flew to me, and eagerly embracing me, cried out, 'OBilly, I have news for you which delights my soul. Nothing sure wasever so fortunate as the exchange you have made. The regiment you wasformerly in is ordered for Gibraltar. ' "I received this news with far less transport than it was delivered. Ianswered coldly, since the case was so, I heartily hoped thecommissions might be both signed. 'What do you say?' replied Ameliaeagerly; 'sure you told me everything was entirely settled. That lookof yours frightens me to death. '--But I am running into too minuteparticulars. In short, I received a letter by that very post from theofficer with whom I had exchanged, insisting that, though his majestyhad not signed the commissions, that still the bargain was valid, partly urging it as a right, and partly desiring it as a favour, thathe might go to Gibraltar in my room. "This letter convinced me in every point. I was now informed that thecommissions were not signed, and consequently that the exchange wasnot compleated; of consequence the other could have no right to insiston going; and, as for granting him such a favour, I too clearly saw Imust do it at the expense of my honour. I was now reduced to adilemma, the most dreadful which I think any man can experience; inwhich, I am not ashamed to own, I found love was not so overmatched byhonour as he ought to have been. The thoughts of leaving Amelia in herpresent condition to misery, perhaps to death or madness, wereinsupportable; nor could any other consideration but that which nowtormented me on the other side have combated them a moment. " "No woman upon earth, " cries Miss Matthews, "can despise want ofspirit in a man more than myself; and yet I cannot help thinking youwas rather too nice on this occasion. " "You will allow, madam, " answered Booth, "that whoever offends againstthe laws of honour in the least instance is treated as the highestdelinquent. Here is no excuse, no pardon; and he doth nothing wholeaves anything undone. But if the conflict was so terrible withmyself alone, what was my situation in the presence of Amelia? howcould I support her sighs, her tears, her agonies, her despair? couldI bear to think myself the cruel cause of her sufferings? for so Iwas: could I endure the thought of having it in my power to give herinstant relief, for so it was, and refuse it her? "Miss Betty was now again become my friend. She had scarce been civilto me for a fortnight last past, yet now she commended me to theskies, and as severely blamed her sister, whom she arraigned of themost contemptible weakness in preferring my safety to my honour: shesaid many ill-natured things on the occasion, which I shall not nowrepeat. "In the midst of this hurricane the good doctor came to dine with Mrs. Harris, and at my desire delivered his opinion on the matter. " Here Mr. Booth was interrupted in his narrative by the arrival of aperson whom we shall introduce in the next chapter. Chapter ix. _Containing a scene of a different kind from any of the preceding. _ The gentleman who now arrived was the keeper; or, if you please (forso he pleased to call himself), the governor of the prison. He used so little ceremony at his approach, that the bolt, which wasvery slight on the inside, gave way, and the door immediately flewopen. He had no sooner entered the room than he acquainted MissMatthews that he had brought her very good news, for which he demandeda bottle of wine as his due. This demand being complied with, he acquainted Miss Matthews that thewounded gentleman was not dead, nor was his wound thought to bemortal: that loss of blood, and perhaps his fright, had occasioned hisfainting away; "but I believe, madam, " said he, "if you take theproper measures you may be bailed to-morrow. I expect the lawyer herethis evening, and if you put the business into his hands I warrant itwill be done. Money to be sure must be parted with, that's to be sure. People to be sure will expect to touch a little in such cases. For myown part, I never desire to keep a prisoner longer than the lawallows, not I; I always inform them they can be bailed as soon as Iknow it; I never make any bargain, not I; I always love to leave thosethings to the gentlemen and ladies themselves. I never suspectgentlemen and ladies of wanting generosity. " Miss Matthews made a very slight answer to all these friendlyprofessions. She said she had done nothing she repented of, and wasindifferent as to the event. "All I can say, " cries she, "is, that ifthe wretch is alive there is no greater villain in life than himself;"and, instead of mentioning anything of the bail, she begged the keeperto leave her again alone with Mr. Booth. The keeper replied, "Nay, madam, perhaps it may be better to stay a little longer here, if youhave not bail ready, than to buy them too dear. Besides, a day or twohence, when the gentleman is past all danger of recovery, to be suresome folks that would expect an extraordinary fee now cannot expect totouch anything. And to be sure you shall want nothing here. The bestof all things are to be had here for money, both eatable anddrinkable: though I say it, I shan't turn my back to any of thetaverns for either eatables or wind. The captain there need not havebeen so shy of owning himself when he first came in; we have hadcaptains and other great gentlemen here before now; and no shame tothem, though I say it. Many a great gentleman is sometimes found inplaces that don't become them half so well, let me tell them that, Captain Booth, let me tell them that. " "I see, sir, " answered Booth, a little discomposed, "that you areacquainted with my title as well as my name. " "Ay, sir, " cries the keeper, "and I honour you the more for it. I lovethe gentlemen of the army. I was in the army myself formerly; in theLord of Oxford's horse. It is true I rode private; but I had moneyenough to have bought in quarter-master, when I took it into my headto marry, and my wife she did not like that I should continue asoldier, she was all for a private life; and so I came to thisbusiness. " "Upon my word, sir, " answered Booth, "you consulted your wife'sinclinations very notably; but pray will you satisfy my curiosity intelling me how you became acquainted that I was in the army? for mydress I think could not betray me. " "Betray!" replied the keeper; "there is no betraying here, I hope--Iam not a person to betray people. --But you are so shy and peery, youwould almost make one suspect there was more in the matter. And ifthere be, I promise you, you need not be afraid of telling it me. Youwill excuse me giving you a hint; but the sooner the better, that'sall. Others may be beforehand with you, and first come first served onthese occasions, that's all. Informers are odious, there's no doubt ofthat, and no one would care to be an informer if he could help it, because of the ill-usage they always receive from the mob: yet it isdangerous to trust too much; and when safety and a good part of thereward too are on one side and the gallows on the other--I know whicha wise man would chuse. " "What the devil do you mean by all this?" cries Booth. "No offence, I hope, " answered the keeper: "I speak for your good; andif you have been upon the snaffling lay--you understand me, I amsure. " "Not I, " answered Booth, "upon my honour. " "Nay, nay, " replied the keeper, with a contemptuous sneer, "if you areso peery as that comes to, you must take the consequence. --But for mypart, I know I would not trust Robinson with twopence untold. " "What do you mean?" cries Booth; "who is Robinson?" "And you don't know Robinson?" answered the keeper with great emotion. To which Booth replying in the negative, the keeper, after some tokensof amazement, cried out, "Well, captain, I must say you are the bestat it of all the gentlemen I ever saw. However, I will tell you this:the lawyer and Mr. Robinson have been laying their heads togetherabout you above half an hour this afternoon. I overheard them mentionCaptain Booth several times, and, for my part, I would not answer thatMr. Murphy is not now gone about the business; but if you will impeachany to me of the road, or anything else, I will step away to hisworship Thrasher this instant, and I am sure I have interest enoughwith him to get you admitted an evidence. " "And so, " cries Booth, "you really take me for a highwayman?" "No offence, captain, I hope, " said the keeper; "as times go, thereare many worse men in the world than those. Gentlemen may be driven todistress, and when they are, I know no more genteeler way than theroad. It hath been many a brave man's case, to my knowledge, and menof as much honour too as any in the world. " "Well, sir, " said Booth, "I assure you I am not that gentleman ofhonour you imagine me. " Miss Matthews, who had long understood the keeper no better than Mr. Booth, no sooner heard his meaning explained than she was fired withgreater indignation than the gentleman had expressed. "How dare you, sir, " said she to the keeper, "insult a man of fashion, and who hathhad the honour to bear his majesty's commission in the army? as youyourself own you know. If his misfortunes have sent him hither, surewe have no laws that will protect such a fellow as you in insultinghim. " "Fellow!" muttered the keeper--"I would not advise you, madam, to use such language to me. "--"Do you dare threaten me?" replied MissMatthews in a rage. "Venture in the least instance to exceed yourauthority with regard to me, and I will prosecute you with the utmostvengeance. " A scene of very high altercation now ensued, till Booth interposed andquieted the keeper, who was, perhaps, enough inclined to anaccommodation; for, in truth, he waged unequal war. He was besidesunwilling to incense Miss Matthews, whom he expected to be bailed outthe next day, and who had more money left than he intended she shouldcarry out of the prison with her; and as for any violent orunjustifiable methods, the lady had discovered much too great a spiritto be in danger of them. The governor, therefore, in a very gentletone, declared that, if he had given any offence to the gentleman, heheartily asked his pardon; that, if he had known him to be really acaptain, he should not have entertained any such suspicions; but thecaptain was a very common title in that place, and belonged to severalgentlemen that had never been in the army, or, at most, had ridprivate like himself. "To be sure, captain, " said he, "as you yourselfown, your dress is not very military" (for he had on a plain fustiansuit); "and besides, as the lawyer says, _noscitur a sosir_, is a verygood rule. And I don't believe there is a greater rascal upon earththan that same Robinson that I was talking of. Nay, I assure you, Iwish there may be no mischief hatching against you. But if there is Iwill do all I can with the lawyer to prevent it. To be sure, Mr. Murphy is one of the cleverest men in the world at the law; that evenhis enemies must own, and as I recommend him to all the business I can(and it is not a little to be sure that arises in this place), why onegood turn deserves another. And I may expect that he will not beconcerned in any plot to ruin any friend of mine, at least when Idesire him not. I am sure he could not be an honest man if he would. " Booth was then satisfied that Mr. Robinson, whom he did not yet knowby name, was the gamester who had won his money at play. And now MissMatthews, who had very impatiently borne this long interruption, prevailed on the keeper to withdraw. As soon as he was gone Mr. Boothbegan to felicitate her upon the news of the wounded gentleman beingin a fair likelihood of recovery. To which, after a short silence, sheanswered, "There is something, perhaps, which you will not easilyguess, that makes your congratulations more agreeable to me than thefirst account I heard of the villain's having escaped the fate hedeserves; for I do assure you, at first, it did not make me amends forthe interruption of my curiosity. Now I hope we shall be disturbed nomore till you have finished your whole story. --You left off, I think, somewhere in the struggle about leaving Amelia--the happy Amelia. ""And can you call her happy at such a period?" cries Booth. "Happy, ay, happy, in any situation, " answered Miss Matthews, "with such ahusband. I, at least, may well think so, who have experienced the veryreverse of her fortune; but I was not born to be happy. I may say withthe poet, "The blackest ink of fate was sure my lot, And when fate writ my name, it made a blot. " "Nay, nay, dear Miss Matthews, " answered Booth, "you must and shallbanish such gloomy thoughts. Fate hath, I hope, many happy days instore for you. "--"Do you believe it, Mr. Booth?" replied she; "indeedyou know the contrary--you must know--for you can't have forgot. NoAmelia in the world can have quite obliterated--forgetfulness is notin our own power. If it was, indeed, I have reason to think--but Iknow not what I am saying. --Pray do proceed in that story. " Booth so immediately complied with this request that it is possible hewas pleased with it. To say the truth, if all which unwittingly droptfrom Miss Matthews was put together, some conclusions might, it seems, be drawn from the whole, which could not convey a very agreeable ideato a constant husband. Booth, therefore, proceeded to relate what iswritten in the third book of this history. BOOK III. Chapter i. _In which Mr. Booth resumes his story. _ "If I am not mistaken, madam, " continued Booth, "I was just going toacquaint you with the doctor's opinion when we were interrupted by thekeeper. "The doctor, having heard counsel on both sides, that is to say, Mrs. Harris for my staying, and Miss Betty for my going, at last deliveredhis own sentiments. As for Amelia, she sat silent, drowned in hertears; nor was I myself in a much better situation. "'As the commissions are not signed, ' said the doctor, 'I think youmay be said to remain in your former regiment; and therefore I thinkyou ought to go on this expedition; your duty to your king andcountry, whose bread you have eaten, requires it; and this is a dutyof too high a nature to admit the least deficiency. Regard to yourcharacter, likewise, requires you to go; for the world, which mightjustly blame your staying at home if the case was even fairly stated, will not deal so honestly by you: you must expect to have everycircumstance against you heightened, and most of what makes for yourdefence omitted; and thus you will be stigmatized as a coward withoutany palliation. As the malicious disposition of mankind is too wellknown, and the cruel pleasure which they take in destroying thereputations of others, the use we are to make of this knowledge is toafford no handle to reproach; for, bad as the world is, it seldomfalls on any man who hath not given some slight cause for censure, though this, perhaps, is often aggravated ten thousand-fold; and, whenwe blame the malice of the aggravation we ought not to forget our ownimprudence in giving the occasion. Remember, my boy, your honour is atstake; and you know how nice the honour of a soldier is in thesecases. This is a treasure which he must be your enemy, indeed, whowould attempt to rob you of. Therefore, you ought to consider everyone as your enemy who, by desiring you to stay, would rob you of yourhonour. ' "'Do you hear that, sister?' cries Miss Betty. --'Yes, I do hear it'answered Amelia, with more spirit than I ever saw her exert before, and would preserve his honour at the expense of my life. 'I willpreserve it if it should be at that expense; and since it is DrHarrison's opinion that he ought to go, I give my consent. Go, my dearhusband, ' cried she, falling upon her knees: 'may every angel ofheaven guard and preserve you!'--I cannot repeat her words withoutbeing affected, " said he, wiping his eyes, "the excellence of thatwoman no words can paint: Miss Matthews, she hath every perfection inhuman nature. "I will not tire you with the repetition of any more that past on thatoccasion, nor with the quarrel that ensued between Mrs. Harris and thedoctor; for the old lady could not submit to my leaving her daughterin her present condition. She fell severely on the army, and cursedthe day in which her daughter was married to a soldier, not sparingthe doctor for having had some share in the match. I will omit, likewise, the tender scene which past between Amelia and myselfprevious to my departure. " "Indeed, I beg you would not, " cries MissMatthews; "nothing delights me more than scenes of tenderness. Ishould be glad to know, if possible, every syllable which was utteredon both sides. " "I will indulge you then, " cries Booth, "as far as is in my power. Indeed, I believe I am able to recollect much the greatest part; forthe impression is never to be effaced from my memory. " He then proceeded as Miss Matthews desired; but, lest all our readersshould not be of her opinion, we will, according to our usual custom, endeavour to accommodate ourselves to every taste, and shall, therefore, place this scene in a chapter by itself, which we desireall our readers who do not love, or who, perhaps, do not know thepleasure of tenderness, to pass over; since they may do this withoutany prejudice to the thread of the narrative. Chapter ii. _Containing a scene of the tender kind. _ "The doctor, madam, " continued Booth, "spent his evening at Mrs. Harris's house, where I sat with him whilst he smoaked his pillowpipe, as his phrase is. Amelia was retired about half an hour to herchamber before I went to her. At my entrance I found her on her knees, a posture in which I never disturbed her. In a few minutes she arose, came to me, and embracing me, said she had been praying for resolutionto support the cruellest moment she had ever undergone or couldpossibly undergo. I reminded her how much more bitter a farewel wouldbe on a death-bed, when we never could meet, in this world at least, again. I then endeavoured to lessen all those objects which alarmedher most, and particularly the danger I was to encounter, upon whichhead I seemed a little to comfort her; but the probable length of myabsence and the certain length of my voyage were circumstances whichno oratory of mine could even palliate. 'O heavens!' said she, bursting into tears, 'can I bear to think that hundreds, thousands foraught I know, of miles or leagues, that lands and seas are between us?What is the prospect from that mount in our garden where I have sat somany happy hours with my Billy? what is the distance between that andthe farthest hill which we see from thence compared to the distancewhich will be between us? You cannot wonder at this idea; you mustremember, my Billy, at this place, this very thought came formerlyinto my foreboding mind. I then begged you to leave the army. Whywould you not comply?--did I not tell you then that the smallestcottage we could survey from the mount would be, with you, a paradiseto me? it would be so still--why can't my Billy think so? am I so muchhis superior in love? where is the dishonour, Billy? or, if there beany, will it reach our ears in our little hut? are glory and fame, andnot his Amelia, the happiness of my husband? go then, purchase them atmy expence. You will pay a few sighs, perhaps a few tears, at parting, and then new scenes will drive away the thoughts of poor Amelia fromyour bosom; but what assistance shall I have in my affliction? notthat any change of scene could drive you one moment from myremembrance; yet here every object I behold will place your loved ideain the liveliest manner before my eyes. This is the bed in which youhave reposed; that is the chair on which you sat. Upon these boardsyou have stood. These books you have read to me. Can I walk among ourbeds of flowers without viewing your favourites, nay, those which youhave planted with your own hands? can I see one beauty from ourbeloved mount which you have not pointed out to me?'--Thus she wenton, the woman, madam, you see, still prevailing. "--"Since you mentionit, " says Miss Matthews, with a smile, "I own the same observationoccurred to me. It is too natural to us to consider ourselves only, Mr. Booth. "--"You shall hear, " he cried. "At last the thoughts of herpresent condition suggested themselves. --' But if, ' said she, 'mysituation, even in health, will be so intolerable, how shall I, in thedanger and agonies of childbirth, support your absence?'--Here shestopt, and, looking on me with all the tenderness imaginable, criedout, 'And am I then such a wretch to wish for your presence at such aseason? ought I not to rejoice that you are out of the hearing of mycries or the knowledge of my pains? if I die, will you not haveescaped the horrors of a parting ten thousand times more dreadful thanthis? Go, go, my Billy; the very circumstance which made me most dreadyour departure hath perfectly reconciled me to it. I perceive clearlynow that I was only wishing to support my own weakness with yourstrength, and to relieve my own pains at the price of yours. Believeme, my love, I am ashamed of myself. '--I caught her in my arms withraptures not to be exprest in words, called her my heroine; sure noneever better deserved that name; after which we remained for some timespeechless, and locked in each other's embraces. "-- "I am convinced, " said Miss Matthews, with a sigh, "there are momentsin life worth purchasing with worlds. " "At length the fatal morning came. I endeavoured to hide every pang ofmy heart, and to wear the utmost gaiety in my countenance. Ameliaacted the same part. In these assumed characters we met the family atbreakfast; at their breakfast, I mean, for we were both full already. The doctor had spent above an hour that morning in discourse with Mrs. Harris, and had, in some measure, reconciled her to my departure. Henow made use of every art to relieve the poor distressed Amelia; notby inveighing against the folly of grief, or by seriously advising hernot to grieve; both of which were sufficiently performed by MissBetty. The doctor, on the contrary, had recourse to every means whichmight cast a veil over the idea of grief, and raise comfortable imagesin my angel's mind. He endeavoured to lessen the supposed length of myabsence by discoursing on matters which were more distant in time. Hesaid he intended next year to rebuild a part of his parsonage-house. 'And you, captain, ' says he, 'shall lay the corner-stone, I promiseyou:' with many other instances of the like nature, which produced, Ibelieve, some good effect on us both. "Amelia spoke but little; indeed, more tears than words dropt fromher; however, she seemed resolved to bear her affliction withresignation. But when the dreadful news arrived that the horses wereready, and I, having taken my leave of all the rest, at lastapproached her, she was unable to support the conflict with nature anylonger, and, clinging round my neck, she cried, 'Farewel, farewel forever; for I shall never, never see you more. ' At which words the bloodentirely forsook her lovely cheeks, and she became a lifeless corpsein my arms. "Amelia continued so long motionless, that the doctor, as well as Mrs. Harris, began to be under the most terrible apprehensions; so theyinformed me afterwards, for at that time I was incapable of making anyobservation. I had indeed very little more use of my senses than thedear creature whom I supported. At length, however, we were alldelivered from our fears; and life again visited the loveliest mansionthat human nature ever afforded it. "I had been, and yet was, so terrified with what had happened, andAmelia continued yet so weak and ill, that I determined, whatevermight be the consequence, not to leave her that day; which resolutionshe was no sooner acquainted with than she fell on her knees, crying, 'Good Heaven! I thank thee for this reprieve at least. Oh! that everyhour of my future life could be crammed into this dear day!' "Our good friend the doctor remained with us. He said he had intendedto visit a family in some affliction; 'but I don't know, ' says he, 'why I should ride a dozen miles after affliction, when we have enoughhere. '" Of all mankind the doctor is the best of comforters. As hisexcessive good-nature makes him take vast delight in the office, sohis great penetration into the human mind, joined to his greatexperience, renders him the most wonderful proficient in it; and he sowell knows when to soothe, when to reason, and when to ridicule, thathe never applies any of those arts improperly, which is almostuniversally the case with the physicians of the mind, and which itrequires very great judgment and dexterity to avoid. "The doctor principally applied himself to ridiculing the dangers ofthe siege, in which he succeeded so well, that he sometimes forced asmile even into the face of Amelia. But what most comforted her werethe arguments he used to convince her of the probability of my speedyif not immediate return. He said the general opinion was that theplace would be taken before our arrival there; in which case we shouldhave nothing more to do than to make the best of our way home again. "Amelia was so lulled by these arts that she passed the day muchbetter than I expected. Though the doctor could not make pride strongenough to conquer love, yet he exalted the former to make some standagainst the latter; insomuch that my poor Amelia, I believe, more thanonce flattered herself, to speak the language of the, world, that herreason had gained an entire victory over her passion; till lovebrought up a reinforcement, if I may use that term, of tender ideas, and bore down all before him. "In the evening the doctor and I passed another half-hour together, when he proposed to me to endeavour to leave Amelia asleep in themorning, and promised me to be at hand when she awaked, and to supporther with all the assistance in his power. He added that nothing wasmore foolish than for friends to take leave of each other. 'It istrue, indeed, ' says he, 'in the common acquaintance and friendship ofthe world, this is a very harmless ceremony; but between two personswho really love each other the church of Rome never invented a penancehalf so severe as this which we absurdly impose on ourselves' "I greatly approved the doctor's proposal; thanked him, and promised, if possible, to put it in execution. He then shook me by the hand, andheartily wished me well, saying, in his blunt way, 'Well, boy, I hopeto see thee crowned with laurels at thy return; one comfort I have atleast, that stone walls and a sea will prevent thee from runningaway. ' "When I had left the doctor I repaired to my Amelia, whom I found inher chamber, employed in a very different manner from what she hadbeen the preceding night; she was busy in packing up some trinkets ina casket, which she desired me to carry with me. This casket was herown work, and she had just fastened it as I came to her. "Her eyes very plainly discovered what had passed while she wasengaged in her work: however, her countenance was now serene, and shespoke, at least, with some chearfulness. But after some time, 'Youmust take care of this casket, Billy, ' said she. 'You must, indeed, Billy--for--' here passion almost choaked her, till a flood of tearsgave her relief, and then she proceeded--'For I shall be the happiestwoman that ever was born when I see it again. ' I told her, with theblessing of God, that day would soon come. 'Soon!' answered she. 'No, Billy, not soon: a week is an age;--but yet the happy day may come. Itshall, it must, it will! Yes, Billy, we shall meet never to partagain, even in this world, I hope. ' Pardon my weakness, Miss Matthews, but upon my soul I cannot help it, " cried he, wiping his eyes. "Well, I wonder at your patience, and I will try it no longer. Amelia, tiredout with so long a struggle between variety of passions, and havingnot closed her eyes during three successive nights, towards themorning fell into a profound sleep. In which sleep I left her, and, having drest myself with all the expedition imaginable, singing, whistling, hurrying, attempting by every method to banish thought, Imounted my horse, which I had over-night ordered to be ready, andgalloped away from that house where all my treasure was deposited. "Thus, madam, I have, in obedience to your commands, run through ascene which, if it hath been tiresome to you, you must yet acquit meof having obtruded upon you. This I am convinced of, that no one iscapable of tasting such a scene who hath not a heart full oftenderness, and perhaps not even then, unless he hath been in the samesituation. " Chapter iii. _In which Mr. Booth sets forward on his journey. _ "Well, madam, we have now taken our leave of Amelia. I rode a fullmile before I once suffered myself to look back; but now being come tothe top of a little hill, the last spot I knew which could give me aprospect of Mrs. Harris's house, my resolution failed: I stopped andcast my eyes backward. Shall I tell you what I felt at that instant? Ido assure you I am not able. So many tender ideas crowded at once intomy mind, that, if I may use the expression, they almost dissolved myheart. And now, madam, the most unfortunate accident came first intomy head. This was, that I had in the hurry and confusion left the dearcasket behind me. The thought of going back at first suggested itself;but the consequences of that were too apparent. I therefore resolvedto send my man, and in the meantime to ride on softly on my road. Heimmediately executed my orders, and after some time, feeding my eyeswith that delicious and yet heartfelt prospect, I at last turned myhorse to descend the hill, and proceeded about a hundred yards, when, considering with myself that I should lose no time by a secondindulgence, I again turned back, and once more feasted my sight withthe same painful pleasure till my man returned, bringing me thecasket, and an account that Amelia still continued in the sweet sleepI left her. I now suddenly turned my horse for the last time, and withthe utmost resolution pursued my journey. "I perceived my man at his return--But before I mention anything ofhim it may be proper, madam, to acquaint you who he was. He was thefoster-brother of my Amelia. This young fellow had taken it into hishead to go into the army; and he was desirous to serve under mycommand. The doctor consented to discharge him; his mother at lastyielded to his importunities, and I was very easily prevailed on tolist one of the handsomest young fellows in England. "You will easily believe I had some little partiality to one whosemilk Amelia had sucked; but, as he had never seen the regiment, I hadno opportunity to shew him any great mark of favour. Indeed he waitedon me as my servant; and I treated him with all the tenderness whichcan be used to one in that station. "When I was about to change into the horse-guards the poor fellowbegan to droop, fearing that he should no longer be in the same corpswith me, though certainly that would not have been the case. However, he had never mentioned one word of his dissatisfaction. He is indeed afellow of a noble spirit; but when he heard that I was to remain whereI was, and that we were to go to Gibraltar together, he fell intotransports of joy little short of madness. In short, the poor fellowhad imbibed a very strong affection for me; though this was what Iknew nothing of till long after. "When he returned to me then, as I was saying, with the casket, Iobserved his eyes all over blubbered with tears. I rebuked him alittle too rashly on this occasion. 'Heyday!' says I, 'what is themeaning of this? I hope I have not a milk-sop with me. If I thoughtyou would shew such a face to the enemy I would leave you behind. '--'Your honour need not fear that, ' answered he; 'I shall find nobodythere that I shall love well enough to make me cry. ' I was highlypleased with this answer, in which I thought I could discover bothsense and spirit. I then asked him what had occasioned those tearssince he had left me (for he had no sign of any at that time), andwhether he had seen his mother at Mrs. Harris's? He answered in thenegative, and begged that I would ask him no more questions; addingthat he was not very apt to cry, and he hoped he should never give mesuch another opportunity of blaming him. I mention this only as aninstance of his affection towards me; for I never could account forthose tears any otherwise than by placing them to the account of thatdistress in which he left me at that time. We travelled full fortymiles that day without baiting, when, arriving at the inn where Iintended to rest that night, I retired immediately to my chamber, withmy dear Amelia's casket, the opening of which was the nicest repast, and to which every other hunger gave way. "It is impossible to mention to you all the little matters with whichAmelia had furnished this casket. It contained medicines of all kinds, which her mother, who was the Lady Bountiful of that country, hadsupplied her with. The most valuable of all to me was a lock of herdear hair, which I have from that time to this worn in my bosom. Whatwould I have then given for a little picture of my dear angel, whichshe had lost from her chamber about a month before! and which we hadthe highest reason in the world to imagine her sister had taken away;for the suspicion lay only between her and Amelia's maid, who was ofall creatures the honestest, and whom her mistress had often trustedwith things of much greater value; for the picture, which was set ingold, and had two or three little diamonds round it, was worth abouttwelve guineas only; whereas Amelia left jewels in her care of muchgreater value. " "Sure, " cries Miss Matthews, "she could not be such a paultrypilferer. " "Not on account of the gold or the jewels, " cries Booth. "We imputedit to mere spite, with which, I assure you, she abounds; and she knewthat, next to Amelia herself, there was nothing which I valued so muchas this little picture; for such a resemblance did it bear of theoriginal, that Hogarth himself did never, I believe, draw a strongerlikeness. Spite, therefore, was the only motive to this crueldepredation; and indeed her behaviour on the occasion sufficientlyconvinced us both of the justice of our suspicion, though we neitherof us durst accuse her; and she herself had the assurance to insistvery strongly (though she could not prevail) with Amelia to turn awayher innocent maid, saying, she would not live in the house with athief. " Miss Matthews now discharged some curses on Miss Betty, not much worthrepeating, and then Mr. Booth proceeded in his relation. Chapter iv. _A sea piece. _ "The next day we joined the regiment, which was soon after to embark. Nothing but mirth and jollity were in the countenance of every officerand soldier; and as I now met several friends whom I had not seen forabove a year before, I passed several happy hours, in which poorAmelia's image seldom obtruded itself to interrupt my pleasure. Toconfess the truth, dear Miss Matthews, the tenderest of passions iscapable of subsiding; nor is absence from our dearest friends sounsupportable as it may at first appear. Distance of time and place doreally cure what they seem to aggravate; and taking leave of ourfriends resembles taking leave of the world; concerning which it hathbeen often said that it is not death, but dying, which is terrible. "--Here Miss Matthews burst into a fit of laughter, and cried, "Isincerely ask your pardon; but I cannot help laughing at the gravityof your philosophy. " Booth answered, That the doctrine of the passionshad been always his favourite study; that he was convinced every manacted entirely from that passion which was uppermost. "Can I thenthink, " said he, "without entertaining the utmost contempt for myself, that any pleasure upon earth could drive the thoughts of Amelia oneinstant from my mind? "At length we embarked aboard a transport, and sailed for Gibraltar;but the wind, which was at first fair, soon chopped about; so that wewere obliged, for several days, to beat to windward, as the sea phraseis. During this time the taste which I had of a seafaring life did notappear extremely agreeable. We rolled up and down in a little narrowcabbin, in which were three officers, all of us extremely sea-sick;our sickness being much aggravated by the motion of the ship, by theview of each other, and by the stench of the men. But this was but alittle taste indeed of the misery which was to follow; for we were gotabout six leagues to the westward of Scilly, when a violent stormarose at north-east, which soon raised the waves to the height ofmountains. The horror of this is not to be adequately described tothose who have never seen the like. The storm began in the evening, and, as the clouds brought on the night apace, it was soon entirelydark; nor had we, during many hours, any other light than what wascaused by the jarring elements, which frequently sent forth flashes, or rather streams of fire; and whilst these presented the mostdreadful objects to our eyes, the roaring of the winds, the dashing ofthe waves against the ship and each other, formed a sound altogetheras horrible for our ears; while our ship, sometimes lifted up, as itwere, to the skies, and sometimes swept away at once as into thelowest abyss, seemed to be the sport of the winds and seas. Thecaptain himself almost gave up all for lost, and exprest hisapprehension of being inevitably cast on the rocks of Scilly, and beatto pieces. And now, while some on board were addressing themselves tothe Supreme Being, and others applying for comfort to strong liquors, my whole thoughts were entirely engaged by my Amelia. A thousandtender ideas crouded into my mind. I can truly say that I had not asingle consideration about myself in which she was not concerned. Dying to me was leaving her; and the fear of never seeing her more wasa dagger stuck in my heart. Again, all the terrors with which thisstorm, if it reached her ears, must fill her gentle mind on myaccount, and the agonies which she must undergo when she heard of myfate, gave me such intolerable pangs, that I now repented myresolution, and wished, I own I wished, that I had taken her advice, and preferred love and a cottage to all the dazzling charms of honour. "While I was tormenting myself with those meditations, and hadconcluded myself as certainly lost, the master came into the cabbin, and with a chearful voice assured us that we had escaped the danger, and that we had certainly past to westward of the rock. This wascomfortable news to all present; and my captain, who had been sometime on his knees, leapt suddenly up, and testified his joy with agreat oath. "A person unused to the sea would have been astonished at thesatisfaction which now discovered itself in the master or in any onboard; for the storm still raged with great violence, and thedaylight, which now appeared, presented us with sights of horrorsufficient to terrify minds which were not absolute slaves to thepassion of fear; but so great is the force of habit, that whatinspires a landsman with the highest apprehension of danger gives notthe least concern to a sailor, to whom rocks and quicksands are almostthe only objects of terror. "The master, however, was a little mistaken in the present instance;for he had not left the cabbin above an hour before my man camerunning to me, and acquainted me that the ship was half full of water;that the sailors were going to hoist out the boat and save themselves, and begged me to come that moment along with him, as I tendered mypreservation. With this account, which was conveyed to me in awhisper, I acquainted both the captain and ensign; and we all togetherimmediately mounted the deck, where we found the master making use ofall his oratory to persuade the sailors that the ship was in nodanger; and at the same time employing all his authority to set thepumps a-going, which he assured them would keep the water under, andsave his dear Lovely Peggy (for that was the name of the ship), whichhe swore he loved as dearly as his own soul. "Indeed this sufficiently appeared; for the leak was so great, and thewater flowed in so plentifully, that his Lovely Peggy was half filledbefore he could be brought to think of quitting her; but now the boatwas brought alongside the ship, and the master himself, notwithstanding all his love for her, quitted his ship, and leapt intothe boat. Every man present attempted to follow his example, when Iheard the voice of my servant roaring forth my name in a kind ofagony. I made directly to the ship-side, but was too late; for theboat, being already overladen, put directly off. And now, madam, I amgoing to relate to you an instance of heroic affection in a poorfellow towards his master, to which love itself, even among persons ofsuperior education, can produce but few similar instances. My poorman, being unable to get me with him into the boat, leapt suddenlyinto the sea, and swam back to the ship; and, when I gently rebukedhim for his rashness, he answered, he chose rather to die with me thanto live to carry the account of my death to my Amelia: at the sametime bursting into a flood of tears, he cried, 'Good Heavens! whatwill that poor lady feel when she hears of this!' This tender concernfor my dear love endeared the poor fellow more to me than the gallantinstance which he had just before given of his affection towardsmyself. "And now, madam, my eyes were shocked with a sight, the horror ofwhich can scarce be imagined; for the boat had scarce got four hundredyards from the ship when it was swallowed up by the merciless waves, which now ran so high, that out of the number of persons which were inthe boat none recovered the ship, though many of them we saw miserablyperish before our eyes, some of them very near us, without anypossibility of giving them the least assistance. "But, whatever we felt for them, we felt, I believe, more forourselves, expecting every minute when we should share the same fate. Amongst the rest, one of our officers appeared quite stupified withfear. I never, indeed, saw a more miserable example of the great powerof that passion: I must not, however, omit doing him justice, bysaying that I afterwards saw the same man behave well in anengagement, in which he was wounded; though there likewise he was saidto have betrayed the same passion of fear in his countenance. "The other of our officers was no less stupified (if I may so expressmyself) with fool-hardiness, and seemed almost insensible of hisdanger. To say the truth, I have, from this and some other instanceswhich I have seen, been almost inclined to think that the courage aswell as cowardice of fools proceeds from not knowing what is or whatis not the proper object of fear; indeed, we may account for theextreme hardiness of some men in the same manner as for the terrors ofchildren at a bugbear. The child knows not but that the bugbear is theproper object of fear, the blockhead knows not that a cannon-ball isso. "As to the remaining part of the ship's crew and the soldiery, most ofthem were dead drunk, and the rest were endeavouring, as fast as theycould, to prepare for death in the same manner. "In this dreadful situation we were taught that no human conditionshould inspire men with absolute despair; for, as the storm had ceasedfor some time, the swelling of the sea began considerably to abate;and we now perceived the man of war which convoyed us, at no greatdistance astern. Those aboard her easily perceived our distress, andmade towards us. When they came pretty near they hoisted out two boatsto our assistance. These no sooner approached the ship than they wereinstantaneously filled, and I myself got a place in one of them, chiefly by the aid of my honest servant, of whose fidelity to me onall occasions I cannot speak or think too highly. Indeed, I got intothe boat so much the more easily, as a great number on board the shipwere rendered, by drink, incapable of taking any care for themselves. There was time, however, for the boat to pass and repass; so that, when we came to call over names, three only, of all that remained inthe ship after the loss of her own boat, were missing. "The captain, ensign, and myself, were received with manycongratulations by our officers on board the man of war. --The sea-officers too, all except the captain, paid us their compliments, though these were of the rougher kind, and not without several jokeson our escape. As for the captain himself, we scarce saw him duringmany hours; and, when he appeared, he presented a view of majestybeyond any that I had ever seen. The dignity which he preserved didindeed give me rather the idea of a Mogul, or a Turkish emperor, thanof any of the monarchs of Christendom. To say the truth, I couldresemble his walk on the deck to nothing but the image of CaptainGulliver strutting among the Lilliputians; he seemed to think himselfa being of an order superior to all around him, and more especially tous of the land service. Nay, such was the behaviour of all the sea-officers and sailors to us and our soldiers, that, instead ofappearing to be subjects of the same prince, engaged in one quarrel, and joined to support one cause, we land-men rather seemed to becaptives on board an enemy's vessel. This is a grievous misfortune, and often proves so fatal to the service, that it is great pity somemeans could not be found of curing it. " Here Mr. Booth stopt a while to take breath. We will therefore givethe same refreshment to the reader. Chapter v. _The arrival of Booth at Gibraltar, with what there befel him. _ "The adventures, " continued Booth, "which I happened to me from thisday till my arrival at Gibraltar are not worth recounting to you. After a voyage the remainder of which was tolerably prosperous, wearrived in that garrison, the natural strength of which is so wellknown to the whole world. "About a week after my arrival it was my fortune to be ordered on asally party, in which my left leg was broke with a musket-ball; and Ishould most certainly have either perished miserably, or must haveowed my preservation to some of the enemy, had not my faithful servantcarried me off on his shoulders, and afterwards, with the assistanceof one of his comrades, brought me back into the garrison. "The agony of my wound was so great, that it threw me into a fever, from whence my surgeon apprehended much danger. I now began again tofeel for my Amelia, and for myself on her account; and the disorder ofmy mind, occasioned by such melancholy contemplations, very highlyaggravated the distemper of my body; insomuch that it would probablyhave proved fatal, had it not been for the friendship of one CaptainJames, an officer of our regiment, and an old acquaintance, who isundoubtedly one of the pleasantest companions and one of the best-natured men in the world. This worthy man, who had a head and a heartperfectly adequate to every office of friendship, stayed with mealmost day and night during my illness; and by strengthening my hopes, raising my spirits, and cheering my thoughts, preserved me fromdestruction. "The behaviour of this man alone is a sufficient proof of the truth ofmy doctrine, that all men act entirely from their passions; for BobJames can never be supposed to act from any motives of virtue orreligion, since he constantly laughs at both; and yet his conducttowards me alone demonstrates a degree of goodness which, perhaps, fewof the votaries of either virtue or religion can equal. " "You need nottake much pains, " answered Miss Matthews, with a smile, "to convinceme of your doctrine. I have been always an advocate for the same. Ilook upon the two words you mention to serve only as cloaks, underwhich hypocrisy may be the better enabled to cheat the world. I havebeen of that opinion ever since I read that charming fellow Mandevil. " "Pardon me, madam, " answered Booth; "I hope you do not agree withMandevil neither, who hath represented human nature in a picture ofthe highest deformity. He hath left out of his system the best passionwhich the mind can possess, and attempts to derive the effects orenergies of that passion from the base impulses of pride or fear. Whereas it is as certain that love exists in the mind of man as thatits opposite hatred doth; and the same reasons will equally prove theexistence of the one as the existence of the other. " "I don't know, indeed, " replied the lady, "I never thought much aboutthe matter. This I know, that when I read Mandevil I thought all hesaid was true; and I have been often told that he proves religion andvirtue to be only mere names. However, if he denies there is any suchthing as love, that is most certainly wrong. --I am afraid I can givehim the lye myself. " "I will join with you, madam, in that, " answered Booth, "at any time. " "Will you join with me?" answered she, looking eagerly at him--"O, Mr. Booth! I know not what I was going to say--What--Where did you leaveoff?--I would not interrupt you--but I am impatient to knowsomething. " "What, madam?" cries Booth; "if I can give you any satisfaction--" "No, no, " said she, "I must hear all; I would not for the world breakthe thread of your story. Besides, I am afraid to ask--Pray, pray, sir, go on. " "Well, madam, " cries Booth, "I think I was mentioning theextraordinary acts of friendship done me by Captain James; nor can Ihelp taking notice of the almost unparalleled fidelity of poorAtkinson (for that was my man's name), who was not only constant inthe assiduity of his attendance, but during the time of my dangerdemonstrated a concern for me which I can hardly account for, as myprevailing on his captain to make him a sergeant was the first favourhe ever received at my hands, and this did not happen till I wasalmost perfectly recovered of my broken leg. Poor fellow! I shallnever forget the extravagant joy his halbert gave him; I remember itthe more because it was one of the happiest days of my own life; forit was upon this day that I received a letter from my dear Amelia, after a long silence, acquainting me that she was out of all dangerfrom her lying-in. "I was now once more able to perform my duty; when (so unkind was thefortune of war), the second time I mounted the guard, I received aviolent contusion from the bursting of a bomb. I was felled to theground, where I lay breathless by the blow, till honest Atkinson cameto my assistance, and conveyed me to my room, where a surgeonimmediately attended me. "The injury I had now received was much more dangerous in my surgeon'sopinion than the former; it caused me to spit blood, and was attendedwith a fever, and other bad symptoms; so that very fatal consequenceswere apprehended. "In this situation, the image of my Amelia haunted me day and night;and the apprehensions of never seeing her more were so intolerable, that I had thoughts of resigning my commission, and returning home, weak as I was, that I might have, at least, the satisfaction of dyingin the arms of my love. Captain James, however, persisted indissuading me from any such resolution. He told me my honour was toomuch concerned, attempted to raise my hopes of recovery to the utmostof his power; but chiefly he prevailed on me by suggesting that, ifthe worst which I apprehended should happen, it was much better forAmelia that she should be absent than present in so melancholy anhour. 'I know' cried he, 'the extreme joy which must arise in you frommeeting again with Amelia, and the comfort of expiring in her arms;but consider what she herself must endure upon the dreadful occasion, and you would not wish to purchase any happiness at the price of somuch pain to her. ' This argument at length prevailed on me; and it wasafter many long debates resolved, that she should not even know mypresent condition, till my doom either for life or death wasabsolutely fixed. " "Oh! Heavens! how great! how generous!" cried Miss Matthews. "Booth, thou art a noble fellow; and I scarce think there is a woman uponearth worthy so exalted a passion. " Booth made a modest answer to the compliment which Miss Matthews hadpaid him. This drew more civilities from the lady, and these againmore acknowledgments; all which we shall pass by, and proceed with ourhistory. Chapter vi. _Containing matters which will please some readers. _ "Two months and more had I continued in a state of incertainty, sometimes with more flattering, and sometimes with more alarmingsymptoms; when one afternoon poor Atkinson came running into my room, all pale and out of breath, and begged me not to be surprized at hisnews. I asked him eagerly what was the matter, and if it was anythingconcerning Amelia? I had scarce uttered the dear name when she herselfrushed into the room, and ran hastily to me, crying, 'Yes, it is, itis your Amelia herself. ' "There is nothing so difficult to describe, and generally so dull whendescribed, as scenes of excessive tenderness. " "Can you think so?" says Miss Matthews; "surely there is nothing socharming!--Oh! Mr. Booth, our sex is d--ned by the want of tendernessin yours. O, were they all like you--certainly no man was ever yourequal. " "Indeed, madam, " cries Booth, "you honour me too much. But--well--whenthe first transports of our meeting were over, Amelia began gently tochide me for having concealed my illness from her; for, in threeletters which I had writ her since the accident had happened, therewas not the least mention of it, or any hint given by which she couldpossibly conclude I was otherwise than in perfect health. And when Ihad excused myself, by assigning the true reason, she cried--'O Mr. Booth! and do you know so little of your Amelia as to think I could orwould survive you? Would it not be better for one dreadful sight tobreak my heart all at once than to break it by degrees?--O Billy! cananything pay me for the loss of this embrace?'---But I ask yourpardon--how ridiculous doth my fondness appear in your eyes!" "How often, " answered she, "shall I assert the contrary? What wouldyou have me say, Mr. Booth? Shall I tell you I envy Mrs. Booth of allthe women in the world? would you believe me if I did? I hope you--what am I saying? Pray make no farther apology, but go on. " "After a scene, " continued he, "too tender to be conceived by many, Amelia informed me that she had received a letter from an unknownhand, acquainting her with my misfortune, and advising her, if sheever desired to see me more, to come directly to Gibraltar. She saidshe should not have delayed a moment after receiving this letter, hadnot the same ship brought her one from me written with rather morethan usual gaiety, and in which there was not the least mention of myindisposition. This, she said, greatly puzzled her and her mother, andthe worthy divine endeavoured to persuade her to give credit to myletter, and to impute the other to a species of wit with which theworld greatly abounds. This consists entirely in doing various kindsof mischief to our fellow-creatures, by belying one, deceivinganother, exposing a third, and drawing in a fourth, to expose himself;in short, by making some the objects of laughter, others of contempt;and indeed not seldom by subjecting them to very great inconveniences, perhaps to ruin, for the sake of a jest. "Mrs. Harris and the doctor derived the letter from this species ofwit. Miss Betty, however, was of a different opinion, and advised poorAmelia to apply to an officer whom the governor had sent over in thesame ship, by whom the report of my illness was so strongly confirmed, that Amelia immediately resolved on her voyage. "I had a great curiosity to know the author of this letter, but notthe least trace of it could be discovered. The only person with whom Ilived in any great intimacy was Captain James, and he, madam, fromwhat I have already told you, you will think to be the last person Icould suspect; besides, he declared upon his honour that he knewnothing of the matter, and no man's honour is, I believe, more sacred. There was indeed an ensign of another regiment who knew my wife, andwho had sometimes visited me in my illness; but he was a very unlikelyman to interest himself much in any affairs which did not concern him;and he too declared he knew nothing of it. " "And did you never discover this secret?" cried Miss Matthews. "Never to this day, " answered Booth. "I fancy, " said she, "I could give a shrewd guess. What so likely asthat Mrs. Booth, when you left her, should have given her foster-brother orders to send her word of whatever befel you? Yet stay--thatcould not be neither; for then she would not have doubted whether sheshould leave dear England on the receipt of the letter. No, it musthave been by some other means;--yet that I own appeared extremelynatural to me; for if I had been left by such a husband I think Ishould have pursued the same method. " "No, madam, " cried Booth, "it must have been conveyed by some otherchannel; for my Amelia, I am certain, was entirely ignorant of themanner; and as for poor Atkinson, I am convinced he would not haveventured to take such a step without acquainting me. Besides, the poorfellow had, I believe, such a regard for my wife, out of gratitude forthe favours she hath done his mother, that I make no doubt he washighly rejoiced at her absence from my melancholy scene. Well, whoeverwrit it is a matter very immaterial; yet, as it seemed so odd andunaccountable an incident, I could not help mentioning it. "From the time of Amelia's arrival nothing remarkable happened till myperfect recovery, unless I should observe her remarkable behaviour, sofull of care and tenderness, that it was perhaps without a parallel. " "O no, Mr. Booth, " cries the lady; "it is fully equalled, I am sure, by your gratitude. There is nothing, I believe, so rare as gratitudein your sex, especially in husbands. So kind a remembrance is, indeed, more than a return to such an obligation; for where is the mightyobligation which a woman confers, who being possessed of aninestimable jewel, is so kind to herself as to be careful and tenderof it? I do not say this to lessen your opinion of Mrs. Booth. I haveno doubt but that she loves you as well as she is capable. But I wouldnot have you think so meanly of our sex as to imagine there are not athousand women susceptible of true tenderness towards a meritoriousman. Believe me, Mr. Booth, if I had received such an account of anaccident having happened to such a husband, a mother and a parsonwould not have held me a moment. I should have leapt into the firstfishing-boat I could have found, and bid defiance to the winds andwaves. --Oh! there is no true tenderness but in a woman of spirit. Iwould not be understood all this while to reflect on Mrs. Booth. I amonly defending the cause of my sex; for, upon my soul, suchcompliments to a wife are a satire on all the rest of womankind. " "Sure you jest, Miss Matthews, " answered Booth with a smile; "however, if you please, I will proceed in my story. " Chapter vii. _The captain, continuing his story, recounts some particulars which, we doubt not, to many good people, will appear unnatural. _ I was scarce sooner recovered from my indisposition than Ameliaherself fell ill. This, I am afraid, was occasioned by the fatigueswhich I could not prevent her from undergoing on my account; for, asmy disease went off with violent sweats, during which the surgeonstrictly ordered that I should lie by myself, my Amelia could not beprevailed upon to spend many hours in her own bed. During my restlessfits she would sometimes read to me several hours together; indeed itwas not without difficulty that she ever quitted my bedside. Thesefatigues, added to the uneasiness of her mind, overpowered her weakspirits, and threw her into one of the worst disorders that canpossibly attend a woman; a disorder very common among the ladies, andour physicians have not agreed upon its name. Some call it fever onthe spirits, some a nervous fever, some the vapours, and some thehysterics. " "O say no more, " cries Miss Matthews; "I pity you, I pity you from mysoul. A man had better be plagued with all the curses of Egypt thanwith a vapourish wife. " "Pity me! madam, " answered Booth; "pity rather that dear creature who, from her love and care of my unworthy self, contracted a distemper, the horrors of which are scarce to be imagined. It is, indeed, a sortof complication of all diseases together, with almost madness added tothem. In this situation, the siege being at an end, the governor gaveme leave to attend my wife to Montpelier, the air of which was judgedto be most likely to restore her to health. Upon this occasion shewrote to her mother to desire a remittance, and set forth themelancholy condition of her health, and her necessity for money, insuch terms as would have touched any bosom not void of humanity, though a stranger to the unhappy sufferer. Her sister answered it, andI believe I have a copy of the answer in my pocket. I keep it by me asa curiosity, and you would think it more so could I shew you myAmelia's letter. " He then searched his pocket-book, and finding theletter among many others, he read it in the following words: "'DEAR SISTER, --My mamma being much disordered, hath commanded me totell you she is both shocked and surprized at your extraordinaryrequest, or, as she chuses to call it, order for money. You know, mydear, she says that your marriage with this red-coat man was entirelyagainst her consent and the opinion of all your family (I am sure Imay here include myself in that number); and yet, after this fatal actof disobedience, she was prevailed on to receive you as her child;not, however, nor are you so to understand it, as the favourite whichyou was before. She forgave you; but this was as a Christian and aparent; still preserving in her own mind a just sense of yourdisobedience, and a just resentment on that account. And yet, notwithstanding this resentment, she desires you to remember that, when you a second time ventured to oppose her authority, and nothingwould serve you but taking a ramble (an indecent one, I can't helpsaying) after your fellow, she thought fit to shew the excess of amother's tenderness, and furnished you with no less than fifty poundsfor your foolish voyage. How can she, then, be otherwise thansurprized at your present demand? which, should she be so weak tocomply with, she must expect to be every month repeated, in order tosupply the extravagance of a young rakish officer. You say she willcompassionate your sufferings; yes, surely she doth greatlycompassionate them, and so do I too, though you was neither so kindnor so civil as to suppose I should. But I forgive all your slights tome, as well now as formerly. Nay, I not only forgive, but I pray dailyfor you. But, dear sister, what could you expect less than what hathhappened? you should have believed your friends, who were wiser andolder than you. I do not here mean myself, though I own I am elevenmonths and some odd weeks your superior; though, had I been younger, Imight, perhaps, have been able to advise you; for wisdom and what somemay call beauty do not always go together. You will not be offended atthis; for I know in your heart, you have always held your head abovesome people, whom, perhaps, other people have thought better of; butwhy do I mention what I scorn so much? No, my dear sister, Heavenforbid it should ever be said of me that I value myself upon my face--not but if I could believe men perhaps--but I hate and despise men--you know I do, my dear, and I wish you had despised them as much; but_jacta est jalea_, as the doctor says. You are to make the best ofyour fortune--what fortune, I mean, my mamma may please to give you, for you know all is in her power. Let me advise you, then, to bringyour mind to your circumstances, and remember (for I can't helpwriting it, as it is for your own good) the vapours are a distemperwhich very ill become a knapsack. Remember, my dear, what you havedone; remember what my mamma hath done; remember we have something ofyours to keep, and do not consider yourself as an only child; no, noras a favourite child; but be pleased to remember, Dear sister, Your most affectionate sister, and most obedient humble servant, E. HARRIS. '" "O brave Miss Betty!" cried Miss Matthews; "I always held her in highesteem; but I protest she exceeds even what I could have expected fromher. " "This letter, madam, " cries Booth, "you will believe, was an excellentcordial for my poor wife's spirits. So dreadful indeed was the effectit had upon her, that, as she had read it in my absence, I found her, at my return home, in the most violent fits; and so long was it beforeshe recovered her senses, that I despaired of that blest event everhappening; and my own senses very narrowly escaped from beingsacrificed to my despair. However, she came at last to herself, and Ibegan to consider of every means of carrying her immediately toMontpelier, which was now become much more necessary than before. "Though I was greatly shocked at the barbarity of the letter, yet Iapprehended no very ill consequence from it; for, as it was believedall over the army that I had married a great fortune, I had receivedoffers of money, if I wanted it, from more than one. Indeed, I mighthave easily carried my wife to Montpelier at any time; but she wasextremely averse to the voyage, being desirous of our returning toEngland, as I had leave to do; and she grew daily so much better, that, had it not been for the receipt of that cursed--which I havejust read to you, I am persuaded she might have been able to return toEngland in the next ship. "Among others there was a colonel in the garrison who had not onlyoffered but importuned me to receive money of him; I now, therefore, repaired to him; and, as a reason for altering my resolution, Iproduced the letter, and, at the same time, acquainted him with thetrue state of my affairs. The colonel read the letter, shook his head, and, after some silence, said he was sorry I had refused to accept hisoffer before; but that he had now so ordered matters, and disposed ofhis money, that he had not a shilling left to spare from his ownoccasions. "Answers of the same kind I had from several others, but not one pennycould I borrow of any; for I have been since firmly persuaded that thehonest colonel was not content with denying me himself, but tookeffectual means, by spreading the secret I had so foolishly trustedhim with, to prevent me from succeeding elsewhere; for such is thenature of men, that whoever denies himself to do you a favour isunwilling that it should be done to you by any other. "This was the first time I had ever felt that distress which arisesfrom the want of money; a distress very dreadful indeed in a marriedstate; for what can be more miserable than to see anything necessaryto the preservation of a beloved creature, and not be able to supplyit? "Perhaps you may wonder, madam, that I have not mentioned CaptainJames on this occasion; but he was at that time laid up at Algiers(whither he had been sent by the governor) in a fever. However, hereturned time enough to supply me, which he did with the utmostreadiness on the very first mention of my distress; and the goodcolonel, notwithstanding his having disposed of his money, discountedthe captain's draft. You see, madam, an instance in the generousbehaviour of my friend James, how false are all universal satiresagainst humankind. He is indeed one of the worthiest men the worldever produced. "But, perhaps, you will be more pleased still with the extravagantgenerosity of my sergeant. The day before the return of Mr. James, thepoor fellow came to me with tears in his eyes, and begged I would notbe offended at what he was going to mention. He then pulled a pursefrom his pocket, which contained, he said, the sum of twelve pounds, and which he begged me to accept, crying, he was sorry it was not inhis power to lend me whatever I wanted. I was so struck with thisinstance of generosity and friendship in such a person, that I gavehim an opportunity of pressing me a second time before I made him ananswer. Indeed, I was greatly surprised how he came to be worth thatlittle sum, and no less at his being acquainted with my own wants. Inboth which points he presently satisfied me. As to the first, it seemshe had plundered a Spanish officer of fifteen pistoles; and as to thesecond, he confessed he had it from my wife's maid, who had overheardsome discourse between her mistress and me. Indeed people, I believe, always deceive themselves, who imagine they can conceal distrestcircumstances from their servants; for these are always extremelyquicksighted on such occasions. " "Good heavens!" cries Miss Matthews, "how astonishing is suchbehaviour in so low a fellow!" "I thought so myself, " answered Booth; "and yet I know not, on a morestrict examination into the matter, why we should be more surprised tosee greatness of mind discover itself in one degree or rank of lifethan in another. Love, benevolence, or what you will please to callit, may be the reigning passion in a beggar as well as in a prince;and wherever it is, its energies will be the same. "To confess the truth, I am afraid we often compliment what we callupper life, with too much injustice, at the expense of the lower. Asit is no rare thing to see instances which degrade human nature inpersons of the highest birth and education, so I apprehend thatexamples of whatever is really great and good have been sometimesfound amongst those who have wanted all such advantages. In reality, palaces, I make no doubt, do sometimes contain nothing but drearinessand darkness, and the sun of righteousness hath shone forth with allits glory in a cottage. " Chapter viii. _The story of Booth continued. _ "Mr. Booth thus went on: "We now took leave of the garrison, and, having landed at Marseilles, arrived at Montpelier, without anything happening to us worthremembrance, except the extreme sea-sickness of poor Amelia; but I wasafterwards well repaid for the terrors which it occasioned me by thegood consequences which attended it; for I believe it contributed, even more than the air of Montpelier, to the perfect re-establishmentof her health. " "I ask your pardon for interrupting you, " cries Miss Matthews, "butyou never satisfied me whether you took the sergeant's money. You havemade me half in love with that charming fellow. " "How can you imagine, madam, " answered Booth, "I should have takenfrom a poor fellow what was of so little consequence to me, and at thesame time of so much to him? Perhaps, now, you will derive this fromthe passion of pride. " "Indeed, " says she, "I neither derive it from the passion of pride norfrom the passion of folly: but methinks you should have accepted theoffer, and I am convinced you hurt him very much when you refused it. But pray proceed in your story. " Then Booth went on as follows: "As Amelia recovered her health and spirits daily, we began to passour time very pleasantly at Montpelier; for the greatest enemy to theFrench will acknowledge that they are the best people in the world tolive amongst for a little while. In some countries it is almost aseasy to get a good estate as a good acquaintance. In England, particularly, acquaintance is of almost as slow growth as an oak; sothat the age of man scarce suffices to bring it to any perfection, andfamilies seldom contract any great intimacy till the third, or atleast the second generation. So shy indeed are we English of letting astranger into our houses, that one would imagine we regarded all suchas thieves. Now the French are the very reverse. Being a strangeramong them entitles you to the better place, and to the greater degreeof civility; and if you wear but the appearance of a gentleman, theynever suspect you are not one. Their friendship indeed seldom extendsas far as their purse; nor is such friendship usual in othercountries. To say the truth, politeness carries friendship far enoughin the ordinary occasions of life, and those who want thisaccomplishment rarely make amends for it by their sincerity; forbluntness, or rather rudeness, as it commonly deserves to be called, is not always so much a mark of honesty as it is taken to be. "The day after our arrival we became acquainted with Mons. Bagillard. He was a Frenchman of great wit and vivacity, with a greater share oflearning than gentlemen are usually possessed of. As he lodged in thesame house with us, we were immediately acquainted, and I liked hisconversation so well that I never thought I had too much of hiscompany. Indeed, I spent so much of my time with him, that Amelia (Iknow not whether I ought to mention it) grew uneasy at ourfamiliarity, and complained of my being too little with her, from myviolent fondness for my new acquaintance; for, our conversationturning chiefly upon books, and principally Latin ones (for we readseveral of the classics together), she could have but littleentertainment by being with us. When my wife had once taken it intoher head that she was deprived of my company by M. Bagillard, it wasimpossible to change her opinion; and, though I now spent more of mytime with her than I had ever done before, she still grew more andmore dissatisfied, till at last she very earnestly desired me to quitmy lodgings, and insisted upon it with more vehemence than I had everknown her express before. To say the truth, if that excellent womancould ever be thought unreasonable, I thought she was so on thisoccasion. "But in what light soever her desires appeared to me, as theymanifestly arose from an affection of which I had daily the mostendearing proofs, I resolved to comply with her, and accordinglyremoved to a distant part of the town; for it is my opinion that wecan have but little love for the person whom we will never indulge inan unreasonable demand. Indeed, I was under a difficulty with regardto Mons. Bagillard; for, as I could not possibly communicate to himthe true reason for quitting my lodgings, so I found it as difficultto deceive him by a counterfeit one; besides, I was apprehensive Ishould have little less of his company than before. I could, indeed, have avoided this dilemma by leaving Montpelier, for Amelia hadperfectly recovered her health; but I had faithfully promised CaptainJames to wait his return from Italy, whither he was gone some timebefore from Gibraltar; nor was it proper for Amelia to take any longjourney, she being now near six months gone with child. "This difficulty, however, proved to be less than I had imagined it;for my French friend, whether he suspected anything from my wife'sbehaviour, though she never, as I observed, shewed him the leastincivility, became suddenly as cold on his side. After our leaving thelodgings he never made above two or three formal visits; indeed histime was soon after entirely taken up by an intrigue with a certaincountess, which blazed all over Montpelier. "We had not been long in our new apartments before an English officerarrived at Montpelier, and came to lodge in the same house with us. This gentleman, whose name was Bath, was of the rank of a major, andhad so much singularity in his character, that, perhaps, you neverheard of any like him. He was far from having any of those bookishqualifications which had before caused my Amelia's disquiet. It istrue, his discourse generally turned on matters of no feminine kind;war and martial exploits being the ordinary topics of hisconversation: however, as he had a sister with whom Amelia was greatlypleased, an intimacy presently grew between us, and we four lived inone family. "The major was a great dealer in the marvellous, and was constantlythe little hero of his own tale. This made him very entertaining toAmelia, who, of all the persons in the world, hath the truest tasteand enjoyment of the ridiculous; for, whilst no one sooner discoversit in the character of another, no one so well conceals her knowledgeof it from the ridiculous person. I cannot help mentioning a sentimentof hers on this head, as I think it doth her great honour. 'If I hadthe same neglect, ' said she, 'for ridiculous people with thegenerality of the world, I should rather think them the objects oftears than laughter; but, in reality, I have known several who, insome parts of their characters, have been extremely ridiculous, inothers have been altogether as amiable. For instance, ' said she, 'hereis the major, who tells us of many things which he has never seen, andof others which he hath never done, and both in the most extravagantexcess; and yet how amiable is his behaviour to his poor sister, whomhe hath not only brought over hither for her health, at his ownexpence, but is come to bear her company. ' I believe, madam, I repeather very words; for I am very apt to remember what she says. "You will easily believe, from a circumstance I have just mentioned inthe major's favour, especially when I have told you that his sisterwas one of the best of girls, that it was entirely necessary to hidefrom her all kind of laughter at any part of her brother's behaviour. To say the truth, this was easy enough to do; for the poor girl was soblinded with love and gratitude, and so highly honoured and reverencedher brother, that she had not the least suspicion that there was aperson in the world capable of laughing at him. "Indeed, I am certain she never made the least discovery of ourridicule; for I am well convinced she would have resented it: for, besides the love she bore her brother, she had a little family pride, which would sometimes appear. To say the truth, if she had any fault, it was that of vanity, but she was a very good girl upon the whole;and none of us are entirely free from faults. " "You are a good-natured fellow, Will, " answered Miss Matthews; "butvanity is a fault of the first magnitude in a woman, and often theoccasion of many others. " To this Booth made no answer, but continued his story. "In this company we passed two or three months very agreeably, tillthe major and I both betook ourselves to our several nurseries; mywife being brought to bed of a girl, and Miss Bath confined to herchamber by a surfeit, which had like to have occasioned her death. " Here Miss Matthews burst into a loud laugh, of which when Booth askedthe reason, she said she could not forbear at the thoughts of two suchnurses. "And did you really, " says she, "make your wife's caudle yourself?" "Indeed, madam, " said he, "I did; and do you think that soextraordinary?" "Indeed I do, " answered she; "I thought the best husbands had lookedon their wives' lying-in as a time of festival and jollity. What! didyou not even get drunk in the time of your wife's delivery? tell mehonestly how you employed yourself at this time. " "Why, then, honestly, " replied he, "and in defiance of your laughter, I lay behind her bolster, and supported her in my arms; and, upon mysoul, I believe I felt more pain in my mind than she underwent in herbody. And now answer me as honestly: Do you really think it a propertime of mirth, when the creature one loves to distraction isundergoing the most racking torments, as well as in the most imminentdanger? and--but I need not express any more tender circumstances. " "I am to answer honestly, " cried she. "Yes, and sincerely, " criesBooth. "Why, then, honestly and sincerely, " says she, "may I never seeheaven if I don't think you an angel of a man!" "Nay, madam, " answered Booth--"but, indeed, you do me too much honour;there are many such husbands. Nay, have we not an example of the liketenderness in the major? though as to him, I believe, I shall make youlaugh. While my wife lay-in, Miss Bath being extremely ill, I went oneday to the door of her apartment, to enquire after her health, as wellas for the major, whom I had not seen during a whole week. I knockedsoftly at the door, and being bid to open it, I found the major in hissister's ante-chamber warming her posset. His dress was certainlywhimsical enough, having on a woman's bedgown and a very dirty flannelnightcap, which, being added to a very odd person (for he is a veryawkward thin man, near seven feet high), might have formed, in theopinion of most men, a very proper object of laughter. The majorstarted from his seat at my entering into the room, and, with muchemotion, and a great oath, cried out, 'Is it you, sir?' I thenenquired after his and his sister's health. He answered, that hissister was better, and he was very well, 'though I did not expect, sir, ' cried he, with not a little confusion, 'to be seen by you inthis situation. ' I told him I thought it impossible he could appear ina situation more becoming his character. 'You do not?' answered he. 'By G-- I am very much obliged to you for that opinion; but, Ibelieve, sir, however my weakness may prevail on me to descend fromit, no man can be more conscious of his own dignity than myself. ' Hissister then called to him from the inner room; upon which he rang thebell for her servant, and then, after a stride or two across the room, he said, with an elated aspect, 'I would not have you think, Mr. Booth, because you have caught me in this deshabille, by coming uponme a little too abruptly--I cannot help saying a little too abruptly--that I am my sister's nurse. I know better what is due to the dignityof a man, and I have shewn it in a line of battle. I think I have madea figure there, Mr. Booth, and becoming my character; by G-- I oughtnot to be despised too much if my nature is not totally without itsweaknesses. ' He uttered this, and some more of the same kind, withgreat majesty, or, as he called it, dignity. Indeed, he used some hardwords that I did not understand; for all his words are not to be foundin a dictionary. Upon the whole, I could not easily refrain fromlaughter; however, I conquered myself, and soon after retired fromhim, astonished that it was possible for a man to possess truegoodness, and be at the same time ashamed of it. "But, if I was surprized at what had past at this visit, how much morewas I surprized the next morning, when he came very early to mychamber, and told me he had not been able to sleep one wink at whathad past between us! 'There were some words of yours, ' says he, 'whichmust be further explained before we part. You told me, sir, when youfound me in that situation, which I cannot bear to recollect, that youthought I could not appear in one more becoming my character; thesewere the words--I shall never forget them. Do you imagine that thereis any of the dignity of a man wanting in my character? do you thinkthat I have, during my sister's illness, behaved with a weakness thatsavours too much of effeminacy? I know how much it is beneath a man towhine and whimper about a trifling girl as well as you or any man;and, if my sister had died, I should have behaved like a man on theoccasion. I would not have you think I confined myself from companymerely upon her account. I was very much disordered myself. And whenyou surprized me in that situation--I repeat again, in that situation--her nurse had not left the room three minutes, and I was blowing thefire for fear it should have gone out. '--In this manner he ran onalmost a quarter of an hour before he would suffer me to speak. Atlast, looking steadfastly in his face, I asked him if I must concludethat he was in earnest? 'In earnest!' says he, repeating my words, 'doyou then take my character for a jest?'--Lookee, sir, said I, verygravely, I think we know one another very well; and I have no reasonto suspect you should impute it to fear when I tell you I was so farfrom intending to affront you, that I meant you one of the highestcompliments. Tenderness for women is so far from lessening, that itproves a true manly character. The manly Brutus shewed the utmosttenderness to his Portia; and the great king of Sweden, the bravest, and even fiercest of men, shut himself up three whole days in themidst of a campaign, and would see no company, on the death of afavourite sister. At these words I saw his features soften; and hecried out, 'D--n me, I admire the king of Sweden of all the men in theworld; and he is a rascal that is ashamed of doing anything which theking of Sweden did. --And yet, if any king of Sweden in France was totell me that his sister had more merit than mine, by G-- I'd knock hisbrains about his ears. Poor little Betsy! she is the honestest, worthiest girl that ever was born. Heaven be praised, she isrecovered; for, if I had lost her, I never should have enjoyed anotherhappy moment. ' In this manner he ran on some time, till the tearsbegan to overflow; which when he perceived, he stopt; perhaps he wasunable to go on; for he seemed almost choaked: after a short silence, however, having wiped his eyes with his handkerchief, he fetched adeep sigh, and cried, 'I am ashamed you should see this, Mr. Booth;but d--n me, nature will get the better of dignity. ' I now comfortedhim with the example of Xerxes, as I had before done with that of theking of Sweden; and soon after we sat down to breakfast together withmuch cordial friendship; for I assure you, with all his oddity, thereis not a better-natured man in the world than the major. " "Good-natured, indeed!" cries Miss Matthews, with great scorn. "Afool! how can you mention such a fellow with commendation?" Booth spoke as much as he could in defence of his friend; indeed, hehad represented him in as favourable a light as possible, and hadparticularly left out those hard words with which, as he hath observeda little before, the major interlarded his discourse. Booth thenproceeded as in the next chapter. Chapter ix. _Containing very extraordinary matters. _ "Miss Bath, " continued Booth, "now recovered so fast, that she wasabroad as soon as my wife. Our little partie quarree began to growagreeable again; and we mixed with the company of the place more thanwe had done before. Mons. Bagillard now again renewed his intimacy, for the countess, his mistress, was gone to Paris; at which my wife, at first, shewed no dissatisfaction; and I imagined that, as she had afriend and companion of her own sex (for Miss Bath and she hadcontracted the highest fondness for each other), that she would theless miss my company. However, I was disappointed in this expectation;for she soon began to express her former uneasiness, and herimpatience for the arrival of Captain James, that we might entirelyquit Montpelier. "I could not avoid conceiving some little displeasure at this humourof my wife, which I was forced to think a little unreasonable. "--"Alittle, do you call it?" says Miss Matthews: "Good Heavens! what ahusband are you!"--"How little worthy, " answered he, "as you will sayhereafter, of such a wife as my Amelia. One day, as we were sittingtogether, I heard a violent scream; upon which my wife, starting up, cried out, 'Sure that's Miss Bath's voice;' and immediately rantowards the chamber whence it proceeded. I followed her; and when wearrived, we there beheld the most shocking sight imaginable; Miss Bathlying dead on the floor, and the major all bloody kneeling by her, androaring out for assistance. Amelia, though she was herself in littlebetter condition than her friend, ran hastily to her, bared her neck, and attempted to loosen her stays, while I ran up and down, scarceknowing what I did, calling for water and cordials, and despatchingseveral servants one after another for doctors and surgeons. "Water, cordials, and all necessary implements being brought, MissBath was at length recovered, and placed in her chair, when the majorseated himself by her. And now, the young lady being restored to life, the major, who, till then, had engaged as little of his own as of anyother person's attention, became the object of all our considerations, especially his poor sister's, who had no sooner recovered sufficientstrength than she began to lament her brother, crying out that he waskilled; and bitterly bewailing her fate, in having revived from herswoon to behold so dreadful a spectacle. While Amelia applied herselfto soothe the agonies of her friend, I began to enquire into thecondition of the major, in which I was assisted by a surgeon, who nowarrived. The major declared, with great chearfulness, that he did notapprehend his wound to be in the least dangerous, and therefore beggedhis sister to be comforted, saying he was convinced the surgeon wouldsoon give her the same assurance; but that good man was not so liberalof assurances as the major had expected; for as soon as he had probedthe wound he afforded no more than hopes, declaring that it was a veryugly wound; but added, by way of consolation, that he had cured manymuch worse. "When the major was drest his sister seemed to possess his wholethoughts, and all his care was to relieve her grief. He solemnlyprotested that it was no more than a flesh wound, and not very deep, nor could, as he apprehended, be in the least dangerous; and as forthe cold expressions of the surgeon, he very well accounted for themfrom a motive too obvious to be mentioned. From these declarations ofher brother, and the interposition of her friends, and, above all, Ibelieve, from that vast vent which she had given to her fright, MissBath seemed a little pacified: Amelia, therefore, at last prevailed;and, as terror abated, curiosity became the superior passion. Itherefore now began to enquire what had occasioned that accidentwhence all the uproar arose. "The major took me by the hand, and, looking very kindly at me, said, 'My dear Mr. Booth, I must begin by asking your pardon; for I havedone you an injury for which nothing but the height of friendship inme can be an excuse; and therefore nothing but the height offriendship in you can forgive. ' This preamble, madam, you will easilybelieve, greatly alarmed all the company, but especially me. Ianswered, Dear major, I forgive you, let it be what it will; but whatis it possible you can have done to injure me? 'That, ' replied he, 'which I am convinced a man of your honour and dignity of nature, byG--, must conclude to be one of the highest injuries. I have taken outof your own hands the doing yourself justice. I am afraid I havekilled the man who hath injured your honour. I mean that villainBagillard--but I cannot proceed; for you, madam, ' said he to my wife, 'are concerned, and I know what is due to the dignity of your sex. 'Amelia, I observed, turned pale at these words, but eagerly begged himto proceed. 'Nay, madam, ' answered he, 'if I am commanded by a lady, it is a part of my dignity to obey. ' He then proceeded to tell us thatBagillard had rallied him upon a supposition that he was pursuing mywife with a view of gallantry; telling him that he could neversucceed; giving hints that, if it had been possible, he should havesucceeded himself; and ending with calling my poor Amelia anaccomplished prude; upon which the major gave Bagillard a box in theear, and both immediately drew their swords. "The major had scarce ended his speech when a servant came into theroom, and told me there was a fryar below who desired to speak with mein great haste. I shook the major by the hand, and told him I not onlyforgave him, but was extremely obliged to his friendship; and then, going to the fryar, I found that he was Bagillard's confessor, fromwhom he came to me, with an earnest desire of seeing me, that he mightask my pardon and receive my forgiveness before he died for the injuryhe had intended me. My wife at first opposed my going, from somesudden fears on my account; but when she was convinced they weregroundless she consented. "I found Bagillard in his bed; for the major's sword had passed up tothe very hilt through his body. After having very earnestly asked mypardon, he made me many compliments on the possession of a woman who, joined to the most exquisite beauty, was mistress of the mostimpregnable virtue; as a proof of which he acknowledged the vehemenceas well as ill success of his attempts: and, to make Amelia's virtueappear the brighter, his vanity was so predominant he could notforbear running over the names of several women of fashion who hadyielded to his passion, which, he said, had never raged so violentlyfor any other as for my poor Amelia; and that this violence, which hehad found wholly unconquerable, he hoped would procure his pardon atmy hands. It is unnecessary to mention what I said on the occasion. Iassured him of my entire forgiveness; and so we parted. To say thetruth, I afterwards thought myself almost obliged to him for a meetingwith Amelia the most luxuriously delicate that can be imagined. "I now ran to my wife, whom I embraced with raptures of love andtenderness. When the first torrent of these was a little abated, 'Confess to me, my dear, ' said she, 'could your goodness prevent youfrom thinking me a little unreasonable in expressing so muchuneasiness at the loss of your company, while I ought to have rejoicedin the thoughts of your being so well entertained; I know you must;and then consider what I must have felt, while I knew I was dailylessening myself in your esteem, and forced into a conduct which I wassensible must appear to you, who was ignorant of my motive, to bemean, vulgar, and selfish. And yet, what other course had I to takewith a man whom no denial, no scorn could abash? But, if this was acruel task, how much more wretched still was the constraint I wasobliged to wear in his presence before you, to shew outward civilityto the man whom my soul detested, for fear of any fatal consequencefrom your suspicion; and this too while I was afraid he would construeit to be an encouragement? Do you not pity your poor Amelia when youreflect on her situation?' Pity! cried I; my love! is pity an adequateexpression for esteem, for adoration? But how, my love, could he carrythis on so secretly?--by letters? 'O no, he offered me many; but Inever would receive but one, and that I returned him. Good G--! Iwould not have such a letter in my possession for the universe; Ithought my eyes contaminated with reading it. '" "O brave!" cried MissMatthews; "heroic, I protest. "'Had I a wish that did not bear The stamp and image of my dear, I'd pierce my heart through ev'ry vein, And die to let it out again. '" "And you can really, " cried he, "laugh at so much tenderness?" "Ilaugh at tenderness! O, Mr. Booth!" answered she, "thou knowest butlittle of Calista. " "I thought formerly, " cried he, "I knew a greatdeal, and thought you, of all women in the world, to have thegreatest---of all women!" "Take care, Mr. Booth, " said she. "Byheaven! if you thought so, you thought truly. But what is the objectof my tenderness--such an object as--" "Well, madam, " says he, "I hopeyou will find one. " "I thank you for that hope, however, " says she, "cold as it is. But pray go on with your story;" which command heimmediately obeyed. Chapter x. _Containing a letter of a very curious kind. _ "The major's wound, " continued Booth, "was really as slight as hebelieved it; so that in a very few days he was perfectly well; nor wasBagillard, though run through the body, long apprehending to be in anydanger of his life. The major then took me aside, and, wishing meheartily joy of Bagillard's recovery, told me I should now, by thegift (as it were) of Heaven, have an opportunity of doing myselfjustice. I answered I could not think of any such thing; for that whenI imagined he was on his death-bed I had heartily and sincerelyforgiven him. 'Very right, ' replied the major, 'and consistent withyour honour, when he was on his death-bed; but that forgiveness wasonly conditional, and is revoked by his recovery. ' I told him I couldnot possibly revoke it; for that my anger was really gone. --'What hathanger, ' cried he, 'to do with the matter? the dignity of my naturehath been always my reason for drawing my sword; and when that isconcerned I can as readily fight with the man I love as with the man Ihate. '--I will not tire you with the repetition of the whole argument, in which the major did not prevail; and I really believe I sunk alittle in his esteem upon that account, till Captain James, whoarrived soon after, again perfectly reinstated me in his favour. "When the captain was come there remained no cause of our longer stayat Montpelier; for, as to my wife, she was in a better state of healththan I had ever known her; and Miss Bath had not only recovered herhealth but her bloom, and from a pale skeleton was become a plump, handsome young woman. James was again my cashier; for, far fromreceiving any remittance, it was now a long time since I had receivedany letter from England, though both myself and my dear Amelia hadwritten several, both to my mother and sister; and now, at ourdeparture from Montpelier, I bethought myself of writing to my goodfriend the doctor, acquainting him with our journey to Paris, whitherI desired he would direct his answer. "At Paris we all arrived without encountering any adventure on theroad worth relating; nor did anything of consequence happen hereduring the first fortnight; for, as you know neither Captain James norMiss Bath, it is scarce worth telling you that an affection, whichafterwards ended in a marriage, began now to appear between them, inwhich it may appear odd to you that I made the first discovery of thelady's flame, and my wife of the captain's. "The seventeenth day after our arrival at Paris I received a letterfrom the doctor, which I have in my pocket-book; and, if you please, Iwill read it you; for I would not willingly do any injury to hiswords. " The lady, you may easily believe, desired to hear the letter, andBooth read it as follows: "MY DEAR CHILDREN--For I will now call you so, as you have neither ofyou now any other parent in this world. Of this melancholy news Ishould have sent you earlier notice if I had thought you ignorant ofit, or indeed if I had known whither to have written. If your sisterhath received any letters from you she hath kept them a secret, andperhaps out of affection to you hath reposited them in the same placewhere she keeps her goodness, and, what I am afraid is much dearer toher, her money. The reports concerning you have been various; so isalways the case in matters where men are ignorant; for, when no manknows what the truth is, every man thinks himself at liberty to reportwhat he pleases. Those who wish you well, son Booth, say simply thatyou are dead: others, that you ran away from the siege, and wascashiered. As for my daughter, all agree that she is a saint above;and there are not wanting those who hint that her husband sent herthither. From this beginning you will expect, I suppose, better newsthan I am going to tell you; but pray, my dear children, why may notI, who have always laughed at my own afflictions, laugh at yours, without the censure of much malevolence? I wish you could learn thistemper from me; for, take my word for it, nothing truer ever came fromthe mouth of a heathen than that sentence: '---_Leve fit quod bene fertur onus_. '[Footnote: The burthen becomes light by being well borne. ] And though I must confess I never thought Aristotle (whom I do nottake for so great a blockhead as some who have never read him) dothnot very well resolve the doubt which he hath raised in his Ethics, viz. , How a man in the midst of King Priam's misfortunes can be calledhappy? yet I have long thought that there is no calamity so great thata Christian philosopher may not reasonably laugh at it; if the heathenCicero, doubting of immortality (for so wise a man must have doubtedof that which had such slender arguments to support it), could assertit as the office of wisdom, _Humanas res despicere atque infra sepositas arbitrari. _[Footnote: To look down on all human affairs asmatters below his consideration. ] "Which passage, with much more to the same purpose, you will find inthe third book of his Tusculan Questions. "With how much greater confidence may a good Christian despise, andeven deride, all temporary and short transitory evils! If the poorwretch, who is trudging on to his miserable cottage, can laugh at thestorms and tempests, the rain and whirlwinds, which surround him, while his richest hope is only that of rest; how much more chearfullymust a man pass through such transient evils, whose spirits are buoyedup with the certain expectation of finding a noble palace and the mostsumptuous entertainment ready to receive him! I do not much like thesimile; but I cannot think of a better. And yet, inadequate as thesimile is, we may, I think, from the actions of mankind, conclude thatthey will consider it as much too strong; for, in the case I have putof the entertainment, is there any man so tender or poor-spirited asnot to despise, and often to deride, the fiercest of theseinclemencies which I have mentioned? but in our journey to theglorious mansions of everlasting bliss, how severely is every littlerub, every trifling accident, lamented! and if Fortune showers downany of her heavier storms upon us, how wretched do we presently appearto ourselves and to others! The reason of this can be no other thanthat we are not in earnest in our faith; at the best, we think withtoo little attention on this our great concern. While the most paultrymatters of this world, even those pitiful trifles, those childishgewgaws, riches and honours, are transacted with the utmostearnestness and most serious application, the grand and weighty affairof immortality is postponed and disregarded, nor ever brought into theleast competition with our affairs here. If one of my cloth shouldbegin a discourse of heaven in the scenes of business or pleasure; inthe court of requests, at Garraway's, or at White's; would he gain ahearing, unless, perhaps, of some sorry jester who would desire toridicule him? would he not presently acquire the name of the madparson, and be thought by all men worthy of Bedlam? or would he not betreated as the Romans treated their Aretalogi, [Footnote: A set ofbeggarly philosophers who diverted great men at their table withburlesque discourses on virtue. ] and considered in the light of abuffoon? But why should I mention those places of hurry and worldlypursuit? What attention do we engage even in the pulpit? Here, if asermon be prolonged a little beyond the usual hour, doth it not sethalf the audience asleep? as I question not I have by this time bothmy children. Well, then, like a good-natured surgeon, who prepares hispatient for a painful operation by endeavouring as much as he can todeaden his sensation, I will now communicate to you, in yourslumbering condition, the news with which I threatened you. Your goodmother, you are to know, is dead at last, and hath left her wholefortune to her elder daughter. --This is all the ill news I have totell you. Confess now, if you are awake, did you not expect it wasmuch worse; did not you apprehend that your charming child was dead?Far from it, he is in perfect health, and the admiration of everybody:what is more, he will be taken care of, with the tenderness of aparent, till your return. What pleasure must this give you! if indeedanything can add to the happiness of a married couple who areextremely and deservedly fond of each other, and, as you write me, inperfect health. A superstitious heathen would have dreaded the maliceof Nemesis in your situation; but as I am a Christian, I shall ventureto add another circumstance to your felicity, by assuring you that youhave, besides your wife, a faithful and zealous friend. Do not, therefore, my dear children, fall into that fault which the excellentThucydides observes is too common in human nature, to bear heavily thebeing deprived of the smaller good, without conceiving, at the sametime, any gratitude for the much greater blessings which we aresuffered to enjoy. I have only farther to tell you, my son, that, whenyou call at Mr. Morand's, Rue Dauphine, you will find yourself worth ahundred pounds. Good Heaven! how much richer are you than millions ofpeople who are in want of nothing! farewel, and know me for yoursincere and affectionate friend. " "There, madam, " cries Booth, "how do you like the letter?" "Oh! extremely, " answered she: "the doctor is a charming man; I alwaysloved dearly to hear him preach. I remember to have heard of Mrs. Harris's death above a year before I left the country, but never knewthe particulars of her will before. I am extremely sorry for it, uponmy honour. " "Oh, fy! madam, " cries Booth; "have you so soon forgot the chiefpurport of the doctor's letter?" "Ay, ay, " cried she; "these are very pretty things to read, Iacknowledge; but the loss of fortune is a serious matter; and I amsure a man of Mr. Booth's understanding must think so. " "Oneconsideration, I must own, madam, " answered he, "a good deal baffledall the doctor's arguments. This was the concern for my little growingfamily, who must one day feel the loss; nor was I so easy uponAmelia's account as upon my own, though she herself put on the utmostchearfulness, and stretched her invention to the utmost to comfort me. But sure, madam, there is something in the doctor's letter to admirebeyond the philosophy of it; what think you of that easy, generous, friendly manner, in which he sent me the hundred pounds?" "Very noble and great indeed, " replied she. "But pray go on with yourstory; for I long to hear the whole. " Chapter xi. _In which Mr. Booth relates his return to England. _ "Nothing remarkable, as I remember, happened during our stay at Paris, which we left soon after and came to London. Here we rested only twodays, and then, taking leave of our fellow-travellers, we set out forWiltshire, my wife being so impatient to see the child which she hadleft behind her, that the child she carried with her was almost killedwith the fatigue of the journey. "We arrived at our inn late in the evening. Amelia, though she had nogreat reason to be pleased with any part of her sister's behaviour, resolved to behave to her as if nothing wrong had ever happened. Shetherefore sent a kind note to her the moment of our arrival, givingher her option, whether she would come to us at the inn, or whether weshould that evening wait on her. The servant, after waiting an hour, brought us an answer, excusing her from coming to us so late, as shewas disordered with a cold, and desiring my wife by no means to thinkof venturing out after the fatigue of her journey; saying, she would, on that account, defer the great pleasure of seeing her till themorning, without taking any more notice of your humble servant than ifno such person had been in the world, though I had very civilly sentmy compliments to her. I should not mention this trifle, if it was notto shew you the nature of the woman, and that it will be a kind of keyto her future conduct. "When the servant returned, the good doctor, who had been with usalmost all the time of his absence, hurried us away to his house, where we presently found a supper and a bed prepared for us. My wifewas eagerly desirous to see her child that night; but the doctor wouldnot suffer it; and, as he was at nurse at a distant part of the town, and the doctor assured her he had seen him in perfect health thatevening, she suffered herself at last to be dissuaded. "We spent that evening in the most agreeable manner; for the doctor'swit and humour, joined to the highest chearfulness and good nature, made him the most agreeable companion in the world: and he was now inthe highest spirits, which he was pleased to place to our account. Wesat together to a very late hour; for so excellent is my wife'sconstitution, that she declared she was scarce sensible of any fatiguefrom her late journeys. "Amelia slept not a wink all night, and in the morning early thedoctor accompanied us to the little infant. The transports we felt onthis occasion were really enchanting, nor can any but a fond parentconceive, I am certain, the least idea of them. Our imaginationssuggested a hundred agreeable circumstances, none of which had, perhaps, any foundation. We made words and meaning out of every sound, and in every feature found out some resemblance to my Amelia, as shedid to me. "But I ask your pardon for dwelling on such incidents, and willproceed to scenes which, to most persons, will be more entertaining. "We went hence to pay a visit to Miss Harris, whose reception of uswas, I think, truly ridiculous; and, as you know the lady, I willendeavour to describe it particularly. At our first arrival we wereushered into a parlour, where we were suffered to wait almost an hour. At length the lady of the house appeared in deep mourning, with aface, if possible, more dismal than her dress, in which, however, there was every appearance of art. Her features were indeed skrewed upto the very height of grief. With this face, and in the most solemngait, she approached Amelia, and coldly saluted her. After which shemade me a very distant formal courtesy, and we all sat down. A shortsilence now ensued, which Miss Harris at length broke with a deepsigh, and said, 'Sister, here is a great alteration in this placesince you saw it last; Heaven hath been pleased to take my poor motherto itself. '--(Here she wiped her eyes, and then continued. )--'I hope Iknow my duty, and have learned a proper resignation to the divinewill; but something is to be allowed to grief for the best of mothers;for so she was to us both; and if at last she made any distinction, she must have had her reasons for so doing. I am sure I can truly sayI never wished, much less desired it. ' The tears now stood in poorAmelia's eyes; indeed, she had paid too many already for the memory ofso unnatural a parent. She answered, with the sweetness of an angel, that she was far from blaming her sister's emotions on so tender anoccasion; that she heartily joined with her in her grief; for thatnothing which her mother had done in the latter part of her life couldefface the remembrance of that tenderness which she had formerly shewnher. Her sister caught hold of the word efface, and rung the changesupon it. --'Efface!' cried she, 'O Miss Emily (for you must not expectme to repeat names that will be for ever odious), I wish indeedeverything could be effaced. --Effaced! O that that was possible! wemight then have still enjoyed my poor mother; for I am convinced shenever recovered her grief on a certain occasion. '--Thus she ran on, and, after many bitter strokes upon her sister, at last directlycharged her mother's death on my marriage with Amelia. I could besilent then no longer. I reminded her of the perfect reconciliationbetween us before my departure, and the great fondness which sheexpressed for me; nor could I help saying, in very plain terms, thatif she had ever changed her opinion of me, as I was not conscious ofhaving deserved such a change by my own behaviour, I was wellconvinced to whose good offices I owed it. Guilt hath very quick earsto an accusation. Miss Harris immediately answered to the charge. Shesaid, such suspicions were no more than she expected; that they wereof a piece with every other part of my conduct, and gave her oneconsolation, that they served to account for her sister Emily'sunkindness, as well to herself as to her poor deceased mother, and insome measure lessened the guilt of it with regard to her, since it wasnot easy to know how far a woman is in the power of her husband. Mydear Amelia reddened at this reflection on me, and begged her sisterto name any single instance of unkindness or disrespect in which shehad ever offended. To this the other answered (I am sure I repeat herwords, though I cannot mimic either the voice or air with which theywere spoken)--'Pray, Miss Emily, which is to be the judge, yourself orthat gentleman? I remember the time when I could have trusted to yourjudgment in any affair; but you are now no longer mistress ofyourself, and are not answerable for your actions. Indeed, it is myconstant prayer that your actions may not be imputed to you. It wasthe constant prayer of that blessed woman, my dear mother, who is nowa saint above; a saint whose name I can never mention without a tear, though I find you can hear it without one. I cannot help observingsome concern on so melancholy an occasion; it seems due to decency;but, perhaps (for I always wish to excuse you) you are forbid to cry. 'The idea of being bid or forbid to cry struck so strongly on my fancy, that indignation only could have prevented me from laughing. But mynarrative, I am afraid, begins to grow tedious. In short, afterhearing, for near an hour, every malicious insinuation which a fertilegenius could invent, we took our leave, and separated as persons whowould never willingly meet again. "The next morning after this interview Amelia received a long letterfrom Miss Harris; in which, after many bitter invectives against me, she excused her mother, alledging that she had been driven to do asshe did in order to prevent Amelia's ruin, if her fortune had falleninto my hands. She likewise very remotely hinted that she would beonly a trustee for her sister's children, and told her that on onecondition only she would consent to live with her as a sister. Thiswas, if she could by any means be separated from that man, as she waspleased to call me, who had caused so much mischief in the family. "I was so enraged at this usage, that, had not Amelia intervened, Ibelieve I should have applied to a magistrate for a search-warrant forthat picture, which there was so much reason to suspect she hadstolen; and which I am convinced, upon a search, we should have foundin her possession. " "Nay, it is possible enough, " cries Miss Matthews; "for I believethere is no wickedness of which the lady is not capable. " "This agreeable letter was succeeded by another of the likecomfortable kind, which informed me that the company in which I was, being an additional one raised in the beginning of the war, wasreduced; so that I was now a lieutenant on half-pay. "Whilst we were meditating on our present situation the good doctorcame to us. When we related to him the manner in which my sister hadtreated us, he cried out, 'Poor soul! I pity her heartily;' for thisis the severest resentment he ever expresses; indeed, I have oftenheard him say that a wicked soul is the greatest object of compassionin the world. "--A sentiment which we shall leave the reader a littletime to digest. Chapter xii. _In which Mr. Booth concludes his story. _ "The next day the doctor set out for his parsonage, which was aboutthirty miles distant, whither Amelia and myself accompanied him, andwhere we stayed with him all the time of his residence there, beingalmost three months. "The situation of the parish under my good friend's care is verypleasant. It is placed among meadows, washed by a clear trout-stream, and flanked on both sides with downs. His house, indeed, would notmuch attract the admiration of the virtuoso. He built it himself, andit is remarkable only for its plainness; with which the furniture sowell agrees, that there is no one thing in it that may not beabsolutely necessary, except books, and the prints of Mr. Hogarth, whom he calls a moral satirist. "Nothing, however, can be imagined more agreeable than the life thatthe doctor leads in this homely house, which he calls his earthlyparadise. All his parishioners, whom he treats as his children, regardhim as their common father. Once in a week he constantly visits everyhouse in the parish, examines, commends, and rebukes, as he findsoccasion. This is practised likewise by his curate in his absence; andso good an effect is produced by this their care, that no quarrelsever proceed either to blows or law-suits; no beggar is to be found inthe whole parish; nor did I ever hear a very profane oath all the timeI lived in it. "But to return from so agreeable a digression, to myown affairs, that are much less worth your attention. In the midst ofall the pleasures I tasted in this sweet place and in the mostdelightful company, the woman and man whom I loved above all things, melancholy reflexions concerning my unhappy circumstances would oftensteal into my thoughts. My fortune was now reduced to less than fortypounds a-year; I had already two children, and my dear Amelia wasagain with child. "One day the doctor found me sitting by myself, and employed inmelancholy contemplations on this subject. He told me he had observedme growing of late very serious; that he knew the occasion, andneither wondered at nor blamed me. He then asked me if I had anyprospect of going again into the army; if not, what scheme of life Iproposed to myself? "I told him that, as I had no powerful friends, I could have butlittle expectations in a military way; that I was as incapable ofthinking of any other scheme, as all business required some knowledgeor experience, and likewise money to set up with; of all which I wasdestitute. "'You must know then, child, ' said the doctor, 'that I have beenthinking on this subject as well as you; for I can think, I promiseyou, with a pleasant countenance. ' These were his words. 'As to thearmy, perhaps means might be found of getting you another commission;but my daughter seems to have a violent objection to it; and to beplain, I fancy you yourself will find no glory make you amends foryour absence from her. And for my part, ' said he, 'I never think thosemen wise who, for any worldly interest, forego the greatest happinessof their lives. If I mistake not, ' says he, 'a country life, where youcould be always together, would make you both much happier people. ' "I answered, that of all things I preferred it most; and I believedAmelia was of the same opinion. "The doctor, after a little hesitation, proposed to me to turn farmer, and offered to let me his parsonage, which was then become vacant. Hesaid it was a farm which required but little stock, and that littleshould not be wanting. "I embraced this offer very eagerly, and with great thankfulness, andimmediately repaired to Amelia to communicate it to her, and to knowher sentiments. "Amelia received the news with the highest transports of joy; she saidthat her greatest fear had always been of my entring again into thearmy. She was so kind as to say that all stations of life were equalto her, unless as one afforded her more of my company than another. 'And as to our children, ' said she, 'let us breed them up to an humblefortune, and they will be contented with it; for none, ' added myangel, 'deserve happiness, or, indeed, are capable of it, who make anyparticular station a necessary ingredient. '" "Thus, madam, you see me degraded from my former rank in life; nolonger Captain Booth, but farmer Booth at your service. "During my first year's continuance in this new scene of life, nothing, I think, remarkable happened; the history of one day would, indeed, be the history of the whole year. " "Well, pray then, " said Miss Matthews, "do let us hear the history ofthat day; I have a strange curiosity to know how you could kill yourtime; and do, if possible, find out the very best day you can. " "If you command me, madam, " answered Booth, "you must yourself beaccountable for the dulness of the narrative. Nay, I believe, you haveimposed a very difficult task on me; for the greatest happiness isincapable of description. "I rose then, madam--" "O, the moment you waked, undoubtedly, " said Miss Matthews. "Usually, " said he, "between five and six. " "I will have no usually, " cried Miss Matthews, "you are confined to aday, and it is to be the best and happiest in the year. " "Nay, madam, " cries Booth, "then I must tell you the day in whichAmelia was brought to bed, after a painful and dangerous labour; forthat I think was the happiest day of my life. " "I protest, " said she, "you are become farmer Booth, indeed. What ahappiness have you painted to my imagination! you put me in mind of anewspaper, where my lady such-a-one is delivered of a son, to thegreat joy of some illustrious family. " "Why then, I do assure you, Miss Matthews, " cries Booth, "I scarceknow a circumstance that distinguished one day from another. The wholewas one continued series of love, health, and tranquillity. Our livesresembled a calm sea. "-- "The dullest of all ideas, " cries the lady. "I know, " said he, "it must appear dull in description, for who candescribe the pleasures which the morning air gives to one in perfecthealth; the flow of spirits which springs up from exercise; thedelights which parents feel from the prattle and innocent follies oftheir children; the joy with which the tender smile of a wife inspiresa husband; or lastly, the chearful, solid comfort which a fond coupleenjoy in each other's conversation?--All these pleasures and everyother of which our situation was capable we tasted in the highestdegree. Our happiness was, perhaps, too great; for fortune seemed togrow envious of it, and interposed one of the most cruel accidentsthat could have befallen us by robbing us of our dear friend thedoctor. " "I am sorry for it, " said Miss Matthews. "He was indeed a valuableman, and I never heard of his death before. " "Long may it be before any one hears of it!" cries Booth. "He is, indeed, dead to us; but will, I hope, enjoy many happy years of life. You know, madam, the obligations he had to his patron the earl;indeed, it was impossible to be once in his company without hearing ofthem. I am sure you will neither wonder that he was chosen to attendthe young lord in his travels as his tutor, nor that the good man, however disagreeable it might be (as in fact it was) to hisinclination, should comply with the earnest request of his friend andpatron. "By this means I was bereft not only of the best companion in theworld, but of the best counsellor; a loss of which I have since feltthe bitter consequence; for no greater advantage, I am convinced, canarrive to a young man, who hath any degree of understanding, than anintimate converse with one of riper years, who is not only able toadvise, but who knows the manner of advising. By this means alone, youth can enjoy the benefit of the experience of age, and that at atime of life when such experience will be of more service to a manthan when he hath lived long enough to acquire it of himself. "From want of my sage counsellor, I now fell into many errors. Thefirst of these was in enlarging my business, by adding a farm of onehundred a year to the parsonage, in renting which I had also as bad abargain as the doctor had before given me a good one. The consequenceof which was, that whereas, at the end of the first year, I was worthupwards of fourscore pounds; at the end of the second I was near halfthat sum worse (as the phrase is) than nothing. "A second folly I was guilty of in uniting families with the curate ofthe parish, who had just married, as my wife and I thought, a verygood sort of a woman. We had not, however, lived one month togetherbefore I plainly perceived this good sort of a woman had taken a greatprejudice against my Amelia, for which, if I had not known somethingof the human passions, and that high place which envy holds amongthem, I should not have been able to account, for, so far was my angelfrom having given her any cause of dislike, that she had treated hernot only with civility, but kindness. "Besides superiority in beauty, which, I believe, all the world wouldhave allowed to Amelia, there was another cause of this envy, which Iam almost ashamed to mention, as it may well be called my greatestfolly. You are to know then, madam, that from a boy I had been alwaysfond of driving a coach, in which I valued myself on having someskill. This, perhaps, was an innocent, but I allow it to have been achildish vanity. As I had an opportunity, therefore, of buying an oldcoach and harness very cheap (indeed they cost me but twelve pounds), and as I considered that the same horses which drew my waggons wouldlikewise draw my coach, I resolved on indulging myself in thepurchase. "The consequence of setting up this poor old coach is inconceivable. Before this, as my wife and myself had very little distinguishedourselves from the other farmers and their wives, either in our dressor our way of living, they treated us as their equals; but now theybegan to consider us as elevating ourselves into a state ofsuperiority, and immediately began to envy, hate, and declare waragainst us. The neighbouring little squires, too, were uneasy to see apoor renter become their equal in a matter in which they placed somuch dignity; and, not doubting but it arose in me from the sameostentation, they began to hate me likewise, and to turn my equipageinto ridicule, asserting that my horses, which were as well matched asany in the kingdom, were of different colours and sizes, with muchmore of that kind of wit, the only basis of which is lying. "But what will appear most surprizing to you, madam, was, that thecurate's wife, who, being lame, had more use of the coach than myAmelia (indeed she seldom went to church in any other manner), was oneof my bitterest enemies on the occasion. If she had ever any disputewith Amelia, which all the sweetness of my poor girl could notsometimes avoid, she was sure to introduce with a malicious sneer, 'Though my husband doth not keep a coach, madam. ' Nay, she took thisopportunity to upbraid my wife with the loss of her fortune, alledgingthat some folks might have had as good pretensions to a coach as otherfolks, and a better too, as they brought a better fortune to theirhusbands, but that all people had not the art of making brick withoutstraw. "You will wonder, perhaps, madam, how I can remember such stuff, which, indeed, was a long time only matter of amusement to both Ameliaand myself; but we at last experienced the mischievous nature of envy, and that it tends rather to produce tragical than comical events. Myneighbours now began to conspire against me. They nicknamed me inderision, the Squire Farmer. Whatever I bought, I was sure to buydearer, and when I sold I was obliged to sell cheaper, than any other. In fact, they were all united, and, while they every day committedtrespasses on my lands with impunity, if any of my cattle escaped intotheir fields, I was either forced to enter into a law-suit or to makeamends fourfold for the damage sustained. "The consequences of all this could be no other than that ruin whichensued. Without tiring you with particulars, before the end of fouryears I became involved in debt near three hundred pounds more thanthe value of all my effects. My landlord seized my stock for rent, and, to avoid immediate confinement in prison, I was forced to leavethe country with all that I hold dear in the world, my wife and mypoor little family. "In this condition I arrived in town five or six days ago. I had justtaken a lodging in the verge of the court, and had writ my dear Ameliaword where she might find me, when she had settled her affairs in thebest manner she could. That very evening, as I was returning home froma coffee-house, a fray happening in the street, I endeavoured toassist the injured party, when I was seized by the watch, and, afterbeing confined all night in the round-house, was conveyed in themorning before a justice of peace, who committed me hither; where Ishould probably have starved, had I not from your hands found a mostunaccountable preservation. --And here, give me leave to assure you, mydear Miss Matthews, that, whatever advantage I may have reaped fromyour misfortune, I sincerely lament it; nor would I have purchased anyrelief to myself at the price of seeing you in this dreadful place. " He spake these last words with great tenderness; for he was a man ofconsummate good nature, and had formerly had much affection for thisyoung lady; indeed, more than the generality of people are capable ofentertaining for any person whatsoever. BOOK IV. Chapter i. _Containing very mysterious matter_. Miss Matthews did not in the least fall short of Mr. Booth inexpressions of tenderness. Her eyes, the most eloquent orators on suchoccasions, exerted their utmost force; and at the conclusion of hisspeech she cast a look as languishingly sweet as ever Cleopatra gaveto Antony. In real fact, this Mr. Booth had been her first love, andhad made those impressions on her young heart, which the learned inthis branch of philosophy affirm, and perhaps truly, are never to beeradicated. When Booth had finished his story a silence ensued of some minutes; aninterval which the painter would describe much better than the writer. Some readers may, however, be able to make pretty pertinentconjectures by what I have said above, especially when they are toldthat Miss Matthews broke the silence by a sigh, and cried, "Why is Mr. Booth unwilling to allow me the happiness of thinking my misfortuneshave been of some little advantage to him? sure the happy Amelia wouldnot be so selfish to envy me that pleasure. No; not if she was as muchthe fondest as she is the happiest of women. " "Good heavens! madam, "said he, "do you call my poor Amelia the happiest of women?" "Indeed Ido, " answered she briskly. "O Mr. Booth! there is a speck of white inher fortune, which, when it falls to the lot of a sensible woman, makes her full amends for all the crosses which can attend her. Perhaps she may not be sensible of it; but if it had been my blestfate--O Mr. Booth! could I have thought, when we were firstacquainted, that the most agreeable man in the world had been capableof making the kind, the tender, the affectionate husband--happyAmelia, in those days, was unknown; Heaven had not then given her aprospect of the happiness it intended her; but yet it did intend ither; for sure there is a fatality in the affairs of love; and the moreI reflect on my own life, the more I am convinced of it. --O heavens!how a thousand little circumstances crowd into my mind! When you firstmarched into our town, you had then the colours in your hand; as youpassed under the window where I stood, my glove, by accident, droptinto the street; you stoopt, took up my glove, and, putting it uponthe spike belonging to your colours, lifted it up to the window. Uponthis a young lady who stood by said, 'So, miss, the young officer hathaccepted your challenge. ' I blushed then, and I blush now, when Iconfess to you I thought you the prettiest young fellow I had everseen; and, upon my soul, I believe you was then the prettiest fellowin the world. " Booth here made a low bow, and cried, "O dear madam, how ignorant was I of my own happiness!" "Would you really havethought so?" answered she. "However, there is some politeness if therebe no sincerity in what you say. "--Here the governor of the enchantedcastle interrupted them, and, entering the room without any ceremony, acquainted the lady and gentleman that it was locking-up time; and, addressing Booth by the name of captain, asked him if he would notplease to have a bed; adding, that he might have one in the next roomto the lady, but that it would come dear; for that he never let a bedin that room under a guinea, nor could he afford it cheaper to hisfather. No answer was made to this proposal; but Miss Matthews, who hadalready learnt some of the ways of the house, said she believed Mr. Booth would like to drink a glass of something; upon which thegovernor immediately trumpeted forth the praises of his rack-punch, and, without waiting for any farther commands, presently produced alarge bowl of that liquor. The governor, having recommended the goodness of his punch by a heartydraught, began to revive the other matter, saying that he was justgoing to bed, and must first lock up. --"But suppose, " said MissMatthews, with a smile, "the captain and I should have a mind to situp all night. "--"With all my heart, " said the governor; "but I expecta consideration for those matters. For my part, I don't enquire intowhat doth not concern me; but single and double are two things. If Ilock up double I expect half a guinea, and I'm sure the captain cannotthink that's out of the way; it is but the price of a bagnio. " Miss Matthews's face became the colour of scarlet at those words. However, she mustered up her spirits, and, turning to Booth, said, "What say you, captain? for my own part, I had never less inclinationto sleep; which hath the greater charms for you, the punch or thepillow?"--"I hope, madam, " answered Booth, "you have a better opinionof me than to doubt my preferring Miss Matthews's conversation toeither. "--"I assure you, " replied she, "it is no compliment to you tosay I prefer yours to sleep at this time. " The governor, then, having received his fee, departed; and, turningthe key, left the gentleman and the lady to themselves. In imitation of him we will lock up likewise a scene which we do notthink proper to expose to the eyes of the public. If any over-curiousreaders should be disappointed on this occasion, we will recommendsuch readers to the apologies with which certain gay ladies havelately been pleased to oblige the world, where they will possibly findeverything recorded that past at this interval. But, though we decline painting the scene, it is not our intention toconceal from the world the frailty of Mr. Booth, or of his fairpartner, who certainly past that evening in a manner inconsistent withthe strict rules of virtue and chastity. To say the truth, we are much more concerned for the behaviour of thegentleman than of the lady, not only for his sake, but for the sake ofthe best woman in the world, whom we should be sorry to consider asyoked to a man of no worth nor honour. We desire, therefore, the good-natured and candid reader will be pleased to weigh attentively theseveral unlucky circumstances which concurred so critically, thatFortune seemed to have used her utmost endeavours to ensnare poorBooth's constancy. Let the reader set before his eyes a fine youngwoman, in a manner, a first love, conferring obligations and usingevery art to soften, to allure, to win, and to enflame; let himconsider the time and place; let him remember that Mr. Booth was ayoung fellow in the highest vigour of life; and, lastly, let him addone single circumstance, that the parties were alone together; andthen, if he will not acquit the defendant, he must be convicted, for Ihave nothing more to say in his defence. Chapter ii. _The latter part of which we expect will please our reader betterthan the former. _ A whole week did our lady and gentleman live in this criminalconversation, in which the happiness of the former was much moreperfect than that of the latter; for, though the charms of MissMatthews, and her excessive endearments, sometimes lulled everythought in the sweet lethargy of pleasure, yet in the intervals of hisfits his virtue alarmed and roused him, and brought the image of poorinjured Amelia to haunt and torment him. In fact, if we regard thisworld only, it is the interest of every man to be either perfectlygood or completely bad. He had better destroy his conscience thangently wound it. The many bitter reflections which every bad actioncosts a mind in which there are any remains of goodness are not to becompensated by the highest pleasures which such an action can produce. So it happened to Mr. Booth. Repentance never failed to follow histransgressions; and yet so perverse is our judgment, and so slipperyis the descent of vice when once we are entered into it, the samecrime which he now repented of became a reason for doing that whichwas to cause his future repentance; and he continued to sin on becausehe had begun. His repentance, however, returned still heavier andheavier, till, at last, it flung him into a melancholy, which MissMatthews plainly perceived, and at which she could not avoidexpressing some resentment in obscure hints and ironical complimentson Amelia's superiority to her whole sex, who could not cloy a gayyoung fellow by many years' possession. She would then repeat thecompliments which others had made to her own beauty, and could notforbear once crying out, "Upon my soul, my dear Billy, I believe thechief disadvantage on my side is my superior fondness; for love, inthe minds of men, hath one quality, at least, of a fever, which is toprefer coldness in the object. Confess, dear Will, is there notsomething vastly refreshing in the cool air of a prude?" Booth fetcheda deep sigh, and begged her never more to mention Amelia's name. "OWill, " cries she, "did that request proceed from the motive I couldwish, I should be the happiest of womankind. "--"You would not, sure, madam, " said Booth, "desire a sacrifice which I must be a villain tomake to any?"--"Desire!" answered she, "are there any bounds to thedesires of love? have not I been sacrificed? hath not my first lovebeen torn from my bleeding heart? I claim a prior right. As forsacrifices, I can make them too, and would sacrifice the whole worldat the least call of my love. " Here she delivered a letter to Booth, which she had received within anhour, the contents of which were these:-- "DEAREST MADAM, --Those only who truly know what love is, can have anyconception of the horrors I felt at hearing of your confinement at myarrival in town, which was this morning. I immediately sent my lawyerto enquire into the particulars, who brought me the agreeable newsthat the man, whose heart's blood ought not to be valued at the rateof a single hair of yours, is entirely out of all danger, and that youmight be admitted to bail. I presently ordered him to go with two ofmy tradesmen, who are to be bound in any sum for your appearance, ifhe should be mean enough to prosecute you. Though you may expect myattorney with you soon, I would not delay sending this, as I hope thenews will be agreeable to you. My chariot will attend at the same timeto carry you wherever you please. You may easily guess what a violenceI have done to myself in not waiting on you in person; but I, who knowyour delicacy, feared it might offend, and that you might think meungenerous enough to hope from your distresses that happiness which Iam resolved to owe to your free gift alone, when your good natureshall induce you to bestow on me what no man living can merit. I begyou will pardon all the contents of this hasty letter, and do me thehonour of believing me, Dearest madam, Your most passionate admirer, and most obedient humble servant, DAMON. " Booth thought he had somewhere before seen the same hand, but in hispresent hurry of spirits could not recollect whose it was, nor did thelady give him any time for reflection; for he had scarce read theletter when she produced a little bit of paper and cried out, "Here, sir, here are the contents which he fears will offend me. " She thenput a bank-bill of a hundred pounds into Mr. Booth's hands, and askedhim with a smile if he did not think she had reason to be offendedwith so much insolence? Before Booth could return any answer the governor arrived, andintroduced Mr. Rogers the attorney, who acquainted the lady that hehad brought her discharge from her confinement, and that a chariotwaited at the door to attend her wherever she pleased. She received the discharge from Mr. Rogers, and said she was very muchobliged to the gentleman who employed him, but that she would not makeuse of the chariot, as she had no notion of leaving that wretchedplace in a triumphant manner; in which resolution, when the attorneyfound her obstinate, he withdrew, as did the governor, with many bowsand as many ladyships. They were no sooner gone than Booth asked the lady why she wouldrefuse the chariot of a gentleman who had behaved with such excessiverespect? She looked earnestly upon him, and cried, "How unkind is thatquestion! do you imagine I would go and leave you in such a situation?thou knowest but little of Calista. Why, do you think I would acceptthis hundred pounds from a man I dislike, unless it was to beserviceable to the man I love? I insist on your taking it as your ownand using whatever you want of it. " Booth protested in the solemnest manner that he would not touch ashilling of it, saying, he had already received too many obligationsat her hands, and more than ever he should be able, he feared, torepay. "How unkind, " answered she, "is every word you say, why willyou mention obligations? love never confers any. It doth everythingfor its own sake. I am not therefore obliged to the man whose passionmakes him generous; for I feel how inconsiderable the whole worldwould appear to me if I could throw it after my heart. " Much more of this kind past, she still pressing the bank-note uponhim, and he as absolutely refusing, till Booth left the lady to dressherself, and went to walk in the area of the prison. Miss Matthews now applied to the governor to know by what means shemight procure the captain his liberty. The governor answered, "As hecannot get bail, it will be a difficult matter; and money to be surethere must be; for people no doubt expect to touch on these occasions. When prisoners have not wherewithal as the law requires to entitlethemselves to justice, why they must be beholden to other people togive them their liberty; and people will not, to be sure, sufferothers to be beholden to them for nothing, whereof there is goodreason; for how should we all live if it was not for these things?""Well, well, " said she, "and how much will it cost?" "How much!"answered he, --"How much!--why, let me see. "--Here he hesitated sometime, and then answered "That for five guineas he would undertake toprocure the captain his discharge. "That being the sum which hecomputed to remain in the lady's pocket; for, as to the gentleman's, he had long been acquainted with the emptiness of it. Miss Matthews, to whom money was as dirt (indeed she may be thoughtnot to have known the value of it), delivered him the bank-bill, andbid him get it changed; for if the whole, says she, will procure himhis liberty, he shall have it this evening. "The whole, madam!" answered the governor, as soon as he had recoveredhis breath, for it almost forsook him at the sight of the black wordhundred--"No, no; there might be people indeed--but I am not one ofthose. A hundred! no, nor nothing like it. --As for myself, as I said, I will be content with five guineas, and I am sure that's littleenough. What other people will expect I cannot exactly say. To be surehis worship's clerk will expect to touch pretty handsomely; as for hisworship himself, he never touches anything, that is, not to speak of;but then the constable will expect something, and the watchman musthave something, and the lawyers on both sides, they must have theirfees for finishing. "--"Well, " said she, "I leave all to you. If itcosts me twenty pounds I will have him discharged this afternoon. --Butyou must give his discharge into my hands without letting the captainknow anything of the matter. " The governor promised to obey her commands in every particular; nay, he was so very industrious, that, though dinner was just then comingupon the table, at her earnest request he set out immediately on thepurpose, and went as he said in pursuit of the lawyer. All the other company assembled at table as usual, where poor Boothwas the only person out of spirits. This was imputed by all present toa wrong cause; nay, Miss Matthews herself either could not or wouldnot suspect that there was anything deeper than the despair of beingspeedily discharged that lay heavy on his mind. However, the mirth of the rest, and a pretty liberal quantity ofpunch, which he swallowed after dinner (for Miss Matthews had ordereda very large bowl at her own expense to entertain the good company ather farewell), so far exhilarated his spirits, that when the younglady and he retired to their tea he had all the marks of gayety in hiscountenance, and his eyes sparkled with good humour. The gentleman and lady had spent about two hours in tea andconversation, when the governor returned, and privately delivered tothe lady the discharge for her friend, and the sum of eighty-twopounds five shillings; the rest having been, he said, disbursed in thebusiness, of which he was ready at any time to render an exactaccount. Miss Matthews being again alone with Mr. Booth, she put the dischargeinto his hands, desiring him to ask her no questions; and adding, "Ithink, sir, we have neither of us now anything more to do at thisplace. " She then summoned the governor, and ordered a bill of thatday's expense, for long scores were not usual there; and at the sametime ordered a hackney coach, without having yet determined whithershe would go, but fully determined she was, wherever she went, to takeMr. Booth with her. The governor was now approaching with a long roll of paper, when afaint voice was heard to cry out hastily, "Where is he?"--andpresently a female spectre, all pale and breathless, rushed into theroom, and fell into Mr. Booth's arms, where she immediately faintedaway. Booth made a shift to support his lovely burden; though he was himselfin a condition very little different from hers. Miss Matthewslikewise, who presently recollected the face of Amelia, was struckmotionless with the surprize, nay, the governor himself, though noteasily moved at sights of horror, stood aghast, and neither offered tospeak nor stir. Happily for Amelia, the governess of the mansions had, out ofcuriosity, followed her into the room, and was the only useful personpresent on this occasion: she immediately called for water, and ran tothe lady's assistance, fell to loosening her stays, and performed allthe offices proper at such a season; which had so good an effect, thatAmelia soon recovered the disorder which the violent agitation of herspirits had caused, and found herself alive and awake in her husband'sarms. Some tender caresses and a soft whisper or two passed privatelybetween Booth and his lady; nor was it without great difficulty thatpoor Amelia put some restraint on her fondness in a place so improperfor a tender interview. She now cast her eyes round the room, and, fixing them on Miss Matthews, who stood like a statue, she soonrecollected her, and, addressing her by her name, said, "Sure, madam, I cannot be mistaken in those features; though meeting you here mightalmost make me suspect my memory. " Miss Matthews's face was now all covered with scarlet. The reader mayeasily believe she was on no account pleased with Amelia's presence;indeed, she expected from her some of those insults of which virtuouswomen are generally so liberal to a frail sister: but she wasmistaken; Amelia was not one Who thought the nation ne'er would thrive, Till all the whores were burnt alive. Her virtue could support itself with its own intrinsic worth, withoutborrowing any assistance from the vices of other women; and sheconsidered their natural infirmities as the objects of pity, not ofcontempt or abhorrence. When Amelia therefore perceived the visible confusion in Miss Matthewsshe presently called to remembrance some stories which she hadimperfectly heard; for, as she was not naturally attentive to scandal, and had kept very little company since her return to England, she wasfar from being a mistress of the lady's whole history. However, shehad heard enough to impute her confusion to the right cause; sheadvanced to her, and told her, she was extremely sorry to meet her insuch a place, but hoped that no very great misfortune was the occasionof it. Miss Matthews began, by degrees, to recover her spirits. She answered, with a reserved air, "I am much obliged to you, madam, for yourconcern; we are all liable to misfortunes in this world. Indeed, Iknow not why I should be much ashamed of being in any place where I amin such good company. " Here Booth interposed. He had before acquainted Amelia in a whisperthat his confinement was at an end. "The unfortunate accident, mydear, " said he, "which brought this young lady to this melancholyplace is entirely determined; and she is now as absolutely at herliberty as myself. " Amelia, imputing the extreme coldness and reserve of the lady to thecause already mentioned, advanced still more and more in proportion asshe drew back; till the governor, who had withdrawn some time, returned, and acquainted Miss Matthews that her coach was at the door;upon which the company soon separated. Amelia and Booth went togetherin Amelia's coach, and poor Miss Matthews was obliged to retire alone, after having satisfied the demands of the governor, which in one dayonly had amounted to a pretty considerable sum; for he, with greatdexterity, proportioned the bills to the abilities of his guests. It may seem, perhaps, wonderful to some readers, that Miss Matthewsshould have maintained that cold reserve towards Amelia, so as barelyto keep within the rules of civility, instead of embracing anopportunity which seemed to offer of gaining some degree of intimacywith a wife whose husband she was so fond of; but, besides that herspirits were entirely disconcerted by so sudden and unexpected adisappointment; and besides the extreme horrors which she conceived atthe presence of her rival, there is, I believe, something sooutrageously suspicious in the nature of all vice, especially whenjoined with any great degree of pride, that the eyes of those whom weimagine privy to our failings are intolerable to us, and we are apt toaggravate their opinions to our disadvantage far beyond the reality. Chapter iii. _Containing wise observations of the author, and other matters. _ There is nothing more difficult than to lay down any fixed and certainrules for happiness; or indeed to judge with any precision of thehappiness of others from the knowledge of external circumstances. There is sometimes a little speck of black in the brightest and gayestcolours of fortune, which contaminates and deadens the whole. On thecontrary, when all without looks dark and dismal, there is often asecret ray of light within the mind, which turns everything to realjoy and gladness. I have in the course of my life seen many occasions to make thisobservation, and Mr. Booth was at present a very pregnant instance ofits truth. He was just delivered from a prison, and in the possessionof his beloved wife and children; and (which might be imagined greatlyto augment his joy) fortune had done all this for him within an hour, without giving him the least warning or reasonable expectation of thestrange reverse in his circumstances; and yet it is certain that therewere very few men in the world more seriously miserable than he was atthis instant. A deep melancholy seized his mind, and cold damp sweatsoverspread his person, so that he was scarce animated; and poorAmelia, instead of a fond warm husband, bestowed her caresses on adull lifeless lump of clay. He endeavoured, however, at first, as muchas possible, to conceal what he felt, and attempted what is thehardest of all tasks, to act the part of a happy man; but he found nosupply of spirits to carry on this deceit, and would have probablysunk under his attempt, had not poor Amelia's simplicity helped him toanother fallacy, in which he had much better success. This worthy woman very plainly perceived the disorder in her husband'smind; and, having no doubt of the cause of it, especially when she sawthe tears stand in his eyes at the sight of his children, threw herarms round his neck, and, embracing him with rapturous fondness, criedout, "My dear Billy, let nothing make you uneasy. Heaven will, I doubtnot, provide for us and these poor babes. Great fortunes are notnecessary to happiness. For my own part, I can level my mind with anystate; and for those poor little things, whatever condition of life webreed them to, that will be sufficient to maintain them in. How manythousands abound in affluence whose fortunes are much lower than ours!for it is not from nature, but from education and habit, that ourwants are chiefly derived. Make yourself easy, therefore, my dearlove; for you have a wife who will think herself happy with you, andendeavour to make you so, in any situation. Fear nothing, Billy, industry will always provide us a wholesome meal; and I will take carethat neatness and chearfulness shall make it a pleasant one. " Booth presently took the cue which she had given him. He fixed hiseyes on her for a minute with great earnestness and inexpressibletenderness; and then cried, "O my Amelia, how much are you my superiorin every perfection! how wise, how great, how noble are yoursentiments! why can I not imitate what I so much admire? why can I notlook with your constancy on those dear little pledges of our loves?All my philosophy is baffled with the thought that my Amelia'schildren are to struggle with a cruel, hard, unfeeling world, and tobuffet those waves of fortune which have overwhelmed their father. --Here, I own I want your firmness, and am not without an excuse forwanting it; for am I not the cruel cause of all your wretchedness?have I not stept between you and fortune, and been the cursed obstacleto all your greatness and happiness?" "Say not so, my love, " answered she. "Great I might have been, butnever happy with any other man. Indeed, dear Billy, I laugh at thefears you formerly raised in me; what seemed so terrible at adistance, now it approaches nearer, appears to have been a merebugbear--and let this comfort you, that I look on myself at this dayas the happiest of women; nor have I done anything which I do notrejoice in, and would, if I had the gift of prescience, do again. " Booth was so overcome with this behaviour, that he had no words toanswer. To say the truth, it was difficult to find any worthy of theoccasion. He threw himself prostrate at her feet, whence poor Ameliawas forced to use all her strength as well as entreaties to raise andplace him in his chair. Such is ever the fortitude of perfect innocence, and such thedepression of guilt in minds not utterly abandoned. Booth wasnaturally of a sanguine temper; nor would any such apprehensions as hementioned have been sufficient to have restrained his joy at meetingwith his Amelia. In fact, a reflection on the injury he had done herwas the sole cause of his grief. This it was that enervated his heart, and threw him into agonies, which all that profusion of heroictenderness that the most excellent of women intended for his comfortserved only to heighten and aggravate; as the more she rose in hisadmiration, the more she quickened his sense of his own unworthiness. After a disagreeable evening, the first of that kind that he had everpassed with his Amelia, in which he had the utmost difficulty to forcea little chearfulness, and in which her spirits were at lengthoverpowered by discerning the oppression on his, they retired to rest, or rather to misery, which need not be described. The next morning at breakfast, Booth began to recover a little fromhis melancholy, and to taste the company of his children. He now firstthought of enquiring of Amelia by what means she had discovered theplace of his confinement. Amelia, after gently rebuking him for nothaving himself acquainted her with it, informed him that it was knownall over the country, and that she had traced the original of it toher sister; who had spread the news with a malicious joy, and added acircumstance which would have frightened her to death, had not herknowledge of him made her give little credit to it, which was, that hewas committed for murder. But, though she had discredited this part, she said the not hearing from him during several successive posts madeher too apprehensive of the rest; that she got a conveyance thereforefor herself and children to Salisbury, from whence the stage coach hadbrought them to town; and, having deposited the children at hislodging, of which he had sent her an account on his first arrival intown, she took a hack, and came directly to the prison where she heardhe was, and where she found him. Booth excused himself, and with truth, as to his not having writ; for, in fact, he had writ twice from the prison, though he had mentionednothing of his confinement; but, as he sent away his letters afternine at night, the fellow to whom they were entrusted had burnt themboth for the sake of putting the twopence in his own pocket, or ratherin the pocket of the keeper of the next gin-shop. As to the accountwhich Amelia gave him, it served rather to raise than to satisfy hiscuriosity. He began to suspect that some person had seen both him andMiss Matthews together in the prison, and had confounded her case withhis; and this the circumstance of murder made the more probable. Butwho this person should be he could not guess. After giving himself, therefore, some pains in forming conjectures to no purpose, he wasforced to rest contented with his ignorance of the real truth. Two or three days now passed without producing anything remarkable;unless it were that Booth more and more recovered his spirits, and hadnow almost regained his former degree of chearfulness, when thefollowing letter arrived, again to torment him: "DEAR BILLY, "To convince you I am the most reasonable of women, I have given youup three whole days to the unmolested possession of my fortunaterival; I can refrain no longer from letting you know that I lodge inDean Street, not far from the church, at the sign of the Pelican andTrumpet, where I expect this evening to see you. "Believe me I am, with more affection than any other woman in theworld can be, my dear Billy, Your affectionate, fond, doating F. MATTHEWS. " Booth tore the letter with rage, and threw it into the fire, resolvingnever to visit the lady more, unless it was to pay her the money shehad lent him, which he was determined to do the very firstopportunity, for it was not at present in his power. This letter threw him back into his fit of dejection, in which he hadnot continued long when a packet from the country brought him thefollowing from his friend Dr Harrison: "Sir, _Lyons, January 21, N. S. _"Though I am now on my return home, I have taken up my pen tocommunicate to you some news I have heard from England, which gives memuch uneasiness, and concerning which I can indeed deliver mysentiments with much more ease this way than any other. In my answerto your last, I very freely gave you my opinion, in which it was mymisfortune to disapprove of every step you had taken; but those wereall pardonable errors. Can you be so partial to yourself, upon cooland sober reflexion, to think what I am going to mention is so? Ipromise you, it appears to me a folly of so monstrous a kind, that, had I heard it from any but a person of the highest honour, I shouldhave rejected it as utterly incredible. I hope you already guess whatI am about to name; since, Heaven forbid, your conduct should affordyou any choice of such gross instances of weakness. In a word, then, you have set up an equipage. What shall I invent in your excuse, either to others or to myself? In truth, I can find no excuse for you, and, what is more, I am certain you can find none for yourself. I mustdeal therefore very plainly and sincerely with you. Vanity is alwayscontemptible; but when joined with dishonesty, it becomes odious anddetestable. At whose expence are you to support this equipage? is itnot entirely at the expence of others? and will it not finally end inthat of your poor wife and children? you know you are two years inarrears to me. If I could impute this to any extraordinary or commonaccident I think I should never have mentioned it; but I will notsuffer my money to support the ridiculous, and, I must say, criminalvanity of any one. I expect, therefore, to find, at my return, thatyou have either discharged my whole debt, or your equipage. Let me begyou seriously to consider your circumstances and condition in life, and to remember that your situation will not justify any the leastunnecessary expence. _Simply to be poor, _ says my favourite Greekhistorian, _was not held scandalous by the wise Athenians, but highlyso to owe that poverty to our own indiscretion. _ "Present my affections to Mrs. Booth, and be assured that I shall not, without great reason, and great pain too, ever cease to be, Your most faithful friend, R. HARRISON. " Had this letter come at any other time, it would have given Booth themost sensible affliction; but so totally had the affair of MissMatthews possessed his mind, that, like a man in the most raging fitof the gout, he was scarce capable of any additional torture; nay, heeven made an use of this latter epistle, as it served to account toAmelia for that concern which he really felt on another account. Thepoor deceived lady, therefore, applied herself to give him comfortwhere he least wanted it. She said he might easily perceive that thematter had been misrepresented to the doctor, who would not, she wassure, retain the least anger against him when he knew the real truth. After a short conversation on this subject, in which Booth appeared tobe greatly consoled by the arguments of his wife, they parted. He wentto take a walk in the Park, and she remained at home to prepare himhis dinner. He was no sooner departed than his little boy, not quite six yearsold, said to Amelia, "La! mamma, what is the matter with poor papa, what makes him look so as if he was going to cry? he is not half somerry as he used to be in the country. " Amelia answered, "Oh! my dear, your papa is only a little thoughtful, he will be merry again soon. "--Then looking fondly on her children, she burst into an agony of tears, and cried, "Oh Heavens; what have these poor little infants done? whywill the barbarous world endeavour to starve them, by depriving us ofour only friend?--O my dear, your father is ruined, and we areundone!"--The children presently accompanied their mother's tears, andthe daughter cried--"Why, will anybody hurt poor papa? hath he doneany harm to anybody?"--"No, my dear child, " said the mother; "he isthe best man in the world, and therefore they hate him. " Upon whichthe boy, who was extremely sensible at his years, answered, "Nay, mamma, how can that be? have not you often told me that if I was goodeverybody would love me?" "All good people will, " answered she. "Whydon't they love papa then?" replied the child, "for I am sure he isvery good. " "So they do, my dear, " said the mother, "but there aremore bad people in the world, and they will hate you for yourgoodness. " "Why then, bad people, " cries the child, "are loved by morethan the good. "--"No matter for that, my dear, " said she; "the love ofone good person is more worth having than that of a thousand wickedones; nay, if there was no such person in the world, still you must bea good boy; for there is one in Heaven who will love you, and his loveis better for you than that of all mankind. " This little dialogue, we are apprehensive, will be read with contemptby many; indeed, we should not have thought it worth recording, was itnot for the excellent example which Amelia here gives to all mothers. This admirable woman never let a day pass without instructing herchildren in some lesson of religion and morality. By which means shehad, in their tender minds, so strongly annexed the ideas of fear andshame to every idea of evil of which they were susceptible, that itmust require great pains and length of habit to separate them. Thoughshe was the tenderest of mothers, she never suffered any symptom ofmalevolence to shew itself in their most trifling actions withoutdiscouragement, without rebuke, and, if it broke forth with anyrancour, without punishment. In which she had such success, that notthe least mark of pride, envy, malice, or spite discovered itself inany of their little words or deeds. Chapter iv. _In which Amelia appears in no unamiable light. _ Amelia, with the assistance of a little girl, who was their onlyservant, had drest her dinner, and she had likewise drest herself asneat as any lady who had a regular sett of servants could have done, when Booth returned, and brought with him his friend James, whom hehad met with in the Park; and who, as Booth absolutely refused to dineaway from his wife, to whom he had promised to return, had invitedhimself to dine with him. Amelia had none of that paultry pride whichpossesses so many of her sex, and which disconcerts their tempers, andgives them the air and looks of furies, if their husbands bring in anunexpected guest, without giving them timely warning to provide asacrifice to their own vanity. Amelia received her husband's friendwith the utmost complaisance and good humour: she made indeed someapology for the homeliness of her dinner; but it was politely turnedas a compliment to Mr. James's friendship, which could carry him wherehe was sure of being so ill entertained; and gave not the least hinthow magnificently she would have provided _had she expected the favourof so much good company. _ A phrase which is generally meant to containnot only an apology for the lady of the house, but a tacit satire onher guests for their intrusion, and is at least a strong insinuationthat they are not welcome. Amelia failed not to enquire very earnestly after her old friend Mrs. James, formerly Miss Bath, and was very sorry to find that she was notin town. The truth was, as James had married out of a violent likingof, or appetite to, her person, possession had surfeited him, and hewas now grown so heartily tired of his wife, that she had very littleof his company; she was forced therefore to content herself with beingthe mistress of a large house and equipage in the country ten monthsin the year by herself. The other two he indulged her with thediversions of the town; but then, though they lodged under the sameroof, she had little more of her husband's society than if they hadbeen one hundred miles apart. With all this, as she was a woman ofcalm passions, she made herself contented; for she had never had anyviolent affection for James: the match was of the prudent kind, and toher advantage; for his fortune, by the death of an uncle, was becomevery considerable; and she had gained everything by the bargain but ahusband, which her constitution suffered her to be very well satisfiedwithout. When Amelia, after dinner, retired to her children, James began totalk to his friend concerning his affairs. He advised Booth veryearnestly to think of getting again into the army, in which he himselfhad met with such success, that he had obtained the command of aregiment to which his brother-in-law was lieutenant-colonel. Thesepreferments they both owed to the favour of fortune only; for, thoughthere was no objection to either of their military characters, yetneither of them had any extraordinary desert; and, if merit in theservice was a sufficient recommendation, Booth, who had been twicewounded in the siege, seemed to have the fairest pretensions; but heremained a poor half-pay lieutenant, and the others were, as we havesaid, one of them a lieutenant-colonel, and the other had a regiment. Such rises we often see in life, without being able to give anysatisfactory account of the means, and therefore ascribe them to thegood fortune of the person. Both Colonel James and his brother-in-law were members of parliament;for, as the uncle of the former had left him, together with hisestate, an almost certain interest in a borough, so he chose to conferthis favour on Colonel Bath; a circumstance which would have beenhighly immaterial to mention here, but as it serves to set forth thegoodness of James, who endeavoured to make up in kindness to thefamily what he wanted in fondness for his wife. Colonel James then endeavoured all in his power to persuade Booth tothink again of a military life, and very kindly offered him hisinterest towards obtaining him a company in the regiment under hiscommand. Booth must have been a madman, in his present circumstances, to have hesitated one moment at accepting such an offer, and he wellknew Amelia, notwithstanding her aversion to the army, was much toowise to make the least scruple of giving her consent. Nor was he, asit appeared afterwards, mistaken in his opinion of his wife'sunderstanding; for she made not the least objection when it wascommunicated to her, but contented herself with an expressstipulation, that wherever he was commanded to go (for the regimentwas now abroad) she would accompany him. Booth, therefore, accepted his friend's proposal with a profusion ofacknowledgments; and it was agreed that Booth should draw up amemorial of his pretensions, which Colonel James undertook to presentto some man of power, and to back it with all the force he had. Nor did the friendship of the colonel stop here. "You will excuse me, dear Booth, " said he, "if, after what you have told me" (for he hadbeen very explicit in revealing his affairs to him), "I suspect youmust want money at this time. If that be the case, as I am certain itmust be, I have fifty pieces at your service. " This generosity broughtthe tears into Booth's eyes; and he at length confest that he had notfive guineas in the house; upon which James gave him a bank-bill fortwenty pounds, and said he would give him thirty more the next time hesaw him. Thus did this generous colonel (for generous he really was to thehighest degree) restore peace and comfort to this little family; andby this act of beneficence make two of the worthiest people two of thehappiest that evening. Here, reader, give me leave to stop a minute, to lament that so feware to be found of this benign disposition; that, while wantonness, vanity, avarice, and ambition are every day rioting and triumphing inthe follies and weakness, the ruin and desolation of mankind, scarceone man in a thousand is capable of tasting the happiness of others. Nay, give me leave to wonder that pride, which is constantlystruggling, and often imposing on itself, to gain some little pre-eminence, should so seldom hint to us the only certain as well aslaudable way of setting ourselves above another man, and that is, bybecoming his benefactor. Chapter v. _Containing an eulogium upon innocence, and other grave matters. _ Booth past that evening, and all the succeeding day, with his Amelia, without the interruption of almost a single thought concerning MissMatthews, after having determined to go on the Sunday, the only day hecould venture without the verge in the present state of his affairs, and pay her what she had advanced for him in the prison. But she hadnot so long patience; for the third day, while he was sitting withAmelia, a letter was brought to him. As he knew the hand, heimmediately put it into his pocket unopened, not without such analteration in his countenance, that had Amelia, who was then playingwith one of the children, cast her eyes towards him, she must haveremarked it. This accident, however, luckily gave him time to recoverhimself; for Amelia was so deeply engaged with the little one, thatshe did not even remark the delivery of the letter. The maid soonafter returned into the room, saying, the chairman desired to know ifthere was any answer to the letter. --"What letter?" cries Booth. --"Theletter I gave you just now, " answered the girl. --"Sure, " cries Booth, "the child is mad, you gave me no letter. "--"Yes, indeed, I did, sir, "said the poor girl. "Why then as sure as fate, " cries Booth, "I threwit into the fire in my reverie; why, child, why did you not tell me itwas a letter? bid the chairman come up, stay, I will go down myself;for he will otherwise dirt the stairs with his feet. " Amelia was gently chiding the girl for her carelessness when Boothreturned, saying it was very true that she had delivered him a letterfrom Colonel James, and that perhaps it might be of consequence. "However, " says he, "I will step to the coffee-house, and send him anaccount of this strange accident, which I know he will pardon in mypresent situation. " Booth was overjoyed at this escape, which poor Amelia's total want ofall jealousy and suspicion made it very easy for him to accomplish;but his pleasure was considerably abated when, upon opening theletter, he found it to contain, mixed with several very strongexpressions of love, some pretty warm ones of the upbraiding kind; butwhat most alarmed him was a hint that it was in her (Miss Matthews's)power to make Amelia as miserable as herself. Besides the generalknowledge of _----Furens quid faemina possit, _ he had more particular reasons to apprehend the rage of a lady who hadgiven so strong an instance how far she could carry her revenge. Shehad already sent a chairman to his lodgings with a positive commandnot to return without an answer to her letter. This might of itselfhave possibly occasioned a discovery; and he thought he had greatreason to fear that, if she did not carry matters so far as purposelyand avowedly to reveal the secret to Amelia, her indiscretion would atleast effect the discovery of that which he would at any price haveconcealed. Under these terrors he might, I believe, be considered asthe most wretched of human beings. O innocence, how glorious and happy a portion art thou to the breastthat possesses thee! thou fearest neither the eyes nor the tongues ofmen. Truth, the most powerful of all things, is thy strongest friend;and the brighter the light is in which thou art displayed, the more itdiscovers thy transcendent beauties. Guilt, on the contrary, like abase thief, suspects every eye that beholds him to be privy to histransgressions, and every tongue that mentions his name to beproclaiming them. Fraud and falsehood are his weak and treacherousallies; and he lurks trembling in the dark, dreading every ray oflight, lest it should discover him, and give him up to shame andpunishment. While Booth was walking in the Park with all these horrors in his mindhe again met his friend Colonel James, who soon took notice of thatdeep concern which the other was incapable of hiding. After somelittle conversation, Booth said, "My dear colonel, I am sure I must bethe most insensible of men if I did not look on you as the best andthe truest friend; I will, therefore, without scruple, repose aconfidence in you of the highest kind. I have often made you privy tomy necessities, I will now acquaint you with my shame, provided youhave leisure enough to give me a hearing: for I must open to you along history, since I will not reveal my fault without informing you, at the same time, of those circumstances which, I hope, will in somemeasure excuse it. " The colonel very readily agreed to give his friend a patient hearing. So they walked directly to a coffee-house at the corner of Spring-Garden, where, being in a room by themselves, Booth opened his wholeheart, and acquainted the colonel with his amour with Miss Matthews, from the very beginning to his receiving that letter which had causedall his present uneasiness, and which he now delivered into hisfriend's hand. The colonel read the letter very attentively twice over (he was silentindeed long enough to have read it oftener); and then, turning toBooth, said, "Well, sir, and is it so grievous a calamity to be theobject of a young lady's affection; especially of one whom you allowto be so extremely handsome?" "Nay, but, my dear friend, " cries Booth, "do not jest with me; you who know my Amelia. " "Well, my dear friend, "answered James, "and you know Amelia and this lady too. But what wouldyou have me do for you?" "I would have you give me your advice, " saysBooth, "by what method I shall get rid of this dreadful woman withouta discovery. "--"And do you really, " cries the other, "desire to getrid of her?" "Can you doubt it, " said Booth, "after what I havecommunicated to you, and after what you yourself have seen in myfamily? for I hope, notwithstanding this fatal slip, I do not appearto you in the light of a profligate. " "Well, " answered James, "and, whatever light I may appear to you in, if you are really tired of thelady, and if she be really what you have represented her, I'llendeavour to take her off your hands; but I insist upon it that you donot deceive me in any particular. " Booth protested in the most solemnmanner that every word which he had spoken was strictly true; andbeing asked whether he would give his honour never more to visit thelady, he assured James that he never would. He then, at his friend'srequest, delivered him Miss Matthews's letter, in which was a seconddirection to her lodgings, and declared to him that, if he could bringhim safely out of this terrible affair, he should think himself tohave a still higher obligation to his friendship than any which he hadalready received from it. Booth pressed the colonel to go home with him to dinner; but heexcused himself, being, as he said, already engaged. However, heundertook in the afternoon to do all in his power that Booth shouldreceive no more alarms from the quarter of Miss Matthews, whom thecolonel undertook to pay all the demands she had on his friend. Theythen separated. The colonel went to dinner at the King's Arms, andBooth returned in high spirits to meet his Amelia. The next day, early in the morning, the colonel came to the coffee-house and sent for his friend, who lodged but at a little distance. The colonel told him he had a little exaggerated the lady's beauty;however, he said, he excused that, "for you might think, perhaps, "cries he, "that your inconstancy to the finest woman in the worldmight want some excuse. Be that as it will, " said he, "you may makeyourself easy, as it will be, I am convinced, your own fault, if youhave ever any further molestation from Miss Matthews. " Booth poured forth very warmly a great profusion of gratitude on thisoccasion; and nothing more anywise material passed at this interview, which was very short, the colonel being in a great hurry, as he had, he said, some business of very great importance to transact thatmorning. The colonel had now seen Booth twice without remembering to give himthe thirty pounds. This the latter imputed intirely to forgetfulness;for he had always found the promises of the former to be equal invalue with the notes or bonds of other people. He was more surprizedat what happened the next day, when, meeting his friend in the Park, he received only a cold salute from him; and though he past him fiveor six times, and the colonel was walking with a single officer of nogreat rank, and with whom he seemed in no earnest conversation, yetcould not Booth, who was alone, obtain any further notice from him. This gave the poor man some alarm; though he could scarce persuadehimself that there was any design in all this coldness orforgetfulness. Once he imagined that he had lessened himself in thecolonel's opinion by having discovered his inconstancy to Amelia; butthe known character of the other presently cured him of his suspicion, for he was a perfect libertine with regard to women; that being indeedthe principal blemish in his character, which otherwise might havedeserved much commendation for good-nature, generosity, andfriendship. But he carried this one to a most unpardonable height; andmade no scruple of openly declaring that, if he ever liked a womanwell enough to be uneasy on her account, he would cure himself, if hecould, by enjoying her, whatever might be the consequence. Booth could not therefore be persuaded that the colonel would sohighly resent in another a fault of which he was himself mostnotoriously guilty. After much consideration he could derive thisbehaviour from nothing better than a capriciousness in his friend'stemper, from a kind of inconstancy of mind, which makes men grow wearyof their friends with no more reason than they often are of theirmistresses. To say the truth, there are jilts in friendship as well asin love; and, by the behaviour of some men in both, one would almostimagine that they industriously sought to gain the affections ofothers with a view only of making the parties miserable. This was the consequence of the colonel's behaviour to Booth. Formercalamities had afflicted him, but this almost distracted him; and themore so as he was not able well to account for such conduct, nor toconceive the reason of it. Amelia, at his return, presently perceived the disturbance in hismind, though he endeavoured with his utmost power to hide it; and hewas at length prevailed upon by her entreaties to discover to her thecause of it, which she no sooner heard than she applied as judicious aremedy to his disordered spirits as either of those great mentalphysicians, Tully or Aristotle, could have thought of. She used manyarguments to persuade him that he was in an error, and had mistakenforgetfulness and carelessness for a designed neglect. But, as this physic was only eventually good, and as its efficacydepended on her being in the right, a point in which she was not aptto be too positive, she thought fit to add some consolation of a morecertain and positive kind. "Admit, " said she, "my dear, that Mr. Jamesshould prove the unaccountable person you have suspected, and should, without being able to alledge any cause, withdraw his friendship fromyou (for surely the accident of burning his letter is too trifling andridiculous to mention), why should this grieve you? the obligations hehath conferred on you, I allow, ought to make his misfortunes almostyour own; but they should not, I think, make you see his faults sovery sensibly, especially when, by one of the greatest faults in theworld committed against yourself, he hath considerably lessened allobligations; for sure, if the same person who hath contributed to myhappiness at one time doth everything in his power maliciously andwantonly to make me miserable at another, I am very little obliged tosuch a person. And let it be a comfort to my dear Billy, that, howeverother friends may prove false and fickle to him, he hath one friend, whom no inconstancy of her own, nor any change of his fortune, nortime, nor age, nor sickness, nor any accident, can ever alter; but whowill esteem, will love, and doat on him for ever. " So saying, sheflung her snowy arms about his neck, and gave him a caress so tender, that it seemed almost to balance all the malice of his fate. And, indeed, the behaviour of Amelia would have made him completelyhappy, in defiance of all adverse circumstances, had it not been forthose bitter ingredients which he himself had thrown into his cup, andwhich prevented him from truly relishing his Amelia's sweetness, bycruelly reminding him how unworthy he was of this excellent creature. Booth did not long remain in the dark as to the conduct of James, which, at first, appeared to him to be so great a mystery; for thisvery afternoon he received a letter from Miss Matthews whichunravelled the whole affair. By this letter, which was full ofbitterness and upbraiding, he discovered that James was his rival withthat lady, and was, indeed, the identical person who had sent thehundred-pound note to Miss Matthews, when in the prison. He had reasonto believe, likewise, as well by the letter as by other circumstances, that James had hitherto been an unsuccessful lover; for the lady, though she had forfeited all title to virtue, had not yet so farforfeited all pretensions to delicacy as to be, like the dirt in thestreet, indifferently common to all. She distributed her favours onlyto those she liked, in which number that gentleman had not thehappiness of being included. When Booth had made this discovery, he was not so little versed inhuman nature, as any longer to hesitate at the true motive to thecolonel's conduct; for he well knew how odious a sight a happy rivalis to an unfortunate lover. I believe he was, in reality, glad toassign the cold treatment he had received from his friend to a causewhich, however injustifiable, is at the same time highly natural; andto acquit him of a levity, fickleness, and caprice, which he must havebeen unwillingly obliged to have seen in a much worse light. He now resolved to take the first opportunity of accosting thecolonel, and of coming to a perfect explanation upon the whole matter. He debated likewise with himself whether he should not throw himselfat Amelia's feet, and confess a crime to her which he found so littlehopes of concealing, and which he foresaw would occasion him so manydifficulties and terrors to endeavour to conceal. Happy had it beenfor him, had he wisely pursued this step; since, in all probability, he would have received immediate forgiveness from the best of women;but he had not sufficient resolution, or, to speak perhaps more truly, he had too much pride, to confess his guilt, and preferred the dangerof the highest inconveniences to the certainty of being put to theblush. Chapter vi. _In which may appear that violence is sometimes done to the name oflove. _ When that happy day came, in which unhallowed hands are forbidden tocontaminate the shoulders of the unfortunate, Booth went early to thecolonel's house, and, being admitted to his presence, began with greatfreedom, though with great gentleness, to complain of his not havingdealt with him with more openness. "Why, my dear colonel, " said he, "would you not acquaint me with that secret which this letter hathdisclosed?" James read the letter, at which his countenance changedmore than once; and then, after a short silence, said, "Mr. Booth, Ihave been to blame, I own it; and you upbraid me with justice. Thetrue reason was, that I was ashamed of my own folly. D--n me, Booth, if I have not been a most consummate fool, a very dupe to this woman;and she hath a particular pleasure in making me so. I know what theimpertinence of virtue is, and I can submit to it; but to be treatedthus by a whore--You must forgive me, dear Booth, but your success wasa kind of triumph over me, which I could not bear. I own, I have notthe least reason to conceive any anger against you; and yet, curse meif I should not have been less displeased at your lying with my ownwife; nay, I could almost have parted with half my fortune to you morewillingly than have suffered you to receive that trifle of my moneywhich you received at her hands. However, I ask your pardon, and Ipromise you I will never more think of you with the least ill-will onthe account of this woman; but as for her, d--n me if I do not enjoyher by some means or other, whatever it costs me; for I am alreadyabove two hundred pounds out of pocket, without having scarce had asmile in return. " Booth exprest much astonishment at this declaration; he said he couldnot conceive how it was possible to have such an affection for a womanwho did not shew the least inclination to return it. James gave her ahearty curse, and said, "Pox of her inclination; I want only thepossession of her person, and that, you will allow, is a very fineone. But, besides my passion for her, she hath now piqued my pride;for how can a man of my fortune brook being refused by a whore?"--"Since you are so set on the business, " cries Booth, "you will excusemy saying so, I fancy you had better change your method of applying toher; for, as she is, perhaps, the vainest woman upon earth, yourbounty may probably do you little service, nay, may rather actuallydisoblige her. Vanity is plainly her predominant passion, and, if youwill administer to that, it will infallibly throw her into your arms. To this I attribute my own unfortunate success. While she relieved mywants and distresses she was daily feeding her own vanity; whereas, asevery gift of yours asserted your superiority, it rather offended thanpleased her. Indeed, women generally love to be of the obliging side;and, if we examine their favourites, we shall find them to be muchoftener such as they have conferred obligations on than such as theyhave received them from. " There was something in this speech which pleased the colonel; and hesaid, with a smile, "I don't know how it is, Will, but you know womenbetter than I. "--"Perhaps, colonel, " answered Booth, "I have studiedtheir minds more. "--"I don't, however, much envy your knowledge, "replied the other, "for I never think their minds worth considering. However, I hope I shall profit a little by your experience with MissMatthews. Damnation seize the proud insolent harlot! the devil take meif I don't love her more than I ever loved a woman!" The rest of their conversation turned on Booth's affairs. The colonelagain reassumed the part of a friend, gave him the remainder of themoney, and promised to take the first opportunity of laying hismemorial before a great man. Booth was greatly overjoyed at this success. Nothing now lay on hismind but to conceal his frailty from Amelia, to whom he was afraidMiss Matthews, in the rage of her resentment, would communicate it. This apprehension made him stay almost constantly at home; and hetrembled at every knock at the door. His fear, moreover, betrayed himinto a meanness which he would have heartily despised on any otheroccasion. This was to order the maid to deliver him any letterdirected to Amelia; at the same time strictly charging her not toacquaint her mistress with her having received any such orders. A servant of any acuteness would have formed strange conjectures fromsuch an injunction; but this poor girl was of perfect simplicity; sogreat, indeed, was her simplicity, that, had not Amelia been void ofall suspicion of her husband, the maid would have soon after betrayedher master. One afternoon, while they were drinking tea, little Betty, so was themaid called, came into the room, and, calling her master forth, delivered him a card which was directed to Amelia. Booth, having readthe card, on his return into the room chid the girl for calling him, saying "If you can read, child, you must see it was directed to yourmistress. " To this the girl answered, pertly enough, "I am sure, sir, you ordered me to bring every letter first to you. " This hint, withmany women, would have been sufficient to have blown up the wholeaffair; but Amelia, who heard what the girl said, through the mediumof love and confidence, saw the matter in a much better light than itdeserved, and, looking tenderly on her husband, said, "Indeed, mylove, I must blame you for a conduct which, perhaps, I ought rather topraise, as it proceeds only from the extreme tenderness of youraffection. But why will you endeavour to keep any secrets from me?believe me, for my own sake, you ought not; for, as you cannot hidethe consequences, you make me always suspect ten times worse than thereality. While I have you and my children well before my eyes, I amcapable of facing any news which can arrive; for what ill news cancome (unless, indeed, it concerns my little babe in the country) whichdoth not relate to the badness of our circumstances? and those, Ithank Heaven, we have now a fair prospect of retrieving. Besides, dearBilly, though my understanding be much inferior to yours, I havesometimes had the happiness of luckily hitting on some argument whichhath afforded you comfort. This, you know, my dear, was the case withregard to Colonel James, whom I persuaded you to think you hadmistaken, and you see the event proved me in the right. " So happily, both for herself and Mr. Booth, did the excellence of this goodwoman's disposition deceive her, and force her to see everything inthe most advantageous light to her husband. The card, being now inspected, was found to contain the compliments ofMrs. James to Mrs. Booth, with an account of her being arrived intown, and having brought with her a very great cold. Amelia wasoverjoyed at the news of her arrival, and having drest herself in theutmost hurry, left her children to the care of her husband, and ranaway to pay her respects to her friend, whom she loved with a mostsincere affection. But how was she disappointed when, eager with theutmost impatience, and exulting with the thoughts of presently seeingher beloved friend, she was answered at the door that the lady was notat home! nor could she, upon telling her name, obtain any admission. This, considering the account she had received of the lady's cold, greatly surprized her; and she returned home very much vexed at herdisappointment. Amelia, who had no suspicion that Mrs. James was really at home, and, as the phrase is, was denied, would have made a second visit the nextmorning, had she not been prevented by a cold which she herself nowgot, and which was attended with a slight fever. This confined herseveral days to her house, during which Booth officiated as her nurse, and never stirred from her. In all this time she heard not a word from Mrs. James, which gave hersome uneasiness, but more astonishment. The tenth day, when she wasperfectly recovered, about nine in the evening, when she and herhusband were just going to supper, she heard a most violent thunderingat the door, and presently after a rustling of silk upon herstaircase; at the same time a female voice cried out pretty loud, "Bless me! what, am I to climb up another pair of stairs?" upon whichAmelia, who well knew the voice, presently ran to the door, andushered in Mrs. James, most splendidly drest, who put on as formal acountenance, and made as formal a courtesie to her old friend, as ifshe had been her very distant acquaintance. Poor Amelia, who was going to rush into her friend's arms, was struckmotionless by this behaviour; but re-collecting her spirits, as shehad an excellent presence of mind, she presently understood what thelady meant, and resolved to treat her in her own way. Down thereforethe company sat, and silence prevailed for some time, during whichMrs. James surveyed the room with more attention than she would havebestowed on one much finer. At length the conversation began, in whichthe weather and the diversions of the town were well canvassed. Amelia, who was a woman of great humour, performed her part toadmiration; so that a by-stander would have doubted, in every otherarticle than dress, which of the two was the most accomplished finelady. After a visit of twenty minutes, during which not a word of any formeroccurrences was mentioned, nor indeed any subject of discoursestarted, except only those two above mentioned, Mrs. James rose fromher chair and retired in the same formal manner in which she hadapproached. We will pursue her for the sake of the contrast during therest of the evening. She went from Amelia directly to a rout, whereshe spent two hours in a croud of company, talked again and again overthe diversions and news of the town, played two rubbers at whist, andthen retired to her own apartment, where, having past another hour inundressing herself, she went to her own bed. Booth and his wife, the moment their companion was gone, sat down tosupper on a piece of cold meat, the remains of their dinner. Afterwhich, over a pint of wine, they entertained themselves for a whilewith the ridiculous behaviour of their visitant. But Amelia, declaringshe rather saw her as the object of pity than anger, turned thediscourse to pleasanter topics. The little actions of their children, the former scenes and future prospects of their life, furnished themwith many pleasant ideas; and the contemplation of Amelia's recoverythrew Booth into raptures. At length they retired, happy in eachother. It is possible some readers may be no less surprized at the behaviourof Mrs. James than was Amelia herself, since they may have perhapsreceived so favourable an impression of that lady from the accountgiven of her by Mr. Booth, that her present demeanour may seemunnatural and inconsistent with her former character. But they will bepleased to consider the great alteration in her circumstances, from astate of dependency on a brother, who was himself no better than asoldier of fortune, to that of being wife to a man of a very largeestate and considerable rank in life. And what was her presentbehaviour more than that of a fine lady who considered form and showas essential ingredients of human happiness, and imagined allfriendship to consist in ceremony, courtesies, messages, and visits?in which opinion, she hath the honour to think with much the largerpart of one sex, and no small number of the other. Chapter vii. _Containing a very extraordinary and pleasant incident. _ The next evening Booth and Amelia went to walk in the park with theirchildren. They were now on the verge of the parade, and Booth wasdescribing to his wife the several buildings round it, when, on asudden, Amelia, missing her little boy, cried out, "Where's littleBilly?" Upon which, Booth, casting his eyes over the grass, saw afoot-soldier shaking the boy at a little distance. At this sight, without making any answer to his wife, he leapt over the rails, and, running directly up to the fellow, who had a firelock with a bayonetfixed in his hand, he seized him by the collar and tript up his heels, and, at the same time, wrested his arms from him. A serjeant uponduty, seeing the affray at some distance, ran presently up, and, beingtold what had happened, gave the centinel a hearty curse, and told himhe deserved to be hanged. A by-stander gave this information; forBooth was returned with his little boy to meet Amelia, who staggeredtowards him as fast as she could, all pale and breathless, and scarceable to support her tottering limbs. The serjeant now came up toBooth, to make an apology for the behaviour of the soldier, when, of asudden, he turned almost as pale as Amelia herself. He stood silentwhilst Booth was employed in comforting and recovering his wife; andthen, addressing himself to him, said, "Bless me! lieutenant, could Iimagine it had been your honour; and was it my little master that therascal used so?--I am glad I did not know it, for I should certainlyhave run my halbert into him. " Booth presently recognised his old faithful servant Atkinson, and gavehim a hearty greeting, saying he was very glad to see him in hispresent situation. "Whatever I am, " answered the serjeant, "I shallalways think I owe it to your honour. " Then, taking the little boy bythe hand he cried, "What a vast fine young gentleman master is grown!"and, cursing the soldier's inhumanity, swore heartily he would makehim pay for it. As Amelia was much disordered with her fright, she did not recollecther foster-brother till he was introduced to her by Booth; but she nosooner knew him than she bestowed a most obliging smile on him; and, calling him by the name of honest Joe, said she was heartily glad tosee him in England. "See, my dear, " cries Booth, "what preferment yourold friend is come to. You would scarce know him, I believe, in hispresent state of finery. " "I am very well pleased to see it, " answeredAmelia, "and I wish him joy of being made an officer with all myheart. " In fact, from what Mr. Booth said, joined to the serjeant'slaced coat, she believed that he had obtained a commission. So weakand absurd is human vanity, that this mistake of Amelia's possibly putpoor Atkinson out of countenance, for he looked at this instant moresilly than he had ever done in his life; and, making her a mostrespectful bow, muttered something about obligations, in a scarcearticulate or intelligible manner. The serjeant had, indeed, among many other qualities, that modestywhich a Latin author honours by the name of ingenuous: nature hadgiven him this, notwithstanding the meanness of his birth; and sixyears' conversation in the army had not taken it away. To say thetruth, he was a noble fellow; and Amelia, by supposing he had acommission in the guards, had been guilty of no affront to thathonourable body. Booth had a real affection for Atkinson, though, in fact, he knew nothalf his merit. He acquainted him with his lodgings, where heearnestly desired to see him. [Illustration: _He seized him by the collar. _] Amelia, who was far from being recovered from the terrors into whichthe seeing her husband engaged with the soldier had thrown her, desired to go home: nor was she well able to walk without someassistance. While she supported herself, therefore, on her husband'sarm, she told Atkinson she should be obliged to him if he would takecare of the children. He readily accepted the office; but, uponoffering his hand to miss, she refused, and burst into tears. Uponwhich the tender mother resigned Booth to her children, and putherself under the serjeant's protection; who conducted her safe home, though she often declared she feared she should drop down by the way;the fear of which so affected the serjeant (for, besides the honourwhich he himself had for the lady, he knew how tenderly his friendloved her) that he was unable to speak; and, had not his nerves beenso strongly braced that nothing could shake them, he had enough in hismind to have set him a trembling equally with the lady. When they arrived at the lodgings the mistress of the house opened thedoor, who, seeing Amelia's condition, threw open the parlour andbegged her to walk in, upon which she immediately flung herself into achair, and all present thought she would have fainted away. However, she escaped that misery, and, having drank a glass of water with alittle white wine mixed in it, she began in a little time to regainher complexion, and at length assured Booth that she was perfectlyrecovered, but declared she had never undergone so much, and earnestlybegged him never to be so rash for the future. She then called herlittle boy and gently chid him, saying, "You must never do so more, Billy; you see what mischief you might have brought upon your father, and what you have made me suffer. " "La! mamma, " said the child, "whatharm did I do? I did not know that people might not walk in the greenfields in London. I am sure if I did a fault, the man punished meenough for it, for he pinched me almost through my slender arm. " Hethen bared his little arm, which was greatly discoloured by the injuryit had received. Booth uttered a most dreadful execration at thissight, and the serjeant, who was now present, did the like. Atkinson now returned to his guard and went directly to the officer toacquaint him with the soldier's inhumanity, but he, who was aboutfifteen years of age, gave the serjeant a great curse and said thesoldier had done very well, for that idle boys ought to be corrected. This, however, did not satisfy poor Atkinson, who, the next day, assoon as the guard was relieved, beat the fellow most unmercifully, andtold him he would remember him as long as he stayed in the regiment. Thus ended this trifling adventure, which some readers will, perhaps, be pleased at seeing related at full length. None, I think, can faildrawing one observation from it, namely, how capable the mostinsignificant accident is of disturbing human happiness, and ofproducing the most unexpected and dreadful events. A reflexion whichmay serve to many moral and religious uses. This accident produced the first acquaintance between the mistress ofthe house and her lodgers; for hitherto they had scarce exchanged aword together. But the great concern which the good woman had shewn onAmelia's account at this time, was not likely to pass unobserved orunthanked either by the husband or wife. Amelia, therefore, as soon asshe was able to go up-stairs, invited Mrs. Ellison (for that was hername) to her apartment, and desired the favour of her to stay tosupper. She readily complied, and they past a very agreeable eveningtogether, in which the two women seemed to have conceived a mostextraordinary liking to each other. Though beauty in general doth not greatly recommend one woman toanother, as it is too apt to create envy, yet, in cases where thispassion doth not interfere, a fine woman is often a pleasing objecteven to some of her own sex, especially when her beauty is attendedwith a certain air of affability, as was that of Amelia in the highestdegree. She was, indeed, a most charming woman; and I know not whetherthe little scar on her nose did not rather add to than diminish herbeauty. Mrs. Ellison, therefore, was as much charmed with the loveliness ofher fair lodger as with all her other engaging qualities. She was, indeed, so taken with Amelia's beauty, that she could not refrain fromcrying out in a kind of transport of admiration, "Upon my word, Captain Booth, you are the happiest man in the world! Your lady is soextremely handsome that one cannot look at her without pleasure. " This good woman had herself none of these attractive charms to theeye. Her person was short and immoderately fat; her features were noneof the most regular; and her complexion (if indeed she ever had a goodone) had considerably suffered by time. Her good humour and complaisance, however, were highly pleasing toAmelia. Nay, why should we conceal the secret satisfaction which thatlady felt from the compliments paid to her person? since such of myreaders as like her best will not be sorry to find that she was awoman. Chapter viii. _Containing various matters. _ A fortnight had now passed since Booth had seen or heard from thecolonel, which did not a little surprize him, as they had parted sogood friends, and as he had so cordially undertaken his causeconcerning the memorial on which all his hopes depended. The uneasiness which this gave him farther encreased on finding thathis friend refused to see him; for he had paid the colonel a visit atnine in the morning, and was told he was not stirring; and at hisreturn back an hour afterwards the servant said his master was goneout, of which Booth was certain of the falsehood; for he had, duringthat whole hour, walked backwards and forwards within sight of thecolonel's door, and must have seen him if he had gone out within thattime. The good colonel, however, did not long suffer his friend to continuein the deplorable state of anxiety; for, the very next morning, Boothreceived his memorial enclosed in a letter, acquainting him that Mr. James had mentioned his affair to the person he proposed, but that thegreat man had so many engagements on his hands that it was impossiblefor him to make any further promises at this time. The cold and distant stile of this letter, and, indeed, the wholebehaviour of James, so different from what it had been formerly, hadsomething so mysterious in it, that it greatly puzzled and perplexedpoor Booth; and it was so long before he was able to solve it, thatthe reader's curiosity will, perhaps, be obliged to us for not leavinghim so long in the dark as to this matter. The true reason, then, ofthe colonel's conduct was this: his unbounded generosity, togetherwith the unbounded extravagance and consequently the great necessityof Miss Matthews, had at length overcome the cruelty of that lady, with whom he likewise had luckily no rival. Above all, the desire ofbeing revenged on Booth, with whom she was to the highest degreeenraged, had, perhaps, contributed not a little to his success; forshe had no sooner condescended to a familiarity with her new lover, and discovered that Captain James, of whom she had heard so much fromBooth, was no other than the identical colonel, than she employedevery art of which she was mistress to make an utter breach offriendship between these two. For this purpose she did not scruple toinsinuate that the colonel was not at all obliged to the charactergiven of him by his friend, and to the account of this latter sheplaced most of the cruelty which she had shewn to the former. Had the colonel made a proper use of his reason, and fairly examinedthe probability of the fact, he could scarce have been imposed upon tobelieve a matter so inconsistent with all he knew of Booth, and inwhich that gentleman must have sinned against all the laws of honourwithout any visible temptation. But, in solemn fact, the colonel wasso intoxicated with his love, that it was in the power of his mistressto have persuaded him of anything; besides, he had an interest ingiving her credit, for he was not a little pleased with finding areason for hating the man whom he could not help hating without anyreason, at least, without any which he durst fairly assign even tohimself. Henceforth, therefore, he abandoned all friendship for Booth, and was more inclined to put him out of the world than to endeavourany longer at supporting him in it. Booth communicated this letter to his wife, who endeavoured, as usual, to the utmost of her power, to console him under one of the greatestafflictions which, I think, can befal a man, namely, the unkindness ofa friend; but he had luckily at the same time the greatest blessing inhis possession, the kindness of a faithful and beloved wife. Ablessing, however, which, though it compensates most of the evils oflife, rather serves to aggravate the misfortune of distressedcircumstances, from the consideration of the share which she is tobear in them. This afternoon Amelia received a second visit from Mrs. Ellison, whoacquainted her that she had a present of a ticket for the oratorio, which would carry two persons into the gallery; and therefore beggedthe favour of her company thither. Amelia, with many thanks, acknowledged the civility of Mrs. Ellison, but declined accepting her offer; upon which Booth very strenuouslyinsisted on her going, and said to her, "My dear, if you knew thesatisfaction I have in any of your pleasures, I am convinced you wouldnot refuse the favour Mrs. Ellison is so kind to offer you; for, asyou are a lover of music, you, who have never been at an oratorio, cannot conceive how you will be delighted. " "I well know yourgoodness, my dear, " answered Amelia, "but I cannot think of leaving mychildren without some person more proper to take care of them thanthis poor girl. " Mrs. Ellison removed this objection by offering herown servant, a very discreet matron, to attend them; butnotwithstanding this, and all she could say, with the assistance ofBooth, and of the children themselves, Amelia still persisted in herrefusal; and the mistress of the house, who knew how far good breedingallows persons to be pressing on these occasions, took her leave. She was no sooner departed than Amelia, looking tenderly on herhusband, said, "How can you, my dear creature, think that music hathany charms for me at this time? or, indeed, do you believe that I amcapable of any sensation worthy the name of pleasure when neither younor my children are present or bear any part of it?" An officer of the regiment to which Booth had formerly belonged, hearing from Atkinson where he lodged, now came to pay him a visit. Hetold him that several of their old acquaintance were to meet the nextWednesday at a tavern, and very strongly pressed him to be one of thecompany. Booth was, in truth, what is called a hearty fellow, andloved now and then to take a chearful glass with his friends; but heexcused himself at this time. His friend declared he would take nodenial, and he growing very importunate, Amelia at length secondedhim. Upon this Booth answered, "Well, my dear, since you desire me, Iwill comply, but on one condition, that you go at the same time to theoratorio. " Amelia thought this request reasonable enough, and gave herconsent; of which Mrs. Ellison presently received the news, and withgreat satisfaction. It may perhaps be asked why Booth could go to the tavern, and not tothe oratorio with his wife? In truth, then, the tavern was withinhallowed ground, that is to say, in the verge of the court; for, offive officers that were to meet there, three, besides Booth, wereconfined to that air which hath been always found extremely wholesometo a broken military constitution. And here, if the good reader willpardon the pun, he will scarce be offended at the observation; since, how is it possible that, without running in debt, any person shouldmaintain the dress and appearance of a gentleman whose income is nothalf so good as that of a porter? It is true that this allowance, small as it is, is a great expense to the public; but, if several moreunnecessary charges were spared, the public might, perhaps, bear alittle encrease of this without much feeling it. They would not, I amsure, have equal reason to complain at contributing to the maintenanceof a sett of brave fellows, who, at the hazard of their health, theirlimbs, and their lives, have maintained the safety and honour of theircountry, as when they find themselves taxed to the support of a settof drones, who have not the least merit or claim to their favour, andwho, without contributing in any manner to the good of the hive, liveluxuriously on the labours of the industrious bee. Chapter ix. _In which Amelia, with her friend, goes to the oratorio. _ Nothing happened between the Monday and the Wednesday worthy a placein this history. Upon the evening of the latter the two ladies went tothe oratorio, and were there time enough to get a first row in thegallery. Indeed, there was only one person in the house when theycame; for Amelia's inclinations, when she gave a loose to them, werepretty eager for this diversion, she being a great lover of music, andparticularly of Mr. Handel's compositions. Mrs. Ellison was, Isuppose, a great lover likewise of music, for she was the moreimpatient of the two; which was rather the more extraordinary; asthese entertainments were not such novelties to her as they were topoor Amelia. Though our ladies arrived full two hours before they saw the back ofMr. Handel, yet this time of expectation did not hang extremely heavyon their hands; for, besides their own chat, they had the company ofthe gentleman whom they found at their first arrival in the gallery, and who, though plainly, or rather roughly dressed, very luckily forthe women, happened to be not only well-bred, but a person of verylively conversation. The gentleman, on his part, seemed highly charmedwith Amelia, and in fact was so, for, though he restrained himselfentirely within the rules of good breeding, yet was he in the highestdegree officious to catch at every opportunity of shewing his respect, and doing her little services. He procured her a book and wax-candle, and held the candle for her himself during the whole entertainment. At the end of the oratorio he declared he would not leave the ladiestill he had seen them safe into their chairs or coach; and at the sametime very earnestly entreated that he might have the honour of waitingon them. Upon which Mrs. Ellison, who was a very good-humoured woman, answered, "Ay, sure, sir, if you please; you have been very obligingto us; and a dish of tea shall be at your service at any time;" andthen told him where she lived. The ladies were no sooner seated in their hackney coach than Mrs. Ellison burst into a loud laughter, and cried, "I'll be hanged, madam, if you have not made a conquest to-night; and what is very pleasant, Ibelieve the poor gentleman takes you for a single lady. " "Nay, "answered Amelia very gravely, "I protest I began to think at last hewas rather too particular, though he did not venture at a word that Icould be offended at; but, if you fancy any such thing, I am sorry youinvited him to drink tea, " "Why so?" replied Mrs. Ellison. "Are youangry with a man for liking you? if you are, you will be angry withalmost every man that sees you. If I was a man myself, I declare Ishould be in the number of your admirers. Poor gentleman, I pity himheartily; he little knows that you have not a heart to dispose of. Formy own part, I should not be surprized at seeing a serious proposal ofmarriage: for I am convinced he is a man of fortune, not only by thepoliteness of his address, but by the fineness of his linen, and thatvaluable diamond ring on his finger. But you will see more of him whenhe comes to tea. " "Indeed I shall not, " answered Amelia, "though Ibelieve you only rally me; I hope you have a better opinion of me thanto think I would go willingly into the company of a man who had animproper liking for me. " Mrs. Ellison, who was one of the gayest womenin the world, repeated the words, improper liking, with a laugh; andcried, "My dear Mrs. Booth, believe me, you are too handsome and toogood-humoured for a prude. How can you affect being offended at what Iam convinced is the greatest pleasure of womankind, and chiefly, Ibelieve, of us virtuous women? for, I assure you, notwithstanding mygaiety, I am as virtuous as any prude in Europe. " "Far be it from me, madam, " said Amelia, "to suspect the contrary of abundance of womenwho indulge themselves in much greater freedoms than I should take, orhave any pleasure in taking; for I solemnly protest, if I know my ownheart, the liking of all men, but of one, is a matter quiteindifferent to me, or rather would be highly disagreeable. " This discourse brought them home, where Amelia, finding her childrenasleep, and her husband not returned, invited her companion to partakeof her homely fare, and down they sat to supper together. The clockstruck twelve; and, no news being arrived of Booth, Mrs. Ellison beganto express some astonishment at his stay, whence she launched into ageneral reflexion on husbands, and soon passed to some particularinvectives on her own. "Ah, my dear madam, " says she, "I know thepresent state of your mind, by what I have myself often felt formerly. I am no stranger to the melancholy tone of a midnight clock. It was mymisfortune to drag on a heavy chain above fifteen years with a sottishyoke-fellow. But how can I wonder at my fate, since I see even yoursuperior charms cannot confine a husband from the bewitching pleasuresof a bottle?" "Indeed, madam, " says Amelia, " I have no reason tocomplain; Mr. Booth is one of the soberest of men; but now and then tospend a late hour with his friend is, I think, highly excusable. "" O, no doubt! "cries Mrs. Ellison, "if he can excuse himself; but if I wasa man--" Here Booth came in and interrupted the discourse. Amelia'seyes flashed with joy the moment he appeared; and he discovered noless pleasure in seeing her. His spirits were indeed a little elevatedwith wine, so as to heighten his good humour, without in the leastdisordering his understanding, and made him such delightful company, that, though it was past one in the morning, neither his wife nor Mrs. Ellison thought of their beds during a whole hour. Early the next morning the serjeant came to Mr. Booth's lodgings, andwith a melancholy countenance acquainted him that he had been thenight before at an alehouse, where he heard one Mr. Murphy, anattorney, declare that he would get a warrant backed against oneCaptain Booth at the next board of greencloth. "I hope, sir, " said he, "your honour will pardon me, but, by what he said, I was afraid hemeant your honour; and therefore I thought it my duty to tell you; forI knew the same thing happen to a gentleman here the other day. " Booth gave Mr. Atkinson many thanks for his information. "I doubtnot, " said he, "but I am the person meant; for it would be foolish inme to deny that I am liable to apprehensions of that sort. " "I hope, sir, " said the serjeant, "your honour will soon have reason to fear noman living; but in the mean time, if any accident should happen, mybail is at your service as far as it will go; and I am a housekeeper, and can swear myself worth one hundred pounds. " Which hearty andfriendly declaration received all those acknowledgments from Boothwhich it really deserved. The poor gentleman was greatly alarmed at the news; but he wasaltogether as much surprized at Murphy's being the attorney employedagainst him, as all his debts, except only to Captain James, arose inthe country, where he did not know that Mr. Murphy had anyacquaintance. However, he made no doubt that he was the personintended, and resolved to remain a close prisoner in his own lodgings, till he saw the event of a proposal which had been made him theevening before at the tavern, where an honest gentleman, who had apost under the government, and who was one of the company, hadpromised to serve him with the secretary at war, telling him that hemade no doubt of procuring him whole pay in a regiment abroad, whichin his present circumstances was very highly worth his acceptance, when, indeed, that and a gaol seemed to be the only alternatives thatoffered themselves to his choice. Mr. Booth and his lady spent that afternoon with Mrs. Ellison--anincident which we should scarce have mentioned, had it not been thatAmelia gave, on this occasion, an instance of that prudence whichshould never be off its guard in married women of delicacy; for, before she would consent to drink tea with Mrs. Ellison, she madeconditions that the gentleman who had met them at the oratorio shouldnot be let in. Indeed, this circumspection proved unnecessary in thepresent instance, for no such visitor ever came; a circumstance whichgave great content to Amelia; for that lady had been a little uneasyat the raillery of Mrs. Ellison, and had upon reflexion magnifiedevery little compliment made her, and every little civility shewn herby the unknown gentleman, far beyond the truth. These imaginations nowall subsided again; and she imputed all that Mrs. Ellison had saideither to raillery or mistake. A young lady made a fourth with them at whist, and likewise stayed thewhole evening. Her name was Bennet. She was about the age of five-and-twenty; but sickness had given her an older look, and had a good dealdiminished her beauty; of which, young as she was, she plainlyappeared to have only the remains in her present possession. She wasin one particular the very reverse of Mrs. Ellison, being altogetheras remarkably grave as the other was gay. This gravity was not, however, attended with any sourness of temper; on the contrary, shehad much sweetness in her countenance, and was perfectly well bred. Inshort, Amelia imputed her grave deportment to her ill health, andbegan to entertain a compassion for her, which in good minds, that isto say, in minds capable of compassion, is certain to introduce somelittle degree of love or friendship. Amelia was in short so pleased with the conversation of this lady, that, though a woman of no impertinent curiosity, she could not helptaking the first opportunity of enquiring who she was. Mrs. Ellisonsaid that she was an unhappy lady, who had married a young clergymanfor love, who, dying of a consumption, had left her a widow in veryindifferent circumstances. This account made Amelia still pity hermore, and consequently added to the liking which she had alreadyconceived for her. Amelia, therefore, desired Mrs. Ellison to bringher acquainted with Mrs. Bennet, and said she would go any day withher to make that lady a visit. "There need be no ceremony, " cried Mrs. Ellison; "she is a woman of no form; and, as I saw plainly she wasextremely pleased with Mrs. Booth, I am convinced I can bring her todrink tea with you any afternoon you please. " The two next days Booth continued at home, highly to the satisfactionof his Amelia, who really knew no happiness out of his company, norscarce any misery in it. She had, indeed, at all times so much of hiscompany, when in his power, that she had no occasion to assign anyparticular reason for his staying with her, and consequently it couldgive her no cause of suspicion. The Saturday, one of her children wasa little disordered with a feverish complaint which confined her toher room, and prevented her drinking tea in the afternoon with herhusband in Mrs. Ellison's apartment, where a noble lord, a cousin ofMrs. Ellison's, happened to be present; for, though that lady wasreduced in her circumstances and obliged to let out part of her housein lodgings, she was born of a good family and had some considerablerelations. His lordship was not himself in any office of state, but his fortunegave him great authority with those who were. Mrs. Ellison, therefore, very bluntly took an opportunity of recommending Booth to hisconsideration. She took the first hint from my lord's calling thegentleman captain; to which she answered, "Ay, I wish your lordshipwould make him so. It would be an act of justice, and I know it is inyour power to do much greater things. " She then mentioned Booth'sservices, and the wounds he had received at the siege, of which shehad heard a faithful account from Amelia. Booth blushed, and was assilent as a young virgin at the hearing her own praises. His lordshipanswered, "Cousin Ellison, you know you may command my interest; nay, I shall have a pleasure in serving one of Mr. Booth's character: formy part, I think merit in all capacities ought to be encouraged, but Iknow the ministry are greatly pestered with solicitations at thistime. However, Mr. Booth may be assured I will take the firstopportunity; and in the mean time, I shall be glad of seeing him anymorning he pleases. " For all these declarations Booth was not wantingin acknowledgments to the generous peer any more than he was in secretgratitude to the lady who had shewn so friendly and uncommon a zeal inhis favour. The reader, when he knows the character of this nobleman, may, perhaps, conclude that his seeing Booth alone was a luckycircumstance, for he was so passionate an admirer of women, that hecould scarce have escaped the attraction of Amelia's beauty. And fewmen, as I have observed, have such disinterested generosity as toserve a husband the better because they are in love with his wife, unless she will condescend to pay a price beyond the reach of avirtuous woman. END OF VOL. I. VOL. II. BOOK V. Chapter i. _In which the reader will meet with an old acquaintance. _ Booth's affairs were put on a better aspect than they had ever wornbefore, and he was willing to make use of the opportunity of one dayin seven to taste the fresh air. At nine in the morning he went to pay a visit to his old friendColonel James, resolving, if possible, to have a full explanation ofthat behaviour which appeared to him so mysterious: but the colonelwas as inaccessible as the best defended fortress; and it was asimpossible for Booth to pass beyond his entry as the Spaniards foundit to take Gibraltar. He received the usual answers; first, that thecolonel was not stirring, and an hour after that he was gone out. Allthat he got by asking further questions was only to receive stillruder answers, by which, if he had been very sagacious, he might havebeen satisfied how little worth his while it was to desire to go in;for the porter at a great man's door is a kind of thermometer, bywhich you may discover the warmth or coldness of his master'sfriendship. Nay, in the highest stations of all, as the great manhimself hath his different kinds of salutation, from an hearty embracewith a kiss, and my dear lord or dear Sir Charles, down to, well Mr. ----, what would you have me do? so the porter to some bows withrespect, to others with a smile, to some he bows more, to others lesslow, to others not at all. Some he just lets in, and others he justshuts out. And in all this they so well correspond, that one would beinclined to think that the great man and his porter had compared theirlists together, and, like two actors concerned to act different partsin the same scene, had rehearsed their parts privately together beforethey ventured to perform in public. Though Booth did not, perhaps, see the whole matter in this justlight, for that in reality it is, yet he was discerning enough toconclude, from the behaviour of the servant, especially when heconsidered that of the master likewise, that he had entirely lost thefriendship of James; and this conviction gave him a concern that notonly the flattering prospect of his lordship's favour was not able tocompensate, but which even obliterated, and made him for a whileforget the situation in which he had left his Amelia: and he wanderedabout almost two hours, scarce knowing where he went, till at last hedropt into a coffee-house near St James's, where he sat himself down. He had scarce drank his dish of coffee before he heard a young officerof the guards cry to another, "Od, d--n me, Jack, here he comes--here's old honour and dignity, faith. " Upon which he saw a chair open, and out issued a most erect and stately figure indeed, with a vastperiwig on his head, and a vast hat under his arm. This augustpersonage, having entered the room, walked directly up to the upperend, where having paid his respects to all present of any note, toeach according to seniority, he at last cast his eyes on Booth, andvery civilly, though somewhat coldly, asked him how he did. Booth, who had long recognized the features of his old acquaintanceMajor Bath, returned the compliment with a very low bow; but did notventure to make the first advance to familiarity, as he was trulypossessed of that quality which the Greeks considered in the highestlight of honour, and which we term modesty; though indeed, neitherours nor the Latin language hath any word adequate to the idea of theoriginal. The colonel, after having discharged himself of two or three articlesof news, and made his comments upon them, when the next chair to himbecame vacant, called upon Booth to fill it. He then asked him severalquestions relating to his affairs; and, when he heard he was out ofthe army, advised him earnestly to use all means to get in again, saying that he was a pretty lad, and they must not lose him. Booth told him in a whisper that he had a great deal to say to him onthat subject if they were in a more private place; upon this thecolonel proposed a walk in the Park, which the other readily accepted. During their walk Booth opened his heart, and, among other matters, acquainted Colonel Bath that he feared he had lost the friendship ofColonel James; "though I am not, " said he, "conscious of having donethe least thing to deserve it. " Bath answered, "You are certainly mistaken, Mr. Booth. I have indeedscarce seen my brother since my coming to town; for I have been herebut two days; however, I am convinced he is a man of too nice honourto do anything inconsistent with the true dignity of a gentleman. "Booth answered, "He was far from accusing him of anythingdishonourable. "--"D--n me, " said Bath, "if there is a man alive can ordare accuse him: if you have the least reason to take anything ill, why don't you go to him? you are a gentleman, and his rank doth notprotect him from giving you satisfaction. " "The affair is not of anysuch kind, " says Booth; "I have great obligations to the colonel, andhave more reason to lament than complain; and, if I could but see him, I am convinced I should have no cause for either; but I cannot getwithin his house; it was but an hour ago a servant of his turned merudely from the door. " "Did a servant of my brother use you rudely?"said the colonel, with the utmost gravity. "I do not know, sir, inwhat light you see such things; but, to me, the affront of a servantis the affront of the master; and if he doth not immediately punishit, by all the dignity of a man, I would see the master's nose betweenmy fingers. " Booth offered to explain, but to no purpose; the colonelwas got into his stilts; and it was impossible to take him down, nay, it was as much as Booth could possibly do to part with him without anactual quarrel; nor would he, perhaps, have been able to haveaccomplished it, had not the colonel by accident turned at last totake Booth's side of the question; and before they separated he sworemany oaths that James should give him proper satisfaction. Such was the end of this present interview, so little to the contentof Booth, that he was heartily concerned he had ever mentioned asyllable of the matter to his honourable friend. [This chapter occurs in the original edition of _Amelia, _ between 1and 2. It is omitted later, and would have been omitted here but foran accident. As it had been printed it may as well appear: for thoughit has no great value it may interest some readers as an additionalillustration of Fielding's dislike to doctors. --ED. _Containing a brace of doctors and much physical matter. _ He now returned with all his uneasiness to Amelia, whom he found in acondition very little adapted to relieve or comfort him. That poorwoman was now indeed under very great apprehensions for her child, whose fever now began to rage very violently: and what was worse, anapothecary had been with her, and frightened her almost out of herwits. He had indeed represented the case of the child to be verydesperate, and had prevailed on the mother to call in the assistanceof a doctor. Booth had been a very little time in the room before this doctorarrived, with the apothecary close at his heels, and both approachedthe bed, where the former felt the pulse of the sick, and performedseveral other physical ceremonies. He then began to enquire of the apothecary what he had already donefor the patient; all which, as soon as informed, he greatly approved. The doctor then sat down, called for a pen and ink, filled a wholeside of a sheet of paper with physic, then took a guinea, and took hisleave; the apothecary waiting upon him downstairs, as he had attendedhim up. All that night both Amelia and Booth sat up with their child, whorather grew worse than better. In the morning Mrs. Ellison found theinfant in a raging fever, burning hot, and very light-headed, and themother under the highest dejection; for the distemper had not giventhe least ground to all the efforts of the apothecary and doctor, butseemed to defy their utmost power, with all that tremendous apparatusof phials and gallypots, which were arranged in battle-array all overthe room. Mrs. Ellison, seeing the distrest, and indeed distracted, condition ofAmelia's mind, attempted to comfort her by giving her hopes of thechild's recovery. "Upon my word, madam, " says she, "I saw a child ofmuch the same age with miss, who, in my opinion, was much worse, restored to health in a few days by a physician of my acquaintance. Nay, I have known him cure several others of very bad fevers; and, ifmiss was under his care, I dare swear she would do very well. " "Goodheavens! madam, " answered Amelia, "why should you not mention him tome? For my part I have no acquaintance with any London physicians, nordo I know whom the apothecary hath brought me. " "Nay, madam, " criesMrs. Ellison, "it is a tender thing, you know, to recommend aphysician; and as for my doctor, there are abundance of people whogive him an ill name. Indeed, it is true, he hath cured me twice offevers, and so he hath several others to my knowledge; nay, I neverheard of any more than one of his patients that died; and yet, as thedoctors and apothecaries all give him an ill character, one isfearful, you know, dear madam. " Booth enquired the doctor's name, which he no sooner heard than he begged his wife to send for himimmediately, declaring he had heard the highest character imaginableof him at the Tavern from an officer of very good understanding. Amelia presently complied, and a messenger was despatched accordingly. But before the second doctor could be brought, the first returned withthe apothecary attending him as before. He again surveyed and handledthe sick; and when Amelia begged him to tell her if there was anyhopes, he shook his head, and said, "To be sure, madam, miss is in avery dangerous condition, and there is no time to lose. If theblisters which I shall now order her, should not relieve her, I fearwe can do no more. "--"Would not you please, sir, " says the apothecary, "to have the powders and the draught repeated?" "How often were theyordered?" cries the doctor. "Only _tertia_ quaq. Hora, " says theapothecary. "Let them be taken every hour by all means, " cries thedoctor; "and--let me see, pray get me a pen and ink. "--"If you thinkthe child in such imminent danger, " said Booth, "would you give usleave to call in another physician to your assistance--indeed mywife"--"Oh, by all means, " said the doctor, "it is what I very muchwish. Let me see, Mr. Arsenic, whom shall we call?" "What do you thinkof Dr Dosewell?" said the apothecary. --"Nobody better, " cries thephysician. --"I should have no objection to the gentleman, " answeredBooth, "but another hath been recommended to my wife. " He thenmentioned the physician for whom they had just before sent. "Who, sir?" cries the doctor, dropping his pen; and when Booth repeated thename of Thompson, "Excuse me, sir, " cries the doctor hastily, "I shallnot meet him. "--"Why so, sir?" answered Booth. "I will not meet him, "replied the doctor. "Shall I meet a man who pretends to know more thanthe whole College, and would overturn the whole method of practice, which is so well established, and from which no one person hathpretended to deviate?" "Indeed, sir, " cries the apothecary, "you donot know what you are about, asking your pardon; why, he killseverybody he comes near. " "That is not true, " said Mrs. Ellison. "Ihave been his patient twice, and I am alive yet. " "You have had goodluck, then, madam, " answered the apothecary, "for he kills everybodyhe comes near. " "Nay, I know above a dozen others of my ownacquaintance, " replied Mrs. Ellison, "who have all been cured by him. ""That may be, madam, " cries Arsenic; "but he kills everybody for allthat--why, madam, did you never hear of Mr. ----? I can't think of thegentleman's name, though he was a man of great fashion; but everybodyknows whom I mean. " "Everybody, indeed, must know whom you mean, "answered Mrs. Ellison; "for I never heard but of one, and that manyyears ago. " Before the dispute was ended, the doctor himself entered the room. Ashe was a very well-bred and very good-natured man, he addressedhimself with much civility to his brother physician, who was not quiteso courteous on his side. However, he suffered the new comer to beconducted to the sick-bed, and at Booth's earnest request to deliverhis opinion. The dispute which ensued between the two physicians would, perhaps, beunintelligible to any but those of the faculty, and not veryentertaining to them. The character which the officer and Mrs. Ellisonhad given of the second doctor had greatly prepossessed Booth in hisfavour, and indeed his reasoning seemed to be the juster. Booththerefore declared that he would abide by his advice, upon which theformer operator, with his zany, the apothecary, quitted the field, andleft the other in full possession of the sick. The first thing the new doctor did was (to use his own phrase) to blowup the physical magazine. All the powders and potions instantlydisappeared at his command; for he said there was a much readier andnearer way to convey such stuff to the vault, than by first sending itthrough the human body. He then ordered the child to be blooded, gaveit a clyster and some cooling physic, and, in short (that I may notdwell too long on so unpleasing a part of history), within three dayscured the little patient of her distemper, to the great satisfactionof Mrs. Ellison, and to the vast joy of Amelia. Some readers will, perhaps, think this whole chapter might have beenomitted; but though it contains no great matter of amusement, it mayat least serve to inform posterity concerning the present state ofphysic. ] Chapter ii. _In which Booth pays a visit to the noble lord. _ When that day of the week returned in which Mr. Booth chose to walkabroad, he went to wait on the noble peer, according to his kindinvitation. Booth now found a very different reception with this great man'sporter from what he had met with at his friend the colonel's. He nosooner told his name than the porter with a bow told him his lordshipwas at home: the door immediately flew wide open, and he was conductedto an ante-chamber, where a servant told him he would acquaint hislordship with his arrival. Nor did he wait many minutes before thesame servant returned and ushered him to his lordship's apartment. He found my lord alone, and was received by him in the most courteousmanner imaginable. After the first ceremonials were over, his lordshipbegan in the following words: "Mr. Booth, I do assure you, you arevery much obliged to my cousin Ellison. She hath given you such acharacter, that I shall have a pleasure in doing anything in my powerto serve you. --But it will be very difficult, I am afraid, to get youa rank at home. In the West Indies, perhaps, or in some regimentabroad, it may be more easy; and, when I consider your reputation as asoldier, I make no doubt of your readiness to go to any place wherethe service of your country shall call you. " Booth answered, "That hewas highly obliged to his lordship, and assured him he would withgreat chearfulness attend his duty in any part of the world. The onlything grievous in the exchange of countries, " said he, "in my opinion, is to leave those I love behind me, and I am sure I shall never have asecond trial equal to my first. It was very hard, my lord, to leave ayoung wife big with her first child, and so affected with my absence, that I had the utmost reason to despair of ever seeing her more. Aftersuch a demonstration of my resolution to sacrifice every otherconsideration to my duty, I hope your lordship will honour me withsome confidence that I shall make no objection to serve in anycountry. "--"My dear Mr. Booth, " answered the lord, "you speak like asoldier, and I greatly honour your sentiments. Indeed, I own thejustice of your inference from the example you have given; for to quita wife, as you say, in the very infancy of marriage, is, Iacknowledge, some trial of resolution. " Booth answered with a low bow;and then, after some immaterial conversation, his lordship promised tospeak immediately to the minister, and appointed Mr. Booth to come tohim again on the Wednesday morning, that he might be acquainted withhis patron's success. The poor man now blushed and looked silly, till, after some time, he summoned up all his courage to his assistance, andrelying on the other's friendship, he opened the whole affair of hiscircumstances, and confessed that he did not dare stir from hislodgings above one day in seven. His lordship expressed great concernat this account, and very kindly promised to take some opportunity ofcalling on him at his cousin Ellison's, when he hoped, he said, tobring him comfortable tidings. Booth soon afterwards took his leave with the most profuseacknowledgments for so much goodness, and hastened home to acquainthis Amelia with what had so greatly overjoyed him. She highlycongratulated him on his having found so generous and powerful afriend, towards whom both their bosoms burnt with the warmestsentiments of gratitude. She was not, however, contented till she hadmade Booth renew his promise, in the most solemn manner, of taking herwith him. After which they sat down with their little children to ascrag of mutton and broth, with the highest satisfaction, and veryheartily drank his lordship's health in a pot of porter. In the afternoon this happy couple, if the reader will allow me tocall poor people happy, drank tea with Mrs. Ellison, where hislordship's praises, being again repeated by both the husband and wife, were very loudly echoed by Mrs. Ellison. While they were here, theyoung lady whom we have mentioned at the end of the last book to havemade a fourth at whist, and with whom Amelia seemed so much pleased, came in; she was just returned to town from a short visit in thecountry, and her present visit was unexpected. It was, however, veryagreeable to Amelia, who liked her still better upon a secondinterview, and was resolved to solicit her further acquaintance. Mrs. Bennet still maintained some little reserve, but was much morefamiliar and communicative than before. She appeared, moreover, to beas little ceremonious as Mrs. Ellison had reported her, and veryreadily accepted Amelia's apology for not paying her the first visit, and agreed to drink tea with her the very next afternoon. Whilst the above-mentioned company were sitting in Mrs. Ellison'sparlour, serjeant Atkinson passed by the window and knocked at thedoor. Mrs. Ellison no sooner saw him than she said, "Pray, Mr. Booth, who is that genteel young serjeant? he was here every day last week toenquire after you. " This was indeed a fact; the serjeant wasapprehensive of the design of Murphy; but, as the poor fellow hadreceived all his answers from the maid of Mrs. Ellison, Booth hadnever heard a word of the matter. He was, however, greatly pleasedwith what he was now told, and burst forth into great praises of theserjeant, which were seconded by Amelia, who added that he was herfoster-brother, and, she believed, one of the honestest fellows in theworld. "And I'll swear, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "he is one of the prettiest. Do, Mr. Booth, desire him to walk in. A serjeant of the guards is agentleman; and I had rather give such a man as you describe a dish oftea than any Beau Fribble of them all. " Booth wanted no great solicitation to shew any kind of regard toAtkinson; and, accordingly, the serjeant was ushered in, though notwithout some reluctance on his side. There is, perhaps, nothing moreuneasy than those sensations which the French call the _mauvaisehonte, _ nor any more difficult to conquer; and poor Atkinson would, I am persuaded, have mounted a breach with less concern than he shewedin walking across a room before three ladies, two of whom were hisavowed well-wishers. Though I do not entirely agree with the late learned Mr. Essex, thecelebrated dancing-master's opinion, that dancing is the rudiment ofpolite education, as he would, I apprehend, exclude every other artand science, yet it is certain that persons whose feet have never beenunder the hands of the professors of that art are apt to discover thiswant in their education in every motion, nay, even when they stand orsit still. They seem, indeed, to be overburthened with limbs whichthey know not how to use, as if, when Nature hath finished her work, the dancing-master still is necessary to put it in motion. Atkinson was, at present, an example of this observation which doth somuch honour to a profession for which I have a very high regard. Hewas handsome, and exquisitely well made; and yet, as he had neverlearnt to dance, he made so awkward an appearance in Mrs. Ellison'sparlour, that the good lady herself, who had invited him in, could atfirst scarce refrain from laughter at his behaviour. He had not, however, been long in the room before admiration of his person got thebetter of such risible ideas. So great is the advantage of beauty inmen as well as women, and so sure is this quality in either sex ofprocuring some regard from the beholder. The exceeding courteous behaviour of Mrs. Ellison, joined to that ofAmelia and Booth, at length dissipated the uneasiness of Atkinson; andhe gained sufficient confidence to tell the company some entertainingstories of accidents that had happened in the army within hisknowledge, which, though they greatly pleased all present, are not, however, of consequence enough to have a place in this history. Mrs. Ellison was so very importunate with her company to stay supperthat they all consented. As for the serjeant, he seemed to be none ofthe least welcome guests. She was, indeed, so pleased with what shehad heard of him, and what she saw of him, that, when a little warmedwith wine, for she was no flincher at the bottle, she began to indulgesome freedoms in her discourse towards him that a little offendedAmelia's delicacy, nay, they did not seem to be highly relished by theother lady; though I am far from insinuating that these exceeded thebounds of decorum, or were, indeed, greater liberties than ladies ofthe middle age, and especially widows, do frequently allow tothemselves. Chapter iii. _Relating principally to the affairs of serjeant Atkinson. _ The next day, when all the same company, Atkinson only excepted, assembled in Amelia's apartment, Mrs. Ellison presently began todiscourse of him, and that in terms not only of approbation but evenof affection. She called him her clever serjeant, and her dearserjeant, repeated often that he was the prettiest fellow in the army, and said it was a thousand pities he had not a commission; for that, if he had, she was sure he would become a general. "I am of your opinion, madam, " answered Booth; "and he hath got onehundred pounds of his own already, if he could find a wife now to helphim to two or three hundred more, I think he might easily get acommission in a marching regiment; for I am convinced there is nocolonel in the army would refuse him. " "Refuse him, indeed!" said Mrs. Ellison; "no; he would be a verypretty colonel that did. And, upon my honour, I believe there are veryfew ladies who would refuse him, if he had but a proper opportunity ofsoliciting them. The colonel and the lady both would be better offthan with one of those pretty masters that I see walking about, anddragging their long swords after them, when they should rather dragtheir leading-strings. " "Well said, " cries Booth, "and spoken like a woman of spirit. --Indeed, I believe they would be both better served. " "True, captain, " answered Mrs. Ellison; "I would rather leave the twofirst syllables out of the word gentleman than the last. " "Nay, I assure you, " replied Booth, "there is not a quieter creaturein the world. Though the fellow hath the bravery of a lion, he haththe meekness of a lamb. I can tell you stories enow of that kind, andso can my dear Amelia, when he was a boy. " "O! if the match sticks there, " cries Amelia, "I positively will notspoil his fortune by my silence. I can answer for him from hisinfancy, that he was one of the best-natured lads in the world. I willtell you a story or two of him, the truth of which I can testify frommy own knowledge. When he was but six years old he was at play with meat my mother's house, and a great pointer-dog bit him through the leg. The poor lad, in the midst of the anguish of his wound, declared hewas overjoyed it had not happened to miss (for the same dog had justbefore snapt at me, and my petticoats had been my defence). --Anotherinstance of his goodness, which greatly recommended him to my father, and which I have loved him for ever since, was this: my father was agreat lover of birds, and strictly forbad the spoiling of their nests. Poor Joe was one day caught upon a tree, and, being concluded guilty, was severely lashed for it; but it was afterwards discovered thatanother boy, a friend of Joe's, had robbed the nest of its young ones, and poor Joe had climbed the tree in order to restore them, notwithstanding which, he submitted to the punishment rather than hewould impeach his companion. But, if these stories appear childish andtrifling, the duty and kindness he hath shewn to his mother mustrecommend him to every one. Ever since he hath been fifteen years oldhe hath more than half supported her: and when my brother died, Iremember particularly, Joe, at his desire, for he was much hisfavourite, had one of his suits given him; but, instead of hisbecoming finer on that occasion, another young fellow came to churchin my brother's cloaths, and my old nurse appeared the same Sunday ina new gown, which her son had purchased for her with the sale of hislegacy. " "Well, I protest, he is a very worthy creature, " said Mrs. Bennet. "He is a charming fellow, " cries Mrs. Ellison--"but then the name ofserjeant, Captain Booth; there, as the play says, my pride brings meoff again. " And whatsoever the sages charge on pride, The angels' fall, and twenty other good faults beside; On earth I'm sure--I'm sure--something--calling Pride saves man, and our sex too, from falling. -- Here a footman's rap at the door shook the room. Upon which Mrs. Ellison, running to the window, cried out, "Let me die if it is not mylord! what shall I do? I must be at home to him; but suppose he shouldenquire for you, captain, what shall I say? or will you go down withme?" The company were in some confusion at this instant, and before theyhad agreed on anything, Booth's little girl came running into theroom, and said, "There was a prodigious great gentleman coming up-stairs. " She was immediately followed by his lordship, who, as he knewBooth must be at home, made very little or no enquiry at the door. Amelia was taken somewhat at a surprize, but she was too polite toshew much confusion; for, though she knew nothing of the town, she hadhad a genteel education, and kept the best company the countryafforded. The ceremonies therefore past as usual, and they all satdown. His lordship soon addressed himself to Booth, saying, "As I have whatI think good news for you, sir, I could not delay giving myself thepleasure of communicating it to you. I have mentioned your affairwhere I promised you, and I have no doubt of my success. One mayeasily perceive, you know, from the manner of people's behaving uponsuch occasions; and, indeed, when I related your case, I found therewas much inclination to serve you. Great men, Mr. Booth, must dothings in their own time; but I think you may depend on havingsomething done very soon. " Booth made many acknowledgments for his lordship's goodness, and now asecond time paid all the thanks which would have been due, even hadthe favour been obtained. This art of promising is the economy of agreat man's pride, a sort of good husbandry in conferring favours, bywhich they receive tenfold in acknowledgments for every obligation, Imean among those who really intend the service; for there are otherswho cheat poor men of their thanks, without ever designing to deservethem at all. This matter being sufficiently discussed, the conversation took agayer turn; and my lord began to entertain the ladies with some ofthat elegant discourse which, though most delightful to hear, it isimpossible should ever be read. His lordship was so highly pleased with Amelia, that he could not helpbeing somewhat particular to her; but this particularity distinguisheditself only in a higher degree of respect, and was so very polite, andso very distant, that she herself was pleased, and at his departure, which was not till he had far exceeded the length of a common visit, declared he was the finest gentleman she had ever seen; with whichsentiment her husband and Mrs. Ellison both entirely concurred. Mrs. Bennet, on the contrary, exprest some little dislike to my lord'scomplaisance, which she called excessive. "For my own part, " said she, "I have not the least relish for those very fine gentlemen; what theworld generally calls politeness, I term insincerity; and I am morecharmed with the stories which Mrs. Booth told us of the honestserjeant than with all that the finest gentlemen in the world eversaid in their lives!" "O! to be sure, " cries Mrs. Ellison; "_All for Love, or the Worldwell Lost, _ is a motto very proper for some folks to wear in theircoat of arms; but the generality of the world will, I believe, agreewith that lady's opinion of my cousin, rather than with Mrs. Bennet. " Mrs. Bennet, seeing Mrs. Ellison took offence at what she said, thought proper to make some apology, which was very readily accepted, and so ended the visit. We cannot however put an end to the chapter without observing thatsuch is the ambitious temper of beauty, that it may always apply toitself that celebrated passage in Lucan, _Nec quenquam jam ferre potest Caesarve priorem, Pompeiusveparem. _ Indeed, I believe, it may be laid down as a general rule, that nowoman who hath any great pretensions to admiration is ever wellpleased in a company where she perceives herself to fill only thesecond place. This observation, however, I humbly submit to thejudgment of the ladies, and hope it will be considered as retracted byme if they shall dissent from my opinion. Chapter iv. _Containing matters that require no preface. _ When Booth and his wife were left alone together they both extremelyexulted in their good fortune in having found so good a friend as hislordship; nor were they wanting in very warm expressions of gratitudetowards Mrs. Ellison. After which they began to lay down schemes ofliving when Booth should have his commission of captain; and, afterthe exactest computation, concluded that, with economy, they should beable to save at least fifty pounds a-year out of their income in orderto pay their debts. These matters being well settled, Amelia asked Booth what he thoughtof Mrs. Bennet? "I think, my dear, " answered Booth, "that she hathbeen formerly a very pretty woman. " "I am mistaken, " replied she, "ifshe be not a very good creature. I don't know I ever took such aliking to any one on so short an acquaintance. I fancy she hath been avery spritely woman; for, if you observe, she discovers by starts agreat vivacity in her countenance. " "I made the same observation, "cries Booth: "sure some strange misfortune hath befallen her. " "Amisfortune, indeed!" answered Amelia; "sure, child, you forget whatMrs. Ellison told us, that she had lost a beloved husband. Amisfortune which I have often wondered at any woman's surviving. " Atwhich words she cast a tender look at Booth, and presently afterwards, throwing herself upon his neck, cried, "O, Heavens! what a happycreature am I! when I consider the dangers you have gone through, howI exult in my bliss!" The good-natured reader will suppose that Boothwas not deficient in returning such tenderness, after which theconversation became too fond to be here related. The next morning Mrs. Ellison addressed herself to Booth as follows:"I shall make no apology, sir, for what I am going to say, as itproceeds from my friendship to yourself and your dear lady. I amconvinced then, sir, there is a something more than accident in yourgoing abroad only one day in the week. Now, sir, if, as I am afraid, matters are not altogether as well as I wish them, I beg, since I donot believe you are provided with a lawyer, that you will suffer me torecommend one to you. The person I shall mention is, I assure you, ofmuch ability in his profession, and I have known him do great servicesto gentlemen under a cloud. Do not be ashamed of your circumstances, my dear friend: they are a much greater scandal to those who have leftso much merit unprovided for. " Booth gave Mrs. Ellison abundance of thanks for her kindness, andexplicitly confessed to her that her conjectures were right, and, without hesitation, accepted the offer of her friend's assistance. Mrs. Ellison then acquainted him with her apprehensions on hisaccount. She said she had both yesterday and this morning seen two orthree very ugly suspicious fellows pass several times by her window. "Upon all accounts, " said she, "my dear sir, I advise you to keepyourself close confined till the lawyer hath been with you. I am surehe will get you your liberty, at least of walking about within theverge. There's something to be done with the board of green-cloth; Idon't know what; but this I know, that several gentlemen have livedhere a long time very comfortably, and have defied all the vengeanceof their creditors. However, in the mean time, you must be a closeprisoner with your lady; and I believe there is no man in England butwould exchange his liberty for the same gaol. " She then departed in order to send for the attorney, and presentlyafterwards the serjeant arrived with news of the like kind. He said hehad scraped an acquaintance with Murphy. "I hope your honour willpardon me, " cries Atkinson, "but I pretended to have a small demandupon your honour myself, and offered to employ him in the business. Upon which he told me that, if I would go with him to the Marshal'scourt, and make affidavit of my debt, he should be able very shortlyto get it me; for I shall have the captain in hold, " cries he, "within a day or two. " "I wish, " said the serjeant, "I could do yourhonour any service. Shall I walk about all day before the door? orshall I be porter, and watch it in the inside till your honour canfind some means of securing yourself? I hope you will not be offendedat me, but I beg you would take care of falling into Murphy's hands;for he hath the character of the greatest villain upon earth. I amafraid you will think me too bold, sir; but I have a little money; ifit can be of any service, do, pray your honour, command it. It cannever do me so much good any other way. Consider, sir, I owe all Ihave to yourself and my dear mistress. " Booth stood a moment, as if he had been thunderstruck, and then, thetears bursting from his eyes, he said, "Upon my soul, Atkinson, youovercome me. I scarce ever heard of so--much goodness, nor do I knowhow to express my sentiments of it. But, be assured, as for yourmoney, I will not accept it; and let it satisfy you, that in mypresent circumstances it would do me no essential service; but this beassured of likewise, that whilst I live I shall never forget thekindness of the offer. However, as I apprehend I may be in some dangerof fellows getting into the house, for a day or two, as I have noguard but a poor little girl, I will not refuse the goodness you offerto shew in my protection. And I make no doubt but Mrs. Ellison willlet you sit in her parlour for that purpose. " Atkinson, with the utmost readiness, undertook the office of porter;and Mrs. Ellison as readily allotted him a place in her back-parlour, where he continued three days together, from eight in the morning tilltwelve at night; during which time, he had sometimes the company ofMrs. Ellison, and sometimes of Booth, Amelia, and Mrs. Bennet too; forthis last had taken as great a fancy to Amelia as Amelia had to her, and, therefore, as Mr. Booth's affairs were now no secret in theneighbourhood, made her frequent visits during the confinement of herhusband, and consequently her own. Nothing, as I remember, happened in this interval of time, more worthynotice than the following card which Amelia received from her oldacquaintance Mrs. James:--"Mrs. James sends her compliments to Mrs. Booth, and desires to know how she does; for, as she hath not had thefavour of seeing her at her own house, or of meeting her in any publicplace, in so long time, fears it may be owing to ill health. " Amelia had long given over all thoughts of her friend, and doubted notbut that she was as entirely given over by her; she was very muchsurprized at this message, and under some doubt whether it was notmeant as an insult, especially from the mention of public places, which she thought so inconsistent with her present circumstances, ofwhich she supposed Mrs. James was well apprized. However, at theentreaty of her husband, who languished for nothing more than to beagain reconciled to his friend James, Amelia undertook to pay the ladya visit, and to examine into the mystery of this conduct, whichappeared to her so unaccountable. Mrs. James received her with a degree of civility that amazed Ameliano less than her coldness had done before. She resolved to come to aneclaircissement, and, having sat out some company that came in, whenthey were alone together Amelia, after some silence and many offers tospeak, at last said, "My dear Jenny (if you will now suffer me to callyou by so familiar a name), have you entirely forgot a certain younglady who had the pleasure of being your intimate acquaintance atMontpelier?" "Whom do you mean, dear madam?" cries Mrs. James withgreat concern. "I mean myself, " answered Amelia. "You surprize me, madam, " replied Mrs. James: "how can you ask me that question?" "Nay, my dear, I do not intend to offend you, " cries Amelia, "but I amreally desirous to solve to myself the reason of that coldness whichyou shewed me when you did me the favour of a visit. Can you think, mydear, I was not disappointed, when I expected to meet an intimatefriend, to receive a cold formal visitant? I desire you to examineyour own heart and answer me honestly if you do not think I had somelittle reason to be dissatisfied with your behaviour?" "Indeed, Mrs. Booth, " answered the other lady, "you surprize me very much; if therewas anything displeasing to you in my behaviour I am extremelyconcerned at it. I did not know I had been defective in any of therules of civility, but if I was, madam, I ask your pardon. " "Iscivility, then, my dear, " replied Amelia, "a synonymous term withfriendship? Could I have expected, when I parted the last time withMiss Jenny Bath, to have met her the next time in the shape of a finelady, complaining of the hardship of climbing up two pair of stairs tovisit me, and then approaching me with the distant air of a new or aslight acquaintance? Do you think, my dear Mrs. James, if the tableshad been turned, if my fortune had been as high in the world as yours, and you in my distress and abject condition, that I would not haveclimbed as high as the monument to visit you?" "Sure, madam, " criedMrs. James, "I mistake you, or you have greatly mistaken me. Can youcomplain of my not visiting you, who have owed me a visit almost thesethree weeks? Nay, did I not even then send you a card, which sure wasdoing more than all the friendship and good-breeding in the worldrequired; but, indeed, as I had met you in no public place, I reallythought you was ill. " "How can you mention public places to me, " said Amelia, "when you canhardly be a stranger to my present situation? Did you not know, madam, that I was ruined?" "No, indeed, madam, did I not, " replied Mrs. James; "I am sure I should have been highly concerned if! had. " "Why, sure, my dear, " cries Amelia, "you could not imagine that we were inaffluent circumstances, when you found us in such a place, and in sucha condition. " "Nay, my dear, " answered Mrs. James, "since you arepleased to mention it first yourself, I own I was a little surprizedto see you in no better lodgings; but I concluded you had your ownreasons for liking them; and, for my own part, I have laid it down asa positive rule never to enquire into the private affairs of any one, especially of my friends. I am not of the humour of some ladies, whoconfine the circle of their acquaintance to one part of the town, andwould not be known to visit in the city for the world. For my part, Inever dropt an acquaintance with any one while it was reputable tokeep it up; and I can solemnly declare I have not a friend in theworld for whom I have a greater esteem than I have for Mrs. Booth. " At this instant the arrival of a new visitant put an end to thediscourse; and Amelia soon after took her leave without the leastanger, but with some little unavoidable contempt for a lady, in whoseopinion, as we have hinted before, outward form and ceremonyconstituted the whole essence of friendship; who valued all heracquaintance alike, as each individual served equally to fill up aplace in her visiting roll; and who, in reality, had not the leastconcern for the good qualities or well-being of any of them. Chapter v. _Containing much heroic matter. _ At the end of three days Mrs. Ellison's friend had so far purchasedMr. Booth's liberty that he could walk again abroad within the vergewithout any danger of having a warrant backed against him by the boardbefore he had notice. As for the ill-looked persons that had given thealarm, it was now discovered that another unhappy gentleman, and notBooth, was the object of their pursuit. Mr. Booth, now being delivered from his fears, went, as he hadformerly done, to take his morning walk in the Park. Here he metColonel Bath in company with some other officers, and very civillypaid his respects to him. But, instead of returning the salute, thecolonel looked him full in the face with a very stern countenance;and, if he could be said to take any notice of him, it was in such amanner as to inform him he would take no notice of him. Booth was not more hurt than surprized at this behaviour, and resolvedto know the reason of it. He therefore watched an opportunity till thecolonel was alone, and then walked boldly up to him, and desired toknow if he had given him any offence? The colonel answered hastily, "Sir, I am above being offended with you, nor do I think it consistentwith my dignity to make you any answer. " Booth replied, "I don't know, sir, that I have done anything to deserve this treatment. " "Look'ee, sir, " cries the colonel, "if I had not formerly had some respect foryou, I should not think you worth my resentment. However, as you are agentleman born, and an officer, and as I have had an esteem for you, Iwill give you some marks of it by putting it in your power to doyourself justice. I will tell you therefore, sir, that you have actedlike a scoundrel. " "If we were not in the Park, " answered Boothwarmly, "I would thank you very properly for that compliment. " "O, sir, " cries the colonel, "we can be soon in a convenient place. " Uponwhich Booth answered, he would attend him wherever he pleased. Thecolonel then bid him come along, and strutted forward directly upConstitution-hill to Hyde-park, Booth following him at first, andafterwards walking before him, till they came to that place which maybe properly called the field of blood, being that part, a little tothe left of the ring, which heroes have chosen for the scene of theirexit out of this world. Booth reached the ring some time before the colonel; for he mended nothis pace any more than a Spaniard. To say truth, I believe it was notin his power: for he had so long accustomed himself to one and thesame strut, that as a horse, used always to trotting, can scarce beforced into a gallop, so could no passion force the colonel to alterhis pace. [Illustration with caption: _Colonel Bath. _] At length, however, both parties arrived at the lists, where thecolonel very deliberately took off his wig and coat, and laid them onthe grass, and then, drawing his sword, advanced to Booth, who hadlikewise his drawn weapon in his hand, but had made no otherpreparation for the combat. The combatants now engaged with great fury, and, after two or threepasses, Booth run the colonel through the body and threw him on theground, at the same time possessing himself of the colonel's sword. As soon as the colonel was become master of his speech, he called outto Booth in a very kind voice, and said, "You have done my business, and satisfied me that you are a man of honour, and that my brotherJames must have been mistaken; for I am convinced that no man who willdraw his sword in so gallant a manner is capable of being a rascal. D--n me, give me a buss, my dear boy; I ask your pardon for thatinfamous appellation I dishonoured your dignity with; but d--n me ifit was not purely out of love, and to give you an opportunity of doingyourself justice, which I own you have done like a man of honour. Whatmay be the consequence I know not, but I hope, at least, I shall liveto reconcile you with my brother. " Booth shewed great concern, and even horror in his countenance. "Why, my dear colonel, " said he, "would you force me to this? for Heaven'ssake tell me what I have ever done to offend you. " "Me!" cried the colonel. "Indeed, my dear child, you never didanything to offend me. --Nay, I have acted the part of a friend to youin the whole affair. I maintained your cause with my brother as longas decency would permit; I could not flatly contradict him, though, indeed, I scarce believed him. But what could I do? If I had notfought with you, I must have been obliged to have fought with him;however, I hope what is done will be sufficient, and that matters maybe discomodated without your being put to the necessity of fightingany more on this occasion. " "Never regard me, " cried Booth eagerly; "for Heaven's sake, think ofyour own preservation. Let me put you into a chair, and get you asurgeon. " "Thou art a noble lad, " cries the colonel, who was now got on hislegs, "and I am glad the business is so well over; for, though yoursword went quite through, it slanted so that I apprehend there islittle danger of life: however, I think there is enough done to put anhonourable end to the affair, especially as you was so hasty to disarmme. I bleed a little, but I can walk to the house by the water; and, if you will send me a chair thither, I shall be obliged to you. " As the colonel refused any assistance (indeed he was very able to walkwithout it, though with somewhat less dignity than usual), Booth setforward to Grosvenor-gate, in order to procure the chair, and soonafter returned with one to his friend; whom having conveyed into it, he attended himself on foot into Bond-street, where then lived a veryeminent surgeon. The surgeon having probed the wound, turned towards Booth, who wasapparently the guilty person, and said, with a smile, "Upon my word, sir, you have performed the business with great dexterity. " "Sir, " cries the colonel to the surgeon, "I would not have you imagineI am afraid to die. I think I know more what belongs to the dignity ofa man; and, I believe, I have shewn it at the head of a line ofbattle. Do not impute my concern to that fear, when I ask you whetherthere is or is not any danger?" "Really, colonel, " answered the surgeon, who well knew the complexionof the gentleman then under his hands, "it would appear likepresumption to say that a man who hath been just run through the bodyis in no manner of danger. But this I think I may assure you, that Iyet perceive no very bad symptoms, and, unless something worse shouldappear, or a fever be the consequence, I hope you may live to beagain, with all your dignity, at the head of a line of battle. " "I am glad to hear that is your opinion, " quoth the colonel, "for I amnot desirous of dying, though I am not afraid of it. But, if anythingworse than you apprehend should happen, I desire you will be a witnessof my declaration that this young gentleman is entirely innocent. Iforced him to do what he did. My dear Booth, I am pleased matters areas they are. You are the first man that ever gained an advantage overme; but it was very lucky for you that you disarmed me, and I doubtnot but you have the equananimity to think so. If the business, therefore, hath ended without doing anything to the purpose, it wasFortune's pleasure, and neither of our faults. " Booth heartily embraced the colonel, and assured him of the greatsatisfaction he had received from the surgeon's opinion; and soonafter the two combatants took their leave of each other. The colonel, after he was drest, went in a chair to his lodgings, and Booth walkedon foot to his; where he luckily arrived without meeting any of Mr. Murphy's gang; a danger which never once occurred to his imaginationtill he was out of it. The affair he had been about had indeed so entirely occupied his mind, that it had obliterated every other idea; among the rest, it causedhim so absolutely to forget the time of the day, that, though he hadexceeded the time of dining above two hours, he had not the leastsuspicion of being at home later than usual. Chapter vi. _In which the reader will find matter worthy his consideration. _ Amelia, having waited above an hour for her husband, concluded, as hewas the most punctual man alive, that he had met with some engagementabroad, and sat down to her meal with her children; which, as it wasalways uncomfortable in the absence of her husband, was very short; sothat, before his return, all the apparatus of dining was entirelyremoved. Booth sat some time with his wife, expecting every minute when thelittle maid would make her appearance; at last, curiosity, I believe, rather than appetite, made him ask how long it was to dinner? "Todinner, my dear!" answered Amelia; "sure you have dined, I hope?"Booth replied in the negative; upon which his wife started from herchair, and bestirred herself as nimbly to provide him a repast as themost industrious hostess in the kingdom doth when some unexpectedguest of extraordinary quality arrives at her house. The reader hath not, I think, from any passages hitherto recorded inthis history, had much reason to accuse Amelia of a blameablecuriosity; he will not, I hope, conclude that she gave an instance ofany such fault when, upon Booth's having so long overstayed his time, and so greatly mistaken the hour of the day, and upon some othercircumstances of his behaviour (for he was too honest to be good atconcealing any of his thoughts), she said to him after he had doneeating, "My dear, I am sure something more than ordinary hath happenedto-day, and I beg you will tell me what is. " Booth answered that nothing of any consequence had happened; that hehad been detained by a friend, whom he met accidently, longer than heexpected. In short, he made many shuffling and evasive answers, notboldly lying out, which, perhaps, would have succeeded, but poorly andvainly endeavouring to reconcile falsehood with truth; an attemptwhich seldom fails to betray the most practised deceiver. How impossible was it therefore for poor Booth to succeed in an artfor which nature had so entirely disqualified him. His countenance, indeed, confessed faster than his tongue denied, and the whole of hisbehaviour gave Amelia an alarm, and made her suspect something verybad had happened; and, as her thoughts turned presently on the badnessof their circumstances, she feared some mischief from his creditorshad befallen him; for she was too ignorant of such matters to knowthat, if he had fallen into the hands of the Philistines (which is thename given by the faithful to bailiffs), he would hardly have beenable so soon to recover his liberty. Booth at last perceived her to beso uneasy, that, as he saw no hopes of contriving any fiction tosatisfy her, he thought himself obliged to tell her the truth, or atleast part of the truth, and confessed that he had had a littleskirmish with Colonel Bath, in which, he said, the colonel hadreceived a slight wound, not at all dangerous; "and this, " says he, "is all the whole matter. " "If it be so, " cries Amelia, "I thankHeaven no worse hath happened; but why, my dear, will you everconverse with that madman, who can embrace a friend one moment, andfight with him the next?" "Nay, my dear, " answered Booth, "youyourself must confess, though he be a little too much on the _quivive, _ he is a man of great honour and good-nature. " "Tell me not, "replied she, "of such good-nature and honour as would sacrifice afriend and a whole family to a ridiculous whim. Oh, Heavens!" criedshe, falling upon her knees, "from what misery have I escaped, fromwhat have these poor babes escaped, through your gracious providencethis day!" Then turning to her husband, she cried, "But are you surethe monster's wound is no more dangerous than you say? a monstersurely I may call him, who can quarrel with a man that could not, thatI am convinced would not, offend him. " Upon this question, Booth repeated the assurances which the surgeonhad given them, perhaps with a little enlargement, which pretty wellsatisfied Amelia; and instead of blaming her husband for what he haddone, she tenderly embraced him, and again returned thanks to Heavenfor his safety. In the evening Booth insisted on paying a short visit to the colonel, highly against the inclination of Amelia, who, by many arguments andentreaties, endeavoured to dissuade her husband from continuing anacquaintance in which, she said, she should always foresee much dangerfor the future. However, she was at last prevailed upon to acquiesce;and Booth went to the colonel, whose lodgings happened to be in theverge as well as his own. He found the colonel in his night-gown, and his great chair, engagedwith another officer at a game of chess. He rose immediately, and, having heartily embraced Booth, presented him to his friend, saying, he had the honour to introduce to him as brave and as _fortitudinous_a man as any in the king's dominions. He then took Booth with him intothe next room, and desired him not to mention a word of what hadhappened in the morning; saying, "I am very well satisfied that nomore hath happened; however, as it ended in nothing, I could wish itmight remain a secret. " Booth told him he was heartily glad to findhim so well, and promised never to mention it more to any one. The game at chess being but just begun, and neither of the partieshaving gained any considerable advantage, they neither of theminsisted on continuing it; and now the colonel's antagonist took hisleave and left the colonel and Booth together. As soon as they were alone, the latter earnestly entreated the formerto acquaint him with the real cause of his anger; "for may I perish, "cries Booth, "if I can even guess what I have ever done to offendeither you, or your brother. Colonel James. " "Look'ee, child, " cries the colonel; "I tell you I am for my own partsatisfied; for I am convinced that a man who will fight can never be arascal; and, therefore, why should you enquire any more of me atpresent? when I see my brother James, I hope to reconcile all matters, and perhaps no more swords need be drawn on this occasion. " But Boothstill persisting in his desire, the colonel, after some hesitation, with a tremendous oath, cried out, "I do not think myself at libertyto refuse you after the indignity I offered you; so, since you demandit of me, I will inform you. My brother told me you had used himdishonourably, and had divellicated his character behind his back. Hegave me his word, too, that he was well assured of what he said. Whatcould I have done? though I own to you I did not believe him, and yourbehaviour since hath convinced me I was in the right; I must eitherhave given him the lye, and fought with him, or else I was obliged tobehave as I did, and fight with you. And now, my lad, I leave it toyou to do as you please; but, if you are laid under any necessity todo yourself further justice, it is your own fault. " "Alas! colonel, " answered Booth, "besides the obligations I have tothe colonel, I have really so much love for him, that I think ofnothing less than resentment. All I wish is to have this affairbrought to an eclaircissement, and to satisfy him that he is in anerror; for, though his assertions are cruelly injurious, and I havenever deserved them, yet I am convinced he would not say what he didnot himself think. Some rascal, envious of his friendship for me, hathbelyed me to him; and the only resentment I desire is, to convince himof his mistake. " At these words the colonel grinned horribly a ghastly smile, or rathersneer, and answered, "Young gentleman, you may do as you please; but, by the eternal dignity of man, if any man breathing had taken aliberty with my character--Here, here--Mr. Booth (shewing hisfingers), here d--n me, should be his nostrils; he should breathethrough my hands, and breathe his last, d--n me. " Booth answered, "I think, colonel, I may appeal to your testimony thatI dare do myself justice; since he who dare draw his sword against youcan hardly be supposed to fear any other person; but I repeat to youagain that I love Colonel James so well, and am so greatly obliged tohim, that it would be almost indifferent to me whether I directed mysword against his breast or my own. " The colonel's muscles were considerably softened by Booth's lastspeech; but he again contracted them into a vast degree of fiercenessbefore he cried out--"Boy, thou hast reason enough to be vain; forthou art the first person that ever could proudly say he gained anadvantage over me in combat. I believe, indeed, thou art not afraid ofany man breathing, and, as I know thou hast some obligations to mybrother, I do not discommend thee; for nothing more becomes thedignity of a man than gratitude. Besides, as I am satisfied my brothercan produce the author of the slander--I say, I am satisfied of that--d--n me, if any man alive dares assert the contrary; for that would beto make my brother himself a liar--I will make him produce his author;and then, my dear boy, your doing yourself proper justice there willbring you finely out of the whole affair. As soon as my surgeon givesme leave to go abroad, which, I hope, will be in a few days, I willbring my brother James to a tavern where you shall meet us; and I willengage my honour, my whole dignity to you, to make you friends. " The assurance of the colonel gave Booth great pleasure; for fewpersons ever loved a friend better than he did James; and as for doingmilitary justice on the author of that scandalous report which hadincensed his friend against him, not Bath himself was ever more ready, on such an occasion, than Booth to execute it. He soon after took hisleave, and returned home in high spirits to his Amelia, whom he foundin Mrs. Ellison's apartment, engaged in a party at ombre with thatlady and her right honourable cousin. His lordship had, it seems, had a second interview with the great man, and, having obtained further hopes (for I think there was not yet anabsolute promise) of success in Mr. Booth's affairs, his usual good-nature brought him immediately to acquaint Mr. Booth with it. As hedid not therefore find him at home, and as he met with the two ladiestogether, he resolved to stay till his friend's return, which he wasassured would not be long, especially as he was so lucky, he said, tohave no particular engagement that whole evening. We remarked before that his lordship, at the first interview withAmelia, had distinguished her by a more particular address from theother ladies; but that now appeared to be rather owing to his perfectgood-breeding, as she was then to be considered as the mistress of thehouse, than from any other preference. His present behaviour made thisstill more manifest; for, as he was now in Mrs. Ellison's apartment, though she was his relation and an old acquaintance, he applied hisconversation rather more to her than to Amelia. His eyes, indeed, werenow and then guilty of the contrary distinction, but this was only bystealth; for they constantly withdrew the moment they were discovered. In short, he treated Amelia with the greatest distance, and at thesame time with the most profound and awful respect; his conversationwas so general, so lively, and so obliging, that Amelia, when sheadded to his agreeableness the obligations she had to him for hisfriendship to Booth, was certainly as much pleased with his lordshipas any virtuous woman can possibly be with any man, besides her ownhusband. Chapter VII. _Containing various matters. _ We have already mentioned the good-humour in which Booth returnedhome; and the reader will easily believe it was not a little encreasedby the good-humour in which he found his company. My lord received himwith the utmost marks of friendship and affection, and told him thathis affairs went on as well almost as he himself could desire, andthat he doubted not very soon to wish him joy of a company. When Booth had made a proper return to all his lordship's unparalleledgoodness, he whispered Amelia that the colonel was entirely out ofdanger, and almost as well as himself. This made her satisfactioncomplete, threw her into such spirits, and gave such a lustre to hereyes, that her face, as Horace says, was too dazzling to be looked at;it was certainly too handsome to be looked at without the highestadmiration. His lordship departed about ten o'clock, and left the company inraptures with him, especially the two ladies, of whom it is difficultto say which exceeded the other in his commendations. Mrs. Ellisonswore she believed he was the best of all humankind; and Amelia, without making any exception, declared he was the finest gentleman andmost agreeable man she had ever seen in her life; adding, it was greatpity he should remain single. "That's true, indeed, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "and I have often lamented it; nay, I am astonished at it, considering the great liking he always shews for our sex, and he maycertainly have the choice of all. The real reason, I believe, is, hisfondness for his sister's children. I declare, madam, if you was tosee his behaviour to them, you would think they were his own. Indeedhe is vastly fond of all manner of children. " "Good creature!" criesAmelia; "if ever he doth me the honour of another visit I am resolvedI will shew him my little things. I think, Mrs. Ellison, as you say mylord loves children, I may say, without vanity, he will not see manysuch. " "No, indeed, will he not, " answered Mrs. Ellison: "and now Ithink on't, madam, I wonder at my own stupidity in never making theoffer before; but since you put it into my head, if you will give meleave, I'll take master and miss to wait on my lord's nephew andniece. They are very pretty behaved children; and little master andmiss will be, I dare swear, very happy in their acquaintance; besides, if my lord himself should see them, I know what will happen; for he isthe most generous of all human beings. " Amelia very readily accepted the favour which Mrs. Ellison offeredher; but Booth exprest some reluctance. "Upon my word, my dear, " saidhe, with a smile, "this behaviour of ours puts me in mind of thecommon conduct of beggars; who, whenever they receive a favour, aresure to send other objects to the same fountain of charity. Don't we, my dear, repay our obligations to my lord in the same manner, bysending our children a begging to him?" "O beastly!" cries Mrs. Ellison; "how could such a thought enter yourbrains? I protest, madam, I begin to grow ashamed of this husband ofyours. How can you have so vulgar a way of thinking? Begging, indeed!the poor little dear things a begging! If my lord was capable of sucha thought, though he was my own brother instead of my cousin, I shouldscorn him too much ever to enter his doors. " "O dear madam!" answeredAmelia, "you take Mr. Booth too seriously, when he was only in jest;and the children shall wait upon you whenever you please. " Though Booth had been a little more in earnest than Amelia hadrepresented him, and was not, perhaps, quite so much in the wrong ashe was considered by Mrs. Ellison, yet, seeing there were two to oneagainst him, he wisely thought proper to recede, and let his simile gooff with that air of a jest which his wife had given it. Mrs. Ellison, however, could not let it pass without paying somecompliments to Amelia's understanding, nor without some obscurereflexions upon Booth, with whom she was more offended than the matterrequired. She was indeed a woman of most profuse generosity, and couldnot bear a thought which she deemed vulgar or sneaking. She afterwardslaunched forth the most profuse encomiums of his lordship'sliberality, and concluded the evening with some instances which he hadgiven of that virtue which, if not the noblest, is, perhaps, one ofthe most useful to society with which great and rich men can beendowed. The next morning early, serjeant Atkinson came to wait on lieutenantBooth, and desired to speak with his honour in private. Upon which thelieutenant and serjeant took a walk together in the Park. Boothexpected every minute when the serjeant would open his mouth; underwhich expectation he continued till he came to the end of the mall, and so he might have continued till he came to the end of the world;for, though several words stood at the end of the serjeant's lips, there they were likely to remain for ever. He was, indeed, in thecondition of a miser, whom a charitable impulse hath impelled to drawa few pence to the edge of his pocket, where they are altogether assecure as if they were in the bottom; for, as the one hath not theheart to part with a farthing, so neither had the other the heart tospeak a word. Booth at length, wondering that the serjeant did not speak, asked him, What his business was? when the latter with a stammering voice beganthe following apology: "I hope, sir, your honour will not be angry, nor take anything amiss of me. I do assure you, it was not of myseeking, nay, I dare not proceed in the matter without first askingyour leave. Indeed, if I had taken any liberties from the goodness youhave been pleased to shew me, I should look upon myself as one of themost worthless and despicable of wretches; but nothing is farther frommy thoughts. I know the distance which is between us; and, becauseyour honour hath been so kind and good as to treat me with morefamiliarity than any other officer ever did, if I had been base enoughto take any freedoms, or to encroach upon your honour's goodness, Ishould deserve to be whipt through the regiment. I hope, therefore, sir, you will not suspect me of any such attempt. " "What can all this mean, Atkinson?" cries Booth; "what mighty matterwould you introduce with all this previous apology?" "I am almost ashamed and afraid to mention it, " answered the serjeant;"and yet I am sure your honour will believe what I have said, and notthink anything owing to my own presumption; and, at the same time, Ihave no reason to think you would do anything to spoil my fortune inan honest way, when it is dropt into my lap without my own seeking. For may I perish if it is not all the lady's own goodness, and I hopein Heaven, with your honour's leave, I shall live to make her amendsfor it. " In a word, that we may not detain the reader's curiosityquite so long as he did Booth's, he acquainted that gentleman that hehad had an offer of marriage from a lady of his acquaintance, to whosecompany he had introduced him, and desired his permission to accept ofit. Booth must have been very dull indeed if, after what the serjeant hadsaid, and after what he had heard Mrs. Ellison say, he had wanted anyinformation concerning the lady. He answered him briskly andchearfully, that he had his free consent to marry any woman whatever;"and the greater and richer she is, " added he, "the more I shall bepleased with the match. I don't enquire who the lady is, " said he, smiling, "but I hope she will make as good a wife as, I am convinced, her husband will deserve. " "Your honour hath been always too good to me, " cries Atkinson; "butthis I promise you, I will do all in my power to merit the kindnessshe is pleased to shew me. I will be bold to say she will marry anhonest man, though he is but a poor one; and she shall never wantanything which I can give her or do for her, while my name is JosephAtkinson. " "And so her name is a secret, Joe, is it?" cries Booth. "Why, sir, " answered the serjeant, "I hope your honour will not insistupon knowing that, as I think it would be dishonourable in me tomention it. " "Not at all, " replied Booth; "I am the farthest in the world from anysuch desire. I know thee better than to imagine thou wouldst disclosethe name of a fair lady. " Booth then shook Atkinson heartily by thehand, and assured him earnestly of the joy he had in his good fortune;for which the good serjeant failed not of making all properacknowledgments. After which they parted, and Booth returned home. As Mrs. Ellison opened the door, Booth hastily rushed by; for he hadthe utmost difficulty to prevent laughing in her face. He ran directlyup-stairs, and, throwing himself into a chair, discharged such a fitof laughter as greatly surprized, and at first almost frightened, hiswife. Amelia, it will be supposed, presently enquired into the cause of thisphenomenon, with which Booth, as soon as he was able (for that was notwithin a few minutes), acquainted her. The news did not affect her inthe same manner it had affected her husband. On the contrary, shecried, "I protest I cannot guess what makes you see it in soridiculous a light. I really think Mrs. Ellison hath chosen very well. I am convinced Joe will make her one of the best of husbands; and, inmy opinion, that is the greatest blessing a woman can be possessedof. " However, when Mrs. Ellison came into her room a little whileafterwards to fetch the children, Amelia became of a more risibledisposition, especially when the former, turning to Booth, who wasthen present, said, "So, captain, my jantee-serjeant was very earlyhere this morning. I scolded my maid heartily for letting him wait solong in the entry like a lacquais, when she might have shewn him intomy inner apartment. " At which words Booth burst out into a very loudlaugh; and Amelia herself could no more prevent laughing than shecould blushing. "Heyday!" cries Mrs. Ellison; "what have I said to cause all thismirth?" and at the same time blushed, and looked very silly, as isalways the case with persons who suspect themselves to be the objectsof laughter, without absolutely taking what it is which makes themridiculous. Booth still continued laughing; but Amelia, composing her muscles, said, "I ask your pardon, dear Mrs. Ellison; but Mr. Booth hath beenin a strange giggling humour all this morning; and I really think itis infectious. " "I ask your pardon, too, madam, " cries Booth, "but one is sometimesunaccountably foolish. " "Nay, but seriously, " said she, "what is the matter?--something I saidabout the serjeant, I believe; but you may laugh as much as youplease; I am not ashamed of owning I think him one of the prettiestfellows I ever saw in my life; and, I own, I scolded my maid atsuffering him to wait in my entry; and where is the mighty ridiculousmatter, pray?" "None at all, " answered Booth; "and I hope the next time he will beushered into your inner apartment. " "Why should he not, sir?" replied she, "for, wherever he is ushered, Iam convinced he will behave himself as a gentleman should. " Here Amelia put an end to the discourse, or it might have proceeded tovery great lengths; for Booth was of a waggish inclination, and Mrs. Ellison was not a lady of the nicest delicacy. Chapter VIII. _The heroic behaviour of Colonel Bath. _ Booth went this morning to pay a second visit to the colonel, where hefound Colonel James. Both the colonel and the lieutenant appeared alittle shocked at their first meeting, but matters were soon clearedup; for the former presently advanced to the latter, shook himheartily by the hand, and said, "Mr. Booth, I am ashamed to see you;for I have injured you, and I heartily ask your pardon. I am nowperfectly convinced that what I hinted to my brother, and which I findhad like to have produced such fatal consequences, was entirelygroundless. If you will be contented with my asking your pardon, andspare me the disagreeable remembrance of what led me into my error, Ishall esteem it as the highest obligation. " Booth answered, "As to what regards yourself, my dear colonel, I amabundantly satisfied; but, as I am convinced some rascal hath been myenemy with you in the cruellest manner, I hope you will not deny methe opportunity of kicking him through the world. " "By all the dignity of man, " cries Colonel Bath, "the boy speaks withspirit, and his request is reasonable. " Colonel James hesitated a moment, and then whispered Booth that hewould give him all the satisfaction imaginable concerning the wholeaffair when they were alone together; upon which, Booth addressinghimself to Colonel Bath, the discourse turned on other matters duringthe remainder of the visit, which was but short, and then both wentaway together, leaving Colonel Bath as well as it was possible toexpect, more to the satisfaction of Booth than of Colonel James, whowould not have been displeased if his wound had been more dangerous;for he was grown somewhat weary of a disposition that he rather calledcaptious than heroic, and which, as he every day more and more hatedhis wife, he apprehended might some time or other give him sometrouble; for Bath was the most affectionate of brothers, and had oftenswore, in the presence of James, that he would eat any man alive whoshould use his sister ill. Colonel Bath was well satisfied that his brother and the lieutenantwere gone out with a design of tilting, from which he offered not asyllable to dissuade them, as he was convinced it was right, and thatBooth could not in honour take, nor the colonel give, any lesssatisfaction. When they had been gone therefore about half an hour, herang his bell to enquire if there was any news of his brother; aquestion which he repeated every ten minutes for the space of twohours, when, having heard nothing of him, he began to conclude thatboth were killed on the spot. While he was in this state of anxiety his sister came to see him; for, notwithstanding his desire of keeping it a secret, the duel had blazedall over the town. After receiving some kind congratulations on hissafety, and some unkind hints concerning the warmth of his temper, thecolonel asked her when she had seen her husband? she answered not thatmorning. He then communicated to her his suspicion, told her he wasconvinced his brother had drawn his sword that day, and that, asneither of them had heard anything from him, he began to apprehend theworst that could happen. Neither Miss Bellamy nor Mrs. Gibber were ever in a greaterconsternation on the stage than now appeared in the countenance ofMrs. James. "Good Heavens! brother, " cries she; "what do you tell me?you have frightened me to death. Let your man get me a glass of waterimmediately, if you have not a mind to see me die before your face. When, where, how was this quarrel? why did you not prevent it if youknew of it? is it not enough to be every day tormenting me withhazarding your own life, but must you bring the life of one who youknow must be, and ought to be, so much the dearest of all to me, intodanger? take your sword, brother, take your sword, and plunge it intomy bosom; it would be kinder of you than to fill it with such dreadsand terrors. " Here she swallowed the glass of water, and then threwherself back in her chair, as if she had intended to faint away. Perhaps, if she had so, the colonel would have lent her no assistance, for she had hurt him more than by ten thousand stabs. He sat erect inhis chair, with his eyebrows knit, his forehead wrinkled, his eyesflashing fire, his teeth grating against each other, and breathinghorrour all round him. In this posture he sat for some time silent, casting disdainful looks at his sister. At last his voice found itsway through a passion which had almost choaked him, and he cried out, "Sister, what have I done to deserve the opinion you express of me?which of my actions hath made you conclude that I am a rascal and acoward? look at that poor sword, which never woman yet saw but in itssheath; what hath that done to merit your desire that it should becontaminated with the blood of a woman?" "Alas! brother, " cried she, "I know not what you say; you aredesirous, I believe, to terrify me out of the little senses I haveleft. What can I have said, in the agonies of grief into which youthrew me, to deserve this passion?" "What have you said?" answered the colonel: "you have said that which, if a man had spoken, nay, d--n me, if he had but hinted that he dursteven think, I would have made him eat my sword; by all the dignity ofman, I would have crumbled his soul into powder. But I consider thatthe words were spoken by a woman, and I am calm again. Consider, mydear, that you are my sister, and behave yourself with more spirit. Ihave only mentioned to you my surmise. It may not have happened as Isuspect; but, let what will have happened, you will have the comfortthat your husband hath behaved himself with becoming dignity, and liesin the bed of honour. " "Talk not to me of such comfort, " replied the lady; "it is a loss Icannot survive. But why do I sit here lamenting myself? I will go thisinstant and know the worst of my fate, if my trembling limbs willcarry me to my coach. Good morrow, dear brother; whatever becomes ofme, I am glad to find you out of danger. " The colonel paid her hisproper compliments, and she then left the room, but returned instantlyback, saying, "Brother, I must beg the favour of you to let yourfootman step to my mantua-maker; I am sure it is a miracle, in mypresent distracted condition, how it came into my head. " The footmanwas presently summoned, and Mrs. James delivered him his message, which was to countermand the orders which she had given that verymorning to make her up a new suit of brocade. "Heaven knows, " saysshe, "now when I can wear brocade, or whether ever I shall wear it. "And now, having repeated her message with great exactness, lest thereshould be any mistake, she again lamented her wretched situation, andthen departed, leaving the colonel in full expectation of hearingspeedy news of the fatal issue of the battle. But, though the reader should entertain the same curiosity, we must beexcused from satisfying it till we have first accounted for anincident which we have related in this very chapter, and which, wethink, deserves some solution. The critic, I am convinced, already isapprized that I mean the friendly behaviour of James to Booth, which, from what we had before recorded, seemed so little to be expected. It must be remembered that the anger which the former of thesegentlemen had conceived against the latter arose entirely from thefalse account given by Miss Matthews of Booth, whom that lady hadaccused to Colonel James of having as basely as wickedly traduced hischaracter. Now, of all the ministers of vengeance, there are none with whom thedevil deals so treacherously as with those whom he employs inexecuting the mischievous purposes of an angry mistress; for no sooneris revenge executed on an offending lover that it is sure to berepented; and all the anger which before raged against the belovedobject, returns with double fury on the head of his assassin. Miss Matthews, therefore, no, sooner heard that Booth was killed (forso was the report at first, and by a colonel of the army) than sheimmediately concluded it to be James. She was extremely shocked withthe news, and her heart instantly began to relent. All the reasons onwhich she had founded her love recurred, in the strongest andliveliest colours, to her mind, and all the causes of her hatred sunkdown and disappeared; or, if the least remembrance of anything whichhad disobliged her remained, her heart became his zealous advocate, and soon satisfied her that her own fates were more to be blamed thanhe, and that, without being a villain, he could have acted nootherwise than he had done. In this temper of mind she looked on herself as the murderer of aninnocent man, and, what to her was much worse, of the man she hadloved, and still did love, with all the violence imaginable. Shelooked on James as the tool with which she had done this murder; and, as it is usual for people who have rashly or inadvertently made anyanimate or inanimate thing the instrument of mischief to hate theinnocent means by which the mischief was effected (for this is asubtle method which the mind invents to excuse ourselves, the lastobjects on whom we would willingly wreak our vengeance), so MissMatthews now hated and cursed James as the efficient cause of that actwhich she herself had contrived and laboured to carry into execution. She sat down therefore in a furious agitation, little short ofmadness, and wrote the following letter: "I Hope this will find you in the hands of justice, for the murder ofone of the best friends that ever man was blest with. In one sense, indeed, he may seem to have deserved his fate, by chusing a fool for afriend; for who but a fool would have believed what the anger and rageof an injured woman suggested; a story so improbable, that I couldscarce be thought in earnest when I mentioned it? "Know, then, cruel wretch, that poor Booth loved you of all menbreathing, and was, I believe, in your commendation guilty of as muchfalsehood as I was in what I told you concerning him. "If this knowledge makes you miserable, it is no more than you havemade the unhappy F. MATTHEWS. " Chapter ix. _Being the last chapter of the fifth book. _ We shall now return to Colonel James and Mr. Booth, who walkedtogether from Colonel Bath's lodging with much more peaceableintention than that gentleman had conjectured, who dreamt of nothingbut swords and guns and implements of wars. The Birdcage-walk in the Park was the scene appointed by James forunburthening his mind. --Thither they came, and there James acquaintedBooth with all that which the reader knows already, and gave him theletter which we have inserted at the end of the last chapter. Booth exprest great astonishment at this relation, not without ventingsome detestation of the wickedness of Miss Matthews; upon which Jamestook him up, saying, he ought not to speak with such abhorrence offaults which love for him had occasioned. "Can you mention love, my dear colonel, " cried Booth, "and such awoman in the same breath?" "Yes, faith! can I, " says James; "for the devil take me if I know amore lovely woman in the world. " Here he began to describe her wholeperson; but, as we cannot insert all the description, so we shall omitit all; and concluded with saying, "Curse me if I don't think her thefinest creature in the universe. I would give half my estate, Booth, she loved me as well as she doth you. Though, on second consideration, I believe I should repent that bargain; for then, very possibly, Ishould not care a farthing for her. " "You will pardon me, dear colonel, " answered Booth; "but to me thereappears somewhat very singular in your way of thinking. Beauty isindeed the object of liking, great qualities of admiration, good onesof esteem; but the devil take me if I think anything but love to bethe object of love. " "Is there not something too selfish, " replied James, "in that opinion?but, without considering it in that light, is it not of all things themost insipid? all oil! all sugar! zounds! it is enough to cloy thesharp-set appetite of a parson. Acids surely are the most likely toquicken. " "I do not love reasoning in allegories, " cries Booth; "but with regardto love, I declare I never found anything cloying in it. I have livedalmost alone with my wife near three years together, was never tiredwith her company, nor ever wished for any other; and I am sure I nevertasted any of the acid you mention to quicken my appetite. " "This is all very extraordinary and romantic to me, " answered thecolonel. "If I was to be shut up three years with the same woman, which Heaven forbid! nothing, I think, could keep me alive but atemper as violent as that of Miss Matthews. As to love, it would makeme sick to death in the twentieth part of that time. If I was socondemned, let me see, what would I wish the woman to be? I think noone virtue would be sufficient. With the spirit of a tigress I wouldhave her be a prude, a scold, a scholar, a critic, a wit, apolitician, and a Jacobite; and then, perhaps, eternal oppositionwould keep up our spirits; and, wishing one another daily at thedevil, we should make a shift to drag on a damnable state of life, without much spleen or vapours. " "And so you do not intend, " cries Booth, "to break with this woman?" "Not more than I have already, if I can help it, " answered thecolonel. "And you will be reconciled to her?" said Booth. "Yes, faith! will I, if I can, " answered the colonel; "I hope you haveno objection. " "None, my dear friend, " said Booth, "unless on your account. " "I do believe you, " said the colonel: "and yet, let me tell you, youare a very extraordinary man, not to desire me to quit her on your ownaccount. Upon my soul, I begin to pity the woman, who hath placed heraffection, perhaps, on the only man in England of your age who wouldnot return it. But for my part, I promise you, I like her beyond allother women; and, whilst that is the case, my boy, if her mind was asfull of iniquity as Pandora's box was of diseases, I'd hug her closein my arms, and only take as much care as possible to keep the liddown for fear of mischief. But come, dear Booth, " said he, "let usconsider your affairs; for I am ashamed of having neglected them solong; and the only anger I have against this wench is, that she wasthe occasion of it. " Booth then acquainted the colonel with the promises he had receivedfrom the noble lord, upon which James shook him by the hand, andheartily wished him joy, crying, "I do assure you, if you have hisinterest, you will need no other; I did not know you was acquaintedwith him. " To which Mr. Booth answered, "That he was but a new acquaintance, andthat he was recommended to him by a lady. " "A lady!" cries the colonel; "well, I don't ask her name. You are ahappy man, Booth, amongst the women; and, I assure you, you could haveno stronger recommendation. The peer loves the ladies, I believe, aswell as ever Mark Antony did; and it is not his fault if he hath notspent as much upon them. If he once fixes his eye upon a woman, hewill stick at nothing to get her. " "Ay, indeed!" cries Booth. "Is that his character?" "Ay, faith, " answered the colonel, "and the character of most menbesides him. Few of them, I mean, will stick at anything beside theirmoney. Jusque a la Bourse is sometimes the boundary of love as well asfriendship. And, indeed, I never knew any other man part with hismoney so very freely on these occasions. You see, dear Booth, theconfidence I have in your honour. " "I hope, indeed, you have, " cries Booth, "but I don't see whatinstance you now give me of that confidence. " "Have not I shewn you, " answered James, "where you may carry yourgoods to market? I can assure you, my friend, that is a secret I wouldnot impart to every man in your situation, and all circumstancesconsidered. " "I am very sorry, sir, " cries Booth very gravely, and turning as paleas death, "you should entertain a thought of this kind; a thoughtwhich hath almost frozen up my blood. I am unwilling to believe thereare such villains in the world; but there is none of them whom Ishould detest half so much as myself, if my own mind had eversuggested to me a hint of that kind. I have tasted of some distressesof life, and I know not to what greater I may be driven, but myhonour, I thank Heaven, is in my own power, and I can boldly say toFortune she shall not rob me of it. " "Have I not exprest that confidence, my dear Booth?" answered thecolonel. "And what you say now well justifies my opinion; for I doagree with you that, considering all things, it would be the highestinstance of dishonour. " "Dishonour, indeed!" returned Booth. "What! to prostitute my wife! CanI think there is such a wretch breathing?" "I don't know that, " said the colonel, "but I am sure it was very farfrom my intention to insinuate the least hint of any such matter toyou. Nor can I imagine how you yourself could conceive such a thought. The goods I meant were no other than the charming person of MissMatthews, for whom I am convinced my lord would bid a swinging priceagainst me. " Booth's countenance greatly cleared up at this declaration, and heanswered with a smile, that he hoped he need not give the colonel anyassurances on that head. However, though he was satisfied with regardto the colonel's suspicions, yet some chimeras now arose in his brainwhich gave him no very agreeable sensations. What these were, thesagacious reader may probably suspect; but, if he should not, we mayperhaps have occasion to open them in the sequel. Here we will put anend to this dialogue, and to the fifth book of this history. BOOK VI. Chapter i. _Panegyrics on beauty, with other grave matters. _ The colonel and Booth walked together to the latter's lodging, for asit was not that day in the week in which all parts of the town areindifferent, Booth could not wait on the colonel. When they arrived in Spring-garden, Booth, to his great surprize, found no one at home but the maid. In truth, Amelia had accompaniedMrs. Ellison and her children to his lordship's; for, as her littlegirl showed a great unwillingness to go without her, the fond motherwas easily persuaded to make one of the company. Booth had scarce ushered the colonel up to his apartment when aservant from Mrs. James knocked hastily at the door. The lady, notmeeting with her husband at her return home, began to despair of him, and performed everything which was decent on the occasion. Anapothecary was presently called with hartshorn and sal volatile, adoctor was sent for, and messengers were despatched every way; amongstthe rest, one was sent to enquire at the lodgings of his supposedantagonist. The servant hearing that his master was alive and well above-stairs, ran up eagerly to acquaint him with the dreadful situation in which heleft his miserable lady at home, and likewise with the occasion of allher distress, saying, that his lady had been at her brother's, and hadthere heard that his honour was killed in a duel by Captain Booth. The colonel smiled at this account, and bid the servant make hasteback to contradict it. And then turning to Booth, he said, "Was thereever such another fellow as this brother of mine? I thought indeed, his behaviour was somewhat odd at the time. I suppose he overheard mewhisper that I would give you satisfaction, and thence concluded wewent together with a design of tilting. D--n the fellow, I begin togrow heartily sick of him, and wish I could get well rid of himwithout cutting his throat, which I sometimes apprehend he will insiston my doing, as a return for my getting him made a lieutenant-colonel. " Whilst these two gentlemen were commenting on the character of thethird, Amelia and her company returned, and all presently came up-stairs, not only the children, but the two ladies, laden with trinketsas if they had been come from a fair. Amelia, who had been highlydelighted all the morning with the excessive pleasure which herchildren enjoyed, when she saw Colonel James with her husband, andperceived the most manifest marks of that reconciliation which sheknew had been so long and so earnestly wished by Booth, became sotransported with joy, that her happiness was scarce capable ofaddition. Exercise had painted her face with vermilion; and thehighest good-humour had so sweetened every feature, and a vast flow ofspirits had so lightened up her bright eyes, that she was all a blazeof beauty. She seemed, indeed, as Milton sublimely describes Eve, --Adorn'd With what all Earth or Heaven could bestow To make her amiable. Again:-- Grace was in all her steps, Heaven in her eye, In every gesture, dignity and love. Or, as Waller sweetly, though less sublimely sings:-- Sweetness, truth, and every grace Which time and use are wont to teach, The eye may in a moment reach, And read distinctly in her face. Or, to mention one poet more, and him of all the sweetest, she seemedto be the very person of whom Suckling wrote the following lines, where, speaking of Cupid, he says, All his lovely looks, his pleasing fires, All his sweet motions, all his taking smiles; All that awakes, all that inflames desires, All that sweetly commands, all that beguiles, He does into one pair of eyes convey, And there begs leave that he himself may stay. Such was Amelia at this time when she entered the room; and, havingpaid her respects to the colonel, she went up to her husband, andcried, "O, my dear! never were any creatures so happy as your littlethings have been this whole morning; and all owing to my lord'sgoodness; sure never was anything so good-natured and so generous!"She then made the children produce their presents, the value of whichamounted to a pretty large sum; for there was a gold watch, amongstthe trinkets, that cost above twenty guineas. Instead of discovering so much satisfaction on this occasion as Ameliaexpected, Booth very gravely answered, "And pray, my dear, how are weto repay all these obligations to his lordship?" "How can you ask sostrange a question?" cries Mrs. Ellison: "how little do you know ofthe soul of generosity (for sure my cousin deserves that name) whenyou call a few little trinkets given to children an obligation!""Indeed, my dear, " cries Amelia, "I would have stopped his hand if ithad been possible; nay, I was forced at last absolutely to refuse, orI believe he would have laid a hundred pound out on the children; forI never saw any one so fond of children, which convinces me he is oneof the best of men; but I ask your pardon, colonel, "said she, turningto him; "I should not entertain you with these subjects; yet I knowyou have goodness enough to excuse the folly of a mother. " The colonel made a very low assenting bow, and soon after they all satdown to a small repast; for the colonel had promised Booth to dinewith him when they first came home together, and what he had sinceheard from his own house gave him still less inclination than ever torepair thither. But, besides both these, there was a third and stronger inducement tohim to pass the day with his friend, and this was the desire ofpassing it with his friend's wife. When the colonel had first seenAmelia in France, she was but just recovered from a consumptive habit, and looked pale and thin; besides, his engagements with Miss Bath atthat time took total possession of him, and guarded his heart from theimpressions of another woman; and, when he had dined with her in town, the vexations through which she had lately passed had somewhatdeadened her beauty; besides, he was then engaged, as we have seen, ina very warm pursuit of a new mistress, but now he had no suchimpediment; for, though the reader hath just before seen his warmdeclarations of a passion for Miss Matthews, yet it may be rememberedthat he had been in possession of her for above a fortnight; and oneof the happy properties of this kind of passion is, that it can withequal violence love half a dozen or half a score different objects atone and the same time. But indeed such were the charms now displayed by Amelia, of which weendeavoured above to draw some faint resemblance, that perhaps noother beauty could have secured him from their influence; and here, toconfess a truth in his favour, however the grave or rather thehypocritical part of mankind may censure it, I am firmly persuadedthat to withdraw admiration from exquisite beauty, or to feel nodelight in gazing at it, is as impossible as to feel no warmth fromthe most scorching rays of the sun. To run away is all that is in ourpower; and in the former case, if it must be allowed we have the powerof running away, it must be allowed also that it requires thestrongest resolution to execute it; for when, as Dryden says, All paradise is open'd in a face, how natural is the desire of going thither! and how difficult to quitthe lovely prospect! And yet, however difficult this may be, my young readers, it isabsolutely necessary, and that immediately too: flatter not yourselvesthat fire will not scorch as well as warm, and the longer we staywithin its reach the more we shall burn. The admiration of a beautifulwoman, though the wife of our dearest friend, may at first perhaps beinnocent, but let us not flatter ourselves it will always remain so;desire is sure to succeed; and wishes, hopes, designs, with a longtrain of mischiefs, tread close at our heels. In affairs of this kindwe may most properly apply the well-known remark of _nemo repentefuit turpissimus. _ It fares, indeed, with us on this occasion aswith the unwary traveller in some parts of Arabia the desert, whom thetreacherous sands imperceptibly betray till he is overwhelmed andlost. In both cases the only safety is by withdrawing our feet thevery first moment we perceive them sliding. This digression may appear impertinent to some readers; we could not, however, avoid the opportunity of offering the above hints; since ofall passions there is none against which we should so strongly fortifyourselves as this, which is generally called love; for no other laysbefore us, especially in the tumultuous days of youth, such sweet, such strong and almost irresistible temptations; none hath produced inprivate life such fatal and lamentable tragedies; and what is worst ofall, there is none to whose poison and infatuation the best of mindsare so liable. Ambition scarce ever produces any evil but when itreigns in cruel and savage bosoms; and avarice seldom flourishes atall but in the basest and poorest soil. Love, on the contrary, sproutsusually up in the richest and noblest minds; but there, unless nicelywatched, pruned, and cultivated, and carefully kept clear of thosevicious weeds which are too apt to surround it, it branches forth intowildness and disorder, produces nothing desirable, but choaks up andkills whatever is good and noble in the mind where it so abounds. Inshort, to drop the allegory, not only tenderness and good nature, butbravery, generosity, and every virtue are often made the instrumentsof effecting the most atrocious purposes of this all-subduing tyrant. Chapter ii. _Which will not appear, we presume, unnatural to all marriedreaders. _ If the table of poor Booth afforded but an indifferent repast to thecolonel's hunger, here was most excellent entertainment of a muchhigher kind. The colonel began now to wonder within himself at his nothaving before discovered such incomparable beauty and excellence. Thiswonder was indeed so natural that, lest it should arise likewise inthe reader, we thought proper to give the solution of it in thepreceding chapter. During the first two hours the colonel scarce ever had his eyes offfrom Amelia; for he was taken by surprize, and his heart was gonebefore he suspected himself to be in any danger. His mind, however, nosooner suggested a certain secret to him than it suggested some degreeof prudence to him at the same time; and the knowledge that he hadthoughts to conceal, and the care of concealing them, had birth at oneand the same instant. During the residue of the day, therefore, hegrew more circumspect, and contented himself with now and thenstealing a look by chance, especially as the more than ordinarygravity of Booth made him fear that his former behaviour had betrayedto Booth's observation the great and sudden liking he had conceivedfor his wife, even before he had observed it in himself. Amelia continued the whole day in the highest spirits and highest goodhumour imaginable, never once remarking that appearance of discontentin her husband of which the colonel had taken notice; so much morequick-sighted, as we have somewhere else hinted, is guilt thaninnocence. Whether Booth had in reality made any such observations onthe colonel's behaviour as he had suspected, we will not undertake todetermine; yet so far may be material to say, as we can withsufficient certainty, that the change in Booth's behaviour that day, from what was usual with him, was remarkable enough. None of hisformer vivacity appeared in his conversation; and his countenance wasaltered from being the picture of sweetness and good humour, notindeed to sourness or moroseness, but to gravity and melancholy. Though the colonel's suspicion had the effect which we have mentionedon his behaviour, yet it could not persuade him to depart. In short, he sat in his chair as if confined to it by enchantment, stealinglooks now and then, and humouring his growing passion, without havingcommand enough over his limbs to carry him out of the room, tilldecency at last forced him to put an end to his preposterous visit. When the husband and wife were left alone together, the latter resumedthe subject of her children, and gave Booth a particular narrative ofall that had passed at his lordship's, which he, though something hadcertainly disconcerted him, affected to receive with all the pleasurehe could; and this affectation, however aukwardly he acted his part, passed very well on Amelia; for she could not well conceive adispleasure of which she had not the least hint of any cause, andindeed at a time when, from his reconciliation with James, sheimagined her husband to be entirely and perfectly happy. The greatest part of that night Booth past awake; and, if during theresidue he might be said to sleep, he could scarce be said to enjoyrepose; his eyes were no sooner closed, that he was pursued andhaunted by the most frightful and terrifying dreams, which threw himinto so restless a condition, that he soon disturbed his Amelia, andgreatly alarmed her with apprehensions that he had been seized by somedreadful disease, though he had not the least symptoms of a fever byany extraordinary heat, or any other indication, but was rather colderthan usual. As Booth assured his wife that he was very well, but found noinclination to sleep, she likewise bid adieu to her slumbers, andattempted to entertain him with her conversation. Upon which hislordship occurred as the first topic; and she repeated to him all thestories which she had heard from Mrs. Ellison, of the peer's goodnessto his sister and his nephew and niece. "It is impossible, my dear, "says she, "to describe their fondness for their uncle, which is to mean incontestible sign of a parent's goodness. " In this manner she ranon for several minutes, concluding at last, that it was pity so veryfew had such generous minds joined to immense fortunes. Booth, instead of making a direct answer to what Amelia had said, cried coldly, "But do you think, my dear, it was right to accept allthose expensive toys which the children brought home? And I ask youagain, what return we are to make for these obligations?" "Indeed, my dear, " cries Amelia, "you see this matter in too serious alight. Though I am the last person in the world who would lessen hislordship's goodness (indeed I shall always think we are bothinfinitely obliged to him), yet sure you must allow the expense to bea mere trifle to such a vast fortune. As for return, his ownbenevolence, in the satisfaction it receives, more than repays itself, and I am convinced he expects no other. " "Very well, my dear, " cries Booth, "you shall have it your way; I mustconfess I never yet found any reason to blame your discernment; andperhaps I have been in the wrong to give myself so much uneasiness onthis account. " "Uneasiness, child!" said Amelia eagerly; "Good Heavens! hath thismade you uneasy?" "I do own it hath, " answered Booth, "and it hath been the only causeof breaking my repose. " "Why then I wish, " cries Amelia, "all the things had been at the devilbefore ever the children had seen them; and, whatever I may thinkmyself, I promise you they shall never more accept the value of afarthing:--if upon this occasion I have been the cause of youruneasiness, you will do me the justice to believe that I was totallyinnocent. " At those words Booth caught her in his arms, and with the tenderestembrace, emphatically repeating the word innocent, cried, "Heavenforbid I should think otherwise! Oh, thou art the best of creaturesthat ever blessed a man!" "Well, but, " said she, smiling, "do confess, my dear, the truth; Ipromise you I won't blame you nor disesteem you for it; but is notpride really at the bottom of this fear of an obligation?" "Perhaps it may, " answered he; "or, if you will, you may call it fear. I own I am afraid of obligations, as the worst kind of debts; for Ihave generally observed those who confer them expect to be repaid tenthousand-fold. " Here ended all that is material of their discourse; and a little timeafterwards, they both fell fast asleep in one another's arms; fromwhich time Booth had no more restlessness, nor any furtherperturbation in his dreams. Their repose, however, had been so much disturbed in the former partof the night, that, as it was very late before they enjoyed that sweetsleep I have just mentioned, they lay abed the next day till noon, when they both rose with the utmost chearfulness; and, while Ameliabestirred herself in the affairs of her family, Booth went to visitthe wounded colonel. He found that gentleman still proceeding very fast in his recovery, with which he was more pleased than he had reason to be with hisreception; for the colonel received him very coldly indeed, and, whenBooth told him he had received perfect satisfaction from his brother, Bath erected his head and answered with a sneer, "Very well, sir, ifyou think these matters can be so made up, d--n me if it is anybusiness of mine. My dignity hath not been injured. " "No one, I believe, " cries Booth, "dare injure it. " "You believe so!" said the colonel: "I think, sir, you might beassured of it; but this, at least, you may be assured of, that if anyman did, I would tumble him down the precipice of hell, d--n me, thatyou may be assured of. " As Booth found the colonel in this disposition, he had no greatinclination to lengthen out his visit, nor did the colonel himselfseem to desire it: so he soon returned back to his Amelia, whom hefound performing the office of a cook, with as much pleasure as a finelady generally enjoys in dressing herself out for a ball. Chapter iii. _In which the history looks a little backwards. _ Before we proceed farther in our history we shall recount a shortscene to our reader which passed between Amelia and Mrs. Ellisonwhilst Booth was on his visit to Colonel Bath. We have alreadyobserved that Amelia had conceived an extraordinary affection for Mrs. Bennet, which had still encreased every time she saw her; she thoughtshe discovered something wonderfully good and gentle in hercountenance and disposition, and was very desirous of knowing herwhole history. She had a very short interview with that lady this morning in Mrs. Ellison's apartment. As soon, therefore, as Mrs. Bennet was gone, Amelia acquainted Mrs. Ellison with the good opinion she had conceivedof her friend, and likewise with her curiosity to know her story: "Forthere must be something uncommonly good, " said she, "in one who can sotruly mourn for a husband above three years after his death. " "O!" cries Mrs. Ellison, "to be sure the world must allow her to havebeen one of the best of wives. And, indeed, upon the whole, she is agood sort of woman; and what I like her the best for is a strongresemblance that she bears to yourself in the form of her person, andstill more in her voice. But for my own part, I know nothingremarkable in her fortune, unless what I have told you, that she wasthe daughter of a clergyman, had little or no fortune, and married apoor parson for love, who left her in the utmost distress. If youplease, I will shew you a letter which she writ to me at that time, though I insist upon your promise never to mention it to her; indeed, you will be the first person I ever shewed it to. " She then opened herscrutore, and, taking out the letter, delivered it to Amelia, saying, "There, madam, is, I believe, as fine a picture of distress as canwell be drawn. " "DEAR MADAM, "As I have no other friend on earth but yourself, I hope you willpardon my writing to you at this season; though I do not know that youcan relieve my distresses, or, if you can, have I any pretence toexpect that you should. My poor dear, O Heavens--my---lies dead in thehouse; and, after I had procured sufficient to bury him, a set ofruffians have entered my house, seized all I have, have seized hisdear, dear corpse, and threaten to deny it burial. For Heaven's sake, send me, at least, some advice; little Tommy stands now by me cryingfor bread, which I have not to give him. I can say no more than that Iam Your most distressed humble servant, M. BENNET. " Amelia read the letter over twice, and then returning it with tears inher eyes, asked how the poor creature could possibly get through suchdistress. "You may depend upon it, madam, " said Mrs. Ellison, "the moment I readthis account I posted away immediately to the lady. As to the seizingthe body, that I found was a mere bugbear; but all the rest wasliterally true. I sent immediately for the same gentleman that Irecommended to Mr. Booth, left the care of burying the corpse to him, and brought my friend and her little boy immediately away to my ownhouse, where she remained some months in the most miserable condition. I then prevailed with her to retire into the country, and procured hera lodging with a friend at St Edmundsbury, the air and gaiety of whichplace by degrees recovered her; and she returned in about a twelve-month to town, as well, I think, as she is at present. " "I am almost afraid to ask, " cries Amelia, "and yet I long methinks toknow what is become of the poor little boy. " "He hath been dead, " said Mrs. Ellison, "a little more than half ayear; and the mother lamented him at first almost as much as she didher husband, but I found it indeed rather an easier matter to comforther, though I sat up with her near a fortnight upon the latteroccasion. " "You are a good creature, " said Amelia, "and I love you dearly. " "Alas! madam, " cries she, "what could I have done if it had not beenfor the goodness of that best of men, my noble cousin! His lordship nosooner heard of the widow's distress from me than he immediatelysettled one hundred and fifty pounds a year upon her during her life. " "Well! how noble, how generous was that!" said Amelia. "I declare Ibegin to love your cousin, Mrs. Ellison. " "And I declare if you do, " answered she, "there is no love lost, Iverily believe; if you had heard what I heard him say yesterday behindyour back---" "Why, what did he say, Mrs. Ellison?" cries Amelia. "He said, " answered the other, "that you was the finest woman his eyesever beheld. --Ah! it is in vain to wish, and yet I cannot help wishingtoo. --O, Mrs. Booth! if you had been a single woman, I firmly believeI could have made you the happiest in the world. And I sincerely thinkI never saw a woman who deserved it more. " "I am obliged to you, madam, " cries Amelia, "for your good opinion;but I really look on myself already as the happiest woman in theworld. Our circumstances, it is true, might have been a little morefortunate; but O, my dear Mrs. Ellison! what fortune can be put in thebalance with such a husband as mine?" "I am afraid, dear madam, " answered Mrs. Ellison, "you would not holdthe scale fairly. --I acknowledge, indeed, Mr. Booth is a very prettygentleman; Heaven forbid I should endeavour to lessen him in youropinion; yet, if I was to be brought to confession, I could not helpsaying I see where the superiority lies, and that the men have morereason to envy Mr. Booth than the women have to envy his lady. " "Nay, I will not bear this, " replied Amelia. "You will forfeit all mylove if you have the least disrespectful opinion of my husband. You donot know him, Mrs. Ellison; he is the best, the kindest, the worthiestof all his sex. I have observed, indeed, once or twice before, thatyou have taken some dislike to him. I cannot conceive for what reason. If he hath said or done anything to disoblige you, I am sure I canjustly acquit him of design. His extreme vivacity makes him sometimesa little too heedless; but, I am convinced, a more innocent heart, orone more void of offence, was never in a human bosom. " "Nay, if you grow serious, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "I have done. How isit possible you should suspect I had taken any dislike to a man towhom I have always shewn so perfect a regard; but to say I think him, or almost any other man in the world, worthy of yourself, is notwithin my power with truth. And since you force the confession fromme, I declare, I think such beauty, such sense, and such goodnessunited, might aspire without vanity to the arms of any monarch inEurope. " "Alas! my dear Mrs. Ellison, " answered Amelia, "do you think happinessand a crown so closely united? how many miserable women have lain inthe arms of kings?--Indeed, Mrs. Ellison, if I had all the merit youcompliment me with, I should think it all fully rewarded with such aman as, I thank Heaven, hath fallen to my lot; nor would I, upon mysoul, exchange that lot with any queen in the universe. " "Well, there are enow of our sex, " said Mrs. Ellison, "to keep you incountenance; but I shall never forget the beginning of a song of Mr. Congreve's, that my husband was so fond of that he was always singingit:-- Love's but a frailty of the mind, When 'tis not with ambition join'd. Love without interest makes but an unsavoury dish, in my opinion. " "And pray how long hath this been your opinion?" said Amelia, smiling. "Ever since I was born, " answered Mrs. Ellison; "at least, ever sinceI can remember. " "And have you never, " said Amelia, "deviated from this generous way ofthinking?" "Never once, " answered the other, "in the whole course of my life. " "O, Mrs. Ellison! Mrs. Ellison!" cries Amelia; "why do we ever blamethose who are disingenuous in confessing their faults, when we are sooften ashamed to own ourselves in the right? Some women now, in mysituation, would be angry that you had not made confidantes of them;but I never desire to know more of the secrets of others than they arepleased to intrust me with. You must believe, however, that I shouldnot have given you these hints of my knowing all if I had disapprovedyour choice. On the contrary, I assure you I highly approve it. Thegentility he wants, it will be easily in your power to procure forhim; and as for his good qualities, I will myself be bound for them;and I make not the least doubt, as you have owned to me yourself thatyou have placed your affections on him, you will be one of thehappiest women in the world. " "Upon my honour, " cries Mrs. Ellison very gravely, "I do notunderstand one word of what you mean. " "Upon my honour, you astonish me, " said Amelia; "but I have done. " "Nay then, " said the other, "I insist upon knowing what you mean. " "Why, what can I mean, " answered Amelia, "but your marriage withserjeant Atkinson?" "With serjeant Atkinson!" cries Mrs. Ellison eagerly, "my marriagewith a serjeant!" "Well, with Mr. Atkinson, then, Captain Atkinson, if you please; forso I hope to see him. " "And have you really no better opinion of me, " said Mrs. Ellison, "than to imagine me capable of such condescension? What have I done, dear Mrs. Booth, to deserve so low a place in your esteem? I findindeed, as Solomon says, _Women ought to watch the door of theirlips. _ How little did I imagine that a little harmless freedom indiscourse could persuade any one that I could entertain a seriousintention of disgracing my family! for of a very good family am Icome, I assure you, madam, though I now let lodgings. Few of mylodgers, I believe, ever came of a better. " "If I have offended you, madam, " said Amelia, "I am very sorry, andask your pardon; but, besides what I heard from yourself, Mr. Boothtold me--" "O yes!" answered Mrs. Ellison, "Mr. Booth, I know, is a very goodfriend of mine. Indeed, I know you better than to think it could beyour own suspicion. I am very much obliged to Mr. Booth truly. " "Nay, " cries Amelia, "the serjeant himself is in fault; for Mr. Booth, I am positive, only repeated what he had from him. " "Impudent coxcomb!" cries Mrs. Ellison. "I shall know how to keep suchfellows at a proper distance for the future--I will tell you, dearmadam, all that happened. When I rose in the morning I found thefellow waiting in the entry; and, as you had exprest some regard forhim as your foster-brother--nay, he is a very genteel fellow, that Imust own--I scolded my maid for not shewing him into my little back-room; and I then asked him to walk into the parlour. Could I haveimagined he would have construed such little civility into anencouragement?" "Nay, I will have justice done to my poor brother too, " said Amelia. "I myself have seen you give him much greater encouragement thanthat. " "Well, perhaps I have, " said Mrs. Ellison. "I have been always toounguarded in my speech, and can't answer for all I have said. " Shethen began to change her note, and, with an affected laugh, turned allinto ridicule; and soon afterwards the two ladies separated, both inapparent good humour; and Amelia went about those domestic offices inwhich Mr. Booth found her engaged at the end of the preceding chapter. Chapter iv. _Containing a very extraordinary incident. _ In the afternoon Mr. Booth, with Amelia and her children, went torefresh themselves in the Park. The conversation now turned on whatpast in the morning with Mrs. Ellison, the latter part of thedialogue, I mean, recorded in the last chapter. Amelia told herhusband that Mrs. Ellison so strongly denied all intentions to marrythe serjeant, that she had convinced her the poor fellow was under anerror, and had mistaken a little too much levity for seriousencouragement; and concluded by desiring Booth not to jest with herany more on that subject. Booth burst into a laugh at what his wife said. "My dear creature, "said he, "how easily is thy honesty and simplicity to be imposed on!how little dost thou guess at the art and falsehood of women! I knew ayoung lady who, against her father's consent, was married to a brotherofficer of mine; and, as I often used to walk with her (for I knew herfather intimately well), she would of her own accord take frequentoccasions to ridicule and vilify her husband (for so he was at thetime), and exprest great wonder and indignation at the report whichshe allowed to prevail that she should condescend ever to look at sucha fellow with any other design than of laughing at and despising him. The marriage afterwards became publicly owned, and the lady wasreputably brought to bed. Since which I have often seen her; nor hathshe ever appeared to be in the least ashamed of what she had formerlysaid, though, indeed, I believe she hates me heartily for having heardit. " "But for what reason, " cries Amelia, "should she deny a fact, when shemust be so certain of our discovering it, and that immediately?" "I can't answer what end she may propose, " said Booth. "Sometimes onewould be almost persuaded that there was a pleasure in lying itself. But this I am certain, that I would believe the honest serjeant on hisbare word sooner than I would fifty Mrs. Ellisons on oath. I amconvinced he would not have said what he did to me without thestrongest encouragement; and, I think, after what we have been bothwitnesses to, it requires no great confidence in his veracity to givehim an unlimited credit with regard to the lady's behaviour. " To this Amelia made no reply; and they discoursed of other mattersduring the remainder of a very pleasant walk. When they returned home Amelia was surprized to find an appearance ofdisorder in her apartment. Several of the trinkets which his lordshiphad given the children lay about the room; and a suit of her owncloaths, which she had left in her drawers, was now displayed upon thebed. She immediately summoned her little girl up-stairs, who, as sheplainly perceived the moment she came up with a candle, had half criedher eyes out; for, though the girl had opened the door to them, as itwas almost dark, she had not taken any notice of this phenomenon inher countenance. The girl now fell down upon her knees and cried, "For Heaven's sake, madam, do not be angry with me. Indeed, I was left alone in the house;and, hearing somebody knock at the door, I opened it--I am surethinking no harm. I did not know but it might have been you, or mymaster, or Madam Ellison; and immediately as I did, the rogue burst inand ran directly up-stairs, and what he hath robbed you of I cannottell; but I am sure I could not help it, for he was a great swingingman with a pistol in each hand; and, if I had dared to call out, to besure he would have killed me. I am sure I was never in such a frightin my born days, whereof I am hardly come to myself yet. I believe heis somewhere about the house yet, for I never saw him go out. " Amelia discovered some little alarm at this narrative, but much lessthan many other ladies would have shewn, for a fright is, I believe, sometimes laid hold of as an opportunity of disclosing several charmspeculiar to that occasion. And which, as Mr. Addison says of certainvirtues, Shun the day, and lie conceal'd In the smooth seasons and the calms of life. Booth, having opened the window, and summoned in two chairmen to hisassistance, proceeded to search the house; but all to no purpose; thethief was flown, though the poor girl, in her state of terror, had notseen him escape. But now a circumstance appeared which greatly surprized both Booth andAmelia; indeed, I believe it will have the same effect on the reader;and this was, that the thief had taken nothing with him. He had, indeed, tumbled over all Booth's and Amelia's cloaths and thechildren's toys, but had left all behind him. Amelia was scarce more pleased than astonished at this discovery, andre-examined the girl, assuring her of an absolute pardon if sheconfessed the truth, but grievously threatening her if she was foundguilty of the least falsehood. "As for a thief, child, " says she, "that is certainly not true; you have had somebody with you to whomyou have been shewing the things; therefore tell me plainly who itwas. " The girl protested in the solemnest manner that she knew not theperson; but as to some circumstances she began to vary a little fromher first account, particularly as to the pistols, concerning which, being strictly examined by Booth, she at last cried--"To be sure, sir, he must have had pistols about him. " And instead of persisting in hishaving rushed in upon her, she now confessed that he had asked at thedoor for her master and mistress; and that at his desire she had shewnhim up-stairs, where he at first said he would stay till their returnhome; "but, indeed, " cried she, "I thought no harm, for he looked likea gentleman-like sort of man. And, indeed, so I thought he was for agood while, whereof he sat down and behaved himself very civilly, tillhe saw some of master's and miss's things upon the chest of drawers;whereof he cried, 'Hey-day! what's here?' and then he fell to tumblingabout the things like any mad. Then I thinks, thinks I to myself, tobe sure he is a highwayman, whereof I did not dare speak to him; for Iknew Madam Ellison and her maid was gone out, and what could such apoor girl as I do against a great strong man? and besides, thinks I, to be sure he hath got pistols about him, though I can't indeed, (thatI will not do for the world) take my Bible-oath that I saw any; yet tobe sure he would have soon pulled them out and shot me dead if I hadventured to have said anything to offend him. " "I know not what to make of this, " cries Booth. "The poor girl, Iverily believe, speaks to the best of her knowledge. A thief it couldnot be, for he hath not taken the least thing; and it is plain he hadthe girl's watch in his hand. If it had been a bailiff, surely hewould have staid till our return. I can conceive no other from thegirl's account than that it must have been some madman. " "O good sir!" said the girl, "now you mention it, if he was not athief, to be sure he must have been a madman: for indeed he looked, and behaved himself too, very much like a madman; for, now I rememberit, he talked to himself and said many strange kind of words that Idid not understand. Indeed, he looked altogether as I have seen peoplein Bedlam; besides, if he was not a madman, what good could it do himto throw the things all about the room in such a manner? and he saidsomething too about my master just before he went down-stairs. I wasin such a fright I cannot remember particularly, but I am sure theywere very ill words; he said he would do for him--I am sure he saidthat, and other wicked bad words too, if I could but think of them. " "Upon my word, " said Booth, "this is the most probable conjecture; butstill I am puzzled to conceive who it should be, for I have no madmanto my knowledge of my acquaintance, and it seems, as the girl says, heasked for me. " He then turned to the child, and asked her if she wascertain of that circumstance. The poor maid, after a little hesitation, answered, "Indeed, sir, Icannot be very positive; for the fright he threw me into afterwardsdrove everything almost out of my mind. " "Well, whatever he was, " cries Amelia, "I am glad the consequence isno worse; but let this be a warning to you, little Betty, and teachyou to take more care for the future. If ever you should be left alonein the house again, be sure to let no persons in without first lookingout at the window and seeing who they are. I promised not to chide youany more on this occasion, and I will keep my word; but it is veryplain you desired this person to walk up into our apartment, which wasvery wrong in our absence. " Betty was going to answer, but Amelia would not let her, saying, "Don't attempt to excuse yourself; for I mortally hate a liar, and canforgive any fault sooner than falsehood. " The poor girl then submitted; and now Amelia, with her assistance, began to replace all things in their order; and little Emily huggingher watch with great fondness, declared she would never part with itany more. Thus ended this odd adventure, not entirely to the satisfaction ofBooth; for, besides his curiosity, which, when thoroughly roused, is avery troublesome passion, he had, as is I believe usual with allpersons in his circumstances, several doubts and apprehensions of heknew not what. Indeed, fear is never more uneasy than when it doth notcertainly know its object; for on such occasions the mind is everemployed in raising a thousand bugbears and fantoms, much moredreadful than any realities, and, like children when they tell talesof hobgoblins, seems industrious in terrifying itself. Chapter v. _Containing some matters not very unnatural. _ Matters were scarce sooner reduced into order and decency than aviolent knocking was heard at the door, such indeed as would havepersuaded any one not accustomed to the sound that the madman wasreturned in the highest spring-tide of his fury. Instead, however, of so disagreeable an appearance, a very fine ladypresently came into the room, no other, indeed, than Mrs. Jamesherself; for she was resolved to shew Amelia, by the speedy return ofher visit, how unjust all her accusation had been of any failure inthe duties of friendship; she had, moreover, another reason toaccelerate this visit, and that was, to congratulate her friend on theevent of the duel between Colonel Bath and Mr. Booth. The lady had so well profited by Mrs. Booth's remonstrance, that shehad now no more of that stiffness and formality which she had worn ona former occasion. On the contrary, she now behaved with the utmostfreedom and good-humour, and made herself so very agreeable, thatAmelia was highly pleased and delighted with her company. An incident happened during this visit, that may appear to some tooinconsiderable in itself to be recorded; and yet, as it certainlyproduced a very strong consequence in the mind of Mr. Booth, we cannotprevail on ourselves to pass it by. Little Emily, who was present in the room while Mrs. James was there, as she stood near that lady happened to be playing with her watch, which she was so greatly overjoyed had escaped safe from the madman. Mrs. James, who exprest great fondness for the child, desired to seethe watch, which she commended as the prettiest of the kind she hadever seen. Amelia caught eager hold of this opportunity to spread the praises ofher benefactor. She presently acquainted Mrs. James with the donor'sname, and ran on with great encomiums on his lordship's goodness, andparticularly on his generosity. To which Mrs. James answered, "O!certainly, madam, his lordship hath universally the character of beingextremely generous-where he likes. " In uttering these words she laid a very strong emphasis on the threelast monosyllables, accompanying them at the same time with a verysagacious look, a very significant leer, and a great flirt with herfan. The greatest genius the world hath ever produced observes, in one ofhis most excellent plays, that Trifles, light as air, Are to the jealous confirmations strong As proofs of holy writ. That Mr. Booth began to be possessed by this worst of fiends, admits, I think, no longer doubt; for at this speech of Mrs. James heimmediately turned pale, and, from a high degree of chearfulness, wasall on a sudden struck dumb, so that he spoke not another word tillMrs. James left the room. The moment that lady drove from the door Mrs. Ellison came up-stairs. She entered the room with a laugh, and very plentifully rallied bothBooth and Amelia concerning the madman, of which she had received afull account below-stairs; and at last asked Amelia if she could notguess who it was; but, without receiving an answer, went on, saying, "For my own part, I fancy it must be some lover of yours! some personthat hath seen you, and so is run mad with love. Indeed, I should notwonder if all mankind were to do the same. La! Mr. Booth, what makesyou grave? why, you are as melancholy as if you had been robbed inearnest. Upon my word, though, to be serious, it is a strange story, and, as the girl tells it, I know not what to make of it. Perhaps itmight be some rogue that intended to rob the house, and his heartfailed him; yet even that would be very extraordinary. What, did youlose nothing, madam?" "Nothing at all, " answered Amelia. "He did not even take the child'swatch. " "Well, captain, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "I hope you will take more careof the house to-morrow; for your lady and I shall leave you alone tothe care of it. Here, madam, " said she, "here is a present from mylord to us; here are two tickets for the masquerade at Ranelagh. Youwill be so charmed with it! It is the sweetest of all diversions. " "May I be damned, madam, " cries Booth, "if my wife shall go thither. " Mrs. Ellison stared at these words, and, indeed, so did Amelia; forthey were spoke with great vehemence. At length the former cried outwith an air of astonishment, "Not let your lady go to Ranelagh, sir?" "No, madam, " cries Booth, "I will not let my wife go to Ranelagh. " "You surprize me!" cries Mrs. Ellison. "Sure, you are not in earnest?" "Indeed, madam, " returned he, "I am seriously in earnest. And, what ismore, I am convinced she would of her own accord refuse to go. " "Now, madam, " said Mrs. Ellison, "you are to answer for yourself: andI will for your husband, that, if you have a desire to go, he will notrefuse you. " "I hope, madam, " answered Amelia with great gravity, "I shall neverdesire to go to any place contrary to Mr. Booth's inclinations. " "Did ever mortal hear the like?" said Mrs. Ellison; "you are enough tospoil the best husband in the universe. Inclinations! what, is a womanto be governed then by her husband's inclinations, though they arenever so unreasonable?" "Pardon me, madam, " said Amelia; "I will not suppose Mr. Booth'sinclinations ever can be unreasonable. I am very much obliged to youfor the offer you have made me; but I beg you will not mention it anymore; for, after what Mr. Booth hath declared, if Ranelagh was aheaven upon earth, I would refuse to go to it. " "I thank you, my dear, " cries Booth; "I do assure you, you oblige mebeyond my power of expression by what you say; but I will endeavour toshew you, both my sensibility of such goodness, and my lastinggratitude to it. " "And pray, sir, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "what can be your objection toyour lady's going to a place which, I will venture to say, is asreputable as any about town, and which is frequented by the bestcompany?" "Pardon me, good Mrs. Ellison, " said Booth: "as my wife is so good toacquiesce without knowing my reasons, I am not, I think, obliged toassign them to any other person. " "Well, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "if I had been told this, I would not havebelieved it. What, refuse your lady an innocent diversion, and thattoo when you have not the pretence to say it would cost you afarthing?" "Why will you say any more on this subject, dear madam?" cries Amelia. "All diversions are to me matters of such indifference, that the bareinclinations of any one for whom I have the least value would at alltimes turn the balance of mine. I am sure then, after what Mr. Boothhath said--" "My dear, " cries he, taking her up hastily, "I sincerely ask yourpardon; I spoke inadvertently, and in a passion. I never once thoughtof controuling you, nor ever would. Nay, I said in the same breath youwould not go; and, upon my honour, I meant nothing more. " "My dear, " said she, "you have no need of making any apology. I am notin the least offended, and am convinced you will never deny me what Ishall desire. " "Try him, try him, madam, " cries Mrs. Ellison; "I will be judged byall the women in town if it is possible for a wife to ask her husbandanything more reasonable. You can't conceive what a sweet, charming, elegant, delicious place it is. Paradise itself can hardly be equal toit. " "I beg you will excuse me, madam, " said Amelia; "nay, I entreat youwill ask me no more; for be assured I must and will refuse. Do let medesire you to give the ticket to poor Mrs. Bennet. I believe it wouldgreatly oblige her. " "Pardon me, madam, " said Mrs. Ellison; "if you will not accept of it, I am not so distressed for want of company as to go to such a publicplace with all sort of people neither. I am always very glad to seeMrs. Bennet at my own house, because I look upon her as a very goodsort of woman; but I don't chuse to be seen with such people in publicplaces. " Amelia exprest some little indignation at this last speech, which shedeclared to be entirely beyond her comprehension; and soon after, Mrs. Ellison, finding all her efforts to prevail on Amelia wereineffectual, took her leave, giving Mr. Booth two or three sarcasticalwords, and a much more sarcastical look, at her departure. Chapter vi. _A scene in which some ladies will possibly think Amelia's conductexceptionable. _ Booth and his wife being left alone, a solemn silence prevailed duringa few minutes. At last Amelia, who, though a good, was yet a humancreatures said to her husband, "Pray, my dear, do inform me what couldput you into so great a passion when Mrs. Ellison first offered me thetickets for this masquerade?" "I had rather you would not ask me, " said Booth. "You have obliged megreatly in your ready acquiescence with my desire, and you will addgreatly to the obligation by not enquiring the reason of it. This youmay depend upon, Amelia, that your good and happiness are the greatobjects of all my wishes, and the end I propose in all my actions. This view alone could tempt me to refuse you anything, or to concealanything from you. " "I will appeal to yourself, " answered she, "whether this be not usingme too much like a child, and whether I can possibly help being alittle offended at it?" "Not in the least, " replied he; "I use you only with the tenderness ofa friend. I would only endeavour to conceal that from you which Ithink would give you uneasiness if you knew. These are called thepious frauds of friendship. " "I detest all fraud, " says she; "and pious is too good an epithet tobe joined to so odious a word. You have often, you know, tried thesefrauds with no better effect than to teize and torment me. You cannotimagine, my dear, but that I must have a violent desire to know thereason of words which I own I never expected to have heard. And themore you have shown a reluctance to tell me, the more eagerly I havelonged to know. Nor can this be called a vain curiosity, since I seemso much interested in this affair. If after all this, you still insiston keeping the secret, I will convince you I am not ignorant of theduty of a wife by my obedience; but I cannot help telling you at thesame time you will make me one of the most miserable of women. " "That is, " cries he, "in other words, my dear Emily, to say, I will becontented without the secret, but I am resolved to know it, nevertheless. " "Nay, if you say so, " cries she, "I am convinced you will tell me. Positively, dear Billy, I must and will know. " "Why, then, positively, " says Booth, "I will tell you. And I think Ishall then shew you that, however well you may know the duty of awife, I am not always able to behave like a husband. In a word then, my dear, the secret is no more than this; I am unwilling you shouldreceive any more presents from my lord. " "Mercy upon me!" cries she, with all the marks of astonishment; "what!a masquerade ticket!"-- "Yes, my dear, " cries he; "that is, perhaps, the very worst and mostdangerous of all. Few men make presents of those tickets to ladieswithout intending to meet them at the place. And what do we know ofyour companion? To be sincere with you, I have not liked her behaviourfor some time. What might be the consequence of going with such awoman to such a place, to meet such a person, I tremble to think. Andnow, my dear, I have told you my reason of refusing her offer withsome little vehemence, and I think I need explain myself no farther. " "You need not, indeed, sir, " answered she. "Good Heavens! did I everexpect to hear this? I can appeal to heaven, nay, I will appeal toyourself, Mr. Booth, if I have ever done anything to deserve such asuspicion. If ever any action of mine, nay, if ever any thought, hadstained the innocence of my soul, I could be contented. " "How cruelly do you mistake me!" said Booth. "What suspicion have Iever shewn?" "Can you ask it, " answered she, "after what you have just nowdeclared?" "If I have declared any suspicion of you, " replied he, "or if ever Ientertained a thought leading that way, may the worst of evils thatever afflicted human nature attend me! I know the pure innocence ofthat tender bosom, I do know it, my lovely angel, and adore it. Thesnares which might be laid for that innocence were alone the cause ofmy apprehension. I feared what a wicked and voluptuous man, resolvedto sacrifice everything to the gratification of a sensual appetitewith the most delicious repast, might attempt. If ever I injured theunspotted whiteness of thy virtue in my imagination, may hell---" "Do not terrify me, " cries she, interrupting him, "with suchimprecations. O, Mr. Booth! Mr. Booth! you must well know that awoman's virtue is always her sufficient guard. No husband, withoutsuspecting that, can suspect any danger from those snares you mention;and why, if you are liable to take such things into your head, may notyour suspicions fall on me as well as on any other? for sure nothingwas ever more unjust, I will not say ungrateful, than the suspicionswhich you have bestowed on his lordship. I do solemnly declare, in allthe times I have seen the poor man, he hath never once offered theleast forwardness. His behaviour hath been polite indeed, but ratherremarkably distant than otherwise. Particularly when we played atcards together. I don't remember he spoke ten words to me all theevening; and when I was at his house, though he shewed the greatestfondness imaginable to the children, he took so little notice of me, that a vain woman would have been very little pleased with him. And ifhe gave them many presents, he never offered me one. The first, indeed, which he ever offered me was that which you in that kindmanner forced me to refuse. " "All this may be only the effect of art, " said Booth. "I am convincedhe doth, nay, I am convinced he must like you; and my good friendJames, who perfectly well knows the world, told me, that hislordship's character was that of the most profuse in his pleasureswith women; nay, what said Mrs. James this very evening? 'His lordshipis extremely generous--where he likes. ' I shall never forget the sneerwith which she spoke those last words. " "I am convinced they injure him, " cries Amelia. "As for Mrs. James, she was always given to be censorious; I remarked it in her long ago, as her greatest fault. And for the colonel, I believe he may findfaults enow of this kind in his own bosom, without searching afterthem among his neighbours. I am sure he hath the most impudent look ofall the men I know; and I solemnly declare, the very last time he washere he put me out of countenance more than once. " "Colonel James, " answered Booth, "may have his faults very probably. Ido not look upon him as a saint, nor do I believe he desires I should;but what interest could he have in abusing this lord's character tome? or why should I question his truth, when he assured me that mylord had never done an act of beneficence in his life but for the sakeof some woman whom he lusted after?" "Then I myself can confute him, " replied Amelia: "for, besides hisservices to you, which, for the future, I shall wish to forget, andhis kindness to my little babes, how inconsistent is the characterwhich James gives of him with his lordship's behaviour to his ownnephew and niece, whose extreme fondness of their uncle sufficientlyproclaims his goodness to them? I need not mention all that I haveheard from Mrs. Ellison, every word of which I believe; for I havegreat reason to think, notwithstanding some little levity, which, togive her her due, she sees and condemns in herself, she is a very goodsort of woman. " "Well, my dear, " cries Booth, "I may have been deceived, and Iheartily hope I am so; but in cases of this nature it is always goodto be on the surest side; for, as Congreve says, 'The wise too jealous are: fools too secure. '" Here Amelia burst into tears, upon which Booth immediately caught herin his arms, and endeavoured to comfort her. Passion, however, for awhile obstructed her speech, and at last she cried, "O, Mr. Booth! canI bear to hear the word jealousy from your mouth?" "Why, my love, " said Booth, "will you so fatally misunderstand mymeaning? how often shall I protest that it is not of you, but of him, that I was jealous? If you could look into my breast, and there readall the most secret thoughts of my heart, you would not see one faintidea to your dishonour. " "I don't misunderstand you, my dear, " said she, "so much as I amafraid you misunderstand yourself. What is it you fear?--you mentionnot force, but snares. Is not this to confess, at least, that you havesome doubt of my understanding? do you then really imagine me so weakas to be cheated of my virtue?--am I to be deceived into an affectionfor a man before I perceive the least inward hint of my danger? No, Mr. Booth, believe me, a woman must be a fool indeed who can have inearnest such an excuse for her actions. I have not, I think, any veryhigh opinion of my judgment, but so far I shall rely upon it, that noman breathing could have any such designs as you have apprehendedwithout my immediately seeing them; and how I should then act I hopemy whole conduct to you hath sufficiently declared. " "Well, my dear, " cries Booth, "I beg you will mention it no more; ifpossible, forget it. I hope, nay, I believe, I have been in the wrong;pray forgive me. " "I will, I do forgive you, my dear, " said she, "if forgiveness be aproper word for one whom you have rather made miserable than angry;but let me entreat you to banish for ever all such suspicions fromyour mind. I hope Mrs. Ellison hath not discovered the real cause ofyour passion; but, poor woman, if she had, I am convinced it would gono farther. Oh, Heavens! I would not for the world it should reach hislordship's ears. You would lose the best friend that ever man had. Nay, I would not for his own sake, poor man; for I really believe itwould affect him greatly, and I must, I cannot help having an esteemfor so much goodness. An esteem which, by this dear hand, " said she, taking Booth's hand and kissing it, "no man alive shall ever obtain bymaking love to me. " Booth caught her in his arms and tenderly embraced her. After whichthe reconciliation soon became complete; and Booth, in thecontemplation of his happiness, entirely buried all his jealousthoughts. Chapter vii. _A chapter in which there is much learning. _ The next morning, whilst Booth was gone to take his morning walk, Amelia went down into Mrs. Ellison's apartment, where, though she wasreceived with great civility, yet she found that lady was not at allpleased with Mr. Booth; and, by some hints which dropt from her inconversation, Amelia very greatly apprehended that Mrs. Ellison hadtoo much suspicion of her husband's real uneasiness; for that ladydeclared very openly she could not help perceiving what sort of manMr. Booth was: "And though I have the greatest regard for you, madam, in the world, " said she, "yet I think myself in honour obliged not toimpose on his lordship, who, I know very well, hath conceived hisgreatest liking to the captain on my telling him that he was the besthusband in the world. " Amelia's fears gave her much disturbance, and when her husbandreturned she acquainted him with them; upon which occasion, as it wasnatural, she resumed a little the topic of their former discourse, norcould she help casting, though in very gentle terms, some slight blameon Booth for having entertained a suspicion which, she said, might inits consequence very possibly prove their ruin, and occasion the lossof his lordship's friendship. Booth became highly affected with what his wife said, and the more, ashe had just received a note from Colonel James, informing him that thecolonel had heard of a vacant company in the regiment which Booth hadmentioned to him, and that he had been with his lordship about it, whohad promised to use his utmost interest to obtain him the command. The poor man now exprest the utmost concern for his yesterday'sbehaviour, said "he believed the devil had taken possession of him, "and concluded with crying out, "Sure I was born, my dearest creature, to be your torment. " Amelia no sooner saw her husband's distress than she instantly forborewhatever might seem likely to aggravate it, and applied herself, withall her power, to comfort him. "If you will give me leave to offer myadvice, my dearest soul, " said she, "I think all might yet beremedied. I think you know me too well to suspect that the desire ofdiversion should induce me to mention what I am now going to propose;and in that confidence I will ask you to let me accept my lord's andMrs. Ellison's offer, and go to the masquerade. No matter how littlewhile I stay there; if you desire it I will not be an hour from you. Ican make an hundred excuses to come home, or tell a real truth, andsay I am tired with the place. The bare going will cure everything. " Amelia had no sooner done speaking than Booth immediately approved heradvice, and readily gave his consent. He could not, however, helpsaying, that the shorter her stay was there, the more agreeable itwould be to him; "for you know, my dear, " said he, "I would neverwillingly be a moment out of your sight. " In the afternoon Amelia sent to invite Mrs. Ellison to a dish of tea;and Booth undertook to laugh off all that had passed yesterday, inwhich attempt the abundant good humour of that lady gave him greathopes of success. Mrs. Bennet came that afternoon to make a visit, and was almost anhour with Booth and Amelia before the entry of Mrs. Ellison. Mr. Booth had hitherto rather disliked this young lady, and hadwondered at the pleasure which Amelia declared she took in hercompany. This afternoon, however, he changed his opinion, and likedher almost as much as his wife had done. She did indeed behave at thistime with more than ordinary gaiety; and good humour gave a glow toher countenance that set off her features, which were very pretty, tothe best advantage, and lessened the deadness that had usuallyappeared in her complexion. But if Booth was now pleased with Mrs. Bennet, Amelia was still morepleased with her than ever. For, when their discourse turned on love, Amelia discovered that her new friend had all the same sentiments onthat subject with herself. In the course of their conversation Boothgave Mrs. Bennet a hint of wishing her a good husband, upon which boththe ladies declaimed against second marriages with equal vehemence. Upon this occasion Booth and his wife discovered a talent in theirvisitant to which they had been before entirely strangers, and forwhich they both greatly admired her, and this was, that the lady was agood scholar, in which, indeed, she had the advantage of poor Amelia, whose reading was confined to English plays and poetry; besides which, I think she had conversed only with the divinity of the great andlearned Dr Barrow, and with the histories of the excellent BishopBurnet. Amelia delivered herself on the subject of second marriages with mucheloquence and great good sense; but when Mrs. Bennet came to give heropinion she spoke in the following manner: "I shall not enter into thequestion concerning the legality of bigamy. Our laws certainly allowit, and so, I think, doth our religion. We are now debating only onthe decency of it, and in this light I own myself as strenuous anadvocate against it as any Roman matron would have been in those agesof the commonwealth when it was held to be infamous. For my own part, how great a paradox soever my opinion may seem, I solemnly declare, Isee but little difference between having two husbands at one time andat several times; and of this I am very confident, that the samedegree of love for a first husband which preserves a woman in the onecase will preserve her in the other. There is one argument which Iscarce know how to deliver before you, sir; but--if a woman hath livedwith her first husband without having children, I think itunpardonable in her to carry barrenness into a second family. On thecontrary, if she hath children by her first husband, to give them asecond father is still more unpardonable. " "But suppose, madam, " cries Booth, interrupting her with a smile, "sheshould have had children by her first husband, and have lost them?" "That is a case, " answered she, with a sigh, "which I did not desireto think of, and I must own it the most favourable light in which asecond marriage can be seen. But the Scriptures, as Petrarch observes, rather suffer them than commend them; and St Jerom speaks against themwith the utmost bitterness. "--"I remember, " cries Booth (who waswilling either to shew his learning, or to draw out the lady's), "avery wise law of Charondas, the famous lawgiver of Thurium, by whichmen who married a second time were removed from all public councils;for it was scarce reasonable to suppose that he who was so great afool in his own family should be wise in public affairs. And thoughsecond marriages were permitted among the Romans, yet they were at thesame time discouraged, and those Roman widows who refused them wereheld in high esteem, and honoured with what Valerius Maximus calls theCorona Pudicitiae. In the noble family of Camilli there was not, inmany ages, a single instance of this, which Martial calls adultery: _Quae toties nubit, non nubit; adultera lege est. "_ "True, sir, " says Mrs. Bennet, "and Virgil calls this a violation ofchastity, and makes Dido speak of it with the utmost detestation: _Sed mihi vel Tellus optem prius ima dehiscat Vel Pater omnipotens adigat me fulmine ad umbras, Pallentes umbras Erebi, noctemque profundam, Ante, fudor, quam te violo, aut tua jura resolvo. Ille meos, primum qui me sibi junxit, amores, Ille habeat semper secum, servetque Sepulchro. "_ She repeated these lines with so strong an emphasis, that she almostfrightened Amelia out of her wits, and not a little staggered Booth, who was himself no contemptible scholar. He expressed great admirationof the lady's learning; upon which she said it was all the fortunegiven her by her father, and all the dower left her by her husband;"and sometimes, " said she, "I am inclined to think I enjoy morepleasure from it than if they had bestowed on me what the world wouldin general call more valuable. "--She then took occasion, from thesurprize which Booth had affected to conceive at her repeating Latinwith so good a grace, to comment on that great absurdity (for so shetermed it) of excluding women from learning; for which they wereequally qualified with the men, and in which so many had made sonotable a proficiency; for a proof of which she mentioned MadamDacier, and many others. Though both Booth and Amelia outwardly concurred with her sentiments, it may be a question whether they did not assent rather out ofcomplaisance than from their real judgment. Chapter viii. _Containing some unaccountable behaviour in Mrs. Ellison. _ Mrs. Ellison made her entrance at the end of the preceding discourse. At her first appearance she put on an unusual degree of formality andreserve; but when Amelia had acquainted her that she designed toaccept the favour intended her, she soon began to alter the gravity ofher muscles, and presently fell in with that ridicule which Booththought proper to throw on his yesterday's behaviour. The conversation now became very lively and pleasant, in which Boothhaving mentioned the discourse that passed in the last chapter, andhaving greatly complimented Mrs. Bennet's speech on that occasion, Mrs. Ellison, who was as strenuous an advocate on the other side, began to rally that lady extremely, declaring it was a certain signshe intended to marry again soon. "Married ladies, " cries she, "Ibelieve, sometimes think themselves in earnest in such declarations, though they are oftener perhaps meant as compliments to theirhusbands; but, when widows exclaim loudly against second marriages, Iwould always lay a wager that the man, if not the wedding-day, isabsolutely fixed on. " Mrs. Bennet made very little answer to this sarcasm. Indeed, she hadscarce opened her lips from the time of Mrs. Ellison's coming into theroom, and had grown particularly grave at the mention of themasquerade. Amelia imputed this to her being left out of the party, amatter which is often no small mortification to human pride, and in awhisper asked Mrs. Ellison if she could not procure a third ticket, towhich she received an absolute negative. During the whole time of Mrs. Bennet's stay, which was above an hourafterwards, she remained perfectly silent, and looked extremelymelancholy. This made Amelia very uneasy, as she concluded she hadguessed the cause of her vexation. In which opinion she was the moreconfirmed from certain looks of no very pleasant kind which Mrs. Bennet now and then cast on Mrs. Ellison, and the more than ordinaryconcern that appeared in the former lady's countenance whenever themasquerade was mentioned, and which; unfortunately, was the principaltopic of their discourse; for Mrs. Ellison gave a very elaboratedescription of the extreme beauty of the place and elegance of thediversion. When Mrs. Bennet was departed, Amelia could not help again solicitingMrs. Ellison for another ticket, declaring she was certain Mrs. Bennethad a great inclination to go with them; but Mrs. Ellison againexcused herself from asking it of his lordship. "Besides, madam, " saysshe, "if I would go thither with Mrs. Bennet, which, I own to you, Idon't chuse, as she is a person whom _nobody knows_, I very muchdoubt whether she herself would like it; for she is a woman of a veryunaccountable turn. All her delight lies in books; and as for publicdiversions, I have heard her often declare her abhorrence of them. " "What then, " said Amelia, "could occasion all that gravity from themoment the masquerade was mentioned?" "As to that, " answered the other, "there is no guessing. You have seenher altogether as grave before now. She hath had these fits of gravityat times ever since the death of her husband. " "Poor creature!" cries Amelia; "I heartily pity her, for she mustcertainly suffer a great deal on these occasions. I declare I havetaken a strange fancy to her. " "Perhaps you would not like her so well if you knew her thoroughly, "answered Mrs. Ellison. --"She is, upon the whole, but of a whimsicaltemper; and, if you will take my opinion, you should not cultivate toomuch intimacy with her. I know you will never mention what I say; butshe is like some pictures, which please best at a distance. " Amelia did not seem to agree with these sentiments, and she greatlyimportuned Mrs. Ellison to be more explicit, but to no purpose; shecontinued to give only dark hints to Mrs. Bennet's disadvantage; and, if ever she let drop something a little too harsh, she failed notimmediately to contradict herself by throwing some gentlecommendations into the other scale; so that her conduct appearedutterly unaccountable to Amelia, and, upon the whole, she knew notwhether to conclude Mrs. Ellison to be a friend or enemy to Mrs. Bennet. During this latter conversation Booth was not in the room, for he hadbeen summoned down-stairs by the serjeant, who came to him with newsfrom Murphy, whom he had met that evening, and who assured theserjeant that, if he was desirous of recovering the debt which he hadbefore pretended to have on Booth, he might shortly have anopportunity, for that there was to be a very strong petition to theboard the next time they sat. Murphy said further that he need notfear having his money, for that, to his certain knowledge, the captainhad several things of great value, and even his children had goldwatches. This greatly alarmed Booth, and still more when the serjeant reportedto him, from Murphy, that all these things had been seen in hispossession within a day last past. He now plainly perceived, as hethought, that Murphy himself, or one of his emissaries, had been thesupposed madman; and he now very well accounted to himself, in his ownmind, for all that had happened, conceiving that the design was toexamine into the state of his effects, and to try whether it was worthhis creditors' while to plunder him by law. At his return to his apartment he communicated what he had heard toAmelia and Mrs. Ellison, not disguising his apprehensions of theenemy's intentions; but Mrs. Ellison endeavoured to laugh him out ofhis fears, calling him faint-hearted, and assuring him he might dependon her lawyer. "Till you hear from him, " said she, "you may restentirely contented: for, take my word for it, no danger can happen toyou of which you will not be timely apprized by him. And as for thefellow that had the impudence to come into your room, if he was senton such an errand as you mention, I heartily wish I had been at home;I would have secured him safe with a constable, and have carried himdirectly before justice Thresher. I know the justice is an enemy tobailiffs on his own account. " This heartening speech a little roused the courage of Booth, andsomewhat comforted Amelia, though the spirits of both had been toomuch hurried to suffer them either to give or receive muchentertainment that evening; which Mrs. Ellison perceiving soon tookher leave, and left this unhappy couple to seek relief from sleep, that powerful friend to the distrest, though, like other powerfulfriends, he is not always ready to give his assistance to those whowant it most. Chapter ix. _Containing a very strange incident. _ When the husband and wife were alone they again talked over the newswhich the serjeant had brought; on which occasion Amelia did all shecould to conceal her own fears, and to quiet those of her husband. Atlast she turned the conversation to another subject, and poor Mrs. Bennet was brought on the carpet. "I should be sorry, " cries Amelia, "to find I had conceived an affection for a bad woman; and yet I beginto fear Mrs. Ellison knows something of her more than she cares todiscover; why else should she be unwilling to be seen with her inpublic? Besides, I have observed that Mrs. Ellison hath been alwaysbackward to introduce her to me, nor would ever bring her to myapartment, though I have often desired her. Nay, she hath given mefrequent hints not to cultivate the acquaintance. What do you think, my dear? I should be very sorry to contract an intimacy with a wickedperson. " "Nay, my dear, " cries Booth. "I know no more of her, nor indeed hardlyso much as yourself. But this I think, that if Mrs. Ellison knows anyreason why she should not have introduced Mrs. Bennet into yourcompany, she was very much in the wrong in introducing her into it. " In discourses of this kind they past the remainder of the evening. Inthe morning Booth rose early, and, going down-stairs, received fromlittle Betty a sealed note, which contained the following words: Beware, beware, beware; For I apprehend a dreadful snare Is laid for virtuous innocence, Under a friend's false pretence. Booth immediately enquired of the girl who brought this note? and wastold it came by a chair-man, who, having delivered it, departedwithout saying a word. He was extremely staggered at what he read, and presently referred theadvice to the same affair on which he had received those hints fromAtkinson the preceding evening; but when he came to consider the wordsmore maturely he could not so well reconcile the two last lines ofthis poetical epistle, if it may be so called, with any danger whichthe law gave him reason to apprehend. Mr. Murphy and his gang couldnot well be said to attack either his innocence or virtue; nor didthey attack him under any colour or pretence of friendship. After much deliberation on this matter a very strange suspicion cameinto his head; and this was, that he was betrayed by Mrs. Ellison. Hehad, for some time, conceived no very high opinion of that goodgentlewoman, and he now began to suspect that she was bribed to betrayhim. By this means he thought he could best account for the strangeappearance of the supposed madman. And when this conceit once hadbirth in his mind, several circumstances nourished and improved it. Among these were her jocose behaviour and raillery on that occasion, and her attempt to ridicule his fears from the message which theserjeant had brought him. This suspicion was indeed preposterous, and not at all warranted by, or even consistent with, the character and whole behaviour of Mrs. Ellison, but it was the only one which at that time suggested itselfto his mind; and, however blameable it might be, it was certainly notunnatural in him to entertain it; for so great a torment is anxiety tothe human mind, that we always endeavour to relieve ourselves from itby guesses, however doubtful or uncertain; on all which occasions, dislike and hatred are the surest guides to lead our suspicion to itsobject. When Amelia rose to breakfast, Booth produced the note which he hadreceived, saying, "My dear, you have so often blamed me for keepingsecrets from you, and I have so often, indeed, endeavoured to concealsecrets of this kind from you with such ill success, that I think Ishall never more attempt it. " Amelia read the letter hastily, andseemed not a little discomposed; then, turning to Booth with a verydisconsolate countenance, she said, "Sure fortune takes a delight interrifying us! what can be the meaning of this?" Then, fixing her eyesattentively on the paper, she perused it for some time, till Boothcried, "How is it possible, my Emily, you can read such stuffpatiently? the verses are certainly as bad as ever were written. "--"Iwas trying, my dear, " answered she, "to recollect the hand; for I willtake my oath I have seen it before, and that very lately;" andsuddenly she cried out, with great emotion, "I remember it perfectlynow; it is Mrs. Bennet's hand. Mrs. Ellison shewed me a letter fromher but a day or two ago. It is a very remarkable hand, and I ampositive it is hers. " "If it be hers, " cries Booth, "what can she possibly mean by thelatter part of her caution? sure Mrs. Ellison hath no intention tobetray us. " "I know not what she means, " answered Amelia, "but I am resolved toknow immediately, for I am certain of the hand. By the greatest luckin the world, she told me yesterday where her lodgings were, when shepressed me exceedingly to come and see her. She lives but a very fewdoors from us, and I will go to her this moment. " Booth made not the least objection to his wife's design. His curiositywas, indeed, as great as hers, and so was his impatience to satisfyit, though he mentioned not this his impatience to Amelia; and perhapsit had been well for him if he had. Amelia, therefore, presently equipped herself in her walking dress, and, leaving her children to the care of her husband, made allpossible haste to Mrs. Bennet's lodgings. Amelia waited near five minutes at Mrs. Bennet's door before any onecame to open it; at length a maid servant appeared, who, being askedif Mrs. Bennet was at home, answered, with some confusion in hercountenance, that she did not know; "but, madam, " said she, "if youwill send up your name, I will go and see. " Amelia then told her name, and the wench, after staying a considerable time, returned andacquainted her that Mrs. Bennet was at home. She was then ushered intoa parlour and told that the lady would wait on her presently. In this parlour Amelia cooled her heels, as the phrase is, near aquarter of an hour. She seemed, indeed, at this time, in the miserablesituation of one of those poor wretches who make their morning visitsto the great to solicit favours, or perhaps to solicit the payment ofa debt, for both are alike treated as beggars, and the lattersometimes considered as the more troublesome beggars of the two. During her stay here, Amelia observed the house to be in greatconfusion; a great bustle was heard above-stairs, and the maid ran upand down several times in a great hurry. At length Mrs. Bennet herself came in. She was greatly disordered inher looks, and had, as the women call it, huddled on her cloaths inmuch haste; for, in truth, she was in bed when Amelia first came. Ofthis fact she informed her, as the only apology she could make forhaving caused her to wait so long for her company. Amelia very readily accepted her apology, but asked her with a smile, if these early hours were usual with her? Mrs. Bennet turned as red asscarlet at the question, and answered, "No, indeed, dear madam. I amfor the most part a very early riser; but I happened accidentally tosit up very late last night. I am sure I had little expectation ofyour intending me such a favour this morning. " Amelia, looking very steadfastly at her, said, "Is it possible, madam, you should think such a note as this would raise no curiosity in me?"She then gave her the note, asking her if she did not know the hand. Mrs. Bennet appeared in the utmost surprize and confusion at thisinstant. Indeed, if Amelia had conceived but the slightest suspicionbefore, the behaviour of the lady would have been a sufficientconfirmation to her of the truth. She waited not, therefore, for ananswer, which, indeed, the other seemed in no haste to give, butconjured her in the most earnest manner to explain to her the meaningof so extraordinary an act of friendship; "for so, " said she, "Iesteem it, being convinced you must have sufficient reason for thewarning you have given me. " Mrs. Bennet, after some hesitation, answered, "I need not, I believe, tell you how much I am surprized at what you have shewn me; and thechief reason of my surprize is, how you came to discover my hand. Sure, madam, you have not shewn it to Mrs. Ellison?" Amelia declared she had not, but desired she would question her nofarther. "What signifies how I discovered it, since your hand itcertainly is?" "I own it is, " cries Mrs. Bennet, recovering her spirits, "and sinceyou have not shewn it to that woman I am satisfied. I begin to guessnow whence you might have your information; but no matter; I wish Ihad never done anything of which I ought to be more ashamed. No onecan, I think, justly accuse me of a crime on that account; and I thankHeaven my shame will never be directed by the false opinion of theworld. Perhaps it was wrong to shew my letter, but when I consider allcircumstances I can forgive it. " "Since you have guessed the truth, " said Amelia, "I am not obliged todeny it. She, indeed, shewed me your letter, but I am sure you havenot the least reason to be ashamed of it. On the contrary, yourbehaviour on so melancholy an occasion was highly praiseworthy; andyour bearing up under such afflictions as the loss of a husband in sodreadful a situation was truly great and heroical. " "So Mrs. Ellison then hath shewn you my letter?" cries Mrs. Benneteagerly. "Why, did not you guess it yourself?" answered Amelia; "otherwise I amsure I have betrayed my honour in mentioning it. I hope you have notdrawn me inadvertently into any breach of my promise. Did you notassert, and that with an absolute certainty, that you knew she hadshewn me your letter, and that you was not angry with her for sodoing?" "I am so confused, " replied Mrs. Bennet, "that I scarce know what Isay; yes, yes, I remember I did say so--I wish I had no greater reasonto be angry with her than that. " "For Heaven's sake, " cries Amelia, "do not delay my request anylonger; what you say now greatly increases my curiosity, and my mindwill be on the rack till you discover your whole meaning; for I ammore and more convinced that something of the utmost importance wasthe purport of your message. " "Of the utmost importance, indeed, " cries Mrs. Bennet; "at least youwill own my apprehensions were sufficiently well founded. O graciousHeaven! how happy shall I think myself if I should have proved yourpreservation! I will, indeed, explain my meaning; but, in order todisclose all my fears in their just colours, I must unfold my wholehistory to you. Can you have patience, madam, to listen to the storyof the most unfortunate of women?" Amelia assured her of the highest attention, and Mrs. Bennet soonafter began to relate what is written in the seventh book of thishistory. BOOK VII. Chapter i. _A very short chapter, and consequently requiring no preface. _ Mrs. Bennet having fastened the door, and both the ladies having takentheir places, she once or twice offered to speak, when passion stopther utterance; and, after a minute's silence, she burst into a floodof tears. Upon which Amelia, expressing the utmost tenderness for her, as well by her look as by her accent, cried, "What can be the reason, dear madam, of all this emotion?" "O, Mrs. Booth!" answered she, "Ifind I have undertaken what I am not able to perform. You would notwonder at my emotion if you knew you had an adulteress and a murderernow standing before you. " Amelia turned pale as death at these words, which Mrs. Bennetobserving, collected all the force she was able, and, a littlecomposing her countenance, cried, "I see, madam, I have terrified youwith such dreadful words; but I hope you will not think me guilty ofthese crimes in the blackest degree. " "Guilty!" cries Amelia. "OHeavens!" "I believe, indeed, your candour, " continued Mrs. Bennet, "will be readier to acquit me than I am to acquit myself. Indiscretion, at least, the highest, most unpardonable indiscretion, Ishall always lay to ray own charge: and, when I reflect on the fatalconsequences, I can never, never forgive myself. "Here she again beganto lament in so bitter a manner, that Amelia endeavoured, as much asshe could (for she was herself greatly shocked), to soothe and comforther; telling her that, if indiscretion was her highest crime, theunhappy consequences made her rather an unfortunate than a guiltyperson; and concluded by saying--"Indeed, madam, you have raised mycuriosity to the highest pitch, and I beg you will proceed with yourstory. " Mrs. Bennet then seemed a second time going to begin her relation, when she cried out, "I would, if possible, tire you with no more of myunfortunate life than just with that part which leads to a catastrophein which I think you may yourself be interested; but I protest I am ata loss where to begin. " "Begin wherever you please, dear madam, " cries Amelia; "but I beg youwill consider my impatience. " "I do consider it, " answered Mrs. Bennet; "and therefore would begin with that part of my story whichleads directly to what concerns yourself; for how, indeed, should mylife produce anything worthy your notice?" "Do not say so, madam, "cries Amelia; "I assure you I have long suspected there were some veryremarkable incidents in your life, and have only wanted an opportunityto impart to you my desire of hearing them: I beg, therefore, youwould make no more apologies. " "I will not, madam, " cries Mrs. Bennet, "and yet I would avoid anything trivial; though, indeed, in stories ofdistress, especially where love is concerned, many little incidentsmay appear trivial to those who have never felt the passion, which, todelicate minds, are the most interesting part of the whole. " "Nay, but, dear madam, " cries Amelia, "this is all preface. " "Well, madam, " answered Mrs. Bennet, "I will consider yourimpatience. " She then rallied all her spirits in the best manner shecould, and began as is written in the next chapter. And here possibly the reader will blame Mrs. Bennet for taking herstory so far back, and relating so much of her life in which Ameliahad no concern; but, in truth, she was desirous of inculcating a goodopinion of herself, from recounting those transactions where herconduct was unexceptionable, before she came to the more dangerous andsuspicious part of her character. This I really suppose to have beenher intention; for to sacrifice the time and patience of Amelia atsuch a season to the mere love of talking of herself would have beenas unpardonable in her as the bearing it was in Amelia a proof of themost perfect good breeding. Chapter ii. _The beginning of Mrs. Bennet's history. _ "I was the younger of two daughters of a clergyman in Essex; of one inwhose praise if I should indulge my fond heart in speaking, I think myinvention could not outgo the reality. He was indeed well worthy ofthe cloth he wore; and that, I think, is the highest character a mancan obtain. "During the first part of my life, even till I reached my sixteenthyear, I can recollect nothing to relate to you. All was one longserene day, in looking back upon which, as when we cast our eyes on acalm sea, no object arises to my view. All appears one scene ofhappiness and tranquillity. "On the day, then, when I became sixteen years old, must I begin myhistory; for on that day I first tasted the bitterness of sorrow. "My father, besides those prescribed by our religion, kept fivefestivals every year. These were on his wedding-day, and on thebirthday of each of his little family; on these occasions he used toinvite two or three neighbours to his house, and to indulge himself, as he said, in great excess; for so he called drinking a pint of verysmall punch; and, indeed, it might appear excess to one who on otherdays rarely tasted any liquor stronger than small beer. "Upon my unfortunate birthday, then, when we were all in a high degreeof mirth, my mother having left the room after dinner, and stayingaway pretty long, my father sent me to see for her. I went accordingto his orders; but, though I searched the whole house and called afterher without doors, I could neither see nor hear her. I was a littlealarmed at this (though far from suspecting any great mischief hadbefallen her), and ran back to acquaint my father, who answered coolly(for he was a man of the calmest temper), 'Very well, my dear, Isuppose she is not gone far, and will be here immediately. ' Half anhour or more past after this, when, she not returning, my fatherhimself expressed some surprize at her stay; declaring it must be somematter of importance which could detain her at that time from hercompany. His surprize now encreased every minute, and he began to growuneasy, and to shew sufficient symptoms in his countenance of what hefelt within. He then despatched the servant-maid to enquire after hermistress in the parish, but waited not her return; for she was scarcegone out of doors before he begged leave of his guests to go himselfon the same errand. The company now all broke up, and attended myfather, all endeavouring to give him hopes that no mischief hadhappened. They searched the whole parish, but in vain; they couldneither see my mother, nor hear any news of her. My father returnedhome in a state little short of distraction. His friends in vainattempted to administer either advice or comfort; he threw himself onthe floor in the most bitter agonies of despair. "Whilst he lay in this condition, my sister and myself lying by him, all equally, I believe, and completely miserable, our old servant-maidcame into the room and cried out, her mind misgave her that she knewwhere her mistress was. Upon these words, my father sprung from thefloor, and asked her eagerly, where? But oh! Mrs. Booth, how can Idescribe the particulars of a scene to you, the remembrance of whichchills my blood with horror, and which the agonies of my mind, when itpast, made all a scene of confusion! The fact then in short was this:my mother, who was a most indulgent mistress to one servant, which wasall we kept, was unwilling, I suppose, to disturb her at her dinner, and therefore went herself to fill her tea-kettle at a well, intowhich, stretching herself too far, as we imagine, the water then beingvery low, she fell with the tea-kettle in her hand. The missing thisgave the poor old wretch the first hint of her suspicion, which, uponexamination, was found to be too well grounded. "What we all suffered on this occasion may more easily be felt thandescribed. "---"It may indeed, " answered Amelia, "and I am so sensibleof it, that, unless you have a mind to see me faint before your face, I beg you will order me something; a glass of water, if you please. "Mrs. Bennet immediately complied with her friend's request; a glassof water was brought, and some hartshorn drops infused into it; whichAmelia having drank off, declared she found herself much better; andthen Mrs. Bennet proceeded thus:--"I will not dwell on a scene which Isee hath already so much affected your tender heart, and which is asdisagreeable to me to relate as it can be to you to hear. I willtherefore only mention to you the behaviour of my father on thisoccasion, which was indeed becoming a philosopher and a Christiandivine. On the day after my mother's funeral he sent for my sister andmyself into his room, where, after many caresses and everydemonstration of fatherly tenderness as well in silence as in words, he began to exhort us to bear with patience the great calamity thathad befallen us; saying, 'That as every human accident, how terriblesoever, must happen to us by divine permission at least, a due senseof our duty to our great Creator must teach us an absolute submissionto his will. Not only religion, but common sense, must teach us this;for oh! my dear children, ' cries he, 'how vain is all resistance, allrepining! could tears wash back again my angel from the grave, Ishould drain all the juices of my body through my eyes; but oh, couldwe fill up that cursed well with our tears, how fruitless would be allour sorrow!'--I think I repeat you his very words; for the impressionthey made on me is never to be obliterated. He then proceeded tocomfort us with the chearful thought that the loss was entirely ourown, and that my mother was greatly a gainer by the accident which welamented. 'I have a wife, ' cries he, 'my children, and you have amother, now amongst the heavenly choir; how selfish therefore is allour grief! how cruel to her are all our wishes!' In this manner hetalked to us near half an hour, though I must frankly own to you hisarguments had not the immediate good effect on us which they deserved, for we retired from him very little the better for his exhortations;however, they became every day more and more forcible upon ourrecollection; indeed, they were greatly strengthened by his example;for in this, as in all other instances, he practised the doctrineswhich he taught. From this day he never mentioned my mother more, andsoon after recovered his usual chearfulness in public; though I havereason to think he paid many a bitter sigh in private to thatremembrance which neither philosophy nor Christianity could expunge. "My father's advice, enforced by his example, together with thekindness of some of our friends, assisted by that ablest of all themental physicians, Time, in a few months pretty well restored mytranquillity, when fortune made a second attack on my quiet. Mysister, whom I dearly loved, and who as warmly returned my affection, had fallen into an ill state of health some time before the fatalaccident which I have related. She was indeed at that time so muchbetter, that we had great hopes of her perfect recovery; but thedisorders of her mind on that dreadful occasion so affected her body, that she presently relapsed to her former declining state, and thencegrew continually worse and worse, till, after a decay of near sevenmonths, she followed my poor mother to the grave. "I will not tire you, dear madam, with repetitions of grief; I willonly mention two observations which have occurred to me fromreflections on the two losses I have mentioned. The first is, that amind once violently hurt grows, as it were, callous to any futureimpressions of grief, and is never capable of feeling the same pangs asecond time. The other observation is, that the arrows of fortune, aswell as all others, derive their force from the velocity with whichthey are discharged; for, when they approach you by slow andperceptible degrees, they have but very little power to do youmischief. "The truth of these observations I experienced, not only in my ownheart, but in the behaviour of my father, whose philosophy seemed togain a complete triumph over this latter calamity. "Our family was now reduced to two, and my father grew extremely fondof me, as if he had now conferred an entire stock of affection on me, that had before been divided. His words, indeed, testified no less, for he daily called me his only darling, his whole comfort, his all. He committed the whole charge of his house to my care, and gave me thename of his little housekeeper, an appellation of which I was then asproud as any minister of state can be of his titles. But, though I wasvery industrious in the discharge of my occupation, I did not, however, neglect my studies, in which I had made so great aproficiency, that I was become a pretty good mistress of the Latinlanguage, and had made some progress in the Greek. I believe, madam, Ihave formerly acquainted you, that learning was the chief estate Iinherited of my father, in which he had instructed me from my earliestyouth. "The kindness of this good man had at length wiped off the remembranceof all losses; and I during two years led a life of greattranquillity, I think I might almost say of perfect happiness. "I was now. In the nineteenth year of my age, when my father's goodfortune removed us from the county of Essex into Hampshire, where aliving was conferred on him by one of his old school-fellows, of twicethe value of what he was before possessed of. "His predecessor in this new living had died in very indifferentcircumstances, and had left behind him a widow with two smallchildren. My father, therefore, who, with great economy, had a mostgenerous soul, bought the whole furniture of the parsonage-house at avery high price; some of it, indeed, he would have wanted; for, thoughour little habitation in Essex was most completely furnished, yet itbore no proportion to the largeness of that house in which he was nowto dwell. "His motive, however, to the purchase was, I am convinced, solelygenerosity; which appeared sufficiently by the price he gave, and maybe farther inforced by the kindness he shewed the widow in anotherinstance; for he assigned her an apartment for the use of herself andher little family, which, he told her, she was welcome to enjoy aslong as it suited her conveniency. "As this widow was very young, and generally thought to be tolerablypretty, though I own she had a cast with her eyes which I never liked, my father, you may suppose, acted from a less noble principle than Ihave hinted; but I must in justice acquit him, for these kind offerswere made her before ever he had seen her face; and I have thegreatest reason to think that, for a long time after he had seen her, he beheld her with much indifference. "This act of my father's gave me, when I first heard it, greatsatisfaction; for I may at least, with the modesty of the ancientphilosophers, call myself a lover of generosity, but when I becameacquainted with the widow I was still more delighted with what myfather had done; for though I could not agree with those who thoughther a consummate beauty, I must allow that she was very fullypossessed of the power of making herself agreeable; and this power sheexerted with so much success, with such indefatigable industry tooblige, that within three months I became in the highest mannerpleased with my new acquaintance, and had contracted the most sincerefriendship for her. "But, if I was so pleased with the widow, my father was by this timeenamoured of her. She had, indeed, by the most artful conduct in theworld, so insinuated herself into his favour, so entirely infatuatedhim, that he never shewed the least marks of chearfulness in herabsence, and could, in truth, scarce bear that she should be out ofhis sight. "She had managed this matter so well (O, she is the most artful ofwomen!) that my father's heart was gone before I ever suspected it wasin danger. The discovery you may easily believe, madam, was notpleasing. The name of a mother-in-law sounded dreadful in my ears; norcould I bear the thought of parting again with a share in those dearaffections, of which I had purchased the whole by the loss of abeloved mother and sister. "In the first hurry and disorder of my mind on this occasion Icommitted a crime of the highest kind against all the laws of prudenceand discretion. I took the young lady herself very roundly to task, treated her designs on my father as little better than a design tocommit a theft, and in my passion, I believe, said she might beashamed to think of marrying a man old enough to be her grandfather;for so in reality he almost was. "The lady on this occasion acted finely the part of a hypocrite. Sheaffected to be highly affronted at my unjust suspicions, as she calledthem; and proceeded to such asseverations of her innocence, that shealmost brought me to discredit the evidence of my own eyes and ears. "My father, however, acted much more honestly, for he fell the nextday into a more violent passion with me than I had ever seen him inbefore, and asked me whether I intended to return his paternalfondness by assuming the right of controlling his inclinations? withmore of the like kind, which fully convinced me what had passedbetween him and the lady, and how little I had injured her in mysuspicions. "Hitherto, I frankly own, my aversion to this match had beenprincipally on my own account; for I had no ill opinion of the woman, though I thought neither her circumstances nor my father's agepromised any kind of felicity from such an union; but now I learntsome particulars, which, had not our quarrel become public in theparish, I should perhaps have never known. In short, I was Informedthat this gentle obliging creature, as she had at first appeared tome, had the spirit of a tigress, and was by many believed to havebroken the heart of her first husband. "The truth of this matter being confirmed to me upon examination, Iresolved not to suppress it. On this occasion fortune seemed to favourme, by giving me a speedy opportunity of seeing my father alone and ingood humour. He now first began to open his intended marriage, tellingme that he had formerly had some religious objections to bigamy, buthe had very fully considered the matter, and had satisfied himself ofits legality. He then faithfully promised me that no second marriageshould in the least impair his affection for me; and concluded withthe highest eulogiums on the goodness of the widow, protesting that itwas her virtues and not her person with which he was enamoured. "I now fell upon my knees before him, and bathing his hand in mytears, which flowed very plentifully from my eyes, acquainted him withall I had heard, and was so very imprudent, I might almost say socruel, to disclose the author of my information. "My father heard me without any indication of passion, and answeredcoldly, that if there was any proof of such facts he should declineany further thoughts of this match: 'But, child, ' said he, 'though Iam far from suspecting the truth of what you tell me, as far asregards your knowledge, yet you know the inclination of the world toslander. ' However, before we parted he promised to make a properenquiry into what I had told him. --But I ask your pardon, dear madam, I am running minutely into those particulars of my life in which youhave not the least concern. " Amelia stopt her friend short in her apology; and though, perhaps, shethought her impertinent enough, yet (such was her good breeding) shegave her many assurances of a curiosity to know every incident of herlife which she could remember; after which Mrs. Bennet proceeded as inthe next chapter. Chapter iii. _Continuation of Mrs. Bennet's story. _ "I think, madam, " said Mrs. Bennet, "I told you my father promised meto enquire farther into the affair, but he had hardly time to keep hisword; for we separated pretty late in the evening and early the nextmorning he was married to the widow. "But, though he gave no credit to my information, I had sufficientreason to think he did not forget it, by the resentment which he soondiscovered to both the persons whom I had named as my informers. "Nor was it long before I had good cause to believe that my father'snew wife was perfectly well acquainted with the good opinion I had ofher, not only from her usage of me, but from certain hints which shethrew forth with an air of triumph. One day, particularly, I remembershe said to my father, upon his mentioning his age, 'O, my dear! Ihope you have many years yet to live! unless, indeed, I should be socruel as to break your heart' She spoke these words looking me full inthe face, and accompanied them with a sneer in which the highestmalice was visible, under a thin covering of affected pleasantry. "I will not entertain you, madam, with anything so common as the cruelusage of a step-mother; nor of what affected me much more, the unkindbehaviour of a father under such an influence. It shall suffice onlyto tell you that I had the mortification to perceive the gradual anddaily decrease of my father's affection. His smiles were convertedinto frowns; the tender appellations of child and dear were exchangedfor plain Molly, that girl, that creature, and sometimes much hardernames. I was at first turned all at once into a cypher, and at lastseemed to be considered as a nuisance in the family. "Thus altered was the man of whom I gave you such a character at theentrance on my story; but, alas! he no longer acted from his ownexcellent disposition, but was in everything governed and directed bymy mother-in-law. In fact, whenever there is great disparity of yearsbetween husband and wife, the younger is, I believe, always possessedof absolute power over the elder; for superstition itself is a lessfirm support of absolute power than dotage. "But, though his wife was so entirely mistress of my father's willthat she could make him use me ill, she could not so perfectly subduehis understanding as to prevent him from being conscious of such ill-usage; and from this consciousness, he began inveterately to hate me. Of this hatred he gave me numberless instances, and I protest to you Iknow not any other reason for it than what I have assigned; and thecause, as experience hath convinced me, is adequate to the effect. "While I was in this wretched situation, my father's unkindness havingalmost broken ray heart, he came one day into my room with more angerin his countenance than I had ever seen, and, after bitterlyupbraiding me with my undutiful behaviour both to himself and hisworthy consort, he bid me pack up my alls, and immediately prepare toquit his house; at the same time gave me a letter, and told me thatwould acquaint me where I might find a home; adding that he doubtednot but I expected, and had indeed solicited, the invitation; and leftme with a declaration that he would have no spies in his family. "The letter, I found on opening it, was from my father's own sister;but before I mention the contents I will give you a short sketch ofher character, as it was somewhat particular. Her personal charms werenot great; for she was very tall, very thin, and very homely. Of thedefect of her beauty she was, perhaps, sensible; her vanity, therefore, retreated into her mind, where there is no looking-glass, and consequently where we can flatter ourselves with discoveringalmost whatever beauties we please. This is an encouragingcircumstance; and yet I have observed, dear Mrs. Booth, that few womenever seek these comforts from within till they are driven to it bydespair of finding any food for their vanity from without. Indeed, Ibelieve the first wish of our whole sex is to be handsome. " Here both the ladies fixed their eyes on the glass, and both smiled. "My aunt, however, " continued Mrs. Bennet, "from despair of gainingany applause this way, had applied herself entirely to thecontemplation of her understanding, and had improved this to such apitch, that at the age of fifty, at which she was now arrived, she hadcontracted a hearty contempt for much the greater part of both sexes;for the women, as being idiots, and for the men, as the admirers ofidiots. That word, and fool, were almost constantly in her mouth, andwere bestowed with great liberality among all her acquaintance. "This lady had spent one day only at my father's house in near twoyears; it was about a month before his second marriage. At herdeparture she took occasion to whisper me her opinion of the widow, whom she called a pretty idiot, and wondered how her brother couldbear such company under his roof; for neither she nor I had at thattime any suspicion of what afterwards happened. "The letter which my father had just received, and which was the firstshe had sent him since his marriage, was of such a nature that Ishould be unjust if I blamed him for being offended; fool and idiotwere both plentifully bestowed in it as well on himself as on hiswife. But what, perhaps, had principally offended him was that partwhich related to me; for, after much panegyric on my understanding, and saying he was unworthy of such a daughter, she considered hismatch not only as the highest indiscretion as it related to himself, but as a downright act of injustice to me. One expression in it Ishall never forget. 'You have placed, ' said she, 'a woman above yourdaughter, who, in understanding, the only valuable gift of nature, isthe lowest in the whole class of pretty idiots. ' After much more ofthis kind, it concluded with inviting me to her house. "I can truly say that when I had read the letter I entirely forgave myfather's suspicion that I had made some complaints to my aunt of hisbehaviour; for, though I was indeed innocent, there was surely colourenough to suspect the contrary. "Though I had never been greatly attached to my aunt, nor indeed hadshe formerly given me any reason for such an attachment, yet I waswell enough pleased with her present invitation. To say the truth, Iled so wretched a life where I then was, that it was impossible not tobe a gainer by any exchange. "I could not, however, bear the thoughts of leaving my father with animpression on his mind against me which I did not deserve. Iendeavoured, therefore, to remove all his suspicion of my havingcomplained to my aunt by the most earnest asseverations of myinnocence; but they were all to no purpose. All my tears, all my vows, and all my entreaties were fruitless. My new mother, indeed, appearedto be my advocate; but she acted her part very poorly, and, far fromcounterfeiting any desire of succeeding in my suit, she could notconceal the excessive joy which she felt on the occasion. "Well, madam, the next day I departed for my aunt's, where, after along journey of forty miles, I arrived, without having once broke myfast on the road; for grief is as capable as food of filling thestomach, and I had too much of the former to admit any of the latter. The fatigue of my journey, and the agitation of my mind, joined to myfasting, so overpowered my spirits, that when I was taken from myhorse I immediately fainted away in the arms of the man who helped mefrom my saddle. My aunt expressed great astonishment at seeing me inthis condition, with my eyes almost swollen out of my head with tears;but my father's letter, which I delivered her soon after I came tomyself, pretty well, I believe, cured her surprize. She often smiledwith a mixture of contempt and anger while she was reading it; and, having pronounced her brother to be a fool, she turned to me, and, with as much affability as possible (for she is no great mistress ofaffability), said, 'Don't be uneasy, dear Molly, for you are come tothe house of a friend--of one who hath sense enough to discern theauthor of all the mischief: depend upon it, child, I will, ere long, make some people ashamed of their folly. ' This kind reception gave mesome comfort, my aunt assuring me that she would convince him howunjustly he had accused me of having made any complaints to her. Apaper war was now begun between these two, which not only fixed anirreconcileable hatred between them, but confirmed my father'sdispleasure against me; and, in the end, I believe, did me no servicewith my aunt; for I was considered by both as the cause of theirdissension, though, in fact, my stepmother, who very well knew theaffection my aunt had for her, had long since done her business withmy father; and as for my aunt's affection towards him, it had beenabating several years, from an apprehension that he did not paysufficient deference to her understanding. "I had lived about half a year with my aunt when I heard of mystepmother's being delivered of a boy, and the great joy my fatherexpressed on that occasion; but, poor man, he lived not long to enjoyhis happiness; for within a month afterwards I had the melancholy newsof his death. "Notwithstanding all the disobligations I had lately received fromhim, I was sincerely afflicted at my loss of him. All his kindness tome in my infancy, all his kindness to me while I was growing up, recurred to my memory, raised a thousand tender, melancholy ideas, andtotally obliterated all thoughts of his latter behaviour, for which Imade also every allowance and every excuse in my power. "But what may perhaps appear more extraordinary, my aunt began soon tospeak of him with concern. She said he had some understandingformerly, though his passion for that vile woman had, in a greatmeasure, obscured it; and one day, when she was in an ill-humour withme, she had the cruelty to throw out a hint that she had neverquarrelled with her brother if it had not been on my account. "Myfather, during his life, had allowed my aunt very handsomely for myboard; for generosity was too deeply riveted in his nature to beplucked out by all the power of his wife. So far, however, sheprevailed, that, though he died possessed of upwards of L2000, he leftme no more than L100, which, as he expressed in his will, was to setme up in some business, if I had the grace to take to any. "Hitherto my aunt had in general treated me with some degree ofaffection; but her behaviour began now to be changed. She soon took anopportunity of giving me to understand that her fortune wasinsufficient to keep me; and, as I could not live on the interest ofmy own, it was high time for me to consider about going into theworld. She added, that her brother having mentioned my setting up insome business in his will was very foolish; that I had been bred tonothing; and, besides, that the sum was too trifling to set me up inany way of reputation; she desired me therefore to think ofimmediately going into service. "This advice was perhaps right enough; and I told her I was very readyto do as she directed me, but I was at that time in an ill state ofhealth; I desired her therefore to let me stay with her till mylegacy, which was not to be paid till a year after my father's death, was due; and I then promised to satisfy her for my board, to which shereadily consented. "And now, madam, " said Mrs. Bennet, sighing, "I am going to open toyou those matters which lead directly to that great catastrophe of mylife which hath occasioned my giving you this trouble, and of tryingyour patience in this manner. " Amelia, notwithstanding her impatience, made a very civil answer tothis; and then Mrs. Bennet proceeded to relate what is written in thenext chapter. Chapter iv. _Further continuation. _ "The curate of the parish where my aunt dwelt was a young fellow ofabout four-and-twenty. He had been left an orphan in his infancy, andentirely unprovided for, when an uncle had the goodness to take careof his education, both at school and at the university. As the younggentleman was intended for the church, his uncle, though he had twodaughters of his own, and no very large fortune, purchased for him thenext presentation of a living of near L200 a-year. The incumbent, atthe time of the purchase, was under the age of sixty, and in apparentgood health; notwithstanding which, he died soon after the bargain, and long before the nephew was capable of orders; so that the unclewas obliged to give the living to a clergyman, to hold it till theyoung man came of proper age. "The young gentleman had not attained his proper age of taking orderswhen he had the misfortune to lose his uncle and only friend, who, thinking he had sufficiently provided for his nephew by the purchaseof the living, considered him no farther in his will, but divided allthe fortune of which he died possessed between his two daughters;recommending it to them, however, on his deathbed, to assist theircousin with money sufficient to keep him at the university till heshould be capable of ordination. "But, as no appointment of this kind was in the will, the youngladies, who received about each, thought proper to disregard the lastwords of their father; for, besides that both of them were extremelytenacious of their money, they were great enemies to their cousin, onaccount of their father's kindness to him; and thought proper to lethim know that they thought he had robbed them of too much already. "The poor young fellow was now greatly distrest; for he had yet abovea year to stay at the university, without any visible means ofsustaining himself there. "In this distress, however, he met with a friend, who had the goodnature to lend him the sum of twenty pounds, for which he onlyaccepted his bond for forty, and which was to be paid within a yearafter his being possessed of his living; that is, within a year afterhis becoming qualified to hold it. "With this small sum thus hardly obtained the poor gentleman made ashift to struggle with all difficulties till he became of due age totake upon himself the character of a deacon. He then repaired to thatclergyman to whom his uncle had given the living upon the conditionsabove mentioned, to procure a title to ordination; but this, to hisgreat surprize and mortification, was absolutely refused him. "The immediate disappointment did not hurt him so much as theconclusion he drew from it; for he could have but little hopes thatthe man who could have the cruelty to refuse him a title wouldvouchsafe afterwards to deliver up to him a living of so considerablea value; nor was it long before this worthy incumbent told him plainlythat he valued his uncle's favours at too high a rate to part withthem to any one; nay, he pretended scruples of conscience, and saidthat, if he had made any slight promises, which he did not now wellremember, they were wicked and void; that he looked upon himself asmarried to his parish, and he could no more give it up than he couldgive up his wife without sin. "The poor young fellow was now obliged to seek farther for a title, which, at length, he obtained from the rector of the parish where myaunt lived. "He had not long been settled in the curacy before an intimateacquaintance grew between him and my aunt; for she was a great admirerof the clergy, and used frequently to say they were the onlyconversible creatures in the country. "The first time she was in this gentleman's company was at aneighbour's christening, where she stood godmother. Here she displayedher whole little stock of knowledge, in order to captivate Mr. Bennet(I suppose, madam, you already guess that to have been his name), andbefore they parted gave him a very strong invitation to her house. "Not a word passed at this christening between Mr. Bennet and myself, but our eyes were not unemployed. Here, madam, I first felt a pleasingkind of confusion, which I know not how to describe. I felt a kind ofuneasiness, yet did not wish to be without it. I longed to be alone, yet dreaded the hour of parting. I could not keep my eyes off from theobject which caused my confusion, and which I was at once afraid ofand enamoured with. But why do I attempt to describe my situation toone who must, I am sure, have felt the same?" Amelia smiled, and Mrs. Bennet went on thus: "O, Mrs. Booth! had youseen the person of whom I am now speaking, you would not condemn thesuddenness of my love. Nay, indeed, I had seen him there before, though this was the first time I had ever heard the music of hisvoice. Oh! it was the sweetest that was ever heard. "Mr. Bennet came to visit my aunt the very next day. She imputed thisrespectful haste to the powerful charms of her understanding, andresolved to lose no opportunity in improving the opinion which sheimagined he had conceived of her. She became by this desire quiteridiculous, and ran into absurdities and a gallimatia scarce credible. "Mr. Bennet, as I afterwards found, saw her in the same light withmyself; but, as he was a very sensible and well-bred man, he so wellconcealed his opinion from us both, that I was almost angry, and shewas pleased even to raptures, declaring herself charmed with hisunderstanding, though, indeed, he had said very little; but I believehe heard himself into her good opinion, while he gazed himself intolove. "The two first visits which Mr. Bennet made to my aunt, though I wasin the room all the time, I never spoke a word; but on the third, onsome argument which arose between them, Mr. Bennet referred himself tome. I took his side of the question, as indeed I must to have donejustice, and repeated two or three words of Latin. My aunt reddened atthis, and exprest great disdain of my opinion, declaring she wasastonished that a man of Mr. Bennet's understanding could appeal tothe judgment of a silly girl; 'Is she, ' said my aunt, bridlingherself, 'fit to decide between us?' Mr. Bennet spoke very favourablyof what I had said; upon which my aunt burst almost into a rage, treated me with downright scurrility, called me conceited fool, abusedmy poor father for having taught me Latin, which, she said, had mademe a downright coxcomb, and made me prefer myself to those who were ahundred times my superiors in knowledge. She then fell foul on thelearned languages, declared they were totally useless, and concludedthat she had read all that was worth reading, though, she thankedheaven, she understood no language but her own. "Before the end of this visit Mr. Bennet reconciled himself very wellto my aunt, which, indeed, was no difficult task for him toaccomplish; but from that hour she conceived a hatred and rancourtowards me which I could never appease. "My aunt had, from my first coming into her house, expressed greatdislike to my learning. In plain truth, she envied me that advantage. This envy I had long ago discovered, and had taken great pains tosmother it, carefully avoiding ever to mention a Latin word in herpresence, and always submitting to her authority; for indeed Idespised her ignorance too much to dispute with her. By these means Ihad pretty well succeeded, and we lived tolerably together; but theaffront paid to her understanding by Mr. Bennet in my favour was aninjury never to be forgiven to me. She took me severely to task thatvery evening, and reminded me of going to service in such earnestterms as almost amounted to literally turning me out of doors;advising me, in the most insulting manner, to keep my Latin to myself, which she said was useless to any one, but ridiculous when pretendedto by a servant. "The next visit Mr. Bennet made at our house I was not suffered to bepresent. This was much the shortest of all his visits; and when hewent away he left my aunt in a worse humour than ever I had seen her. The whole was discharged on me in the usual manner, by upbraiding mewith my learning, conceit, and poverty; reminding me of obligations, and insisting on my going immediately to service. With all this I wasgreatly pleased, as it assured me that Mr. Bennet had said somethingto her in my favour; and I would have purchased a kind expression ofhis at almost any price. "I should scarce, however, have been so sanguine as to draw thisconclusion, had I not received some hints that I had not unhappilyplaced my affections on a man who made me no return; for, though hehad scarce addressed a dozen sentences to me (for, indeed, he had noopportunity), yet his eyes had revealed certain secrets to mine withwhich I was not displeased. "I remained, however, in a state of anxiety near a month; sometimespleasing myself with thinking Mr. Bennet's heart was in the samesituation with my own; sometimes doubting that my wishes had flatteredand deceived me, and not in the least questioning that my aunt was myrival; for I thought no woman could be proof against the charms thathad subdued me. Indeed, Mrs. Booth, he was a charming young fellow; Imust--I must pay this tribute to his memory. O, gracious Heaven! why, why did I ever see him? why was I doomed to such misery?" Here sheburst into a flood of tears, and remained incapable of speech for sometime; during which the gentle Amelia endeavoured all she could tosoothe her, and gave sufficient marks of sympathizing in the tenderaffliction of her friend. Mrs. Bennet, at length, recovered her spirits, and proceeded, as inthe next chapter. Chapter v. _The story of Mrs. Bennet continued. _ I scarce know where I left off--Oh! I was, I think, telling you that Iesteemed my aunt as my rival; and it is not easy to conceive a greaterdegree of detestation than I had for her; and what may, perhaps, appear strange, as she daily grew more and more civil to me, my hatredencreased with her civility; for I imputed it all to her triumph overme, and to her having secured, beyond all apprehension, the heart Ilonged for. "How was I surprized when, one day, with as much good-humour as shewas mistress of (for her countenance was not very pleasing), she askedme how I liked Mr. Bennet? The question, you will believe, madam, threw me into great confusion, which she plainly perceived, and, without waiting for my answer, told me she was very well satisfied, for that it did not require her discernment to read my thoughts in mycountenance. 'Well, child, ' she said, 'I have suspected this a greatwhile, and I believe it will please you to know that I yesterday madethe same discovery in your lover. ' This, I confess to you, was morethan I could well bear, and I begged her to say no more to me at thattime on that subject. 'Nay, child, ' answered she, 'I must tell youall, or I should not act a friendly part. Mr. Bennet, I am convinced, hath a passion for you; but it is a passion which, I think, you shouldnot encourage. For, to be plain with you, I fear he is in love withyour person only. Now this is a love, child, which cannot produce thatrational happiness which a woman of sense ought to expect. ' In short, she ran on with a great deal of stuff about rational happiness, andwomen of sense, and concluded with assuring me that, after thestrictest scrutiny, she could not find that Mr. Bennet had an adequateopinion of my understanding; upon which she vouchsafed to make me manycompliments, but mixed with several sarcasms concerning my learning. "I hope, madam, however, " said she to Amelia, "you have not so bad anopinion of my capacity as to imagine me dull enough to be offendedwith Mr. Bennet's sentiments, for which I presently knew so well toaccount. I was, indeed, charmed with his ingenuity, who haddiscovered, perhaps, the only way of reconciling my aunt to thoseinclinations which I now assured myself he had for me. "I was not long left to support my hopes by my sagacity. He soon foundan opportunity of declaring his passion. He did this in so forciblethough gentle a manner, with such a profusion of fervency andtenderness at once, that his love, like a torrent, bore everythingbefore it; and I am almost ashamed to own to you how very soon heprevailed upon me to--to--in short, to be an honest woman, and toconfess to him the plain truth. "When we were upon a good footing together he gave me a long relationof what had past at several interviews with my aunt, at which I hadnot been present. He said he had discovered that, as she valuedherself chiefly on her understanding, so she was extremely jealous ofmine, and hated me on account of my learning. That, as he had loved mepassionately from his first seeing me, and had thought of nothing fromthat time but of throwing himself at my feet, he saw no way so open topropitiate my aunt as that which he had taken by commending my beauty, a perfection to which she had long resigned all claim, at the expenseof my understanding, in which he lamented my deficiency to a degreealmost of ridicule. This he imputed chiefly to my learning; on thisoccasion he advanced a sentiment which so pleased my aunt that shethought proper to make it her own; for I heard it afterwards more thanonce from her own mouth. Learning, he said, had the same effect on themind that strong liquors have on the constitution; both tending toeradicate all our natural fire and energy. His flattery had made sucha dupe of my aunt that she assented, without the least suspicion ofhis sincerity, to all he said; so sure is vanity to weaken everyfortress of the understanding, and to betray us to every attack of theenemy. "You will believe, madam, that I readily forgave him all he had said, not only from that motive which I have mentioned, but as I was assuredhe had spoke the reverse of his real sentiments. I was not, however, quite so well pleased with my aunt, who began to treat me as if I wasreally an idiot. Her contempt, I own, a little piqued me; and I couldnot help often expressing my resentment, when we were alone together, to Mr. Bennet, who never failed to gratify me by making her conceitthe subject of his wit; a talent which he possessed in the mostextraordinary degree. "This proved of very fatal consequence; for one day, while we wereenjoying my aunt in a very thick arbour in the garden, she stole uponus unobserved, and overheard our whole conversation. I wish, my dear, you understood Latin, that I might repeat you a sentence in which therage of a tigress that hath lost her young is described. No Englishpoet, as I remember, hath come up to it; nor am I myself equal to theundertaking. She burst in upon us, open-mouthed, and after dischargingevery abusive word almost, in the only language she understood, onpoor Mr. Bennet, turned us both out of doors, declaring she would sendmy rags after me, but would never more permit me to set my foot withinher threshold. "Consider, dear madam, to what a wretched condition we were nowreduced. I had not yet received the small legacy left me by my father;nor was Mr. Bennet master of five pounds in the whole world. "In this situation, the man I doated on to distraction had but littledifficulty to persuade me to a proposal which, indeed, I thoughtgenerous in him to make, as it seemed to proceed from that tendernessfor my reputation to which he ascribed it; indeed, it could proceedfrom no motive with which I should have been displeased. In a word, within two days we were man and wife. "Mr. Bennet now declared himself the happiest of men; and, for mypart, I sincerely declared I envied no woman upon earth. How little, alas! did I then know or suspect the price I was to pay for all myjoys! A match of real love is, indeed, truly paradise; and suchperfect happiness seems to be the forbidden fruit to mortals, which weare to lament having tasted during the rest of our lives. "The first uneasiness which attacked us after our marriage was on myaunt's account. It was very disagreeable to live under the nose of sonear a relation, who did not acknowledge us, but on the contrary, wasever doing us all the ill turns in her power, and making a partyagainst us in the parish, which is always easy enough to do amongstthe vulgar against persons who are their superiors in rank, and, atthe same time, their inferiors in fortune. This made Mr. Bennet thinkof procuring an exchange, in which intention he was soon afterconfirmed by the arrival of the rector. It was the rector's custom tospend three months every year at his living, for which purpose hereserved an apartment in his parsonage-house, which was full largeenough for two such little families as then occupied it. We at firstpromised ourselves some little convenience from his boarding with us;and Mr. Bennet began to lay aside his thoughts of leaving his curacy, at least for some time. But these golden ideas presently vanished;for, though we both used our utmost endeavours to please him, we soonfound the impossibility of succeeding. He was, indeed, to give you hischaracter in a word, the most peevish of mortals. This temper, notwithstanding that he was both a good and a pious man, made hiscompany so insufferable that nothing could compensate it. If hisbreakfast was not ready to a moment--if a dish of meat was too much ortoo little done--in short, if anything failed of exactly hitting histaste, he was sure to be out of humour all that day, so that, indeed, he was scarce ever in a good temper a whole day together; for fortuneseems to take a delight in thwarting this kind of disposition, towhich human life, with its many crosses and accidents, is, in truth, by no means fitted. "Mr. Bennet was now, by my desire as well as his own, determined toquit the parish; but when he attempted to get an exchange, he found ita matter of more difficulty than he had apprehended; for the rector'stemper was so well known among the neighbouring clergy, that none ofthem could be brought to think of spending three months in a year withhim. "After many fruitless enquiries, Mr. Bennet thought best to remove toLondon, the great mart of all affairs, ecclesiastical and civil. Thisproject greatly pleased him, and he resolved, without more delay, totake his leave of the rector, which he did in the most friendly mannerpossible, and preached his farewell sermon; nor was there a dry eye inthe church, except among the few, whom my aunt, who remained stillinexorable, had prevailed upon to hate us without any cause. "To London we came, and took up our lodging the first night at the innwhere the stage-coach set us down: the next morning my husband wentout early on his business, and returned with the good news of havingheard of a curacy, and of having equipped himself with a lodging inthe neighbourhood of a worthy peer, 'who, ' said he, 'was my fellow-collegiate; and, what is more, I have a direction to a person who willadvance your legacy at a very reasonable rate. ' "This last particular was extremely agreeable to me, for our lastguinea was now broached; and the rector had lent my husband ten poundsto pay his debts in the country, for, with all his peevishness, he wasa good and a generous man, and had, indeed, so many valuablequalities, that I lamented his temper, after I knew him thoroughly, asmuch on his account as on my own. "We now quitted the inn and went to our lodgings, where my husbandhaving placed me in safety, as he said, he went about the business ofthe legacy with good assurance of success. "My husband returned elated with his success, the person to whom heapplied having undertaken to advance the legacy, which he fulfilled assoon as the proper enquiries could be made, and proper instrumentsprepared for that purpose. "This, however, took up so much time, that, as our fund was so verylow, we were reduced to some distress, and obliged to live extremelypenurious; nor would all do without my taking a most disagreeable wayof procuring money by pawning one of my gowns. "Mr. Bennet was now settled in a curacy in town, greatly to hissatisfaction, and our affairs seemed to have a prosperous aspect, whenhe came home to me one morning in much apparent disorder, looking aspale as death, and begged me by some means or other to get him a dram, for that he was taken with a sudden faintness and lowness of spirits. "Frighted as I was, I immediately ran downstairs, and procured somerum of the mistress of the house; the first time, indeed, I ever knewhim drink any. When he came to himself he begged me not to be alarmed, for it was no distemper, but something that had vexed him, which hadcaused his disorder, which he had now perfectly recovered. "He then told me the whole affair. He had hitherto deferred paying avisit to the lord whom I mentioned to have been formerly his fellow-collegiate, and was now his neighbour, till he could put himself indecent rigging. He had now purchased a new cassock, hat, and wig, andwent to pay his respects to his old acquaintance, who had receivedfrom him many civilities and assistances in his learning at theuniversity, and had promised to return them fourfold hereafter. "It was not without some difficulty that Mr. Bennet got into theantechamber. Here he waited, or as the phrase is, cooled his heels, for above an hour before he saw his lordship; nor had he seen him thenbut by an accident; for my lord was going out when he casuallyintercepted him in his passage to his chariot. He approached to salutehim with some familiarity, though with respect, depending on hisformer intimacy, when my lord, stepping short, very gravely told himhe had not the pleasure of knowing him. How! my lord, said he, can youhave so soon forgot your old acquaintance Tom Bennet? O, Mr. Bennet!cries his lordship, with much reserve, is it you? you will pardon mymemory. I am glad to see you, Mr. Bennet, but you must excuse me atpresent, for I am in very great haste. He then broke from him, andwithout more ceremony, or any further invitation, went directly intohis chariot. "This cold reception from a person for whom my husband had a realfriendship, and from whom he had great reason to expect a very warmreturn of affection, so affected the poor man, that it caused allthose symptoms which I have mentioned before. "Though this incident produced no material consequence, I could notpass it over in silence, as, of all the misfortunes which ever befelhim, it affected my husband the most. I need not, however, to a womanof your delicacy, make any comments on a behaviour which, though Ibelieve it is very common, is, nevertheless, cruel and base beyonddescription, and is diametrically opposite to true honour as well asto goodness. "To relieve the uneasiness which my husband felt on account of hisfalse friend, I prevailed with him to go every night, almost for afortnight together, to the play; a diversion of which he was greatlyfond, and from which he did not think his being a clergyman excludedhim; indeed, it is very well if those austere persons who would beinclined to censure him on this head have themselves no greater sinsto answer for. "From this time, during three months, we past our time very agreeably, a little too agreeably perhaps for our circumstances; for, howeverinnocent diversions may be in other respects, they must be owned to beexpensive. When you consider then, madam, that our income from thecuracy was less than forty pounds a year, and that, after payment ofthe debt to the rector, and another to my aunt, with the costs in lawwhich she had occasioned by suing for it, my legacy was reduced toless than seventy pounds, you will not wonder that, in diversions, cloaths, and the common expenses of life, we had almost consumed ourwhole stock. "The inconsiderate manner in which we had lived for some time will, Idoubt not, appear to you to want some excuse; but I have none to makefor it. Two things, however, now happened, which occasioned muchserious reflexion to Mr. Bennet; the one was, that I grew near mytime; the other, that he now received a letter from Oxford, demandingthe debt of forty pounds which I mentioned to you before. The formerof these he made a pretence of obtaining a delay for the payment ofthe latter, promising, in two months, to pay off half the debt, bywhich means he obtained a forbearance during that time. "I was now delivered of a son, a matter which should in reality haveencreased our concern, but, on the contrary, it gave us greatpleasure; greater indeed could not have been conceived at the birth ofan heir to the most plentiful estate: so entirely thoughtless were we, and so little forecast had we of those many evils and distresses towhich we had rendered a human creature, and one so dear to us, liable. The day of a christening is, in all families, I believe, a day ofjubilee and rejoicing; and yet, if we consider the interest of thatlittle wretch who is the occasion, how very little reason would themost sanguine persons have for their joy! "But, though our eyes were too weak to look forward, for the sake ofour child, we could not be blinded to those dangers that immediatelythreatened ourselves. Mr. Bennet, at the expiration of the two months, received a second letter from Oxford, in a very peremptory stile, andthreatening a suit without any farther delay. This alarmed us in thestrongest manner; and my husband, to secure his liberty, was advisedfor a while to shelter himself in the verge of the court. "And, now, madam, I am entering on that scene which directly leads toall my misery. "--Here she stopped, and wiped her eyes; and then, begging Amelia to excuse her for a few minutes, ran hastily out of theroom, leaving Amelia by herself, while she refreshed her spirits witha cordial to enable her to relate what follows in the next chapter. Chapter vi. _Farther continued. _ Mrs. Bennet, returning into the room, made a short apology for herabsence, and then proceeded in these words: "We now left our lodging, and took a second floor in that very housewhere you now are, to which we were recommended by the woman where wehad before lodged, for the mistresses of both houses were acquainted;and, indeed, we had been all at the play together. To this new lodgingthen (such was our wretched destiny) we immediately repaired, and werereceived by Mrs. Ellison (how can I bear the sound of that detestedname?) with much civility; she took care, however, during the firstfortnight of our residence, to wait upon us every Monday morning forher rent; such being, it seems, the custom of this place, which, as itwas inhabited chiefly by persons in debt, is not the region of credit. "My husband, by the singular goodness of the rector, who greatlycompassionated his case, was enabled to continue in his curacy, thoughhe could only do the duty on Sundays. He was, however, sometimesobliged to furnish a person to officiate at his expence; so that ourincome was very scanty, and the poor little remainder of the legacybeing almost spent, we were reduced to some difficulties, and, whatwas worse, saw still a prospect of greater before our eyes. "Under these circumstances, how agreeable to poor Mr. Bennet must havebeen the behaviour of Mrs. Ellison, who, when he carried her her renton the usual day, told him, with a benevolent smile, that he needednot to give himself the trouble of such exact punctuality. She addedthat, if it was at any time inconvenient to him, he might pay her whenhe pleased. 'To say the truth, ' says she, 'I never was so much pleasedwith any lodgers in my life; I am convinced, Mr. Bennet, you are avery worthy man, and you are a very happy one too; for you have theprettiest wife and the prettiest child I ever saw' These, dear madam, were the words she was pleased to make use of: and I am sure shebehaved to me with such an appearance of friendship and affection, that, as I could not perceive any possible views of interest which shecould have in her professions, I easily believed them real. "There lodged in the same house--O, Mrs. Booth! the blood runs cold tomy heart, and should run cold to yours, when I name him--there lodgedin the same house a lord--the lord, indeed, whom I have since seen inyour company. This lord, Mrs. Ellison told me, had taken a great fancyto my little Charley. Fool that I was, and blinded by my own passion, which made me conceive that an infant, not three months old, could bereally the object of affection to any besides a parent, and moreespecially to a gay young fellow! But, if I was silly in beingdeceived, how wicked was the wretch who deceived me--who used suchart, and employed such pains, such incredible pains, to deceive me! Heacted the part of a nurse to my little infant; he danced it, he lulledit, he kissed it; declared it was the very picture of a nephew of his--his favourite sister's child; and said so many kind and fond thingsof its beauty, that I myself, though, I believe, one of the tenderestand fondest of mothers, scarce carried my own ideas of my littledarling's perfection beyond the compliments which he paid it. "My lord, however, perhaps from modesty, before my face, fell farshort of what Mrs. Ellison reported from him. And now, when she foundthe impression which was made on me by these means, she took everyopportunity of insinuating to me his lordship's many virtues, hisgreat goodness to his sister's children in particular; nor did shefail to drop some hints which gave me the most simple and groundlesshopes of strange consequences from his fondness to my Charley. "When, by these means, which, simple as they may appear, were, perhaps, the most artful, my lord had gained something more, I think, than my esteem, he took the surest method to confirm himself in myaffection. This was, by professing the highest friendship for myhusband; for, as to myself, I do assure you he never shewed me morethan common respect; and I hope you will believe I should haveimmediately startled and flown off if he had. Poor I accounted for allthe friendship which he expressed for my husband, and all the fondnesswhich he shewed to my boy, from the great prettiness of the one andthe great merit of the other; foolishly conceiving that others sawwith my eyes and felt with my heart. Little did I dream that my ownunfortunate person was the fountain of all this lord's goodness, andwas the intended price of it. "One evening, as I was drinking tea with Mrs. Ellison by my lord'sfire (a liberty which she never scrupled taking when he was gone out), my little Charley, now about half a year old, sitting in her lap, mylord--accidentally, no doubt, indeed I then thought it so--came in. Iwas confounded, and offered to go; but my lord declared, if hedisturbed Mrs. Ellison's company, as he phrased it, he would himselfleave the room. When I was thus prevailed on to keep my seat, my lordimmediately took my little baby into his lap, and gave it some teathere, not a little at the expense of his embroidery; for he was veryrichly drest; indeed, he was as fine a figure as perhaps ever wasseen. His behaviour on this occasion gave me many ideas in his favour. I thought he discovered good sense, good nature, condescension, andother good qualities, by the fondness he shewed to my child, and thecontempt he seemed to express for his finery, which so greatly becamehim; for I cannot deny but that he was the handsomest and genteelestperson in the world, though such considerations advanced him not astep in my favour. "My husband now returned from church (for this happened on a Sunday), and was, by my lord's particular desire, ushered into the room. Mylord received him with the utmost politeness, and with manyprofessions of esteem, which, he said, he had conceived from Mrs. Ellison's representations of his merit. He then proceeded to mentionthe living which was detained from my husband, of which Mrs. Ellisonhad likewise informed him; and said, he thought it would be nodifficult matter to obtain a restoration of it by the authority of thebishop, who was his particular friend, and to whom he would take animmediate opportunity of mentioning it. This, at last, he determinedto do the very next day, when he invited us both to dinner, where wewere to be acquainted with his lordship's success. "My lord now insisted on my husband's staying supper with him, withouttaking any notice of me; but Mrs. Ellison declared he should not partman and wife, and that she herself would stay with me. The motion wastoo agreeable to me to be rejected; and, except the little time Iretired to put my child to bed, we spent together the most agreeableevening imaginable; nor was it, I believe, easy to decide whether Mr. Bennet or myself were most delighted with his lordship and Mrs. Ellison; but this, I assure you, the generosity of the one, and theextreme civility and kindness of the other, were the subjects of ourconversation all the ensuing night, during which we neither of usclosed our eyes. "The next day at dinner my lord acquainted us that he had prevailedwith the bishop to write to the clergyman in the country; indeed, hetold us that he had engaged the bishop to be very warm in ourinterest, and had not the least doubt of success. This threw us bothinto a flow of spirits; and in the afternoon Mr. Bennet, at Mrs. Ellison's request, which was seconded by his lordship, related thehistory of our lives from our first acquaintance. My lord seemed muchaffected with some tender scenes, which, as no man could better feel, so none could better describe, than my husband. When he had finished, my lord begged pardon for mentioning an occurrence which gave him sucha particular concern, as it had disturbed that delicious state ofhappiness in which we had lived at our former lodging. 'It would beungenerous, ' said he, 'to rejoice at an accident which, though itbrought me fortunately acquainted with two of the most agreeablepeople in the world, was yet at the expense of your mutual felicity. The circumstance, I mean, is your debt at Oxford; pray, how doth thatstand? I am resolved it shall never disturb your happiness hereafter. 'At these words the tears burst from my poor husband's eyes; and, in anecstasy of gratitude, he cried out, 'Your lordship overcomes me withgenerosity. If you go on in this manner, both my wife's gratitude andmine must be bankrupt' He then acquainted my lord with the exact stateof the case, and received assurances from him that the debt shouldnever trouble him. My husband was again breaking out into the warmestexpressions of gratitude, but my lord stopt him short, saying, 'If youhave any obligation, it is to my little Charley here, from whoselittle innocent smiles I have received more than the value of thistrifling debt in pleasure. ' I forgot to tell you that, when I offeredto leave the room after dinner upon my child's account, my lord wouldnot suffer me, but ordered the child to be brought to me. He now tookit out of my arms, placed it upon his own knee, and fed it with somefruit from the dessert. In short, it would be more tedious to you thanto myself to relate the thousand little tendernesses he shewed to thechild. He gave it many baubles; amongst the rest was a coral worth atleast three pounds; and, when my husband was confined near a fortnightto his chamber with a cold, he visited the child every day (for tothis infant's account were all the visits placed), and seldom failedof accompanying his visit with a present to the little thing. "Here, Mrs. Booth, I cannot help mentioning a doubt which hath oftenarisen in my mind since I have been enough mistress of myself toreflect on this horrid train which was laid to blow up my innocence. Wicked and barbarous it was to the highest degree without anyquestion; but my doubt is, whether the art or folly of it be the moreconspicuous; for, however delicate and refined the art must be allowedto have been, the folly, I think, must upon a fair examination appearno less astonishing: for to lay all considerations of cruelty andcrime out of the case, what a foolish bargain doth the man make forhimself who purchases so poor a pleasure at so high a price! "We had lived near three weeks with as much freedom as if we had beenall of the same family, when, one afternoon, my lord proposed to myhusband to ride down himself to solicit the surrender; for he said thebishop had received an unsatisfactory answer from the parson, and hadwrit a second letter more pressing, which his lordship now promised usto strengthen by one of his own that my husband was to carry with him. Mr. Bennet agreed to this proposal with great thankfulness, and thenext day was appointed for his journey. The distance was near seventymiles. "My husband set out on his journey, and he had scarce left me beforeMrs. Ellison came into my room, and endeavoured to comfort me in hisabsence; to say the truth, though he was to be from me but a few days, and the purpose of his going was to fix our happiness on a soundfoundation for all our future days, I could scarce support my spiritsunder this first separation. But though I then thought Mrs. Ellison'sintentions to be most kind and friendly, yet the means she used wereutterly ineffectual, and appeared to me injudicious. Instead ofsoothing my uneasiness, which is always the first physic to be givento grief, she rallied me upon it, and began to talk in a very unusualstile of gaiety, in which she treated conjugal love with muchridicule. "I gave her to understand that she displeased me by this discourse;but she soon found means to give such a turn to it as made a merit ofall she had said. And now, when she had worked me into a good humour, she made a proposal to me which I at first rejected--but at lastfatally, too fatally, suffered myself to be over-persuaded. This wasto go to a masquerade at Ranelagh, for which my lord had furnished herwith tickets. " At these words Amelia turned pale as death, and hastily begged herfriend to give her a glass of water, some air, or anything. Mrs. Bennet, having thrown open the window, and procured the water, whichprevented Amelia from fainting, looked at her with much tenderness, and cried, "I do not wonder, my dear madam, that you are affected withmy mentioning that fatal masquerade; since I firmly believe the sameruin was intended for you at the same place; the apprehension of whichoccasioned the letter I sent you this morning, and all the trial ofyour patience which I have made since. " Amelia gave her a tender embrace, with many expressions of the warmestgratitude; assured her she had pretty well recovered her spirits, andbegged her to continue her story, which Mrs. Bennet then did. However, as our readers may likewise be glad to recover their spirits also, weshall here put an end to this chapter. Chapter vii. _The story farther continued. _ Mrs. Bennet proceeded thus: "I was at length prevailed on to accompany Mrs. Ellison to themasquerade. Here, I must confess, the pleasantness of the place, thevariety of the dresses, and the novelty of the thing, gave me muchdelight, and raised my fancy to the highest pitch. As I was entirelyvoid of all suspicion, my mind threw off all reserve, and pleasureonly filled my thoughts. Innocence, it is true, possessed my heart;but it was innocence unguarded, intoxicated with foolish desires, andliable to every temptation. During the first two hours we had manytrifling adventures not worth remembering. At length my lord joinedus, and continued with me all the evening; and we danced severaldances together. "I need not, I believe, tell you, madam, how engaging his conversationis. I wish I could with truth say I was not pleased with it; or, atleast, that I had a right to be pleased with it. But I will disguisenothing from you. I now began to discover that he had some affectionfor me, but he had already too firm a footing in my esteem to make thediscovery shocking. I will--I will own the truth; I was delighted withperceiving a passion in him, which I was not unwilling to think he hadhad from the beginning, and to derive his having concealed it so longfrom his awe of my virtue, and his respect to my understanding. Iassure you, madam, at the same time, my intentions were never toexceed the bounds of innocence. I was charmed with the delicacy of hispassion; and, in the foolish thoughtless turn of mind in which I thenwas, I fancied I might give some very distant encouragement to such apassion in such a man with the utmost safety--that I might indulge myvanity and interest at once, without being guilty of the least injury. "I know Mrs. Booth will condemn all these thoughts, and I condemn themno less myself; for it is now my stedfast opinion that the woman whogives up the least outwork of her virtue doth, in that very moment, betray the citadel. "About two o'clock we returned home, and found a very handsomecollation provided for us. I was asked to partake of it, and I didnot, I could not refuse. I was not, however, entirely void of allsuspicion, and I made many resolutions; one of which was, not to drinka drop more than my usual stint. This was, at the utmost, little morethan half a pint of small punch. "I adhered strictly to my quantity; but in the quality I am convincedI was deceived; for before I left the room I found my head giddy. Whatthe villain gave me I know not; but, besides being intoxicated, Iperceived effects from it which are not to be described. "Here, madam, I must draw a curtain over the residue of that fatalnight. Let it suffice that it involved me in the most dreadful ruin; aruin to which I can truly say I never consented, and of which I wasscarce conscious when the villanous man avowed it to my face in themorning. "Thus I have deduced my story to the most horrid period; happy had Ibeen had this been the period of my life, but I was reserved forgreater miseries; but before I enter on them I will mention somethingvery remarkable, with which I was now acquainted, and that will shewthere was nothing of accident which had befallen me, but that all wasthe effect of a long, regular, premeditated design. "You may remember, madam, I told you that we were recommended to Mrs. Ellison by the woman at whose house we had before lodged. This woman, it seems, was one of my lord's pimps, and had before introduced me tohis lordship's notice. "You are to know then, madam, that this villain, this lord, nowconfest to me that he had first seen me in the gallery at theoratorio, whither I had gone with tickets with which the woman where Ifirst lodged had presented me, and which were, it seems, purchased bymy lord. Here I first met the vile betrayer, who was disguised in arug coat and a patch upon his face. " At these words Amelia cried, "O, gracious heavens!" and fell back inher chair. Mrs. Bennet, with proper applications, brought her back tolife; and then Amelia acquainted her that she herself had first seenthe same person in the same place, and in the same disguise. "O, Mrs. Bennet!" cried she, "how am I indebted to you! what words, whatthanks, what actions can demonstrate the gratitude of my sentiments! Ilook upon you, and always shall look upon you, as my preserver fromthe brink of a precipice, from which I was falling into the same ruinwhich you have so generously, so kindly, and so nobly disclosed for mysake. " Here the two ladies compared notes; and it appeared that hislordship's behaviour at the oratorio had been alike to both; that hehad made use of the very same words, the very same actions to Amelia, which he had practised over before on poor unfortunate Mrs. Bennet. Itmay, perhaps, be thought strange that neither of them could afterwardsrecollect him; but so it was. And, indeed, if we consider the force ofdisguise, the very short time that either of them was with him at thisfirst interview, and the very little curiosity that must have beensupposed in the minds of the ladies, together with the amusement inwhich they were then engaged, all wonder will, I apprehend, cease. Amelia, however, now declared she remembered his voice and featuresperfectly well, and was thoroughly satisfied he was the same person. She then accounted for his not having visited in the afternoon, according to his promise, from her declared resolutions to Mrs. Ellison not to see him. She now burst forth into some very satiricalinvectives against that lady, and declared she had the art, as well asthe wickedness, of the devil himself. Many congratulations now past from Mrs. Bennet to Amelia, which werereturned with the most hearty acknowledgments from that lady. But, instead of filling our paper with these, we shall pursue Mrs. Bennet'sstory, which she resumed as we shall find in the next chapter. Chapter viii. _Further continuation. _ "No sooner, " said Mrs. Bennet, continuing her story, "was my lorddeparted, than Mrs. Ellison came to me. She behaved in such a manner, when she became acquainted with what had past, that, though I was atfirst satisfied of her guilt, she began to stagger my opinion, and atlength prevailed upon me entirely to acquit her. She raved like a madwoman against my lord, swore he should not stay a moment in her house, and that she would never speak to him more. In short, had she been themost innocent woman in the world, she could not have spoke nor actedany otherwise, nor could she have vented more wrath and indignationagainst the betrayer. "That part of her denunciation of vengeance which concerned my lord'sleaving the house she vowed should be executed immediately; but then, seeming to recollect herself, she said, 'Consider, my dear child, itis for your sake alone I speak; will not such a proceeding give somesuspicion to your husband?' I answered, that I valued not that; that Iwas resolved to inform my husband of all the moment I saw him; withmany expressions of detestation of myself and an indifference for lifeand for everything else. "Mrs. Ellison, however, found means to soothe me, and to satisfy mewith my own innocence, a point in which, I believe, we are all easilyconvinced. In short, I was persuaded to acquit both myself and her, tolay the whole guilt upon my lord, and to resolve to conceal it from myhusband. "That whole day I confined myself to my chamber and saw no person butMrs. Ellison. I was, indeed, ashamed to look any one in the face. Happily for me, my lord went into the country without attempting tocome near me, for I believe his sight would have driven me to madness. "The next day I told Mrs. Ellison that I was resolved to leave herlodgings the moment my lord came to town; not on her account (for Ireally inclined to think her innocent), but on my lord's, whose face Iwas resolved, if possible, never more to behold. She told me I had noreason to quit her house on that score, for that my lord himself hadleft her lodgings that morning in resentment, she believed, of theabuses Which she had cast on him the day before. "This confirmed me in the opinion of her innocence; nor hath she fromthat day to this, till my acquaintance with you, madam, done anythingto forfeit my opinion. On the contrary, I owe her many good offices;amongst the rest, I have an annuity of one hundred and fifty pounds a-year from my lord, which I know was owing to her solicitations, forshe is not void of generosity or good-nature; though by what I havelately seen, I am convinced she was the cause of my ruin, and hathendeavoured to lay the same snares for you. "But to return to my melancholy story. My husband returned at theappointed time; and I met him with an agitation of mind not to bedescribed. Perhaps the fatigue which he had undergone in his journey, and his dissatisfaction at his ill success, prevented his takingnotice of what I feared was too visible. All his hopes were entirelyfrustrated; the clergyman had not received the bishop's letter, and asto my lord's he treated it with derision and contempt. Tired as hewas, Mr. Bennet would not sit down till he had enquired for my lord, intending to go and pay his compliments. Poor man! he little suspectedthat he had deceived him, as I have since known, concerning thebishop; much less did he suspect any other injury. But the lord--thevillain was gone out of town, so that he was forced to postpone allhis gratitude. "Mr. Bennet returned to town late on the Saturday night, neverthelesshe performed his duty at church the next day, but I refused to go withhim. This, I think, was the first refusal I was guilty of since ourmarriage; but I was become so miserable, that his presence, which hadbeen the source of all my happiness, was become my bane. I will notsay I hated to see him, but I can say I was ashamed, indeed afraid, tolook him in the face. I was conscious of I knew not what--guilt I hopeit cannot be called. " "I hope not, nay, I think not, " cries Amelia. "My husband, " continued Mrs. Bennet, "perceived my dissatisfaction, and imputed it to his ill-success in the country. I was pleased withthis self-delusion, and yet, when I fairly compute the agonies Isuffered at his endeavours to comfort me on that head, I paid mostseverely for it. O, my dear Mrs. Booth! happy is the deceived partybetween true lovers, and wretched indeed is the author of the deceit! "In this wretched condition I passed a whole week, the most miserableI think of my whole life, endeavouring to humour my husband's delusionand to conceal my own tortures; but I had reason to fear I could notsucceed long, for on the Saturday night I perceived a visiblealteration in his behaviour to me. He went to bed in an apparent ill-humour, turned sullenly from me, and if I offered at any endearmentshe gave me only peevish answers. "After a restless turbulent night, he rose early on Sunday morning andwalked down-stairs. I expected his return to breakfast, but was sooninformed by the maid that he was gone forth, and that it was no morethan seven o'clock. All this you may believe, madam, alarmed me. I sawplainly he had discovered the fatal secret, though by what means Icould not divine. The state of my mind was very little short ofmadness. Sometimes I thought of running away from my injured husband, and sometimes of putting an end to my life. "In the midst of such perturbations I spent the day. My husbandreturned in the evening. O, Heavens! can I describe what followed?--Itis impossible! I shall sink under the relation. He entered the roomwith a face as white as a sheet, his lips trembling and his eyes redas coals of fire starting as it were from his head. --'Molly, ' crieshe, throwing himself into his chair, 'are you well?' 'Good Heavens!'says I, 'what's the matter?--Indeed I can't say I am well. ' 'No!' sayshe, starting from his chair, 'false monster, you have betrayed me, destroyed me, you have ruined your husband!' Then looking like a fury, he snatched off a large book from the table, and, with the malice of amadman, threw it at my head and knocked me down backwards. He thencaught me up in his arms and kissed me with most extravaganttenderness; then, looking me stedfastly in the face for severalmoments, the tears gushed in a torrent from his eyes, and with hisutmost violence he threw me again on the floor, kicked me, stampedupon me. I believe, indeed, his intent was to kill me, and I believehe thought he had accomplished it. "I lay on the ground for some minutes, I believe, deprived of mysenses. When I recovered myself I found my husband lying by my side onhis face, and the blood running from him. It seems, when he thought hehad despatched me, he ran his head with all his force against a chestof drawers which stood in the room, and gave himself a dreadful woundin his head. "I can truly say I felt not the least resentment for the usage I hadreceived; I thought I deserved it all; though, indeed, I littleguessed what he had suffered from me. I now used the most earnestentreaties to him to compose himself; and endeavoured, with my feeblearms, to raise him from the ground. At length he broke from me, and, springing from the ground, flung himself into a chair, when, lookingwildly at me, he cried--'Go from me, Molly. I beseech you, leave me. Iwould not kill you. '--He then discovered to me--O Mrs. Booth! can younot guess it?--I was indeed polluted by the villain--I had infected myhusband. --O heavens! why do I live to relate anything so horrid--Iwill not, I cannot yet survive it. I cannot forgive myself. Heavencannot forgive me!" Here she became inarticulate with the violence of her grief, and fellpresently into such agonies, that the frighted Amelia began to callaloud for some assistance. Upon this a maid-servant came up, who, seeing her mistress in a violent convulsion fit, presently screamedout she was dead. Upon which one of the other sex made his appearance:and who should this be but the honest serjeant? whose countenance soonmade it evident that, though a soldier, and a brave one too, he wasnot the least concerned of all the company on this occasion. The reader, if he hath been acquainted with scenes of this kind, verywell knows that Mrs. Bennet, in the usual time, returned again to thepossession of her voice: the first use of which she made was toexpress her astonishment at the presence of the serjeant, and, with afrantic air, to enquire who he was. The maid, concluding that her mistress was not yet returned to hersenses, answered, "Why, 'tis my master, madam. Heaven preserve yoursenses, madam!--Lord, sir, my mistress must be very bad not to knowyou!" What Atkinson thought at this instant, I will not say; but certain itis he looked not over-wise. He attempted twice to take hold of Mrs. Bennet's hand, but she withdrew it hastily, and presently after, rising up from her chair, she declared herself pretty well again, anddesired Atkinson and the maid to withdraw. Both of whom presentlyobeyed: the serjeant appearing by his countenance to want comfortalmost as much as the lady did to whose assistance he had beensummoned, It is a good maxim to trust a person entirely or not at all; for asecret is often innocently blabbed out by those who know but half ofit. Certain it is that the maid's speech communicated a suspicion tothe mind of Amelia which the behaviour of the serjeant did not tend toremove: what that is, the sagacious readers may likewise probablysuggest to themselves; if not, they must wait our time for disclosingit. We shall now resume the history of Mrs. Bennet, who, after manyapologies, proceeded to the matters in the next chapter. Chapter ix. _The conclusion of Mrs. Bennet's history. _ "When I became sensible, " cries Mrs. Bennet, "of the injury I had donemy husband, I threw myself at his feet, and embracing his knees, whileI bathed them with my tears, I begged a patient hearing, declaring, ifhe was not satisfied with what I should say, I would become a willingvictim of his resentment, I said, and I said truly, that, if I owed mydeath that instant to his hands, I should have no other terrour but ofthe fatal consequence which it might produce to himself. "He seemed a little pacified, and bid me say whatever I pleased. "I then gave him a faithful relation of all that had happened. Heheard me with great attention, and at the conclusion cried, with adeep sigh--'O Molly! I believe it all. --You must have been betrayed asyou tell me; you could not be guilty of such baseness, such cruelty, such ingratitude. ' He then--O! it is impossible to describe hisbehaviour--he exprest such kindness, such tenderness, such concern forthe manner in which he had used me--I cannot dwell on this scene--Ishall relapse--you must excuse me. " Amelia begged her to omit anything which so affected her; and sheproceeded thus: "My husband, who was more convinced than I was of Mrs. Ellison's guilt, declared he would not sleep that night in her house. He then went out to see for a lodging; he gave me all the money hehad, and left me to pay her bill, and put up the cloaths, telling me, if I had not money enough, I might leave the cloaths as a pledge; buthe vowed he could not answer for himself if he saw the face of Mrs. Ellison. "Words cannot scarce express the behaviour of that artful woman, itwas so kind and so generous. She said, she did not blame my husband'sresentment, nor could she expect any other, but that he and all theworld should censure her--that she hated her house almost as much aswe did, and detested her cousin, if possible, more. In fine, she saidI might leave my cloaths there that evening, but that she would sendthem to us the next morning; that she scorned the thought of detainingthem; and as for the paultry debt, we might pay her whenever wepleased; for, to do her justice, with all her vices, she hath somegood in her. " "Some good in her, indeed!" cried Amelia, with great indignation. "We were scarce settled in our new lodgings, " continued Mrs. Bennet, "when my husband began to complain of a pain in his inside. He told mehe feared he had done himself some injury in his rage, and burstsomething within him. As to the odious--I cannot bear the thought, thegreat skill of his surgeon soon entirely cured him; but his othercomplaint, instead of yielding to any application, grew still worseand worse, nor ever ended till it brought him to his grave. "O Mrs. Booth! could I have been certain that I had occasioned this, however innocently I had occasioned it, I could never have survivedit; but the surgeon who opened him after his death assured me that hedied of what they called a polypus in his heart, and that nothingwhich had happened on account of me was in the least the occasion ofit. "I have, however, related the affair truly to you. The first complaintI ever heard of the kind was within a day or two after we left Mrs. Ellison's; and this complaint remained till his death, which mightinduce him perhaps to attribute his death to another cause; but thesurgeon, who is a man of the highest eminence, hath always declaredthe contrary to me, with the most positive certainty; and this opinionhath been my only comfort. "When my husband died, which was about ten weeks after we quitted Mrs. Ellison's, of whom I had then a different opinion from what I havenow, I was left in the most wretched condition imaginable. I believe, madam, she shewed you my letter. Indeed, she did everything for me atthat time which I could have expected from the best of friends, Shesupplied me with money from her own pocket, by which means I waspreserved from a distress in which I must have otherwise inevitablyperished. "Her kindness to me in this season of distress prevailed on me toreturn again to her house. Why, indeed, should I have refused an offerso very convenient for me to accept, and which seemed so generous inher to make? Here I lived a very retired life with my little babe, seeing no company but Mrs. Ellison herself for a full quarter of ayear. At last Mrs. Ellison brought me a parchment from my lord, inwhich he had settled upon me, at her instance, as she told me, and asI believe it was, an annuity of one hundred and fifty pounds a-year. This was, I think, the very first time she had mentioned his hatefulname to me since my return to her house. And she now prevailed uponme, though I assure you not without some difficulty, to suffer him toexecute the deed in my presence. "I will not describe our interview--I am not able to describe it, andI have often wondered how I found spirits to support it. This I willsay for him, that, if he was not a real penitent, no man alive couldact the part better. "Beside resentment, I had another motive of my backwardness to agreeto such a meeting; and this was--fear. I apprehended, and surely notwithout reason, that the annuity was rather meant as a bribe than arecompence, and that further designs were laid against my innocence;but in this I found myself happily deceived; for neither then, nor atany time since, have I ever had the least solicitation of that kind. Nor, indeed, have I seen the least occasion to think my lord had anysuch desires. "Good heavens! what are these men? what is this appetite which musthave novelty and resistance for its provocatives, and which isdelighted with us no longer than while we may be considered in thelight of enemies?" "I thank you, madam, " cries Amelia, "for relieving me from my fears onyour account; I trembled at the consequence of this secondacquaintance with such a man, and in such a situation. " "I assure you, madam, I was in no danger, " returned Mrs. Bennet; "for, besides that I think I could have pretty well relied on my ownresolution, I have heard since, at St Edmundsbury, from an intimateacquaintance of my lord's, who was an entire stranger to my affairs, that the highest degree of inconstancy is his character; and that fewof his numberless mistresses have ever received a second visit fromhim. "Well, madam, " continued she, "I think I have little more to troubleyou with; unless I should relate to you my long ill state of health, from which I am lately, I thank Heaven, recovered; or unless I shouldmention to you the most grievous accident that ever befel me, the lossof my poor dear Charley. " Here she made a full stop, and the tears randown into her bosom. Amelia was silent a few minutes, while she gave the lady time to venther passion; after which she began to pour forth a vast profusion ofacknowledgments for the trouble she had taken in relating her history, but chiefly for the motive which had induced her to it, and for thekind warning which she had given her by the little note which Mrs. Bennet had sent her that morning. "Yes, madam, " cries Mrs. Bennet, "I am convinced, by what I havelately seen, that you are the destined sacrifice to this wicked lord;and that Mrs. Ellison, whom I no longer doubt to have been theinstrument of my ruin, intended to betray you in the same manner. Theday I met my lord in your apartment I began to entertain somesuspicions, and I took Mrs. Ellison very roundly to task upon them;her behaviour, notwithstanding many asseverations to the contrary, convinced me I was right; and I intended, more than once, to speak toyou, but could not; till last night the mention of the masqueradedetermined me to delay it no longer. I therefore sent you that notethis morning, and am glad you so luckily discovered the writer, as ithath given me this opportunity of easing my mind, and of honestlyshewing you how unworthy I am of your friendship, at the same timethat I so earnestly desire it. " Chapter x. _Being the last chapter of the seventh book. _ Amelia did not fail to make proper compliments to Mrs. Bennet on theconclusion of her speech in the last chapter. She told her that, fromthe first moment of her acquaintance, she had the strongestinclination to her friendship, and that her desires of that kind weremuch increased by hearing her story. "Indeed, madam, " says she, "youare much too severe a judge on yourself; for they must have verylittle candour, in my opinion, who look upon your case with any severeeye. To me, I assure you, you appear highly the object of compassion;and I shall always esteem you as an innocent and an unfortunatewoman. " Amelia would then have taken her leave, but Mrs. Bennet so stronglypressed her to stay to breakfast, that at length she complied; indeed, she had fasted so long, and her gentle spirits had been so agitatedwith variety of passions, that nature very strongly seconded Mrs. Bennet's motion. Whilst the maid was preparing the tea-equipage, Amelia, with a littleslyness in her countenance, asked Mrs. Bennet if serjeant Atkinson didnot lodge in the same house with her? The other reddened so extremelyat the question, repeated the serjeant's name with such hesitation, and behaved so aukwardly, that Amelia wanted no further confirmationof her suspicions. She would not, however, declare them abruptly tothe other, but began a dissertation on the serjeant's virtues; and, after observing the great concern which he had manifested when Mrs. Bennet was in her fit, concluded with saying she believed the serjeantwould make the best husband in the world, for that he had greattenderness of heart and a gentleness of manners not often to be foundin any man, and much seldomer in persons of his rank. "And why not in his rank?" said Mrs. Bennet. "Indeed, Mrs. Booth, werob the lower order of mankind of their due. I do not deny the forceand power of education; but, when we consider how very injudicious isthe education of the better sort in general, how little they areinstructed in the practice of virtue, we shall not expect to find theheart much improved by it. And even as to the head, how very slightlydo we commonly find it improved by what is called a genteel education!I have myself, I think, seen instances of as great goodness, and asgreat understanding too, among the lower sort of people as among thehigher. Let us compare your serjeant, now, with the lord who hath beenthe subject of conversation; on which side would an impartial judgedecide the balance to incline?" "How monstrous then, " cries Amelia, "is the opinion of those whoconsider our matching ourselves the least below us in degree as a kindof contamination!" "A most absurd and preposterous sentiment, " answered Mrs. Bennetwarmly; "how abhorrent from justice, from common sense, and fromhumanity--but how extremely incongruous with a religion whichprofesses to know no difference of degree, but ranks all mankind onthe footing of brethren! Of all kinds of pride, there is none sounchristian as that of station; in reality, there is none socontemptible. Contempt, indeed, may be said to be its own object; formy own part, I know none so despicable as those who despise others. " "I do assure you, " said Amelia, "you speak my own sentiments. I giveyou my word, I should not be ashamed of being the wife of an honestman in any station. --Nor if I had been much higher than I was, shouldI have thought myself degraded by calling our honest serjeant myhusband. " "Since you have made this declaration, " cries Mrs. Bennet, "I am sureyou will not be offended at a secret I am going to mention to you. " "Indeed, my dear, " answered Amelia, smiling, "I wonder rather you haveconcealed it so long; especially after the many hints I have givenyou. " "Nay, pardon me, madam, " replied the other; "I do not remember anysuch hints; and, perhaps, you do not even guess what I am going tosay. My secret is this; that no woman ever had so sincere, sopassionate a lover, as you have had in the serjeant. " "I a lover in the serjeant!--I!" cries Amelia, a little surprized. "Have patience, " answered the other;--"I say, you, my dear. As muchsurprized as you appear, I tell you no more than the truth; and yet itis a truth you could hardly expect to hear from me, especially with somuch good-humour; since I will honestly confess to you. --But what needhave I to confess what I know you guess already?--Tell me nowsincerely, don't you guess?" "I guess, indeed, and hope, " said she, "that he is your husband. " "He is, indeed, my husband, " cries the other; "and I am most happy inyour approbation. In honest truth, you ought to approve my choice;since you was every way the occasion of my making it. What you said ofhim very greatly recommended him to my opinion; but he endearedhimself to me most by what he said of you. In short, I have discoveredthat he hath always loved you with such a faithful, honest, noble, generous passion, that I was consequently convinced his mind mustpossess all the ingredients of such a passion; and what are these buttrue honour, goodness, modesty, bravery, tenderness, and, in a word, every human virtue?--Forgive me, my dear; but I was uneasy till Ibecame myself the object of such a passion. " "And do you really think, " said Amelia, smiling, "that I shall forgiveyou robbing me of such a lover? or, supposing what you banter me withwas true, do you really imagine you could change such a passion?" "No, my dear, " answered the other; "I only hope I have changed theobject; for be assured, there is no greater vulgar error than that itis impossible for a man who loves one woman ever to love another. Onthe contrary, it is certain that a man who can love one woman so wellat a distance will love another better that is nearer to him. Indeed, I have heard one of the best husbands in the world declare, in thepresence of his wife, that he had always loved a princess withadoration. These passions, which reside only in very amorous and verydelicate minds, feed only on the delicacies there growing; and leaveall the substantial food, and enough of the delicacy too, for thewife. " The tea being now ready, Mrs. Bennet, or, if you please, for thefuture, Mrs. Atkinson, proposed to call in her husband; but Ameliaobjected. She said she should be glad to see him any other time, butwas then in the utmost hurry, as she had been three hours absent fromall she most loved. However, she had scarce drank a dish of tea beforeshe changed her mind; and, saying she would not part man and wife, desired Mr. Atkinson might appear. The maid answered that her master was not at home; which words she hadscarce spoken, when he knocked hastily at the door, and immediatelycame running into the room, all pale and breathless, and, addressinghimself to Amelia, cried out, "I am sorry, my dear lady, to bring youill news; but Captain Booth"--"What! what!" cries Amelia, dropping thetea-cup from her hand, "is anything the matter with him?"--"Don't befrightened, my dear lady, " said the serjeant: "he is in very goodhealth; but a misfortune hath happened. "--" Are my children well?"said Amelia. --"O, very well, " answered the serjeant. "Pray, madam, don't be frightened; I hope it will signify nothing--he is arrested, but I hope to get him out of their damned hands immediately. " "Whereis he?" cries Amelia; "I will go to him this instant!" "He begs youwill not, " answered the serjeant. "I have sent his lawyer to him, andam going back with Mrs. Ellison this moment; but I beg your ladyship, for his sake, and for your own sake, not to go. " "Mrs. Ellison! whatis Mrs. Ellison to do?" cries Amelia: "I must and will go. " Mrs. Atkinson then interposed, and begged that she would not hurry herspirits, but compose herself, and go home to her children, whither shewould attend her. She comforted her with the thoughts that the captainwas in no immediate danger; that she could go to him when she would;and desired her to let the serjeant return with Mrs. Ellison, sayingshe might be of service, and that there was much wisdom, and no kindof shame, in making use of bad people on certain occasions. "And who, " cries Amelia, a little come to herself, "hath done thisbarbarous action?" "One I am ashamed to name, " cries the serjeant; "indeed I had always avery different opinion of him: I could not have believed anything butmy own ears and eyes; but Dr Harrison is the man who hath done thedeed. " "Dr Harrison!" cries Amelia. "Well, then, there is an end of allgoodness in the world. I will never have a good opinion of any humanbeing more. " The serjeant begged that he might not be detained from the captain;and that, if Amelia pleased to go home, he would wait upon her. Butshe did not chuse to see Mrs. Ellison at this time; and, after alittle consideration, she resolved to stay where she was; and Mrs. Atkinson agreed to go and fetch her children to her, it being not manydoors distant. The serjeant then departed; Amelia, in her confusion, never havingonce thought of wishing him joy on his marriage. BOOK VIII. Chapter i. _Being the first chapter of the eighth book. _ The history must now look a little backwards to those circumstanceswhich led to the catastrophe mentioned at the end of the last book. When Amelia went out in the morning she left her children to the careof her husband. In this amiable office he had been engaged near anhour, and was at that very time lying along on the floor, and hislittle things crawling and playing about him, when a most violentknock was heard at the door; and immediately a footman, runningupstairs, acquainted him that his lady was taken violently ill, andcarried into Mrs. Chenevix's toy-shop. Booth no sooner heard this account, which was delivered with greatappearance of haste and earnestness, than he leapt suddenly from thefloor, and, leaving his children, roaring at the news of theirmother's illness, in strict charge with his maid, he ran as fast ashis legs could carry him to the place; or towards the place rather:for, before he arrived at the shop, a gentleman stopt him full butt, crying, "Captain, whither so fast?"--Booth answered eagerly, "Whoeveryou are, friend, don't ask me any questions now. "--"You must pardonme, captain, " answered the gentleman; "but I have a little businesswith your honour--In short, captain, I have a small warrant here in mypocket against your honour, at the suit of one Dr Harrison. " "You area bailiff then?" says Booth. "I am an officer, sir, " answered theother. "Well, sir, it is in vain to contend, " cries Booth; "but let mebeg you will permit me only to step to Mrs. Chenevix's--I will attendyou, upon my honour, wherever you please; but my wife lies violentlyill there. " "Oh, for that matter, " answered the bailiff, "you may setyour heart at ease. Your lady, I hope, is very well; I assure you sheis not there. You will excuse me, captain, these are only stratagemsof war. _Bolus and virtus, quis in a hostess equirit?_" "Sir, Ihonour your learning, " cries Booth, "and could almost kiss you forwhat you tell me. I assure you I would forgive you five hundredarrests for such a piece of news. Well, sir, and whither am I to gowith you?" "O, anywhere: where your honour pleases, " cries thebailiff. "Then suppose we go to Brown's coffee-house, " said theprisoner. "No, " answered the bailiff, "that will not do; that's in theverge of the court. " "Why then, to the nearest tavern, " said Booth. "No, not to a tavern, " cries the other, "that is not a place ofsecurity; and you know, captain, your honour is a shy cock; I havebeen after your honour these three months. Come, sir, you must go tomy house, if you please. " "With all my heart, " answered Booth, "if itbe anywhere hereabouts. " "Oh, it is but a little ways off, " repliedthe bailiff; "it is only in Gray's-inn-lane, just by almost. " He thencalled a coach, and desired his prisoner to walk in. Booth entered the coach without any resistance, which, had he beeninclined to make, he must have plainly perceived would have beenineffectual, as the bailiff appeared to have several followers athand, two of whom, beside the commander in chief, mounted with himinto the coach. As Booth was a sweet-tempered man, as well as somewhatof a philosopher, he behaved with all the good-humour imaginable, andindeed, with more than his companions; who, however, shewed him whatthey call civility, that is, they neither struck him nor spit in hisface. Notwithstanding the pleasantry which Booth endeavoured to preserve, hein reality envied every labourer whom he saw pass by him in his way. The charms of liberty, against his will, rushed on his mind; and hecould not avoid suggesting to himself how much more happy was thepoorest wretch who, without controul, could repair to his homelyhabitation and to his family, compared to him, who was thus violently, and yet lawfully, torn away from the company of his wife and children. And their condition, especially that of his Amelia, gave his heartmany a severe and bitter pang. At length he arrived at the bailiff's mansion, and was ushered into aroom in which were several persons. Booth desired to be alone; uponwhich the bailiff waited on him up-stairs into an apartment, thewindows of which were well fortified with iron bars, but the walls hadnot the least outwork raised before them; they were, indeed, what isgenerally called naked; the bricks having been only covered with athin plaster, which in many places was mouldered away. The first demand made upon Booth was for coach-hire, which amounted totwo shillings, according to the bailiff's account; that being justdouble the legal fare. He was then asked if he did not chuse a bowl ofpunch? to which he having answered in the negative, the bailiffreplied, "Nay, sir, just as you please. I don't ask you to drink, ifyou don't chuse it; but certainly you know the custom; the house isfull of prisoners, and I can't afford gentlemen a room to themselvesfor nothing. " Booth presently took this hint--indeed it was a pretty broad one--andtold the bailiff he should not scruple to pay him his price; but infact he never drank unless at his meals. "As to that, sir, " cries thebailiff, "it is just as your honour pleases. I scorn to impose uponany gentleman in misfortunes: I wish you well out of them, for mypart. Your honour can take nothing amiss of me; I only does my duty, what I am bound to do; and, as you says you don't care to drinkanything, what will you be pleased to have for dinner?" Booth then complied in bespeaking a dish of meat, and told the bailiffhe would drink a bottle with him after dinner. He then desired thefavour of pen, ink, and paper, and a messenger; all which wereimmediately procured him, the bailiff telling him he might sendwherever he pleased, and repeating his concern for Booth'smisfortunes, and a hearty desire to see the end of them. The messenger was just dispatched with the letter, when who shouldarrive but honest Atkinson? A soldier of the guards, belonging to thesame company with the serjeant, and who had known Booth at Gibraltar, had seen the arrest, and heard the orders given to the coachman. Thisfellow, accidentally meeting Atkinson, had acquainted him with thewhole affair. At the appearance of Atkinson, joy immediately overspread thecountenance of Booth. The ceremonials which past between them areunnecessary to be repeated. Atkinson was soon dispatched to theattorney and to Mrs. Ellison, as the reader hath before heard from hisown mouth. Booth now greatly lamented that he had writ to his wife. He thoughtshe might have been acquainted with the affair better by the serjeant. Booth begged him, however, to do everything in his power to comforther; to assure her that he was in perfect health and good spirits; andto lessen as much as possible the concern which he knew she would haveat the reading his letter. The serjeant, however, as the reader hath seen, brought himself thefirst account of the arrest. Indeed, the other messenger did notarrive till a full hour afterwards. This was not owing to any slownessof his, but to many previous errands which he was to execute beforethe delivery of the letter; for, notwithstanding the earnest desirewhich the bailiff had declared to see Booth out of his troubles, hehad ordered the porter, who was his follower, to call upon two orthree other bailiffs, and as many attorneys, to try to load hisprisoner with as many actions as possible. Here the reader may be apt to conclude that the bailiff, instead ofbeing a friend, was really an enemy to poor Booth; but, in fact, hewas not so. His desire was no more than to accumulate bail-bonds; forthe bailiff was reckoned an honest and good sort of man in his way, and had no more malice against the bodies in his custody than abutcher hath to those in his: and as the latter, when he takes hisknife in hand, hath no idea but of the joints into which he is to cutthe carcase; so the former, when he handles his writ, hath no otherdesign but to cut out the body into as many bail-bonds as possible. Asto the life of the animal, or the liberty of the man, they arethoughts which never obtrude themselves on either. Chapter ii. _Containing an account of Mr. Booth's fellow-sufferers. _ Before we return to Amelia we must detain our reader a little longerwith Mr. Booth, in the custody of Mr. Bondum the bailiff, who nowinformed his prisoner that he was welcome to the liberty of the housewith the other gentlemen. Booth asked who those gentlemen were. "One of them, sir, " says Mr. Bondum, "is a very great writer or author, as they call him; he hathbeen here these five weeks at the suit of a bookseller for elevenpound odd money; but he expects to be discharged in a day or two, forhe hath writ out the debt. He is now writing for five or sixbooksellers, and he will get you sometimes, when he sits to it, amatter of fifteen shillings a-day. For he is a very good pen, theysay, but is apt to be idle. Some days he won't write above five hours;but at other times I have know him at it above sixteen. " "Ay!" criesBooth; "pray, what are his productions? What does he write?" "Why, sometimes, " answered Bondum, "he writes your history books for yournumbers, and sometimes your verses, your poems, what do you call them?and then again he writes news for your newspapers. " "Ay, indeed! he isa most extraordinary man, truly!--How doth he get his news here?" "Whyhe makes it, as he doth your parliament speeches for your magazines. He reads them to us sometimes over a bowl of punch. To be sure it isall one as if one was in the parliament-house--it is about liberty andfreedom, and about the constitution of England. I say nothing for mypart, for I will keep my neck out of a halter; but, faith, he makes itout plainly to me that all matters are not as they should be. I am allfor liberty, for my part. " "Is that so consistent with your calling?"cries Booth. "I thought, my friend, you had lived by depriving men oftheir liberty. " "That's another matter, " cries the bailiff; "that'sall according to law, and in the way of business. To be sure, men mustbe obliged to pay their debts, or else there would be an end ofeverything. " Booth desired the bailiff to give him his opinion onliberty. Upon which, he hesitated a moment, and then cried out, "O'tis a fine thing, 'tis a very fine thing, and the constitution ofEngland. " Booth told him, that by the old constitution of England hehad heard that men could not be arrested for debt; to which thebailiff answered, that must have been in very bad times; "because aswhy, " says he, "would it not be the hardest thing in the world if aman could not arrest another for a just and lawful debt? besides, sir, you must be mistaken; for how could that ever be? is not liberty theconstitution of England? well, and is not the constitution, as a manmay say--whereby the constitution, that is the law and liberty, andall that--" Booth had a little mercy upon the poor bailiff, when he found himrounding in this manner, and told him he had made the matter veryclear. Booth then proceeded to enquire after the other gentlemen, hisfellows in affliction; upon which Bondum acquainted him that one ofthe prisoners was a poor fellow. "He calls himself a gentleman, " saidBondum; "but I am sure I never saw anything genteel by him. In a weekthat he hath been in my house he hath drank only part of one bottle ofwine. I intend to carry him to Newgate within a day or two, if hecan't find bail, which, I suppose, he will not be able to do; foreverybody says he is an undone man. He hath run out all he hath bylosses in business, and one way or other; and he hath a wife and sevenchildren. Here was the whole family here the other day, all howlingtogether. I never saw such a beggarly crew; I was almost ashamed tosee them in my house. I thought they seemed fitter for Bridewell thanany other place. To be sure, I do not reckon him as proper company forsuch as you, sir; but there is another prisoner in the house that Idare say you will like very much. He is, indeed, very much of agentleman, and spends his money like one. I have had him only threedays, and I am afraid he won't stay much longer. They say, indeed, heis a gamester; but what is that to me or any one, as long as a manappears as a gentleman? I always love to speak by people as I find;and, in my opinion, he is fit company for the greatest lord in theland; for he hath very good cloaths, and money enough. He is not herefor debt, but upon a judge's warrant for an assault and battery; forthe tipstaff locks up here. " The bailiff was thus haranguing when he was interrupted by the arrivalof the attorney whom the trusty serjeant had, with the utmostexpedition, found out and dispatched to the relief of his distressedfriend. But before we proceed any further with the captain we willreturn to poor Amelia, for whom, considering the situation in which weleft her, the good-natured reader may be, perhaps, in no small degreesolicitous. [Illustration: no caption] Chapter iii. _Containing some extraordinary behaviour in Mrs. Ellison. _ The serjeant being departed to convey Mrs. Ellison to the captain, hiswife went to fetch Amelia's children to their mother. Amelia's concern for the distresses of her husband was aggravated atthe sight of her children. "Good Heavens!" she cried, "what will--whatcan become of these poor little wretches? why have I produced theselittle creatures only to give them a share of poverty and misery?" Atwhich words she embraced them eagerly in her arms, and bedewed themboth with her tears. The children's eyes soon overflowed as fast as their mother's, thoughneither of them knew the cause of her affliction. The little boy, whowas the elder and much the sharper of the two, imputed the agonies ofhis mother to her illness, according to the account brought to hisfather in his presence. When Amelia became acquainted with the child's apprehensions, she soonsatisfied him that she was in a perfect state of health; at which thelittle thing expressed great satisfaction, and said he was glad shewas well again. Amelia told him she had not been in the leastdisordered. Upon which the innocent cried out, "La! how can peopletell such fibs? a great tall man told my papa you was taken very illat Mrs. Somebody's shop, and my poor papa presently ran down-stairs: Iwas afraid he would have broke his neck, to come to you. " "O, the villains!" cries Mrs. Atkinson, "what a stratagem was here totake away your husband!" "Take away!" answered the child--"What! hath anybody taken away papa?--Sure that naughty fibbing man hath not taken away papa?" Amelia begged Mrs. Atkinson to say something to her children, for thather spirits were overpowered. She then threw herself into a chair, andgave a full vent to a passion almost too strong for her delicateconstitution. The scene that followed, during some minutes, is beyond my power ofdescription; I must beg the readers' hearts to suggest it tothemselves. The children hung on their mother, whom they endeavouredin vain to comfort, as Mrs. Atkinson did in vain attempt to pacifythem, telling them all would be well, and they would soon see theirpapa again. At length, partly by the persuasions of Mrs. Atkinson, partly fromconsideration of her little ones, and more, perhaps, from the reliefwhich she had acquired by her tears, Amelia became a little composed. Nothing worth notice past in this miserable company from this timetill the return of Mrs. Ellison from the bailiff's house; and to drawout scenes of wretchedness to too great a length, is a task veryuneasy to the writer, and for which none but readers of a most gloomycomplexion will think themselves ever obliged to his labours. At length Mrs. Ellison arrived, and entered the room with an air ofgaiety rather misbecoming the occasion. When she had seated herself ina chair she told Amelia that the captain was very well and in goodspirits, and that he earnestly desired her to keep up hers. "Come, madam, " said she, "don't be disconsolate; I hope we shall soon be ableto get him out of his troubles. The debts, indeed, amount to more thanI expected; however, ways may be found to redeem him. He must ownhimself guilty of some rashness in going out of the verge, when heknew to what he was liable; but that is now not to be remedied. If hehad followed my advice this had not happened; but men will beheadstrong. " "I cannot bear this, " cries Amelia; "shall I hear that best ofcreatures blamed for his tenderness to me?" "Well, I will not blame him, " answered Mrs. Ellison; "I am sure Ipropose nothing but to serve him; and if you will do as much to servehim yourself, he will not be long a prisoner. " "I do!" cries Amelia: "O Heavens! is there a thing upon earth--" "Yes, there is a thing upon earth, " said Mrs. Ellison, "and a veryeasy thing too; and yet I will venture my life you start when Ipropose it. And yet, when I consider that you are a woman ofunderstanding, I know not why I should think so; for sure you musthave too much good sense to imagine that you can cry your husband outof prison. If this would have done, I see you have almost cried youreyes out already. And yet you may do the business by a much pleasanterway than by crying and bawling. " "What do you mean, madam?" cries Amelia. --"For my part, I cannot guessyour meaning. " "Before I tell you then, madam, " answered Mrs. Ellison, "I must informyou, if you do not already know it, that the captain is charged withactions to the amount of near five hundred pounds. I am sure I wouldwillingly be his bail; but I know my bail would not be taken for thatsum. You must consider, therefore, madam, what chance you have ofredeeming him; unless you chuse, as perhaps some wives would, that heshould lie all his life in prison. " At these words Amelia discharged a shower of tears, and gave everymark of the most frantic grief. "Why, there now, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "while you will indulge theseextravagant passions, how can you be capable of listening to the voiceof reason? I know I am a fool in concerning myself thus with theaffairs of others. I know the thankless office I undertake; and yet Ilove you so, my dear Mrs. Booth, that I cannot bear to see youafflicted, and I would comfort you if you would suffer me. Let me begyou to make your mind easy; and within these two days I will engage toset your husband at liberty. "Harkee, child; only behave like a woman of spirit this evening, andkeep your appointment, notwithstanding what hath happened; and I amconvinced there is one who hath the power and the will to serve you. " Mrs. Ellison spoke the latter part of her speech in a whisper, so thatMrs. Atkinson, who was then engaged with the children, might not hearher; but Amelia answered aloud, and said, "What appointment would youhave me keep this evening?" "Nay, nay, if you have forgot, " cries Mrs. Ellison, "I will tell youmore another time; but come, will you go home? my dinner is ready bythis time, and you shall dine with me. " "Talk not to me of dinners, " cries Amelia; "my stomach is too fullalready. " "Nay, but, dear madam, " answered Mrs. Ellison, "let me beseech you togo home with me. I do not care, " says she, whispering, "to speakbefore some folks. " "I have no secret, madam, in the world, " repliedAmelia aloud, "which I would not communicate to this lady; for I shallalways acknowledge the highest obligations to her for the secrets shehath imparted to me. " "Madam, " said Mrs. Ellison, "I do not interfere with obligations. I amglad the lady hath obliged you so much; and I wish all people wereequally mindful of obligations. I hope I have omitted no opportunityof endeavouring to oblige Mrs. Booth, as well as I have some otherfolks. " "If by other folks, madam, you mean me, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "Iconfess I sincerely believe you intended the same obligation to usboth; and I have the pleasure to think it is owing to me that thislady is not as much obliged to you as I am. " "I protest, madam, I can hardly guess your meaning, " said Mrs. Ellison. --"Do you really intend to affront me, madam?" "I intend to preserve innocence and virtue, if it be in my power, madam, " answered the other. "And sure nothing but the most eagerresolution to destroy it could induce you to mention such anappointment at such a time. " "I did not expect this treatment from you, madam, " cries Mrs. Ellison;"such ingratitude I could not have believed had it been reported to meby any other. " "Such impudence, " answered Mrs. Atkinson, "must exceed, I think, allbelief; but, when women once abandon that modesty which is thecharacteristic of their sex, they seldom set any bounds to theirassurance. " "I could not have believed this to have been in human nature, " criesMrs. Ellison. "Is this the woman whom I have fed, have cloathed, havesupported; who owes to my charity and my intercessions that she is notat this day destitute of all the necessaries of life?" "I own it all, " answered Mrs. Atkinson; "and I add the favour of amasquerade ticket to the number. Could I have thought, madam, that youwould before my face have asked another lady to go to the same placewith the same man?--but I ask your pardon; I impute rather moreassurance to you than you are mistress of. --You have endeavoured tokeep the assignation a secret from me; and it was by mere accidentonly that I discovered it; unless there are some guardian angels thatin general protect innocence and virtue; though, I may say, I have notalways found them so watchful. " "Indeed, madam, " said Mrs. Ellison, "you are not worth my answer; norwill I stay a moment longer with such a person. --So, Mrs. Booth, youhave your choice, madam, whether you will go with me, or remain in thecompany of this lady. " "If so, madam, " answered Mrs. Booth, "I shall not be long indetermining to stay where I am. " Mrs. Ellison then, casting a look of great indignation at both theladies, made a short speech full of invectives against Mrs. Atkinson, and not without oblique hints of ingratitude against poor Amelia;after which she burst out of the room, and out of the house, and madehaste to her own home, in a condition of mind to which fortune withoutguilt cannot, I believe, reduce any one. Indeed, how much the superiority of misery is on the side ofwickedness may appear to every reader who will compare the presentsituation of Amelia with that of Mrs. Ellison. Fortune had attackedthe former with almost the highest degree of her malice. She wasinvolved in a scene of most exquisite distress, and her husband, herprincipal comfort, torn violently from her arms; yet her sorrow, however exquisite, was all soft and tender, nor was she without manyconsolations. Her case, however hard, was not absolutely desperate;for scarce any condition of fortune can be so. Art and industry, chance and friends, have often relieved the most distrestcircumstances, and converted them into opulence. In all these she hadhopes on this side the grave, and perfect virtue and innocence gaveher the strongest assurances on the other. Whereas, in the bosom ofMrs. Ellison, all was storm and tempest; anger, revenge, fear, andpride, like so many raging furies, possessed her mind, and torturedher with disappointment and shame. Loss of reputation, which isgenerally irreparable, was to be her lot; loss of friends is of thisthe certain consequence; all on this side the grave appeared drearyand comfortless; and endless misery on the other, closed the gloomyprospect. Hence, my worthy reader, console thyself, that however few of theother good things of life are thy lot, the best of all things, whichis innocence, is always within thy own power; and, though Fortune maymake thee often unhappy, she can never make thee completely andirreparably miserable without thy own consent. Chapter iv. _Containing, among many matters, the exemplary behaviour of ColonelJames. _ When Mrs. Ellison was departed, Mrs. Atkinson began to apply all herart to soothe and comfort Amelia, but was presently prevented by her. "I am ashamed, dear madam, " said Amelia, "of having indulged myaffliction so much at your expense. The suddenness of the occasion ismy only excuse; for, had I had time to summon my resolution to myassistance, I hope I am mistress of more patience than you havehitherto seen me exert. I know, madam, in my unwarrantable excesses, Ihave been guilty of many transgressions. First, against that Divinewill and pleasure without whose permission, at least, no humanaccident can happen; in the next place, madam, if anything canaggravate such a fault, I have transgressed the laws of friendship aswell as decency, in throwing upon you some part of the load of mygrief; and again, I have sinned against common sense, which shouldteach me, instead of weakly and heavily lamenting my misfortunes, torouse all my spirits to remove them. In this light I am shocked at myown folly, and am resolved to leave my children under your care, andgo directly to my husband. I may comfort him. I may assist him. I mayrelieve him. There is nothing now too difficult for me to undertake. " Mrs. Atkinson greatly approved and complimented her friend on all theformer part of her speech, except what related to herself, on whichshe spoke very civilly, and I believe with great truth; but as to herdetermination of going to her husband she endeavoured to dissuade her, at least she begged her to defer it for the present, and till theserjeant returned home. She then reminded Amelia that it was now pastfive in the afternoon, and that she had not taken any refreshment buta dish of tea the whole day, and desired she would give her leave toprocure her a chick, or anything she liked better, for her dinner. Amelia thanked her friend, and said she would sit down with her towhatever she pleased; "but if I do not eat, " said she, "I would nothave you impute it to anything but want of appetite; for I assure youall things are equally indifferent to me. I am more solicitous aboutthese poor little things, who have not been used to fast so long. Heaven knows what may hereafter be their fate!" Mrs. Atkinson bid her hope the best, and then recommended the childrento the care of her maid. And now arrived a servant from Mrs. James, with an invitation toCaptain Booth and to his lady to dine with the colonel the day afterthe next. This a little perplexed Amelia; but after a shortconsideration she despatched an answer to Mrs. James, in which sheconcisely informed her of what had happened. The honest serjeant, who had been on his legs almost the whole day, now returned, and brought Amelia a short letter from her husband, inwhich he gave her the most solemn assurances of his health andspirits, and begged her with great earnestness to take care topreserve her own, which if she did, he said, he had no doubt but thatthey should shortly be happy. He added something of hopes from mylord, with which Mrs. Ellison had amused him, and which served only todestroy the comfort that Amelia received from the rest of his letter. Whilst Amelia, the serjeant, and his lady, were engaged in a coldcollation, for which purpose a cold chicken was procured from thetavern for the ladies, and two pound of cold beef for the serjeant, aviolent knocking was heard at the door, and presently afterwardsColonel James entered the room. After proper compliments had past, thecolonel told Amelia that her letter was brought to Mrs. James whilethey were at table, and that on her shewing it him he had immediatelyrose up, made an apology to his company, and took a chair to her. Hespoke to her with great tenderness on the occasion, and desired her tomake herself easy; assuring her that he would leave nothing in hispower undone to serve her husband. He then gave her an invitation, inhis wife's name, to his own house, in the most pressing manner. Amelia returned him very hearty thanks for all his kind offers, butbegged to decline that of an apartment in his house. She said, as shecould not leave her children, so neither could she think of bringingsuch a trouble with her into his family; and, though the colonel gaveher many assurances that her children, as well as herself, would bevery welcome to Mrs. James, and even betook himself to entreaties, shestill persisted obstinately in her refusal. In real truth, Amelia had taken a vast affection for Mrs. Atkinson, ofthe comfort of whose company she could not bear to be deprived in herdistress, nor to exchange it for that of Mrs. James, to whom she hadlately conceived no little dislike. The colonel, when he found he could not prevail with Amelia to accepthis invitation, desisted from any farther solicitations. He then tooka bank-bill of fifty pounds from his pocket-book, and said, "You willpardon me, dear madam, if I chuse to impute your refusal of my houserather to a dislike of my wife, who I will not pretend to be the mostagreeable of women (all men, " said he, sighing, "have not CaptainBooth's fortune), than to any aversion or anger to me. I must insistupon it, therefore, to make your present habitation as easy to you aspossible--I hope, madam, you will not deny me this happiness; I begyou will honour me with the acceptance of this trifle. " He then putthe note into her hand, and declared that the honour of touching itwas worth a hundred times that sum. "I protest, Colonel James, " cried Amelia, blushing, "I know not whatto do or say, your goodness so greatly confounds me. Can I, who am sowell acquainted with the many great obligations Mr. Booth already hathto your generosity, consent that you should add more to a debt wenever can pay?" The colonel stopt her short, protesting that she misplaced theobligation; for, that if to confer the highest happiness was tooblige, he was obliged to her acceptance. "And I do assure you, madam, " said he, "if this trifling sum or a much larger can contributeto your ease, I shall consider myself as the happiest man upon earthin being able to supply it, and you, madam, my greatest benefactor inreceiving it. " Amelia then put the note in her pocket, and they entered into aconversation in which many civil things were said on both sides; butwhat was chiefly worth remark was, that Amelia had almost her husbandconstantly in her mouth, and the colonel never mentioned him: theformer seemed desirous to lay all obligations, as much as possible, tothe account of her husband; and the latter endeavoured, with theutmost delicacy, to insinuate that her happiness was the main andindeed only point which he had in view. Amelia had made no doubt, at the colonel's first appearance, but thathe intended to go directly to her husband. When he dropt therefore ahint of his intention to visit him next morning she appeared visiblyshocked at the delay. The colonel, perceiving this, said, "Howeverinconvenient it may be, yet, madam, if it will oblige you, or if youdesire it, I will even go to-night. " Amelia answered, "My husband willbe far from desiring to derive any good from your inconvenience; but, if you put it to me, I must be excused for saying I desire nothingmore in the world than to send him so great a comfort as I know hewill receive from the presence of such a friend. " "Then, to show you, madam, " cries the colonel, "that I desire nothing more in the worldthan to give you pleasure, I will go to him immediately. " Amelia then bethought herself of the serjeant, and told the colonelhis old acquaintance Atkinson, whom he had known at Gibraltar, wasthen in the house, and would conduct him to the place. The serjeantwas immediately called in, paid his respects to the colonel, and wasacknowledged by him. They both immediately set forward, Amelia to theutmost of her power pressing their departure. Mrs. Atkinson now returned to Amelia, and was by her acquainted withthe colonel's late generosity; for her heart so boiled over withgratitude that she could not conceal the ebullition. Amelia likewisegave her friend a full narrative of the colonel's former behaviour andfriendship to her husband, as well abroad as in England; and endedwith declaring that she believed him to be the most generous man uponearth. Mrs. Atkinson agreed with Amelia's conclusion, and said she was gladto hear there was any such man. They then proceeded with the childrento the tea-table, where panegyric, and not scandal, was the topic oftheir conversation; and of this panegyric the colonel was the subject;both the ladies seeming to vie with each other in celebrating thepraises of his goodness. Chapter v. _Comments upon authors. _ Having left Amelia in as comfortable a situation as could possibly beexpected, her immediate distresses relieved, and her heart filled withgreat hopes from the friendship of the colonel, we will now return toBooth, who, when the attorney and serjeant had left him, received avisit from that great author of whom honourable mention is made in oursecond chapter. Booth, as the reader may be pleased to remember, was a pretty goodmaster of the classics; for his father, though he designed his son forthe army, did not think it necessary to breed him up a blockhead. Hedid not, perhaps, imagine that a competent share of Latin and Greekwould make his son either a pedant or a coward. He consideredlikewise, probably, that the life of a soldier is in general a life ofidleness; and might think that the spare hours of an officer incountry quarters would be as well employed with a book as insauntering about the streets, loitering in a coffee-house, sotting ina tavern, or in laying schemes to debauch and ruin a set of harmlessignorant country girls. As Booth was therefore what might well be called, in this age atleast, a man of learning, he began to discourse our author on subjectsof literature. "I think, sir, " says he, "that Dr Swift hath beengenerally allowed, by the critics in this kingdom, to be the greatestmaster of humour that ever wrote. Indeed, I allow him to havepossessed most admirable talents of this kind; and, if Rabelais washis master, I think he proves the truth of the common Greek proverb--that the scholar is often superior to the master. As to Cervantes, Ido not think we can make any just comparison; for, though Mr. Popecompliments him with sometimes taking Cervantes' serious air--" "Iremember the passage, " cries the author; "O thou, whatever title please thine ear, Dean, Drapier, Bickerstaff, or Gulliver; Whether you take Cervantes' serious air, Or laugh andshake in Rabelais' easy chair--" "You are right, sir, " said Booth; "but though I should agree that thedoctor hath sometimes condescended to imitate Rabelais, I do notremember to have seen in his works the least attempt in the manner ofCervantes. But there is one in his own way, and whom I am convinced hestudied above all others--you guess, I believe, I am going to nameLucian. This author, I say, I am convinced, he followed; but I thinkhe followed him at a distance: as, to say the truth, every otherwriter of this kind hath done in my opinion; for none, I think, hathyet equalled him. I agree, indeed, entirely with Mr. Moyle, in hisDiscourse on the age of the Philopatris, when he gives him the epithetof the incomparable Lucian; and incomparable, I believe, he willremain as long as the language in which he wrote shall endure. What aninimitable piece of humour is his Cock!" "I remember it very well, "cries the author; "his story of a Cock and a Bull is excellent. " Boothstared at this, and asked the author what he meant by the Bull? "Nay, "answered he, "I don't know very well, upon my soul. It is a long timesince I read him. I learnt him all over at school; I have not read himmuch since. And pray, sir, " said he, "how do you like his Pharsalia?don't you think Mr. Rowe's translation a very fine one?" Boothreplied, "I believe we are talking of different authors. ThePharsalia, which Mr. Rowe translated, was written by Lucan; but I havebeen speaking of Lucian, a Greek writer, and, in my opinion, thegreatest in the humorous way that ever the world produced. " "Ay!"cries the author, "he was indeed so, a very excellent writer indeed! Ifancy a translation of him would sell very well!" "I do not know, indeed, " cries Booth. "A good translation of him would be a valuablebook. I have seen a wretched one published by Mr. Dryden, buttranslated by others, who in many places have misunderstood Lucian'smeaning, and have nowhere preserved the spirit of the original. " "Thatis great pity, " says the author. "Pray, sir, is he well translated inthe French?" Booth answered, he could not tell; but that he doubted itvery much, having never seen a good version into that language out ofthe Greek. " To confess the truth, I believe, " said he, "the Frenchtranslators have generally consulted the Latin only; which, in some ofthe few Greek writers I have read, is intolerably bad. And as theEnglish translators, for the most part, pursue the French, we mayeasily guess what spirit those copies of bad copies must preserve ofthe original. " "Egad, you are a shrewd guesser, " cries the author. "I am glad thebooksellers have not your sagacity. But how should it be otherwise, considering the price they pay by the sheet? The Greek, you willallow, is a hard language; and there are few gentlemen that write whocan read it without a good lexicon. Now, sir, if we were to affordtime to find out the true meaning of words, a gentleman would not getbread and cheese by his work. If one was to be paid, indeed, as Mr. Pope was for his Homer--Pray, sir, don't you think that the besttranslation in the world?" "Indeed, sir, " cries Booth, "I think, though it is certainly a nobleparaphrase, and of itself a fine poem, yet in some places it is notranslation at all. In the very beginning, for instance, he hath notrendered the true force of the author. Homer invokes his muse in thefive first lines of the Iliad; and, at the end of the fifth, he giveshis reason: [Greek] For all these things, " says he, "were brought about by the decree ofJupiter; and, therefore, he supposes their true sources are known onlyto the deities. Now, the translation takes no more notice of the [Greek]than if no such word had been there. " "Very possibly, " answered the author; "it is a long time since I readthe original. Perhaps, then, he followed the French translations. Iobserve, indeed, he talks much in the notes of Madam Dacier andMonsieur Eustathius. " Booth had now received conviction enough of his friend's knowledge ofthe Greek language; without attempting, therefore, to set him right, he made a sudden transition to the Latin. "Pray, sir, " said he, "asyou have mentioned Rowe's translation of the Pharsalia, do youremember how he hath rendered that passage in the character of Cato?-- _----Venerisque huic maximus usus Progenies; urbi Pater est, urbique Maritus. _ For I apprehend that passage is generally misunderstood. " "I really do not remember, " answered the author. "Pray, sir, what doyou take to be the meaning?" "I apprehend, sir, " replied Booth, "that by these words, _Urbi Paterest, urbique Maritus_, Cato is represented as the father and husbandto the city of Rome. " "Very true, sir, " cries the author; "very fine, indeed. --Not only thefather of his country, but the husband too; very noble, truly!" "Pardon me, sir, " cries Booth; "I do not conceive that to have beenLucan's meaning. If you please to observe the context; Lucan, havingcommended the temperance of Cato in the instances of diet and cloaths, proceeds to venereal pleasures; of which, says the poet, his principaluse was procreation: then he adds, _Urbi Pater est, urbique Maritus;_that he became a father and a husband for the sake only of the city. " "Upon my word that's true, " cries the author; "I did not think of it. It is much finer than the other. --_Urbis Pater est_--what is theother?--ay--_Urbis Maritus. _--It is certainly as you say, sir. " Booth was by this pretty well satisfied of the author's profoundlearning; however, he was willing to try him a little farther. Heasked him, therefore, what was his opinion of Lucan in general, and inwhat class of writers he ranked him? The author stared a little at this question; and, after somehesitation, answered, "Certainly, sir, I think he is a fine writer anda very great poet. " "I am very much of the same opinion, " cries Booth; "but where do youclass him--next to what poet do you place him?" "Let me see, " cries the author; "where do I class him? next to whom doI place him?--Ay!--why--why, pray, where do you yourself place him?" "Why, surely, " cries Booth, "if he is not to be placed in the firstrank with Homer, and Virgil, and Milton, I think clearly he is at thehead of the second, before either Statius or Silius Italicus--though Iallow to each of these their merits; but, perhaps, an epic poem wasbeyond the genius of either. I own, I have often thought, if Statiushad ventured no farther than Ovid or Claudian, he would have succeededbetter; for his Sylvae are, in my opinion, much better than hisThebais. " "I believe I was of the same opinion formerly, " said the author. "And for what reason have you altered it?" cries Booth. "I have not altered it, " answered the author; "but, to tell you thetruth, I have not any opinion at all about these matters at present. Ido not trouble my head much with poetry; for there is no encouragementto such studies in this age. It is true, indeed, I have now and thenwrote a poem or two for the magazines, but I never intend to write anymore; for a gentleman is not paid for his time. A sheet is a sheetwith the booksellers; and, whether it be in prose or verse, they makeno difference; though certainly there is as much difference to agentleman in the work as there is to a taylor between making a plainand a laced suit. Rhimes are difficult things; they are stubbornthings, sir. I have been sometimes longer in tagging a couplet than Ihave been in writing a speech on the side of the opposition which hathbeen read with great applause all over the kingdom. " "I am glad you are pleased to confirm that, " cries Booth; "for Iprotest it was an entire secret to me till this day. I was soperfectly ignorant, that I thought the speeches published in themagazines were really made by the members themselves. " "Some of them, and I believe I may, without vanity, say the best, "cries the author, "are all the productions of my own pen! but Ibelieve I shall leave it off soon, unless a sheet of speech will fetchmore than it does at present. In truth, the romance-writing is theonly branch of our business now that is worth following. Goods of thatsort have had so much success lately in the market, that a booksellerscarce cares what he bids for them. And it is certainly the easiestwork in the world; you may write it almost as fast as you can set pento paper; and if you interlard it with a little scandal, a littleabuse on some living characters of note, you cannot fail of success. " "Upon my word, sir, " cries Booth, "you have greatly instructed me. Icould not have imagined there had been so much regularity in the tradeof writing as you are pleased to mention; by what I can perceive, thepen and ink is likely to become the staple commodity of the kingdom. " "Alas! sir, " answered the author, "it is overstocked. The market isoverstocked. There is no encouragement to merit, no patrons. I havebeen these five years soliciting a subscription for my new translationof Ovid's Metamorphoses, with notes explanatory, historical, andcritical; and I have scarce collected five hundred names yet. " The mention of this translation a little surprized Booth; not only asthe author had just declared his intentions to forsake the tunefulmuses; but, for some other reasons which he had collected from hisconversation with our author, he little expected to hear of a proposalto translate any of the Latin poets. He proceeded, therefore, tocatechise him a little farther; and by his answers was fully satisfiedthat he had the very same acquaintance with Ovid that he had appearedto have with Lucan. The author then pulled out a bundle of papers containing proposals forhis subscription, and receipts; and, addressing himself to Booth, said, "Though the place in which we meet, sir, is an improper place tosolicit favours of this kind, yet, perhaps, it may be in your power toserve me if you will charge your pockets with some of these. " Boothwas just offering at an excuse, when the bailiff introduced ColonelJames and the serjeant. The unexpected visit of a beloved friend to a man in affliction, especially in Mr. Booth's situation, is a comfort which can scarce beequalled; not barely from the hopes of relief or redress by hisassistance, but as it is an evidence of sincere friendship whichscarce admits of any doubt or suspicion. Such an instance doth indeedmake a man amends for all ordinary troubles and distresses; and weought to think ourselves gainers by having had such an opportunity ofdiscovering that we are possessed of one of the most valuable of allhuman possessions. Booth was so transported at the sight of the colonel, that he droptthe proposals which the author had put into his hands, and burst forthinto the highest professions of gratitude to his friend; who behavedvery properly on his side, and said everything which became the mouthof a friend on the occasion. It is true, indeed, he seemed not moved equally either with Booth orthe serjeant, both whose eyes watered at the scene. In truth, thecolonel, though a very generous man, had not the least grain oftenderness in his disposition. His mind was formed of those firmmaterials of which nature formerly hammered out the Stoic, and uponwhich the sorrows of no man living could make an impression. A man ofthis temper, who doth not much value danger, will fight for the personhe calls his friend, and the man that hath but little value for hismoney will give it him; but such friendship is never to be absolutelydepended on; for, whenever the favourite passion interposes with it, it is sure to subside and vanish into air. Whereas the man whosetender disposition really feels the miseries of another will endeavourto relieve them for his own sake; and, in such a mind, friendship willoften get the superiority over every other passion. But, from whatever motive it sprung, the colonel's behaviour to Boothseemed truly amiable; and so it appeared to the author, who took thefirst occasion to applaud it in a very florid oration; which thereader, when he recollects that he was a speech-maker by profession, will not be surprized at; nor, perhaps, will be much more surprizedthat he soon after took an occasion of clapping a proposal into thecolonel's hands, holding at the same time a receipt very visible inhis own. The colonel received both, and gave the author a guinea in exchange, which was double the sum mentioned in the receipt; for which theauthor made a low bow, and very politely took his leave, saying, "Isuppose, gentlemen, you may have some private business together; Iheartily wish a speedy end to your confinement, and I congratulate youon the possessing so great, so noble, and so generous a friend. " Chapter vi. _Which inclines rather to satire than panegyric. _ The colonel had the curiosity to ask Booth the name of the gentlemanwho, in the vulgar language, had struck, or taken him in for a guineawith so much ease and dexterity. Booth answered, he did not know hisname; all that he knew of him was, that he was the most impudent andilliterate fellow he had ever seen, and that, by his own account, hewas the author of most of the wonderful productions of the age. "Perhaps, " said he, "it may look uncharitable in me to blame you foryour generosity; but I am convinced the fellow hath not the leastmerit or capacity, and you have subscribed to the most horrid trashthat ever was published. " "I care not a farthing what he publishes, " cries the colonel. "Heavenforbid I should be obliged to read half the nonsense I have subscribedto. " "But don't you think, " said Booth, "that by such indiscriminateencouragement of authors you do a real mischief to the society? Bypropagating the subscriptions of such fellows, people are tired outand withhold their contributions to men of real merit; and, at thesame time, you are contributing to fill the world, not only withnonsense, but with all the scurrility, indecency, and profaneness withwhich the age abounds, and with which all bad writers supply thedefect of genius. " "Pugh!" cries the colonel, "I never consider these matters. Good orbad, it is all one to me; but there's an acquaintance of mine, and aman of great wit too, that thinks the worst the best, as they are thesurest to make him laugh. " "I ask pardon, sir, " says the serjeant; "but I wish your honour wouldconsider your own affairs a little, for it grows late in the evening. " "The serjeant says true, " answered the colonel. "What is it you intendto do?" "Faith, colonel, I know not what I shall do. My affairs seem soirreparable, that I have been driving them as much as possibly I couldfrom my mind. If I was to suffer alone, I think I could bear them withsome philosophy; but when I consider who are to be the sharers in myfortune--the dearest of children, and the best, the worthiest, and thenoblest of women---Pardon me, my dear friend, these sensations areabove me; they convert me into a woman; they drive me to despair, tomadness. " The colonel advised him to command himself, and told him this was notthe way to retrieve his fortune. "As to me, my dear Booth, " said he, "you know you may command me as far as is really within my power. " Booth answered eagerly, that he was so far from expecting any morefavours from the colonel, that he had resolved not to let him knowanything of his misfortune. "No, my dear friend, " cries he, "I am toomuch obliged to you already;" and then burst into many ferventexpressions of gratitude, till the colonel himself stopt him, andbegged him to give an account of the debt or debts for which he wasdetained in that horrid place. Booth answered, he could not be very exact, but he feared it wasupwards of four hundred pounds. "It is but three hundred pounds, indeed, sir, " cries the serjeant; "ifyou can raise three hundred pounds, you are a free man this moment. " Booth, who did not apprehend the generous meaning of the serjeant aswell as, I believe, the reader will, answered he was mistaken; that hehad computed his debts, and they amounted to upwards of four hundredpounds; nay, that the bailiff had shewn him writs for above that sum. "Whether your debts are three or four hundred, " cries the colonel, "the present business is to give bail only, and then you will havesome time to try your friends: I think you might get a company abroad, and then I would advance the money on the security of half your pay;and, in the mean time, I will be one of your bail with all my heart. " Whilst Booth poured forth his gratitude for all this kindness, theserjeant ran down-stairs for the bailiff, and shortly after returnedwith him into the room. The bailiff, being informed that the colonel offered to be bail forhis prisoner, answered a little surlily, "Well, sir, and who will bethe other? you know, I suppose, there must be two; and I must havetime to enquire after them. " The colonel replied, "I believe, sir, I am well known to beresponsible for a much larger sum than your demand on this gentleman;but, if your forms require two, I suppose the serjeant here will dofor the other. " "I don't know the serjeant nor you either, sir, " cries Bondum; "and, if you propose yourselves bail for the gentleman, I must have time toenquire after you. " "You need very little time to enquire after me, " says the colonel, "for I can send for several of the law, whom I suppose you know, tosatisfy you; but consider, it is very late. " "Yes, sir, " answered Bondum, "I do consider it is too late for thecaptain to be bailed to-night. " "What do you mean by too late?" cries the colonel. "I mean, sir, that I must search the office, and that is now shut up;for, if my lord mayor and the court of aldermen would be bound forhim, I would not discharge him till I had searched the office. " "How, sir!" cries the colonel, "hath the law of England no more regardfor the liberty of the subject than to suffer such fellows as you todetain a man in custody for debt, when he can give undeniablesecurity?" "Don't fellow me, " said the bailiff; "I am as good a fellow asyourself, I believe, though you have that riband in your hat there. " "Do you know whom you are speaking to?" said the serjeant. "Do youknow you are talking to a colonel of the army?" "What's a colonel of the army to me?" cries the bailiff. "I have hadas good as he in my custody before now. " "And a member of parliament?" cries the serjeant. "Is the gentleman a member of parliament?--Well, and what harm have Isaid? I am sure I meant no harm; and, if his honour is offended, I askhis pardon; to be sure his honour must know that the sheriff isanswerable for all the writs in the office, though they were never somany, and I am answerable to the sheriff. I am sure the captain can'tsay that I have shewn him any manner of incivility since he hath beenhere. --And I hope, honourable sir, " cries he, turning to the colonel, "you don't take anything amiss that I said, or meant by way ofdisrespect, or any such matter. I did not, indeed, as the gentlemanhere says, know who I was speaking to; but I did not say anythinguncivil as I know of, and I hope no offence. " The colonel was more easily pacified than might have been expected, and told the bailiff that, if it was against the rules of law todischarge Mr. Booth that evening, he must be contented. He thenaddressed himself to his friend, and began to prescribe comfort andpatience to him; saying, he must rest satisfied with his confinementthat night; and the next morning he promised to visit him again. Booth answered, that as for himself, the lying one night in any placewas very little worth his regard. "You and I, my dear friend, haveboth spent our evening in a worse situation than I shall in thishouse. All my concern is for my poor Amelia, whose sufferings onaccount of my absence I know, and I feel with unspeakable tenderness. Could I be assured she was tolerably easy, I could be contented inchains or in a dungeon. " "Give yourself no concern on her account, " said the colonel; "I willwait on her myself, though I break an engagement for that purpose, andwill give her such assurances as I am convinced will make herperfectly easy. " Booth embraced his friend, and, weeping over him, paid hisacknowledgment with tears for all his goodness. In words, indeed, hewas not able to thank him; for gratitude, joining with his otherpassions, almost choaked him, and stopt his utterance. After a short scene in which nothing past worth recounting, thecolonel bid his friend good night, and leaving the serjeant with him, made the best of his way back to Amelia. Chapter vii. _Worthy a very serious perusal. _ The colonel found Amelia sitting very disconsolate with Mrs. Atkinson. He entered the room with an air of great gaiety, assured Amelia thather husband was perfectly well, and that he hoped the next day hewould again be with her. Amelia was a little comforted at this account, and vented manygrateful expressions to the colonel for his unparalleled friendship, as she was pleased to call it. She could not, however, help giving waysoon after to a sigh at the thoughts of her husband's bondage, anddeclared that night would be the longest she had ever known. "This lady, madam, " cries the colonel, "must endeavour to make itshorter. And, if you will give me leave, I will join in the sameendeavour. " Then, after some more consolatory speeches, the colonelattempted to give a gay turn to the discourse, and said, "I wasengaged to have spent this evening disagreeably at Ranelagh, with aset of company I did not like. How vastly am I obliged to you, dearMrs. Booth, that I pass it so infinitely more to my satisfaction!" "Indeed, colonel, " said Amelia, "I am convinced that to a mind sorightly turned as yours there must be a much sweeter relish in thehighest offices of friendship than in any pleasures which the gayestpublic places can afford. " "Upon my word, madam, " said the colonel, "you now do me more thanjustice. I have, and always had, the utmost indifference for suchpleasures. Indeed, I hardly allow them worthy of that name, or, ifthey are so at all, it is in a very low degree. In my opinion thehighest friendship must always lead us to the highest pleasure. " Here Amelia entered into a long dissertation on friendship, in whichshe pointed several times directly at the colonel as the hero of hertale. The colonel highly applauded all her sentiments; and when he could notavoid taking the compliment to himself, he received it with a mostrespectful bow. He then tried his hand likewise at description, inwhich he found means to repay all Amelia's panegyric in kind. This, though he did with all possible delicacy, yet a curious observer mighthave been apt to suspect that it was chiefly on her account that thecolonel had avoided the masquerade. In discourses of this kind they passed the evening, till it was verylate, the colonel never offering to stir from his chair before theclock had struck one; when he thought, perhaps, that decency obligedhim to take his leave. As soon as he was gone Mrs. Atkinson said to Mrs. Booth, "I think, madam, you told me this afternoon that the colonel was married?" Amelia answered, she did so. "I think likewise, madam, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "you was acquaintedwith the colonel's lady?" Amelia answered that she had been extremely intimate with her abroad. "Is she young and handsome?" said Mrs. Atkinson. "In short, pray, wasit a match of love or convenience?" Amelia answered, entirely of love, she believed, on his side; for thatthe lady had little or no fortune. "I am very glad to hear it, " said Mrs. Atkinson; "for I am sure thecolonel is in love with somebody. I think I never saw a more lusciouspicture of love drawn than that which he was pleased to give us as theportraiture of friendship. I have read, indeed, of Pylades andOrestes, Damon and Pythias, and other great friends of old; nay, Isometimes flatter myself that I am capable of being a friend myself;but as for that fine, soft, tender, delicate passion, which he waspleased to describe, I am convinced there must go a he and a she tothe composition. " "Upon my word, my dear, you are mistaken, " cries Amelia. "If you hadknown the friendship which hath always subsisted between the coloneland my husband, you would not imagine it possible for any descriptionto exceed it. Nay, I think his behaviour this very day is sufficientto convince you. " "I own what he hath done to-day hath great merit, " said Mrs. Atkinson;"and yet, from what he hath said to-night--You will pardon me, dearmadam; perhaps I am too quick-sighted in my observations; nay, I amafraid I am even impertinent. " "Fie upon it!" cries Amelia; "how can you talk in that strain? Do youimagine I expect ceremony? Pray speak what you think with the utmostfreedom. " "Did he not then, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "repeat the words, _the finestwoman in the world_, more than once? did he not make use of anexpression which might have become the mouth of Oroondates himself?If I remember, the words were these--that, had he been Alexander theGreat, he should have thought it more glory to have wiped off a tearfrom the bright eyes of Statira than to have conquered fifty worlds. " "Did he say so?" cries Amelia--"I think he did say something like it;but my thoughts were so full of my husband that I took little notice. But what would you infer from what he said? I hope you don't think heis in love with me?" "I hope he doth not think so himself, " answered Mrs. Atkinson;"though, when he mentioned the bright eyes of Statira, he fixed hisown eyes on yours with the most languishing air I ever beheld. " Amelia was going to answer, when the serjeant arrived, and then sheimmediately fell to enquiring after her husband, and received suchsatisfactory answers to all her many questions concerning him, thatshe expressed great pleasure. These ideas so possessed her mind, that, without once casting her thoughts on any other matters, she took herleave of the serjeant and his lady, and repaired to bed to herchildren, in a room which Mrs. Atkinson had provided her in the samehouse; where we will at present wish her a good night. Chapter viii. _Consisting of grave matters. _ While innocence and chearful hope, in spite of the malice of fortune, closed the eyes of the gentle Amelia on her homely bed, and sheenjoyed a sweet and profound sleep, the colonel lay restless all nighton his down; his mind was affected with a kind of ague fit; sometimesscorched up with flaming desires, and again chilled with the coldestdespair. There is a time, I think, according to one of our poets, _when lustand envy sleep_. This, I suppose, is when they are well gorged withthe food they most delight in; but, while either of these are hungry, Nor poppy, nor mandragora, Nor all the drousy syrups of the East, Will ever medicine them to slumber. The colonel was at present unhappily tormented by both these fiends. His last evening's conversation with Amelia had done his businesseffectually. The many kind words she had spoken to him, the many kindlooks she had given him, as being, she conceived, the friend andpreserver of her husband, had made an entire conquest of his heart. Thus the very love which she bore him, as the person to whom herlittle family were to owe their preservation and happiness, inspiredhim with thoughts of sinking them all in the lowest abyss of ruin andmisery; and, while she smiled with all her sweetness on the supposedfriend of her husband, she was converting that friend into his mostbitter enemy. Friendship, take heed; if woman interfere, Be sure the hour of thy destruction's near. These are the lines of Vanbrugh; and the sentiment is better than thepoetry. To say the truth, as a handsome wife is the cause and cementof many false friendships, she is often too liable to destroy the realones. Thus the object of the colonel's lust very plainly appears, but theobject of his envy may be more difficult to discover. Nature andFortune had seemed to strive with a kind of rivalship which shouldbestow most on the colonel. The former had given him person, parts, and constitution, in all which he was superior to almost every otherman. The latter had given him rank in life, and riches, both in a veryeminent degree. Whom then should this happy man envy? Here, lestambition should mislead the reader to search the palaces of the great, we will direct him at once to Gray's-inn-lane; where, in a miserablebed, in a miserable room, he will see a miserable broken lieutenant, in a miserable condition, with several heavy debts on his back, andwithout a penny in his pocket. This, and no other, was the object ofthe colonel's envy. And why? because this wretch was possessed of theaffections of a poor little lamb, which all the vast flocks that werewithin the power and reach of the colonel could not prevent thatglutton's longing for. And sure this image of the lamb is notimproperly adduced on this occasion; for what was the colonel's desirebut to lead this poor lamb, as it were, to the slaughter, in order topurchase a feast of a few days by her final destruction, and to tearher away from the arms of one where she was sure of being fondled andcaressed all the days of her life. While the colonel was agitated with these thoughts, his greatestcomfort was, that Amelia and Booth were now separated; and hisgreatest terror was of their coming again together. From wishes, therefore, he began to meditate designs; and so far was he from anyintention of procuring the liberty of his friend, that he began toform schemes of prolonging his confinement, till he could procure somemeans of sending him away far from her; in which case he doubted notbut of succeeding in all he desired. He was forming this plan in his mind when a servant informed him thatone serjeant Atkinson desired to speak with his honour. The serjeantwas immediately admitted, and acquainted the colonel that, if hepleased to go and become bail for Mr. Booth, another unexceptionablehousekeeper would be there to join with him. This person the serjeanthad procured that morning, and had, by leave of his wife, given him abond of indemnification for the purpose. The colonel did not seem so elated with this news as Atkinsonexpected. On the contrary, instead of making a direct answer to whatAtkinson said, the colonel began thus: "I think, serjeant, Mr. Boothhath told me that you was foster-brother to his lady. She is really acharming woman, and it is a thousand pities she should ever have beenplaced in the dreadful situation she is now in. There is nothing sosilly as for subaltern officers of the army to marry, unless wherethey meet with women of very great fortunes indeed. What can be theevent of their marrying otherwise, but entailing misery and beggary ontheir wives and their posterity?" "Ah! sir, " cries the serjeant, "it is too late to think of thosematters now. To be sure, my lady might have married one of the topgentlemen in the country; for she is certainly one of the best as wellas one of the handsomest women in the kingdom; and, if she had beenfairly dealt by, would have had a very great fortune into the bargain. Indeed, she is worthy of the greatest prince in the world; and, if Ihad been the greatest prince in the world, I should have thoughtmyself happy with such a wife; but she was pleased to like thelieutenant, and certainly there can be no happiness in marriagewithout liking. " "Lookee, serjeant, " said the colonel; "you know very well that I amthe lieutenant's friend. I think I have shewn myself so. " "Indeed your honour hath, " quoth the serjeant, "more than once to myknowledge. " "But I am angry with him for his imprudence, greatly angry with himfor his imprudence; and the more so, as it affects a lady of so muchworth. " "She is, indeed, a lady of the highest worth, " cries the serjeant. "Poor dear lady! I knew her, an 't please your honour, from herinfancy; and the sweetest-tempered, best-natured lady she is that evertrod on English ground. I have always loved her as if she was my ownsister. Nay, she hath very often called me brother; and I have takenit to be a greater honour than if I was to be called a generalofficer. " "What pity it is, " said the colonel, "that this worthy creature shouldbe exposed to so much misery by the thoughtless behaviour of a manwho, though I am his friend, I cannot help saying, hath been guilty ofimprudence at least! Why could he not live upon his half-pay? What hadhe to do to run himself into debt in this outrageous manner?" "I wish, indeed, " cries the serjeant, "he had been a little moreconsiderative; but I hope this will be a warning to him. " "How am I sure of that, " answered the colonel; "or what reason isthere to expect it? extravagance is a vice of which men are not soeasily cured. I have thought a great deal of this matter, Mr. Serjeant; and, upon the most mature deliberation, I am of opinion thatit will be better, both for him and his poor lady, that he shouldsmart a little more. " "Your honour, sir, to be sure is in the right, " replied the serjeant;"but yet, sir, if you will pardon me for speaking, I hope you will bepleased to consider my poor lady's case. She suffers, all this while, as much or more than the lieutenant; for I know her so well, that I amcertain she will never have a moment's ease till her husband is out ofconfinement. " "I know women better than you, serjeant, " cries the colonel; "theysometimes place their affections on a husband as children do on theirnurse; but they are both to be weaned. I know you, serjeant, to be afellow of sense as well as spirit, or I should not speak so freely toyou; but I took a fancy to you a long time ago, and I intend to serveyou; but first, I ask you this question--Is your attachment to Mr. Booth or his lady?" "Certainly, sir, " said the serjeant, "I must love my lady best. Notbut I have a great affection for the lieutenant too, because I know mylady hath the same; and, indeed, he hath been always very good to meas far as was in his power. A lieutenant, your honour knows, can't doa great deal; but I have always found him my friend upon alloccasions. " "You say true, " cries the colonel; "a lieutenant can do but little;but I can do much to serve you, and will too. But let me ask you onequestion: Who was the lady whom I saw last night with Mrs. Booth ather lodgings?" Here the serjeant blushed, and repeated, "The lady, sir?" "Ay, a lady, a woman, " cries the colonel, "who supped with us lastnight. She looked rather too much like a gentlewoman for the mistressof a lodging-house. " The serjeant's cheeks glowed at this compliment to his wife; and hewas just going to own her when the colonel proceeded: "I think I neversaw in my life so ill-looking, sly, demure a b---; I would givesomething, methinks, to know who she was. " "I don't know, indeed, " cries the serjeant, in great confusion; "Iknow nothing about her. " "I wish you would enquire, " said the colonel, "and let me know hername, and likewise what she is: I have a strange curiosity to know, and let me see you again this evening exactly at seven. " "And will not your honour then go to the lieutenant this morning?"said Atkinson. "It is not in my power, " answered the colonel; "I am engaged anotherway. Besides, there is no haste in this affair. If men will beimprudent they must suffer the consequences. Come to me at seven, andbring me all the particulars you can concerning that ill-looking jadeI mentioned to you, for I am resolved to know who she is. And so good-morrow to you, serjeant; be assured I will take an opportunity to dosomething for you. " Though some readers may, perhaps, think the serjeant not unworthy ofthe freedom with which the colonel treated him; yet that haughtyofficer would have been very backward to have condescended to suchfamiliarity with one of his rank had he not proposed some design fromit. In truth, he began to conceive hopes of making the serjeantinstrumental to his design on Amelia; in other words, to convert himinto a pimp; an office in which the colonel had been served byAtkinson's betters, and which, as he knew it was in his power verywell to reward him, he had no apprehension that the serjeant woulddecline--an opinion which the serjeant might have pardoned, though hehad never given the least grounds for it, since the colonel borrowedit from the knowledge of his own heart. This dictated to him that he, from a bad motive, was capable of desiring to debauch his friend'swife; and the same heart inspired him to hope that another, fromanother bad motive, might be guilty of the same breach of friendshipin assisting him. Few men, I believe, think better of others than ofthemselves; nor do they easily allow the existence of any virtue ofwhich they perceive no traces in their own minds; for which reason Ihave observed, that it is extremely difficult to persuade a rogue thatyou are an honest man; nor would you ever succeed in the attempt bythe strongest evidence, was it not for the comfortable conclusionwhich the rogue draws, that he who proves himself to be honest proveshimself to be a fool at the same time. Chapter ix. _A curious chapter, from which a curious reader may draw sundryobservations. _ The serjeant retired from the colonel in a very dejected state ofmind: in which, however, we must leave him awhile and return toAmelia; who, as soon as she was up, had despatched Mrs. Atkinson topay off her former lodgings, and to bring off all cloaths and othermoveables. The trusty messenger returned without performing her errand, for Mrs. Ellison had locked up all her rooms, and was gone out very early thatmorning, and the servant knew not whither she was gone. The two ladies now sat down to breakfast, together with Amelia's twochildren; after which, Amelia declared she would take a coach andvisit her husband. To this motion Mrs. Atkinson soon agreed, andoffered to be her companion. To say truth, I think it was reasonableenough; and the great abhorrence which Booth had of seeing his wife ina bailiff's house was, perhaps, rather too nice and delicate. When the ladies were both drest, and just going to send for theirvehicle, a great knocking was heard at the door, and presently Mrs. James was ushered into the room. This visit was disagreeable enough to Amelia, as it detained her fromthe sight of her husband, for which she so eagerly longed. However, asshe had no doubt but that the visit would be reasonably short, sheresolved to receive the lady with all the complaisance in her power. Mrs. James now behaved herself so very unlike the person that shelately appeared, that it might have surprized any one who doth notknow that besides that of a fine lady, which is all mere art andmummery, every such woman hath some real character at the bottom, inwhich, whenever nature gets the better of her, she acts. Thus thefinest ladies in the world will sometimes love, and sometimes scratch, according to their different natural dispositions, with great fury andviolence, though both of these are equally inconsistent with a finelady's artificial character. Mrs. James then was at the bottom a very good-natured woman, and themoment she heard of Amelia's misfortune was sincerely grieved at it. She had acquiesced on the very first motion with the colonel's designof inviting her to her house; and this morning at breakfast, when hehad acquainted her that Amelia made some difficulty in accepting theoffer, very readily undertook to go herself and persuade her friend toaccept the invitation. She now pressed this matter with such earnestness, that Amelia, whowas not extremely versed in the art of denying, was hardly able torefuse her importunity; nothing, indeed, but her affection to Mrs. Atkinson could have prevailed on her to refuse; that point, however, she would not give up, and Mrs. James, at last, was contented with apromise that, as soon as their affairs were settled, Amelia, with herhusband and family, would make her a visit, and stay some time withher in the country, whither she was soon to retire. Having obtained this promise, Mrs. James, after many very friendlyprofessions, took her leave, and, stepping into her coach, reassumedthe fine lady, and drove away to join her company at an auction. The moment she was gone Mrs. Atkinson, who had left the room upon theapproach of Mrs. James, returned into it, and was informed by Ameliaof all that had past. "Pray, madam, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "do this colonel and his lady live, as it is called, well together?" "If you mean to ask, " cries Amelia, "whether they are a very fondcouple, I must answer that I believe they are not. " "I have been told, " says Mrs. Atkinson, "that there have beeninstances of women who have become bawds to their own husbands, andthe husbands pimps for them. " "Fie upon it!" cries Amelia. "I hope there are no such people. Indeed, my dear, this is being a little too censorious. " "Call it what you please, " answered Mrs. Atkinson; "it arises from mylove to you and my fears for your danger. You know the proverb of aburnt child; and, if such a one hath any good-nature, it will dreadthe fire on the account of others as well as on its own. And, if I mayspeak my sentiments freely, I cannot think you will be in safety atthis colonel's house. " "I cannot but believe your apprehensions to be sincere, " repliedAmelia; "and I must think myself obliged to you for them; but I amconvinced you are entirely in an error. I look on Colonel James as themost generous and best of men. He was a friend, and an excellentfriend too, to my husband, long before I was acquainted with him, andhe hath done him a thousand good offices. What do you say of hisbehaviour yesterday?" "I wish, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "that this behaviour to-day had beenequal. What I am now going to undertake is the most disagreeableoffice of friendship, but it is a necessary one. I must tell you, therefore, what past this morning between the colonel and Mr. Atkinson; for, though it will hurt you, you ought, on many accounts, to know it. " Here she related the whole, which we have recorded in thepreceding chapter, and with which the serjeant had acquainted herwhile Mrs. James was paying her visit to Amelia. And, as the serjeanthad painted the matter rather in stronger colours than the colonel, soMrs. Atkinson again a little improved on the serjeant. Neither ofthese good people, perhaps, intended to aggravate any circumstance;but such is, I believe, the unavoidable consequence of all reports. Mrs. Atkinson, indeed, may be supposed not to see what related toJames in the most favourable light, as the serjeant, with more honestythan prudence, had suggested to his wife that the colonel had not thekindest opinion of her, and had called her a sly and demure---: it istrue he omitted ill-looking b---; two words which are, perhaps, superior to the patience of any Job in petticoats that ever lived. Hemade amends, however, by substituting some other phrases in theirstead, not extremely agreeable to a female ear. It appeared to Amelia, from Mrs. Atkinson's relation, that the colonelhad grossly abused Booth to the serjeant, and had absolutely refusedto become his bail. Poor Amelia became a pale and motionless statue atthis account. At length she cried, "If this be true, I and mine areall, indeed, undone. We have no comfort, no hope, no friend left. Icannot disbelieve you. I know you would not deceive me. Why shouldyou, indeed, deceive me? But what can have caused this alterationsince last night? Did I say or do anything to offend him?" "You said and did rather, I believe, a great deal too much to pleasehim, " answered Mrs. Atkinson. "Besides, he is not in the leastoffended with you. On the contrary, he said many kind things. " "What can my poor love have done?" said Amelia. "He hath not seen thecolonel since last night. Some villain hath set him against myhusband; he was once before suspicious of such a person. Some cruelmonster hath belied his innocence!" "Pardon me, dear madam, " said Mrs. Atkinson; "I believe the person whohath injured the captain with this friend of his is one of theworthiest and best of creatures--nay, do not be surprized; the personI mean is even your fair self: sure you would not be so dull in anyother case; but in this, gratitude, humility, modesty, every virtue, shuts your eyes. _Mortales hebetant visus, _ as Virgil says. What in the world can be more consistent than hisdesire to have you at his own house and to keep your husband confinedin another? All that he said and all that he did yesterday, and, whatis more convincing to me than both, all that he looked last night, arevery consistent with both these designs. " "O Heavens!" cries Amelia, "you chill my blood with horror! the ideafreezes me to death; I cannot, must not, will not think it. Nothingbut conviction! Heaven forbid I should ever have more conviction! Anddid he abuse my husband? what? did he abuse a poor, unhappy, distrestcreature, opprest, ruined, torn from his children, torn away from hiswretched wife; the honestest, worthiest, noblest, tenderest, fondest, best--" Here she burst into an agony of grief, which exceeds the powerof description. In this situation Mrs. Atkinson was doing her utmost to support herwhen a most violent knocking was heard at the door, and immediatelythe serjeant ran hastily into the room, bringing with him a cordialwhich presently relieved Amelia. What this cordial was, we shallinform the reader in due time. In the mean while he must suspend hiscuriosity; and the gentlemen at White's may lay wagers whether it wasWard's pill or Dr James's powder. But before we close this chapter, and return back to the bailiff'shouse, we must do our best to rescue the character of our heroine fromthe dulness of apprehension, which several of our quick-sightedreaders may lay more heavily to her charge than was done by her friendMrs. Atkinson. I must inform, therefore, all such readers, that it is not becauseinnocence is more blind than guilt that the former often overlooks andtumbles into the pit which the latter foresees and avoids. The truthis, that it is almost impossible guilt should miss the discovering ofall the snares in its way, as it is constantly prying closely intoevery corner in order to lay snares for others. Whereas innocence, having no such purpose, walks fearlessly and carelessly through life, and is consequently liable to tread on the gins which cunning hathlaid to entrap it. To speak plainly and without allegory or figure, itis not want of sense, but want of suspicion, by which innocence isoften betrayed. Again, we often admire at the folly of the dupe, whenwe should transfer our whole surprize to the astonishing guilt of thebetrayer. In a word, many an innocent person hath owed his ruin tothis circumstance alone, that the degree of villany was such as musthave exceeded the faith of every man who was not himself a villain. Chapter x. _In which are many profound secrets of philosophy. _ Booth, having had enough of the author's company the preceding day, chose now another companion. Indeed the author was not very solicitousof a second interview; for, as he could have no hope from Booth'spocket, so he was not likely to receive much increase to his vanityfrom Booth's conversation; for, low as this wretch was in virtue, sense, learning, birth, and fortune, he was by no means low in hisvanity. This passion, indeed, was so high in him, and at the same timeso blinded him to his own demerits, that he hated every man who didnot either flatter him or give him money. In short, he claimed astrange kind of right, either to cheat all his acquaintance of theirpraise or to pick their pockets of their pence, in which latter casehe himself repaid very liberally with panegyric. A very little specimen of such a fellow must have satisfied a man ofMr. Booth's temper. He chose, therefore, now to associate himself withthat gentleman of whom Bondum had given so shabby a character. Inshort, Mr. Booth's opinion of the bailiff was such, that herecommended a man most where he least intended it. Nay, the bailiff inthe present instance, though he had drawn a malicious conclusion, honestly avowed that this was drawn only from the poverty of theperson, which is never, I believe, any forcible disrecommendation to agood mind: but he must have had a very bad mind indeed, who, in Mr. Booth's circumstances, could have disliked or despised another manbecause that other man was poor. Some previous conversation having past between this gentleman andBooth, in which they had both opened their several situations to eachother, the former, casting an affectionate look on the latter, exprestgreat compassion for his circumstances, for which Booth, thanking him, said, "You must have a great deal of compassion, and be a very goodman, in such a terrible situation as you describe yourself, to haveany pity to spare for other people. " "My affairs, sir, " answered the gentleman, "are very bad, it is true, and yet there is one circumstance which makes you appear to me morethe object of pity than I am to myself; and it is this--that you mustfrom your years be a novice in affliction, whereas I have served along apprenticeship to misery, and ought, by this time, to be a prettygood master of my trade. To say the truth, I believe habit teaches mento bear the burthens of the mind, as it inures them to bear heavyburthens on their shoulders. Without use and experience, the strongestminds and bodies both will stagger under a weight which habit mightrender easy and even contemptible. " "There is great justice, " cries Booth, "in the comparison; and I thinkI have myself experienced the truth of it; for I am not that tyro inaffliction which you seem to apprehend me. And perhaps it is from thevery habit you mention that I am able to support my presentmisfortunes a little like a man. " The gentleman smiled at this, and cried, "Indeed, captain, you are ayoung philosopher. " "I think, " cries Booth, "I have some pretensions to that philosophywhich is taught by misfortunes, and you seem to be of opinion, sir, that is one of the best schools of philosophy. " "I mean no more, sir, " said the gentleman, "than that in the days ofour affliction we are inclined to think more seriously than in thoseseasons of life when we are engaged in the hurrying pursuits ofbusiness or pleasure, when we have neither leisure nor inclination tosift and examine things to the bottom. Now there are twoconsiderations which, from my having long fixed my thoughts upon them, have greatly supported me under all my afflictions. The one is thebrevity of life even at its longest duration, which the wisest of menhath compared to the short dimension of a span. One of the Roman poetscompares it to the duration of a race; and another, to the muchshorter transition of a wave. "The second consideration is the uncertainty of it. Short as itsutmost limits are, it is far from being assured of reaching thoselimits. The next day, the next hour, the next moment, may be the endof our course. Now of what value is so uncertain, so precarious astation? This consideration, indeed, however lightly it is passed overin our conception, doth, in a great measure, level all fortunes andconditions, and gives no man a right to triumph in the happiest state, or any reason to repine in the most miserable. Would the most worldlymen see this in the light in which they examine all other matters, they would soon feel and acknowledge the force of this way ofreasoning; for which of them would give any price for an estate fromwhich they were liable to be immediately ejected? or, would they notlaugh at him as a madman who accounted himself rich from such anuncertain possession? This is the fountain, sir, from which I havedrawn my philosophy. Hence it is that I have learnt to look on allthose things which are esteemed the blessings of life, and those whichare dreaded as its evils, with such a degree of indifference that, asI should not be elated with possessing the former, so neither am Igreatly dejected and depressed by suffering the latter. Is the actoresteemed happier to whose lot it falls to play the principal part thanhe who plays the lowest? and yet the drama may run twenty nightstogether, and by consequence may outlast our lives; but, at the best, life is only a little longer drama, and the business of the greatstage is consequently a little more serious than that which isperformed at the Theatre-royal. But even here, the catastrophes andcalamities which are represented are capable of affecting us. Thewisest men can deceive themselves into feeling the distresses of atragedy, though they know them to be merely imaginary; and thechildren will often lament them as realities: what wonder then, ifthese tragical scenes which I allow to be a little more serious, should a little more affect us? where then is the remedy but in thephilosophy I have mentioned, which, when once by a long course ofmeditation it is reduced to a habit, teaches us to set a just value oneverything, and cures at once all eager wishes and abject fears, allviolent joy and grief concerning objects which cannot endure long, andmay not exist a moment. " "You have exprest yourself extremely well, " cries Booth; "and Ientirely agree with the justice of your sentiments; but, however trueall this may be in theory, I still doubt its efficacy in practice. Andthe cause of the difference between these two is this; that we reasonfrom our heads, but act from our hearts: _---Video meliora, proboque; Deteriora sequor. _ Nothing can differ more widely than wise men and fools in theirestimation of things; but, as both act from their uppermost passion, they both often act like. What comfort then can your philosophy giveto an avaricious man who is deprived of his riches or to an ambitiousman who is stript of his power? to the fond lover who is torn from hismistress or to the tender husband who is dragged from his wife? Do youreally think that any meditations on the shortness of life will soothethem in their afflictions? Is not this very shortness itself one oftheir afflictions? and if the evil they suffer be a temporarydeprivation of what they love, will they not think their fate theharder, and lament the more, that they are to lose any part of anenjoyment to which there is so short and so uncertain a period?" "I beg leave, sir, " said the gentleman, "to distinguish here. Byphilosophy, I do not mean the bare knowledge of right and wrong, butan energy, a habit, as Aristotle calls it; and this I do firmlybelieve, with him and with the Stoics, is superior to all the attacksof fortune. " He was proceeding when the bailiff came in, and in a surly tone badthem both good-morrow; after which he asked the philosopher if he wasprepared to go to Newgate; for that he must carry him thither thatafternoon. The poor man seemed very much shocked with this news. "I hope, " crieshe, "you will give a little longer time, if not till the return of thewrit. But I beg you particularly not to carry me thither to-day, for Iexpect my wife and children here in the evening. " "I have nothing to do with wives and children, " cried the bailiff; "Inever desire to see any wives and children here. I like no suchcompany. " "I intreat you, " said the prisoner, "give me another day. I shall takeit as a great obligation; and you will disappoint me in the cruellestmanner in the world if you refuse me. " "I can't help people's disappointments, " cries the bailiff; "I mustconsider myself and my own family. I know not where I shall be paidthe money that's due already. I can't afford to keep prisoners at myown expense. " "I don't intend it shall be at your expense" cries the philosopher;"my wife is gone to raise money this morning; and I hope to pay youall I owe you at her arrival. But we intend to sup together to-nightat your house; and, if you should remove me now, it would be the mostbarbarous disappointment to us both, and will make me the mostmiserable man alive. " "Nay, for my part, " said the bailiff, "I don't desire to do anythingbarbarous. I know how to treat gentlemen with civility as well asanother. And when people pay as they go, and spend their money likegentlemen, I am sure nobody can accuse me of any incivility since Ihave been in the office. And if you intend to be merry to-night I amnot the man that will prevent it. Though I say it, you may have asgood a supper drest here as at any tavern in town. " "Since Mr. Bondum is so kind, captain, " said the philosopher, "I hopefor the favour of your company. I assure you, if it ever be my fortuneto go abroad into the world, I shall be proud of the honour of youracquaintance. " "Indeed, sir, " cries Booth, "it is an honour I shall be very ready toaccept; but as for this evening, I cannot help saying I hope to beengaged in another place. " "I promise you, sir, " answered the other, "I shall rejoice at yourliberty, though I am a loser by it. " "Why, as to that matter, " cries Bondum with a sneer, "I fancy, captain, you may engage yourself to the gentleman without any fear ofbreaking your word; for I am very much mistaken if we part to-day. " "Pardon me, my good friend, " said Booth, "but I expect my bail everyminute. " "Lookee, sir, " cries Bondum, "I don't love to see gentlemen in anerror. I shall not take the serjeant's bail; and as for the colonel, Ihave been with him myself this morning (for to be sure I love to doall I can for gentlemen), and he told me he could not possibly be hereto-day; besides, why should I mince the matter? there is more stuff inthe office. " "What do you mean by stuff?" cries Booth. "I mean that there is another writ, " answered the bailiff, "at thesuit of Mrs. Ellison, the gentlewoman that was here yesterday; and theattorney that was with her is concerned against you. Some officerswould not tell you all this; but I loves to shew civility to gentlemenwhile they behave themselves as such. And I loves the gentlemen of thearmy in particular. I had like to have been in the army myself once;but I liked the commission I have better. Come, captain, let not yournoble courage be cast down; what say you to a glass of white wine, ora tiff of punch, by way of whet?" "I have told you, sir, I never drink in the morning, " cries Booth alittle peevishly. "No offence I hope, sir, " said the bailiff; "I hope I have not treatedyou with any incivility. I don't ask any gentleman to call for liquorin my house if he doth not chuse it; nor I don't desire anybody tostay here longer than they have a mind to. Newgate, to be sure, is theplace for all debtors that can't find bail. I knows what civility is, and I scorn to behave myself unbecoming a gentleman: but I'd have youconsider that the twenty-four hours appointed by act of parliament arealmost out; and so it is time to think of removing. As to bail, Iwould not have you flatter yourself; for I knows very well there areother things coming against you. Besides, the sum you are alreadycharged with is very large, and I must see you in a place of safety. My house is no prison, though I lock up for a little time in it. Indeed, when gentlemen are gentlemen, and likely to find bail, I don'tstand for a day or two; but I have a good nose at a bit of carrion, captain; I have not carried so much carrion to Newgate, withoutknowing the smell of it. " "I understand not your cant, " cries Booth; "but I did not think tohave offended you so much by refusing to drink in a morning. " "Offended me, sir!" cries the bailiff. "Who told you so? Do you think, sir, if I want a glass of wine I am under any necessity of asking myprisoners for it? Damn it, sir, I'll shew you I scorn your words. Ican afford to treat you with a glass of the best wine in England, ifyou comes to that. " He then pulled out a handful of guineas, saying, "There, sir, they are all my own; I owe nobody a shilling. I am nobeggar, nor no debtor. I am the king's officer as well as you, and Iwill spend guinea for guinea as long as you please. " "Harkee, rascal, " cries Booth, laying hold of the bailiff's collar. "How dare you treat me with this insolence? doth the law give you anyauthority to insult me in my misfortunes?" At which words he gave thebailiff a good shove, and threw him from him. "Very well, sir, " cries the bailiff; "I will swear both an assault andan attempt to a rescue. If officers are to be used in this manner, there is an end of all law and justice. But, though I am not a matchfor you myself, I have those below that are. " He then ran to the doorand called up two ill-looking fellows, his followers, whom, as soon asthey entered the room, he ordered to seize on Booth, declaring hewould immediately carry him to Newgate; at the same time pouring out avast quantity of abuse, below the dignity of history to record. Booth desired the two dirty fellows to stand off, and declared hewould make no resistance; at the same time bidding the bailiff carryhim wherever he durst. "I'll shew you what I dare, " cries the bailiff; and again ordered thefollowers to lay hold of their prisoner, saying, "He has assaulted mealready, and endeavoured a rescue. I shan't trust such a fellow towalk at liberty. A gentleman, indeed! ay, ay, Newgate is the properestplace for such gentry; as arrant carrion as ever was carried thither. " The fellows then both laid violent hands on Booth, and the bailiffstept to the door to order a coach; when, on a sudden, the whole scenewas changed in an instant; for now the serjeant came running out ofbreath into the room; and, seeing his friend the captain roughlyhandled by two ill-looking fellows, without asking any questions steptbriskly up to his assistance, and instantly gave one of the assailantsso violent a salute with his fist, that he directly measured hislength on the floor. Booth, having by this means his right arm at liberty, was unwilling tobe idle, or entirely to owe his rescue from both the ruffians to theserjeant; he therefore imitated the example which his friend had sethim, and with a lusty blow levelled the other follower with hiscompanion on the ground. The bailiff roared out, "A rescue, a rescue!" to which the serjeantanswered there was no rescue intended. "The captain, " said he, "wantsno rescue. Here are some friends coming who will deliver him in abetter manner. " The bailiff swore heartily he would carry him to Newgate in spite ofall the friends in the world. "You carry him to Newgate!" cried the serjeant, with the highestindignation. "Offer but to lay your hands on him, and I will knockyour teeth down your ugly jaws. " Then, turning to Booth, he cried, "They will be all here within a minute, sir; we had much ado to keepmy lady from coming herself; but she is at home in good health, longing to see your honour; and I hope you will be with her withinthis half-hour. " And now three gentlemen entered the room; these were an attorney, theperson whom the serjeant had procured in the morning to be his bailwith Colonel James, and lastly Doctor Harrison himself. The bailiff no sooner saw the attorney, with whom he was wellacquainted (for the others he knew not), than he began, as the phraseis, to pull in his horns, and ordered the two followers, who were nowgot again on their legs, to walk down-stairs. "So, captain, " says the doctor, "when last we parted, I believe weneither of us expected to meet in such a place as this. " "Indeed, doctor, " cries Booth, "I did not expect to have been senthither by the gentleman who did me that favour. " "How so, sir?" said the doctor; "you was sent hither by some person, Isuppose, to whom you was indebted. This is the usual place, Iapprehend, for creditors to send their debtors to. But you ought to bemore surprized that the gentleman who sent you hither is come torelease you. Mr. Murphy, you will perform all the necessaryceremonials. " The attorney then asked the bailiff with how many actions Booth wascharged, and was informed there were five besides the doctor's, whichwas much the heaviest of all. Proper bonds were presently provided, and the doctor and the serjeant's friend signed them; the bailiff, atthe instance of the attorney, making no objection to the bail. [Illustration: _Lawyer Murphy_] Booth, we may be assured, made a handsome speech to the doctor forsuch extraordinary friendship, with which, however, we do not thinkproper to trouble the reader; and now everything being ended, and thecompany ready to depart, the bailiff stepped up to Booth, and told himhe hoped he would remember civility-money. "I believe" cries Booth, "you mean incivility-money; if there are anyfees due for rudeness, I must own you have a very just claim. " "I am sure, sir, " cries the bailiff, "I have treated your honour withall the respect in the world; no man, I am sure, can charge me withusing a gentleman rudely. I knows what belongs to a gentleman better;but you can't deny that two of my men have been knocked down; and Idoubt not but, as you are a gentleman, you will give them something todrink. " Booth was about to answer with some passion, when the attorneyinterfered, and whispered in his ear that it was usual to make acompliment to the officer, and that he had better comply with thecustom. "If the fellow had treated me civilly, " answered Booth, "I should havehad no objection to comply with a bad custom in his favour; but I amresolved I will never reward a man for using me ill; and I will notagree to give him a single farthing. " "'Tis very well, sir, " said the bailiff; "I am rightly served for mygood-nature; but, if it had been to do again, I would have taken careyou should not have been bailed this day. " Doctor Harrison, to whom Booth referred the cause, after giving him asuccinct account of what had passed, declared the captain to be in theright. He said it was a most horrid imposition that such fellows wereever suffered to prey on the necessitous; but that the example wouldbe much worse to reward them where they had behaved themselves ill. "And I think, " says he, "the bailiff is worthy of great rebuke forwhat he hath just now said; in which I hope he hath boasted of morepower than is in him. We do, indeed, with great justice and proprietyvalue ourselves on our freedom if the liberty of the subject dependson the pleasure of such fellows as these!" "It is not so neither altogether, " cries the lawyer; "but custom hathestablished a present or fee to them at the delivery of a prisoner, which they call civility-money, and expect as in a manner their due, though in reality they have no right. " "But will any man, " cries Doctor Harrison, "after what the captainhath told us, say that the bailiff hath behaved himself as he ought;and, if he had, is he to be rewarded for not acting in an unchristianand inhuman manner? it is pity that, instead of a custom of feeingthem out of the pockets of the poor and wretched, when they do notbehave themselves ill, there was not both a law and a practice topunish them severely when they do. In the present case, I am so farfrom agreeing to give the bailiff a shilling, that, if there be anymethod of punishing him for his rudeness, I shall be heartily glad tosee it put in execution; for there are none whose conduct should be sostrictly watched as that of these necessary evils in the society, astheir office concerns for the most part those poor creatures whocannot do themselves justice, and as they are generally the worst ofmen who undertake it. " The bailiff then quitted the room, muttering that he should knowbetter what to do another time; and shortly after, Booth and hisfriends left the house; but, as they were going out, the author tookDoctor Harrison aside, and slipt a receipt into his hand, which thedoctor returned, saying, he never subscribed when he neither knew thework nor the author; but that, if he would call at his lodgings, hewould be very willing to give all the encouragement to merit which wasin his power. The author took down the doctor's name and direction, and made him asmany bows as he would have done had he carried off the half-guinea forwhich he had been fishing. Mr. Booth then took his leave of the philosopher, and departed withthe rest of his friends. END OF VOL. II. VOL. III. BOOK IX. Chapter i. _In which the history looks backwards. _ Before we proceed farther with our history it may be proper to lookback a little, in order to account for the late conduct of DoctorHarrison; which, however inconsistent it may have hitherto appeared, when examined to the bottom will be found, I apprehend, to be trulycongruous with all the rules of the most perfect prudence as well aswith the most consummate goodness. We have already partly seen in what light Booth had been representedto the doctor abroad. Indeed, the accounts which were sent of thecaptain, as well by the curate as by a gentleman of the neighbourhood, were much grosser and more to his disadvantage than the doctor waspleased to set them forth in his letter to the person accused. Whatsense he had of Booth's conduct was, however, manifest by that letter. Nevertheless, he resolved to suspend his final judgment till hisreturn; and, though he censured him, would not absolutely condemn himwithout ocular demonstration. The doctor, on his return to his parish, found all the accusationswhich had been transmitted to him confirmed by many witnesses, ofwhich the curate's wife, who had been formerly a friend to Amelia, andstill preserved the outward appearance of friendship, was thestrongest. She introduced all with--"I am sorry to say it; and it isfriendship which bids me speak; and it is for their good it should betold you. " After which beginnings she never concluded a single speechwithout some horrid slander and bitter invective. Besides the malicious turn which was given to these affairs in thecountry, which were owing a good deal to misfortune, and some littleperhaps to imprudence, the whole neighbourhood rung with several grossand scandalous lies, which were merely the inventions of his enemies, and of which the scene was laid in London since his absence. Poisoned with all this malice, the doctor came to town; and, learningwhere Booth lodged, went to make him a visit. Indeed, it was thedoctor, and no other, who had been at his lodgings that evening whenBooth and Amelia were walking in the Park, and concerning which thereader may be pleased to remember so many strange and odd conjectures. Here the doctor saw the little gold watch and all those fine trinketswith which the noble lord had presented the children, and which, fromthe answers given him by the poor ignorant, innocent girl, he couldhave no doubt had been purchased within a few days by Amelia. This account tallied so well with the ideas he had imbibed of Booth'sextravagance in the country, that he firmly believed both the husbandand wife to be the vainest, silliest, and most unjust people alive. Itwas, indeed, almost incredible that two rational beings should beguilty of such absurdity; but, monstrous and absurd as it was, oculardemonstration appeared to be the evidence against them. The doctor departed from their lodgings enraged at this supposeddiscovery, and, unhappily for Booth, was engaged to supper that veryevening with the country gentleman of whom Booth had rented a farm. Asthe poor captain happened to be the subject of conversation, andoccasioned their comparing notes, the account which the doctor gave ofwhat he had seen that evening so incensed the gentleman, to whom Boothwas likewise a debtor, that he vowed he would take a writ out againsthim the next morning, and have his body alive or dead; and the doctorwas at last persuaded to do the same. Mr. Murphy was thereuponimmediately sent for; and the doctor in his presence repeated againwhat he had seen at his lodgings as the foundation of his suing him, which the attorney, as we have before seen, had blabbed to Atkinson. But no sooner did the doctor hear that Booth was arrested than thewretched condition of his wife and family began to affect his mind. The children, who were to be utterly undone with their father, wereintirely innocent; and as for Amelia herself, though he thought he hadmost convincing proofs of very blameable levity, yet his formerfriendship and affection to her were busy to invent every excuse, till, by very heavily loading the husband, they lightened thesuspicion against the wife. In this temper of mind he resolved to pay Amelia a second visit, andwas on his way to Mrs. Ellison when the serjeant met him and madehimself known to him. The doctor took his old servant into a coffee-house, where he received from him such an account of Booth and hisfamily, that he desired the serjeant to shew him presently to Amelia;and this was the cordial which we mentioned at the end of the ninthchapter of the preceding book. The doctor became soon satisfied concerning the trinkets which hadgiven him so much uneasiness, and which had brought so much mischiefon the head of poor Booth. Amelia likewise gave the doctor somesatisfaction as to what he had heard of her husband's behaviour in thecountry; and assured him, upon her honour, that Booth could so wellanswer every complaint against his conduct, that she had no doubt butthat a man of the doctor's justice and candour would entirely acquithim, and would consider him as an innocent unfortunate man, who wasthe object of a good man's compassion, not of his anger or resentment. This worthy clergyman, who was not desirous of finding proofs tocondemn the captain or to justify his own vindictive proceedings, but, on the contrary, rejoiced heartily in every piece of evidence whichtended to clear up the character of his friend, gave a ready ear toall which Amelia said. To this, indeed, he was induced by the love healways had for that lady, by the good opinion he entertained of her, as well as by pity for her present condition, than which nothingappeared more miserable; for he found her in the highest agonies ofgrief and despair, with her two little children crying over theirwretched mother. These are, indeed, to a well-disposed mind, the mosttragical sights that human nature can furnish, and afford a justermotive to grief and tears in the beholder than it would be to see allthe heroes who have ever infested the earth hanged all together in astring. The doctor felt this sight as he ought. He immediately endeavoured tocomfort the afflicted; in which he so well succeeded, that he restoredto Amelia sufficient spirits to give him the satisfaction we havementioned: after which he declared he would go and release herhusband, which he accordingly did in the manner we have above related. Chapter ii _In which the history goes forward. _ We now return to that period of our history to which we had brought itat the end of our last book. Booth and his friends arrived from the bailiff's, at the serjeant'slodgings, where Booth immediately ran up-stairs to his Amelia; betweenwhom I shall not attempt to describe the meeting. Nothing certainlywas ever more tender or more joyful. This, however, I will observe, that a very few of these exquisite moments, of which the best mindsonly are capable, do in reality over-balance the longest enjoymentswhich can ever fall to the lot of the worst. Whilst Booth and his wife were feasting their souls with the mostdelicious mutual endearments, the doctor was fallen to play with thetwo little children below-stairs. While he was thus engaged the littleboy did somewhat amiss; upon which the doctor said, "If you do so anymore I will take your papa away from you again. "--"Again! sir, " saidthe child; "why, was it you then that took away my papa before?""Suppose it was, " said the doctor; "would not you forgive me?" "Yes, "cries the child, "I would forgive you; because a Christian mustforgive everybody; but I should hate you as long as I live. " The doctor was so pleased with the boy's answer, that he caught him inhis arms and kissed him; at which time Booth and his wife returned. The doctor asked which of them was their son's instructor in hisreligion; Booth answered that he must confess Amelia had all the meritof that kind. "I should have rather thought he had learnt of hisfather, " cries the doctor; "for he seems a good soldier-likeChristian, and professes to hate his enemies with a very good grace. " "How, Billy!" cries Amelia. "I am sure I did not teach you so. " "I did not say I would hate my enemies, madam, " cries the boy; "I onlysaid I would hate papa's enemies. Sure, mamma, there is no harm inthat; nay, I am sure there is no harm in it, for I have heard you saythe same thing a thousand times. " The doctor smiled on the child, and, chucking him under the chin, toldhim he must hate nobody 5 and now Mrs. Atkinson, who had provided adinner for them all, desired them to walk up and partake of it. And now it was that Booth was first made acquainted with theserjeant's marriage, as was Dr Harrison; both of whom greatlyfelicitated him upon it. Mrs. Atkinson, who was, perhaps, a little more confounded than shewould have been had she married a colonel, said, "If I have donewrong, Mrs. Booth is to answer for it, for she made the match; indeed, Mr. Atkinson, you are greatly obliged to the character which this ladygives of you. " "I hope he will deserve it, " said the doctor; "and, ifthe army hath not corrupted a good boy, I believe I may answer forhim. " While our little company were enjoying that happiness which neverfails to attend conversation where all present are pleased with eachother, a visitant arrived who was, perhaps, not very welcome to any ofthem. This was no other than Colonel James, who, entering the roomwith much gaiety, went directly up to Booth, embraced him, andexpressed great satisfaction at finding him there; he then made anapology for not attending him in the morning, which he said had beenimpossible; and that he had, with the utmost difficulty, put off somebusiness of great consequence in order to serve him this afternoon;"but I am glad on your account, " cried he to Booth, "that my presencewas not necessary. " Booth himself was extremely satisfied with this declaration, andfailed not to return him as many thanks as he would have deserved hadhe performed his promise; but the two ladies were not quite so wellsatisfied. As for the serjeant, he had slipt out of the room when thecolonel entered, not entirely out of that bashfulness which we haveremarked him to be tainted with, but indeed, from what had past in themorning, he hated the sight of the colonel as well on the account ofhis wife as on that of his friend. The doctor, on the contrary, on what he had formerly heard from bothAmelia and her husband of the colonel's generosity and friendship, hadbuilt so good an opinion of him, that he was very much pleased withseeing him, and took the first opportunity of telling him so. "Colonel, " said the doctor, "I have not the happiness of being knownto you; but I have long been desirous of an acquaintance with agentleman in whose commendation I have heard so much from somepresent. " The colonel made a proper answer to this compliment, andthey soon entered into a familiar conversation together; for thedoctor was not difficult of access; indeed, he held the strangereserve which is usually practised in this nation between people whoare in any degree strangers to each other to be very unbecoming theChristian character. The two ladies soon left the room; and the remainder of the visit, which was not very long, past in discourse on various common subjects, not worth recording. In the conclusion, the colonel invited Booth andhis lady, and the doctor, to dine with him the next day. To give Colonel James his due commendation, he had shewn a greatcommand of himself and great presence of mind on this occasion; for, to speak the plain truth, the visit was intended to Amelia alone; nordid he expect, or perhaps desire, anything less than to find thecaptain at home. The great joy which he suddenly conveyed into hiscountenance at the unexpected sight of his friend is to be attributedto that noble art which is taught in those excellent schools calledthe several courts of Europe. By this, men are enabled to dress outtheir countenances as much at their own pleasure as they do theirbodies, and to put on friendship with as much ease as they can a lacedcoat. When the colonel and doctor were gone, Booth acquainted Amelia withthe invitation he had received. She was so struck with the news, andbetrayed such visible marks of confusion and uneasiness, that theycould not have escaped Booth's observation had suspicion given him theleast hint to remark; but this, indeed, is the great optic-glasshelping us to discern plainly almost all that passes in the minds ofothers, without some use of which nothing is more purblind than humannature. Amelia, having recovered from her first perturbation, answered, "Mydear, I will dine with you wherever you please to lay your commands onme. " "I am obliged to you, my dear soul, " cries Booth; "your obedienceshall be very easy, for my command will be that you shall alwaysfollow your own inclinations. " "My inclinations, " answered she, "would, I am afraid, be too unreasonable a confinement to you; forthey would always lead me to be with you and your children, with atmost a single friend or two now and then. " "O my dear!" replied he, "large companies give us a greater relish for our own society when wereturn to it; and we shall be extremely merry, for Doctor Harrisondines with us. " "I hope you will, my dear, " cries she;" but I own Ishould have been better pleased to have enjoyed a few days withyourself and the children, with no other person but Mrs. Atkinson, forwhom I have conceived a violent affection, and who would have given usbut little interruption. However, if you have promised, I must undergothe penance. " "Nay, child, " cried he, "I am sure I would have refused, could I have guessed it had been in the least disagreeable to youthough I know your objection. " "Objection!" cries Amelia eagerly "Ihave no objection. " "Nay, nay, " said he, "come, be honest, I know yourobjection, though you are unwilling to own it. " "Good Heavens!" cryedAmelia, frightened, "what do you mean? what objection?" "Why, "answered he, "to the company of Mrs. James; and I must confess shehath not behaved to you lately as you might have expected; but youought to pass all that by for the sake of her husband, to whom we haveboth so many obligations, who is the worthiest, honestest, and mostgenerous fellow in the universe, and the best friend to me that everman had. " Amelia, who had far other suspicions, and began to fear that herhusband had discovered them, was highly pleased when she saw himtaking a wrong scent. She gave, therefore, a little in to the deceit, and acknowledged the truth of what he had mentioned; but said that thepleasure she should have in complying with his desires would highlyrecompense any dissatisfaction which might arise on any other account;and shortly after ended the conversation on this subject with herchearfully promising to fulfil his promise. In reality, poor Amelia had now a most unpleasant task to undertake;for she thought it absolutely necessary to conceal from her husbandthe opinion she had conceived of the colonel. For, as she knew thecharacters, as well of her husband as of his friend, or rather enemy(both being often synonymous in the language of the world), she hadthe utmost reason to apprehend something very fatal might attend herhusband's entertaining the same thought of James which filled andtormented her own breast. And, as she knew that nothing but these thoughts could justify theleast unkind, or, indeed, the least reserved behaviour to James, whohad, in all appearance, conferred the greatest obligations upon Boothand herself, she was reduced to a dilemma the most dreadful that canattend a virtuous woman, as it often gives the highest triumph, andsometimes no little advantage, to the men of professed gallantry. In short, to avoid giving any umbrage to her husband, Amelia wasforced to act in a manner which she was conscious must giveencouragement to the colonel; a situation which perhaps requires asgreat prudence and delicacy as any in which the heroic part of thefemale character can be exerted. Chapter iii. _A conversation between Dr Harrison and others_. The next day Booth and his lady, with the doctor, met at ColonelJames's, where Colonel Bath likewise made one of the company. Nothing very remarkable passed at dinner, or till the ladies withdrew. During this time, however, the behaviour of Colonel James was such asgave some uneasiness to Amelia, who well understood his meaning, though the particulars were too refined and subtle to be observed byany other present. When the ladies were gone, which was as soon as Amelia could prevailon Mrs. James to depart, Colonel Bath, who had been pretty brisk withchampagne at dinner, soon began to display his magnanimity. "Mybrother tells me, young gentleman, " said he to Booth, "that you havebeen used very ill lately by some rascals, and I have no doubt but youwill do yourself justice. " Booth answered that he did not know what he meant. "Since I mustmention it then, " cries the colonel, "I hear you have been arrested;and I think you know what satisfaction is to be required by a man ofhonour. " "I beg, sir, " says the doctor, "no more may be mentioned of thatmatter. I am convinced no satisfaction will be required of the captaintill he is able to give it. " "I do not understand what you mean by able, " cries the colonel. Towhich the doctor answered, "That it was of too tender a nature tospeak more of. " "Give me your hand, doctor, " cries the colonel; "I see you are a manof honour, though you wear a gown. It is, as you say, a matter of atender nature. Nothing, indeed, is so tender as a man's honour. Cursemy liver, if any man--I mean, that is, if any gentleman, was to arrestme, I would as surely cut his throat as--" "How, sir!" said the doctor, "would you compensate one breach of thelaw by a much greater, and pay your debts by committing murder?" "Why do you mention law between gentlemen?" says the colonel. "A manof honour wears his law by his side; and can the resentment of anaffront make a gentleman guilty of murder? and what greater affrontcan one man cast upon another than by arresting him? I am convincedthat he who would put up an arrest would put up a slap in the face. " Here the colonel looked extremely fierce, and the divine stared withastonishment at this doctrine; when Booth, who well knew theimpossibility of opposing the colonel's humour with success, began toplay with it; and, having first conveyed a private wink to the doctor, he said there might be cases undoubtedly where such an affront oughtto be resented; but that there were others where any resentment wasimpracticable: "As, for instance, " said he, "where the man is arrestedby a woman. " "I could not be supposed to mean that case, " cries the colonel; "andyou are convinced I did not mean it. " "To put an end to this discourse at once, sir, " said the doctor, "Iwas the plaintiff at whose suit this gentleman was arrested. " "Was you so, sir?" cries the colonel; "then I have no more to say. Women and the clergy are upon the same footing. The long-robed gentryare exempted from the laws of honour. " "I do not thank you for that exemption, sir, " cries the doctor; "and, if honour and fighting are, as they seem to be, synonymous words withyou, I believe there are some clergymen, who in defence of theirreligion, or their country, or their friend, the only justifiablecauses of fighting, except bare self-defence, would fight as bravelyas yourself, colonel! and that without being paid for it. " "Sir, you are privileged, " says the colonel, with great dignity; "andyou have my leave to say what you please. I respect your order, andyou cannot offend me. " "I will not offend you, colonel, "cries the doctor; "and our order isvery much obliged to you, since you profess so much respect to us, andpay none to our Master. " "What Master, sir?" said the colonel. "That Master, " answered the doctor, "who hath expressly forbidden allthat cutting of throats to which you discover so much inclination. " "O! your servant, sir, " said the colonel; "I see what you are drivingat; but you shall not persuade me to think that religion forces me tobe a coward. " "I detest and despise the name as much as you can, " cries the doctor;"but you have a wrong idea of the word, colonel. What were all theGreeks and Romans? were these cowards? and yet, did you ever hear ofthis butchery, which we call duelling, among them?" "Yes, indeed, have I, " cries the colonel. "What else is all Mr. Pope'sHomer full of but duels? Did not what's his name, one of theAgamemnons, fight with that paultry rascal Paris? and Diomede withwhat d'ye call him there? and Hector with I forget his name, he thatwas Achilles's bosom-friend; and afterwards with Achilles himself?Nay, and in Dryden's Virgil, is there anything almost besidesfighting?" "You are a man of learning, colonel, " cries the doctor; "but--" "I thank you for that compliment, " said the colonel. --"No, sir, I donot pretend to learning; but I have some little reading, and I am notashamed to own it. " "But are you sure, colonel, " cries the doctor, "that you have not madea small mistake? for I am apt to believe both Mr. Pope and Mr. Dryden(though I cannot say I ever read a word of either of them) speak ofwars between nations, and not of private duels; for of the latter I donot remember one single instance in all the Greek and Roman story. Inshort, it is a modern custom, introduced by barbarous nations sincethe times of Christianity; though it is a direct and audaciousdefiance of the Christian law, and is consequently much more sinful inus than it would have been in the heathens. " "Drink about, doctor, " cries the colonel; "and let us call a newcause; for I perceive we shall never agree on this. You are aChurchman, and I don't expect you to speak your mind. " "We are both of the same Church, I hope, " cries the doctor. "I am of the Church of England, sir, " answered the colonel, "and willfight for it to the last drop of my blood. " "It is very generous in you, colonel, " cries the doctor, "to fight sozealously for a religion by which you are to be damned. " "It is well for you, doctor, " cries the colonel, "that you wear agown; for, by all the dignity of a man, if any other person had saidthe words you have just uttered, I would have made him eat them; ay, d--n me, and my sword into the bargain. " Booth began to be apprehensive that this dispute might grow too warm;in which case he feared that the colonel's honour, together with thechampagne, might hurry him so far as to forget the respect due, andwhich he professed to pay, to the sacerdotal robe. Booth thereforeinterposed between the disputants, and said that the colonel had veryrightly proposed to call a new subject; for that it was impossible toreconcile accepting a challenge with the Christian religion, orrefusing it with the modern notion of honour. "And you must allow it, doctor, " said he, "to be a very hard injunction for a man to becomeinfamous; and more especially for a soldier, who is to lose his breadinto the bargain. " "Ay, sir, " says the colonel, with an air of triumph, "what say you tothat?" "Why, I say, " cries the doctor, "that it is much harder to be damnedon the other side. " "That may be, " said the colonel; "but damn me, if I would take anaffront of any man breathing, for all that. And yet I believe myselfto be as good a Christian as wears a head. My maxim is, never to givean affront, nor ever to take one; and I say that it is the maxim of agood Christian, and no man shall ever persuade me to the contrary. " "Well, sir, " said the doctor, "since that is your resolution, I hopeno man will ever give you an affront. " "I am obliged to you for your hope, doctor, " cries the colonel, with asneer; "and he that doth will be obliged to you for lending him yourgown; for, by the dignity of a man, nothing out of petticoats, Ibelieve, dares affront me. " Colonel James had not hitherto joined in the discourse. In truth, histhoughts had been otherwise employed; nor is it very difficult for thereader to guess what had been the subject of them. Being waked, however, from his reverie, and having heard the two or three lastspeeches, he turned to his brother, and asked him, why he wouldintroduce such a topic of conversation before a gentleman of DoctorHarrison's character? "Brother, " cried Bath, "I own it was wrong, and I ask the doctor'spardon: I know not how it happened to arise; for you know, brother, Iam not used to talk of these matters. They are generally poltroonsthat do. I think I need not be beholden to my tongue to declare I amnone. I have shown myself in a line of battle. I believe there is noman will deny that; I believe I may say no man dares deny that I havedone my duty. " The colonel was thus proceeding to prove that his prowess was neitherthe subject of his discourse nor the object of his vanity, when aservant entered and summoned the company to tea with the ladies; asummons which Colonel James instantly obeyed, and was followed by allthe rest. But as the tea-table conversation, though extremely delightful tothose who are engaged in it, may probably appear somewhat dull to thereader, we will here put an end to the chapter. Chapter iv. _A dialogue between Booth and Amelia_. The next morning early, Booth went by appointment and waited onColonel James; whence he returned to Amelia in that kind ofdisposition which the great master of human passion would describe inAndromache, when he tells us she cried and smiled at the same instant. Amelia plainly perceived the discomposure of his mind, in which theopposite affections of joy and grief were struggling for thesuperiority, and begged to know the occasion; upon which Booth spokeas follows:-- "My dear, " said he, "I had no intention to conceal from you what hathpast this morning between me and the colonel, who hath oppressed me, if I may use that expression, with obligations. Sure never man hadsuch a friend; for never was there so noble, so generous a heart--Icannot help this ebullition of gratitude, I really cannot. " Here hepaused a moment, and wiped his eyes, and then proceeded: "You know, mydear, how gloomy the prospect was yesterday before our eyes, howinevitable ruin stared me in the face; and the dreadful idea of havingentailed beggary on my Amelia and her posterity racked my mind; forthough, by the goodness of the doctor, I had regained my liberty, thedebt yet remained; and, if that worthy man had a design of forgivingme his share, this must have been my utmost hope, and the condition inwhich I must still have found myself need not to be expatiated on. Inwhat light, then, shall I see, in what words shall I relate, thecolonel's kindness? O my dear Amelia! he hath removed the whole gloomat once, hath driven all despair out of my mind, and hath filled itwith the most sanguine, and, at the same time, the most reasonablehopes of making a comfortable provision for yourself and my dearchildren. In the first place, then, he will advance me a sum of moneyto pay off all my debts; and this on a bond to be repaid only when Ishall become colonel of a regiment, and not before. In the next place, he is gone this very morning to ask a company for me, which is nowvacant in the West Indies; and, as he intends to push this with allhis interest, neither he nor I have any doubt of his success. Now, mydear, comes the third, which, though perhaps it ought to give me thegreatest joy, such is, I own, the weakness of my nature, it rends myvery heartstrings asunder. I cannot mention it, for I know it willgive you equal pain; though I know, on all proper occasions, you canexert a manly resolution. You will not, I am convinced, oppose it, whatever you must suffer in complying. O my dear Amelia! I must sufferlikewise; yet I have resolved to bear it. You know not what my poorheart hath suffered since he made the proposal. It is love for youalone which could persuade me to submit to it. Consider our situation;consider that of our children; reflect but on those poor babes, whosefuture happiness is at stake, and it must arm your resolution. It isyour interest and theirs that reconciled me to a proposal which, whenthe colonel first made it, struck me with the utmost horror; he hath, indeed, from these motives, persuaded me into a resolution which Ithought impossible for any one to have persuaded me into. O my dearAmelia! let me entreat you to give me up to the good of your children, as I have promised the colonel to give you up to their interest andyour own. If you refuse these terms we are still undone, for heinsists absolutely upon them. Think, then, my love, however hard theymay be, necessity compels us to submit to them. I know in what light awoman, who loves like you, must consider such a proposal; and yet howmany instances have you of women who, from the same motives, havesubmitted to the same!" "What can you mean, Mr. Booth?" cries Amelia, trembling. "Need I explain my meaning to you more?" answered Booth. --"Did I notsay I must give up my Amelia?" "Give me up!" said she. "For a time only, I mean, " answered he: "for a short time perhaps. Thecolonel himself will take care it shall not be long--for I know hisheart; I shall scarce have more joy in receiving you back than he willhave in restoring you to my arms. In the mean time, he will not onlybe a father to my children, but a husband to you. " "A husband to me!" said Amelia. "Yes, my dear; a kind, a fond, a tender, an affectionate husband. If Ihad not the most certain assurances of this, doth my Amelia think Icould be prevailed on to leave her? No, my Amelia, he is the only manon earth who could have prevailed on me; but I know his house, hispurse, his protection, will be all at your command. And as for anydislike you have conceived to his wife, let not that be any objection;for I am convinced he will not suffer her to insult you; besides, sheis extremely well bred, and, how much soever she may hate you in herheart, she will at least treat you with civility. "Nay, the invitation is not his, but hers; and I am convinced theywill both behave to you with the greatest friendship; his I am surewill be sincere, as to the wife of a friend entrusted to his care; andhers will, from good-breeding, have not only the appearances but theeffects of the truest friendship. " "I understand you, my dear, at last, " said she (indeed she had rambledinto very strange conceits from some parts of his discourse); "and Iwill give you my resolution in a word--I will do the duty of a wife, and that is, to attend her husband wherever he goes. " Booth attempted to reason with her, but all to no purpose. She gave, indeed, a quiet hearing to all he said, and even to those parts whichmost displeased her ears; I mean those in which he exaggerated thegreat goodness and disinterested generosity of his friend; but herresolution remained inflexible, and resisted the force of all hisarguments with a steadiness of opposition, which it would have beenalmost excusable in him to have construed into stubbornness. The doctor arrived in the midst of the dispute; and, having heard themerits of the cause on both sides, delivered his opinion in thefollowing words. "I have always thought it, my dear children, a matter of the utmostnicety to interfere in any differences between husband and wife; but, since you both desire me with such earnestness to give you mysentiments on the present contest between you, I will give you mythoughts as well as I am able. In the first place then, can anythingbe more reasonable than for a wife to desire to attend her husband? Itis, as my favourite child observes, no more than a desire to do herduty; and I make no doubt but that is one great reason of herinsisting on it. And how can you yourself oppose it? Can love be itsown enemy? or can a husband who is fond of his wife, content himselfalmost on any account with a long absence from her?" "You speak like an angel, my dear Doctor Harrison, " answered Amelia:"I am sure, if he loved as tenderly as I do, he could on no accountsubmit to it. " "Pardon me, child, " cries the doctor; "there are some reasons whichwould not only justify his leaving you, but which must force him, ifhe hath any real love for you, joined with common sense, to make thatelection. If it was necessary, for instance, either to your good or tothe good of your children, he would not deserve the name of a man, Iam sure not that of a husband, if he hesitated a moment. Nay, in thatcase, I am convinced you yourself would be an advocate for what younow oppose. I fancy therefore I mistook him when I apprehended he saidthat the colonel made his leaving you behind as the condition ofgetting him the commission; for I know my dear child hath too muchgoodness, and too much sense, and too much resolution, to prefer anytemporary indulgence of her own passions to the solid advantages ofher whole family. " "There, my dear!" cries Booth; "I knew what opinion the doctor wouldbe of. Nay, I am certain there is not a wise man in the kingdom whowould say otherwise. " "Don't abuse me, young gentleman, " said the doctor, "with appellationsI don't deserve. " "I abuse you, my dear doctor!" cries Booth. "Yes, my dear sir, " answered the doctor; "you insinuated slily that Iwas wise, which, as the world understands the phrase, I should beashamed of; and my comfort is that no one can accuse me justly of it. I have just given an instance of the contrary by throwing away myadvice. " "I hope, sir, " cries Booth, "that will not be the case. " "Yes, sir, " answered the doctor. "I know it will be the case in thepresent instance, for either you will not go at all, or my littleturtle here will go with you. " "You are in the right, doctor, " cries Amelia. "I am sorry for it, " said the doctor, "for then I assure you you arein the wrong. " "Indeed, " cries Amelia, "if you knew all my reasons you would say theywere very strong ones. " "Very probably, " cries the doctor. "The knowledge that they are in thewrong is a very strong reason to some women to continue so. " "Nay, doctor, " cries Amelia, "you shall never persuade me of that. Iwill not believe that any human being ever did an action merelybecause they knew it to be wrong. " "I am obliged to you, my dear child, " said the doctor, "for declaringyour resolution of not being persuaded. Your husband would never callme a wise man again if, after that declaration, I should attempt topersuade you. " "Well, I must be content, " cries Amelia, "to let you think as youplease. " "That is very gracious, indeed, " said the doctor. "Surely, in acountry where the church suffers others to think as they please, itwould be very hard if they had not themselves the same liberty. Andyet, as unreasonable as the power of controuling men's thoughts isrepresented, I will shew you how you shall controul mine whenever youdesire it. " "How, pray?" cries Amelia. "I should greatly esteem that power. " "Why, whenever you act like a wise woman, " cries the doctor, "you willforce me to think you so: and, whenever you are pleased to act as youdo now, I shall be obliged, whether I will or no, to think as I donow. " "Nay, dear doctor, " cries Booth, "I am convinced my Amelia will neverdo anything to forfeit your good opinion. Consider but the cruelhardship of what she is to undergo, and you will make allowances forthe difficulty she makes in complying. To say the truth, when Iexamine my own heart, I have more obligations to her than appear atfirst sight; for, by obliging me to find arguments to persuade her, she hath assisted me in conquering myself. Indeed, if she had shewnmore resolution, I should have shewn less. " "So you think it necessary, then, " said the doctor, "that there shouldbe one fool at least in every married couple. A mighty resolution, truly! and well worth your valuing yourself upon, to part with yourwife for a few months in order to make the fortune of her and yourchildren; when you are to leave her, too, in the care and protectionof a friend that gives credit to the old stories of friendship, anddoth an honour to human nature. What, in the name of goodness! doeither of you think that you have made an union to endure for ever?How will either of you bear that separation which must, some time orother, and perhaps very soon, be the lot of one of you? Have youforgot that you are both mortal? As for Christianity, I see you haveresigned all pretensions to it; for I make no doubt but that you haveso set your hearts on the happiness you enjoy here together, thatneither of you ever think a word of hereafter. " Amelia now burst into tears; upon which Booth begged the doctor toproceed no farther. Indeed, he would not have wanted the caution; for, however blunt he appeared in his discourse, he had a tenderness ofheart which is rarely found among men; for which I know no otherreason than that true goodness is rarely found among them; for I amfirmly persuaded that the latter never possessed any human mind in anydegree, without being attended by as large a portion of the former. Thus ended the conversation on this subject; what followed is notworth relating, till the doctor carried off Booth with him to take awalk in the Park. Chapter v. _A conversation between Amelia and Dr Harrison, with the result_. Amelia, being left alone, began to consider seriously of hercondition; she saw it would be very difficult to resist theimportunities of her husband, backed by the authority of the doctor, especially as she well knew how unreasonable her declarations mustappear to every one who was ignorant of her real motives to perseverein it. On the other hand, she was fully determined, whatever might bethe consequence, to adhere firmly to her resolution of not acceptingthe colonel's invitation. When she had turned the matter every way in her mind, and vexed andtormented herself with much uneasy reflexion upon it, a thought atlast occurred to her which immediately brought her some comfort. Thiswas, to make a confidant of the doctor, and to impart to him the wholetruth. This method, indeed, appeared to her now to be so adviseable, that she wondered she had not hit upon it sooner; but it is the natureof despair to blind us to all the means of safety, however easy andapparent they may be. Having fixed her purpose in her mind, she wrote a short note to thedoctor, in which she acquainted him that she had something of greatmoment to impart to him, which must be an entire secret from herhusband, and begged that she might have an opportunity ofcommunicating it as soon as possible. Doctor Harrison received the letter that afternoon, and immediatelycomplied with Amelia's request in visiting her. He found her drinkingtea with her husband and Mrs. Atkinson, and sat down and joined thecompany. Soon after the removal of the tea-table Mrs. Atkinson left the room. The doctor then, turning to Booth, said, "I hope, captain, you have atrue sense of the obedience due to the church, though our clergy donot often exact it. However, it is proper to exercise our powersometimes, in order to remind the laity of their duty. I must tellyou, therefore, that I have some private business with your wife; andI expect your immediate absence. " "Upon my word, doctor, " answered Booth, "no Popish confessor, I firmlybelieve, ever pronounced his will and pleasure with more gravity anddignity; none therefore was ever more immediately obeyed than youshall be. " Booth then quitted the room, and desired the doctor torecall him when his business with the lady was over. Doctor Harrison promised he would; and then turning to Amelia he said, "Thus far, madam, I have obeyed your commands, and am now ready toreceive the important secret which you mention in your note. " Amelianow informed her friend of all she knew, all she had seen and heard, and all that she suspected, of the colonel. The good man seemedgreatly shocked at the relation, and remained in a silentastonishment. Upon which Amelia said, "Is villany so rare a thing, sir, that it should so much surprize you?" "No, child, " cries he; "butI am shocked at seeing it so artfully disguised under the appearanceof so much virtue; and, to confess the truth, I believe my own vanityis a little hurt in having been so grossly imposed upon. Indeed, I hada very high regard for this man; for, besides the great charactergiven him by your husband, and the many facts I have heard so muchredounding to his honour, he hath the fairest and most promisingappearance I have ever yet beheld. A good face, they say, is a letterof recommendation. O Nature, Nature, why art thou so dishonest as everto send men with these false recommendations into the world?" "Indeed, my dear sir, I begin to grow entirely sick of it, " criesAmelia, "for sure all mankind almost are villains in their hearts. " "Fie, child!" cries the doctor. "Do not make a conclusion so much tothe dishonour of the great Creator. The nature of man is far frombeing in itself evil: it abounds with benevolence, charity, and pity, coveting praise and honour, and shunning shame and disgrace. Badeducation, bad habits, and bad customs, debauch our nature, and driveit headlong as it were into vice. The governors of the world, and I amafraid the priesthood, are answerable for the badness of it. Insteadof discouraging wickedness to the utmost of their power, both are tooapt to connive at it. In the great sin of adultery, for instance; haththe government provided any law to punish it? or doth the priest takeany care to correct it? on the contrary, is the most notoriouspractice of it any detriment to a man's fortune or to his reputationin the world? doth it exclude him from any preferment in the state, Ihad almost said in the church? is it any blot in his escutcheon? anybar to his honour? is he not to be found every day in the assembliesof women of the highest quality? in the closets of the greatest men, and even at the tables of bishops? What wonder then if the communityin general treat this monstrous crime as a matter of jest, and thatmen give way to the temptations of a violent appetite, when theindulgence of it is protected by law and countenanced by custom? I amconvinced there are good stamina in the nature of this very man; forhe hath done acts of friendship and generosity to your husband beforehe could have any evil design on your chastity; and in a Christiansociety, which I no more esteem this nation to be than I do any partof Turkey, I doubt not but this very colonel would have made a worthyand valuable member. " "Indeed, my dear sir, " cries Amelia, "you are the wisest as well asbest man in the world--" "Not a word of my wisdom, " cries the doctor. "I have not a grain--I amnot the least versed in the Chrematistic [Footnote: The art of gettingwealth is so called by Aristotle in his Politics. ] art, as an oldfriend of mine calls it. I know not how to get a shilling, nor how tokeep it in my pocket if I had it. " "But you understand human nature to the bottom, " answered Amelia; "andyour mind is the treasury of all ancient and modern learning. " "You are a little flatterer, " cries the doctor; "but I dislike you notfor it. And, to shew you I don't, I will return your flattery, andtell you you have acted with great prudence in concealing this affairfrom your husband; but you have drawn me into a scrape; for I havepromised to dine with this fellow again to-morrow, and you have madeit impossible for me to keep my word. " "Nay, but, dear sir, " cries Amelia, "for Heaven's sake take care! Ifyou shew any kind of disrespect to the colonel, my husband may be ledinto some suspicion--especially after our conference. " "Fear nothing, child. I will give him no hint; and, that I may becertain of not doing it, I will stay away. You do not think, I hope, that I will join in a chearful conversation with such a man; that Iwill so far betray my character as to give any countenance to suchflagitious proceedings. Besides, my promise was only conditional; andI do not know whether I could otherwise have kept it; for I expect anold friend every day who comes to town twenty miles on foot to see me, whom I shall not part with on any account; for, as he is very poor, hemay imagine I treat him with disrespect. " "Well, sir, " cries Amelia, "I must admire you and love you for yourgoodness. " "Must you love me?" cries the doctor. "I could cure you now in aminute if I pleased. " "Indeed, I defy you, sir, " said Amelia. "If I could but persuade you, " answered he, "that I thought you nothandsome, away would vanish all ideas of goodness in an instant. Confess honestly, would they not?" "Perhaps I might blame the goodness of your eyes, " replied Amelia;"and that is perhaps an honester confession than you expected. But do, pray, sir, be serious, and give me your advice what to do. Considerthe difficult game I have to play; for I am sure, after what I havetold you, you would not even suffer me to remain under the roof ofthis colonel. " "No, indeed, would I not, " said the doctor, "whilst I have a house ofmy own to entertain you. " "But how to dissuade my husband, " continued she, "without giving himany suspicion of the real cause, the consequences of his guessing atwhich I tremble to think upon. " "I will consult my pillow upon it, " said the doctor; "and in themorning you shall see me again. In the mean time be comforted, andcompose the perturbations of your mind. " "Well, sir, " said she, "I put my whole trust in you. " "I am sorry to hear it, " cries the doctor. "Your innocence may giveyou a very confident trust in a much more powerful assistance. However, I will do all I can to serve you: and now, if you please, wewill call back your husband; for, upon my word, he hath shewn a goodcatholic patience. And where is the honest serjeant and his wife? I ampleased with the behaviour of you both to that worthy fellow, inopposition to the custom of the world; which, instead of being formedon the precepts of our religion to consider each other as brethren, teaches us to regard those who are a degree below us, either in rankor fortune, as a species of beings of an inferior order in thecreation. " The captain now returned into the room, as did the serjeant and Mrs. Atkinson; and the two couple, with the doctor, spent the eveningtogether in great mirth and festivity; for the doctor was one of thebest companions in the world, and a vein of chearfulness, good humour, and pleasantry, ran through his conversation, with which it wasimpossible to resist being pleased. Chapter vi. _Containing as surprizing an accident as is perhaps recorded inhistory_. Booth had acquainted the serjeant with the great goodness of ColonelJames, and with the chearful prospects which he entertained from it. This Atkinson, behind the curtain, communicated to his wife. Theconclusion which she drew from it need scarce be hinted to the reader. She made, indeed, no scruple of plainly and bluntly telling herhusband that the colonel had a most manifest intention to attack thechastity of Amelia. This thought gave the poor serjeant great uneasiness, and, afterhaving kept him long awake, tormented him in his sleep with a mosthorrid dream, in which he imagined that he saw the colonel standing bythe bedside of Amelia, with a naked sword in his hand, and threateningto stab her instantly unless she complied with his desires. Upon thisthe serjeant started up in his bed, and, catching his wife by thethroat, cried out, "D--n you, put up your sword this instant, andleave the room, or by Heaven I'll drive mine to your heart's blood!" This rough treatment immediately roused Mrs. Atkinson from her sleep, who no sooner perceived the position of her husband, and felt his handgrasping her throat, than she gave a violent shriek and presently fellinto a fit. Atkinson now waked likewise, and soon became sensible of the violentagitations of his wife. He immediately leapt out of bed, and runningfor a bottle of water, began to sprinkle her very plentifully; but allto no purpose: she neither spoke nor gave any symptoms of recoveryAtkinson then began to roar aloud; upon which Booth, who lay underhim, jumped from his bed, and ran up with the lighted candle in hishand. The serjeant had no sooner taken the candle than he ran with itto the bed-side. Here he beheld a sight which almost deprived him ofhis senses. The bed appeared to be all over blood, and his wifeweltering in the midst of it. Upon this the serjeant, almost in afrenzy, cried out, "O Heavens! I have killed my wife. I have stabbedher! I have stabbed her!" "What can be the meaning of all this?" saidBooth. "O, sir!" cries the serjeant, "I dreamt I was rescuing yourlady from the hands of Colonel James, and I have killed my poorwife. "--Here he threw himself upon the bed by her, caught her in hisarms, and behaved like one frantic with despair. By this time Amelia had thrown on a wrapping-gown, and was come upinto the room, where the serjeant and his wife were lying on the bedand Booth standing like a motionless statue by the bed-side. Ameliahad some difficulty to conquer the effects of her own surprize on thisoccasion; for a more ghastly and horrible sight than the bed presentedcould not be conceived. Amelia sent Booth to call up the maid of the house, in order to lendher assistance; but before his return Mrs. Atkinson began to come toherself; and soon after, to the inexpressible joy of the serjeant, itwas discovered she had no wound. Indeed, the delicate nose of Ameliasoon made that discovery, which the grosser smell of the serjeant, andperhaps his fright, had prevented him from making; for now it appearedthat the red liquor with which the bed was stained, though it may, perhaps, sometimes run through the veins of a fine lady, was not whatis properly called blood, but was, indeed, no other than cherry-brandy, a bottle of which Mrs. Atkinson always kept in her room to beready for immediate use, and to which she used to apply for comfort inall her afflictions. This the poor serjeant, in his extreme hurry, hadmistaken for a bottle of water. Matters were now soon accommodated, and no other mischief appeared to be done, unless to the bed-cloaths. Amelia and Booth returned back to their room, and Mrs. Atkinson rosefrom her bed in order to equip it with a pair of clean sheets. And thus this adventure would have ended without producing any kind ofconsequence, had not the words which the serjeant uttered in hisfrenzy made some slight impression on Booth; so much, at least, as toawaken his curiosity; so that in the morning when he arose he sent forthe serjeant, and desired to hear the particulars of this dream, sinceAmelia was concerned in it. The serjeant at first seemed unwilling to comply, and endeavoured tomake excuses. This, perhaps, encreased Booth's curiosity, and he said, "Nay, I am resolved to hear it. Why, you simpleton, do you imagine meweak enough to be affected by a dream, however terrible it may be?" "Nay, sir, " cries the serjeant, "as for that matter, dreams havesometimes fallen out to be true. One of my own, I know, did so, concerning your honour; for, when you courted my young lady, I dreamtyou was married to her; and yet it was at a time when neither Imyself, nor any of the country, thought you would ever obtain her. ButHeaven forbid this dream should ever come to pass!" "Why, what wasthis dream?" cries Booth. "I insist on knowing. " "To be sure, sir, " cries the serjeant, "I must not refuse you; but Ihope you will never think any more of it. Why then, sir, I dreamt thatyour honour was gone to the West Indies, and had left my lady in thecare of Colonel James; and last night I dreamt the colonel came to mylady's bed-side, offering to ravish her, and with a drawn sword in hishand, threatening to stab her that moment unless she would comply withhis desires. How I came to be by I know not; but I dreamt I rushedupon him, caught him by the throat, and swore I would put him to deathunless he instantly left the room. Here I waked, and this was mydream. I never paid any regard to a dream in my life--but, indeed, Inever dreamt anything so very plain as this. It appeared downrightreality. I am sure I have left the marks of my fingers in my wife'sthroat. I would riot have taken a hundred pound to have used her so. " "Faith, " cries Booth, "it was an odd dream, and not so easily to beaccounted for as that you had formerly of my marriage; for, asShakespear says, dreams denote a foregone conclusion. Now it isimpossible you should ever have thought of any such matter as this. " "However, sir, " cries the serjeant, "it is in your honour's power toprevent any possibility of this dream's coming to pass, by not leavingmy lady to the care of the colonel; if you must go from her, certainlythere are other places where she may be with great safety; and, sincemy wife tells me that my lady is so very unwilling, whatever reasonsshe may have, I hope your honour will oblige her. " "Now I recollect it, " cries Booth, "Mrs. Atkinson hath once or twicedropt some disrespectful words of the colonel. He hath done somethingto disoblige her. " "He hath indeed, sir, " replied the serjeant: "he hath said that of herwhich she doth not deserve, and for which, if he had not been mysuperior officer, I would have cut both his ears off. Nay, for thatmatter, he can speak ill of other people besides her. " "Do you know, Atkinson, " cries Booth, very gravely, "that you aretalking of the dearest friend I have?" "To be honest then, " answered the serjeant, "I do not think so. If Idid, I should love him much better than I do. " "I must and will have this explained, " cries Booth. "I have too goodan opinion of you, Atkinson, to think you would drop such things asyou have without some reason--and I will know it. " "I am sorry I have dropt a word, " cries Atkinson. "I am sure I did notintend it; and your honour hath drawn it from me unawares. " "Indeed, Atkinson, " cries Booth, "you have made me very uneasy, and Imust be satisfied. " "Then, sir, " said the serjeant, "you shall give me your word ofhonour, or I will be cut into ten thousand pieces before I willmention another syllable. " "What shall I promise?" said Booth. "That you will not resent anything I shall lay to the colonel, "answered Atkinson. "Resent!--Well, I give you my honour, " said Booth. The serjeant made him bind himself over and over again, and thenrelated to him the scene which formerly past between the colonel andhimself, as far as concerned Booth himself; but concealed all thatmore immediately related to Amelia. "Atkinson, " cries Booth, "I cannot be angry with you, for I know youlove me, and I have many obligations to you; but you have done wrongin censuring the colonel for what he said of me. I deserve all that hesaid, and his censures proceeded from his friendship. " "But it was not so kind, sir, " said Atkinson, "to say such things tome who am but a serjeant, and at such a time too. " "I will hear no more, " cries Booth. "Be assured you are the only man Iwould forgive on this occasion; and I forgive you only on conditionyou never speak a word more of this nature. This silly dream hathintoxicated you. " "I have done, sir, " cries the serjeant. "I know my distance, and whomI am to obey; but I have one favour to beg of your honour, never tomention a word of what I have said to my lady; for I know she neverwould forgive me; I know she never would, by what my wife hath toldme. Besides, you need not mention it, sir, to my lady, for she knowsit all already, and a great deal more. " Booth presently parted from the serjeant, having desired him to closehis lips on this occasion, and repaired to his wife, to whom herelated the serjeant's dream. Amelia turned as white as snow, and fell into so violent a tremblingthat Booth plainly perceived her emotion, and immediately partook ofit himself. "Sure, my dear, " said he, staring wildly, "there is morein this than I know. A silly dream could not so discompose you. I begyou, I intreat you to tell me--hath ever Colonel James--" At the very mention of the colonel's name Amelia fell on her knees, and begged her husband not to frighten her. "What do I say, my dear love, " cried Booth, "that can frighten you?" "Nothing, my dear, " said she; "but my spirits are so discomposed withthe dreadful scene I saw last night, that a dream, which at anothertime I should have laughed at, hath shocked me. Do but promise me thatyou will not leave me behind you, and I am easy. " "You may be so, " cries Booth, "for I will never deny you anything. Butmake me easy too. I must know if you have seen anything in ColonelJames to displease you. " "Why should you suspect it?" cries Amelia. "You torment me to death, " cries Booth. "By Heavens! I will know thetruth. Hath he ever said or done anything which you dislike?" "How, my dear, " said Amelia, "can you imagine I should dislike a manwho is so much your friend? Think of all the obligations you have tohim, and then you may easily resolve yourself. Do you think, because Irefuse to stay behind you in his house, that I have any objection tohim? No, my dear, had he done a thousand times more than he hath--washe an angel instead of a man, I would not quit my Billy. There's thesore, my dear--there's the misery, to be left by you. " Booth embraced her with the most passionate raptures, and, looking onher with inexpressible tenderness, cried, "Upon my soul, I am notworthy of you: I am a fool, and yet you cannot blame me. If the stupidmiser hoards, with such care, his worthless treasure--if he watches itwith such anxiety--if every apprehension of another's sharing theleast part fills his soul with such agonies--O Amelia! what must be mycondition, what terrors must I feel, while I am watching over a jewelof such real, such inestimable worth!" "I can, with great truth, return the compliment, " cries Amelia. "Ihave my treasure too; and am so much a miser, that no force shall evertear me from it. " "I am ashamed of my folly, " cries Booth;" and yet it is all fromextreme tenderness. Nay, you yourself are the occasion. Why will youever attempt to keep a secret from me? Do you think I should haveresented to my friend his just censure of my conduct?" "What censure, my dear love?" cries Amelia. "Nay, the serjeant hath told me all, " cries Booth--"nay, and that hehath told it to you. Poor soul! thou couldst not endure to hear meaccused, though never so justly, and by so good a friend. Indeed, mydear, I have discovered the cause of that resentment to the colonelwhich you could not hide from me. I love you, I adore you for it;indeed, I could not forgive a slighting word on you. But, why do Icompare things so unlike?--what the colonel said of me was just andtrue; every reflexion on my Amelia must be false and villanous. " The discernment of Amelia was extremely quick, and she now perceivedwhat had happened, and how much her husband knew of the truth. Sheresolved therefore to humour him, and fell severely on Colonel Jamesfor what he had said to the serjeant, which Booth endeavoured all hecould to soften; and thus ended this affair, which had brought Boothto the very brink of a discovery which must have given him the highesttorment, if it had not produced any of those tragical effects whichAmelia apprehended. Chapter vii. _In which the author appears to be master of that profound learningcalled the knowledge of the town. _ Mrs. James now came to pay a morning's visit to Amelia. She enteredthe room with her usual gaiety, and after a slight preface, addressingherself to Booth, said she had been quarrelling with her husband onhis account. "I know not, " said she, "what he means by thinking ofsending you the Lord knows whither. I have insisted on his askingsomething for you nearer home; and it would be the hardest thing inthe world if he should not obtain it. Are we resolved never toencourage merit; but to throw away all our preferments on those who donot deserve them? What a set of contemptible wretches do we seestrutting about the town in scarlet!" Booth made a very low bow, and modestly spoke in disparagement ofhimself. To which she answered, "Indeed, Mr. Booth, you have merit; Ihave heard it from my brother, who is a judge of those matters, and Iam sure cannot be suspected of flattery. He is your friend as well asmyself, and we will never let Mr. James rest till he hath got you acommission in England. " Booth bowed again, and was offering to speak, but she interrupted him, saying, "I will have no thanks, nor no fine speeches; if I can do youany service I shall think I am only paying the debt of friendship tomy dear Mrs. Booth. " Amelia, who had long since forgot the dislike she had taken to Mrs. James at her first seeing her in town, had attributed it to the rightcause, and had begun to resume her former friendship for her, expressed very warm sentiments of gratitude on this occasion. She toldMrs. James she should be eternally obliged to her if she could succeedin her kind endeavours; for that the thoughts of parting again withher husband had given her the utmost concern. "Indeed, " added she, "Icannot help saying he hath some merit in the service, for he hathreceived two dreadful wounds in it, one of which very greatlyendangered his life; and I am convinced, if his pretensions werebacked with any interest, he would not fail of success. " "They shall be backed with interest, " cries Mrs. James, "if my husbandhath any. He hath no favour to ask for himself, nor for any otherfriend that I know of; and, indeed, to grant a man his just due, oughthardly to be thought a favour. Resume your old gaiety, therefore, mydear Emily. Lord! I remember the time when you was much the gayercreature of the two. But you make an arrant mope of yourself byconfining yourself at home--one never meets you anywhere. Come, youshall go with me to the Lady Betty Castleton's. " "Indeed, you must excuse me, my dear, " answered Amelia, "I do not knowLady Betty. " "Not know Lady Betty! how, is that possible?--but no matter, I willintroduce you. She keeps a morning rout; hardly a rout, indeed; alittle bit of a drum--only four or five tables. Come, take yourcapuchine; you positively shall go. Booth, you shall go with us too. Though you are with your wife, another woman will keep you incountenance. " "La! child, " cries Amelia, "how you rattle!" "I am in spirits, " answered Mrs. James, "this morning; for I won fourrubbers together last night; and betted the things, and won almostevery bet. I am in luck, and we will contrive to be partners--Come. " "Nay, child, you shall not refuse Mrs. James, " said Booth. "I have scarce seen my children to-day, " answered Amelia. "Besides, Imortally detest cards. " "Detest cards!" cries Mrs. James. "How can you be so stupid? I wouldnot live a day without them--nay, indeed, I do not believe I should beable to exist. Is there so delightful a sight in the world as the fourhonours in one's own hand, unless it be three natural aces at bragg?--And you really hate cards?" "Upon reflexion, " cries Amelia, "I have sometimes had great pleasurein them--in seeing my children build houses with them. My little boyis so dexterous that he will sometimes build up the whole pack. " "Indeed, Booth, " cries Mrs. James, "this good woman of yours isstrangely altered since I knew her first; but she will always be agood creature. " "Upon my word, my dear, " cries Amelia, "you are altered too verygreatly; but I doubt not to live to see you alter again, when you cometo have as many children as I have. " "Children!" cries Mrs. James; "you make me shudder. How can you envyme the only circumstance which makes matrimony comfortable?" "Indeed, my dear, " said Amelia, "you injure me; for I envy no woman'shappiness in marriage. " At these words such looks past between Boothand his wife as, to a sensible by-stander, would have made all theairs of Mrs. James appear in the highest degree contemptible, andwould have rendered herself the object of compassion. Nor could thatlady avoid looking a little silly on the occasion. Amelia now, at the earnest desire of her husband, accoutred herself toattend her friend; but first she insisted on visiting her children, towhom she gave several hearty kisses, and then, recommending them tothe care of Mrs. Atkinson, she and her husband accompanied Mrs. Jamesto the rout; where few of my fine readers will be displeased to makepart of the company. The two ladies and Booth then entered an apartment beset with card-tables, like the rooms at Bath and Tunbridge. Mrs. James immediatelyintroduced her friends to Lady Betty, who received them very civily, and presently engaged Booth and Mrs. James in a party at whist; for, as to Amelia, she so much declined playing, that as the party could befilled without her, she was permitted to sit by. And now, who should make his appearance but the noble peer of whom somuch honourable mention hath already been made in this history? Hewalked directly up to Amelia, and addressed her with as perfect aconfidence as if he had not been in the least conscious of having inany manner displeased her; though the reader will hardly suppose thatMrs. Ellison had kept anything a secret from him. Amelia was not, however, so forgetful. She made him a very distantcourtesy, would scarce vouchsafe an answer to anything he said, andtook the first opportunity of shifting her chair and retiring fromhim. Her behaviour, indeed, was such that the peer plainly perceived thathe should get no advantage by pursuing her any farther at present. Instead, therefore, of attempting to follow her, he turned on his heeland addressed his discourse to another lady, though he could not avoidoften casting his eyes towards Amelia as long as she remained in theroom. Fortune, which seems to have been generally no great friend to Mr. Booth, gave him no extraordinary marks of her favour at play. He losttwo full rubbers, which cost him five guineas; after which, Amelia, who was uneasy at his lordship's presence, begged him in a whisper toreturn home; with which request he directly complied. Nothing, I think, remarkable happened to Booth, unless the renewal ofhis acquaintance with an officer whom he had known abroad, and whomade one of his party at the whist-table. The name of this gentleman, with whom the reader will hereafter bebetter acquainted, was Trent. He had formerly been in the sameregiment with Booth, and there was some intimacy between them. CaptainTrent exprest great delight in meeting his brother officer, and bothmutually promised to visit each other. The scenes which had past the preceding night and that morning had soconfused Amelia's thoughts, that, in the hurry in which she wascarried off by Mrs. James, she had entirely forgot her appointmentwith Dr Harrison. When she was informed at her return home that thedoctor had been to wait upon her, and had expressed some anger at herbeing gone out, she became greatly uneasy, and begged of her husbandto go to the doctor's lodgings and make her apology. But lest the reader should be as angry with the doctor as he haddeclared himself with Amelia, we think proper to explain the matter. Nothing then was farther from the doctor's mind than the conception ofany anger towards Amelia. On the contrary, when the girl answered himthat her mistress was not at home, the doctor said with great goodhumour, "How! not at home! then tell your mistress she is a giddyvagabond, and I will come to see her no more till she sends for me. "This the poor girl, from misunderstanding one word, and halfforgetting the rest, had construed into great passion, several verybad words, and a declaration that he would never see Amelia any more. Chapter viii. _In which two strangers make their appearance. _ Booth went to the doctor's lodgings, and found him engaged with hiscountry friend and his son, a young gentleman who was lately inorders; both whom the doctor had left, to keep his appointment withAmelia. After what we mentioned at the end of the last chapter, we need takelittle notice of the apology made by Booth, or the doctor's receptionof it, which was in his peculiar manner. "Your wife, " said he, "is avain hussy to think herself worth my anger; but tell her I have thevanity myself to think I cannot be angry without a better cause. Andyet tell her I intend to punish her for her levity; for, if you goabroad, I have determined to take her down with me into the country, and make her do penance there till you return. " "Dear sir, " said Booth, "I know not how to thank you if you are inearnest. " "I assure you then I am in earnest, " cries the doctor; "but you neednot thank me, however, since you know not how. " "But would not that, sir, " said Booth, "be shewing a slight to thecolonel's invitation? and you know I have so many obligations to him. " "Don't tell me of the colonel, " cries the doctor; "the church is to befirst served. Besides, sir, I have priority of right, even to youyourself. You stole my little lamb from me; for I was her first love. " "Well, sir, " cries Booth, "if I should be so unhappy to leave her toany one, she must herself determine; and, I believe, it will not bedifficult to guess where her choice will fall; for of all men, next toher husband, I believe, none can contend with Dr Harrison in herfavour. " "Since you say so, " cries the doctor, "fetch her hither to dinner withus; for I am at least so good a Christian to love those that love me--I will shew you my daughter, my old friend, for I am really proud ofher--and you may bring my grand-children with you if you please. " Booth made some compliments, and then went on his errand. As soon ashe was gone the old gentleman said to the doctor, "Pray, my goodfriend, what daughter is this of yours? I never so much as heard thatyou was married. " "And what then, " cries the doctor; "did you ever hear that a pope wasmarried? and yet some of them have had sons and daughters, I believe;but, however, this young gentleman will absolve me without obliging meto penance. " "I have not yet that power, " answered the young clergyman; "for I amonly in deacon's orders. " "Are you not?" cries the doctor; "why then I will absolve myself. Youare to know then, my good friend, that this young lady was thedaughter of a neighbour of mine, who is since dead, and whose sins Ihope are forgiven; for she had too much to answer for on her child'saccount. Her father was my intimate acquaintance and friend; aworthier man, indeed, I believe never lived. He died suddenly when hischildren were infants; and, perhaps, to the suddenness of his death itwas owing that he did not recommend any care of them to me. However, I, in some measure, took that charge upon me; and particularly of herwhom I call my daughter. Indeed, as she grew up she discovered so manygood qualities that she wanted not the remembrance of her father'smerit to recommend her. I do her no more than justice when I say sheis one of the best creatures I ever knew. She hath a sweetness oftemper, a generosity of spirit, an openness of heart--in a word, shehath a true Christian disposition. I may call her an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no guile. " "I wish you joy of your daughter, " cries the old gentleman; "for to aman of your disposition, to find out an adequate object of yourbenevolence, is, I acknowledge, to find a treasure. " "It is, indeed, a happiness, " cries the doctor. "The greatest difficulty, " added the gentleman, "which persons of yourturn of mind meet with, is in finding proper objects of theirgoodness; for nothing sure can be more irksome to a generous mind, than to discover that it hath thrown away all its good offices on asoil that bears no other fruit than ingratitude. " "I remember, " cries the doctor, "Phocylides saith, Mn kakov ev epens opens dpelpelv ioov eot evi povtw[Footnote: To do a kindness to a bad man is like sowing your seed inthe sea. ] But he speaks more like a philosopher than a Christian. I am morepleased with a French writer, one of the best, indeed, that I everread, who blames men for lamenting the ill return which is so oftenmade to the best offices. [Footnote: D'Esprit. ] A true Christian cannever be disappointed if he doth not receive his reward in this world;the labourer might as well complain that he is not paid his hire inthe middle of the day. " "I own, indeed, " said the gentleman, "if we see it in that light--" "And in what light should we see it?" answered the doctor. "Are welike Agrippa, only almost Christians? or, is Christianity a matter ofbare theory, and not a rule for our practice?" "Practical, undoubtedly; undoubtedly practical, " cries the gentleman. "Your example might indeed have convinced me long ago that we ought todo good to every one. " "Pardon me, father, " cries the young divine, "that is rather aheathenish than a Christian doctrine. Homer, I remember, introduces inhis Iliad one Axylus, of whom he says-- --Hidvos o'nv avopwpoloi pavras yap tyeeokev[Footnote: He was a friend to mankind, for he loved them all. ] But Plato, who, of all the heathens, came nearest to the Christianphilosophy, condemned this as impious doctrine; so Eustathius tellsus, folio 474. " "I know he doth, " cries the doctor, "and so Barnes tells us, in hisnote upon the place; but if you remember the rest of the quotation aswell as you do that from Eustathius, you might have added theobservation which Mr. Dryden makes in favour of this passage, that hefound not in all the Latin authors, so admirable an instance ofextensive humanity. You might have likewise remembered the noblesentiment with which Mr. Barnes ends his note, the sense of which istaken from the fifth chapter of Matthew:-- [Greek verse] "It seems, therefore, as if this character rather became a Christianthan a heathen, for Homer could not have transcribed it from any ofhis deities. Whom is it, therefore, we imitate by such extensivebenevolence?" "What a prodigious memory you have!" cries the old gentleman: "indeed, son, you must not contend with the doctor in these matters. " "I shall not give my opinion hastily, " cries the son. "I know, again, what Mr. Poole, in his annotations, says on that verse of St Matthew--That it is only to _heap coals of fire upon their heads_. How arewe to understand, pray, the text immediately preceding?--_Love yourenemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you_. " "You know, I suppose, young gentleman, " said the doctor, "how thesewords are generally understood. The commentator you mention, I think, tells us that love is not here to be taken in the strict sense, so asto signify the complacency of the heart; you may hate your enemies asGod's enemies, and seek due revenge of them for his honour; and, foryour own sakes too, you may seek moderate satisfaction of them; butthen you are to love them with a love consistent with these things;that is to say, in plainer words, you are to love them and hate them, and bless and curse, and do them good and mischief. " "Excellent! admirable!" said the old gentleman; "you have a mostinimitable turn to ridicule. " "I do not approve ridicule, " said the son, "on such subjects. " "Nor I neither, " cries the doctor; "I will give you my opinion, therefore, very seriously. The two verses taken together, contain avery positive precept, delivered in the plainest words, and yetillustrated by the clearest instance in the conduct of the SupremeBeing; and lastly, the practice of this precept is most nobly enforcedby the reward annexed--_that ye may be the children_, and so forth. Noman who understands what it is to love, and to bless, and to do good, can mistake the meaning. But if they required any comment, theScripture itself affords enow. _If thine enemy hunger, feed him; if hethirst, give him drink; not rendering evil for evil, or railing forrailing, but contrariwise, blessing. _ They do not, indeed, want thecomments of men, who, when they cannot bend their mind to theobedience of Scripture, are desirous to wrest Scripture to acompliance with their own inclinations. " "Most nobly and justly observed, " cries the old gentleman. "Indeed, mygood friend, you have explained the text with the utmost perspicuity. " "But if this be the meaning, " cries the son, "there must be an end ofall law and justice, for I do not see how any man can prosecute hisenemy in a court of justice. " "Pardon me, sir, " cries the doctor. "Indeed, as an enemy merely, andfrom a spirit of revenge, he cannot, and he ought not to prosecutehim; but as an offender against the laws of his country he may, and itis his duty so to do. Is there any spirit of revenge in themagistrates or officers of justice when they punish criminals? Why dosuch, ordinarily I mean, concern themselves in inflicting punishments, but because it is their duty? and why may not a private man deliver anoffender into the hands of justice, from the same laudable motive?Revenge, indeed, of all kinds is strictly prohibited; wherefore, as weare not to execute it with our own hands, so neither are we to makeuse of the law as the instrument of private malice, and to worry eachother with inveteracy and rancour. And where is the great difficultyin obeying this wise, this generous, this noble precept? If revengebe, as a certain divine, not greatly to his honour, calls it, the mostluscious morsel the devil ever dropt into the mouth of a sinner, itmust be allowed at least to cost us often extremely dear. It is adainty, if indeed it be one, which we come at with great inquietude, with great difficulty, and with great danger. However pleasant it maybe to the palate while we are feeding on it, it is sure to leave abitter relish behind it; and so far, indeed, it may be called aluscious morsel, that the most greedy appetites are soon glutted, andthe most eager longing for it is soon turned into loathing andrepentance. I allow there is something tempting in its outwardappearance, but it is like the beautiful colour of some poisons, fromwhich, however they may attract our eyes, a regard to our own welfarecommands us to abstain. And this is an abstinence to which wisdomalone, without any Divine command, hath been often found adequate, with instances of which the Greek and Latin authors everywhere abound. May not a Christian, therefore, be well ashamed of making a stumbling-block of a precept, which is not only consistent with his worldlyinterest, but to which so noble an incentive is proposed?" The old gentleman fell into raptures at this speech, and, after makingmany compliments to the doctor upon it, he turned to his son, and toldhim he had an opportunity now of learning more in one day than he hadlearnt at the university in a twelvemonth. The son replied, that he allowed the doctrine to be extremely good ingeneral, and that he agreed with the greater part; "but I must make adistinction, " said he. However, he was interrupted from hisdistinction at present, for now Booth returned with Amelia and thechildren. Chapter ix. _A scene of modern wit and humour. _ In the afternoon the old gentleman proposed a walk to Vauxhall, aplace of which, he said, he had heard much, but had never seen it. The doctor readily agreed to his friend's proposal, and soon afterordered two coaches to be sent for to carry the whole company. Butwhen the servant was gone for them Booth acquainted the doctor that itwas yet too early. "Is it so?" said the doctor; "why, then, I willcarry you first to one of the greatest and highest entertainments inthe world. " The children pricked up their ears at this, nor did any of the companyguess what he meant; and Amelia asked what entertainment he couldcarry them to at that time of day? "Suppose, " says the doctor, "I should carry you to court. " "At five o'clock in the afternoon!" cries Booth. "Ay, suppose I should have interest enough to introduce you into thepresence. " "You are jesting, dear sir, " cries Amelia. "Indeed, I am serious, " answered the doctor. "I will introduce youinto that presence, compared to whom the greatest emperor on the earthis many millions of degrees meaner than the most contemptible reptileis to him. What entertainment can there be to a rational being equalto this? Was not the taste of mankind most wretchedly depraved, wherewould the vain man find an honour, or where would the love of pleasurepropose so adequate an object as divine worship? with what ecstasymust the contemplation of being admitted to such a presence fill themind! The pitiful courts of princes are open to few, and to those onlyat particular seasons; but from this glorious and gracious presence weare none of us, and at no time excluded. " The doctor was proceeding thus when the servant returned, saying thecoaches were ready; and the whole company with the greatest alacrityattended the doctor to St James's church. When the service was ended, and they were again got into theircoaches, Amelia returned the doctor many thanks for the light in whichhe had placed divine worship, assuring him that she had never beforehad so much transport in her devotion as at this time, and saying shebelieved she should be the better for this notion he had given her aslong as she lived. The coaches being come to the water-side, they all alighted, and, getting into one boat, proceeded to Vauxhall. The extreme beauty and elegance of this place is well known to almostevery one of my readers; and happy is it for me that it is so, sinceto give an adequate idea of it would exceed my power of description. To delineate the particular beauties of these gardens would, indeed, require as much pains, and as much paper too, as to rehearse all thegood actions of their master, whose life proves the truth of anobservation which I have read in some ethic writer, that a trulyelegant taste is generally accompanied with an excellency of heart;or, in other words, that true virtue is, indeed, nothing else but truetaste. Here our company diverted themselves with walking an hour or twobefore the music began. Of all the seven, Booth alone had ever beenhere before; so that, to all the rest, the place, with its othercharms, had that of novelty. When the music played, Amelia, who stoodnext to the doctor, said to him in a whisper, "I hope I am not guiltyof profaneness; but, in pursuance of that chearful chain of thoughtswith which you have inspired me this afternoon, I was just now lost ina reverie, and fancied myself in those blissful mansions which we hopeto enjoy hereafter. The delicious sweetness of the place, theenchanting charms of the music, and the satisfaction which appears inevery one's countenance, carried my soul almost to heaven in itsideas. I could not have, indeed, imagined there had been anything likethis in this world. " The doctor smiled, and said, "You see, dear madam, there may bepleasures of which you could conceive no idea till you actuallyenjoyed them. " And now the little boy, who had long withstood the attractions ofseveral cheesecakes that passed to and fro, could contain no longer, but asked his mother to give him one, saying, "I am sure my sisterwould be glad of another, though she is ashamed to ask. " The doctor, overhearing the child, proposed that they should all retire to someplace where they might sit down and refresh themselves; which theyaccordingly did. Amelia now missed her husband; but, as she had threemen in her company, and one of them was the doctor, she concludedherself and her children to be safe, and doubted not but that Boothwould soon find her out. They now sat down, and the doctor very gallantly desired Amelia tocall for what she liked. Upon which the children were supplied withcakes, and some ham and chicken were provided for the rest of thecompany; with which while they were regaling themselves with thehighest satisfaction, two young fellows walking arm-in-arm, came up, and when they came opposite to Amelia they stood still, staring Ameliafull in the face, and one of them cried aloud to the other, "D--n me, my lord, if she is not an angel!"--My lord stood still, staringlikewise at her, without speaking a word; when two others of the samegang came up, and one of them cried, "Come along, Jack, I have seenher before; but she is too well manned already. Three----are enoughfor one woman, or the devil is in it!" "D--n me, " says he that spoke first, and whom they called Jack, "Iwill have a brush at her if she belonged to the whole convocation. "And so saying, he went up to the young clergyman, and cried, "Doctor, sit up a little, if you please, and don't take up more room in a bedthan belongs to you. " At which words he gave the young man a push, andseated himself down directly over against Amelia, and, leaning bothhis elbows on the table, he fixed his eyes on her in a manner withwhich modesty can neither look nor bear to be looked at. Amelia seemed greatly shocked at this treatment; upon which the doctorremoved her within him, and then, facing the gentleman, asked him whathe meant by this rude behaviour?--Upon which my lord stept up andsaid, "Don't be impertinent, old gentleman. Do you think such fellowsas you are to keep, d--n me, such fine wenches, d--n me, toyourselves, d--n me?" "No, no, " cries Jack, "the old gentleman is more reasonable. Here'sthe fellow that eats up the tithe-pig. Don't you see how his mouthwaters at her? Where's your slabbering bib?" For, though the gentlemanhad rightly guessed he was a clergyman, yet he had not any of thoseinsignia on with which it would have been improper to have appearedthere. "Such boys as you, " cries the young clergyman, "ought to be wellwhipped at school, instead of being suffered to become nuisances insociety. " "Boys, sir!" says Jack; "I believe I am as good a man as yourself, Mr. ----, and as good a scholar too. _Bos fur sus quotque sacerdos_. Tellme what's next. D--n me, I'll hold you fifty pounds you don't tell mewhat's next. " "You have him, Jack, " cries my lord. "It is over with him, d--n me! hecan't strike another blow. " "If I had you in a proper place, " cries the clergyman, "you shouldfind I would strike a blow, and a pretty hard one too. " "There, " cries my lord, "there is the meekness of the clergyman--therespoke the wolf in sheep's clothing. D--n me, how big he looks! Youmust be civil to him, faith! or else he will burst with pride. " "Ay, ay, " cries Jack, " let the clergy alone for pride; there's not alord in the kingdom now hath half the pride of that fellow. " "Pray, sir, " cries the doctor, turning to the other, "are you a lord?" "Yes, Mr. ----, " cries he, "I have that honour, indeed. " "And I suppose you have pride too, " said the doctor. "I hope I have, sir, " answered he, "at your service. " "If such a one as you, sir, " cries the doctor, "who are not only ascandal to the title you bear as a lord, but even as a man, canpretend to pride, why will you not allow it to a clergyman? I suppose, sir, by your dress, you are in the army? and, by the ribbon in yourhat, you seem to be proud of that too. How much greater and morehonourable is the service in which that gentleman is enlisted thanyours! Why then should you object to the pride of the clergy, sincethe lowest of the function is in reality every way so much yoursuperior?" "Tida Tidu Tidum, " cries my lord. "However, gentlemen, " cries the doctor, "if you have the leastpretension to that name, I beg you will put an end to your frolic;since you see it gives so much uneasiness to the lady. Nay, I entreatyou for your own sakes, for here is one coming who will talk to you ina very different stile from ours. " "One coming!" cries my lord; "what care I who is coming?" "I suppose it is the devil, " cries Jack; "for here are two of hislivery servants already. " "Let the devil come as soon as he will, " cries my lord; "d--n me if Ihave not a kiss!" Amelia now fell a trembling; and her children, perceiving her fright, both hung on her, and began to cry; when Booth and Captain Trent bothcame up. Booth, seeing his wife disordered, asked eagerly what was the matter?At the same time the lord and his companion, seeing Captain Trent, whom they well knew, said both together, "What, doth this companybelong to you?" When the doctor, with great presence of mind, as hewas apprehensive of some fatal consequence if Booth should know whathad past, said, "So, Mr. Booth, I am glad you are returned; your poorlady here began to be frighted out of her wits. But now you have himagain, " said he to Amelia, "I hope you will be easy. " Amelia, frighted as she was, presently took the hint, and greatly chidher husband for leaving her. But the little boy was not so quick-sighted, and cried, "Indeed, papa, those naughty men there havefrighted my mamma out of her wits. " "How!" cries Booth, a little moved; "frightened! Hath any onefrightened you, my dear?" "No, my love, " answered she, "nothing. I know not what the childmeans. Everything is well now I see you safe. " Trent had been all the while talking aside with the young sparks; andnow, addressing himself to Booth, said, "Here hath been some littlemistake; I believe my lord mistook Mrs. Booth for some other lady. " "It is impossible, " cries my lord, "to know every one. I am sure, if Ihad known the lady to be a woman of fashion, and an acquaintance ofCaptain Trent, I should have said nothing disagreeable to her; but, ifI have, I ask her pardon, and the company's. " "I am in the dark, " cries Booth. "Pray what is all this matter?" "Nothing of any consequence, " cries the doctor, "nor worth yourenquiring into. You hear it was a mistake of the person, and I reallybelieve his lordship that all proceeded from his not knowing to whomthe lady belonged. " "Come, come, " says Trent, "there is nothing in the matter, I assureyou. I will tell you the whole another time. " "Very well; since you say so, " cries Booth, "I am contented. " So endedthe affair, and the two sparks made their congee, and sneaked off. "Now they are gone, " said the young gentleman, "I must say I never sawtwo worse-bred jackanapes, nor fellows that deserved to be kickedmore. If I had had them in another place I would have taught them alittle more respect to the church. " "You took rather a better way, " answered the doctor, "to teach themthat respect. " Booth now desired his friend Trent to sit down with them, and proposedto call for a fresh bottle of wine; but Amelia's spirits were too muchdisconcerted to give her any prospect of pleasure that evening. Shetherefore laid hold of the pretence of her children, for whom she saidthe hour was already too late; with which the doctor agreed. So theypaid their reckoning and departed, leaving to the two rakes thetriumph of having totally dissipated the mirth of this little innocentcompany, who were before enjoying complete satisfaction. Chapter X _A curious conversation between the doctor, the young clergyman, andthe young clergyman's father_. The next morning, when the doctor and his two friends were atbreakfast, the young clergyman, in whose mind the injurious treatmenthe had received the evening before was very deeply impressed, renewedthe conversation on that subject. "It is a scandal, " said he, "to the government, that they do notpreserve more respect to the clergy, by punishing all rudeness to themwith the utmost severity. It was very justly observed of you, sir, "said he to the doctor, " that the lowest clergyman in England is inreal dignity superior to the highest nobleman. What then can be soshocking as to see that gown, which ought to entitle us to theveneration of all we meet, treated with contempt and ridicule? Are wenot, in fact, ambassadors from heaven to the world? and do they not, therefore, in denying us our due respect, deny it in reality to Himthat sent us?" "If that be the case, " says the doctor, "it behoves them to look tothemselves; for He who sent us is able to exact most severe vengeancefor the ill treatment of His ministers. " "Very true, sir, " cries the young one; "and I heartily hope He will;but those punishments are at too great a distance to infuse terrorinto wicked minds. The government ought to interfere with itsimmediate censures. Fines and imprisonments and corporal punishmentsoperate more forcibly on the human mind than all the fears ofdamnation. " "Do you think so?" cries the doctor; "then I am afraid men are verylittle in earnest in those fears. " "Most justly observed, " says the old gentleman. "Indeed, I am afraidthat is too much the case. " "In that, " said the son, "the government is to blame. Are not books ofinfidelity, treating our holy religion as a mere imposture, nay, sometimes as a mere jest, published daily, and spread abroad amongstthe people with perfect impunity?" "You are certainly in the right, " says the doctor; "there is a mostblameable remissness with regard to these matters; but the whole blamedoth not lie there; some little share of the fault is, I am afraid, tobe imputed to the clergy themselves. " "Indeed, sir, " cries the young one, "I did not expect that charge froma gentleman of your cloth. Do the clergy give any encouragement tosuch books? Do they not, on the contrary, cry loudly out against thesuffering them? This is the invidious aspersion of the laity; and Idid not expect to hear it confirmed by one of our own cloth. " "Be not too impatient, young gentleman, " said the doctor. " I do notabsolutely confirm the charge of the laity; it is much too general andtoo severe; but even the laity themselves do not attack them in thatpart to which you have applied your defence. They are not supposedsuch fools as to attack that religion to which they owe their temporalwelfare. They are not taxed with giving any other support toinfidelity than what it draws from the ill examples of their lives; Imean of the lives of some of them. Here too the laity carry theircensures too far; for there are very few or none of the clergy whoselives, if compared with those of the laity, can be called profligate;but such, indeed, is the perfect purity of our religion, such is theinnocence and virtue which it exacts to entitle us to its gloriousrewards and to screen us from its dreadful punishments, that he mustbe a very good man indeed who lives up to it. Thus then these personsargue. This man is educated in a perfect knowledge of religion, islearned in its laws, and is by his profession obliged, in a manner, tohave them always before his eyes. The rewards which it promises to theobedience of these laws are so great, and the punishments threatenedon disobedience so dreadful, that it is impossible but all men mustfearfully fly from the one, and as eagerly pursue the other. If, therefore, such a person lives in direct opposition to, and in aconstant breach of, these laws, the inference is obvious. There is apleasant story in Matthew Paris, which I will tell you as well as Ican remember it. Two young gentlemen, I think they were priests, agreed together that whosoever died first should return and acquainthis friend with the secrets of the other world. One of them died soonafter, and fulfilled his promise. The whole relation he gave is notvery material; but, among other things, he produced one of his hands, which Satan had made use of to write upon, as the moderns do on acard, and had sent his compliments to the priests for the number ofsouls which the wicked examples of their lives daily sent to hell. This story is the more remarkable as it was written by a priest, and agreat favourer of his order. " "Excellent!" cried the old gentleman; "what a memory you have. " "But, sir, " cries the young one, "a clergyman is a man as well asanother; and, if such perfect purity be expected--" "I do not expect it, " cries the doctor; "and I hope it will not beexpected of us. The Scripture itself gives us this hope, where thebest of us are said to fall twenty times a-day. But sure we may notallow the practice of any of those grosser crimes which contaminatethe whole mind. We may expect an obedience to the ten commandments, and an abstinence from such notorious vices as, in the first place, Avarice, which, indeed, can hardly subsist without the breach of morecommandments than one. Indeed, it would be excessive candour toimagine that a man who so visibly sets his whole heart, not only onthis world, but on one of the most worthless things in it (for so ismoney, without regard to its uses), should be, at the same time, laying up his treasure in heaven. Ambition is a second vice of thissort: we are told we cannot serve God and Mammon. I might have appliedthis to avarice; but I chose rather to mention it here. When we see aman sneaking about in courts and levees, and doing the dirty work ofgreat men, from the hopes of preferment, can we believe that a fellowwhom we see to have so many hard task-masters upon earth ever thinksof his Master which is in heaven? Must he not himself think, if everhe reflects at all, that so glorious a Master will disdain and disowna servant who is the dutiful tool of a court-favourite, and employedeither as the pimp of his pleasure, or sometimes, perhaps, made adirty channel to assist in the conveyance of that corruption which isclogging up and destroying the very vitals of his country? "The last vice which I shall mention is Pride. There is not in theuniverse a more ridiculous nor a more contemptible animal than a proudclergyman; a turkey-cock or a jackdaw are objects of veneration whencompared with him. I don't mean, by Pride, that noble dignity of mindto which goodness can only administer an adequate object, whichdelights in the testimony of its own conscience, and could not, without the highest agonies, bear its condemnation. By Pride I meanthat saucy passion which exults in every little eventual pre-eminenceover other men: such are the ordinary gifts of nature, and the paultrypresents of fortune, wit, knowledge, birth, strength, beauty, riches, titles, and rank. That passion which is ever aspiring, like a sillychild, to look over the heads of all about them; which, while itservilely adheres to the great, flies from the poor, as if afraid ofcontamination; devouring greedily every murmur of applause and everylook of admiration; pleased and elated with all kind of respect; andhurt and enflamed with the contempt of the lowest and most despicableof fools, even with such as treated you last night disrespectfully atVauxhall. Can such a mind as this be fixed on things above? Can such aman reflect that he hath the ineffable honour to be employed in theimmediate service of his great Creator? or can he please himself withthe heart-warming hope that his ways are acceptable in the sight ofthat glorious, that incomprehensible Being?" "Hear, child, hear, " cries the old gentleman; "hear, and improve yourunderstanding. Indeed, my good friend, no one retires from you withoutcarrying away some good instructions with him. Learn of the doctor, Tom, and you will be the better man as long as you live. " "Undoubtedly, sir, " answered Tom, "the doctor hath spoken a great dealof excellent truth; and, without a compliment to him, I was always agreat admirer of his sermons, particularly of their oratory. But, _Nee tamen hoc tribuens dederim quoque caetera_. I cannot agree that a clergyman is obliged to put up with an affrontany more than another man, and more especially when it is paid to theorder. " "I am very sorry, young gentleman, " cries the doctor, "that you shouldbe ever liable to be affronted as a clergyman; and I do assure you, ifI had known your disposition formerly, the order should never havebeen affronted through you. " The old gentleman now began to check his son for his opposition to thedoctor, when a servant delivered the latter a note from Amelia, whichhe read immediately to himself, and it contained the following words: "MY DEAR SIR, --Something hath happened since I saw you which gives megreat uneasiness, and I beg the favour of seeing you as soon aspossible to advise with you upon it. I am Your most obliged and dutiful daughter, AMELIA BOOTH. " The doctor's answer was, that he would wait on the lady directly; andthen, turning to his friend, he asked him if he would not take a walkin the Park before dinner. "I must go, " says he, "to the lady who waswith us last night; for I am afraid, by her letter, some bad accidenthath happened to her. Come, young gentleman, I spoke a little toohastily to you just now; but I ask your pardon. Some allowance must bemade to the warmth of your blood. I hope we shall, in time, both thinkalike. " The old gentleman made his friend another compliment; and the youngone declared he hoped he should always think, and act too, with thedignity becoming his cloth. After which the doctor took his leave fora while, and went to Amelia's lodgings. As soon as he was gone the old gentleman fell very severely on hisson. "Tom, " says he, "how can you be such a fool to undo, by yourperverseness, all that I have been doing? Why will you not learn tostudy mankind with the attention which I have employed to thatpurpose? Do you think, if I had affronted this obstinate old fellow asyou do, I should ever have engaged his friendship?" "I cannot help it, sir, " said Tom: "I have not studied six years atthe university to give up my sentiments to every one. It is true, indeed, he put together a set of sounding words; but, in the main, Inever heard any one talk more foolishly. " "What of that?" cries the father; "I never told you he was a wise man, nor did I ever think him so. If he had any understanding, he wouldhave been a bishop long ago, to my certain knowledge. But, indeed, hehath been always a fool in private life; for I question whether he isworth L100 in the world, more than his annual income. He hath givenaway above half his fortune to the Lord knows who. I believe I havehad above L200 of him, first and last; and would you lose such amilch-cow as this for want of a few compliments? Indeed, Tom, thou artas great a simpleton as himself. How do you expect to rise in thechurch if you cannot temporise and give in to the opinions of yoursuperiors?" "I don't know, sir, " cries Tom, "what you mean by my superiors. In onesense, I own, a doctor of divinity is superior to a bachelor of arts, and so far I am ready to allow his superiority; but I understand Greekand Hebrew as well as he, and will maintain my opinion against him, orany other in the schools. " "Tom, " cries the old gentleman, "till thou gettest the better of thyconceit I shall never have any hopes of thee. If thou art wise, thouwilt think every man thy superior of whom thou canst get anything; atleast thou wilt persuade him that thou thinkest so, and that issufficient. Tom, Tom, thou hast no policy in thee. " "What have I been learning these seven years, " answered he, "in theuniversity? However, father, I can account for your opinion. It is thecommon failing of old men to attribute all wisdom to themselves. Nestor did it long ago: but, if you will inquire my character atcollege, I fancy you will not think I want to go to school again. " The father and son then went to take their walk, during which theformer repeated many good lessons of policy to his son, not greatlyperhaps to his edification. In truth, if the old gentleman's fondnesshad not in a great measure blinded him to the imperfections of hisson, he would have soon perceived that he was sowing all hisinstructions in a soil so choaked with self-conceit that it wasutterly impossible they should ever bear any fruit. BOOK X. Chapter i. _To which we will prefix no preface_. The doctor found Amelia alone, for Booth was gone to walk with hisnew-revived acquaintance, Captain Trent, who seemed so pleased withthe renewal of his intercourse with his old brother-officer, that hehad been almost continually with him from the time of their meeting atthe drum. Amelia acquainted the doctor with the purport of her message, asfollows: "I ask your pardon, my dear sir, for troubling you so oftenwith my affairs; but I know your extreme readiness, as well asability, to assist any one with your advice. The fact is, that myhusband hath been presented by Colonel James with two tickets for amasquerade, which is to be in a day or two, and he insists so stronglyon my going with him, that I really do not know how to refuse withoutgiving him some reason; and I am not able to invent any other than thetrue one, which you would not, I am sure, advise me to communicate tohim. Indeed I had a most narrow escape the other day; for I was almostdrawn in inadvertently by a very strange accident, to acquaint himwith the whole matter. " She then related the serjeant's dream, withall the consequences that attended it. The doctor considered a little with himself, and then said, "I amreally, child, puzzled as well as you about this matter. I would by nomeans have you go to the masquerade; I do not indeed like thediversion itself, as I have heard it described to me; not that I amsuch a prude to suspect every woman who goes there of any evilintentions; but it is a pleasure of too loose and disorderly a kindfor the recreation of a sober mind. Indeed, you have still a strongerand more particular objection. I will try myself to reason him out ofit. " "Indeed it is impossible, " answered she; "and therefore I would notset you about it. I never saw him more set on anything. There is aparty, as they call it, made on the occasion; and he tells me myrefusal will disappoint all. " "I really do not know what to advise you, " cries the doctor; "I havetold you I do not approve of these diversions; but yet, as yourhusband is so very desirous, I cannot think there will be any harm ingoing with him. However, I will consider of it, and do all in my powerfor you. " Here Mrs. Atkinson came in, and the discourse on this subject ceased;but soon after Amelia renewed it, saying there was no occasion to keepanything a secret from her friend. They then fell to debating on thesubject, but could not come to any resolution. But Mrs. Atkinson, whowas in an unusual flow of spirits, cried out, "Fear nothing, my dearAmelia, two women surely will be too hard for one man. I think, doctor, it exceeds Virgil: _Una dolo divum si faemina victa duorum est_. " "Very well repeated, indeed!" cries the doctor. "Do you understand allVirgil as well as you seem to do that line?" "I hope I do, sir, " said she, "and Horace too; or else my father threwaway his time to very little purpose in teaching me. " "I ask your pardon, madam, " cries the doctor. "I own it was animpertinent question. " "Not at all, sir, " says she; "and if you are one of those who imaginewomen incapable of learning, I shall not be offended at it. I know thecommon opinion; but _Interdum vulgus rectum videt, est ubi peccat_. " "If I was to profess such an opinion, madam, " said the doctor, "MadamDacier and yourself would bear testimony against me. The utmost indeedthat I should venture would be to question the utility of learning ina young lady's education. " "I own, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "as the world is constituted, it cannotbe as serviceable to her fortune as it will be to that of a man; butyou will allow, doctor, that learning may afford a woman, at least, areasonable and an innocent entertainment. " "But I will suppose, " cried the doctor, "it may have itsinconveniences. As, for instance, if a learned lady should meet withan unlearned husband, might she not be apt to despise him?" "I think not, " cries Mrs. Atkinson--"and, if I may be allowed theinstance, I think I have shewn, myself, that women who have learningthemselves can be contented without that qualification in a man. " "To be sure, " cries the doctor, "there may be other qualificationswhich may have their weight in the balance. But let us take the otherside of the question, and suppose the learned of both sexes to meet inthe matrimonial union, may it not afford one excellent subject ofdisputation, which is the most learned?" "Not at all, " cries Mrs. Atkinson; "for, if they had both learning andgood sense, they would soon see on which side the superiority lay. " "But if the learned man, " said the doctor, "should be a littleunreasonable in his opinion, are you sure that the learned woman wouldpreserve her duty to her husband, and submit?" "But why, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "must we necessarily suppose that alearned man would be unreasonable?" "Nay, madam, " said the doctor, "I am not your husband; and you shallnot hinder me from supposing what I please. Surely it is not such aparadox to conceive that a man of learning should be unreasonable. Arethere no unreasonable opinions in very learned authors, even among thecritics themselves? For instance, what can be a more strange, andindeed unreasonable opinion, than to prefer the Metamorphoses of Ovidto the AEneid of Virgil?" "It would be indeed so strange, " cries the lady, "that you shall notpersuade me it was ever the opinion of any man. " "Perhaps not, " cries the doctor; "and I believe you and I should notdiffer in our judgments of any person who maintained such an opinion--What a taste must he have!" "A most contemptible one indeed, " cries Mrs. Atkinson. "I am satisfied, " cries the doctor. "And in the words of your ownHorace, _Verbum non amplius addam_. " "But how provoking is this, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "to draw one in sucha manner! I protest I was so warm in the defence of my favouriteVirgil, that I was not aware of your design; but all your triumphdepends on a supposition that one should be so unfortunate as to meetwith the silliest fellow in the world. " "Not in the least, " cries the doctor. "Doctor Bentley was not such aperson; and yet he would have quarrelled, I am convinced, with anywife in the world, in behalf of one of his corrections. I don'tsuppose he would have given up his _Ingentia Fata_ to an angel. " "But do you think, " said she, "if I had loved him, I would havecontended with him?" "Perhaps you might sometimes, " said the doctor, "be of thesesentiments; but you remember your own Virgil--_Varium et mutabilesemper faemina_. " "Nay, Amelia, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "you are now concerned as well as Iam; for he hath now abused the whole sex, and quoted the severestthing that ever was said against us, though I allow it is one of thefinest. " "With all my heart, my dear, " cries Amelia. "I have the advantage ofyou, however, for I don't understand him. " "Nor doth she understand much better than yourself, " cries the doctor;"or she would not admire nonsense, even though in Virgil. " "Pardon me, sir, " said she. "And pardon me, madam, " cries the doctor, with a feigned seriousness;"I say, a boy in the fourth form at Eton would be whipt, or woulddeserve to be whipt at least, who made the neuter gender agree withthe feminine. You have heard, however, that Virgil left his AEneidincorrect; and, perhaps, had he lived to correct it, we should nothave seen the faults we now see in it. " "Why, it is very true as you say, doctor, " cries Mrs. Atkinson; "thereseems to be a false concord. I protest I never thought of it before. " "And yet this is the Virgil, " answered the doctor, "that you are sofond of, who hath made you all of the neuter gender; or, as we say inEnglish, he hath made mere animals of you; for, if we translate itthus, "Woman is a various and changeable animal, "there will be no fault, I believe, unless in point of civility to theladies. " Mrs. Atkinson had just time to tell the doctor he was a provokingcreature, before the arrival of Booth and his friend put an end tothat learned discourse, in which neither of the parties had greatlyrecommended themselves to each other; the doctor's opinion of the ladybeing not at all heightened by her progress in the classics, and she, on the other hand, having conceived a great dislike in her hearttowards the doctor, which would have raged, perhaps, with no less furyfrom the consideration that he had been her husband. Chapter ii. _What happened at the masquerade_. From this time to the day of the masquerade nothing happened ofconsequence enough to have a place in this history. On that day Colonel James came to Booth's about nine in the evening, where he stayed for Mrs. James, who did not come till near eleven. Thefour masques then set out together in several chairs, and allproceeded to the Haymarket. When they arrived at the Opera-house the colonel and Mrs. Jamespresently left them; nor did Booth and his lady remain long together, but were soon divided from each other by different masques. A domino soon accosted the lady, and had her away to the upper end ofthe farthest room on the right hand, where both the masques sat down;nor was it long before the he domino began to make very fervent loveto the she. It would, perhaps, be tedious to the reader to run throughthe whole process, which was not indeed in the most romantick stile. The lover seemed to consider his mistress as a mere woman of thisworld, and seemed rather to apply to her avarice and ambition than toher softer passions. As he was not so careful to conceal his true voice as the lady was, she soon discovered that this lover of her's was no other than her oldfriend the peer, and presently a thought suggested itself to her ofmaking an advantage of this accident. She gave him therefore anintimation that she knew him, and expressed some astonishment at hishaving found her out. "I suspect, " says she, "my lord, that you have afriend in the woman where I now lodge, as well as you had in Mrs. Ellison. " My lord protested the contrary. To which she answered, "Nay, my lord, do not defend her so earnestly till you are sure I shouldhave been angry with her. " At these words, which were accompanied with a very bewitchingsoftness, my lord flew into raptures rather too strong for the placehe was in. These the lady gently checked, and begged him to take carethey were not observed; for that her husband, for aught she knew, wasthen in the room. Colonel James came now up, and said, "So, madam, I have the goodfortune to find you again; I have been extremely miserable since Ilost you. " The lady answered in her masquerade voice that she did notknow him. "I am Colonel James, " said he, in a whisper. "Indeed, sir, "answered she, "you are mistaken; I have no acquaintance with anyColonel James. " "Madam, " answered he, in a whisper likewise, "I ampositive I am not mistaken, you are certainly Mrs. Booth. " "Indeed, sir, " said she, "you are very impertinent, and I beg you will leaveme. " My lord then interposed, and, speaking in his own voice, assuredthe colonel that the lady was a woman of quality, and that they wereengaged in a conversation together; upon which the colonel asked thelady's pardon; for, as there was nothing remarkable in her dress, hereally believed he had been mistaken. He then went again a hunting through the rooms, and soon after foundBooth walking without his mask between two ladies, one of whom was ina blue domino, and the other in the dress of a shepherdess. "Will, "cries the colonel, "do you know what is become of our wives; for Ihave seen neither of them since we have been in the room?" Boothanswered, "That he supposed they were both together, and they shouldfind them by and by. " "What!" cries the lady in the blue domino, "areyou both come upon duty then with your wives? as for yours, Mr. Alderman, " said she to the colonel, "I make no question but she is gotinto much better company than her husband's. " "How can you be socruel, madam?" said the shepherdess; "you will make him beat his wifeby and by, for he is a military man I assure you. " "In the trainedbands, I presume, " cries the domino, "for he is plainly dated from thecity. " "I own, indeed, " cries the other, "the gentleman smellsstrongly of Thames-street, and, if I may venture to guess, of thehonourable calling of a taylor. " "Why, what the devil hast thou picked up here?" cries James. "Upon my soul, I don't know, " answered Booth; "I wish you would takeone of them at least. " "What say you, madam?" cries the domino, "will you go with thecolonel? I assure you, you have mistaken your man, for he is no less aperson than the great Colonel James himself. " [Illustration: Booth between the blue domino and a Shepherdess. ] "No wonder, then, that Mr. Booth gives him his choice of us; it is theproper office of a caterer, in which capacity Mr. Booth hath, I amtold, the honour to serve the noble colonel. " "Much good may it do you with your ladies!" said James; "I will go inpursuit of better game. " At which words he walked off. "You are a true sportsman, " cries the shepherdess; "for your onlypleasure, I believe, lies in the pursuit. " "Do you know the gentleman, madam?" cries the domino. "Who doth not know him?" answered the shepherdess. "What is his character?" cries the domino; "for, though I have jestedwith him, I only know him by sight. " "I know nothing very particular in his character, " cries theshepherdess. "He gets every handsome woman he can, and so they doall. " "I suppose then he is not married?" said the domino. "O yes! and married for love too, " answered the other; "but he hathloved away all his love for her long ago, and now, he says, she makesas fine an object of hatred. I think, if the fellow ever appears tohave any wit, it is when he abuses his wife; and, luckily for him, that is his favourite topic. I don't know the poor wretch, but, as hedescribes her, it is a miserable animal. " "I know her very well, " cries the other; "and I am much mistaken ifshe is not even with him; but hang him! what is become of Booth?" At this instant a great noise arose near that part where the twoladies were. This was occasioned by a large assembly of young fellowswhom they call bucks, who were got together, and were enjoying, as thephrase is, a letter, which one of them had found in the room. Curiosity hath its votaries among all ranks of people; whenevertherefore an object of this appears it is as sure of attracting acroud in the assemblies of the polite as in those of their inferiors. When this croud was gathered together, one of the bucks, at the desireof his companions, as well as of all present, performed the part of apublic orator, and read out the following letter, which we shall givethe reader, together with the comments of the orator himself, and ofall his audience. The orator then, being mounted on a bench, began as follows: "Here beginneth the first chapter of--saint--Pox on't, Jack, what isthe saint's name? I have forgot. " "Timothy, you blockhead, " answered another; "--Timothy. " "Well, then, " cries the orator, "of Saint Timothy. "'SIR, --I am very sorry to have any occasion of writing on thefollowing subject in a country that is honoured with the name ofChristian; much more am I concerned to address myself to a man whosemany advantages, derived both from nature and fortune, should demandthe highest return of gratitude to the great Giver of all those goodthings. Is not such a man guilty of the highest ingratitude to thatmost beneficent Being, by a direct and avowed disobedience of his mostpositive laws and commands? "'I need not tell you that adultery is forbid in the laws of thedecalogue; nor need I, I hope, mention that it is expressly forbid inthe New Testament. ' "You see, therefore, " said the orator, "what the law is, and thereforenone of you will be able to plead ignorance when you come to the OldBailey in the other world. But here goes again:-- "'If it had not been so expressly forbidden in Scripture, still thelaw of Nature would have yielded light enough for us to havediscovered the great horror and atrociousness of this crime. "'And accordingly we find that nations, where the Sun of righteousnesshath yet never shined, have punished the adulterer with the mostexemplary pains and penalties; not only the polite heathens, but themost barbarous nations, have concurred in these; in many places themost severe and shameful corporal punishments, and in some, and thosenot a few, death itself hath been inflicted on this crime. "'And sure in a human sense there is scarce any guilt which deservesto be more severely punished. It includes in it almost every injuryand every mischief which one man can do to, or can bring on, another. It is robbing him of his property--' "Mind that, ladies, " said the orator;" you are all the property ofyour husbands. --'And of that property which, if he is a good man, hevalues above all others. It is poisoning that fountain whence he hatha right to derive the sweetest and most innocent pleasure, the mostcordial comfort, the most solid friendship, and most faithfulassistance in all his affairs, wants, and distresses. It is thedestruction of his peace of mind, and even of his reputation. The ruinof both wife and husband, and sometimes of the whole family, are theprobable consequence of this fatal injury. Domestic happiness is theend of almost all our pursuits, and the common reward of all ourpains. When men find themselves for ever barred from this delightfulfruition, they are lost to all industry, and grow careless of alltheir worldly affairs. Thus they become bad subjects, bad relations, bad friends, and bad men. Hatred and revenge are the wretched passionswhich boil in their minds. Despair and madness very commonly ensue, and murder and suicide often close the dreadful scene. ' "Thus, gentlemen and ladies, you see the scene is closed. So here endsthe first act--and thus begins the second:-- "'I have here attempted to lay before you a picture of this vice, thehorror of which no colours of mine can exaggerate. But what pencil candelineate the horrors of that punishment which the Scripture denouncesagainst it? "'And for what will you subject yourself to this punishment? or forwhat reward will you inflict all this misery on another? I will add, on your friend? for the possession of a woman; for the pleasure of amoment? But, if neither virtue nor religion can restrain yourinordinate appetites, are there not many women as handsome as yourfriend's wife, whom, though not with innocence, you may possess with amuch less degree of guilt? What motive then can thus hurry you on tothe destruction of yourself and your friend? doth the peculiarrankness of the guilt add any zest to the sin? doth it enhance thepleasure as much as we may be assured it will the punishment? "'But if you can be so lost to all sense of fear, and of shame, and ofgoodness, as not to be debarred by the evil which you are to bring onyourself, by the extreme baseness of the action, nor by the ruin inwhich you are to involve others, let me still urge the difficulty, Imay say, the impossibility of the success. You are attacking afortress on a rock; a chastity so strongly defended, as well by ahappy natural disposition of mind as by the strongest principles ofreligion and virtue, implanted by education and nourished and improvedby habit, that the woman must be invincible even without that firm andconstant affection of her husband which would guard a much looser andworse-disposed heart. What therefore are you attempting but tointroduce distrust, and perhaps disunion, between an innocent and ahappy couple, in which too you cannot succeed without bringing, I amconvinced, certain destruction on your own head? "'Desist, therefore, let me advise you, from this enormous crime;retreat from the vain attempt of climbing a precipice which it isimpossible you should ever ascend, where you must probably soon fallinto utter perdition, and can have no other hope but of dragging downyour best friend into perdition with you. "'I can think of but one argument more, and that, indeed, a very badone; you throw away that time in an impossible attempt, which might, in other places, crown your sinful endeavours with success. ' "And so ends the dismal ditty. " "D--n me, " cries one, "did ever mortal hear such d--ned stuff?" "Upon my soul, " said another, "I like the last argument well enough. There is some sense in that; for d--n me if I had not rather go to D--g--ss at any time than follow a virtuous b---- for a fortnight. " "Tom, " says one of them, "let us set the ditty to music; let ussubscribe to have it set by Handel; it will make an excellentoratorio. " "D--n me, Jack, " says another, "we'll have it set to a psalm-tune, andwe'll sing it next Sunday at St James's church, and I'll bear a bob, d--n me. " "Fie upon it! gentlemen, fie upon it!" said a frier, who came up; "doyou think there is any wit and humour in this ribaldry; or, if therewere, would it make any atonement for abusing religion and virtue?" "Heyday!" cries one, "this is a frier in good earnest. " "Whatever I am, " said the frier, "I hope at least you are what youappear to be. Heaven forbid, for the sake of our posterity, that youshould be gentlemen. " "Jack, " cries one, "let us toss the frier in a blanket. " "Me in a blanket?" said the frier: "by the dignity of man, I willtwist the neck of every one of you as sure as ever the neck of adunghill-cock was twisted. " At which words he pulled off his mask, andthe tremendous majesty of Colonel Bath appeared, from which the bucksfled away as fast as the Trojans heretofore from the face of Achilles. The colonel did not think it worth while to pursue any other of themexcept him who had the letter in his hand, which the colonel desiredto see, and the other delivered, saying it was very much at hisservice. The colonel being possessed of the letter, retired as privately as hecould, in order to give it a careful perusal; for, badly as it hadbeen read by the orator, there were some passages in it which hadpleased the colonel. He had just gone through it when Booth passed byhim; upon which the colonel called to him, and, delivering him theletter, bid him put it in his pocket and read it at his leisure. Hemade many encomiums upon it, and told Booth it would be of service tohim, and was proper for all young men to read. Booth had not yet seen his wife; but, as he concluded she was safewith Mrs. James, he was not uneasy. He had been prevented searchingfarther after her by the lady in the blue domino, who had joined himagain. Booth had now made these discoveries: that the lady was prettywell acquainted with him, that she was a woman of fashion, and thatshe had a particular regard for him. But, though he was a gay man, hewas in reality so fond of his Amelia, that he thought of no otherwoman; wherefore, though not absolutely a Joseph, as we have alreadyseen, yet could he not be guilty of premeditated inconstancy. He wasindeed so very cold and insensible to the hints which were given him, that the lady began to complain of his dullness. When the shepherdessagain came up and heard this accusation against him, she confirmed it, saying, "I do assure you, madam, he is the dullest fellow in theworld. Indeed, I should almost take you for his wife, by finding you asecond time with him; for I do assure you the gentleman very seldomkeeps any other company. " "Are you so well acquainted with him, madam?" said the domino. "I have had that honour longer than yourladyship, I believe, " answered the shepherdess. "Possibly you may, madam, " cries the domino; "but I wish you would not interrupt us atpresent, for we have some business together. " "I believe, madam, "answered the shepherdess, "my business with the gentleman isaltogether as important as yours; and therefore your ladyship maywithdraw if you please. " "My dear ladies, " cries Booth, "I beg youwill not quarrel about me. " "Not at all, " answered the domino; "sinceyou are so indifferent, I resign my pretensions with all my heart. Ifyou had not been the dullest fellow upon earth, I am convinced youmust have discovered me. " She then went off, muttering to herself thatshe was satisfied the shepherdess was some wretched creature whomnobody knew. The shepherdess overheard the sarcasm, and answered it by asking Boothwhat contemptible wretch he had picked up? "Indeed, madam, " said he, "you know as much of her as I do; she is a masquerade acquaintancelike yourself. " "Like me!" repeated she. "Do you think if this hadbeen our first acquaintance I should have wasted so much time with youas I have? for your part, indeed, I believe a woman will get verylittle advantage by her having been formerly intimate with you. " "I donot know, madam, " said Booth, "that I deserve that character any morethan I know the person that now gives it me. " "And you have theassurance then, " said she, in her own voice, "to affect not toremember me?" "I think, " cries Booth, "I have heard that voice before;but, upon my soul, I do not recollect it. " "Do you recollect, " saidshe, "no woman that you have used with the highest barbarity--I willnot say ingratitude?" "No, upon my honour, " answered Booth. "Mentionnot honour, " said she, "thou wretch! for, hardened as thou art, Icould shew thee a face that, in spite of thy consummate impudence, would confound thee with shame and horrour. Dost thou not yet knowme?" "I do, madam, indeed, " answered Booth, "and I confess that of allwomen in the world you have the most reason for what you said. " Here a long dialogue ensued between the gentleman and the lady, whom, I suppose, I need not mention to have been Miss Matthews; but, as itconsisted chiefly of violent upbraidings on her side, and excuses onhis, I despair of making it entertaining to the reader, and shalltherefore return to the colonel, who, having searched all the roomswith the utmost diligence, without finding the woman he looked for, began to suspect that he had before fixed on the right person, andthat Amelia had denied herself to him, being pleased with herparamour, whom he had discovered to be the noble peer. He resolved, therefore, as he could have no sport himself, to spoilthat of others; accordingly he found out Booth, and asked him againwhat was become of both their wives; for that he had searched all overthe rooms, and could find neither of them. Booth was now a little alarmed at this account, and, parting with MissMatthews, went along with the colonel in search of his wife. As forMiss Matthews, he had at length pacified her with a promise to makeher a visit; which promise she extorted from him, swearing bitterly, in the most solemn manner, unless he made it to her, she would exposeboth him and herself at the masquerade. As he knew the violence of the lady's passions, and to what heightsthey were capable of rising, he was obliged to come in to these terms:for he had, I am convinced, no fear upon earth equal to that ofAmelia's knowing what it was in the power of Miss Matthews tocommunicate to her, and which to conceal from her, he had alreadyundergone so much uneasiness. The colonel led Booth directly to the place where he had seen the peerand Amelia (such he was now well convinced she was) sitting together. Booth no sooner saw her than he said to the colonel, "Sure that is mywife in conversation with that masque?" "I took her for your ladymyself, " said the colonel; "but I found I was mistaken. Hark ye, thatis my Lord----, and I have seen that very lady with him all thisnight. " This conversation past at a little distance, and out of the hearing ofthe supposed Amelia; when Booth, looking stedfastly at the lady, declared with an oath that he was positive the colonel was in theright. She then beckoned to him with her fan; upon which he wentdirectly to her, and she asked him to go home, which he very readilyconsented to. The peer then walked off: the colonel went in pursuit ofhis wife, or of some other woman; and Booth and his lady returned intwo chairs to their lodgings. Chapter iii. _Consequences of the masquerade, not uncommon nor surprizing_. The lady, getting first out of her chair, ran hastily up into thenursery to the children; for such was Amelia's constant method at herreturn home, at whatever hour. Booth then walked into the dining-room, where he had not been long before Amelia came down to him, and, with amost chearful countenance, said, "My dear, I fancy we have neither ofus supped; shall I go down and see whether there is any cold meat inthe house?" "For yourself, if you please, " answered Booth; "but I shall eatnothing. " "How, my dear!" said Amelia; "I hope you have not lost your appetiteat the masquerade!" for supper was a meal at which he generally eatvery heartily. "I know not well what I have lost, " said Booth; "I find myselfdisordered. --My head aches. I know not what is the matter with me. " "Indeed, my dear, you frighten me, " said Amelia; "you look, indeed, disordered. I wish the masquerade had been far enough before you hadgone thither. " "Would to Heaven it had!" cries Booth; "but that is over now. Butpray, Amelia, answer me one question--Who was that gentleman with youwhen I came up to you?" "The gentleman! my dear, " said Amelia; "what gentleman?" "The gentleman--the nobleman--when I came up; sure I speak plain. " "Upon my word, my dear, I don't understand you, " answered she; "I didnot know one person at the masquerade. " "How!" said he; "what! spend the whole evening with a masque withoutknowing him?" "Why, my dear, " said she, "you know we were not together. " "I know we were not, " said he, "but what is that to the purpose? Sureyou answer me strangely. I know we were not together; and therefore Iask you whom you were with?" "Nay, but, my dear, " said she, "can I tell people in masques?" "I say again, madam, " said he, "would you converse two hours or morewith a masque whom you did not know?" "Indeed, child, " says she, "I know nothing of the methods of amasquerade; for I never was at one in my life. " "I wish to Heaven you had not been at this!" cries Booth. "Nay, youwill wish so yourself if you tell me truth. --What have I said? do I--can I suspect you of not speaking truth? Since you are ignorant then Iwill inform you: the man you have conversed with was no other thanLord----. " "And is that the reason, " said she, "you wish I had not been there?" "And is not that reason, " answered he, "sufficient? Is he not the lastman upon earth with whom I would have you converse?" "So you really wish then that I had not been at the masquerade?" "I do, " cried he, "from my soul. " "So may I ever be able, " cried she, "to indulge you in every wish asin this. --I was not there. " "Do not trifle, Amelia, " cried he; "you would not jest with me if youknew the situation of my mind. " "Indeed I do not jest with you, " said she. "Upon my honour I was notthere. Forgive me this first deceit I ever practised, and indeed itshall be the last; for I have paid severely for this by the uneasinessit hath given me. " She then revealed to him the whole secret, whichwas thus: I think it hath been already mentioned in some part of this historythat Amelia and Mrs. Atkinson were exactly of the same make andstature, and that there was likewise a very near resemblance betweentheir voices. When Mrs. Atkinson, therefore, found that Amelia was soextremely averse to the masquerade, she proposed to go thither in herstead, and to pass upon Booth for his own wife. This was afterwards very easily executed; for, when they left Booth'slodgings, Amelia, who went last to her chair, ran back to fetch hermasque, as she pretended, which she had purposely left behind. Shethen whipt off her domino, and threw it over Mrs. Atkinson, who stoodready to receive it, and ran immediately downstairs, and, steppinginto Amelia's chair, proceeded with the rest to the masquerade. As her stature exactly suited that of Amelia, she had very littledifficulty to carry on the imposition; for, besides the naturalresemblance of their voices, and the opportunity of speaking in afeigned one, she had scarce an intercourse of six words with Boothduring the whole time; for the moment they got into the croud she tookthe first opportunity of slipping from him. And he, as the reader mayremember, being seized by other women, and concluding his wife to besafe with Mrs. James, was very well satisfied, till the colonel sethim upon the search, as we have seen before. Mrs. Atkinson, the moment she came home, ran upstairs to the nursery, where she found Amelia, and told her in haste that she might veryeasily carry on the deceit with her husband; for that she might tellhim what she pleased to invent, as they had not been a minute togetherduring the whole evening. Booth was no sooner satisfied that his wife had not been from homethat evening than he fell into raptures with her, gave her a thousandtender caresses, blamed his own judgment, acknowledged the goodness ofhers, and vowed never to oppose her will more in any one instanceduring his life. Mrs. Atkinson, who was still in the nursery with her masquerade dress, was then summoned down-stairs, and, when Booth saw her and heard herspeak in her mimic tone, he declared he was not surprized at hishaving been imposed upon, for that, if they were both in the samedisguise, he should scarce be able to discover the difference betweenthem. They then sat down to half an hour's chearful conversation, afterwhich they retired all in the most perfect good humour. Chapter iv. _Consequences of the masquerade_. When Booth rose in the morning he found in his pocket that letterwhich had been delivered to him by Colonel Bath, which, had not chancebrought to his remembrance, he might possibly have never recollected. He had now, however, the curiosity to open the letter, and beginningto read it, the matter of it drew him on till he perused the whole;for, notwithstanding the contempt cast upon it by those learnedcritics the bucks, neither the subject nor the manner in which it wastreated was altogether contemptible. But there was still another motive which induced Booth to read thewhole letter, and this was, that he presently thought he knew thehand. He did, indeed, immediately conclude it was Dr Harrison; for thedoctor wrote a very remarkable one, and this letter contained all theparticularities of the doctor's character. He had just finished a second reading of this letter when the doctorhimself entered the room. The good man was impatient to know thesuccess of Amelia's stratagem, for he bore towards her all that lovewhich esteem can create in a good mind, without the assistance ofthose selfish considerations from which the love of wives and childrenmay be ordinarily deduced. The latter of which, Nature, by very subtleand refined reasoning, suggests to us to be part of our dear selves;and the former, as long as they remain the objects of our liking, thatsame Nature is furnished with very plain and fertile arguments torecommend to our affections. But to raise that affection in the humanbreast which the doctor had for Amelia, Nature is forced to use a kindof logic which is no more understood by a bad man than Sir IsaacNewton's doctrine of colours is by one born blind. And yet in realityit contains nothing more abstruse than this, that an injury is theobject of anger, danger of fear, and praise of vanity; for in the samesimple manner it may be asserted that goodness is the object of love. The doctor enquired immediately for his child (for so he often calledAmelia); Booth answered that he had left her asleep, for that she hadhad but a restless night. "I hope she is not disordered by themasquerade, " cries the doctor. Booth answered he believed she would bevery well when she waked. "I fancy, " said he, "her gentle spirits werea little too much fluttered last night; that is all. " "I hope, then, " said the doctor, "you will never more insist on hergoing to such places, but know your own happiness in having a wifethat hath the discretion to avoid those places; which, though perhapsthey may not be as some represent them, such brothels of vice anddebauchery as would impeach the character of every virtuous woman whowas seen at them, are certainly, however, scenes of riot, disorder, and intemperance, very improper to be frequented by a chaste and soberChristian matron. " Booth declared that he was very sensible of his error, and that, sofar from soliciting his wife to go to another masquerade, he did notintend ever to go thither any more himself. The doctor highly approved the resolution; and then Booth said, "And Ithank you, my dear friend, as well as my wife's discretion, that shewas not at the masquerade last night. " He then related to the doctorthe discovery of the plot; and the good man was greatly pleased withthe success of the stratagem, and that Booth took it in such goodpart. "But, sir, " says Booth, "I had a letter given me by a noble colonelthere, which is written in a hand so very like yours, that I couldalmost swear to it. Nor is the stile, as far as I can guess, unlikeyour own. Here it is, sir. Do you own the letter, doctor, or do younot?" The doctor took the letter, and, having looked at it a moment, said, "And did the colonel himself give you this letter?" "The colonel himself, " answered Booth. "Why then, " cries the doctor, "he is surely the most impudent fellowthat the world ever produced. What! did he deliver it with an air oftriumph?" "He delivered it me with air enough, " cries Booth, "after his ownmanner, and bid me read it for my edification. To say the truth, I ama little surprized that he should single me out of all mankind todeliver the letter to; I do not think I deserve the character of sucha husband. It is well I am not so very forward to take an affront assome folks. " "I am glad to see you are not, " said the doctor; "and your behaviourin this affair becomes both the man of sense and the Christian; for itwould be surely the greatest folly, as well as the most daringimpiety, to risque your own life for the impertinence of a fool. Aslong as you are assured of the virtue of your own wife, it is wisdomin you to despise the efforts of such a wretch. Not, indeed, that yourwife accuses him of any downright attack, though she hath observedenough in his behaviour to give offence to her delicacy. " "You astonish me, doctor, " said Booth. "What can you mean? my wifedislike his behaviour! hath the colonel ever offended her?" "I do not say he hath ever offended her by any open declarations; norhath he done anything which, according to the most romantic notion ofhonour, you can or ought to resent; but there is something extremelynice in the chastity of a truly virtuous woman. " "And hath my wife really complained of anything of that kind in thecolonel?" "Look ye, young gentleman, " cries the doctor; "I will have noquarrelling or challenging; I find I have made some mistake, andtherefore I insist upon it by all the rights of friendship, that yougive me your word of honour you will not quarrel with the colonel onthis account. " "I do, with all my heart, " said Booth; "for, if I did not know yourcharacter, I should absolutely think you was jesting with me. I do notthink you have mistaken my wife, but I am sure she hath mistaken thecolonel, and hath misconstrued some over-strained point of gallantry, something of the Quixote kind, into a design against her chastity; butI have that opinion of the colonel, that I hope you will not beoffended when I declare I know not which of you two I should be thesooner jealous of. " "I would by no means have you jealous of any one, " cries the doctor;"for I think my child's virtue may be firmly relied on; but I amconvinced she would not have said what she did to me without a cause;nor should I, without such a conviction, have written that letter tothe colonel, as I own to you I did. However, nothing I say hath yetpast which, even in the opinion of false honour, you are at liberty toresent! but as to declining any great intimacy, if you will take myadvice, I think that would be prudent. " "You will pardon me, my dearest friend, " said Booth, "but I havereally such an opinion of the colonel that I would pawn my life uponhis honour; and as for women, I do not believe he ever had anattachment to any. " "Be it so, " said the doctor: "I have only two things to insist on. Thefirst is, that, if ever you change your opinion, this letter may notbe the subject of any quarrelling or fighting: the other is, that younever mention a word of this to your wife. By the latter I shall seewhether you can keep a secret; and, if it is no otherwise material, itwill be a wholesome exercise to your mind; for the practice of anyvirtue is a kind of mental exercise, and serves to maintain the healthand vigour of the soul. " "I faithfully promise both, " cries Booth. And now the breakfastentered the room, as did soon after Amelia and Mrs. Atkinson. The conversation ran chiefly on the masquerade; and Mrs. Atkinson gavean account of several adventures there; but whether she told the wholetruth with regard to herself I will not determine, for, certain it is, she never once mentioned the name of the noble peer. Amongst the rest, she said there was a young fellow that had preached a sermon thereupon a stool, in praise of adultery, she believed; for she could notget near enough to hear the particulars. During that transaction Booth had been engaged with the blue domino inanother room, so that he knew nothing of it; so that what Mrs. Atkinson had now said only brought to his mind the doctor's letter toColonel Bath, for to him he supposed it was written; and the idea ofthe colonel being a lover to Amelia struck him in so ridiculous alight, that it threw him into a violent fit of laughter. The doctor, who, from the natural jealousy of an author, imputed theagitation of Booth's muscles to his own sermon or letter on thatsubject, was a little offended, and said gravely, "I should be glad toknow the reason of this immoderate mirth. Is adultery a matter of jestin your opinion?" "Far otherwise, " answered Booth. "But how is it possible to refrainfrom laughter at the idea of a fellow preaching a sermon in favour ofit at such a place?" "I am very sorry, " cries the doctor, "to find the age is grown to soscandalous a degree of licentiousness, that we have thrown off notonly virtue, but decency. How abandoned must be the manners of anynation where such insults upon religion and morality can be committedwith impunity! No man is fonder of true wit and humour than myself;but to profane sacred things with jest and scoffing is a sure sign ofa weak and a wicked mind. It is the very vice which Homer attacks inthe odious character of Thersites. The ladies must excuse my repeatingthe passage to you, as I know you have Greek enough to understandit:-- Os rh' epea phresin esin akosma te, polla te ede Maps, atar ou kata kosmon epizemenai basileusin, All'o, ti oi eisaito geloiton Argeiosin Emmenai [Footnote: Thus paraphrased by Mr. Pope: "Awed by no shame, by no respect controll'd, In scandal busy, in reproaches bold, With witty malice, studious to defame, Scorn all his joy, and laughter all his aim. "] And immediately adds, ----aiskistos de aner ypo Ilion elthe [Footnote: "He was the greatest scoundrel in the whole army. "] "Horace, again, describes such a rascal: ----Solutos Qui captat risus hominum famamque dicacis, [Footnote: "Who trivial bursts of laughter strives to raise, And courts of prating petulance the praise. "--FRANCIS. ] and says of him, Hic niger est, hunc tu, Romane, caveto. " [Footnote: "This man is black; do thou, O Roman! shun this man. "] "O charming Homer!" said Mrs. Atkinson, "how much above all otherwriters!" "I ask your pardon, madam, " said the doctor; "I forgot you was ascholar; but, indeed, I did not know you understood Greek as well asLatin. " "I do not pretend, " said she, "to be a critic in the Greek; but Ithink I am able to read a little of Homer, at least with the help oflooking now and then into the Latin. " "Pray, madam, " said the doctor, "how do you like this passage in thespeech of Hector to Andromache: ----Eis oikon iousa ta sautes erga komize, Iston t elakaten te, kai amphipoloisi keleue Ergon epoichesthai? [Footnote: "Go home and mind your own business. Follow yourspinning, and keep your maids to their work. "] "Or how do you like the character of Hippodamia, who, by being theprettiest girl and best workwoman of her age, got one of the besthusbands in all Troy?--I think, indeed, Homer enumerates herdiscretion with her other qualifications; but I do not remember hegives us one character of a woman of learning. --Don't you conceivethis to be a great omission in that who, by being the prettiest girland best workwoman of her age, got one of the best husbands in allTroy?---I think, indeed, Homer enumerates her discretion with herother qualifications; but I do not remember Don't you conceive this tobe a great omission in that charming poet? However, Juvenal makes youamends, for he talks very abundantly of the learning of the Romanladies in his time. " "You are a provoking man, doctor, " said Mrs. Atkinson; "where is theharm in a woman's having learning as well as a man?" "Let me ask you another question, " said the doctor. "Where is the harmin a man's being a fine performer with a needle as well as a woman?And yet, answer me honestly; would you greatly chuse to marry a manwith a thimble upon his finger? Would you in earnest think a needlebecame the hand of your husband as well as a halberd?" "As to war, I am with you, " said she. "Homer himself, I well remember, makes Hector tell his wife that warlike works--what is the Greek word--Pollemy--something--belonged to men only; and I readily agree to it. I hate a masculine woman, an Amazon, as much as you can do; but whatis there masculine in learning?" "Nothing so masculine, take my word for it. As for your Pollemy, Ilook upon it to be the true characteristic of a devil. So Homereverywhere characterizes Mars. " "Indeed, my dear, " cries the serjeant, "you had better not disputewith the doctor; for, upon my word, he will be too hard for you. " "Nay, I beg _you_ will not interfere, " cries Mrs. Atkinson; "I am sure_you_ can be no judge in these matters. " At which the doctor and Booth burst into a loud laugh; and Amelia, though fearful of giving her friend offence, could not forbear agentle smile. "You may laugh, gentlemen, if you please, " said Mrs. Atkinson; "but Ithank Heaven I have married a man who is not jealous of myunderstanding. I should have been the most miserable woman upon earthwith a starched pedant who was possessed of that nonsensical opinionthat the difference of sexes causes any difference in the mind. Whydon't you honestly avow the Turkish notion that women have no souls?for you say the same thing in effect. " "Indeed, my dear, " cries the serjeant, greatly concerned to see hiswife so angry, "you have mistaken the doctor. " "I beg, my dear, " cried she, "_you_ will say nothing upon thesesubjects--I hope _you_ at least do not despise my understanding. " "I assure you, I do not, " said the serjeant; "and I hope you willnever despise mine; for a man may have some understanding, I hope, without learning. " Mrs. Atkinson reddened extremely at these words; and the doctor, fearing he had gone too far, began to soften matters, in which Ameliaassisted him. By these means, the storm rising in Mrs. Atkinson beforewas in some measure laid, at least suspended from bursting at present;but it fell afterwards upon the poor serjeant's head in a torrent, whohad learned perhaps one maxim from his trade, that a cannon-ballalways doth mischief in proportion to the resistance it meets with, and that nothing so effectually deadens its force as a woolpack. Theserjeant therefore bore all with patience; and the idea of a woolpack, perhaps, bringing that of a feather-bed into his head, he at last notonly quieted his wife, but she cried out with great sincerity, "Well, my dear, I will say one thing for you, that I believe from my soul, though you have no learning, you have the best understanding of anyman upon earth; and I must own I think the latter far the moreprofitable of the two. " Far different was the idea she entertained of the doctor, whom, fromthis day, she considered as a conceited pedant; nor could all Amelia'sendeavours ever alter her sentiments. The doctor now took his leave of Booth and his wife for a week, heintending to set out within an hour or two with his old friend, withwhom our readers were a little acquainted at the latter end of theninth book, and of whom, perhaps, they did not then conceive the mostfavourable opinion. Nay, I am aware that the esteem which some readers before had for thedoctor may be here lessened; since he may appear to have been too easya dupe to the gross flattery of the old gentleman. If there be anysuch critics, we are heartily sorry, as well for them as for thedoctor; but it is our business to discharge the part of a faithfulhistorian, and to describe human nature as it is, not as we would wishit to be. Chapter V _In which Colonel Bath appears in great glory_. That afternoon, as Booth was walking in the Park, he met with ColonelBath, who presently asked him for the letter which he had given himthe night before; upon which Booth immediately returned it. "Don't you think, " cries Bath, "it is writ with great dignity ofexpression and emphasis of--of--of judgment?" "I am surprized, though, " cries Booth, "that any one should write sucha letter to you, colonel. " "To me!" said Bath. "What do you mean, sir? I hope you don't imagineany man durst write such a letter to me? d--n me, if I knew a man whothought me capable of debauching my friend's wife, I would--d--n me. " "I believe, indeed, sir, " cries Booth, "that no man living dares puthis name to such a letter; but you see it is anonymous. " "I don't know what you mean by ominous, " cries the colonel; "but, blast my reputation, if I had received such a letter, if I would nothave searched the world to have found the writer. D--n me, I wouldhave gone to the East Indies to have pulled off his nose. " "He would, indeed, have deserved it, " cries Booth. "But pray, sir, howcame you by it?" "I took it, " said the colonel, "from a sett of idle young rascals, oneof whom was reading it out aloud upon a stool, while the rest wereattempting to make a jest, not only of the letter, but of all decency, virtue, and religion. A sett of fellows that you must have seen orheard of about the town, that are, d--n me, a disgrace to the dignityof manhood; puppies that mistake noise and impudence, rudeness andprofaneness, for wit. If the drummers of my company had not moreunderstanding than twenty such fellows, I'd have them both whipt outof the regiment. " "So, then, you do not know the person to whom it was writ?" saidBooth. "Lieutenant, " cries the colonel, "your question deserves no answer. Iought to take time to consider whether I ought not to resent thesupposition. Do you think, sir, I am acquainted with a rascal?" "I do not suppose, colonel, " cries Booth, "that you would willinglycultivate an intimacy with such a person; but a man must have goodluck who hath any acquaintance if there are not some rascals amongthem. " "I am not offended with you, child, " says the colonel. "I know you didnot intend to offend me. " "No man, I believe, dares intend it, " said Booth. "I believe so too, " said the colonel; "d--n me, I know it. But youknow, child, how tender I am on this subject. If I had been evermarried myself, I should have cleft the man's skull who had dared lookwantonly at my wife. " "It is certainly the most cruel of all injuries, " said Booth. "Howfinely doth Shakespeare express it in his Othello! 'But there, where I had treasured up my soul. '" "That Shakespeare, " cries the colonel, "was a fine fellow. He was avery pretty poet indeed. Was it not Shakespeare that wrote the playabout Hotspur? You must remember these lines. I got them almost byheart at the playhouse; for I never missed that play whenever it wasacted, if I was in town:-- By Heav'n it was an easy leap, To pluck bright honour into the full moon, Or drive into the bottomless deep. And--and--faith, I have almost forgot them; but I know it is somethingabout saving your honour from drowning--O! it is very fine! I say, d--n me, the man that writ those lines was the greatest poet the worldever produced. There is dignity of expression and emphasis ofthinking, d--n me. " Booth assented to the colonel's criticism, and then cried, "I wish, colonel, you would be so kind to give me that letter. " The colonelanswered, if he had any particular use for it he would give it himwith all his heart, and presently delivered it; and soon afterwardsthey parted. Several passages now struck all at once upon Booth's mind, which gavehim great uneasiness. He became confident now that he had mistaken onecolonel for another; and, though he could not account for the letter'sgetting into those hands from whom Bath had taken it (indeed James haddropt it out of his pocket), yet a thousand circumstances left him noroom to doubt the identity of the person, who was a man much moreliable to raise the suspicion of a husband than honest Bath, who wouldat any time have rather fought with a man than lain with a woman. The whole behaviour of Amelia now rushed upon his memory. Herresolution not to take up her residence at the colonel's house, herbackwardness even to dine there, her unwillingness to go to themasquerade, many of her unguarded expressions, and some where she hadbeen more guarded, all joined together to raise such an idea in Mr. Booth, that he had almost taken a resolution to go and cut the colonelto pieces in his own house. Cooler thoughts, however, suggestedthemselves to him in time. He recollected the promise he had sosolemnly made to the doctor. He considered, moreover, that he was yetin the dark as to the extent of the colonel's guilt. Having nothing, therefore, to fear from it, he contented himself to postpone aresentment which he nevertheless resolved to take of the colonelhereafter, if he found he was in any degree a delinquent. The first step he determined to take was, on the first opportunity, torelate to Colonel James the means by which he became possessed of theletter, and to read it to him; on which occasion, he thought he shouldeasily discern by the behaviour of the colonel whether he had beensuspected either by Amelia or the doctor without a cause; but as forhis wife, he fully resolved not to reveal the secret to her till thedoctor's return. While Booth was deeply engaged by himself in these meditations, Captain Trent came up to him, and familiarly slapped him on theshoulder. They were soon joined by a third gentleman, and presently afterwardsby a fourth, both acquaintances of Mr. Trent; and all having walkedtwice the length of the Mall together, it being now past nine in theevening, Trent proposed going to the tavern, to which the strangersimmediately consented; and Booth himself, after some resistance, wasat length persuaded to comply. To the King's Arms then they went, where the bottle went very brisklyround till after eleven; at which time Trent proposed a game at cards, to which proposal likewise Booth's consent was obtained, though notwithout much difficulty; for, though he had naturally some inclinationto gaming, and had formerly a little indulged it, yet he had entirelyleft it off for many years. Booth and his friend were partners, and had at first some success; butFortune, according to her usual conduct, soon shifted about, andpersecuted Booth with such malice, that in about two hours he wasstripped of all the gold in his pocket, which amounted to twelveguineas, being more than half the cash which he was at that timeworth. How easy it is for a man who is at all tainted with the itch of gamingto leave off play in such a situation, especially when he is likewiseheated with liquor, I leave to the gamester to determine. Certain itis that Booth had no inclination to desist; but, on the contrary, wasso eagerly bent on playing on, that he called his friend out of theroom, and asked him for ten pieces, which he promised punctually topay the next morning. Trent chid him for using so much formality on the occasion. "Youknow, " said he, "dear Booth, you may have what money you please of me. Here is a twenty-pound note at your service; and, if you want fivetimes the sum, it is at your service. We will never let these fellowsgo away with our money in this manner; for we have so much theadvantage, that if the knowing ones were here they would lay odds ofour side. " But if this was really Mr. Rent's opinion, he was very much mistaken;for the other two honourable gentlemen were not only greater mastersof the game, and somewhat soberer than poor Booth, having, with allthe art in their power, evaded the bottle, but they had, moreover, another small advantage over their adversaries, both of them, by meansof some certain private signs, previously agreed upon between them, being always acquainted with the principal cards in each other'shands. It cannot be wondered, therefore, that Fortune was on theirside; for, however she may be reported to favour fools, she never, Ibelieve, shews them any countenance when they engage in play withknaves. The more Booth lost, the deeper he made his bets; the consequence ofwhich was, that about two in the morning, besides the loss of his ownmoney, he was fifty pounds indebted to Trent: a sum, indeed, which hewould not have borrowed, had not the other, like a very generousfriend, pushed it upon him. Trent's pockets became at last dry by means of these loans. His ownloss, indeed, was trifling; for the stakes of the games were no higherthan crowns, and betting (as it is called) was that to which Boothowed his ruin. The gentlemen, therefore, pretty well knowing Booth'scircumstances, and being kindly unwilling to win more of a man than hewas worth, declined playing any longer, nor did Booth once ask them topersist, for he was ashamed of the debt which he had alreadycontracted to Trent, and very far from desiring to encrease it. The company then separated. The two victors and Trent went off intheir chairs to their several houses near Grosvenor-square, and poorBooth, in a melancholy mood, walked home to his lodgings. He was, indeed, in such a fit of despair, that it more than once came into hishead to put an end to his miserable being. But before we introduce him to Amelia we must do her the justice torelate the manner in which she spent this unhappy evening. It wasabout seven when Booth left her to walk in the park; from this timetill past eight she was employed with her children, in playing withthem, in giving them their supper, and in putting them to bed. When these offices were performed she employed herself another hour incooking up a little supper for her husband, this being, as we havealready observed, his favourite meal, as indeed it was her's; and, ina most pleasant and delightful manner, they generally passed theirtime at this season, though their fare was very seldom of thesumptuous kind. It now grew dark, and her hashed mutton was ready for the table, butno Booth appeared. Having waited therefore for him a full hour, shegave him over for that evening; nor was she much alarmed at hisabsence, as she knew he was in a night or two to be at the tavern withsome brother-officers; she concluded therefore that they had met inthe park, and had agreed to spend this evening together. At ten then she sat down to supper by herself, for Mrs. Atkinson wasthen abroad. And here we cannot help relating a little incident, however trivial it may appear to some. Having sat some time alone, reflecting on their distressed situation, her spirits grew very low;and she was once or twice going to ring the bell to send her maid forhalf-a-pint of white wine, but checked her inclination in order tosave the little sum of sixpence, which she did the more resolutely asshe had before refused to gratify her children with tarts for theirsupper from the same motive. And this self-denial she was veryprobably practising to save sixpence, while her husband was paying adebt of several guineas incurred by the ace of trumps being in thehands of his adversary. Instead therefore of this cordial she took up one of the excellentFarquhar's comedies, and read it half through; when, the clockstriking twelve, she retired to bed, leaving the maid to sit up forher master. She would, indeed, have much more willingly sat upherself, but the delicacy of her own mind assured her that Booth wouldnot thank her for the compliment. This is, indeed, a method which somewives take of upbraiding their husbands for staying abroad till toolate an hour, and of engaging them, through tenderness and goodnature, never to enjoy the company of their friends too long when theymust do this at the expence of their wives' rest. To bed then she went, but not to sleep. Thrice indeed she told thedismal clock, and as often heard the more dismal watchman, till hermiserable husband found his way home, and stole silently like a thiefto bed to her; at which time, pretending then first to awake, shethrew her snowy arms around him; though, perhaps, the more wittyproperty of snow, according to Addison, that is to say its coldness, rather belonged to the poor captain. Chapter vi. _Read, gamester, and observe_. Booth could not so well disguise the agitations of his mind fromAmelia, but that she perceived sufficient symptoms to assure her thatsome misfortune had befallen him. This made her in her turn so uneasythat Booth took notice of it, and after breakfast said, "Sure, my dearEmily, something hath fallen out to vex you. " Amelia, looking tenderly at him, answered, "Indeed, my dear, you arein the right; I am indeed extremely vexed. " "For Heaven's sake, " saidhe, "what is it?" "Nay, my love, " cried she, "that you must answeryourself. Whatever it is which hath given you all that disturbancethat you in vain endeavour to conceal from me, this it is which causesall my affliction. " "You guess truly, my sweet, " replied Booth; "I am indeed afflicted, and I will not, nay I cannot, conceal the truth from you. I haveundone myself, Amelia. " "What have you done, child?" said she, in some consternation; "pray, tell me. " "I have lost my money at play, " answered he. "Pugh!" said she, recovering herself--"what signifies the trifle youhad in your pocket? Resolve never to play again, and let it give youno further vexation; I warrant you, we will contrive some method torepair such a loss. " "Thou heavenly angel! thou comfort of my soul!" cried Booth, tenderlyembracing her; then starting a little from her arms, and looking witheager fondness in her eyes, he said, "Let me survey thee; art thoureally human, or art thou not rather an angel in a human form? O, no, "cried he, flying again into her arms, "thou art my dearest woman, mybest, my beloved wife!" Amelia, having returned all his caresses with equal kindness, told himshe had near eleven guineas in her purse, and asked how much sheshould fetch him. "I would not advise you, Billy, to carry too much inyour pocket, for fear it should be a temptation to you to return togaming, in order to retrieve your past losses. Let me beg you, on allaccounts, never to think more, if possible, on the trifle you havelost, anymore than if you had never possessed it. " Booth promised her faithfully he never would, and refused to take anyof the money. He then hesitated a moment, and cried--"You say, mydear, you have eleven guineas; you have a diamond ring, likewise, which was your grandmother's--I believe that is worth twenty pounds;and your own and the child's watch are worth as much more. " "I believe they would sell for as much, " cried Amelia; "for apawnbroker of Mrs. Atkinson's acquaintance offered to lend me thirty-five pounds upon them when you was in your last distress. But why areyou computing their value now?" "I was only considering, " answered he, "how much we could raise in anycase of exigency. " "I have computed it myself, " said she; "and I believe all we have inthe world, besides our bare necessary apparel, would produce aboutsixty pounds: and suppose, my dear, " said she, "while we have thatlittle sum, we should think of employing it some way or other, toprocure some small subsistence for ourselves and our family. As foryour dependence on the colonel's friendship, it is all vain, I amafraid, and fallacious. Nor do I see any hopes you have from any otherquarter, of providing for yourself again in the army. And though thesum which is now in our power is very small, yet we may possiblycontrive with it to put ourselves into some mean way of livelihood. Ihave a heart, my Billy, which is capable of undergoing anything foryour sake; and I hope my hands are as able to work as those which havebeen more inured to it. But think, my dear, think what must be ourwretched condition, when the very little we now have is all moulderedaway, as it will soon be in this town. " When poor Booth heard this, and reflected that the time which Ameliaforesaw was already arrived (for that he had already lost everyfarthing they were worth), it touched him to the quick; he turnedpale, gnashed his teeth, and cried out, "Damnation! this is too muchto bear. " Amelia was thrown into the utmost consternation by this behaviour;and, with great terror in her countenance, cried out, "Good Heavens!my dear love, what is the reason of this agony?" "Ask me no questions, " cried he, "unless you would drive me tomadness. " "My Billy! my love!" said she, "what can be the meaning of this?--Ibeg you will deal openly with me, and tell me all your griefs. " "Have you dealt fairly with me, Amelia?" said he. "Yes, surely, " said she; "Heaven is my witness how fairly. " "Nay, do not call Heaven, " cried he, "to witness a falsehood. You havenot dealt openly with me, Amelia. You have concealed secrets from me;secrets which I ought to have known, and which, if I had known, it hadbeen better for us both. " "You astonish me as much as you shock me, " cried she. "What falsehood, what treachery have I been guilty of?" "You tell me, " said he, "that I can have no reliance on James; why didnot you tell me so before?" "I call Heaven again, " said she, "to witness; nay, I appeal toyourself for the truth of it; I have often told you so. I have toldyou I disliked the man, notwithstanding the many favours he had doneyou. I desired you not to have too absolute a reliance upon him. I ownI had once an extreme good opinion of him, but I changed it, and Iacquainted you that I had so--" "But not, " cries he, "with the reasons why you had changed it. " "I was really afraid, my dear, " said she, "of going too far. I knewthe obligations you had to him; and if I suspected that he actedrather from vanity than true friendship--" "Vanity!" cries he; "take care, Amelia: you know his motive to be muchworse than vanity--a motive which, if he had piled obligations on metill they had reached the skies, would tumble all down to hell. It isvain to conceal it longer--I know all--your confidant hath told meall. " "Nay, then, " cries she, "on my knees I entreat you to be pacified, andhear me out. It was, my dear, for you, my dread of your jealoushonour, and the fatal consequences. " "Is not Amelia, then, " cried he, "equally jealous of my honour? Wouldshe, from a weak tenderness for my person, go privately about tobetray, to undermine the most invaluable treasure of my soul? Wouldshe have me pointed at as the credulous dupe, the easy fool, the tame, the kind cuckold, of a rascal with whom I conversed as a friend?" "Indeed you injure me, " said Amelia. "Heaven forbid I should have thetrial! but I think I could sacrifice all I hold most dear to preserveyour honour. I think I have shewn I can. But I will--when you arecool, I will--satisfy you I have done nothing you ought to blame. " "I am cool then, " cries he; "I will with the greatest coolness hearyou. --But do not think, Amelia, I have the least jealousy, the leastsuspicion, the least doubt of your honour. It is your want ofconfidence in me alone which I blame. " "When you are calm, " cried she, "I will speak, and not before. " He assured her he was calm; and then she said, "You have justified myconduct by your present passion, in concealing from you my suspicions;for they were no more, nay, it is possible they were unjust; for sincethe doctor, in betraying the secret to you, hath so far falsified myopinion of him, why may I not be as well deceived in my opinion of thecolonel, since it was only formed on some particulars in his behaviourwhich I disliked? for, upon my honour, he never spoke a word to me, nor hath been ever guilty of any direct action, which I could blame. "She then went on, and related most of the circumstances which she hadmentioned to the doctor, omitting one or two of the strongest, andgiving such a turn to the rest, that, if Booth had not had some ofOthello's blood in him, his wife would have almost appeared a prude inhis eyes. Even he, however, was pretty well pacified by thisnarrative, and said he was glad to find a possibility of the colonel'sinnocence; but that he greatly commended the prudence of his wife, andonly wished she would for the future make him her only confidant. Amelia, upon that, expressed some bitterness against the doctor forbreaking his trust; when Booth, in his excuse, related all thecircumstances of the letter, and plainly convinced her that the secrethad dropt by mere accident from the mouth of the doctor. Thus the husband and wife became again reconciled, and poor Ameliagenerously forgave a passion of which the sagacious reader is betteracquainted with the real cause than was that unhappy lady. Chapter vii. _In which Booth receives a visit from Captain Trent_. When Booth grew perfectly cool, and began to reflect that he hadbroken his word to the doctor, in having made the discovery to hiswife which we have seen in the last chapter, that thought gave himgreat uneasiness; and now, to comfort him, Captain Trent came to makehim a visit. This was, indeed, almost the last man in the world whose company hewished for; for he was the only man he was ashamed to see, for areason well known to gamesters; among whom, the most dishonourable ofall things is not to pay a debt, contracted at the gaming-table, thenext day, or the next time at least that you see the party. Booth made no doubt but that Trent was come on purpose to receive thisdebt; the latter had been therefore scarce a minute in the room beforeBooth began, in an aukward manner, to apologise; but Trent immediatelystopt his mouth, and said, "I do not want the money, Mr. Booth, andyou may pay it me whenever you are able; and, if you are never able, Iassure you I will never ask you for it. " This generosity raised such a tempest of gratitude in Booth (if I maybe allowed the expression), that the tears burst from his eyes, and itwas some time before he could find any utterance for those sentimentswith which his mind overflowed; but, when he began to express histhankfulness, Trent immediately stopt him, and gave a sudden turn totheir discourse. Mrs. Trent had been to visit Mrs. Booth on the masquerade evening, which visit Mrs. Booth had not yet returned. Indeed, this was only thesecond day since she had received it. Trent therefore now told hisfriend that he should take it extremely kind if he and his lady wouldwaive all ceremony, and sup at their house the next evening. Boothhesitated a moment, but presently said, "I am pretty certain my wifeis not engaged, and I will undertake for her. I am sure she will notrefuse anything Mr. Trent can ask. " And soon after Trent took Boothwith him to walk in the Park. There were few greater lovers of a bottle than Trent; he soon proposedtherefore to adjourn to the King's Arms tavern, where Booth, thoughmuch against his inclination, accompanied him. But Trent was veryimportunate, and Booth did not think himself at liberty to refuse sucha request to a man from whom he had so lately received suchobligations. When they came to the tavern, however, Booth recollected the omissionhe had been guilty of the night before. He wrote a short notetherefore to his wife, acquainting her that he should not come home tosupper; but comforted her with a faithful promise that he would on noaccount engage himself in gaming. The first bottle passed in ordinary conversation; but, when they hadtapped the second, Booth, on some hints which Trent gave him, veryfairly laid open to him his whole circumstances, and declared healmost despaired of mending them. "My chief relief, " said he, "was inthe interest of Colonel James; but I have given up those hopes. " "And very wisely too, " said Trent "I say nothing of the colonel's goodwill. Very likely he may be your sincere friend; but I do not believehe hath the interest he pretends to. He hath had too many favours inhis own family to ask any more yet a while. But I am mistaken if youhave not a much more powerful friend than the colonel; one who is bothable and willing to serve you. I dined at his table within these twodays, and I never heard kinder nor warmer expressions from the mouthof man than he made use of towards you. I make no doubt you know whomI mean. " "Upon my honour I do not, " answered Booth; "nor did I guess that I hadsuch a friend in the world as you mention. " "I am glad then, " cries Trent, "that I have the pleasure of informingyou of it. " He then named the noble peer who hath been already sooften mentioned in this history. Booth turned pale and started at his name. "I forgive you, my dearTrent, " cries Booth, "for mentioning his name to me, as you are astranger to what hath passed between us. " "Nay, I know nothing that hath passed between you, " answered Trent. "Iam sure, if there is any quarrel between you of two days' standing, all is forgiven on his part. " "D--n his forgiveness!" said Booth. "Perhaps I ought to blush at whatI have forgiven. " "You surprize me!" cries Trent. "Pray what can be the matter?" "Indeed, my dear Trent, " cries Booth, very gravely, "he would haveinjured me in the tenderest part. I know not how to tell it you; buthe would have dishonoured me with my wife. " "Sure, you are not in earnest!" answered Trent; "but, if you are, youwill pardon me for thinking that impossible. " "Indeed, " cries Booth, "I have so good an opinion of my wife as tobelieve it impossible for him to succeed; but that he should intend methe favour you will not, I believe, think an impossibility. " "Faith! not in the least, " said Trent. "Mrs. Booth is a very finewoman; and, if I had the honour to be her husband, I should not beangry with any man for liking her. " "But you would be angry, " said Booth, "with a man, who should make useof stratagems and contrivances to seduce her virtue; especially if hedid this under the colour of entertaining the highest friendship foryourself. " "Not at all, " cries Trent. "It is human nature. " "Perhaps it is, " cries Booth; "but it is human nature depraved, striptof all its worth, and loveliness, and dignity, and degraded down to alevel with the vilest brutes. " "Look ye, Booth, " cries Trent, "I would not be misunderstood. I think, when I am talking to you, I talk to a man of sense and to aninhabitant of this country, not to one who dwells in a land of saints. If you have really such an opinion as you express of this noble lord, you have the finest opportunity of making a complete fool and bubbleof him that any man can desire, and of making your own fortune at thesame time. I do not say that your suspicions are groundless; for, ofall men upon earth I know, my lord is the greatest bubble to women, though I believe he hath had very few. And this I am confident of, that he hath not the least jealousy of these suspicions. Now, therefore, if you will act the part of a wise man, I will undertakethat you shall make your fortune without the least injury to thechastity of Mrs. Booth. " "I do not understand you, sir, " said Booth. "Nay, " cries Trent, "if you will not understand me, I have done. Imeant only your service; and I thought I had known you better. " Booth begged him to explain himself. "If you can, " said he, "shew meany way to improve such circumstances as I have opened to you, you maydepend on it I shall readily embrace it, and own my obligations toyou. " "That is spoken like a man, " cries Trent. "Why, what is it more thanthis? Carry your suspicions in your own bosom. Let Mrs. Booth, inwhose virtue I am sure you may be justly confident, go to the publicplaces; there let her treat my lord with common civility only; I amsure he will bite. And thus, without suffering him to gain hispurpose, you will gain yours. I know several who have succeeded withhim in this manner. " "I am very sorry, sir, " cries Booth, "that you are acquainted with anysuch rascals. I do assure you, rather than I would act such a part, Iwould submit to the hardest sentence that fortune could pronounceagainst me. " "Do as you please, sir, " said Trent; "I have only ventured to adviseyou as a friend. But do you not think your nicety is a little over-scrupulous?" "You will excuse me, sir, " said Booth; "but I think no man can be tooscrupulous in points which concern his honour. " "I know many men of very nice honour, " answered Trent, "who have gonemuch farther; and no man, I am sure, had ever a better excuse for itthan yourself. You will forgive me, Booth, since what I speak proceedsfrom my love to you; nay, indeed, by mentioning your affairs to me, which I am heartily sorry for, you have given me a right to speak. Youknow best what friends you have to depend upon; but, if you have noother pretensions than your merit, I can assure you you would fail, ifit was possible you could have ten times more merit than you have. And, if you love your wife, as I am convinced you do, what must beyour condition in seeing her want the necessaries of life?" "I know my condition is very hard, " cries Booth; "but I have onecomfort in it, which I will never part with, and that is innocence. Asto the mere necessaries of life, however, it is pretty difficult todeprive us of them; this I am sure of, no one can want them long. " "Upon my word, sir, " cries Trent, "I did not know you had been sogreat a philosopher. But, believe me, these matters look much lessterrible at a distance than when they are actually present. You willthen find, I am afraid, that honour hath no more skill in cookery thanShakspear tells us it hath in surgery. D--n me if I don't wish hislordship loved my wife as well as he doth yours, I promise you I wouldtrust her virtue; and, if he should get the better of it, I shouldhave people of fashion enough to keep me in countenance. " Their second bottle being now almost out, Booth, without making anyanswer, called for a bill. Trent pressed very much the drinkinganother bottle, but Booth absolutely refused, and presently afterwardsthey parted, not extremely well satisfied with each other. Theyappeared, indeed, one to the other, in disadvantageous lights of avery different kind. Trent concluded Booth to be a very silly fellow, and Booth began to suspect that Trent was very little better than ascoundrel. Chapter viii. _Contains a letter and other matters_. We will now return to Amelia; to whom, immediately upon her husband'sdeparture to walk with Mr. Trent, a porter brought the followingletter, which she immediately opened and read: "MADAM, --The quick despatch which I have given to your first commandswill I hope assure you of the diligence with which I shall always obeyevery command that you are pleased to honour me with. I have, indeed, in this trifling affair, acted as if my life itself had been at stake;nay, I know not but it may be so; for this insignificant matter, youwas pleased to tell me, would oblige the charming person in whosepower is not only my happiness, but, as I am well persuaded, my lifetoo. Let me reap therefore some little advantage in your eyes, as youhave in mine, from this trifling occasion; for, if anything could addto the charms of which you are mistress, it would be perhaps thatamiable zeal with which you maintain the cause of your friend. I hope, indeed, she will be my friend and advocate with the most lovely of hersex, as I think she hath reason, and as you was pleased to insinuateshe had been. Let me beseech you, madam, let not that dear heart, whose tenderness is so inclined to compassionate the miseries ofothers, be hardened only against the sufferings which itselfoccasions. Let not that man alone have reason to think you cruel, who, of all others, would do the most to procure your kindness. How oftenhave I lived over in my reflections, in my dreams, those two shortminutes we were together! But, alas! how faint are these mimicries ofthe imagination! What would I not give to purchase the reality of suchanother blessing! This, madam, is in your power to bestow on the manwho hath no wish, no will, no fortune, no heart, no life, but what areat your disposal. Grant me only the favour to be at Lady----'sassembly. You can have nothing to fear from indulging me with amoment's sight, a moment's conversation; I will ask no more. I knowyour delicacy, and had rather die than offend it. Could I have seenyou sometimes, I believe the fear of offending you would have kept mylove for ever buried in my own bosom; but, to be totally excluded evenfrom the sight of what my soul doats on is what I cannot bear. It isthat alone which hath extorted the fatal secret from me. Let thatobtain your forgiveness for me. I need not sign this letter otherwisethan with that impression of my heart which I hope it bears; and, toconclude it in any form, no language hath words of devotion strongenough to tell you with what truth, what anguish, what zeal, whatadoration I love you. " Amelia had just strength to hold out to the end, when her tremblinggrew so violent that she dropt the letter, and had probably droptherself, had not Mrs. Atkinson come timely in to support her. "Good Heavens!" cries Mrs. Atkinson, "what is the matter with you, madam?" "I know not what is the matter, " cries Amelia; "but I have received aletter at last from that infamous colonel. " "You will take my opinion again then, I hope, madam, " cries Mrs. Atkinson. "But don't be so affected; the letter cannot eat you or runaway with you. Here it lies, I see; will you give me leave to readit?" "Read it with all my heart, " cries Amelia; "and give me your advicehow to act, for I am almost distracted. " "Heydey!" says Mrs. Atkinson, "here is a piece of parchment too--whatis that?" In truth, this parchment had dropt from the letter whenAmelia first opened it; but her attention was so fixed by the contentsof the letter itself that she had never read the other. Mrs. Atkinsonhad now opened the parchment first; and, after a moment's perusal, thefire flashed from her eyes, and the blood flushed into her cheeks, andshe cried out, in a rapture, "It is a commission for my husband! uponmy soul, it is a commission for my husband:" and, at the same time, began to jump about the room in a kind of frantic fit of joy. "What can be the meaning of all this?" cries Amelia, under the highestdegree of astonishment. "Do not I tell you, my dear madam, " cries she, "that it is acommission for my husband? and can you wonder at my being overjoyed atwhat I know will make him so happy? And now it is all out. The letteris not from the colonel, but from that noble lord of whom I have toldyou so much. But, indeed, madam, I have some pardons to ask of you. However, I know your goodness, and I will tell you all. "You are to know then, madam, that I had not been in the Opera-housesix minutes before a masque came up, and, taking me by the hand, ledme aside. I gave the masque my hand; and, seeing a lady at that timelay hold on Captain Booth, I took that opportunity of slipping awayfrom him; for though, by the help of the squeaking voice, and byattempting to mimic yours, I had pretty well disguised my own, I wasstill afraid, if I had much conversation with your husband, he woulddiscover me. I walked therefore away with this masque to the upper endof the farthest room, where we sat down in a corner together. Hepresently discovered to me that he took me for you, and I soon afterfound out who he was; indeed, so far from attempting to disguisehimself, he spoke in his own voice and in his own person. He now beganto make very violent love to me, but it was rather in the stile of agreat man of the present age than of an Arcadian swain. In short, helaid his whole fortune at my feet, and bade me make whatever terms Ipleased, either for myself or for others. By others, I suppose hemeant your husband. This, however, put a thought into my head ofturning the present occasion to advantage. I told him there were twokinds of persons, the fallaciousness of whose promises had becomeproverbial in the world. These were lovers, and great men. Whatreliance, then, could I have on the promise of one who united inhimself both those characters? That I had seen a melancholy instance, in a very worthy woman of my acquaintance (meaning myself, madam), ofhis want of generosity. I said I knew the obligations that he had tothis woman, and the injuries he had done her, all which I wasconvinced she forgave, for that she had said the handsomest things inthe world of him to me. He answered that he thought he had not beendeficient in generosity to this lady (for I explained to him whom Imeant); but that indeed, if she had spoke well of him to me (meaningyourself, madam), he would not fail to reward her for such anobligation. I then told him she had married a very deserving man, whohad served long in the army abroad as a private man, and who was aserjeant in the guards; that I knew it was so very easy for him to gethim a commission, that I should not think he had any honour orgoodness in the world if he neglected it. I declared this step must bea preliminary to any good opinion he must ever hope for of mine. Ithen professed the greatest friendship to that lady (in which I amconvinced you will think me serious), and assured him he would give meone of the highest pleasures in letting me be the instrument of doingher such a service. He promised me in a moment to do what you see, madam, he hath since done. And to you I shall always think myselfindebted for it. " "I know not how you are indebted to me, " cries Amelia. "Indeed, I amvery glad of any good fortune that can attend poor Atkinson, but Iwish it had been obtained some other way. Good Heavens! what must bethe consequence of this? What must this lord think of me for listeningto his mention of love? nay, for making any terms with him? for whatmust he suppose those terms mean? Indeed, Mrs. Atkinson, you carriedit a great deal too far. No wonder he had the assurance to write to mein the manner he hath done. It is too plain what he conceives of me, and who knows what he may say to others? You may have blown up myreputation by your behaviour. " "How is that possible?" answered Mrs. Atkinson. "Is it not in my powerto clear up all matters? If you will but give me leave to make anappointment in your name I will meet him myself, and declare the wholesecret to him. " "I will consent to no such appointment, " cries Amelia. "I am heartilysorry I ever consented to practise any deceit. I plainly see the truthof what Dr Harrison hath often told me, that, if one steps ever solittle out of the ways of virtue and innocence, we know not how we mayslide, for all the ways of vice are a slippery descent. " "That sentiment, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "is much older than DrHarrison. _Omne vitium in proclivi est. _" "However new or old it is, I find it is true, " cries Amelia--"But, pray, tell me all, though I tremble to hear it. " "Indeed, my dear friend, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "you are terrified atnothing--indeed, indeed, you are too great a prude. " "I do not know what you mean by prudery, " answered Amelia. "I shallnever be ashamed of the strictest regard to decency, to reputation, and to that honour in which the dearest of all human creatures hathhis share. But, pray, give me the letter, there is an expression in itwhich alarmed me when I read it. Pray, what doth he mean by his twoshort minutes, and by purchasing the reality of such anotherblessing?" "Indeed, I know not what he means by two minutes, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "unless he calls two hours so; for we were not together muchless. And as for any blessing he had, I am a stranger to it. Sure, Ihope you have a better opinion of me than to think I granted him thelast favour. " "I don't know what favours you granted him, madam, " answered Ameliapeevishly, "but I am sorry you granted him any in my name. " "Upon my word, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "you use me unkindly, and it isan usage I did not expect at your hands, nor do I know that I havedeserved it. I am sure I went to the masquerade with no other viewthan to oblige you, nor did I say or do anything there which any womanwho is not the most confounded prude upon earth would have started aton a much less occasion than what induced me. Well, I declare upon mysoul then, that, if I was a man, rather than be married to a woman whomakes such a fuss with her virtue, I would wish my wife was withoutsuch a troublesome companion. " "Very possibly, madam, these may be your sentiments, " cries Amelia, "and I hope they are the sentiments of your husband. " "I desire, madam, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "you would not reflect on myhusband. He is a worthy man and as brave a man as yours; yes, madam, and he is now as much a captain. " She spoke those words with so loud a voice, that Atkinson, who wasaccidentally going up-stairs, heard them; and, being surprized at theangry tone of his wife's voice, he entered the room, and, with a lookof much astonishment, begged to know what was the matter. "The matter, my dear, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "is that I have got acommission for you, and your good old friend here is angry with me forgetting it. " "I have not spirits enow, " cries Amelia, "to answer you as youdeserve; and, if I had, you are below my anger. " "I do not know, Mrs. Booth, " answered the other, "whence this greatsuperiority over me is derived; but, if your virtue gives it you, Iwould have you to know, madam, that I despise a prude as much as youcan do a----. " "Though you have several times, " cries Amelia, "insulted me with thatword, I scorn to give you any ill language in return. If you deserveany bad appellation, you know it, without my telling it you. " Poor Atkinson, who was more frightened than he had ever been in hislife, did all he could to procure peace. He fell upon his knees to hiswife, and begged her to compose herself; for indeed she seemed to bein a most furious rage. While he was in this posture Booth, who had knocked so gently at thedoor, for fear of disturbing his wife, that he had not been heard inthe tempest, came into the room. The moment Amelia saw him, the tearswhich had been gathering for some time, burst in a torrent from hereyes, which, however, she endeavoured to conceal with herhandkerchief. The entry of Booth turned all in an instant into asilent picture, in which the first figure which struck the eyes of thecaptain was the serjeant on his knees to his wife. Booth immediately cried, "What's the meaning of this?" but received noanswer. He then cast his eyes towards Amelia, and, plainly discerningher condition, he ran to her, and in a very tender phrase begged toknow what was the matter. To which she answered, "Nothing, my dear, nothing of any consequence. " He replied that he would know, and thenturned to Atkinson, and asked the same question. Atkinson answered, "Upon my honour, sir, I know nothing of it. Something hath passed between madam and my wife; but what it is I knowno more than your honour. " "Your wife, " said Mrs. Atkinson, "hath used me cruelly ill, Mr. Booth. If you must be satisfied, that is the whole matter. " Booth rapt out a great oath, and cried, "It is impossible; my wife isnot capable of using any one ill. " Amelia then cast herself upon her knees to her husband, and cried, "For Heaven's sake do not throw yourself into a passion--some fewwords have past--perhaps I may be in the wrong. " "Damnation seize me if I think so!" cries Booth. "And I wish whoeverhath drawn these tears from your eyes may pay it with as many drops oftheir heart's blood. " "You see, madam, " cries Mrs. Atkinson, "you have your bully to takeyour part; so I suppose you will use your triumph. " Amelia made no answer, but still kept hold of Booth, who, in a violentrage, cried out, "My Amelia triumph over such a wretch as thee!--Whatcan lead thy insolence to such presumption! Serjeant, I desire you'lltake that monster out of the room, or I cannot answer for myself. " The serjeant was beginning to beg his wife to retire (for he perceivedvery plainly that she had, as the phrase is, taken a sip too much thatevening) when, with a rage little short of madness, she cried out, "And do you tamely see me insulted in such a manner, now that you area gentleman, and upon a footing with him?" "It is lucky for us all, perhaps, " answered Booth, "that he is not myequal. " "You lie, sirrah, " said Mrs. Atkinson; "he is every way your equal; heis as good a gentleman as yourself, and as much an officer. No, Iretract what I say; he hath not the spirit of a gentleman, nor of aman neither, or he would not bear to see his wife insulted. " "Let me beg of you, my dear, " cries the serjeant, "to go with me andcompose yourself. " "Go with thee, thou wretch!" cries she, looking with the utmostdisdain upon him; "no, nor ever speak to thee more. " At which wordsshe burst out of the room, and the serjeant, without saying a word, followed her. A very tender and pathetic scene now passed between Booth and hiswife, in which, when she was a little composed, she related to him thewhole story. For, besides that it was not possible for her otherwiseto account for the quarrel which he had seen, Booth was now possessedof the letter that lay on the floor. Amelia, having emptied her mind to her husband, and obtained hisfaithful promise that he would not resent the affair to my lord, waspretty well composed, and began to relent a little towards Mrs. Atkinson; but Booth was so highly incensed with her, that he declaredhe would leave her house the next morning; which they both accordinglydid, and immediately accommodated themselves with convenientapartments within a few doors of their friend the doctor. Chapter ix. _Containing some things worthy observation. _ Notwithstanding the exchange of his lodgings, Booth did not forget tosend an excuse to Mr. Trent, of whose conversation he had taken a fullsurfeit the preceding evening. That day in his walks Booth met with an old brother-officer, who hadserved with him at Gibraltar, and was on half-pay as well as himself. He had not, indeed, had the fortune of being broke with his regiment, as was Booth, but had gone out, as they call it, on half-pay as alieutenant, a rank to which he had risen in five-and-thirty years. This honest gentleman, after some discourse with Booth, desired him tolend him half-a-crown, which he assured him he would faithfully paythe next day, when he was to receive some money for his sister. Thesister was the widow of an officer that had been killed in the sea-service; and she and her brother lived together, on their joint stock, out of which they maintained likewise an old mother and two of thesister's children, the eldest of which was about nine years old. "Youmust know, " said the old lieutenant, "I have been disappointed thismorning by an old scoundrel, who wanted fifteen per cent, foradvancing my sister's pension; but I have now got an honest fellow whohath promised it me to-morrow at ten per cent. " "And enough too, of all conscience, " cries Booth. "Why, indeed, I think so too, " answered the other; "considering it issure to be paid one time or other. To say the truth, it is a littlehard the government doth not pay those pensions better; for mysister's hath been due almost these two years; that is my way ofthinking. " Booth answered he was ashamed to refuse him such a sum; but, "Upon mysoul, " said he, "I have not a single halfpenny in my pocket; for I amin a worse condition, if possible, than yourself; for I have lost allmy money, and, what is worse, I owe Mr. Trent, whom you remember atGibraltar, fifty pounds. " "Remember him! yes, d--n him! I remember him very well, " cries the oldgentleman, "though he will not remember me. He is grown so great nowthat he will not speak to his old acquaintance; and yet I should beashamed of myself to be great in such a manner. " "What manner do you mean?" cries Booth, a little eagerly. "Why, by pimping, " answered the other; "he is pimp in ordinary to myLord----, who keeps his family; or how the devil he lives else I don'tknow, for his place is not worth three hundred pounds a year, and heand his wife spend a thousand at least. But she keeps an assembly, which, I believe, if you was to call a bawdy-house, you would notmisname it. But d--n me if I had not rather be an honest man, and walkon foot, with holes in my shoes, as I do now, or go without a dinner, as I and all my family will today, than ride in a chariot and feast bysuch means. I am honest Bob Bound, and always will be; that's my wayof thinking; and there's no man shall call me otherwise; for if hedoth, I will knock him down for a lying rascal; that is my way ofthinking. " "And a very good way of thinking too, " cries Booth. "However, youshall not want a dinner to-day; for if you will go home with me, Iwill lend you a crown with all my heart. " "Lookee, " said the old man, "if it be anywise inconvenient to you Iwill not have it; for I will never rob another man of his dinner toeat myself--that is my way of thinking. " "Pooh!" said Booth; "never mention such a trifle twice between you andme. Besides, you say you can pay it me to-morrow; and I promise youthat will be the same thing. " They then walked together to Booth's lodgings, where Booth, fromAmelia's pocket, gave his friend double the little sum he had asked. Upon which the old gentleman shook him heartily by the hand, and, repeating his intention of paying him the next day, made the best ofhis way to a butcher's, whence he carried off a leg of mutton to afamily that had lately kept Lent without any religious merit. When he was gone Amelia asked her husband who that old gentleman was?Booth answered he was one of the scandals of his country; that theDuke of Marlborough had about thirty years before made him an ensignfrom a private man for very particular merit; and that he had not longsince gone out of the army with a broken heart, upon having severalboys put over his head. He then gave her an account of his family, which he had heard from the old gentleman in their way to his house, and with which we have already in a concise manner acquainted thereader. "Good Heavens!" cries Amelia; "what are our great men made of? arethey in reality a distinct species from the rest of mankind? are theyborn without hearts?" "One would, indeed, sometimes, " cries Booth, "be inclined to think so. In truth, they have no perfect idea of those common distresses ofmankind which are far removed from their own sphere. Compassion, ifthoroughly examined, will, I believe, appear to be the fellow-feelingonly of men of the same rank and degree of life for one another, onaccount of the evils to which they themselves are liable. Oursensations are, I am afraid, very cold towards those who are at agreat distance from us, and whose calamities can consequently neverreach us. " "I remember, " cries Amelia, "a sentiment of Dr Harrison's, which hetold me was in some Latin book; _I am a man myself, and my heart isinterested in whatever can befal the rest of mankind_. That is thesentiment of a good man, and whoever thinks otherwise is a bad one. " "I have often told you, my dear Emily, " cries Booth, "that all men, aswell the best as the worst, act alike from the principle of self-love. Where benevolence therefore is the uppermost passion, self-lovedirects you to gratify it by doing good, and by relieving thedistresses of others; for they are then in reality your own. But whereambition, avarice, pride, or any other passion, governs the man andkeeps his benevolence down, the miseries of all other men affect himno more than they would a stock or a stone. And thus the man and hisstatue have often the same degree of feeling or compassion. " "I have often wished, my dear, " cries Amelia, "to hear you conversewith Dr Harrison on this subject; for I am sure he would convince you, though I can't, that there are really such things as religion andvirtue. " This was not the first hint of this kind which Amelia had given; forshe sometimes apprehended from his discourse that he was little betterthan an atheist: a consideration which did not diminish her affectionfor him, but gave her great uneasiness. On all such occasions Boothimmediately turned the discourse to some other subject; for, though hehad in other points a great opinion of his wife's capacity, yet as adivine or a philosopher he did not hold her in a very respectablelight, nor did he lay any great stress on her sentiments in suchmatters. He now, therefore, gave a speedy turn to the conversation, and began to talk of affairs below the dignity of this history. BOOK XL Chapter i. _Containing a very polite scene. _ We will now look back to some personages who, though not the principalcharacters in this history, have yet made too considerable a figure init to be abruptly dropt: and these are Colonel James and his lady. This fond couple never met till dinner the day after the masquerade, when they happened to be alone together in an antechamber before thearrival of the rest of the company. The conversation began with the colonel's saying, "I hope, madam, yougot no cold last night at the masquerade. " To which the lady answeredby much the same kind of question. They then sat together near five minutes without opening their mouthsto each other. At last Mrs. James said, "Pray, sir, who was thatmasque with you in the dress of a shepherdess? How could you exposeyourself by walking with such a trollop in public; for certainly nowoman of any figure would appear there in such a dress? You know, Mr. James, I never interfere with your affairs; but I would, methinks, formy own sake, if I was you, preserve a little decency in the face ofthe world. " "Upon my word, " said James, "I do not know whom you mean. A woman insuch a dress might speak to me for aught I know. A thousand peoplespeak to me at a masquerade. But, I promise you, I spoke to no womanacquaintance there that I know of. Indeed, I now recollect there was awoman in a dress of a shepherdess; and there was another aukward thingin a blue domino that plagued me a little, but I soon got rid ofthem. " "And I suppose you do not know the lady in the blue domino neither?" "Not I, I assure you, " said James. "But pray, why do you ask me thesequestions? it looks so like jealousy. " "Jealousy!" cries she; "I jealous! no, Mr. James, I shall never bejealous, I promise you, especially of the lady in the blue domino;for, to my knowledge, she despises you of all human race. " "I am heartily glad of it, " said James; "for I never saw such a tallaukward monster in my life. " "That is a very cruel way of telling me you knew me. " "You, madam!" said James; "you was in a black domino. " "It is not so unusual a thing, I believe, you yourself know, to changedresses. I own I did it to discover some of your tricks. I did notthink you could have distinguished the tall aukward monster so well. " "Upon my soul, " said James, "if it was you I did not even suspect it;so you ought not to be offended at what I have said ignorantly. " "Indeed, sir, " cries she, "you cannot offend me by anything you cansay to my face; no, by my soul, I despise you too much. But I wish, Mr. James, you would not make me the subject of your conversationamongst your wenches. I desire I may not be afraid of meeting them forfear of their insults; that I may not be told by a dirty trollop youmake me the subject of your wit amongst them, of which, it seems, I amthe favourite topic. Though you have married a tall aukward monster, Mr. James, I think she hath a right to be treated, as your wife, withrespect at least: indeed, I shall never require any more; indeed, Mr. James, I never shall. I think a wife hath a title to that. " "Who told you this, madam?" said James. "Your slut, " said she; "your wench, your shepherdess. " "By all that's sacred!" cries James, "I do not know who theshepherdess was. " "By all that's sacred then, " says she, "she told me so, and I amconvinced she told me truth. But I do not wonder at you denying it;for that is equally consistent with honour as to behave in such amanner to a wife who is a gentlewoman. I hope you will allow me that, sir. Because I had not quite so great a fortune I hope you do notthink me beneath you, or that you did me any honour in marrying me. Iam come of as good a family as yourself, Mr. James; and if my brotherknew how you treated me he would not bear it. " "Do you threaten me with your brother, madam?" said James. "I will not be ill-treated, sir, " answered she. "Nor I neither, madam, " cries he; "and therefore I desire you willprepare to go into the country to-morrow morning. " "Indeed, sir, " said she, "I shall not. " "By heavens! madam, but you shall, " answered he: "I will have my coachat the door to-morrow morning by seven; and you shall either go intoit or be carried. " "I hope, sir, you are not in earnest, " said she. "Indeed, madam, " answered he, "but I am in earnest, and resolved; andinto the country you go to-morrow. " "But why into the country, " said she, "Mr. James? Why will you be sobarbarous to deny me the pleasures of the town?" "Because you interfere with my pleasures, " cried James, "which I havetold you long ago I would not submit to. It is enough for fond couplesto have these scenes together. I thought we had been upon a betterfooting, and had cared too little for each other to become mutualplagues. I thought you had been satisfied with the full liberty ofdoing what you pleased. " "So I am; I defy you to say I have ever given you any uneasiness. " "How!" cries he; "have you not just now upbraided me with what youheard at the masquerade?" "I own, " said she, "to be insulted by such a creature to my face stungme to the soul. I must have had no spirit to bear the insults of suchan animal. Nay, she spoke of you with equal contempt. Whoever she is, I promise you Mr. Booth is her favourite. But, indeed, she is unworthyany one's regard, for she behaved like an arrant dragoon. " "Hang her!" cries the colonel, "I know nothing of her. " "Well, but, Mr. James, I am sure you will not send me into thecountry. Indeed I will not go into the country. " "If you was a reasonable woman, " cries James, "perhaps I should notdesire it. And on one consideration--" "Come, name your consideration, " said she. "Let me first experience your discernment, " said he. "Come, Molly, letme try your judgment. Can you guess at any woman of your acquaintancethat I like?" "Sure, " said she, "it cannot be Mrs. Booth!" "And why not Mrs. Booth?" answered he. "Is she not the finest woman inthe world?" "Very far from it, " replied she, "in my opinion. " "Pray what faults, " said he, "can you find in her?" "In the first place, " cries Mrs. James, "her eyes are too large; andshe hath a look with them that I don't know how to describe; but Iknow I don't like it. Then her eyebrows are too large; therefore, indeed, she doth all in her power to remedy this with her pincers; forif it was not for those her eyebrows would be preposterous. Then hernose, as well proportioned as it is, has a visible scar on one side. Her neck, likewise, is too protuberant for the genteel size, especially as she laces herself; for no woman, in my opinion, can begenteel who is not entirely flat before. And, lastly, she is both tooshort and too tall. Well, you may laugh, Mr. James, I know what Imean, though I cannot well express it: I mean that she is too tall fora pretty woman and too short for a fine woman. There is such a thingas a kind of insipid medium--a kind of something that is neither onething nor another. I know not how to express it more clearly; but whenI say such a one is a pretty woman, a pretty thing, a pretty creature, you know very well I mean a little woman; and when I say such a one isa very fine woman, a very fine person of a woman, to be sure I mustmean a tall woman. Now a woman that is between both is certainlyneither the one nor the other. " "Well, I own, " said he, "you have explained yourself with greatdexterity; but, with all these imperfections, I cannot help likingher. " "That you need not tell me, Mr. James, " answered the lady, "for that Iknew before you desired me to invite her to your house. Andnevertheless, did not I, like an obedient wife, comply with yourdesires? did I make any objection to the party you proposed for themasquerade, though I knew very well your motive? what can the best ofwives do more? to procure you success is not in my power; and, if Imay give you my opinion, I believe you will never succeed with her. " "Is her virtue so very impregnable?" said he, with a sneer. "Her virtue, " answered Mrs. James, "hath the best guard in the world, which is a most violent love for her husband. " "All pretence and affectation, " cries the colonel. "It is impossibleshe should have so little taste, or indeed so little delicacy, as tolike such a fellow. " "Nay, I do not much like him myself, " said she. "He is not indeed atall such a sort of man as I should like; but I thought he had beengenerally allowed to be handsome. " "He handsome!" cries James. "What, with a nose like the proboscis ofan elephant, with the shoulders of a porter, and the legs of achairman? The fellow hath not in the least the look of a gentleman, and one would rather think he had followed the plough than the campall his life. " "Nay, now I protest, " said she, "I think you do him injustice. He isgenteel enough in my opinion. It is true, indeed, he is not quite ofthe most delicate make; but, whatever he is, I am convinced she thinkshim the finest man in the world. " "I cannot believe it, " answered he peevishly; "but will you invite herto dinner here to-morrow?" "With all my heart, and as often as you please, " answered she. "But Ihave some favours to ask of you. First, I must hear no more of goingout of town till I please. " "Very well, " cries he. "In the next place, " said she, "I must have two hundred guineas withinthese two or three days. " "Well, I agree to that too, " answered he. "And when I do go out of town, I go to Tunbridge--I insist upon that;and from Tunbridge I go to Bath--positively to Bath. And I promise youfaithfully I will do all in my power to carry Mrs. Booth with me. " "On that condition, " answered he, "I promise you you shall go whereveryou please. And, to shew you, I will even prevent your wishes by mygenerosity; as soon as I receive the five thousand pounds which I amgoing to take up on one of my estates, you shall have two hundredmore. " She thanked him with a low curtesie; and he was in such good humourthat he offered to kiss her. To this kiss she coldly turned her cheek, and then, flirting her fan, said, "Mr. James, there is one thing Iforgot to mention to you--I think you intended to get a commission insome regiment abroad for this young man. Now if you would take myadvice, I know this will not oblige his wife; and, besides, I ampositive she resolves to go with him. But, if you can provide for himin some regiment at home, I know she will dearly love you for it, andwhen he is ordered to quarters she will be left behind; and Yorkshireor Scotland, I think, is as good a distance as either of the Indies. " "Well, I will do what I can, " answered James; "but I cannot askanything yet; for I got two places of a hundred a year each for two ofmy footmen, within this fortnight. " At this instant a violent knock at the door signified the arrival oftheir company, upon which both husband and wife put on their bestlooks to receive their guests; and, from their behaviour to each otherduring the rest of the day, a stranger might have concluded he hadbeen in company with the fondest couple in the universe. Chapter ii. _Matters political. _ Before we return to Booth we will relate a scene in which Dr Harrisonwas concerned. This good man, whilst in the country, happened to be in theneighbourhood of a nobleman of his acquaintance, and whom he knew tohave very considerable interest with the ministers at that time. The doctor, who was very well known to this nobleman, took thisopportunity of paying him a visit in order to recommend poor Booth tohis favour. Nor did he much doubt of his success, the favour he was toask being a very small one, and to which he thought the service ofBooth gave him so just a title. The doctor's name soon gained him an admission to the presence of thisgreat man, who, indeed, received him with much courtesy andpoliteness; not so much, perhaps, from any particular regard to thesacred function, nor from any respect to the doctor's personal merit, as from some considerations which the reader will perhaps guess anon. After many ceremonials, and some previous discourse on differentsubjects, the doctor opened the business, and told the great man thathe was come to him to solicit a favour for a young gentleman who hadbeen an officer in the army and was now on half-pay. "All the favour Iask, my lord, " said he, "is, that this gentleman may be again admitted_ad_ _eundem_. I am convinced your lordship will do me the justice tothink I would not ask for a worthless person; but, indeed, the youngman I mean hath very extraordinary merit. He was at the siege ofGibraltar, in which he behaved with distinguished bravery, and wasdangerously wounded at two several times in the service of hiscountry. I will add that he is at present in great necessity, and hatha wife and several children, for whom he hath no other means ofproviding; and, if it will recommend him farther to your lordship'sfavour, his wife, I believe, is one of the best and worthiest of allher sex. " "As to that, my dear doctor, " cries the nobleman, "I shall make nodoubt. Indeed any service I shall do the gentleman will be upon youraccount. As to necessity, it is the plea of so many that it isimpossible to serve them all. And with regard to the personal merit ofthese inferior officers, I believe I need not tell you that it is verylittle regarded. But if you recommend him, let the person be what hewill, I am convinced it will be done; for I know it is in your powerat present to ask for a greater matter than this. " "I depend entirely upon your lordship, " answered the doctor. "Indeed, my worthy friend, " replied the lord, "I will not take a meritto myself which will so little belong to me. You are to depend onyourself. It falls out very luckily too at this time, when you have itin your power so greatly to oblige us. " "What, my lord, is in my power?" cries the doctor. "You certainly know, " answered his lordship, "how hard ColonelTrompington is run at your town in the election of a mayor; they tellme it will be a very near thing unless you join us. But we know it isin your power to do the business, and turn the scale. I heard yourname mentioned the other day on that account, and I know you may haveanything in reason if you will give us your interest. " "Sure, my lord, " cries the doctor, "you are not in earnest in askingmy interest for the colonel?" "Indeed I am, " answered the peer; "why should you doubt it?" "For many reasons, " answered the doctor. "First, I am an old friendand acquaintance of Mr. Fairfield, as your lordship, I believe, verywell knows. The little interest, therefore, that I have, you may beassured, will go in his favour. Indeed, I do not concern myself deeplyin these affairs, for I do not think it becomes my cloth so to do. But, as far as I think it decent to interest myself, it will certainlybe on the side of Mr. Fairfield. Indeed, I should do so if I wasacquainted with both the gentlemen only by reputation; the one being aneighbouring gentleman of a very large estate, a very sober andsensible man, of known probity and attachment to the true interest ofhis country; the other is a mere stranger, a boy, a soldier offortune, and, as far as I can discern from the little conversation Ihave had with him, of a very shallow capacity, and no education. " "No education, my dear friend!" cries the nobleman. "Why, he hath beeneducated in half the courts of Europe. " "Perhaps so, my lord, " answered the doctor; "but I shall always be sogreat a pedant as to call a man of no learning a man of no education. And, from my own knowledge, I can aver that I am persuaded there isscarce a foot-soldier in the army who is more illiterate than thecolonel. " "Why, as to Latin and Greek, you know, " replied the lord, "they arenot much required in the army. " "It may be so, " said the doctor. "Then let such persons keep to theirown profession. It is a very low civil capacity indeed for which anilliterate man can be qualified. And, to speak a plain truth, if yourlordship is a friend to the colonel, you would do well to advise himto decline an attempt in which I am certain he hath no probability ofsuccess. " "Well, sir, " said the lord, "if you are resolved against us, I mustdeal as freely with you, and tell you plainly I cannot serve you inyour affair. Nay, it will be the best thing I can do to hold mytongue; for, if I should mention his name with your recommendationafter what you have said, he would perhaps never get provided for aslong as he lives. " "Is his own merit, then, my lord, no recommendation?" cries thedoctor. "My dear, dear sir, " cries the other, "what is the merit of asubaltern officer?" "Surely, my lord, " cries the doctor, "it is the merit which shouldrecommend him to the post of a subaltern officer. And it is a meritwhich will hereafter qualify him to serve his country in a highercapacity. And I do assure of this young man, that he hath not only agood heart but a good head too. And I have been told by those who arejudges that he is, for his age, an excellent officer. " "Very probably!" cries my lord. "And there are abundance with the samemerit and the same qualifications who want a morsel of bread forthemselves and their families. " "It is an infamous scandal on the nation, " cries the doctor; "and I amheartily sorry it can be said even with a colour of truth. " "How can it be otherwise?" says the peer. "Do you think it is possibleto provide for all men of merit?" "Yes, surely do I, " said the doctor; "and very easily too. " "How, pray?" cries the lord. "Upon my word, I shall be glad to know. " "Only by not providing for those who have none. The men of merit inany capacity are not, I am afraid, so extremely numerous that we needstarve any of them, unless we wickedly suffer a set of worthlessfellows to eat their bread. " "This is all mere Utopia, " cries his lordship; "the chimerical systemof Plato's commonwealth, with which we amused ourselves at theuniversity; politics which are inconsistent with the state of humanaffairs. " "Sure, my lord, " cries the doctor, "we have read of states where suchdoctrines have been put in practice. What is your lordship's opinionof Rome in the earlier ages of the commonwealth, of Sparta, and evenof Athens itself in some periods of its history?" "Indeed, doctor, " cries the lord, "all these notions are obsolete andlong since exploded. To apply maxims of government drawn from theGreek and Roman histories to this nation is absurd and impossible. But, if you will have Roman examples, fetch them from those times ofthe republic that were most like our own. Do you not know, doctor, that this is as corrupt a nation as ever existed under the sun? Andwould you think of governing such a people by the strict principles ofhonesty and morality?" "If it be so corrupt, " said the doctor, "I think it is high time toamend it: or else it is easy to foresee that Roman and British libertywill have the same fate; for corruption in the body politic asnaturally tends to dissolution as in the natural body. " "I thank you for your simile, " cries my lord; "for, in the naturalbody, I believe, you will allow there is the season of youth, theseason of manhood, and the season of old age; and that, when the lastof these arrives, it will be an impossible attempt by all the means ofart to restore the body again to its youth, or to the vigour of itsmiddle age. The same periods happen to every great kingdom. In itsyouth it rises by arts and arms to power and prosperity. This itenjoys and flourishes with a while; and then it may be said to be inthe vigour of its age, enriched at home with all the emoluments andblessings of peace, and formidable abroad with all the terrors of war. At length this very prosperity introduces corruption, and then comeson its old age. Virtue and learning, art and industry, decay bydegrees. The people sink into sloth and luxury and prostitution. It isenervated at home--becomes contemptible abroad; and such indeed is itsmisery and wretchedness, that it resembles a man in the last decrepitstage of life, who looks with unconcern at his approachingdissolution. " "This is a melancholy picture indeed, " cries the doctor; "and, if thelatter part of it can be applied to our case, I see nothing butreligion, which would have prevented this decrepit state of theconstitution, should prevent a man of spirit from hanging himself outof the way of so wretched a contemplation. " "Why so?" said the peer; "why hang myself, doctor? Would it not bewiser, think you, to make the best of your time, and the most you can, in such a nation?" "And is religion, then, to be really laid out of the question?" criesthe doctor. "If I am to speak my own opinion, sir, " answered the peer, "you know Ishall answer in the negative. But you are too well acquainted with theworld to be told that the conduct of politicians is not formed uponthe principles of religion. " "I am very sorry for it, " cries the doctor; "but I will talk to themthen of honour and honesty; this is a language which I hope they willat least pretend to understand. Now to deny a man the preferment whichhe merits, and to give it to another man who doth not merit it, is amanifest act of injustice, and is consequently inconsistent with bothhonour and honesty. Nor is it only an act of injustice to the manhimself, but to the public, for whose good principally all publicoffices are, or ought to be, instituted. Now this good can never becompleted nor obtained but by employing all persons according to theircapacities. Wherever true merit is liable to be superseded by favourand partiality, and men are intrusted with offices without any regardto capacity or integrity, the affairs of that state will always be ina deplorable situation. Such, as Livy tells us, was the state of Capuaa little before its final destruction, and the consequence yourlordship well knows. But, my lord, there is another mischief whichattends this kind of injustice, and that is, it hath a manifesttendency to destroy all virtue and all ability among the people, bytaking away all that encouragement and incentive which should promoteemulation and raise men to aim at excelling in any art, science, orprofession. Nor can anything, my lord, contribute more to render anation contemptible among its neighbours; for what opinion can othercountries have of the councils, or what terror can they conceive ofthe arms, of such a people? and it was chiefly owing to the avoidingthis error that Oliver Cromwell carried the reputation of Englandhigher than it ever was at any other time. I will add only oneargument more, and that is founded on the most narrow and selfishsystem of politics; and this is, that such a conduct is sure to createuniversal discontent and grumbling at home; for nothing can bring mento rest satisfied, when they see others preferred to them, but anopinion that they deserved that elevation; for, as one of the greatestmen this country ever produced observes, One worthless man that gains what he pretends Disgusts a thousand unpretending friends. With what heart-burnings then must any nation see themselves obligedto contribute to the support of a set of men of whose incapacity toserve them they are well apprized, and who do their country a doublediskindness, by being themselves employed in posts to which they areunequal, and by keeping others out of those employments for which theyare qualified!" "And do you really think, doctor, " cries the nobleman, "that anyminister could support himself in this country upon such principles asyou recommend? Do you think he would be able to baffle an oppositionunless he should oblige his friends by conferring places oftencontrary to his own inclinations and his own opinion?" "Yes, really do I, " cries the doctor. "Indeed, if a minister isresolved to make good his confession in the liturgy, _by leavingundone all those things which he ought to have done, and by doing allthose things which he ought not to have done, _ such a minister, Igrant, will be obliged to baffle opposition, as you are pleased toterm it, by these arts; for, as Shakespeare somewhere says, Things ill begun strengthen themselves by ill. But if, on the contrary, he will please to consider the true interestof his country, and that only in great and national points; if he willengage his country in neither alliances nor quarrels but where it isreally interested; if he will raise no money but what is wanted, noremploy any civil or military officers but what are useful, and placein these employments men of the highest integrity, and of the greatestabilities; if he will employ some few of his hours to advance ourtrade, and some few more to regulate our domestic government; if hewould do this, my lord, I will answer for it, he shall either have noopposition to baffle, or he shall baffle it by a fair appeal to hisconduct. Such a minister may, in the language of the law, put himselfon his country when he pleases, and he shall come off with honour andapplause. " "And do you really believe, doctor, " cries the peer, "there ever wassuch a minister, or ever will be?" "Why not, my lord?" answered the doctor. "It requires no veryextraordinary parts, nor any extraordinary degree of virtue. He needpractise no great instances of self-denial. He shall have power, andhonour, and riches, and, perhaps, all in a much greater degree than hecan ever acquire by pursuing a contrary system. He shall have more ofeach and much more of safety. " "Pray, doctor, " said my lord, " let me ask you one simple question. Doyou really believe any man upon earth was ever a rogue out of choice?" "Really, my lord, " says the doctor, "I am ashamed to answer in theaffirmative; and yet I am afraid experience would almost justify me ifI should. Perhaps the opinion of the world may sometimes mislead mento think those measures necessary which in reality are not so. Or thetruth may be, that a man of good inclinations finds his office filledwith such corruption by the iniquity of his predecessors, that he maydespair of being capable of purging it; and so sits down contented, asAugeas did with the filth of his stables, not because he thought themthe better, or that such filth was really necessary to a stable, butthat he despaired of sufficient force to cleanse them. " "I will ask you one question more, and I have done, " said thenobleman. "Do you imagine that if any minister was really as good asyou would have him, that the people in general would believe that hewas so?" "Truly, my lord, " said the doctor, "I think they may be justified innot believing too hastily. But I beg leave to answer your lordship'squestion by another. Doth your lordship believe that the people ofGreenland, when they see the light of the sun and feel his warmth, after so long a season of cold and darkness, will really be persuadedthat he shines upon them?" My lord smiled at the conceit; and then the doctor took an opportunityto renew his suit, to which his lordship answered, "He would promisenothing, and could give him no hopes of success; but you may beassured, " said he, with a leering countenance, "I shall do him all theservice in my power. " A language which the doctor well understood; andsoon after took a civil, but not a very ceremonious leave. Chapter iii. _The history of Mr. Trent. _ We will now return to Mr. Booth and his wife. The former had spent histime very uneasily ever since he had discovered what sort of man hewas indebted to; but, lest he should forget it, Mr. Trent thought nowproper to remind him in the following letter, which he read the nextmorning after he had put off the appointment. "SIR, --I am sorry the necessity of my affairs obliges me to mentionthat small sum which I had the honour to lend you the other night atplay; and which I shall be much obliged to you if you will let me havesome time either to-day or to-morrow. I am, sir, Your most obedient, most humble servant, GEORGE TRENT. " This letter a little surprized Booth, after the genteel, and, indeed, as it appeared, generous behaviour of Trent. But lest it should havethe same effect upon the reader, we will now proceed to account forthis, as well as for some other phenomena that have appeared in thishistory, and which, perhaps, we shall be forgiven for not havingopened more largely before. Mr. Trent then was a gentleman possibly of a good family, for it wasnot certain whence he sprung on the father's side. His mother, who wasthe only parent he ever knew or heard of, was a single gentlewoman, and for some time carried on the trade of a milliner in Covent-garden. She sent her son, at the age of eight years old, to a charity-school, where he remained till he was of the age of fourteen, without makingany great proficiency in learning. Indeed it is not very probable heshould; for the master, who, in preference to a very learned andproper man, was chosen by a party into this school, the salary ofwhich was upwards of a hundred pounds a-year, had himself nevertravelled through the Latin Grammar, and was, in truth, a mostconsummate blockhead. At the age of fifteen Mr. Trent was put clerk to an attorney, where heremained a very short time before he took leave of his master; rather, indeed, departed without taking leave; and, having broke open hismother's escritore, and carried off with him all the valuable effectshe there found, to the amount of about fifty pounds, he marched off tosea, and went on board a merchantman, whence he was afterwards pressedinto a man of war. In this service he continued above three years; during which time hebehaved so ill in his moral character that he twice underwent a verysevere discipline for thefts in which he was detected; but at the sametime, he behaved so well as a sailor in an engagement with somepirates, that he wiped off all former scores, and greatly recommendedhimself to his captain. At his return home, he being then about twenty years of age, he foundthat the attorney had in his absence married his mother, had buriedher, and secured all her effects, to the amount, as he was informed, of about fifteen hundred pound. Trent applied to his stepfather, butto no purpose; the attorney utterly disowned him, nor would he sufferhim to come a second time within his doors. It happened that the attorney had, by a former wife, an only daughter, a great favourite, who was about the same age with Trent himself, andhad, during his residence at her father's house, taken a very greatliking to this young fellow, who was extremely handsome and perfectlywell made. This her liking was not, during his absence, so farextinguished but that it immediately revived on his return. Of thisshe took care to give Mr. Trent proper intimation; for she was not oneof those backward and delicate ladies who can die rather than make thefirst overture. Trent was overjoyed at this, and with reason, for shewas a very lovely girl in her person, the only child of a rich father;and the prospect of so complete a revenge on the attorney charmed himabove all the rest. To be as short in the matter as the parties, amarriage was soon consummated between them. The attorney at first raged and was implacable; but at last fondnessfor his daughter so far overcame resentment that he advanced a sum ofmoney to buy his son-in-law (for now he acknowledged him as such) anensign's commission in a marching regiment then ordered to Gibraltar;at which place the attorney heartily hoped that Trent might be knockedon the head; for in that case he thought he might marry his daughtermore agreeably to his own ambition and to her advantage. The regiment into which Trent purchased was the same with that inwhich Booth likewise served; the one being an ensign, and the other alieutenant, in the two additional companies. Trent had no blemish in his military capacity. Though he had had butan indifferent education, he was naturally sensible and genteel, andNature, as we have said, had given him a very agreeable person. He waslikewise a very bold fellow, and, as he really behaved himself everyway well enough while he was at Gibraltar, there was some degree ofintimacy between him and Booth. When the siege was over, and the additional companies were againreduced, Trent returned to his wife, who received him with great joyand affection. Soon after this an accident happened which proved theutter ruin of his father-in-law, and ended in breaking his heart. Thiswas nothing but making a mistake pretty common at this day, of writinganother man's name to a deed instead of his own. In truth this matterwas no less than what the law calls forgery, and was just then madecapital by an act of parliament. From this offence, indeed, theattorney was acquitted, by not admitting the proof of the party, whowas to avoid his own deed by his evidence, and therefore no witness, according to those excellent rules called the law of evidence; a lawvery excellently calculated for the preservation of the lives of hismajesty's roguish subjects, and most notably used for that purpose. But though by common law the attorney was honourably acquitted, yet, as common sense manifested to every one that he was guilty, heunhappily lost his reputation, and of consequence his business; thechagrin of which latter soon put an end to his life. This prosecution had been attended with a very great expence; for, besides the ordinary costs of avoiding the gallows by the help of thelaw, there was a very high article, of no less than a thousand pounds, paid down to remove out of the way a witness against whom there was nolegal exception. The poor gentleman had besides suffered some lossesin business; so that, to the surprize of all his acquaintance, whenhis debts were paid there remained no more than a small estate offourscore pounds a-year, which he settled upon his daughter, far outof the reach of her husband, and about two hundred pounds in money. The old gentleman had not long been in his grave before Trent sethimself to consider seriously of the state of his affairs. He hadlately begun to look on his wife with a much less degree of liking anddesire than formerly; for he was one of those who think too much ofone thing is good for nothing. Indeed, he had indulged thesespeculations so far, that I believe his wife, though one of theprettiest women in town, was the last subject that he would have chosefor any amorous dalliance. Many other persons, however, greatly differed from him in his opinion. Amongst the rest was the illustrious peer of amorous memory. Thisnoble peer, having therefore got a view of Mrs. Trent one day in thestreet, did, by means of an emissary then with him, make himselfacquainted with her lodging, to which he immediately laid siege inform, setting himself down in a lodging directly opposite to her, fromwhence the battery of ogles began to play the very next morning. This siege had not continued long before the governor of the garrisonbecame sufficiently apprized of all the works which were carrying on, and, having well reconnoitered the enemy, and discovered who he was, notwithstanding a false name and some disguise of his person, hecalled a council of war within his own breast. In fact, to drop allallegory, he began to consider whether his wife was not really a morevaluable possession than he had lately thought her. In short, as hehad been disappointed in her fortune, he now conceived some hopes ofturning her beauty itself into a fortune. Without communicating these views to her, he soon scraped anacquaintance with his opposite neighbour by the name which he thereusurped, and counterfeited an entire ignorance of his real name andtitle. On this occasion Trent had his disguise likewise, for heaffected the utmost simplicity; of which affectation, as he was a veryartful fellow, he was extremely capable. The peer fell plumb into this snare; and when, by the simplicity, ashe imagined, of the husband, he became acquainted with the wife, hewas so extravagantly charmed with her person, that he resolved, whatever was the cost or the consequence, he would possess her. His lordship, however, preserved some caution in his management ofthis affair; more, perhaps, than was necessary. As for the husband, none was requisite, for he knew all he could; and, with regard to thewife herself, as she had for some time perceived the decrease of herhusband's affection (for few women are, I believe, to be imposed uponin that matter), she was not displeased to find the return of all thatcomplaisance and endearment, of those looks and languishments, fromanother agreeable person, which she had formerly received from Trent, and which she now found she should receive from him no longer. My lord, therefore, having been indulged with as much opportunity ashe could wish from Trent, and having received rather moreencouragement than he could well have hoped from the lady, began toprepare all matters for a storm, when luckily, Mr. Trent declaring hemust go out of town for two days, he fixed on the first day of hisdeparture as the time of carrying his design into execution. And now, after some debate with himself in what manner he shouldapproach his love, he at last determined to do it in his own person;for he conceived, and perhaps very rightly, that the lady, likeSemele, was not void of ambition, and would have preferred Jupiter inall his glory to the same deity in the disguise of an humble shepherd. He dressed himself, therefore, in the richest embroidery of which hewas master, and appeared before his mistress arrayed in all thebrightness of peerage; a sight whose charms she had not the power toresist, and the consequences are only to be imagined. In short, thesame scene which Jupiter acted with his above-mentioned mistress ofold was more than beginning, when Trent burst from the closet intowhich he had conveyed himself, and unkindly interrupted the action. His lordship presently run to his sword; but Trent, with greatcalmness, answered, "That, as it was very well known he durst fight, he should not draw his sword on this occasion; for sure, " says he, "mylord, it would be the highest imprudence in me to kill a man who isnow become so considerably my debtor. " At which words he fetched aperson from the closet, who had been confined with him, telling him hehad done his business, and might now, if he pleased, retire. It would be tedious here to amuse the reader with all that passed onthe present occasion; the rage and confusion of the wife, or theperplexity in which my lord was involved. We will omit therefore allsuch matters, and proceed directly to business, as Trent and hislordship did soon after. And in the conclusion my lord stipulated topay a good round sum, and to provide Mr. Trent with a good place onthe first opportunity. On the side of Mr. Trent were stipulated absolute remission of allpast, and full indulgence for the time to come. Trent now immediately took a house at the polite end of the town, furnished it elegantly, and set up his equipage, rigged out bothhimself and his wife with very handsome cloaths, frequented all publicplaces where he could get admission, pushed himself into acquaintance, and his wife soon afterwards began to keep an assembly, or, in thefashionable phrase, to be at home once a-week; when, by my lord'sassistance, she was presently visited by most men of the first rank, and by all such women of fashion as are not very nice in theircompany. My lord's amour with this lady lasted not long; for, as we have beforeobserved, he was the most inconstant of all human race. Mrs. Trent'spassion was not however of that kind which leads to any very deepresentment of such fickleness. Her passion, indeed, was principallyfounded upon interest; so that foundation served to support anothersuperstructure; and she was easily prevailed upon, as well as herhusband, to be useful to my lord in a capacity which, though veryoften exerted in the polite world, hath not as yet, to my greatsurprize, acquired any polite name, or, indeed, any which is not toocoarse to be admitted in this history. After this preface, which we thought necessary to account for acharacter of which some of my country and collegiate readers mightpossibly doubt the existence, I shall proceed to what more immediatelyregards Mrs. Booth. The reader may be pleased to remember that Mr. Trent was present at the assembly to which Booth and his wife werecarried by Mrs. James, and where Amelia was met by the noble peer. His lordship, seeing there that Booth and Trent were old acquaintance, failed not, to use the language of sportsmen, to put Trent upon thescent of Amelia. For this purpose that gentleman visited Booth thevery next day, and had pursued him close ever since. By his means, therefore, my lord learned that Amelia was to be at the masquerade, towhich place she was dogged by Trent in a sailor's jacket, who, meetingmy lord, according to agreement, at the entrance of the opera-house, like the four-legged gentleman of the same vocation, made a deadpoint, as it is called, at the game. My lord was so satisfied and delighted with his conversation at themasquerade with the supposed Amelia, and the encouragement which inreality she had given him, that, when he saw Trent the next morning, he embraced him with great fondness, gave him a bank note of a hundredpound, and promised him both the Indies on his success, of which hebegan now to have no manner of doubt. The affair that happened at the gaming-table was likewise a scheme ofTrent's, on a hint given by my lord to him to endeavour to lead Boothinto some scrape or distress; his lordship promising to pay whateverexpense Trent might be led into by such means. Upon his lordship'scredit, therefore, the money lent to Booth was really advanced. Andhence arose all that seeming generosity and indifference as to thepayment; Trent being satisfied with the obligation conferred on Booth, by means of which he hoped to effect his purpose. But now the scene was totally changed; for Mrs. Atkinson, the morningafter the quarrel, beginning seriously to recollect that she hadcarried the matter rather too far, and might really injure Amelia'sreputation, a thought to which the warm pursuit of her own interesthad a good deal blinded her at the time, resolved to visit my lordhimself, and to let him into the whole story; for, as she hadsucceeded already in her favourite point, she thought she had noreason to fear any consequence of the discovery. This resolution sheimmediately executed. Trent came to attend his lordship, just after Mrs. Atkinson had lefthim. He found the peer in a very ill humour, and brought no news tocomfort or recruit his spirits; for he had himself just received abillet from Booth, with an excuse for himself and his wife fromaccepting the invitation at Trent's house that evening, where mattershad been previously concerted for their entertainment, and when hislordship was by accident to drop into the room where Amelia was, whileBooth was to be engaged at play in another. And now after much debate, and after Trent had acquainted my lord withthe wretched situation of Booth's circumstances, it was resolved thatTrent should immediately demand his money of Booth, and upon his notpaying it, for they both concluded it impossible he should pay it, toput the note which Trent had for the money in suit against him by thegenteel means of paying it away to a nominal third person; and thisthey both conceived must end immediately in the ruin of Booth, and, consequently, in the conquest of Amelia. In this project, and with this hope, both my lord and his setter, or(if the sportsmen please) setting-dog, both greatly exulted; and itwas next morning executed, as we have already seen. Chapter iv. _Containing some distress. _ Trent's letter drove Booth almost to madness. To be indebted to such afellow at any rate had stuck much in his stomach, and had given himvery great uneasiness; but to answer this demand in any other mannerthan by paying the money was absolutely what he could not bear. Again, to pay this money, he very plainly saw there was but one way, and thiswas, by stripping his wife, not only of every farthing, but almost ofevery rag she had in the world; a thought so dreadful that it chilledhis very soul with horror: and yet pride, at last, seemed to representthis as the lesser evil of the two. But how to do this was still a question. It was not sure, at least hefeared it was not, that Amelia herself would readily consent to this;and so far from persuading her to such a measure, he could not beareven to propose it. At length his determination was to acquaint hiswife with the whole affair, and to ask her consent, by way of askingher advice; for he was well assured she could find no other means ofextricating him out of his dilemma. This he accordingly did, representing the affair as bad as he could; though, indeed, it wasimpossible for him to aggravate the real truth. Amelia heard him patiently, without once interrupting him. When he hadfinished, she remained silent some time: indeed, the shock shereceived from this story almost deprived her of the power of speaking. At last she answered, "Well, my dear, you ask my advice; I certainlycan give you no other than that the money must be paid. " "But how must it be paid?" cries he. "O, heavens! thou sweetestcreature! what, not once upbraid me for bringing this ruin on thee?" "Upbraid you, my dear!" says she; "would to heaven I could preventyour upbraiding yourself. But do not despair. I will endeavour by somemeans or other to get you the money. " "Alas! my dear love, " cries Booth, "I know the only way by which youcan raise it. How can I consent to that? do you forget the fears youso lately expressed of what would be our wretched condition when ourlittle all was mouldered away? O my Amelia! they cut my very heart-strings when you spoke then; for I had then lost this little all. Indeed, I assure you, I have not played since, nor ever will more. " "Keep that resolution, " said she, "my dear, and I hope we shall yetrecover the past. "--At which words, casting her eyes on the children, the tears burst from her eyes, and she cried--"Heaven will, I hope, provide for us. " A pathetic scene now ensued between the husband and wife, which wouldnot, perhaps, please many readers to see drawn at too full a length. It is sufficient to say that this excellent woman not only used herutmost endeavours to stifle and conceal her own concern, but said anddid everything in her power to allay that of her husband. Booth was, at this time, to meet a person whom we have formerlymentioned in the course of our history. This gentleman had a place inthe War-office, and pretended to be a man of great interest andconsequence; by which means he did not only receive great respect andcourt from the inferiour officers, but actually bubbled several oftheir money, by undertaking to do them services which, in reality, were not within his power. In truth, I have known few great men whohave not been beset with one or more such fellows as these, throughwhom the inferior part of mankind are obliged to make their court tothe great men themselves; by which means, I believe, principally, persons of real merit have often been deterred from the attempt; forthese subaltern coxcombs ever assume an equal state with theirmasters, and look for an equal degree of respect to be paid to them;to which men of spirit, who are in every light their betters, are noteasily brought to submit. These fellows, indeed, themselves have ajealous eye towards all great abilities, and are sure, to the utmostof their power, to keep all who are so endowed from the presence oftheir masters. They use their masters as bad ministers have sometimesused a prince--they keep all men of merit from his ears, and dailysacrifice his true honour and interest to their own profit and theirown vanity. As soon as Booth was gone to his appointment with this man, Ameliaimmediately betook herself to her business with the highestresolution. She packed up, not only her own little trinkets, and thoseof the children, but the greatest part of her own poor cloathes (forshe was but barely provided), and then drove in a hackney-coach to thesame pawnbroker's who had before been recommended to her by Mrs. Atkinson, who advanced her the money she desired. Being now provided with her sum, she returned well pleased home, andher husband coming in soon after, she with much chearfulness deliveredhim all the money. Booth was so overjoyed with the prospect of discharging his debt toTrent, that he did not perfectly reflect on the distress to which hisfamily was now reduced. The good-humour which appeared in thecountenance of Amelia was, perhaps, another help to stifle thosereflexions; but above all, were the assurances he had received fromthe great man, whom he had met at a coffee-house, and who had promisedto do him all the service in his power; which several half-paysubaltern officers assured him was very considerable. With this comfortable news he acquainted his wife, who either was, orseemed to be, extremely well pleased with it. And now he set out withthe money in his pocket to pay his friend Trent, who unluckily for himhappened not to be at home. On his return home he met his old friend the lieutenant, whothankfully paid him his crown, and insisted on his going with him andtaking part of a bottle. This invitation was so eager and pressing, that poor Booth, who could not resist much importunity, complied. While they were over this bottle Booth acquainted his friend with thepromises he had received that afternoon at the coffee-house, withwhich the old gentleman was very well pleased: "For I have heard, "says he, "that gentleman hath very powerful interest;" but he informedhim likewise that he had heard that the great man must be touched, forthat he never did anything without touching. Of this, indeed, thegreat man himself had given some oblique hints, by saying, with greatsagacity and slyness, that he knew where fifty pound might bedeposited to much advantage. Booth answered that he would very readily advance a small sum if hehad it in his power, but that at present it was not so, for that hehad no more in the world than the sum of fifty pounds, which he owedTrent, and which he intended to pay him the next morning. "It is very right, undoubtedly, to pay your debts, " says the oldgentleman;" but sure, on such an occasion, any man but the rankestusurer would be contented to stay a little while for his money; and itwill be only a little while I am convinced; for, if you deposit thissum in the great man's hands, I make no doubt but you will succeedimmediately in getting your commission; and then I will help you to amethod of taking up such a sum as this. " The old gentleman persistedin this advice, and backed it with every argument he could invent, declaring, as was indeed true, that he gave the same advice which hewould pursue was the case his own. Booth long rejected the opinion of his friend, till, as they had notargued with dry lips, he became heated with wine, and then at last theold gentleman succeeded. Indeed, such was his love, either for Boothor for his own opinion, and perhaps for both, that he omitted nothingin his power. He even endeavoured to palliate the character of Trent, and unsaid half what he had before said of that gentleman. In the end, he undertook to make Trent easy, and to go to him the very nextmorning for that purpose. Poor Booth at last yielded, though with the utmost difficulty. Indeed, had he known quite as much of Trent as the reader doth, no motivewhatsoever would have prevailed on him to have taken the oldgentleman's advice. Chapter v. _Containing more wormwood and other ingredients. _ In the morning Booth communicated the matter to Amelia, who told himshe would not presume to advise him in an affair of which he was somuch the better judge. While Booth remained in a doubtful state what conduct to pursue Boundcame to make him a visit, and informed him that he had been at Trent'shouse, but found him not at home, adding that he would pay him asecond visit that very day, and would not rest till he found him. Booth was ashamed to confess his wavering resolution in an affair inwhich he had been so troublesome to his friend; he therefore dressedhimself immediately, and together they both went to wait on the littlegreat man, to whom Booth now hoped to pay his court in the mosteffectual manner. Bound had been longer acquainted with the modern methods of businessthan Booth; he advised his friend, therefore, to begin with tipping(as it is called) the great man's servant. He did so, and by thatmeans got speedy access to the master. The great man received the money, not as a gudgeon doth a bait, but asa pike receives a poor gudgeon into his maw. To say the truth, suchfellows as these may well be likened to that voracious fish, whofattens himself by devouring all the little inhabitants of the river. As soon as the great man had pocketed the cash, he shook Booth by thehand, and told him he would be sure to slip no opportunity of servinghim, and would send him word as soon as any offered. Here I shall stop one moment, and so, perhaps, will my good-naturedreader; for surely it must be a hard heart which is not affected withreflecting on the manner in which this poor little sum was raised, andon the manner in which it was bestowed. A worthy family, the wife andchildren of a man who had lost his blood abroad in the service of hiscountry, parting with their little all, and exposed to cold andhunger, to pamper such a fellow as this! And if any such reader as I mention should happen to be in reality agreat man, and in power, perhaps the horrour of this picture mayinduce him to put a final end to this abominable practice of touching, as it is called; by which, indeed, a set of leeches are permitted tosuck the blood of the brave and the indigent, of the widow and theorphan. Booth now returned home, where he found his wife with Mrs. James. Amelia had, before the arrival of her husband, absolutely refused Mrs. James's invitation to dinner the next day; but when Booth came in thelady renewed her application, and that in so pressing a manner, thatBooth seconded her; for, though he had enough of jealousy in histemper, yet such was his friendship to the colonel, and such hisgratitude to the obligations which he had received from him, that hisown unwillingness to believe anything of him, co-operating withAmelia's endeavours to put everything in the fairest light, hadbrought him to acquit his friend of any ill design. To this, perhaps, the late affair concerning my lord had moreover contributed; for itseems to me that the same passion cannot much energize on twodifferent objects at one and the same time: an observation which, Ibelieve, will hold as true with regard to the cruel passions ofjealousy and anger as to the gentle passion of love, in which onegreat and mighty object is sure to engage the whole passion. When Booth grew importunate, Amelia answered, "My dear, I should notrefuse you whatever was in my power; but this is absolutely out of mypower; for since I must declare the truth, I cannot dress myself. " "Why so?" said Mrs. James. " I am sure you are in good health. " "Is there no other impediment to dressing but want of health, madam?"answered Amelia. "Upon my word, none that I know of, " replied Mrs. James. "What do you think of want of cloathes, madam?" said Amelia. "Ridiculous!" cries Mrs. James. "What need have you to dress yourselfout? You will see nobody but our own family, and I promise you I don'texpect it. A plain night-gown will do very well. " "But if I must be plain with you, madam, " said Amelia, "I have noother cloathes but what I have now on my back. I have not even a cleanshift in the world; for you must know, my dear, " said she to Booth, "that little Betty is walked off this morning, and hath carried all mylinen with her. " "How, my dear?" cries Booth; "little Betty robbed you?" "It is even so, " answered Amelia. Indeed, she spoke truth; for littleBetty, having perceived the evening before that her mistress wasmoving her goods, was willing to lend all the assistance in her power, and had accordingly moved off early that morning, taking with herwhatever she could lay her hands on. Booth expressed himself with some passion on the occasion, and sworehe would make an example of the girl. "If the little slut be aboveground, " cried he, "I will find her out, and bring her to justice. " "I am really sorry for this accident, " said Mrs. James, "and (though Iknow not how to mention it) I beg you'll give me leave to offer youany linen of mine till you can make new of your own. " Amelia thanked Mrs. James, but declined the favour, saying, she shoulddo well enough at home; and that, as she had no servant now to takecare of her children, she could not, nor would not, leave them on anyaccount. "Then bring master and miss with you, " said Mrs. James. "You shallpositively dine with us tomorrow. " "I beg, madam, you will mention it no more, " said Amelia; "for, besides the substantial reasons I have already given, I have somethings on my mind at present which make me unfit for company; and I amresolved nothing shall prevail on me to stir from home. " Mrs. Jameshad carried her invitation already to the very utmost limits of goodbreeding, if not beyond them. She desisted therefore from going anyfurther, and, after some short stay longer, took her leave, with manyexpressions of concern, which, however, great as it was, left herheart and her mouth together before she was out of the house. Booth now declared that he would go in pursuit of little Betty, against whom he vowed so much vengeance, that Amelia endeavoured tomoderate his anger by representing to him the girl's youth, and thatthis was the first fault she had ever been guilty of. "Indeed, " saysshe, "I should be very glad to have my things again, and I would havethe girl too punished in some degree, which might possibly be for herown good; but I tremble to think of taking away her life;" for Boothin his rage had sworn he would hang her. "I know the tenderness of your heart, my dear, " said Booth, "and Ilove you for it; but I must beg leave to dissent from your opinion. Ido not think the girl in any light an object of mercy. She is not onlyguilty of dishonesty but of cruelty; for she must know our situationand the very little we had left. She is besides guilty of ingratitudeto you, who have treated her with so much kindness, that you haverather acted the part of a mother than of a mistress. And, so far fromthinking her youth an excuse, I think it rather an aggravation. It istrue, indeed, there are faults which the youth of the party verystrongly recommends to our pardon. Such are all those which proceedfrom carelessness and want of thought; but crimes of this black dye, which are committed with deliberation, and imply a bad mind, deserve amore severe punishment in a young person than in one of riper years;for what must the mind be in old age which hath acquired such a degreeof perfection in villany so very early? Such persons as these it isreally a charity to the public to put out of the society; and, indeed, a religious man would put them out of the world for the sake ofthemselves; for whoever understands anything of human nature must knowthat such people, the longer they live, the more they will accumulatevice and wickedness. " "Well, my dear, " cries Amelia, "I cannot argue with you on thesesubjects. I shall always submit to your superior judgment, and I knowyou too well to think that you will ever do anything cruel. " Booth then left Amelia to take care of her children, and went inpursuit of the thief. Chapter vi. _A scene of the tragic kind. _ He had not been long gone before a thundering knock was heard at thedoor of the house where Amelia lodged, and presently after a figureall pale, ghastly, and almost breathless, rushed into the room whereshe then was with her children. This figure Amelia soon recognised to be Mrs. Atkinson, though indeedshe was so disguised that at her first entrance Amelia scarce knewher. Her eyes were sunk in her head, her hair dishevelled, and notonly her dress but every feature in her face was in the utmostdisorder. Amelia was greatly shocked at this sight, and the little girl was muchfrightened; as for the boy, he immediately knew her, and, running toAmelia, he cried, "La! mamma, what is the matter with poor Mrs. Atkinson?" As soon as Mrs. Atkinson recovered her breath she cried out, "O, Mrs. Booth! I am the most miserable of women--I have lost the best ofhusbands. " Amelia, looking at her with all the tenderness imaginable, forgetting, I believe, that there had ever been any quarrel between them, said--"Good Heavens, madam, what's the matter?" "O, Mrs. Booth!" answered she, "I fear I have lost my husband: thedoctor says there is but little hope of his life. O, madam! however Ihave been in the wrong, I am sure you will forgive me and pity me. Iam sure I am severely punished; for to that cursed affair I owe all mymisery. " "Indeed, madam, " cries Amelia, "I am extremely concerned for yourmisfortune. But pray tell me, hath anything happened to the serjeant?" "O, madam!" cries she, "I have the greatest reason to fear I shalllose him. The doctor hath almost given him over--he says he hathscarce any hopes. O, madam! that evening that the fatal quarrelhappened between us my dear captain took it so to heart that he sat upall night and drank a whole bottle of brandy. Indeed, he said hewished to kill himself; for nothing could have hurt him so much in theworld, he said, as to have any quarrel between you and me. Hisconcern, and what he drank together, threw him into a high fever. Sothat, when I came home from my lord's--(for indeed, madam, I havebeen, and set all to rights--your reputation is now in no danger)--when I came home, I say, I found the poor man in a raving deliriousfit, and in that he hath continued ever since till about an hour ago, when he came perfectly to his senses; but now he says he is sure heshall die, and begs for Heaven's sake to see you first. Would you, madam, would you have the goodness to grant my poor captain's desire?consider he is a dying man, and neither he nor I shall ever ask you asecond favour. He says he hath something to say to you that he canmention to no other person, and that he cannot die in peace unless hesees you. " "Upon my word, madam, " cries Amelia, "I am extremely concerned at whatyou tell me. I knew the poor serjeant from his infancy, and always hadan affection for him, as I think him to be one of the best-natured andhonestest creatures upon earth. I am sure if I could do him anyservice--but of what use can my going be?" "Of the highest in the world, " answered Mrs. Atkinson. "If you knewhow earnestly he entreated it, how his poor breaking heart begged tosee you, you would not refuse. " "Nay, I do not absolutely refuse, " cries Amelia. "Something to say tome of consequence, and that he could not die in peace unless he saidit! did he say that, Mrs. Atkinson?" "Upon my honour he did, " answered she, "and much more than I haverelated. " "Well, I will go with you, " cries Amelia. "I cannot guess what thisshould be; but I will go. " Mrs. Atkinson then poured out a thousand blessings and thanksgivings;and, taking hold of Amelia's hand, and eagerly kissing it, cried out, "How could that fury passion drive me to quarrel with such acreature?" Amelia told her she had forgiven and forgot it; and then, calling upthe mistress of the house, and committing to her the care of thechildren, she cloaked herself up as well as she could and set out withMrs. Atkinson. When they arrived at the house, Mrs. Atkinson said she would go firstand give the captain some notice; for that, if Amelia entered the roomunexpectedly, the surprize might have an ill effect. She lefttherefore Amelia in the parlour, and proceeded directly upstairs. Poor Atkinson, weak and bad as was his condition, no sooner heard thatAmelia was come than he discovered great joy in his countenance, andpresently afterwards she was introduced to him. Atkinson exerted his utmost strength to thank her for this goodness toa dying man (for so he called himself). He said he should not havepresumed to give her this trouble, had he not had something which hethought of consequence to say to her, and which he could not mentionto any other person. He then desired his wife to give him a littlebox, of which he always kept the key himself, and afterwards beggedher to leave the room for a few minutes; at which neither she norAmelia expressed any dissatisfaction. When he was alone with Amelia, he spoke as follows: "This, madam, isthe last time my eyes will ever behold what--do pardon me, madam, Iwill never offend you more. " Here he sunk down in his bed, and thetears gushed from his eyes. "Why should you fear to offend me, Joe?" said Amelia. "I am sure younever did anything willingly to offend me. " "No, madam, " answered he, "I would die a thousand times before I wouldhave ventured it in the smallest matter. But--I cannot speak--and yetI must. You cannot pardon me, and yet, perhaps, as I am a dying man, and never shall see you more--indeed, if I was to live after thisdiscovery, I should never dare to look you in the face again; and yet, madam, to think I shall never see you more is worse than ten thousanddeaths. " "Indeed, Mr. Atkinson, " cries Amelia, blushing, and looking down onthe floor, "I must not hear you talk in this manner. If you haveanything to say, tell it me, and do not be afraid of my anger; for Ithink I may promise to forgive whatever it was possible you shoulddo. " "Here then, madam, " said he, "is your picture; I stole it when I waseighteen years of age, and have kept it ever since. It is set in gold, with three little diamonds; and yet I can truly say it was not thegold nor the diamonds which I stole--it was the face, which, if I hadbeen the emperor of the world--" "I must not hear any more of this, " said she. "Comfort yourself, Joe, and think no more of this matter. Be assured, I freely and heartilyforgive you--But pray compose yourself; come, let me call in yourwife. " "First, madam, let me beg one favour, " cried he: "consider it is thelast, and then I shall die in peace--let me kiss that hand before Idie. " "Well, nay, " says she, "I don't know what I am doing--well--there. "She then carelessly gave him her hand, which he put gently to hislips, and then presently let it drop, and fell back in the bed. Amelia now summoned Mrs. Atkinson, who was indeed no further off thanjust without the door. She then hastened down-stairs, and called for agreat glass of water, which having drank off, she threw herself into achair, and the tears ran plentifully from her eyes with compassion forthe poor wretch she had just left in his bed. To say the truth, without any injury to her chastity, that heart, which had stood firm as a rock to all the attacks of title andequipage, of finery and flattery, and which all the treasures of theuniverse could not have purchased, was yet a little softened by theplain, honest, modest, involuntary, delicate, heroic passion of thispoor and humble swain; for whom, in spite of herself, she felt amomentary tenderness and complacence, at which Booth, if he had knownit, would perhaps have been displeased. Having staid some time in the parlour, and not finding Mrs. Atkinsoncome down (for indeed her husband was then so bad she could not quithim), Amelia left a message with the maid of the house for hermistress, purporting that she should be ready to do anything in herpower to serve her, and then left the house with a confusion on hermind that she had never felt before, and which any chastity that isnot hewn out of marble must feel on so tender and delicate anoccasion. Chapter vii. _In which Mr. Booth meets with more than one adventure. _ Booth, having hunted for about two hours, at last saw a young lady ina tattered silk gown stepping out of a shop in Monmouth--street into ahackney-coach. This lady, notwithstanding the disguise of her dress, he presently discovered to be no other than little Betty. He instantly gave the alarm of stop thief, stop coach! upon which Mrs. Betty was immediately stopt in her vehicle, and Booth and hismyrmidons laid hold of her. The girl no sooner found that she was seised by her master than theconsciousness of her guilt overpowered her; for she was not yet anexperienced offender, and she immediately confessed her crime. She was then carried before a justice of peace, where she wassearched, and there was found in her possession four shillings andsixpence in money, besides the silk gown, which was indeed properfurniture for rag-fair, and scarce worth a single farthing, though thehonest shopkeeper in Monmouth-street had sold it for a crown to thesimple girl. The girl, being examined by the magistrate, spoke as follows:--"Indeed, sir, an't please your worship, I am very sorry for what Ihave done; and to be sure, an't please your honour, my lord, it musthave been the devil that put me upon it; for to be sure, please yourmajesty, I never thought upon such a thing in my whole life before, any more than I did of my dying-day; but, indeed, sir, an't pleaseyour worship--" She was running on in this manner when the justice interrupted her, and desired her to give an account of what she had taken from hermaster, and what she had done with it. "Indeed, an't please your majesty, " said she, "I took no more than twoshifts of madam's, and I pawned them for five shillings, which I gavefor the gown that's upon my back; and as for the money in my pocket, it is every farthing of it my own. I am sure I intended to carry backthe shifts too as soon as ever I could get money to take them out. " The girl having told them where the pawnbroker lived, the justice sentto him, to produce the shifts, which he presently did; for he expectedthat a warrant to search his house would be the consequence of hisrefusal. The shifts being produced, on which the honest pawnbroker had lentfive shillings, appeared plainly to be worth above thirty; indeed, when new they had cost much more: so that, by their goodness as wellas by their size, it was certain they could not have belonged to thegirl. Booth grew very warm against the pawnbroker. "I hope, sir, " saidhe to the justice, "there is some punishment for this fellow likewise, who so plainly appears to have known that these goods were stolen. Theshops of these fellows may indeed be called the fountains of theft;for it is in reality the encouragement which they meet with from thesereceivers of their goods that induces men very often to becomethieves, so that these deserve equal if not severer punishment thanthe thieves themselves. " The pawnbroker protested his innocence, and denied the taking in theshifts. Indeed, in this he spoke truth, for he had slipt into an innerroom, as was always his custom on these occasions, and left a littleboy to do the business; by which means he had carried on the trade ofreceiving stolen goods for many years with impunity, and had beentwice acquitted at the Old Bailey, though the juggle appeared upon themost manifest evidence. As the justice was going to speak he was interrupted by the girl, who, falling upon her knees to Booth, with many tears begged hisforgiveness. "Indeed, Betty, " cries Booth, "you do not deserve forgiveness; for youknow very good reasons why you should not have thought of robbing yourmistress, particularly at this time. And what further aggravates yourcrime is, that you robbed the best and kindest mistress in the world. Nay, you are not only guilty of felony, but of a felonious breach oftrust, for you know very well everything your mistress had wasintrusted to your care. " Now it happened, by very great accident, that the justice before whomthe girl was brought understood the law. Turning therefore to Booth, he said, "Do you say, sir, that this girl was intrusted with theshifts?" "Yes, sir, " said Booth, "she was intrusted with everything. " "And will you swear that the goods stolen, " said the justice, "areworth forty shillings?" "No, indeed, sir, " answered Booth, "nor that they are worthy thirtyeither. " "Then, sir, " cries the justice, "the girl cannot be guilty of felony. " "How, sir, " said Booth, "is it not a breach of trust? and is not abreach of trust felony, and the worst felony too?" "No, sir, " answered the justice; "a breach of trust is no crime in ourlaw, unless it be in a servant; and then the act of parliamentrequires the goods taken to be of the value of forty shillings. " "So then a servant, " cries Booth, "may rob his master of thirty-nineshillings whenever he pleases, and he can't be punished. " "If the goods are under his care, he can't, " cries the justice. "I ask your pardon, sir, " says Booth. "I do not doubt what you say;but sure this is a very extraordinary law. " "Perhaps I think so too, " said the justice; "but it belongs not to myoffice to make or to mend laws. My business is only to execute them. If therefore the case be as you say, I must discharge the girl. " "I hope, however, you will punish the pawnbroker, " cries Booth. "If the girl is discharged, " cries the justice, "so must be thepawnbroker; for, if the goods are not stolen, he cannot be guilty ofreceiving them knowing them to be stolen. And, besides, as to hisoffence, to say the truth, I am almost weary of prosecuting it; forsuch are the difficulties laid in the way of this prosecution, that itis almost impossible to convict any one on it. And, to speak myopinion plainly, such are the laws, and such the method of proceeding, that one would almost think our laws were rather made for theprotection of rogues than for the punishment of them. " Thus ended this examination: the thief and the receiver went abouttheir business, and Booth departed in order to go home to his wife. In his way home Booth was met by a lady in a chair, who, immediatelyupon seeing him, stopt her chair, bolted out of it, and, goingdirectly up to him, said, "So, Mr. Booth, you have kept your word withme. " The lady was no other than Miss Matthews, and the speech she meant wasof a promise made to her at the masquerade of visiting her within aday or two; which, whether he ever intended to keep I cannot say, but, in truth, the several accidents that had since happened to him had sodiscomposed his mind that he had absolutely forgot it. Booth, however, was too sensible and too well-bred to make the excuseof forgetfulness to a lady; nor could he readily find any other. Whilehe stood therefore hesitating, and looking not over-wise, MissMatthews said, "Well, sir, since by your confusion I see you have somegrace left, I will pardon you on one condition, and that is that youwill sup with me this night. But, if you fail me now, expect all therevenge of an injured woman. " She then bound herself by a mostoutrageous oath that she would complain to his wife--" And I am sure, "says she, "she is so much a woman of honour as to do me justice. And, though I miscarried in my first attempt, be assured I will take careof my second. " Booth asked what she meant by her first attempt; to which she answeredthat she had already writ his wife an account of his ill-usage of her, but that she was pleased it had miscarried. She then repeated herasseveration that she would now do it effectually if he disappointedher. This threat she reckoned would most certainly terrify poor Booth; and, indeed, she was not mistaken; for I believe it would have beenimpossible, by any other menace or by any other means, to have broughthim once even to balance in his mind on this question. But by thisthreat she prevailed; and Booth promised, upon his word and honour, tocome to her at the hour she appointed. After which she took leave ofhim with a squeeze by the hand, and a smiling countenance, and walkedback to her chair. But, however she might be pleased with having obtained this promise, Booth was far from being delighted with the thoughts of having givenit. He looked, indeed, upon the consequences of this meeting withhorrour; but as to the consequence which was so apparently intended bythe lady, he resolved against it. At length he came to thisdetermination, to go according to his appointment, to argue the matterwith the lady, and to convince her, if possible, that, from a regardto his honour only, he must discontinue her acquaintance. If thisfailed to satisfy her, and she still persisted in her threats toacquaint his wife with the affair, he then resolved, whatever pains itcost him, to communicate the whole truth himself to Amelia, from whosegoodness he doubted not but to obtain an absolute remission. Chapter viii. _In which Amelia appears in a light more amiable than gay. _ We will now return to Amelia, whom we left in some perturbation ofmind departing from Mrs. Atkinson. Though she had before walked through the streets in a very improperdress with Mrs. Atkinson, she was unwilling, especially as she wasalone, to return in the same manner. Indeed, she was scarce able towalk in her present condition; for the case of poor Atkinson had muchaffected her tender heart, and her eyes had overflown with many tears. It occurred likewise to her at present that she had not a singleshilling in her pocket or at home to provide food for herself and herfamily. In this situation she resolved to go immediately to thepawnbroker whither she had gone before, and to deposit her picture forwhat she could raise upon it. She then immediately took a chair andput her design in execution. The intrinsic value of the gold in which this picture was set, and ofthe little diamonds which surrounded it, amounted to nine guineas. This therefore was advanced to her, and the prettiest face in theworld (such is often the fate of beauty) was deposited, as of novalue, into the bargain. When she came home she found the following letter from Mrs. Atkinson:- "MY DEAREST MADAM, --As I know your goodness, I could not delay amoment acquainting you with the happy turn of my affairs since youwent. The doctor, on his return to visit my husband, has assured methat the captain was on the recovery, and in very little danger; and Ireally think he is since mended. I hope to wait on you soon withbetter news. Heaven bless you, dear madam! and believe me to be, withthe utmost sincerity, Your most obliged, obedient, humble servant, ATKINSON. " Amelia was really pleased with this letter; and now, it being pastfour o'clock, she despaired of seeing her husband till the evening. She therefore provided some tarts for her children, and then, eatingnothing but a slice of bread and butter herself, she began to preparefor the captain's supper. There were two things of which her husband was particularly fond, which, though it may bring the simplicity of his taste into greatcontempt with some of my readers, I will venture to name. These were afowl and egg sauce and mutton broth; both which Amelia immediatelypurchased. As soon as the clock struck seven the good creature went down into thekitchen, and began to exercise her talents of cookery, of which shewas a great mistress, as she was of every economical office from thehighest to the lowest: and, as no woman could outshine her in adrawing-room, so none could make the drawing-room itself shinebrighter than Amelia. And, if I may speak a bold truth, I questionwhether it be possible to view this fine creature in a more amiablelight than while she was dressing her husband's supper, with herlittle children playing round her. It was now half an hour past eight, and the meat almost ready, thetable likewise neatly spread with materials borrowed from herlandlady, and she began to grow a little uneasy at Booth's notreturning when a sudden knock at the door roused her spirits, and shecried, "There, my dear, there is your good papa;" at which words shedarted swiftly upstairs and opened the door to her husband. She desired her husband to walk up into the dining-room, and she wouldcome to him in an instant; for she was desirous to encrease hispleasure by surprising him with his two favourite dishes. She thenwent down again to the kitchen, where the maid of the house undertookto send up the supper, and she with her children returned to Booth. He then told her concisely what had happened with relation to thegirl--to which she scarce made any answer, but asked him if he had notdined? He assured her he had not eat a morsel the whole day. "Well, " says she, "my dear, I am a fellow-sufferer; but we shall bothenjoy our supper the more; for I have made a little provision for you, as I guessed what might be the case. I have got you a bottle of winetoo. And here is a clean cloth and a smiling countenance, my dearWill. Indeed, I am in unusual good spirits to-night, and I have made apromise to the children, which you must confirm; I have promised tolet them sit up this one night to supper with us. --Nay, don't look soserious: cast off all uneasy thoughts, I have a present for you here--no matter how I came by it. "--At which words she put eight guineasinto his hand, crying, "Come, my dear Bill, be gay--Fortune will yetbe kind to us--at least let us be happy this night. Indeed, thepleasures of many women during their whole lives will not amount to myhappiness this night if you will be in good humour. " Booth fetched a deep sigh, and cried, "How unhappy am I, my dear, that I can't sup with you to-night!" As in the delightful month of June, when the sky is all serene, andthe whole face of nature looks with a pleasing and smiling aspect, suddenly a dark cloud spreads itself over the hemisphere, the sunvanishes from our sight, and every object is obscured by a dark andhorrid gloom; so happened it to Amelia: the joy that had enlightenedevery feature disappeared in a moment; the lustre forsook her shiningeyes, and all the little loves that played and wantoned in her cheekshung their drooping heads, and with a faint trembling voice sherepeated her husband's words, "Not sup with me to-night, my dear!" "Indeed, my dear, " answered he, "I cannot. I need not tell you howuneasy it makes me, or that I am as much disappointed as yourself; butI am engaged to sup abroad. I have absolutely given my honour; andbesides, it is on business of importance. " "My dear, " said she, "I say no more. I am convinced you would notwillingly sup from me. I own it is a very particular disappointment tome to-night, when I had proposed unusual pleasure; but the same reasonwhich is sufficient to you ought to be so to me. " Booth made his wife a compliment on her ready compliance, and thenasked her what she intended by giving him that money, or how she cameby it? "I intend, my dear, " said she, "to give it you; that is all. As to themanner in which I came by it, you know, Billy, that is not verymaterial. You are well assured I got it by no means which woulddisplease you; and, perhaps, another time I may tell you. " Booth asked no farther questions; but he returned her, and insisted onher taking, all but one guinea, saying she was the safest treasurer. He then promised her to make all the haste home in his power, and hehoped, he said, to be with her in an hour and half at farthest, andthen took his leave. When he was gone the poor disappointed Amelia sat down to supper withher children, with whose company she was forced to console herself forthe absence of her husband. Chapter ix. _A very tragic scene. _ The clock had struck eleven, and Amelia was just proceeding to put herchildren to bed, when she heard a knock at the street-door; upon whichthe boy cried out, "There's papa, mamma; pray let me stay and see himbefore I go to bed. " This was a favour very easily obtained; forAmelia instantly ran down-stairs, exulting in the goodness of herhusband for returning so soon, though half an hour was already elapsedbeyond the time in which he promised to return. Poor Amelia was now again disappointed; for it was not her husband atthe door, but a servant with a letter for him, which he delivered intoher hands. She immediately returned up-stairs, and said--"It was notyour papa, my dear; but I hope it is one who hath brought us some goodnews. " For Booth had told her that he hourly expected to receive suchfrom the great man, and had desired her to open any letter which cameto him in his absence. Amelia therefore broke open the letter, and read as follows: "SIR, --After what hath passed between us, I need only tell you that Iknow you supped this very night alone with Miss Matthews: a fact whichwill upbraid you sufficiently, without putting me to that trouble, andwill very well account for my desiring the favour of seeing you to-morrow in Hyde-park at six in the morning. You will forgive mereminding you once more how inexcusable this behaviour is in you, whoare possessed in your own wife of the most inestimable jewel. Yours, &c. T. JAMES. I shall bring pistols with me. " It is not easy to describe the agitation of Amelia's mind when sheread this letter. She threw herself into her chair, turned as pale asdeath, began to tremble all over, and had just power enough left totap the bottle of wine, which she had hitherto preserved entire forher husband, and to drink off a large bumper. The little boy perceived the strange symptoms which appeared in hismother; and running to her, he cried, "What's the matter, my dearmamma? you don't look well!--No harm hath happened to poor papa, Ihope--Sure that bad man hath not carried him away again?" Amelia answered, "No, child, nothing--nothing at all. " And then alarge shower of tears came to her assistance, which presently afterproduced the same in the eyes of both the children. Amelia, after a short silence, looking tenderly at her children, criedout, "It is too much, too much to bear. Why did I bring these littlewretches into the world? why were these innocents born to such afate?" She then threw her arms round them both (for they were beforeembracing her knees), and cried, "O my children! my children! forgiveme, my babes! Forgive me that I have brought you into such a world asthis! You are undone--my children are undone!" The little boy answered with great spirit, "How undone, mamma? mysister and I don't care a farthing for being undone. Don't cry so uponour accounts--we are both very well; indeed we are. But do pray tellus. I am sure some accident hath happened to poor papa. " "Mention him no more, " cries Amelia; "your papa is--indeed he is awicked man--he cares not for any of us. O Heavens! is this thehappiness I promised myself this evening?" At which words she fellinto an agony, holding both her children in her arms. The maid of the house now entered the room, with a letter in her handwhich she had received from a porter, whose arrival the reader willnot wonder to have been unheard by Amelia in her present condition. The maid, upon her entrance into the room, perceiving the situation ofAmelia, cried out, "Good Heavens! madam, what's the matter?" Uponwhich Amelia, who had a little recovered herself after the lastviolent vent of her passion, started up and cried, "Nothing, Mrs. Susan--nothing extraordinary. I am subject to these fits sometimes;but I am very well now. Come, my dear children, I am very well again;indeed I am. You must now go to bed; Mrs. Susan will be so good as toput you to bed. " "But why doth not papa love us?" cries the little boy. "I am sure wehave none of us done anything to disoblige him. " This innocent question of the child so stung Amelia that she had theutmost difficulty to prevent a relapse. However, she took another dramof wine; for so it might be called to her, who was the most temperateof women, and never exceeded three glasses on any occasion. In thisglass she drank her children's health, and soon after so well soothedand composed them that they went quietly away with Mrs. Susan. The maid, in the shock she had conceived at the melancholy, indeedfrightful scene, which had presented itself to her at her first cominginto the room, had quite forgot the letter which she held in her hand. However, just at her departure she recollected it, and delivered it toAmelia, who was no sooner alone than she opened it, and read asfollows: "MY DEAREST, SWEETEST LOVE, --I write this from the bailiff's housewhere I was formerly, and to which I am again brought at the suit ofthat villain Trent. I have the misfortune to think I owe this accident(I mean that it happened to-night) to my own folly in endeavouring tokeep a secret from you. O my dear! had I had resolution to confess mycrime to you, your forgiveness would, I am convinced, have cost meonly a few blushes, and I had now been happy in your arms. Fool that Iwas, to leave you on such an account, and to add to a formertransgression a new one!--Yet, by Heavens! I mean not a transgressionof the like kind; for of that I am not nor ever will be guilty; andwhen you know the true reason of my leaving you to-night I think youwill pity rather than upbraid me. I am sure you would if you knew thecompunction with which I left you to go to the most worthless, themost infamous. Do guess the rest--guess that crime with which I cannotstain my paper--but still believe me no more guilty than I am, or, ifit will lessen your vexation at what hath befallen me, believe me asguilty as you please, and think me, for a while at least, asundeserving of you as I think myself. This paper and pen are so bad, Iquestion whether you can read what I write: I almost doubt whether Iwish you should. Yet this I will endeavour to make as legible as Ican. Be comforted, my dear love, and still keep up your spirits withthe hopes of better days. The doctor will be in town to-morrow, and Itrust on his goodness for my delivery once more from this place, andthat I shall soon be able to repay him. That Heaven may bless andpreserve you is the prayer of, my dearest love, Your ever fond, affectionate, and hereafter, faithful husband, W. BOOTH. " Amelia pretty well guessed the obscure meaning of this letter, which, though at another time it might have given her unspeakable torment, was at present rather of the medicinal kind, and served to allay heranguish. Her anger to Booth too began a little to abate, and wassoftened by her concern for his misfortune. Upon the whole, however, she passed a miserable and sleepless night, her gentle mind torn anddistracted with various and contending passions, distressed withdoubts, and wandering in a kind of twilight which presented her onlyobjects of different degrees of horror, and where black despair closedat a small distance the gloomy prospect. BOOK XII. Chapter i. _The book begins with polite history. _ Before we return to the miserable couple, whom we left at the end ofthe last book, we will give our reader the more chearful view of thegay and happy family of Colonel James. Mrs. James, when she could not, as we have seen, prevail with Ameliato accept that invitation which, at the desire of the colonel, she hadso kindly and obediently carried her, returned to her husband andacquainted him with the ill success of her embassy; at which, to saythe truth, she was almost as much disappointed as the colonel himself;for he had not taken a much stronger liking to Amelia than she herselfhad conceived for Booth. This will account for some passages which mayhave a little surprized the reader in the former chapters of thishistory, as we were not then at leisure to communicate to them a hintof this kind; it was, indeed, on Mr. Booth's account that she had beenat the trouble of changing her dress at the masquerade. But her passions of this sort, happily for her, were not extremelystrong; she was therefore easily baulked; and, as she met with noencouragement from Booth, she soon gave way to the impetuosity of MissMatthews, and from that time scarce thought more of the affair tillher husband's design against the wife revived her's likewise; insomuchthat her passion was at this time certainly strong enough for Booth, to produce a good hearty hatred for Amelia, whom she now abused to thecolonel in very gross terms, both on the account of her poverty andher insolence, for so she termed the refusal of all her offers. The colonel, seeing no hopes of soon possessing his new mistress, began, like a prudent and wise man, to turn his thoughts towards thesecuring his old one. From what his wife had mentioned concerning thebehaviour of the shepherdess, and particularly her preference ofBooth, he had little doubt but that this was the identical MissMatthews. He resolved therefore to watch her closely, in hopes ofdiscovering Booth's intrigue with her. In this, besides the remainderof affection which he yet preserved for that lady, he had anotherview, as it would give him a fair pretence to quarrel with Booth; who, by carrying on this intrigue, would have broke his word and honourgiven to him. And he began now to hate poor Booth heartily, from thesame reason from which Mrs. James had contracted her aversion toAmelia. The colonel therefore employed an inferior kind of pimp to watch thelodgings of Miss Matthews, and to acquaint him if Booth, whose personwas known to the pimp, made any visit there. The pimp faithfully performed his office, and, having last night madethe wished-for discovery, immediately acquainted his master with it. Upon this news the colonel presently despatched to Booth the shortnote which we have before seen. He sent it to his own house instead ofMiss Matthews's, with hopes of that very accident which actually didhappen. Not that he had any ingredient of the bully in him, anddesired to be prevented from fighting, but with a prospect of injuringBooth in the affection and esteem of Amelia, and of recommendinghimself somewhat to her by appearing in the light of her champion; forwhich purpose he added that compliment to Amelia in his letter. Heconcluded upon the whole that, if Booth himself opened the letter, hewould certainly meet him the next morning; but if his wife should openit before he came home it might have the effects before mentioned;and, for his future expostulation with Booth, it would not be inAmelia's power to prevent it. Now it happened that this pimp had more masters than one. Amongstthese was the worthy Mr. Trent, for whom he had often done business ofthe pimping vocation. He had been employed indeed in the service ofthe great peer himself, under the direction of the said Trent, and wasthe very person who had assisted the said Trent in dogging Booth andhis wife to the opera-house on the masquerade night. This subaltern pimp was with his superior Trent yesterday morning, when he found a bailiff with him in order to receive his instructionsfor the arresting Booth, when the bailiff said it would be a verydifficult matter to take him, for that to his knowledge he was as shya cock as any in England. The subaltern immediately acquainted Trentwith the business in which he was employed by the colonel; upon whichTrent enjoined him the moment he had set him to give immediate noticeto the bailiff, which he agreed to, and performed accordingly. The bailiff, on receiving the notice, immediately set out for hisstand at an alehouse within three doors of Miss Matthews's lodgings;at which, unfortunately for poor Booth, he arrived a very few minutesbefore Booth left that lady in order to return to Amelia. These were several matters of which we thought necessary our readershould be informed; for, besides that it conduces greatly to a perfectunderstanding of all history, there is no exercise of the mind of asensible reader more pleasant than the tracing the several small andalmost imperceptible links in every chain of events by which all thegreat actions of the world are produced. We will now in the nextchapter proceed with our history. Chapter ii. _In which Amelia visits her husband. _ Amelia, after much anxious thinking, in which she sometimes flatteredherself that her husband was less guilty than she had at firstimagined him, and that he had some good excuse to make for himself(for, indeed, she was not so able as willing to make one for him), atlength resolved to set out for the bailiff's castle. Having thereforestrictly recommended the care of her children to her good landlady, she sent for a hackney coach, and ordered the coachman to drive toGray's-inn-lane. When she came to the house, and asked for the captain, the bailiff'swife, who came to the door, guessing, by the greatness of her beautyand the disorder of her dress, that she was a young lady of pleasure, answered surlily, "Captain! I do not know of any captain that is here, not I!" For this good woman was, as well as dame Purgante in Prior, abitter enemy to all whores, especially to those of the handsome kind;for some such she suspected to go shares with her in a certainproperty to which the law gave her the sole right. Amelia replied she was certain that Captain Booth was there. "Well, ifhe is so, " cries the bailiff's wife, "you may come into the kitchen ifyou will, and he shall be called down to you if you have any businesswith him. " At the same time she muttered something to herself, andconcluded a little more intelligibly, though still in a mutteringvoice, that she kept no such house. Amelia, whose innocence gave her no suspicion of the true cause ofthis good woman's sullenness, was frightened, and began to fear sheknew not what. At last she made a shift to totter into the kitchen, when the mistress of the house asked her, "Well, madam, who shall Itell the captain wants to speak with him?" "I ask your pardon, madam, " cries Amelia; "in my confusion I reallyforgot you did not know me--tell him, if you please, that I am hiswife. " "And you are indeed his wife, madam?" cries Mrs. Bailiff, a littlesoftened. "Yes, indeed, and upon my honour, " answers Amelia. "If this be the case, " cries the other, "you may walk up-stairs if youplease. Heaven forbid I should part man and wife! Indeed, I think theycan never be too much together. But I never will suffer any bad doingsin my house, nor any of the town ladies to come to gentlemen here. " Amelia answered that she liked her the better: for, indeed, in herpresent disposition, Amelia was as much exasperated against wickedwomen as the virtuous mistress of the house, or any other virtuouswoman could be. The bailiff's wife then ushered Amelia up-stairs, and, having unlockedthe prisoner's doors, cried, "Captain, here is your lady, sir, come tosee you. " At which words Booth started up from his chair, and caughtAmelia in his arms, embracing her for a considerable time with so muchrapture, that the bailiff's wife, who was an eyewitness of thisviolent fondness, began to suspect whether Amelia had really told hertruth. However, she had some little awe of the captain; and for fearof being in the wrong did not interfere, but shut the door and turnedthe key. When Booth found himself alone with his wife, and had vented the firstviolence of his rapture in kisses and embraces, he looked tenderly ather and cried, "Is it possible, Amelia, is it possible you can havethis goodness to follow such a wretch as me to such a place as this--or do you come to upbraid me with my guilt, and to sink me down tothat perdition I so justly deserve?" "Am I so given to upbraiding then?" says she, in a gentle voice; "haveI ever given you occasion to think I would sink you to perdition?" "Far be it from me, my love, to think so, " answered he. "And yet youmay forgive the utmost fears of an offending, penitent sinner. I know, indeed, the extent of your goodness, and yet I know my guilt sogreat--" "Alas! Mr. Booth, " said she, "what guilt is this which you mention, and which you writ to me of last night?--Sure, by your mentioning tome so much, you intend to tell me more--nay, indeed, to tell me all;and not leave my mind open to suspicions perhaps ten times worse thanthe truth. " "Will you give me a patient hearing?" said he. "I will indeed, " answered she, "nay, I am prepared to hear the worstyou can unfold; nay, perhaps, the worst is short of my apprehensions. " Booth then, after a little further apology, began and related to herthe whole that had passed between him and Miss Matthews, from theirfirst meeting in the prison to their separation the preceding evening. All which, as the reader knows it already, it would be tedious andunpardonable to transcribe from his mouth. He told her likewise allthat he had done and suffered to conceal his transgression from herknowledge. This he assured her was the business of his visit lastnight, the consequence of which was, he declared in the most solemnmanner, no other than an absolute quarrel with Miss Matthews, of whomhe had taken a final leave. When he had ended his narration, Amelia, after a short silence, answered, "Indeed, I firmly believe every word you have said, but Icannot now forgive you the fault you have confessed; and my reason is--because I have forgiven it long ago. Here, my dear, " said she, "isaninstance that I am likewise capable of keeping a secret. "--She thendelivered her husband a letter which she had some time ago receivedfrom Miss Matthews, and which was the same which that lady hadmentioned, and supposed, as Booth had never heard of it, that it hadmiscarried; for she sent it by the penny post. In this letter, whichwas signed by a feigned name, she had acquainted Amelia with theinfidelity of her husband, and had besides very greatly abused him;taxing him with many falsehoods, and, among the rest, with havingspoken very slightingly and disrespectfully of his wife. Amelia never shined forth to Booth in so amiable and great a light;nor did his own unworthiness ever appear to him so mean andcontemptible as at this instant. However, when he had read the letter, he uttered many violent protestations to her, that all which relatedto herself was absolutely false. "I am convinced it is, " said she. "I would not have a suspicion of thecontrary for the world. I assure you I had, till last night revived itin my memory, almost forgot the letter; for, as I well knew from whomit came, by her mentioning obligations which she had conferred on you, and which you had more than once spoken to me of, I made largeallowances for the situation you was then in; and I was the moresatisfied, as the letter itself, as well as many other circumstances, convinced me the affair was at an end. " Booth now uttered the most extravagant expressions of admiration andfondness that his heart could dictate, and accompanied them with thewarmest embraces. All which warmth and tenderness she returned; andtears of love and joy gushed from both their eyes. So ravished indeedwere their hearts, that for some time they both forgot the dreadfulsituation of their affairs. This, however, was but a short reverie. It soon recurred to Amelia, that, though she had the liberty of leaving that house when shepleased, she could not take her beloved husband with her. This thoughtstung her tender bosom to the quick, and she could not so far commandherself as to refrain from many sorrowful exclamations against thehardship of their destiny; but when she saw the effect they had uponBooth she stifled her rising grief, forced a little chearfulness intoher countenance, and, exerting all the spirits she could raise withinherself, expressed her hopes of seeing a speedy end to theirsufferings. She then asked her husband what she should do for him, andto whom she should apply for his deliverance? "You know, my dear, " cries Booth, "that the doctor is to be in townsome time to-day. My hopes of immediate redemption are only in him;and, if that can be obtained, I make no doubt but of the success ofthat affair which is in the hands of a gentleman who hath faithfullypromised, and in whose power I am so well assured it is to serve me. " Thus did this poor man support his hopes by a dependence on thatticket which he had so dearly purchased of one who pretended to managethe wheels in the great state lottery of preferment. A lottery, indeed, which hath this to recommend it--that many poor wretches feedtheir imaginations with the prospect of a prize during their wholelives, and never discover they have drawn a blank. Amelia, who was of a pretty sanguine temper, and was entirely ignorantof these matters, was full as easy to be deceived into hopes as herhusband; but in reality at present she turned her eyes to no distantprospect, the desire of regaining her husband's liberty havingengrossed her whole mind. While they were discoursing on these matters they heard a violentnoise in the house, and immediately after several persons passed bytheir door up-stairs to the apartment over their head. This greatlyterrified the gentle spirit of Amelia, and she cried--"Good Heavens, my dear, must I leave you in this horrid place? I am terrified with athousand fears concerning you. " Booth endeavoured to comfort her, saying that he was in no manner ofdanger, and that he doubted not but that the doctor would soon be withhim--"And stay, my dear, " cries he; "now I recollect, suppose youshould apply to my old friend James; for I believe you are pretty wellsatisfied that your apprehensions of him were groundless. I have noreason to think but that he would be as ready to serve me asformerly. " Amelia turned pale as ashes at the name of James, and, instead ofmaking a direct answer to her husband, she laid hold of him, andcried, "My dear, I have one favour to beg of you, and I insist on yourgranting it me. " Booth readily swore he would deny her nothing. "It is only this, my dear, " said she, "that, if that detested colonelcomes, you will not see him. Let the people of the house tell him youare not here. " "He knows nothing of my being here, " answered Booth; "but why should Irefuse to see him if he should be kind enough to come hither to me?Indeed, my Amelia, you have taken a dislike to that man withoutsufficient reason. " "I speak not upon that account, " cries Amelia; "but I have had dreamslast night about you two. Perhaps you will laugh at my folly, but prayindulge it. Nay, I insist on your promise of not denying me. " "Dreams! my dear creature, " answered he. "What dream can you have hadof us?" "One too horrible to be mentioned, " replied she. --"I cannot think ofit without horrour; and, unless you will promise me not to see thecolonel till I return, I positively will never leave you. " "Indeed, my Amelia, " said Booth, "I never knew you unreasonablebefore. How can a woman of your sense talk of dreams?" "Suffer me to be once at least unreasonable, " said Amelia, "as you areso good-natured to say I am not often so. Consider what I have latelysuffered, and how weak my spirits must be at this time. " As Booth was going to speak, the bailiff, without any ceremony, entered the room, and cried, "No offence, I hope, madam; my wife, itseems, did not know you. She thought the captain had a mind for a bitof flesh by the bye. But I have quieted all matters; for I know youvery well: I have seen that handsome face many a time when I have beenwaiting upon the captain formerly. No offence, I hope, madam; but ifmy wife was as handsome as you are I should not look for worse goodsabroad. " Booth conceived some displeasure at this speech, but he did not thinkproper to express more than a pish; and then asked the bailiff whatwas the meaning of the noise they heard just now? "I know of no noise, " answered the bailiff. "Some of my men have beencarrying a piece of bad luggage up-stairs; a poor rascal that resistedthe law and justice; so I gave him a cut or two with a hanger. If theyshould prove mortal, he must thank himself for it. If a man will notbehave like a gentleman to an officer, he must take the consequence;but I must say that for you, captain, you behave yourself like agentleman, and therefore I shall always use you as such; and I hopeyou will find bail soon with all my heart. This is but a paultry sumto what the last was; and I do assure you there is nothing elseagainst you in the office. " The latter part of the bailiff's speech somewhat comforted Amelia, whohad been a little frightened by the former; and she soon after tookleave of her husband to go in quest of the doctor, who, as Amelia hadheard that morning, was expected in town that very day, which wassomewhat sooner than he had intended at his departure. Before she went, however, she left a strict charge with the bailiff, who ushered her very civilly downstairs, that if one Colonel Jamescame there to enquire for her husband he should deny that he wasthere. She then departed; and the bailiff immediately gave a very strictcharge to his wife, his maid, and his followers, that if one ColonelJames, or any one from him, should enquire after the captain, thatthey should let him know he had the captain above-stairs; for hedoubted not but that the colonel was one of Booth's creditors, and hehoped for a second bail-bond by his means. Chapter iii. _Containing matter pertinent to the history. _ Amelia, in her way to the doctor's, determined just to stop at her ownlodgings, which lay a little out of the road, and to pay a momentaryvisit to her children. This was fortunate enough; for, had she called at the doctor's house, she would have heard nothing of him, which would have caused in hersome alarm and disappointment; for the doctor was set down at Mrs. Atkinson's, where he was directed to Amelia's lodgings, to which hewent before he called at his own; and here Amelia now found himplaying with her two children. The doctor had been a little surprized at not finding Amelia at home, or any one that could give an account of her. He was now moresurprized to see her come in such a dress, and at the disorder whichhe very plainly perceived in her pale and melancholy countenance. Headdressed her first (for indeed she was in no great haste to speak), and cried, "My dear child, what is the matter? where is your husband?some mischief I am afraid hath happened to him in my absence. " "O my dear doctor!" answered Amelia, "sure some good angel hath sentyou hither. My poor Will is arrested again. I left him in the mostmiserable condition in the very house whence your goodness formerlyredeemed him. " "Arrested!" cries the doctor. "Then it must be for some veryinconsiderable trifle. " "I wish it was, " said Amelia; "but it is for no less than fiftypound. " "Then, " cries the doctor, "he hath been disingenuous with me. He toldme he did not owe ten pounds in the world for which he was liable tobe sued. " "I know not what to say, " cries Amelia. "Indeed, I am afraid to tellyou the truth. " "How, child?" said the doctor--"I hope you will never disguise it toany one, especially to me. Any prevarication, I promise you, willforfeit my friendship for ever. " "I will tell you the whole, " cries Amelia, "and rely entirely on yourgoodness. " She then related the gaming story, not forgetting to set inthe fullest light, and to lay the strongest emphasis on, his promisenever to play again. The doctor fetched a deep sigh when he had heard Amelia's relation, and cried, "I am sorry, child, for the share you are to partake inyour husband's sufferings; but as for him, I really think he deservesno compassion. You say he hath promised never to play again, but Imust tell you he hath broke his promise to me already; for I had heardhe was formerly addicted to this vice, and had given him sufficientcaution against it. You will consider, child, I am already prettylargely engaged for him, every farthing of which I am sensible I mustpay. You know I would go to the utmost verge of prudence to serve you;but I must not exceed my ability, which is not very great; and I haveseveral families on my hands who are by misfortune alone brought towant. I do assure you I cannot at present answer for such a sum asthis without distressing my own circumstances. " "Then Heaven have mercy upon us all!" cries Amelia, "for we have noother friend on earth: my husband is undone, and these poor littlewretches must be starved. " The doctor cast his eyes on the children, and then cried, "I hope notso. I told you I must distress my circumstances, and I will distressthem this once on your account, and on the account of these poorlittle babes. But things must not go on any longer in this way. Youmust take an heroic resolution. I will hire a coach for you to-morrowmorning which shall carry you all down to my parsonage-house. Thereyou shall have my protection till something can be done for yourhusband; of which, to be plain with you, I at present see nolikelihood. " Amelia fell upon her knees in an ecstasy of thanksgiving to thedoctor, who immediately raised her up, and placed her in her chair. She then recollected herself, and said, "O my worthy friend, I havestill another matter to mention to you, in which I must have both youradvice and assistance. My soul blushes to give you all this trouble;but what other friend have I?--indeed, what other friend could I applyto so properly on such an occasion?" The doctor, with a very kind voice and countenance, desired her tospeak. She then said, "O sir! that wicked colonel whom I havementioned to you formerly hath picked some quarrel with my husband(for she did not think proper to mention the cause), and hath sent hima challenge. It came to my hand last night after he was arrested: Iopened and read it. " "Give it me, child, " said the doctor. She answered she had burnt it, as was indeed true. "But I remember itwas an appointment to meet with sword and pistol this morning at Hyde-park. " "Make yourself easy, my dear child, " cries the doctor; "I will takecare to prevent any mischief. " "But consider, my dear sir, " said she, "this is a tender matter. Myhusband's honour is to be preserved as well as his life. " "And so is his soul, which ought to be the dearest of all things, "cries the doctor. "Honour! nonsense! Can honour dictate to him todisobey the express commands of his Maker, in compliance with a customestablished by a set of blockheads, founded on false principles ofvirtue, in direct opposition to the plain and positive precepts ofreligion, and tending manifestly to give a sanction to ruffians, andto protect them in all the ways of impudence and villany?" "All this, I believe, is very true, " cries Amelia; "but yet you know, doctor, the opinion of the world. " "You talk simply, child, " cries the doctor. "What is the opinion ofthe world opposed to religion and virtue? but you are in the wrong. Itis not the opinion of the world; it is the opinion of the idle, ignorant, and profligate. It is impossible it should be the opinion ofone man of sense, who is in earnest in his belief of our religion. Chiefly, indeed, it hath been upheld by the nonsense of women, who, either from their extreme cowardice and desire of protection, or, asMr. Bayle thinks, from their excessive vanity, have been alwaysforward to countenance a set of hectors and bravoes, and to despiseall men of modesty and sobriety; though these are often, at thebottom, not only the better but the braver men. " "You know, doctor, " cries Amelia, "I have never presumed to argue withyou; your opinion is to me always instruction, and your word a law. " "Indeed, child, " cries the doctor, "I know you are a good woman; andyet I must observe to you, that this very desire of feeding thepassion of female vanity with the heroism of her man, old Homer seemsto make the characteristic of a bad and loose woman. He introducesHelen upbraiding her gallant with having quitted the fight, and leftthe victory to Menelaus, and seeming to be sorry that she had left herhusband only because he was the better duellist of the two: but in howdifferent a light doth he represent the tender and chaste love ofAndromache to her worthy Hector! she dissuades him from exposinghimself to danger, even in a just cause. This is indeed a weakness, but it is an amiable one, and becoming the true feminine character;but a woman who, out of heroic vanity (for so it is), would hazard notonly the life but the soul too of her husband in a duel, is a monster, and ought to be painted in no other character but that of a Fury. " "I assure you, doctor, " cries Amelia, "I never saw this matter in theodious light in which you have truly represented it, before. I amashamed to recollect what I have formerly said on this subject. Andyet, whilst the opinion of the world is as it is, one would wish tocomply as far as possible, especially as my husband is an officer ofthe army. If it can be done, therefore, with safety to his honour--" "Again honour!" cries the doctor; "indeed I will not suffer that nobleword to be so basely and barbarously prostituted. I have known some ofthese men of honour, as they call themselves, to be the most arrantrascals in the universe. " "Well, I ask your pardon, " said she; "reputation then, if you please, or any other word you like better; you know my meaning very well. " "I do know your meaning, " cries the doctor, "and Virgil knew it agreat while ago. The next time you see your friend Mrs. Atkinson, askher what it was made Dido fall in love with AEneas?" "Nay, dear sir, " said Amelia, "do not rally me so unmercifully; thinkwhere my poor husband is now. " "He is, " answered the doctor, "where I will presently be with him. Inthe mean time, do you pack up everything in order for your journey to-morrow; for if you are wise, you will not trust your husband a daylonger in this town--therefore to packing. " Amelia promised she would, though indeed she wanted not any warningfor her journey on this account; for when she packed up herself in thecoach, she packed up her all. However, she did not think proper tomention this to the doctor; for, as he was now in pretty good humour, she did not care to venture again discomposing his temper. The doctor then set out for Gray's-inn-lane, and, as soon as he wasgone, Amelia began to consider of her incapacity to take a journey inher present situation without even a clean shift. At last sheresolved, as she was possessed of seven guineas and a half, to go toher friend and redeem some of her own and her husband's linen out ofcaptivity; indeed just so much as would render it barely possible forthem to go out of town with any kind of decency. And this resolutionshe immediately executed. As soon as she had finished her business with the pawnbroker (if a manwho lends under thirty _per cent. _ deserves that name), he saidto her, "Pray, madam, did you know that man who was here yesterdaywhen you brought the picture?" Amelia answered in the negative. "Indeed, madam, " said the broker, "he knows you, though he did notrecollect you while you was here, as your hood was drawn over yourface; but the moment you was gone he begged to look at the picture, which I, thinking no harm, permitted. He had scarce looked upon itwhen he cried out, 'By heaven and earth it is her picture!' He thenasked me if I knew you. " "Indeed, " says I, "I never saw the ladybefore. " In this last particular, however, the pawnbroker a little savoured ofhis profession, and made a small deviation from the truth, for, whenthe man had asked him if he knew the lady, he answered she was somepoor undone woman who had pawned all her cloathes to him the daybefore; and I suppose, says he, this picture is the last of her goodsand chattels. This hint we thought proper to give the reader, as itmay chance to be material. Amelia answered coldly that she had taken so very little notice of theman that she scarce remembered he was there. "I assure you, madam, " says the pawnbroker, "he hath taken very greatnotice of you; for the man changed countenance upon what I said, andpresently after begged me to give him a dram. Oho! thinks I to myself, are you thereabouts? I would not be so much in love with some folks assome people are for more interest than I shall ever make of a thousandpound. " Amelia blushed, and said, with some peevishness, "That she knewnothing of the man, but supposed he was some impertinent fellow orother. " "Nay, madam, " answered the pawnbroker, "I assure you he is not worthyyour regard. He is a poor wretch, and I believe I am possessed of mostof his moveables. However, I hope you are not offended, for indeed hesaid no harm; but he was very strangely disordered, that is the truthof it. " Amelia was very desirous of putting an end to this conversation, andaltogether as eager to return to her children; she therefore bundledup her things as fast as she could, and, calling for a hackney-coach, directed the coachman to her lodgings, and bid him drive her home withall the haste he could. Chapter iv. _In which Dr Harrison visits Colonel James. _ The doctor, when he left Amelia, intended to go directly to Booth, buthe presently changed his mind, and determined first to call on thecolonel, as he thought it was proper to put an end to that matterbefore he gave Booth his liberty. The doctor found the two colonels, James and Bath, together. They bothreceived him very civilly, for James was a very well-bred man, andBath always shewed a particular respect to the clergy, he being indeeda perfect good Christian, except in the articles of fighting andswearing. Our divine sat some time without mentioning the subject of his errand, in hopes that Bath would go away, but when he found no likelihood ofthat (for indeed Bath was of the two much the most pleased with hiscompany), he told James that he had something to say to him relatingto Mr. Booth, which he believed he might speak before his brother. "Undoubtedly, sir, " said James; "for there can be no secrets betweenus which my brother may not hear. " "I come then to you, sir, " said the doctor, "from the most unhappywoman in the world, to whose afflictions you have very greatly andvery cruelly added by sending a challenge to her husband, which hathvery luckily fallen into her hands; for, had the man for whom youdesigned it received it, I am afraid you would not have seen me uponthis occasion. " "If I writ such a letter to Mr. Booth, sir, " said James, "you may beassured I did not expect this visit in answer to it. " [Illustration: Dr. Harrison. ] "I do not think you did, " cries the doctor; "but you have great reasonto thank Heaven for ordering this matter contrary to yourexpectations. I know not what trifle may have drawn this challengefrom you, but, after what I have some reason to know of you, sir, Imust plainly tell you that, if you had added to your guilt alreadycommitted against this man, that of having his blood upon your hands, your soul would have become as black as hell itself. " "Give me leave to say, " cries the colonel, "this is a language which Iam not used to hear; and if your cloth was not your protection youshould not give it me with impunity. After what you know of me, sir!What do you presume to know of me to my disadvantage?" "You say my cloth is my protection, colonel, " answered the doctor;"therefore pray lay aside your anger: I do not come with any design ofaffronting or offending you. " "Very well, " cries Bath; "that declaration is sufficient from aclergyman, let him say what he pleases. " "Indeed, sir, " says the doctor very mildly, "I consult equally thegood of you both, and, in a spiritual sense, more especially yours;for you know you have injured this poor man. " "So far on the contrary, " cries James, "that I have been his greatestbenefactor. I scorn to upbraid him, but you force me to it. Nor have Iever done him the least injury. " "Perhaps not, " said the doctor; "I will alter what I have said. Butfor this I apply to your honour--Have you not intended him an injury, the very intention of which cancels every obligation?" "How, sir?" answered the colonel; "what do you mean?" "My meaning, " replied the doctor, "is almost too tender to mention. Come, colonel, examine your own heart, and then answer me, on yourhonour, if you have not intended to do him the highest wrong which oneman can do another?" "I do not know what you mean by the question, " answered the colonel. "D--n me, the question is very transparent! "cries Bath. " From anyother man it would be an affront with the strongest emphasis, but fromone of the doctor's cloth it demands a categorical answer. " "I am not a papist, sir, " answered Colonel James, "nor am I obliged toconfess to my priest. But if you have anything to say speak openly, for I do not understand your meaning. " "I have explained my meaning to you already, " said the doctor, "in aletter I wrote to you on the subject--a subject which I am sorry Ishould have any occasion to write upon to a Christian. " "I do remember now, " cries the colonel, "that I received a veryimpertinent letter, something like a sermon, against adultery; but Idid not expect to hear the author own it to my face. " "That brave man then, sir, " answered the doctor, "stands before youwho dares own he wrote that letter, and dares affirm too that it waswrit on a just and strong foundation. But if the hardness of yourheart could prevail on you to treat my good intention with contemptand scorn, what, pray, could induce you to shew it, nay, to give itMr. Booth? What motive could you have for that, unless you meant toinsult him, and provoke your rival to give you that opportunity ofputting him out of the world, which you have since wickedly sought byyour challenge?" "I give him the letter!" said the colonel. "Yes, sir, " answered the doctor, "he shewed me the letter, andaffirmed that you gave it him at the masquerade. " "He is a lying rascal, then!" said the colonel very passionately. "Iscarce took the trouble of reading the letter, and lost it out of mypocket. " Here Bath interfered, and explained this affair in the manner in whichit happened, and with which the reader is already acquainted. Heconcluded by great eulogiums on the performance, and declared it wasone of the most enthusiastic (meaning, perhaps, ecclesiastic) lettersthat ever was written. "And d--n me, " says he, "if I do not respectthe author with the utmost emphasis of thinking. " The doctor now recollected what had passed with Booth, and perceivedhe had made a mistake of one colonel for another. This he presentlyacknowledged to Colonel James, and said that the mistake had been his, and not Booth's. Bath now collected all his gravity and dignity, as he called it, intohis countenance, and, addressing himself to James, said, "And was thatletter writ to you, brother?--I hope you never deserved any suspicionof this kind. " "Brother, " cries James, "I am accountable to myself for my actions, and shall not render an account either to you or to that gentleman. " "As to me, brother, " answered Bath, "you say right; but I think thisgentleman may call you to an account; nay, I think it is his duty soto do. And let me tell you, brother, there is one much greater than heto whom you must give an account. Mrs. Booth is really a fine woman, alady of most imperious and majestic presence. I have heard you oftensay that you liked her; and, if you have quarrelled with her husbandupon this account, by all the dignity of man I think you ought to askhis pardon. " "Indeed, brother, " cries James, "I can bear this no longer--you willmake me angry presently. " "Angry! brother James, " cries Bath; "angry!--I love you, brother, andhave obligations to you. I will say no more, but I hope you know I donot fear making any man angry. " James answered he knew it well; and then the doctor, apprehending thatwhile he was stopping up one breach he should make another, presentlyinterfered, and turned the discourse back to Booth. "You tell me, sir, " said he to James, "that my gown is my protection; let it then atleast protect me where I have had no design in offending--where I haveconsulted your highest welfare, as in truth I did in writing thisletter. And if you did not in the least deserve any such suspicion, still you have no cause for resentment. Caution against sin, even tothe innocent, can never be unwholesome. But this I assure you, whatever anger you have to me, you can have none to poor Booth, whowas entirely ignorant of my writing to you, and who, I am certain, never entertained the least suspicion of you; on the contrary, reveresyou with the highest esteem, and love, and gratitude. Let me thereforereconcile all matters between you, and bring you together before hehath even heard of this challenge. " "Brother, " cries Bath, "I hope I shall not make you angry--I lie whenI say so; for I am indifferent to any man's anger. Let me be anaccessory to what the doctor hath said. I think I may be trusted withmatters of this nature, and it is a little unkind that, if youintended to send a challenge, you did not make me the bearer. But, indeed, as to what appears to me, this matter may be very well madeup; and, as Mr. Booth doth not know of the challenge, I don't see whyhe ever should, any more than your giving him the lie just now; butthat he shall never have from me, nor, I believe, from this gentleman;for, indeed, if he should, it would be incumbent upon him to cut yourthroat. " "Lookee, doctor, " said James, "I do not deserve the unkind suspicionyou just now threw out against me. I never thirsted after any man'sblood; and, as for what hath passed, since this discovery hathhappened, I may, perhaps, not think it worth my while to troublemyself any more about it. " The doctor was not contented with perhaps, he insisted on a firmpromise, to be bound with the colonel's honour. This at length heobtained, and then departed well satisfied. In fact, the colonel was ashamed to avow the real cause of the quarrelto this good man, or, indeed, to his brother Bath, who would not onlyhave condemned him equally with the doctor, but would possibly havequarrelled with him on his sister's account, whom, as the reader musthave observed, he loved above all things; and, in plain truth, thoughthe colonel was a brave man, and dared to fight, yet he was altogetheras willing to let it alone; and this made him now and then give alittle way to the wrongheadedness of Colonel Bath, who, with all theother principles of honour and humanity, made no more of cutting thethroat of a man upon any of his punctilios than a butcher doth ofkilling sheep. Chapter v. _What passed at the bailiff's house. _ The doctor now set forwards to his friend Booth, and, as he past bythe door of his attorney in the way, he called upon him and took himwith him. The meeting between him and Booth need not be expatiated on. Thedoctor was really angry, and, though he deferred his lecture to a moreproper opportunity, yet, as he was no dissembler (indeed, he wasincapable of any disguise), he could not put on a show of thatheartiness with which he had formerly used to receive his friend. Booth at last began himself in the following manner: "Doctor, I amreally ashamed to see you; and, if you knew the confusion of my soulon this occasion, I am sure you would pity rather than upbraid me; andyet I can say with great sincerity I rejoice in this last instance ofmy shame, since I am like to reap the most solid advantage from it. "The doctor stared at this, and Booth thus proceeded: "Since I havebeen in this wretched place I have employed my time almost entirely inreading over a series of sermons which are contained in that book(meaning Dr Barrow's works, which then lay on the table before him) inproof of the Christian religion; and so good an effect have they hadupon me, that I shall, I believe, be the better man for them as longas I live. I have not a doubt (for I own I have had such) whichremains now unsatisfied. If ever an angel might be thought to guidethe pen of a writer, surely the pen of that great and good man hadsuch an assistant. " The doctor readily concurred in the praises of DrBarrow, and added, "You say you have had your doubts, young gentleman;indeed, I did not know that--and, pray, what were your doubts?""Whatever they were, sir, " said Booth, "they are now satisfied, as Ibelieve those of every impartial and sensible reader will be if hewill, with due attention, read over these excellent sermons. " "Verywell, " answered the doctor, "though I have conversed, I find, with afalse brother hitherto, I am glad you are reconciled to truth at last, and I hope your future faith will have some influence on your futurelife. " "I need not tell you, sir, " replied Booth, "that will always bethe case where faith is sincere, as I assure you mine is. Indeed, Inever was a rash disbeliever; my chief doubt was founded on this--that, as men appeared to me to act entirely from their passions, theiractions could have neither merit nor demerit. " "A very worthyconclusion truly!" cries the doctor; "but if men act, as I believethey do, from their passions, it would be fair to conclude thatreligion to be true which applies immediately to the strongest ofthese passions, hope and fear; chusing rather to rely on its rewardsand punishments than on that native beauty of virtue which some of theantient philosophers thought proper to recommend to their disciples. But we will defer this discourse till another opportunity; at present, as the devil hath thought proper to set you free, I will try if I canprevail on the bailiff to do the same. " The doctor had really not so much money in town as Booth's debtamounted to, and therefore, though he would otherwise very willinglyhave paid it, he was forced to give bail to the action. For whichpurpose, as the bailiff was a man of great form, he was obliged to getanother person to be bound with him. This person, however, theattorney undertook to procure, and immediately set out in quest ofhim. During his absence the bailiff came into the room, and, addressinghimself to the doctor, said, "I think, sir, your name is DoctorHarrison?" The doctor immediately acknowledged his name. Indeed, thebailiff had seen it to a bail-bond before. "Why then, sir, " said thebailiff, "there is a man above in a dying condition that desires thefavour of speaking to you; I believe he wants you to pray by him. " The bailiff himself was not more ready to execute his office on alloccasions for his fee than the doctor was to execute his for nothing. Without making any further enquiry therefore into the condition of theman, he immediately went up-stairs. As soon as the bailiff returned down-stairs, which was immediatelyafter he had lodged the doctor in the room, Booth had the curiosity toask him who this man was. "Why, I don't know much of him, " said thebailiff; "I had him once in custody before now: I remember it was whenyour honour was here last; and now I remember, too, he said that heknew your honour very well. Indeed, I had some opinion of him at thattime, for he spent his money very much like a gentleman; but I havediscovered since that he is a poor fellow, and worth nothing. He is amere shy cock; I have had the stuff about me this week, and couldnever get at him till this morning; nay, I don't believe we shouldever have found out his lodgings had it not been for the attorney thatwas here just now, who gave us information. And so we took him thismorning by a comical way enough; for we dressed up one of my men inwomen's cloathes, who told the people of the house that he was hissister, just come to town--for we were told by the attorney that hehad such a sister, upon which he was let up-stairs--and so kept thedoor ajar till I and another rushed in. Let me tell you, captain, there are as good stratagems made use of in our business as any in thearmy. " "But pray, sir, " said Booth, "did not you tell me this morning thatthe poor fellow was desperately wounded; nay, I think you told thedoctor that he was a dying man?" "I had like to have forgot that, "cries the bailiff. "Nothing would serve the gentleman but that he mustmake resistance, and he gave my man a blow with a stick; but I soonquieted him by giving him a wipe or two with a hanger. Not that, Ibelieve, I have done his business neither; but the fellow is faint-hearted, and the surgeon, I fancy, frightens him more than he need. But, however, let the worst come to the worst, the law is all on myside, and it is only _se fendendo_. The attorney that was here justnow told me so, and bid me fear nothing; for that he would stand myfriend, and undertake the cause; and he is a devilish good one at adefence at the Old Bailey, I promise you. I have known him bring offseveral that everybody thought would have been hanged. " "But suppose you should be acquitted, " said Booth, "would not theblood of this poor wretch lie a little heavy at your heart?" "Why should it, captain?" said the bailiff. "Is not all done in alawful way? Why will people resist the law when they know theconsequence? To be sure, if a man was to kill another in an unlawfulmanner as it were, and what the law calls murder, that is quite andclear another thing. I should not care to be convicted of murder anymore than another man. Why now, captain, you have been abroad in thewars they tell me, and to be sure must have killed men in your time. Pray, was you ever afraid afterwards of seeing their ghosts?" "That is a different affair, " cries Booth; "but I would not kill a manin cold blood for all the world. " "There is no difference at all, as I can see, " cries the bailiff. "Oneis as much in the way of business as the other. When gentlemen behavethemselves like unto gentlemen I know how to treat them as such aswell as any officer the king hath; and when they do not, why they musttake what follows, and the law doth not call it murder. " Booth very plainly saw that the bailiff had squared his conscienceexactly according to law, and that he could not easily subvert his wayof thinking. He therefore gave up the cause, and desired the bailiffto expedite the bonds, which he promised to do; saying, he hoped hehad used him with proper civility this time, if he had not the last, and that he should be remembered for it. But before we close this chapter we shall endeavour to satisfy anenquiry, which may arise in our most favourite readers (for so are themost curious), how it came to pass that such a person as was DoctorHarrison should employ such a fellow as this Murphy? The case then was thus: this Murphy had been clerk to an attorney inthe very same town in which the doctor lived, and, when he was out ofhis time, had set up with a character fair enough, and had married amaid-servant of Mrs. Harris, by which means he had all the business towhich that lady and her friends, in which number was the doctor, couldrecommend him. Murphy went on with his business, and thrived very well, till hehappened to make an unfortunate slip, in which he was detected by abrother of the same calling. But, though we call this by the gentlename of a slip, in respect to its being so extremely common, it was amatter in which the law, if it had ever come to its ears, would havepassed a very severe censure, being, indeed, no less than perjury andsubornation of perjury. This brother attorney, being a very good-natured man, and unwilling tobespatter his own profession, and considering, perhaps, that theconsequence did in no wise affect the public, who had no manner ofinterest in the alternative whether A. , in whom the right was, or B. , to whom Mr. Murphy, by the means aforesaid, had transferred it, succeeded in an action; we mention this particular, because, as thisbrother attorney was a very violent party man, and a professedstickler for the public, to suffer any injury to have been done tothat, would have been highly inconsistent with his principles. This gentleman, therefore, came to Mr. Murphy, and, after shewing himthat he had it in his power to convict him of the aforesaid crime, very generously told him that he had not the least delight in bringingany man to destruction, nor the least animosity against him. All thathe insisted upon was, that he would not live in the same town orcounty with one who had been guilty of such an action. He then toldMr. Murphy that he would keep the secret on two conditions; the onewas, that he immediately quitted that country; the other was, that heshould convince him he deserved this kindness by his gratitude, andthat Murphy should transfer to the other all the business which hethen had in those parts, and to which he could possibly recommend him. It is the observation of a very wise man, that it is a very commonexercise of wisdom in this world, of two evils to chuse the least. Thereader, therefore, cannot doubt but that Mr. Murphy complied with thealternative proposed by his kind brother, and accepted the terms onwhich secrecy was to be obtained. This happened while the doctor was abroad, and with all this, exceptthe departure of Murphy, not only the doctor, but the whole town (savehis aforesaid brother alone), were to this day unacquainted. The doctor, at his return, hearing that Mr. Murphy was gone, appliedto the other attorney in his affairs, who still employed this Murphyas his agent in town, partly, perhaps, out of good will to him, andpartly from the recommendation of Miss Harris; for, as he had marrieda servant of the family, and a particular favourite of hers, there canbe no wonder that she, who was entirely ignorant of the affair aboverelated, as well as of his conduct in town, should continue her favourto him. It will appear, therefore, I apprehend, no longer strange thatthe doctor, who had seen this man but three times since his removal totown, and then conversed with him only on business, should remain asignorant of his life and character, as a man generally is of thecharacter of the hackney-coachman who drives him. Nor doth it reflectmore on the honour or understanding of the doctor, under thesecircumstances, to employ Murphy, than it would if he had been drivenabout the town by a thief or a murderer. Chapter vi. _What passed between the doctor and the sick man. _ We left the doctor in the last chapter with the wounded man, to whomthe doctor, in a very gentle voice, spoke as follows:-- "I am sorry, friend, to see you in this situation, and am very readyto give you any comfort or assistance within my power. " "I thank you kindly, doctor, " said the man. "Indeed I should not havepresumed to have sent to you had I not known your character; for, though I believe I am not at all known to you, I have lived many yearsin that town where you yourself had a house; my name is Robinson. Iused to write for the attorneys in those parts, and I have beenemployed on your business in my time. " "I do not recollect you nor your name, " said the doctor; "butconsider, friend, your moments are precious, and your business, as Iam informed, is to offer up your prayers to that great Being beforewhom you are shortly to appear. But first let me exhort you earnestlyto a most serious repentance of all your sins. " "O doctor!" said the man; "pray; what is your opinion of a death-bedrepentance?" "If repentance is sincere, " cries the doctor, "I hope, through themercies and merits of our most powerful and benign Intercessor, itwill never come too late. " "But do not you think, sir, " cries the man, "that, in order to obtainforgiveness of any great sin we have committed, by an injury done toour neighbours, it is necessary, as far as in us lies, to make all theamends we can to the party injured, and to undo, if possible, theinjury we have done?" "Most undoubtedly, " cries the doctor; "our pretence to repentancewould otherwise be gross hypocrisy, and an impudent attempt to deceiveand impose upon our Creator himself. " "Indeed, I am of the same opinion, " cries the penitent; "and I thinkfurther, that this is thrown in my way, and hinted to me by that greatBeing; for an accident happened to me yesterday, by which, as thingshave fallen out since, I think I plainly discern the hand ofProvidence. I went yesterday, sir, you must know, to a pawnbroker's, to pawn the last moveable, which, except the poor cloathes you see onmy back, I am worth in the world. While I was there a young lady camein to pawn her picture. She had disguised herself so much, and pulledher hood so over her face, that I did not know her while she stayed, which was scarce three minutes. As soon as she was gone thepawnbroker, taking the picture in his hand, cried out, _Upon myword, this is the handsomest face I ever saw in my life!_ I desiredhim to let me look on the picture, which he readily did--and I nosooner cast my eyes upon it, than the strong resemblance struck me, and I knew it to be Mrs. Booth. " "Mrs. Booth! what Mrs. Booth?" cries the doctor. "Captain Booth's lady, the captain who is now below, " said the other. "How?" cries the doctor with great impetuosity. "Have patience, " said the man, "and you shall hear all. I expressedsome surprize to the pawnbroker, and asked the lady's name. Heanswered, that he knew not her name; but that she was some undonewretch, who had the day before left all her cloathes with him in pawn. My guilt immediately flew in my face, and told me I had been accessoryto this lady's undoing. The sudden shock so affected me, that, had itnot been for a dram which the pawnbroker gave me, I believe I shouldhave sunk on the spot. " "Accessary to her undoing! how accessary?" said the doctor. "Pray tellme, for I am impatient to hear. " "I will tell you all as fast as I can, " cries the sick man. "You know, good doctor, that Mrs. Harris of our town had two daughters, this Mrs. Booth and another. Now, sir, it seems the other daughter had, some wayor other, disobliged her mother a little before the old lady died;therefore she made a will, and left all her fortune, except onethousand pound, to Mrs. Booth; to which will Mr. Murphy, myself, andanother who is now dead, were the witnesses. Mrs. Harris afterwardsdied suddenly; upon which it was contrived by her other daughter andMr. Murphy to make a new will, in which Mrs. Booth had a legacy of tenpound, and all the rest was given to the other. To this will, Murphy, myself, and the same third person, again set our hands. " "Good Heaven! how wonderful is thy providence!" cries the doctor--"Murphy, say you?" "He himself, sir, " answered Robinson; "Murphy, who is the greatestrogue, I believe, now in the world. " "Pray, sir, proceed, " cries the doctor. "For this service, sir, " said Robinson, "myself and the third person, one Carter, received two hundred pound each. What reward Murphyhimself had I know not. Carter died soon afterwards; and from thattime, at several payments, I have by threats extorted above a hundredpound more. And this, sir, is the whole truth, which I am ready totestify if it would please Heaven to prolong my life. " "I hope it will, " cries the doctor; "but something must be done forfear of accidents. I will send to counsel immediately to know how tosecure your testimony. --Whom can I get to send?--Stay, ay--he will do--but I know not where his house or his chambers are. I will go myself--but I may be wanted here. " While the doctor was in this violent agitation the surgeon made hisappearance. The doctor stood still in a meditating posture, while thesurgeon examined his patient. After which the doctor begged him todeclare his opinion, and whether he thought the wounded man in anyimmediate danger of death. "I do not know, " answered the surgeon, "what you call immediate. He may live several days--nay, he mayrecover. It is impossible to give any certain opinion in these cases. "He then launched forth into a set of terms which the doctor, with allhis scholarship, could not understand. To say the truth, many of themwere not to be found in any dictionary or lexicon. One discovery, however, the doctor made, and that was, that thesurgeon was a very ignorant, conceited fellow, and knew nothing of hisprofession. He resolved, therefore, to get better advice for the sick;but this he postponed at present, and, applying himself to thesurgeon, said, "He should be very much obliged to him if he knew whereto find such a counsellor, and would fetch him thither. I should notask such a favour of you, sir, " says the doctor, "if it was not onbusiness of the last importance, or if I could find any othermessenger. " "I fetch, sir!" said the surgeon very angrily. "Do you take me for afootman or a porter? I don't know who you are; but I believe you arefull as proper to go on such an errand as I am. " (For as the doctor, who was just come off his journey, was very roughly dressed, thesurgeon held him in no great respect. ) The surgeon then called aloudfrom the top of the stairs, "Let my coachman draw up, " and struttedoff without any ceremony, telling his patient he would call again thenext day. At this very instant arrived Murphy with the other bail, and, findingBooth alone, he asked the bailiff at the door what was become of thedoctor? "Why, the doctor, " answered he, "is above-stairs, praying with-----. " "How!" cries Murphy. "How came you not to carry him directlyto Newgate, as you promised me?" "Why, because he was wounded, " criesthe bailiff. "I thought it was charity to take care of him; and, besides, why should one make more noise about the matter than isnecessary?" "And Doctor Harrison with him?" said Murphy. "Yes, he is, "said the bailiff; "he desired to speak with the doctor very much, andthey have been praying together almost this hour. " "All is up andundone!" cries Murphy. "Let me come by, I have thought of somethingwhich I must do immediately. " Now, as by means of the surgeon's leaving the door open the doctorheard Murphy's voice naming Robinson peevishly, he drew softly to thetop of the stairs, where he heard the foregoing dialogue; and as soonas Murphy had uttered his last words, and was moving downwards, thedoctor immediately sallied from his post, running as fast as he could, and crying, Stop the villain! stop the thief! The attorney wanted no better hint to accelerate his pace; and, havingthe start of the doctor, got downstairs, and out into the street; butthe doctor was so close at his heels, and being in foot the nimbler ofthe two, he soon overtook him, and laid hold of him, as he would havedone on either Broughton or Slack in the same cause. This action in the street, accompanied with the frequent cry of Stopthief by the doctor during the chase, presently drew together a largemob, who began, as is usual, to enter immediately upon business, andto make strict enquiry into the matter, in order to proceed to dojustice in their summary way. Murphy, who knew well the temper of the mob, cried out, "If you are abailiff, shew me your writ. Gentlemen, he pretends to arrest me herewithout a writ. " Upon this, one of the sturdiest and forwardest of the mob, and who bya superior strength of body and of lungs presided in this assembly, declared he would suffer no such thing. "D--n me, " says he, "away tothe pump with the catchpole directly--shew me your writ, or let thegentleman go--you shall not arrest a man contrary to law. " He then laid his hands on the doctor, who, still fast griping theattorney, cried out, "He is a villain--I am no bailiff, but aclergyman, and this lawyer is guilty of forgery, and hath ruined apoor family. " "How!" cries the spokesman--"a lawyer!--that alters the case. " "Yes, faith, " cries another of the mob, "it is lawyer Murphy. I knowhim very well. " "And hath he ruined a poor family?--like enough, faith, if he's alawyer. Away with him to the justice immediately. " The bailiff now came up, desiring to know what was the matter; to whomDoctor Harrison answered that he had arrested that villain for aforgery. "How can you arrest him?" cries the bailiff; "you are noofficer, nor have any warrant. Mr. Murphy is a gentleman, and he shallbe used as such. " "Nay, to be sure, " cries the spokesman, "there ought to be a warrant;that's the truth on't. " "There needs no warrant, " cries the doctor. "I accuse him of felony;and I know so much of the law of England, that any man may arrest afelon without any warrant whatever. This villain hath undone a poorfamily; and I will die on the spot before I part with him. " "If the law be so, " cries the orator, "that is another matter. And tobe sure, to ruin a poor man is the greatest of sins. And being alawyer too makes it so much the worse. He shall go before the justice, d--n me if he shan't go before the justice! I says the word, heshall. " "I say he is a gentleman, and shall be used according to law, " criesthe bailiff; "and, though you are a clergyman, " said he to Harrison, "you don't shew yourself as one by your actions. " "That's a bailiff, " cries one of the mob: "one lawyer will alwaysstand by another; but I think the clergyman is a very good man, andacts becoming a clergyman, to stand by the poor. " At which words the mob all gave a great shout, and several cried out, "Bring him along, away with him to the justice!" And now a constable appeared, and with an authoritative voice declaredwhat he was, produced his staff, and demanded the peace. The doctor then delivered his prisoner over to the officer, andcharged him with felony; the constable received him, the attorneysubmitted, the bailiff was hushed, and the waves of the mobimmediately subsided. The doctor now balanced with himself how he should proceed: at last hedetermined to leave Booth a little longer in captivity, and not toquit sight of Murphy before he had lodged him safe with a magistrate. They then all moved forwards to the justice; the constable and hisprisoner marching first, the doctor and the bailiff following next, and about five thousand mob (for no less number were assembled in avery few minutes) following in the procession. They found the magistrate just sitting down to his dinner; however, when he was acquainted with the doctor's profession, he immediatelyadmitted him, and heard his business; which he no sooner perfectlyunderstood, with all its circumstances, than he resolved, though itwas then very late, and he had been fatigued all the morning withpublic business, to postpone all refreshment till he had dischargedhis duty. He accordingly adjourned the prisoner and his cause to thebailiff's house, whither he himself, with the doctor, immediatelyrepaired, and whither the attorney was followed by a much largernumber of attendants than he had been honoured with before. Chapter vii. _In which the history draws towards a conclusion. _ Nothing could exceed the astonishment of Booth at the behaviour of thedoctor at the time when he sallied forth in pursuit of the attorney;for which it was so impossible for him to account in any mannerwhatever. He remained a long time in the utmost torture of mind, tillat last the bailif's wife came to him, and asked him if the doctor wasnot a madman? and, in truth, he could hardly defend him from thatimputation. While he was in this perplexity the maid of the house brought him amessage from Robinson, desiring the favour of seeing him above-stairs. With this he immediately complied. When these two were alone together, and the key turned on them (forthe bailiff's wife was a most careful person, and never omitted thatceremony in the absence of her husband, having always at her tongue'send that excellent proverb of "Safe bind, safe find"), Robinson, looking stedfastly upon Booth, said, "I believe, sir, you scarceremember me. " Booth answered that he thought he had seen his face somewhere before, but could not then recollect when or where. "Indeed, sir, " answered the man, "it was a place which no man canremember with pleasure. But do you not remember, a few weeks ago, thatyou had the misfortune to be in a certain prison in this town, whereyou lost a trifling sum at cards to a fellow-prisoner?" This hint sufficiently awakened Booth's memory, and he now recollectedthe features of his old friend Robinson. He answered him a littlesurlily, "I know you now very well, but I did not imagine you wouldever have reminded me of that transaction. " "Alas, sir!" answered Robinson, "whatever happened then was verytrifling compared to the injuries I have done you; but if my life bespared long enough I will now undo it all: and, as I have been one ofyour worst enemies, I will now be one of your best friends. " He was just entering upon his story when a noise was heard below whichmight be almost compared to what have been heard in Holland when thedykes have given way, and the ocean in an inundation breaks in uponthe land. It seemed, indeed, as if the whole world was bursting intothe house at once. Booth was a man of great firmness of mind, and he had need of it allat this instant. As for poor Robinson, the usual concomitants of guiltattended him, and he began to tremble in a violent manner. The first person who ascended the stairs was the doctor, who no soonersaw Booth than he ran to him and embraced him, crying, "My child, Iwish you joy with all my heart. Your sufferings are all at an end, andProvidence hath done you the justice at last which it will, one day orother, render to all men. You will hear all presently; but I can nowonly tell you that your sister is discovered and the estate is yourown. " Booth was in such confusion that he scarce made any answer, and nowappeared the justice and his clerk, and immediately afterwards theconstable with his prisoner, the bailiff, and as many more as couldpossibly crowd up-stairs. The doctor now addressed himself to the sick man, and desired him torepeat the same information before the justice which he had madealready; to which Robinson readily consented. While the clerk was taking down the information, the attorneyexpressed a very impatient desire to send instantly for his clerk, andexpressed so much uneasiness at the confusion in which he had left hispapers at home, that a thought suggested itself to the doctor that, ifhis house was searched, some lights and evidence relating to thisaffair would certainly be found; he therefore desired the justice togrant a search-warrant immediately to search his house. The justice answered that he had no such power; that, if there was anysuspicion of stolen goods, he could grant a warrant to search forthem. "How, sir!" said the doctor, "can you grant a warrant to search aman's house for a silver tea-spoon, and not in a case like this, wherea man is robbed of his whole estate?" "Hold, sir, " says the sick man; "I believe I can answer that point;for I can swear he hath several title-deeds of the estate now in hispossession, which I am sure were stolen from the right owner. " The justice still hesitated. He said title-deeds savoured of theRealty, and it was not felony to steal them. If, indeed, they weretaken away in a box, then it would be felony to steal the box. "Savour of the Realty! Savour of the f--talty, " said the doctor. "Inever heard such incomprehensible nonsense. This is impudent, as wellas childish trifling with the lives and properties of men. " "Well, sir, " said Robinson, "I now am sure I can do his business; forI know he hath a silver cup in his possession which is the property ofthis gentleman (meaning Booth), and how he got it but by stealth lethim account if he can. " "That will do, " cries the justice with great pleasure. "That will do;and if you will charge him on oath with that, I will instantly grantmy warrant to search his house for it. " "And I will go and see itexecuted, " cries the doctor; for it was a maxim of his, that no mancould descend below himself in doing any act which may contribute toprotect an innocent person, or to bring a rogue to the gallows. The oath was instantly taken, the warrant signed, and the doctorattended the constable in the execution of it. The clerk then proceeded in taking the information of Robinson, andhad just finished it, when the doctor returned with the utmost joy inhis countenance, and declared that he had sufficient evidence of thefact in his possession. He had, indeed, two or three letters from MissHarris in answer to the attorney's frequent demands of money forsecrecy, that fully explained the whole villany. The justice now asked the prisoner what he had to say for himself, orwhether he chose to say anything in his own defence. "Sir, " said the attorney, with great confidence, "I am not to defendmyself here. It will be of no service to me; for I know you neithercan nor will discharge me. But I am extremely innocent of all thismatter, as I doubt not but to make appear to the satisfaction of acourt of justice. " The legal previous ceremonies were then gone through of binding overthe prosecutor, &c. , and then the attorney was committed to Newgate, whither he was escorted amidst the acclamations of the populace. When Murphy was departed, and a little calm restored in the house, thejustice made his compliments of congratulation to Booth, who, as wellas he could in his present tumult of joy, returned his thanks to boththe magistrate and the doctor. They were now all preparing to depart, when Mr. Bondum stept up to Booth, and said, "Hold, sir, you haveforgot one thing--you have not given bail yet. " This occasioned some distress at this time, for the attorney's friendwas departed; but when the justice heard this, he immediately offeredhimself as the other bondsman, and thus ended the affair. It was now past six o'clock, and none of the gentlemen had yet dined. They very readily, therefore, accepted the magistrate's invitation, and went all together to his house. And now the very first thing that was done, even before they sat downto dinner, was to dispatch a messenger to one of the best surgeons intown to take care of Robinson, and another messenger to Booth'slodgings to prevent Amelia's concern at their staying so long. The latter, however, was to little purpose; for Amelia's patience hadbeen worn out before, and she had taken a hackney-coach and driven tothe bailiff's, where she arrived a little after the departure of herhusband, and was thence directed to the justice's. Though there was no kind of reason for Amelia's fright at hearing thather husband and Doctor Harrison were gone before the justice, andthough she indeed imagined that they were there in the light ofcomplainants, not of offenders, yet so tender were her fears for herhusband, and so much had her gentle spirits been lately agitated, thatshe had a thousand apprehensions of she knew not what. When shearrived, therefore, at the house, she ran directly into the room whereall the company were at dinner, scarce knowing what she did or whithershe was going. She found her husband in such a situation, and discovered suchchearfulness in his countenance, that so violent a turn was given toher spirits that she was just able, with the assistance of a glass ofwater, to support herself. She soon, however, recovered her calmness, and in a little time began to eat what might indeed be almost calledher breakfast. The justice now wished her joy of what had happened that day, forwhich she kindly thanked him, apprehending he meant the liberty of herhusband. His worship might perhaps have explained himself more largelyhad not the doctor given him a timely wink; for this wise and good manwas fearful of making such a discovery all at once to Amelia, lest itshould overpower her, and luckily the justice's wife was not wellenough acquainted with the matter to say anything more on it thanbarely to assure the lady that she joined in her husband'scongratulation. Amelia was then in a clean white gown, which she had that dayredeemed, and was, indeed, dressed all over with great neatness andexactness; with the glow therefore which arose in her features fromfinding her husband released from his captivity, she made so charminga figure, that she attracted the eyes of the magistrate and of hiswife, and they both agreed when they were alone that they had neverseen so charming a creature; nay, Booth himself afterwards told herthat he scarce ever remembered her to look so extremely beautiful asshe did that evening. Whether Amelia's beauty, or the reflexion on the remarkable act ofjustice he had performed, or whatever motive filled the magistratewith extraordinary good humour, and opened his heart and cellars, Iwill not determine; but he gave them so hearty a welcome, and theywere all so pleased with each other, that Amelia, for that one night, trusted the care of her children to the woman where they lodged, nordid the company rise from table till the clock struck eleven. They then separated. Amelia and Booth, having been set down at theirlodgings, retired into each other's arms; nor did Booth that evening, by the doctor's advice, mention one word of the grand affair to hiswife. Chapter viii. _Thus this history draws nearer to a conclusion. _ In the morning early Amelia received the following letter from Mrs. Atkinson: "The surgeon of the regiment, to which the captain my husband latelybelonged, and who came this evening to see the captain, hath almostfrightened me out of my wits by a strange story of your husband beingcommitted to prison by a justice of peace for forgery. For Heaven'ssake send me the truth. If my husband can be of any service, weak ashe is, he will be carried in a chair to serve a brother officer forwhom he hath a regard, which I need not mention. Or if the sum oftwenty pound will be of any service to you, I will wait upon you withit the moment I can get my cloaths on, the morning you receive this;for it is too late to send to-night. The captain begs his heartyservice and respects, and believe me, "Dear Madam, Your ever affectionate friend, and humble servant, F. ATKINSON. " When Amelia read this letter to Booth they were both equallysurprized, she at the commitment for forgery, and he at seeing such aletter from Mrs. Atkinson; for he was a stranger yet to thereconciliation that had happened. Booth's doubts were first satisfied by Amelia, from which he receivedgreat pleasure; for he really had a very great affection and fondnessfor Mr. Atkinson, who, indeed, so well deserved it. "Well, my dear, "said he to Amelia, smiling, "shall we accept this generous offer?" "O fy! no, certainly, " answered she. "Why not?" cries Booth; "it is but a trifle; and yet it will be ofgreat service to us. " "But consider, my dear, " said she, "how ill these poor people canspare it. " "They can spare it for a little while, " said Booth, "and we shall soonpay it them again. " "When, my dear?" said Amelia. "Do, my dear Will, consider our wretchedcircumstances. I beg you let us go into the country immediately, andlive upon bread and water till Fortune pleases to smile upon us. " "I am convinced that day is not far off, " said Booth. "However, giveme leave to send an answer to Mrs. Atkinson, that we shall be glad ofher company immediately to breakfast. " "You know I never contradict you, " said she, "but I assure you it iscontrary to my inclinations to take this money. " "Well, suffer me, " cries he, "to act this once contrary to yourinclinations. " He then writ a short note to Mrs. Atkinson, anddispatched it away immediately; which when he had done, Amelia said, "I shall be glad of Mrs. Atkinson's company to breakfast; but yet Iwish you would oblige me in refusing this money. Take five guineasonly. That is indeed such a sum as, if we never should pay it, wouldsit light on my mind. The last persons in the world from whom I wouldreceive favours of that sort are the poor and generous. " "You can receive favours only from the generous, " cries Booth; "and, to be plain with you, there are very few who are generous that are notpoor. " "What think you, " said she, "of Dr Harrison?" "I do assure you, " said Booth, "he is far from being rich. The doctorhath an income of little more than six hundred pound a-year, and I amconvinced he gives away four of it. Indeed, he is one of the besteconomists in the world: but yet I am positive he never was at anytime possessed of five hundred pound, since he hath been a man. Consider, dear Emily, the late obligations we have to this gentleman;it would be unreasonable to expect more, at least at present; my half-pay is mortgaged for a year to come. How then shall we live?" "By our labour, " answered she; "I am able to labour, and I am sure Iam not ashamed of it. " "And do you really think you can support such a life?" "I am sure I could be happy in it, " answered Amelia. "And why not I aswell as a thousand others, who have not the happiness of such ahusband to make life delicious? why should I complain of my hard fatewhile so many who are much poorer than I enjoy theirs? Am I of asuperior rank of being to the wife of the honest labourer? am I notpartaker of one common nature with her?" "My angel, " cries Booth, "it delights me to hear you talk thus, andfor a reason you little guess; for I am assured that one who can soheroically endure adversity, will bear prosperity with equal greatnessof soul; for the mind that cannot be dejected by the former, is notlikely to be transported with the latter. " "If it had pleased Heaven, " cried she, "to have tried me, I think, atleast I hope, I should have preserved my humility. " "Then, my dear, " said he, "I will relate you a dream I had last night. You know you lately mentioned a dream of yours. " "Do so, " said she; "I am attentive. " "I dreamt, " said he, "this night, that we were in the most miserablesituation imaginable; indeed, in the situation we were yesterdaymorning, or rather worse; that I was laid in a prison for debt, andthat you wanted a morsel of bread to feed the mouths of your hungrychildren. At length (for nothing you know is quicker than thetransition in dreams) Dr Harrison methought came to me, withchearfulness and joy in his countenance. The prison-doors immediatelyflew open, and Dr Harrison introduced you, gayly though not richlydressed. That you gently chid me for staying so long. All on a suddenappeared a coach with four horses to it, in which was a maid-servantwith our two children. We both immediately went into the coach, and, taking our leave of the doctor, set out towards your country-house;for yours I dreamt it was. I only ask you now, if this was real, andthe transition almost as sudden, could you support it?" Amelia was going to answer, when Mrs. Atkinson came into the room, andafter very little previous ceremony, presented Booth with a bank-note, which he received of her, saying he would very soon repay it; apromise that a little offended Amelia, as she thought he had no chanceof keeping it. The doctor presently arrived, and the company sat down to breakfast, during which Mrs. Atkinson entertained them with the history of thedoctors that had attended her husband, by whose advice Atkinson wasrecovered from everything but the weakness which his distemper hadoccasioned. When the tea-table was removed Booth told the doctor that he hadacquainted his wife with a dream he had last night. "I dreamt, doctor, " said he, "that she was restored to her estate. " "Very well, " said the doctor; "and if I am to be the Oneiropolus, Ibelieve the dream will come to pass. To say the truth, I have rather abetter opinion of dreams than Horace had. Old Homer says they comefrom Jupiter; and as to your dream, I have often had it in my wakingthoughts, that some time or other that roguery (for so I was alwaysconvinced it was) would be brought to light; for the same Homer says, as you, madam (meaning Mrs. Atkinson), very well know, [Greek verses] [Footnote: "If Jupiter doth not immediately execute hisvengeance, he will however execute it at last; and theirtransgressions shall fall heavily on their own heads, and on theirwives and children. "] "I have no Greek ears, sir, " said Mrs. Atkinson. "I believe I couldunderstand it in the Delphin Homer. " "I wish, " cries he, "my dear child (to Amelia), you would read alittle in the Delphin Aristotle, or else in some Christian divine, tolearn a doctrine which you will one day have a use for. I mean to bearthe hardest of all human conflicts, and support with an even temper, and without any violent transports of mind, a sudden gust ofprosperity. " "Indeed, " cries Amelia, "I should almost think my husband and you, doctor, had some very good news to tell me, by your using, both ofyou, the same introduction. As far as I know myself, I think I cananswer I can support any degree of prosperity, and I think I yesterdayshewed I could: for I do assure you, it is not in the power of fortuneto try me with such another transition from grief to joy, as Iconceived from seeing my husband in prison and at liberty. " "Well, you are a good girl, " cries the doctor, "and after I have puton my spectacles I will try you. " The doctor then took out a newspaper, and read as follows: "'Yesterday one Murphy, an eminent attorney-at-law, was committed toNewgate for the forgery of a will under which an estate hath been formany years detained from the right owner. ' "Now in this paragraph there is something very remarkable, and thatis--that it is true: but _opus est explanatu_. In the Delphin editionof this newspaper there is the following note upon the words rightowner:--'The right owner of this estate is a young lady of the highestmerit, whose maiden name was Harris, and who some time since wasmarried to an idle fellow, one Lieutenant Booth. And the besthistorians assure us that letters from the elder sister of this lady, which manifestly prove the forgery and clear up the whole affair, arein the hands of an old Parson called Doctor Harrison. '" "And is this really true?" cries Amelia. "Yes, really and sincerely, " cries the doctor. "The whole estate; foryour mother left it you all, and is as surely yours as if you wasalready in possession. " "Gracious Heaven!" cries she, falling on her knees, "I thank you!" Andthen starting up, she ran to her husband, and, embracing him, cried, "My dear love, I wish you joy; and I ought in gratitude to wish ityou; for you are the cause of mine. It is upon yours and my children'saccount that I principally rejoice. " Mrs. Atkinson rose from her chair, and jumped about the room for joy, repeating, _Turne, quod oplanti divum promittere nemo Auderet, volvenda dies, en, attulit ultro. _ [Footnote: "What none of all the Gods could grant thy vows, That, Turnus, this auspicious day bestows. "] Amelia now threw herself into a chair, complained she was a littlefaint, and begged a glass of water. The doctor advised her to beblooded; but she refused, saying she required a vent of another kind. She then desired her children to be brought to her, whom sheimmediately caught in her arms, and, having profusely cried over themfor several minutes, declared she was easy. After which she soonregained her usual temper and complexion. That day they dined together, and in the afternoon they all, exceptthe doctor, visited Captain Atkinson; he repaired to the bailiff'shouse to visit the sick man, whom he found very chearful, the surgeonhaving assured him that he was in no danger. The doctor had a long spiritual discourse with Robinson, who assuredhim that he sincerely repented of his past life, that he was resolvedto lead his future days in a different manner, and to make what amendshe could for his sins to the society, by bringing one of the greatestrogues in it to justice. There was a circumstance which much pleasedthe doctor, and made him conclude that, however Robinson had beencorrupted by his old master, he had naturally a good disposition. Thiswas, that Robinson declared he was chiefly induced to the discovery bywhat had happened at the pawnbroker's, and by the miseries which hethere perceived he had been instrumental in bringing on Booth and hisfamily. The next day Booth and his wife, at the doctor's instance, dined withColonel James and his lady, where they were received with greatcivility, and all matters were accommodated without Booth ever knowinga syllable of the challenge even to this day. The doctor insisted very strongly on having Miss Harris taken intocustody, and said, if she was his sister, he would deliver her tojustice. He added besides, that it was impossible to skreen her andcarry on the prosecution, or, indeed, recover the estate. Amelia atlast begged the delay of one day only, in which time she wrote aletter to her sister, informing her of the discovery, and the dangerin which she stood, and begged her earnestly to make her escape, withmany assurances that she would never suffer her to know any distress. This letter she sent away express, and it had the desired effect; forMiss Harris, having received sufficient information from the attorneyto the same purpose, immediately set out for Poole, and from thence toFrance, carrying with her all her money, most of her cloaths, and somefew jewels. She had, indeed, packed up plate and jewels to the valueof two thousand pound and upwards. But Booth, to whom Ameliacommunicated the letter, prevented her by ordering the man that wentwith the express (who had been a serjeant of the foot-guardsrecommended to him by Atkinson) to suffer the lady to go whither shepleased, but not to take anything with her except her cloaths, whichhe was carefully to search. These orders were obeyed punctually, andwith these she was obliged to comply. Two days after the bird was flown a warrant from the lord chiefjustice arrived to take her up, the messenger of which returned withthe news of her flight, highly to the satisfaction of Amelia, andconsequently of Booth, and, indeed, not greatly to the grief of thedoctor. About a week afterwards Booth and Amelia, with their children, andCaptain Atkinson and his lady, all set forward together for Amelia'shouse, where they arrived amidst the acclamations of all theneighbours, and every public demonstration of joy. They found the house ready prepared to receive them by Atkinson'sfriend the old serjeant, and a good dinner prepared for them byAmelia's old nurse, who was addressed with the utmost duty by her sonand daughter, most affectionately caressed by Booth and his wife, andby Amelia's absolute command seated next to herself at the table. Atwhich, perhaps, were assembled some of the best and happiest peoplethen in the world. Chapter ix. _In which the history is concluded. _ Having brought our history to a conclusion, as to those points inwhich we presume our reader was chiefly interested, in the foregoingchapter, we shall in this, by way of epilogue, endeavour to satisfyhis curiosity as to what hath since happened to the principalpersonages of whom we have treated in the foregoing pages. Colonel James and his lady, after living in a polite manner for manyyears together, at last agreed to live in as polite a manner asunder. The colonel hath kept Miss Matthews ever since, and is at length grownto doat on her (though now very disagreeable in her person, andimmensely fat) to such a degree, that he submits to be treated by herin the most tyrannical manner. He allows his lady eight hundred pound a-year, with which she dividesher time between Tunbridge, Bath, and London, and passes about ninehours in the twenty-four at cards. Her income is lately increased bythree thousand pound left her by her brother Colonel Bath, who waskilled in a duel about six years ago by a gentleman who told thecolonel he differed from him in opinion. The noble peer and Mrs. Ellison have been both dead several years, andboth of the consequences of their favourite vices; Mrs. Ellison havingfallen a martyr to her liquor, and the other to his amours, by whichhe was at last become so rotten that he stunk above-ground. The attorney, Murphy, was brought to his trial at the Old Bailey, where, after much quibbling about the meaning of a very plain act ofparliament, he was at length convicted of forgery, and was soonafterwards hanged at Tyburn. The witness for some time seemed to reform his life, and received asmall pension from Booth; after which he returned to vicious courses, took a purse on the highway, was detected and taken, and followed thelast steps of his old master. So apt are men whose manners have beenonce thoroughly corrupted, to return, from any dawn of an amendment, into the dark paths of vice. As to Miss Harris, she lived three years with a broken heart atBoulogne, where she received annually fifty pound from her sister, whowas hardly prevailed on by Dr Harrison not to send her a hundred, andthen died in a most miserable manner. Mr. Atkinson upon the whole hath led a very happy life with his wife, though he hath been sometimes obliged to pay proper homage to hersuperior understanding and knowledge. This, however, he chearfullysubmits to, and she makes him proper returns of fondness. They havetwo fine boys, of whom they are equally fond. He is lately advanced tothe rank of captain, and last summer both he and his wife paid a visitof three months to Booth and his wife. Dr Harrison is grown old in years and in honour, beloved and respectedby all his parishioners and by all his neighbours. He divides his timebetween his parish, his old town, and Booth's--at which last place hehad, two years ago, a gentle fit of the gout, being the first attackof that distemper. During this fit Amelia was his nurse, and her twooldest daughters sat up alternately with him for a whole week. Theeldest of those girls, whose name is Amelia, is his favourite; she isthe picture of her mother, and it is thought the doctor hathdistinguished her in his will, for he hath declared that he will leavehis whole fortune, except some few charities, among Amelia's children. As to Booth and Amelia, Fortune seems to have made them large amendsfor the tricks she played them in their youth. They have, ever sincethe above period of this history, enjoyed an uninterrupted course ofhealth and happiness. In about six weeks after Booth's first cominginto the country he went to London and paid all his debts of honour;after which, and a stay of two days only, he returned into thecountry, and hath never since been thirty miles from home. He hath twoboys and four girls; the eldest of the boys, he who hath made hisappearance in this history, is just come from the university, and isone of the finest gentlemen and best scholars of his age. The secondis just going from school, and is intended for the church, that beinghis own choice. His eldest daughter is a woman grown, but we must notmention her age. A marriage was proposed to her the other day with ayoung fellow of a good estate, but she never would see him more thanonce: "For Doctor Harrison, " says she, "told me he was illiterate, andI am sure he is ill-natured. " The second girl is three years youngerthan her sister, and the others are yet children. Amelia is still the finest woman in England of her age. Booth himselfoften avers she is as handsome as ever. Nothing can equal the serenityof their lives. Amelia declared to me the other day, that she did notremember to have seen her husband out of humour these ten years; and, upon my insinuating to her that he had the best of wives, she answeredwith a smile that she ought to be so, for that he had made her thehappiest of women. END OF VOL. II. THE END.